#what catholic school does to mfer
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cw: detrans/misgendering kink, blasphemy/hierophilia
You always hated church and your uber christian parents who didn't quite get your 'transgenderism' as they put it, but despite them misgendering you constantly you still held out hope that they would eventually come to respect you as a trans man. Just as they held out hope that this would all be a phase and that you would turn back into the girl they knew and loved.
One day, after them begging you for months, you finally decided to go to church with them. When you got to the church, you quickly realized your parents tricked you and brought you early to make you go to confession thinking that would help you.
A priest came out and greets you and you begrudgingly follow him to the confessional after some arguing with your parents. You expect him to be very judgemental of you being trans, but actually he seems to be very understanding. It doesn't take long for you to open up to him about your gender dysphoria and how you feel uncomfortable being a woman.
The priest tells you that god has a plan for everyone and that all we need to do is to listen and follow. For some reason, that puts you at ease. You really pay attention during mass that day and you realize maybe this isn't as bad as you thought and maybe god did have a plan for you.
After that, you started going to mass every once in a while which soon turned into attending mass on sundays regularly. You started to wear a cross around your neck which your parents graciously bought for you for your birthday.
You at first think of yourself as a queer christian, but slowly bit by bit you start letting your hair grow back out. You go from using he/him to they/them to she/they and finally back to she/her only. You stop binding because why would you hide the well endowed breasts that God gave you.
You start wearing modest, but tasteful women's clothes that show off your naturally girlish figure. You even start taking joy in doing your makeup which just helps to enhance your beautiful feminine facial features God gave you. Pretty soon you are just a good Christian women just like God intended.
It's not just you either, you introduce the word of God to your whole friend group full of 'trans men'. It's not long before it's nothing more than a Christian women's prayer group. You all gather at brunch after mass on Sunday to gossip and talk about your new lives.
A few years later, pretty much all of you have settled down. You were the first to marry a handsome and faithful Christian man. Now you're a beautiful mother with two children and a third on the way. Your hubby wants a big family and you are more than willing to provide. You thank God every day that he led you back to the path he always intended for you to have.
#detrans kink#detransition kink#ftm detrans kink#blasphemy#hierophilia#ttmkinkwriting#god i love sexualizing the blandest people on the planet#what catholic school does to mfer
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Sometimes i see posts like 'if they cast REAL teens in teen movies they'd look like THIS and it's like
Pics of kids who look like
Ten
And i wonder if
Were all of your classmates growing up fucking babies until they hit 18 and then magically grew into young adults?????
I'll say that after a certain point i was homeschooled, i went to one year of high school then was home the rest of the time but like
My classmates, aside from that they were in various indivisual places along puberty
Generally didn't look like squishy children at sixteen
Most of us were edging on young adulthood i
Is it like a racial thing??? Like do white kids look like babies for longer than a lot of black kids??? Maybe that's why this concept confuses me????
Like they definitely didn't look like movie """teens""" played by folks in their 20's and 30's but like
They didn't look like fuckin
Baby cupid cherub lookin mfers
Like maybe if they were fat??? Their faces were a bit rounder???? But some folks be like "THIS is what a REAL 16 year old looks like" and i'm just squinting at whoever tf the picture is of and i'm not saying you can't look that way at 16 because everybody's lookin different at all the same ages that's just how variety works but like
I look at these pictures of "16" year olds that would more "accurately" portray th age of a character in a movie or i live action series and i'm like
That's a fuckin ten year old brah
That's a baby
They could be sixteen! But i'd be way more surprised by that than by a sixteen year old who looked kike an adult. Especially after working retail and seeing who came in after 3pm wearing the local middle school and high school uniforms and thinking 'i'd sell some of you cigarettes if i didn't know better why are you so tall'
(and some of them come in with their parents and their parents look around their age or even younger sometimes whether that's because the parent looks young or the kid looks old or height or fashion choices or what but i'm like U: y'feel me? Idk. Maybe it's just my area/where i grew up and stuff)
(and i myself had constantly been mistaken for an adult since i was 15 at the latest and I don't just mean i got hit on i mean i got stopped by someone like "do you wanna pay less on your taxes?" "Uh i don't have taxes lol" "really? How!?" "I'm fifteen???" "O h.")
(hell i got hit on on the way home from school once in my school uniform with my backpack on--tbf the "other girls"(quotes because i am not a girl) wore skirts so my slacks and blazer maybe looked idk professional, not like a catholic school student--and when i told the guy i was 15 he was like "oh. I'm so sorry i thought you were way older." "It's okay man it happens all the time" because it rly fuckin does)
(maybe it's just because i've had a stressful go of it lol because even now people think i'm much older than i am and are befuddled when i go '1994 my birthday's in 1994. I'm 25.' because the desk ladies at my therapist were apparently going back and forth with each other trying to guess what year i was born after they apparently didn't hear me correctly the first time lololol)
#danie yells at themself#i'm tired and stuff how are you all#long post#i've made this post several times before#i guess i just think about this a lot#i went my whole life being mistaken for being older and i still do meanwhile#people be like 'teenagers look like babies hoe do you not know the difference'
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