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#wen it comes 2 m*n i Do Not Kno........... its the social conditioning i swear on my Life......... in my rite mind i wld nvr feel Nything 4
gumdecay · 5 years
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#*puts my fone on zenmode so that i cant access ny of my apps so i cnt talk 2 the g*y who clearly is Dne w me* this is fine:)#i lichrally just the othr day unfollod som1 4 posting 2 much abt a g*y who did not give a Fuck abt her but like............ tbf i @ least#break up w my annoying poasts w constant a+ aesthetic AND i put it all in the tags so u rlly gotta Look if ur gnna look rite.......... i am#Considerate in my pathetiqueness......... if nothing else......... lmfao........... i cannot wait until i am ovr this dumbass n like........#Moved On n Smartened Up n like.............. Not Obsessing ovr som1 who does not hav the emotional range 2 b in a relationship :')#if i EVR poast abt having f**lings 4 a m*n again (after this obligatory shitty feelings stage is ovr i mean....... positive f**lings 4 a m*n#ig i shld have said......... im still allowed 2 hate them lmfao) PLS com in2 my inbox n ask me what the Fuck i think im doing bc i promise#wen it comes 2 m*n i Do Not Kno........... its the social conditioning i swear on my Life......... in my rite mind i wld nvr feel Nything 4#a m*n :'/ nyway its a wednesday nite n im drunk n ive cried 2x already haha :') i shld sleep but im opening my last bottle of wine instead#n psyching myself up 2 walk 2 cvs 2mrrw since its the only thing near me n hoping they sell alcohol :') the need 2 b Not Sober WILL trump my#agoraphobia i stg it will............ unless i manage not 2 drink this whole bottle 2nite n can make it til the weekend 4 groceries where i#can buy more vokda :') ts been like 2 weeks since i cld find the kind i like n like....... i am growing Ok w wine (wen its cold n i drink it#fast enuf not 2 taste the bitter) but still nothing trumps vodka.............. lmao
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