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#things you do for besties đ#well... I take it as a holiday bc it's actually my ONE weekend free from work đ¤ˇđđ#get to see Helsinki... from a distance bc I will NOT be driving into that hellhole of trams and insane taxi drivers đđ
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I didn't get to it last night bc I was packing two other boxes of books for a local used bookstore exchange HOWEVER I AM HOPING TO GET TO IT THIS WEEKEND. I will probably prefold some of the book shopping boxes I have as well, just to get a sense of how much I can actually ship in a given box vs reinforced envelope.
I'm also going to be destashing some more random stuff as well, probably posting to like, Facebook in groups/marketplace (especially the ADHD hobby groups lol) but I might also list some stuff here.
Like examples of other books/items:
if you like collecting old film cameras for decor or to learn to repair or want to take one in for repair, I have a handful of cameras
I have some Pathfinder 2nd edition adventure paths(!) Which I can get rid of bc I also have the PDF due to my subscription, and the core rulebook (there's a slight update that was just released I also own, but ALSO all the rules themselves are free online so either way I don't need two. Feel free to ask me more about PF2e as an amazing alternative to d&d if you like hero fantasy ttrpg. Even if you don't want the book because again everything rules is free online.)
So many Disney tsumtsums even after I gave a lot to my little buddy at synagogue who had a tsumtsums special interest.
Indie oil based perfume samples (I'l only ask for shipping for a ton of samples at random because I dont have time to check each one to determine if the oil in any samples has gone bad/smells rancid. This would truly just be a fun surprise of smells game and a chance to smell a lot of different stuff for almost nothing. many/most of them will probably still smell good, and theyre quite tiny and idk. Perfume is weirdly fun.)
also unused indie bath soap bars. Got a handful of those.
Possibly some comic arcs of various comics in single issues. Probably the full arcs if I offer.
Potentially some art supplies or storage for art supplies
Possibly also yarn!
The Jewish books are going to be a wide range of books: everything from history books, to fiction anthologies and fiction books, to vintage siddurim, to books on Jewish lifecycle/holiday/practice. I just have...soooo many and they deserve other loving homes now. I might also part with some of my haggadot and cookbooks.
I will say this: unfortunately for Jewish books, I do need to prioritize at least recouping cost to buy the shipping supplies and cost of shipping itself.
However, if you're trying to reconnect to your Judaism and don't have any books, or are a conversion student unable to afford even that and still really want some books, please please feel free to message me about it. I will try to work something out â either by waiting to ship until I can use some of my other proceeds from reselling stuff to offset the shipping cost, or maybe see if i can have some folks "sponsor" the media mail shipping cost I estimate for you by sending me a ko-fi. You can remain anonymous, I'll just use my scale to determine an estimated shipping weight for the books.
The cost should still be fairly low since I intend to ship media mail, but if even that cost would be a barrier, I would still rather give Jewish books to someone directly than resell the books to a used bookstore.
For everything else I use PayPal goods and services typically, especially since I can purchase the shipping label/cost from them directly when I do that. I'm not totally unwilling to ship to say, Canada or something but frankly I've usually found that international shipping costs are so high that it's usually not worth it. Sorry.
Hey I'm going to start listing/selling a ton of Jewish books for cheap or just the cost of shipping supplies in the US bc I'm gonna move soon. I'll probably list here first and then like on FB groups.
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Actually, I didnât want to do this here bc I donât want to be another person complaining about their husband, but I donât have a lot of spare money for therapy at the moment and I donât feel like I can talk to friends and family. I was nervous about that before I got married - who do I talk to when I need to talk about my marriage, my husband? I went into this not really knowing the answer. But this is my private tumblr damnit, so I need to get this out, if only for me.
Marriage is hard. And I knew it would be, even if I didnât know specifically how. Iâm trying my hardest but I donât think Iâm doing well with it. J works 60 hours a week in shipping/logistics and now that itâs the holidays, he went to work today. Who knows how many more weekends heâll volunteer. I asked him not to, that Iâve been stressed with Teddy, but he said that the time and a half was too good to turn down. This hurts me. I know money is a huge stress factor, but it feels like heâs putting money before my sanity. I do the grocery shopping, the laundry, the cleaning, and try to manage his spending habits. I donât want to paint him out as some loser - he is in recovery for opiate addiction from a gym injury years ago and a doctor that was too eager to prescribe him stronger and stronger meds. Heâs three years clean, but his addictive behaviors show up in other ways that weâre working on. He didnât have a good example of a healthy marriage or home/family life growing up, so I know he wants to overcome that. He tries, and I am grateful, even if I am impatient sometimes.
I had a meltdown last night because Teddy was being difficult all day. I am the one who is home with him the most - who wakes up to feed him and take him potty at 6:30 before I get ready for work. I buy his treats, prepare any snacks or puzzles for him during the day, take him for walks, feed him dinner, try to tire him out before bed. I work on training new skills and reinforcing things heâs already learned. There is mostly dirt with some patches of grass in the front yard where he goes potty so I wash his feet off daily and bathe him often. I donât have a lot of free time bc heâs like a toddler, and some days itâs just very difficult. My MIL is home with him so I try to make things as easy for her as possible, but there are times where I feel like heâs annoying her and my FIL. So I look into obedience classes so I can get some help in the areas where Iâm struggling.
Iâm grateful that they let us live with them, but Iâm so tired of living with my in laws. They should have been divorced 20 years ago and they snap at each other often. Their language can sound harsh sometimes when itâs a normal conversation, so I can never tell if theyâre fighting or talking about the weather. My body always assumes fighting, so I try to hide in our room. But thatâs difficult with a puppy. I think my FIL has dementia or something. He makes choices that are seemingly based in no logic, and it makes things stressful or difficult for everyone in the house, as he has hoarding tendencies and often leaves messes everywhere.
The house itself is quite old and has random holes and poorly done renovation that lets in bugs and pollen and so much dust. So thereâs always always always something that needs to be cleaned. Iâm desperate to move out but finally just replaced Jâs 20 year old car so much of the savings went to the down payment. We live in Orange County and itâs just a difficult time to try and find a reasonably priced place to live.
I work in special education which wasnât my plan, but last year the principal asked me to as a favor so I did. Even though I had no experience in special ed, itâs been alright for the most part. My schedule has changed about 8 times at random and they pull me to work wherever is needed, including things that were not in my job description. I have to be an expert on my 7 kids that I am with throughout the day. 4 of the kids are in a class where I hate the teachers management style, and that has led to a lot of disrespect from his students (not my kids) when Iâm in there. Nothing gets done about this. I hate the new principal who is a raging jerk and think heâs gods gift to this earth. I donât think Iâll stay past this year, if I make it through this year.
Earlier this year I decided I had to leave Mormonism. This has been one of the most devastating things in my life to experience. It felt like this was no longer my home, that they were becoming more extreme in beliefs that I couldnât agree with or reconcile, that my personal beliefs didnât align with them - the place where I learned my sense of integrity. Itâs a strange thing to comprehend. Then after a lot of uncomfortable research, I realized it wasnât true. I think there are so few experiences in life where you realize that everything is a lie, and I never expected my religion to be one of them. That has led to so much grief and an identity crisis, because the beliefs of Mormonism are so deeply intertwined with your sense of identity, how you move throughout the world, how you see others, what you think is coming after this life, what the purpose of anything is. I donât have many answers now. I donât know what this life is all for and must now create my own meaning. Iâm also in the process of deconstructing the ways Iâve been hurt by sexuality and a strict purity culture and how this has affected my relationship with my husband. Mormonism also informs my sense of community so Iâm not quite sure how to develop one outside of the church and Iâm lonely at times. But the worst part is that I donât feel like I can be honest and tell my family about it, because I am afraid of the way they will treat me, or how our relationship will change. The idea of love, in Mormonism, is somewhat conditional, so I have no idea how they will accept this news, and the ways I will disappoint them.
I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder around this time in 2020 after a difficult year. During a recent first time meeting with a psychiatrist, she informed me that she wasnât sure this diagnosis was correct. I have often wondered this myself, which has been uncomfortable to think that youâre making things up about yourself, like itâs for attention. She thinks I could have a lesser version of it, as more people are starting to view bipolar as a spectrum, but at the very least, she says itâs some sort of mood disorder. All I know is that several times a year, I think Iâm going insane. I try my damndest to keep my emotions under control, and wish I could get credit for how hard I try to be nice to others and to not destroy my own life regularly.
Itâs not bad all the time. Some beautiful light is shining through the window right now. I live somewhere that keeps me warm at night and relatively safe. I have people who love me, even if they live far away. Iâm listening to good music. Christmas is coming. Iâm working on our room with holiday decorations so I can enjoy them. My car is running. We have food to eat. In this moment I am happy to get this all off my chest and give myself space to realize that I am sad about a lot of things, both yearning and contented. That is life, I suppose.
#read for some emo girl hours diary entry stuff i guess#this isnât really for anyone but it feels so much better to let it out and to be witnessed by someone
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Harringrove tag game! by @lovebillyhargrove
I was tagged by @mrsblackruby! tysm!! <3
1. Do they get together BEFORE MF possessing Billy or AFTER shit goes down? (Or maybe DURINGđ˛)
Typically I say before, like at around Christmas time in â84. I think anybody in a small town puts aside character prejudices around the holidays and tries to make those connections with everyone, so Iâve always felt, especially since the fight was literally only a month before, that Steve would reach out to Billy the night of the Snowball and things would, well, snowball from there.
2. Who kisses who first?
Definitely Steve. I firmly stand by the hc that Billyâs never kissed a boy before Steve, and maybe Steve hasnât either, but heâs the romantic, no way is he going to let Billy kiss him first.
3. Where do they have their first sex? (Location) (HJs and BJs count)
I donât really have a solid answer for this? But definitely somewhere very spur of the moment, maybe somebodyâs couch or the locker rooms?
4. Who says đ I LOVE YOU đ first?
Imma say Billy. Opposite of my last answer, I donât feel like either of them would say they love each other on accident or like, in the moment. I think their first I love youâd would be very very controlled. I also think Billy has less experience with actually being in love, so when the time comes that heâs actually mustered up the courage to say it to Steve, I think heâs super nervous and practices the perfect scenario in his head a dozen times. Itâs definitely not blurted out.
5. I believe this fandom is way past having hard feelings about it, so
BottomSteve! or BottomBilly?
I donât have a strong opinion either way, but typically, I prefer bottom!Steve. No particular reason, thatâs just the way I tend to read things!
6. Do they give gifts to each other?
Absolutely! Billy doesnât have the disposable income to run out and buy Steve new things every time he wants to give him something, so I think he does a really cheesy like, giving him a kiss as a present and making a big deal out of it.
Steve is sort of the same way, in that he doesnât like to give Billy material things, because he doesnât want him to think heâs being pretentious or trying to hold his wealth over Billyâs head like heâs his mom or something, so he only gives Billy personal things. Old pilled t-shirts to wear to bed and a blanket to keep on the couch in his room that smells like him. Things like that.
They also try to make eachother things as presents, like food or little knick knacks in art class, but they always fail miserably and think itâs really funny when all they have to show is a smoking mess.
7. Where do they end up living? California, Chicago, Hawkins... Idk .. Alaska??)))) Any other location?
I honestly think they stay in Hawkins. I donât think after everything Billy would be able to leave Max behind, and I also think that Steve would like having a connection to where he grew up, even if bad things happened there. If they did leave though, I see them going down south, maybe tourist trap Tennessee?
8. What are their future jobs?
In my mind that very much depends on if weâre following canon and this is post Starcourt or like, if itâs a whole new AU. Because after that I donât think Billy would actually ever be physically well enough to work again. I know itâs a pretty unpopular opinion, bc the general hc is that he bounces back within a year or so with some scars (which is cool! Iâm not knocking that Iâm just sayin) but I think he'd be permanently disabled, on oxygen support 24/7, and just with all sorts of health complications from, you know, literally having a gaping hole in his chest, that would make it impossible for him to work. In that sort of scenario I usually think of Steve as a being teacher or an artist, something that he doesnât have very long work hours or can do from home so he can be there to take care of Billy.
If weâre going with like, a no upside down or a Billy is never hurt au, I think he stays in Hawkins and just works in some sort of a mom and pop until heâs the new manager, like at an antique store maybe?
(p.s. stay tuned for an upcoming fic about Billy working in a fix-it shop!!)
As for Steve, I feel like he wouldnât ever be able to settle on one career when he didnât have limitations. I donât really know what heâd eventually decide is his calling, maybe design of some sort? Jewelry making?
This is a hard question, I donât really see them as being tied down to one career indefinitely, but I do know I donât see either of them ever working desk jobs.
9. Who's a better cook?
Neither of them. Billy wasnât allowed in the kitchen growing up because Neil said itâs a woman's place, and Steve is just god awful at following directions, like, canât tell the difference between a teaspoon and a tablespoon or preheat the oven awful. They just eat takeout and like, cold sandwiches literally all the time until someone (Joyce) notices and teaches them how to cook on the weekends.
10. Steve Hargrove or Billy Harrington?
Billy Harrington. I donât see him wanting to be a Hargrove anymore. He has no positive ties to the name with his mom leaving and his dad being his dad, so I think heâd want to take Steveâs last name. Also this is kinda weird but I am VERY particular about my middle name hcs (I think itâs an ocd thing? idk) and I have an alliterative name for Steve that wouldnât work if he was a Hargrove instead of a Harrington, so thatâs also part of the reason.
11. What's Max's reaction when she hears they're together?
I think probably just like, confusion. Not over Billy being with a boy, but over that boy being Steve. Like, she doesnât know Steve well, but she knows heâs the responsible big brother to Dustin, and thatâs the exact opposite of what her brother is like, so it catches her off guard. Sheâs definitely a little gossip though, wanting all the not-gross details about Steve from her brother. Sheâs basically just a little sister about it, I guess.
12. Describe in ONE SENTENCE Hopper's reaction when he hears the names Hargrove and Harrington mentioned together?
Not again.
13. Does Robin like Billy OR does Robin hate Billy?
I think she likes him. I have a little hc that she and him were together in an underground pre-gsa kinda thing in high school. She pretends she canât stand him, but the two of them are quick best friends. (this might just be me but I think the two of them together would give statler and waldorf vibes)
14. What about Dustin?
Dustin I think actually thinks Billy is really cool. Like, heâs like a little double agent, hearing from Max all the annoying things about Billy, and from Steve the good things. Heâll gag if Steve gets too mushy over him and heâll definitely join in with Max in calling Billy gross, and he also absolutely gives Billy a (very non-intimidating. heâs too soft) shovel talk, but I think he really likes and looks up to Billy as like, his other big brother.
15. Fav Harringrove AU?
Oh gosh, I canât even pick. I think I like childhood friends aus best? Theyâre really fun to play with and it always ends up being super sweet. Iâm a big fan of soulmates too for kind of the same reasons. I like mushy stuff.
16. Billy+Camaro=...??? (Not strictly Harringrove, but I can't not to ..)
I honestly donât think Billy cares about the camaro that much. Heâd be sad when it gets totaled because that was his only way of getting around and also his first car, but I donât think the car itself has that much value to him. I mean, he treats it with absolutely zero respect, jumping curbs and driving too fast and slamming on those breaks. The camaro is just a car. đ¤ˇđťââď¸
Iâll tag: @lifegaurd-hargrove85! @deardmvz! and @strangebrainrot! no pressure! and as usual, if anybody else sees this and wants to participate, feel free!
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brian may x reader series
warnings : swearing, thatâs it rlly tbhh
a/n : so i was planning on posting last week but i got completely caught up in my new job lol so im only just posting now !! so sorry about the wait. ive already started the next chapter, and i was planning on spice but weâre going for a plot twist instead 𤨠the smut is definitely coming i promisee, im tryna build up the courage bc smut isnt my strong suit but im practising (that sounded a bit odd but you get what i meann). so. voilĂĄ :)
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y/n groaned, rubbing her head as she sat up in bed. her pager lit up beside her, grabbing her attention. she scrambled over to read the notification she'd been sent - from brian. she immedietly smiled as she swiped the hair from her eyes, as she reached for her phone to ring him.
"y/n ! hi - i need to ask you a favour. anita is going away for the weekend with the women, and i'm supposed to be at the studio with the guys. it would be absolutely amazing if you would be able to babysit the girls tonight for me ? jimmy is completely unreliable and i can't leave them by themselves."
you'd completely forgotten about the 'women's trip". you'd managed to uninvite yourself, claiming you had homework due in. this would be the perfect opportunity to spend some more time with brian. granted, he would be out tonight, but you had all of saturday, and if you were lucky, at least until sunday evening with him. you quickly checked the time - it was almost eleven am, meaning the ladies had most definitely already left for the holiday home down south.
"hey, of course i'm free tonight. you're lucky i'd spun a lie to get out of that godforesaken trip." you laughed, hearing him chuckle also down the line. "i must be a very lucky man. the girls are already at school, and i'm at the studio just now. i've left a key in the flower basket near the door, just let yourself in at any time. i should have enough time to pick them up later, but i won't be able to stop for long. they really want this bloody album finished soon." he sighed. y/n chuckled, before letting him know she'd head over soon. "will you be back tonight ?" you asked, hoping he would. "yes, definitely late. you're more than welcome to crash at mine. i know you're only over the road, but i worry about the girls." he replied scratching his forehead as he leant against the doorway. you smiled; it was nice to see that he genuinely cared for his daughters' safety, unlike your father. "of course. just let me know when you're way and such." you replied, beginning to get out of bed. you both said your goodbyes, and hung up.
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after slipping on a pair of shorts and a jumper far too large for you, you packed a small overnight bag and wrote a note for xavier, telling him where everything was. knowing your father, he wasn't exactly reliable, and whether he would actually come home was a mystery. you and xavier had bets on who he was cheating on your mother with - his secretary, or florence. you personally were betting on florence. you'd seen the looks they gave each other at gatherings, and how the so often ended up being absent at the same time. you didn't really care, but you also didn't blame him if he was. your mother was an absolute nightmare, and an absolute bitch to everyone (to put it lightly). you walked over to brian's place, and opened the door after finding the key amongst the dirt, and stepped inside. it was almost exactly the same as yours, but seemed bigger almost. it could've been the open planned ground floor, though. you set your bag next to the sofa, and sat down, and making yourself comfortable. you glanced over at the array of women's magazines sprawled on the coffee table - obviously anita's doing. there was something about her entitlement that annoyed you. the little side glances and once overs she'd give you when you went within a five mile radius of her husband. that day at the country club seemed like almost a trick, a game. after he'd defended you from mark. he wouldn't have done the same for her; not for the past five years anyway. they'd drifted long before you'd been in the picture, if you were even in the picture in the first place. to most, you were just the innocent but rebellious neighbour, simply doing a favour for brian. but to anita, you were a home wrecking, conniving little bitch who needed putting in her place. you were just a naive little girl to her, trying to take something that wasn't yours, not even to look at. you'd gotten bored quite quickly thinking about anita, and what she so clearly thought of you. you got up to look around the house; the kitchen, the girls' rooms, the toilets, and brian's room. you smiled as you saw a small section of the wall covered in polaroids. you looked closer, and realised it was every city he'd visited while on tour, all the way back to their first ever tour. you smiled - he looked so happy, and so young. he wouldn't have been much older than you in some of the pictures from the early 70's.
you left the room quickly, not wanting to seem weird if he turned up with the girls and found you looking around his bedroom. it was almost four, and realised that the girls would be back any minute. you heard the door open, and louise and emily walked in, brian not far behind them. "dad, i don't need a baysitter. i'm fifteen-"
"only just, lou. it's just one night. just think of it as extra company."he laughed, before catching your eye. "nice to see you, y/n," he smiled, before walking over to the kitchen. "and yourself. how's recording going ?" you asked, although by the look of brian's face, it wasn't going well. "don't ask. freddie and roger both have a stick up their arses today, and keep biting each other's heads off. we're no where nearer to finishing the album than we were two weeks ago," he groaned, setting the glass of water on the table before sitting next to you. "sounds rough. i'm here all night, so take as long as you want. you're more than welcome to go for a cheeky pint before you come home, if you want."you smiled, nudging his shoulder. he shook his head, laughing good heartedly. he explained the girls' usual routines, and also added that louise would be fine, she's just being a 'teenager' as he'd put it. you'd gotten on well with lou at the party last week - you were sure she'd be fine. "i'll try and get home when i can, but i'll give you a ring when i'm on my way." he smiled, kissing your temple. you blushed furiously, smiling to hide your panic. he headed out, leaving you with the girls. you thought of calling your mother - you never did, but she usually had some good gossip on these trips. you had a good half hour before the girls would be back downstairs, so you dialled her number and waited for her to answer.
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Avengers: College Edition
Steve: Criminal Justice and Studio Art double major. He doesn't want to torture himself with anything difficult and still wants to study what he loves. He is still an over achiever though. Highkey hates frat parties, saw someone twerking upside down and almost cried but stayed because hes the designated driver (responsible KING). prefers small get togethers with his friends. Roommates with sam and bucky!! Joins Criminal Justice club, jokingly rivals with Engineering (Tonys Club) Everyone on campus loves him including the professors, wins Homecoming king and is very happy. Sam jokingly asks to be his queen, Bucky butts in and says "NO, im his queen". Can be found in the library or art studio, usually with ink or pencil markings on his hands.
Tony: Obvi an engineering KING has physics as a minor. procrastinates to the max "No Bruce I have everything under control" *crams for 46 hours straight on a constant IV drip of Redbull and coffee* Super smart and helps draw the blueprint for the new engineering building. Roomies with Bruce! Tony was in a frat for a bit his freshmen year but hated it and wanted real friends (Throws better parties anyway) met Bruce and all the other avengers during a 1301 intro class. Pulls women like no tomorrow. On the presidents list every semester and tutors math for free on the side. He is basically the Dad in STEM. Tries hitting on Natasha but she is just like :/ nah, when her and bruce start dating tony is surprised because bruce is his "quiet little cinnamon roll." Tony constantly teases bruce and is like "yall fuckin (;" Steve butts in "tONY PLZ I JUST WANT TO WATCH THIS MOVIE" Bruce is thankful for steves intervention. You know how he rivals Steves Criminal Justice club? He butts heads with Business Clubs leader (Pepper) until everyone catches them together at a party. Has a caffeine addiction. Works out with Thor and Bucky one day in the rec and almost dies.
Bruce: Physics and Engineering double major (Hardworking KING) In math club with Vision and Wanda. He loves being roomies with Tony because it helps him out of his shell. Likes to draw with Steve sometimes and enjoys the quiet. Doesn't procrastinate and gets things done in a timely manor. 4.0 icon we all strive to be. Him and Nat already know each other, but bond and get a lot closer while studying in the library and they eventually start dating. He takes her coffee when she works across campus and is always almost late to class because of that (He doesn't care though bc thats his BABY) "Um.. Bruce your class is in 5 minutes" "Okay and?.....Wait I have an ex-" *Sprints to his building* Takes boxing at night with Thor, Bucky, Sam and Steve!!! Loves sparring with Thor and can surprisingly take the big buy on pretty well. Gets his butt kicked by Natasha in a MMA class though.
Natasha: Majors in Criminal Justice and Minors in Psychology. Ballet club AND MOCK TRIAL!! Has a Job at the Criminal Justice Deans office and takes MMA classes on the side. She is on Mock Trial with Loki and they actually get along quiet well once they stop butting heads about the case. Introduces Sam and Wanda to dance and they have so much fun. Coffee dates with Bruce!! Her and Steve become RAs in the following years and are the coolest RAs you know. Prefers night classes, Bruce walks her to all of them. Psychology classes are her favorite and really wants to help children one day. Volunteers at a daycare during breaks. Sis can really out drink Tony and Thor. Puts Wanda under her wing and helps her with fafsa and what not. Her and Bucky get the Russian language credit by simply testing out. Has her sh!t together and while she has a lot on her plate she can take it. She is really the Mom of the group. Can be found dancing or with Bruce. Her and Clint are icons in psychology classes.
Clint: Deaf Studies with education minor! (we stan deaf clint in the comics) In the Archery club and wins nationals for the Uni. Loves to draw with Steve. Helps Bruce ask Natasha out! PRANK ICON! loves to do prank wars with tony, bucky, loki and sam. Was in the same frat with Tony but hated it as well. While he seems to have a more reserved demeanor he is still the life of the party. (Like he knows people at the clubs ya know?) Can get in anywhere and helps everyone rent out a club for the night in celebration of midterms being over. Loves reading in the library and loves morning classes and being productive early in the day. Cracks Tonys netflix and hulu passwords (no tony... tonyr0cks69 is not good enough) Wants to teach at a school for the Deaf. Bruce sets him up with a girl from engineering and that is his future wife.
Thor: Physical Education major and Communications minor! Here on a football scholarship and is in a frat (not the asshole one tony was in) and is a partying ICON. Tries to get Loki to party but Loki just wants to drink wine with the cat he snuck into his dorm. Learns Sign from Clint to prepare for his career in education. Loves working out with Bucky, Sam and Steve. Takes up boxing during football off season and spars with Bruce. Despite being everyones fav himbo he gets really good grades and is a very good writer. Loki dorms across the hall from him. Thor actually rooms with Peter. Peter is the freshman baby and Thor takes peter under his wing and introduces him to everyone and helps him with college stuff in general. Also hooks him up with MJ and brings him to the occasional boxing session. Has a loud booming laughter you can hear in all floors of the library when he sees a funny meme. One time he actually makes a very good point and notices a flaw in one of Tony and Bruces projects leaves everyone stunned. Picks on Loki in big brother fashion. Unironically calls weed the devils lettuce.
Loki: Pre-Law and Criminal Justice. LOVES to argue. (Devils advocate ass) In Mock Trial and Criminal Justice Club. Tony jokingly calls him steves sexy secretary in CJ club. Loves Mock Trial and is the president with Nat as his right hand woman. Sneaks a cat he found at the shelter into his dorm and names it muffin. Stays in the Library writing or going over cases. The one time he was taking Natasha a copy of the Mock Trial case packet and caught her and bruce smooching. (He screeched) "Haha funny joke yall heres the case packet BYE." He automatically texts the group chat "i think nAT AND BRUCE HAVE SOME TEA FOR US HMM". Lets Peter and Bruce come over to his dorm because he knows their roommates can get a little too much sometimes. Loki also becomes an avid twitter user and thats how he gains popularity on campus. (He called the uni out for their awful and expensive parking) Was able to convince the Dean with tony and steve to create a new parking lot. Caffeine addict!!! Him and Tony always bump into each other at the coffee shop. Brings baked goods to meet ups with the gang. Loves to play pranks (especially on Tony) Him and Bucky come up with a genius prank on him and even get pepper involved. Best dressed on campus and is in the fashion club. He is the embodiment of dark academia.
Sam: Criminal Justice Major with Aerospace Engineering minor. Gets introduced to Bucky and Steve during move in and they literally become brothers. Is both in Criminal Justice Club and Engineering Club. In the Historically Black Frat on campus and takes huge pride in that. Parties with tony and thor BIG TIME. Procrastinates by throwing paper airplanes at Bucky until Bucky is like "Um...dude your paper is due in like two hours." At that moment Sam got into work faster than he ever had. Loves gossip sessions with Loki and Wanda. Works out a lot with Bucky, Steve and Thor to get rid of stress. When he and Bucky finish a final they go to loki's dorm and ask "Hey can we see your cat." Helps prep food for friends-giving and decorates the dorm for holidays. HATES 8ams so so so much. Steve promises him pancakes if he gets up and goes. Binge watches shows during weekends and screams when Destiel is finally canon. Loves running and gets a Track Scholarship when Thor gets him to join a sport. Gets Peter to join track.
Bucky: criminal justice major and psychology minor. Buck is also in ballet club with Nat, it really helps him relax and gives him a free space to think (also he runs that shit like no ones business) Criminal justice club as well and LOVES to work out and box. One time Sam accompanies him to ballet and Bucky pushes Sam into a split... the scream was heard for miles. "Sam ballet is good for athletes it helps w-" "Yeah but its not good for my balls" Doesn't willingly procrastinate but once in awhile he will forget an assignment, you best believe his eyes will snap open from his nap and get to work asap. For one of his psyche labs he had to question Steve as if he were Steve's therapist to which Steve responds "Hey bro you dont have to hit a nerve that deep" He also likes to do dance with peter since it helps him get away from Thor for a bit. Not a big partier but once the weight of finals are off his chest you best believe he will go all out. Picks on Nat and says hes gonna steal her man, to which tony interjects and says "Not if I do first" Bucky also has a very comfy dorm, comfy lighting and tons of pillows, the man loves his sleep... and so does everyone else. Sometimes he finds peter, sam, THOR, tONY EVERYONE just napping in his bed before their study time. Overall, bucky is a smart boy and his time in college is kind to him.
Wanda: English Major and Education Minor. After being an orphan Wanda knows what it feels like to not have a parental figure there and she wants to change that for other kids by becoming an english teacher. She volunteers at an orphanage, specifically the one her and pietro were in for a brief moment when they came to the states. She loves to draw as well and takes plenty of art classes with steve. She paints a portrait of the entire gang and gives it to tony as a graduation present (he cried). She loves to do volunteer work for children and also spend a lot of time in the library, She helped Nat calm down before Bruce asked her out. Her and Loki are in constant competition for best dressed. "Loki ill let you win best dressed but you have to let me see your cat" "ugh fine... btw your shirt doesnt match your boots" "hEY" Her and Peter take alot of intro classes together and are constantly running around craft stores trying to get the right stuff for projects. Visits Vision at his Job on Campus and he visits her where she volunteers and eventually they start dating. She is constantly getting visited by pietro at 4am asking "Um do you have milk" "Pietro its 4am what do you ne-" "my OREOS"
Pietro: Track star business major, frat ICON with Thor. poor boy is STRESSED he hates college and is here on a track scholarship, constantly late and running around getting shit done. Queen of late assignments but still gets them graded because he is in Track. Yeah he has alot on his plate but he still parties with thor for hours. When he is drowning in assignments Clint is always there to help him, Bruce also helps him with biology and the more science-y classes. Likes to mess around and race sam at track practice. Not into coffee but will run on all the monster energy drinks you could possibly buy. Seriously is tired of 8 a.m courses, he just wants to nap after practice. Walks into the study room that everyone was in and actually looks more sleep deprived than tony. He gets a lot of tips from steve on how to have an easier time in college and it really helps him.
Vision: Grad student working on a civil engineering masters and a TA. Meets Wanda in the library and she asks him where the biographies are. He mistakenly says they are on the 2nd floor "Uh theyre actually on the third" "Then why did you ask?" "Cause I wanted to talk to you :)" He swooned. Through Wanda he met Tony and Bruce and became their best friend, He helped out a lot with engineering club and got them far. He spends a lot of time doing research for his masters degree, he loves relaxing with the group on weekends and picks on pietro as if he is already apart of the family. Him and Loki bond over intellectual conversations from time to time. Bruce and Nat go on double dates with him and Wanda. Went to a bar once with tony and bruce and had to stop tony from singing Queens entire discography, he had the best night that night. Helps everyone with getting into jobs and into grad school in general while everyone helps him let loose and have some fun.
Peter: Peter is a Physics major and eventually works his way up to biochemistry. (hardworking icon) He is the freshman baby of the group and is introduced to them through Thor. He dances with Buck and Nat sometimes as well. Tony obviously takes peter under his wing and helps him with assignments. One time everyone was in the same study room and him and pietro have a redbull shot gunning challenge. When Peter wins Thor picks him up and almost yeets the poor boy into the ceiling. "VERY WELL DONE YOUNG PARKER YOU SHOULD BE DOING THAT WITH BEER IN NO TIME." "Thor plz" Tony and Thor help him ask MJ out and even spy on them during a dinner date. (Imagine thor with sunglasses and a scarf around his head pretending to be tonys date) He feels so accepted in college because of the gang and gets all his work done on time. Goes out of his way to get everyone christmas presents and is so excited for friendsgiving. Becomes a little stressball during finals and midterms and stays in the library till it closes. He spots loki alot in there and helps loki with science classes while loki helps him with political science classes. He meets MJ through wanda and is obviously blushing the whole time while being introduced. Gets embarrassed when the guys flirt with aunt may. "guys plz stop" This is when Sam earns his "milf hunter" nickname. "Pete hows your aunt?" "She doesnt want you sam i-" its not like that... actually it is like that"
Coulson: Alumni Icon. Is the gangs Intro professor and is the reason why everyone meets eachother. (the class was chaotic indeed) Coulson loved that class so much and he still gets visited by everyone from time to time. He is obviously close with Nick. They were there that night when Tony was signing Queen at the bar and couldnt help but laugh.
Nick Fury: Dean for criminal justice and is heavily involved with criminal justice club and mock trial. He is tired of everyones shit as always. Makes a tiktok account for the criminal justice club and has no idea how to manage social media so gets Loki to help. Has to delete it when Loki commented "hah losers" on the engineering tiktoks page. He looks intimidating but in his office he has a picture with the club and has all the gifts he gets on display. (He even framed lokis comment because it was hilarious afterall)
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hi everyone and apologies for the late intro! holiday weekend and all; i was enjoying my couple days off of work. this is actually rian here w a 2nd muse after he grew overnight and wouldnât leave me alone: meet wu jiayi!
iâll get to my messages hopefully tomorrow evening, but in the meantime pls feel free to lmk if youâd like to plot w the boy! iâll include a rly brief summary and a couple rough plot ideas under the cut for your consideration.
thank you!
BRIEF HISTORY
long story short, his mother, a werewolf herself) was expecting when her husband/mate died under rather unknown circumstances. she was heartbroken and it was a miracle she survived the death of her mate to begin with. her brother brought her away from china, from the places where those memories happened, to try to start again in korea. he didnât know she was pregnant at the time, so she gave birth to jiayi while being welcomed into a large pack in the countryside.
jiayi grew up in korea, so heâs fluent in both korean and mandarin. that said, he was literally raised by wolves. his mother was never quite herself again, but the other mothers of the pack would raise their children together anyways. jiayi didnât suffer at all. he doesnât even know that his uncle resents him for resembling his father!
itâs unclear what the ultimate intentions were, but jiayiâs uncle had started cleverly planting the idea that jiayi should challenge the alpha in his head ever since it was clear he was leading the adolescent werewolves of the pack. thereâs a natural alpha tendency in jiayi, and he thought he would actually help the pack grow and move forward if there was a young alpha in charge. unfortunately, he lost the fight. because heâs still so young, rather than kill him the alpha exiled him.
thatâs how jiayi finds himself in seoul! he doesnât really know anyone here, being pretty far from his hometown, but now the fight with the alpha is personal. he left all his family and friends behind and he wants to go back, but not cowering and begging for forgiveness. jiayiâs looking to recruit strong local werewolves to his own cause to challenge that old alpha again, and this time with backup.
heâs technically homeless, but not mad about it. heâd say he likes the freedom. because of this though, he doesnât really have any of his own things. his clothes are all ill-fit bc theyâre stolen off of someoneâs line or out of a laundromat and he discards them pretty quick since he sleeps as a wolf to keep out the cold. the sleeping outside heâs used to, at least.
A LITTLE ABOUT HIS PERSONALITY
heâs SUCH an extrovert; he has absolutely no issue walking up to someone and starting a conversation. jiayi pretty much just walks up to werewolves he thinks are promising candidates for his rebellion and asks to spar with them to test them out. heâs a pretty good fighter, mostly in wolf form, and he knows it. he can be a pretty cocky, a little too bold, and probably annoying. i usually describe him as wolfy; he was practically raised in the wild and while heâs smart and can pretend and blend in pretty well, he can be ignorant on pop culture and technology. not quite an old man, just underexposed to this stuff. heâs also very protective, loyal, territorial, and definitely has the âtake no shitâ attitude of a budding young alpha, though heâs still beta-status for now.Â
ROUGH PLOT IDEAS
werewolves: while jiayi probably thinks itâs not worth wasting his time on omegas, he can size your muse up and ask them if theyâre interesting in helping him out, and if he can test their strength.
werewolves: jiayi was an excellent babysitter in his pack, meaning that he was great at training younger, weaker wolves to be better. if your muse needs a little help getting in touch with their wild side, heâs the go-to guy.
vampires: because of his upbringing, he really hasnât had much exposure to bloodsuckers. heâs also been taught that theyâre dangerous and to be feared, if oneâs not confident enough to destroy them. i would love to see both muses who cement his fears, and ones who try to convince him otherwise.
anyone: someone stole your favorite [hoodie? jeans? pick an item of clothing thatâs quickly and easily recognizable and might be unique]. jiayiâs wearing it, and they spot him. what happens next?
anyone: you donât listen to jiayiâs insistence that heâs fine on his own and that he needs a place to spend the night. you might regret letting an untrained animal into your home, but at least you already clarified itâs just for one night.
familiars: he has never met one before so he would like to fight one (if theyâre close to his wolfâs size). just to see how the faeâs og companions compare to the witchesâ/lite version.
anyone/hunter?:Â jiayi is not familiar with the cityâs hunters and how their methods and tactics compare to the ones he knew out in the country. he gets stuck in a trap (we can discuss the details later) and EITHER A: your muse, who is not the hunter, helps him out. or B: your muse is the hunter. what comes next may depend on your muse. possibility for multiple plots tho not if i feel like heâs getting stuck in a trap every other day or something; he would learn better quick enough.
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hey!! itâs đ§ anon!! i hope youâre doing well! thank you!! ive got 11 more exams this coming week so iâm a lil 𼲠and then 3 more maybe the week after? exactly! i was so paranoid in the exam like âam i suddenly smart or a grade a idiot?â but itâs comforting to know that others feel the same about tests in general đ
. iâm learning python! i know there are better languages but ehhhh itâs just high school sjdnndn. and thank you about my bias choice sjsjndn. oh no not the 10th floor đ iâve heard horror stories 𤧠i just canât get over how sweet, funny and gentle he seemed in the jolly interview đĽş. thank you!! for letting me claim đ§! and i wish i could say the same about not knowing that it was released but iâve legit been checking since pre-quarantine for a boba emoji bc emojipedia said it would be coming out đ i had to start claiming it soon bc iâm NOT letting someone take it from me đ (but also! look how cute these are: đŚ¤đŚďż˝ďż˝ďż˝ââď¸đâ⏠). as for my regular boba order, iâm still a lil new to the boba world bc i first (finally) tried it like 2 weeks before quarantine đ. so everytime i go to this boba place (which is hardly ever for obvious reasons) i try to get something different! bc it all seems so cool!! the place i go to has popping bubbles in different flavours! so i always try to get a different drink with different popping bubbles and regular boba. i think my favourite so far is any drink (maybe mango?) with apple popping bubbles and boba!! but iâve also been making boba at home for agessss and i usually just make regular tea or green tea with it! đ
awww đ thank you maâam sksndjdj. i mean, you do give off very motherly energy so iâll happily accept being a baby 𼺠awww you think my accent is cute? ms cat iâm blushing đ𼺠oof yeah the exams are not funâ˘ď¸. but like you said, it does kinda prepare us for them more but the stresssssss is đĽ˛đ okay so iâll answer these in order if thatâs okay?
do you still have class going on in between these exams? i assume you mean specifically when we have exams? so unfortunately yeahđ it depends on the teacher as to wether theyâll let us revise in lesson or if we have to do regular work
do the gcseâs determine your college field of study afterwards? kinda? i mean, colleges have a minimum enterance requrement for courses. although it varies course to course, itâs usually somewhere around the 4-5 (high c-low b) mark. but you can do any course you want at college as long as you have passes in most subjects (usually an emphasis on core subjects (english, maths and science)). (so like, if you didnât do history in high school, but you wanted to do it in college, then you could do the course as long as you meet the coursesâ gcse grade requirements).
is college different from uni? yeah! college is for 2 years and straight after high school. in england you legally have to be in education until youâre 18, so all education is free until then, meaning that college is free! (unless you want to go back to do something else later in life). uni is after college and is optional. thatâs where you get things like a bachelorâs, masters and doctoral degree. usually itâs for 3 years although it can vary and you have to pay! we have a student loan system too!
donât worry about the questions! i enjoy the differences too sjdbbdd. and oooo! here, high school is 11-16/year 7-11, then college is (usually) 16-18/year 12-13 (although we donât tend to refer to them by years) and uni is (usually) 19-22! (although you tend to go back to that for higher qualifications).
ansnsekndj iâm sorry ms cat đ and for me college will start in september of next year! we finish year 11 really early compared to the other years (usually we finish in july (my birthday month!!) but in year 11 we finish the day our last exam happens! which is usually around the end of may to the start of june!) so the holiday is the longest weâll ever have đ. thatâs one of the reasons i envy americans because the summer breaks are SO long đ here, theyâre 6 weeks sksndn.
i hope i answered all of your questions ms cat! ily! đââŹđ~đ§
hi, lovebug!!! đ iâm going to put my answers under the cut since they got pretty long đ¤§
iâm doing good!! i got soo much sleep over the weekend and am well rested, so this means tomorrowâs 6 am meeting wonât be too bad 𤧠YOU HAVE ELEVEN EXAMS THIS WEEK???? what on earth đ thatâs like 2 per day and one day has 3 aksjlhflajkdfaskdjf why donât they spread them out??? and three more the following week đđ this sounds absolutely brutal, iâm so sorry, lovebug. have you been studying for all of them? LOL yeah, i feel like something is wrong if i can just breeze through a test akjdlhsflask python is a good start and easy to understand! honestly, most codes are pretty similar tbh, so once you get a good grasp of one, itâs easy to learn the other ones :â) do you enjoy cs? đ aldskjfaslk yeah, jaehyun does seem like the perfect boyfriend, doesnât he? đ¤§đ LOL i heard there would be a boba emoji, but i didnât know if it was true or not, but woooo itâs good to know itâs finally here!! 𼳠and omg the dodo bird and seal emojis đĽşđ those are all sooo cute!!! aslhfdlkjasd first time trying boba, i just gasped out loud đŚ iâm so happy to hear that you enjoyed it once you tried it though! đ omg the popping bubbles are really yummy! and i LOVE mango!!! 𤊠thatâs one of my favorite fruits :â) same with apple!! omg youâre making boba at home asdjhfas iâm so jealous 𤧠i havenât had any boba ever since quarantine started in march đ aaaah i loooove green tea and black tea ones :â) have you tried the cheese boba tea before? i thought it wasnât going to be that good, but i was pleasantly surprised with the taste, like it wasnât that bad actually. cloud tea is also really nice, too âď¸đ
akjashdlfkja you are the absolute cutest omg đĽşđ the british accent is sooo nice like wow, you can just be reading me your grocery lists and iâm like 𤊠amazing, perfect, wonderful, never been done before. meanwhile, iâm here with some kind of american valley girl accent LOL 𤧠you shouldnât be having that much stress at 15 what the heck đ i wish they would cut down on the number of exams for you because having 11 in one week is not okay at all ): and oh my goodness, thank you sooo much for giving me such thorough answers to all my questions, honey bee đĽşđđâ¨
ah, we also have classes going on during exams too, so i can relate unfortunately. it really sucks when the teachers continue to teach new material, instead of helping you prepare for the big exams /:
ooo i see!! i think itâs really cool that colleges actually show minimum requirements for acceptance. here, thereâs no set criteria at all, so itâs kind of a shot in the dark. they do post the averages of past studentsâ grades/scores and whatnot, so we have a vague idea of what each school wants, but some schools are weird af, like my friend with a lower gpa and less extracurriculars got into stanford university, meanwhile my one friend who won essentially the youthâs version of the nobel prize and was even acknowledged by obama during his presidency was waitlisted đŹ
oh wow, i wish it was like that here :o education is so expensive in the US, like student debt is the norm. do you still have general education classes in college, or is this where you can choose a specific field of study? and university is only 3 years oh my gosh wow, only three years of tuition to pay!! the US could never /: itâs like 70k/year for private universities, 5k-15k/year for public schools in state, and 15k-35k/year for public schools if youâre out of state đ
the words âcollegeâ and âuniversityâ are pretty much interchangeable here in the US, so thatâs really cool to know! years 6-8 / ages 11-13 (i think thatâs the age range?) is considered middle school here, so itâs interesting to see that some of those years are considered high school for you :o
ooo ok, thatâs when my school years ended too back in high school! i ended in may and started school again in august. but in uni, i started in september and ended mid june :â) ah yes, our summers are around 2-3 months, and i really miss having that now that iâm out of school đ only 6 weeks??? thatâs so short omg iâm so sorry ): do you have anything fun planned for your summer? also, do you have prom there? đ
thank you soooo so much, sweetpea, you answered all of my questions so nicely, and i appreciate you so much đđ ily too, and i hope you have a good week ahead, angel!!! đđˇ
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Thinking of Sin
Summary: Michael, having fully embraced his title as Antichrist and heir to the throne of Hell, invites you to join him as his fatherâs church, the Church of Night, celebrates one of their most sacred holidays: Lupercalia, the festival of passion. (a Chilling Adventures of Sabrina au!)
Word Count: 6374
A/N: (hello this is a re-upload bc it wasnât showing up in the tags last time. if it continues to do this I think Iâm gonna throw my computer out a window) This is, by far, the longest thing Iâve written for this blog. Iâve been very excited to write this, and I hope that you enjoy this take on Michael Langdon and Lupercalia! Reader is a human in this one, but Iâve got another version in the works where reader is a witch! Feedback is greatly appreciated, and if you liked this, Iâd love if you left a like, comment, reblog, or note in my inbox! Enjoy!
Warnings: Sex, Satanism, mentions of Pagan rituals, oral (female receiving), fandom crossovers, blood mentions.
The small, 50âs-style diner is decorated with all varieties of traditional Valentineâs Day symbols: hearts and Cupids and bows and arrows, all in hues ranging from the blushiest of pinks to the deepest of reds. The fluorescent lighting, which normally washes patrons out, only serves to make the man sitting across from you look even more sculpted. He smirks when he catches you staring again, hooking his foot around your calf playfully from under the table.
Although a roadside diner might not be an obvious choice for a date, anything is better than yet another date spent on the grounds of the Hawthorne School, where Michael currently studies magic. The teachers are all extremely strict about their star pupil, which means that Michael usually sneaks you in in order to spend time with you. Today is different, however, with a prelude for some magical holiday warranting an early weekend for the students. While you donât possess any magical abilities, itâs not at all difficult to skip a couple of classes on a Friday, allowing you a last-minute date with Michael.
âItâs so easy to tell when youâre not listening to me.â Michael teases, long fingers drumming on the table. âIf youâre not staring at me, then itâs the far-away look in your eyes.â
âWho can blame me for not being able to focus when I have someone as beautiful as you sitting across from me?â You relish in the light blush that paints his cheeks, Michael obviously not being used to you turning the tables and complimenting him suddenly.
âAnyways, where did you zone out at?â
âHmm, right after you started explaining why you get an early weekend. Lupus column or something?â Michael snickers, sipping his strawberry milkshake to avoid laughing loudly in the quiet diner.
âLupercalia.â He corrects.
âLupercalia, then. What exactly is Lupercalia?â
âWell, itâs an ancient festival, originally started by Roman witches and warlocks. It was instituted as a way to purify Rome and bring about health and fertility. Itâs a very sacred holiday for us-â
âEven though youâre not just an average warlock.â You interrupt, winking conspiratorially.
You figured out Michaelâs âsecretâ pretty quickly after you saw Ms. Mead convulsing in the driveway next to yours. Not knowing that she was now a robot and was shorting out, you had assumed the woman was having a heart attack. When Michael had opened the door to your incessant knocking and you had barged in with the unconscious woman, the pentagram and vague smell of sulfur made you a little extremely suspicious. It was the sight of Michael being covered in blood that made you demand for him to tell you what was going on, or else you would call the police and have them investigate.
âYes, even though Iâm not an âaverage warlock,ââ he agrees, âitâs still a sacred holiday for the witches and warlocks who worship my father.â
Being the Antichrist guarantees that Michael is treated like a prince at Hawthorne, which is directly ruled by the Church of Night. Michaelâs treated like a prince at most of the âwitchyâ places he takes you to, something that youâre still getting used to.
âIâm guessing itâs not like Valentineâs Day, though?â
âNot exactly. The Church, as you know, directly follows my fatherâs teachings. These include giving into your wants and desires, especially those of theâŚcarnal nature.â
âThe carnal nature? Oh! OhhhâŚâ Heat quickly rises to your cheeks, avoiding eye contact while Michael chuckles. âSo itâs like a sex festival?â Your voice drops at the word âsex,â even though thereâs nobody within hearing range.
âWell nobody calls it that, but sort of.â
âWhat do you, uh, do to celebrate?â
âThe festivalâs made up of three different events. Thereâs the Matching, where witches dance with ribbons around whatâs basically a Maypole and are paired with a random warlock once the music stops. After that is the Courting, where the couples participate in a ritual to ensure health and wellness. The last event is called the Hunt, where the witches hunt their warlocks. Once caught, theyâŚâ Michaelâs voice breaks as he grimaces, making your eyes widen as you quickly realize what he means.
âIs this a mandatory holiday? Like, the underage witches and warlocks do it too?â
âNo! No, itâs not mandatory, and nobody under the age of sixteen can participate.â
âSoâŚyouâve participated in it before?â Although Michaelâs always been deliberately vague on how old he truly is, you know that heâs at least 20, if not older. That means, considering heâs the heir to the throne of Hell, heâs probably been involved in his fatherâs festivals and holidays. It makes you mildly jealous to imagine him participating in something like this with a pretty, powerful witch.
âI havenât. Last year was my first at Hawthorne, and I was still just trying to get the hang of being at a new school. I wasnât sure if I would participate this year, which is why I wanted to ask you.â
âMichael, Iâm not your mom. If you want my permission to be a part of Lupercalia, you really donât need it.â You grumble, snatching a stray french fry from your plate and eating it to avoid showing that this bugs you. Since itâs Michael youâre sitting across from, though, he automatically knows.
âI was going to ask if youâd participate in Lupercalia with me, (Y/N).â
âOh.â You avert your eyes, embarrassed at how blatantly jealous you got. âI thought you said the pairing-up of the witches and warlocks was random?â
âLeave that to me.â His eyes twinkle, and you just know that heâs going to use some sort of magic to rig the festival if you agree.
âWell, what about the fact that Iâm a âmortal?â I thought that the Church didnât like mortals intermingling with you guys.â
âOne, youâre not just a regular mortal, youâre my mortal.â To increase the sentiment, he reaches across the table and grips your hand in his. âAnd two, Iâm not just a regular warlock. They sort of have to let me do what I want.â
âBullying your teachers into letting you bring your mortal girlfriend to a dirty magical festival? You truly are your fatherâs son.â You joke.
âYouâre stalling.â Itâs not a question; you and he both know that youâre stalling. Itâs not like you and Michael havenât had sex before, but encroaching on this sacred festival thatâs also extremely intimate makes you feel very hesitant.
âPromise weâll get paired up?â
âOf course. Does that mean youâll do it?â
Sighing, you nod. âYes, Iâll do it.â
You defeatedly sit back in your seat, grabbing your own milkshake and taking a hearty drink while Michael grins. Even though youâre pouting, you canât deny the tiny butterflies of excitement starting to spring up in your stomach. Youâre jumping headfirst into a world thatâs dark, supernatural, and a little sexy. Who couldnât be slightly excited for that?
The Matching
The Matching, which you assumed would be at Hawthorne, is actually at Hawthorneâs âsister school,â the Academy of Unseen Arts. Michael had easily transmuted both of you to what had first appeared to be an abandoned train depot. Apparently, the old adage of ânever judge a book by itsâ coverâ applies to buildings as well. The moment you stepped foot inside, you were taken aback by the large, gothic-style school. The walls are all a rich red, with a golden railing encircling the second level that overlooks the entryway. A giant statue of what youâre assuming is Satan is pushed to the back, a large Maypole with red, black, and white ribbons taking center stage. Witches and warlocks mill about, all bowing their heads respectfully whenever they pass Michael and speaking in hushed tones while sneaking glances at him.
You cling tightly to Michael, free hand tightly grasping the hem of your black dress thatâs accented with white flowers. All of these witches are so dark and beautiful, looking at Michael from under their heavily-painted lids. You can practically feel the power oozing off of them, sending chills down your spine. Michael has a protective arm around your waist, sensing how nervous you are. In an effort to distract yourself while the host school gets everything set up, you glance up towards the ceiling.
The stained glass windows that act as a sun-roof are beautiful, but the longer you look at them, the more you can see the Satanic imagery that makes up a larger story. Thereâs flames, stakes, the goat-headed figure of Satan, and magic. Thereâs also a man with bright blue eyes and golden curls, standing amongst one set of flames while someone who looks almost like you (if youâre squinting hard enough, you try to convince yourself) stands at the manâs side. Casting your eyes slightly downwards, the teachers from the various schools and academies stand on the second floor. Michaelâs professors were not exactly pleased that he was bringing his mortal girlfriend, but Father Blackwood, the so-called âHigh Priestâ of the Church, was more than welcoming.
âHe has to be,â Michael had explained to you, âor else Iâll report back to my father. Blackwoodâs on thin-enough ice as it is.â
When Michael stiffens beside you, you look away from the teachers and towards him.
âWhatâs wrong?â Youâve been with Michael long enough to know that something has to be extremely wrong for him to even have a reaction like this.
âSabrina Spellman is whatâs wrong.â You look in the direction that Michaelâs glowering, only to see a small blonde girl chatting with her friends.
âShe doesnât look very threatening.â You tease, hoping to diffuse the situation.
âSabrina fled her dark baptism and abandoned the Church, while still trying to keep her powers. She fights Satan at every turn and is convinced that sheâll âtake him down,â whatever that means.â Michael says lowly, clenching his jaw.
âSo, not your friend, got it.â You mutter.
Youâre both startled by someone yelling for the men to take their places. A ring of chairs has been placed around the Maypole, backs facing the ribbons. Michael grabs the ribbon attached to the chair closest to him, unlooping it and handing the white fabric to you before he takes a seat. Your hands are still interlocked, and he smiles reassuringly at you while the same person starts giving directions.
âAlright ladies, you know the rules! When the music stops, take a seat on the warlockâŚor AntichristâŚâ he stops as everyone giggles, making you look at Michael with panicked eyes, âclosest to you.â
âIâve got it all under control, remember? Enjoy yourself.â He reminds you one last time, rubbing his thumb over the ring on your right index finger; an onyx band with blue and white stones forming starry constellations, given to you by Michael for your birthday.
The music starts up, the violinist playing a folksy tune. Michael grins at you one last time before you start moving in the same direction as the rest of the women. You donât know this dance, and even if you did, thereâs no way youâd look nearly as graceful as everyone else. Still, you try your hardest to copy the moves of the witch next to you, a redhead that has her eyes dead-set on Sabrina Spellman. Michael turns his head to watch you dance, smiling the entire time as you start to get the hang of things. Itâs not that long of a song, you realize as the violinist plays one last, long note, and your heart thunders when you see that youâre all the way across the room from Michael.
He can sense your trepidation, winking at you before coughing into the crook of his elbow. The note continues to echo through the room, much to the confusion of the man no longer playing the instrument. The same tone continues to play until youâre right in front of Michael, stopping the moment he coughs again. You nearly fall into his lap, laying your forehead against his gratefully.
âTold you I had it all under control.â You giggle at his cocky statement, relishing in the feeling of his lips on yours.
âI didnât doubt you for one second.â
âYeah right, I could practically taste your fear when you thought the last note was being played.â
âBecause I didnât know what you were planning on doing!â You argue playfully, not able to fight the large smile working onto your face.
âWas this as terrible as you thought it would be?â Michael asks, wrapping his arms around your waist.
âConsidering I ended up with you as my match, Iâd say yes.â
âYou brat!â Michaelâs eyes gleam as he grabs your lower lip between his teeth and pulls, eliciting a squeal from you.
Youâre not sure if itâs the sensuality of the festival itself, the intoxication that happens whenever youâre around someone whom you share feelings for, or if there was an actual spell being performed during that dance, but every couple in the room is currently engaged in various levels of PDA. And really, you canât complain, since your gorgeous Antichrist is right under you.
The Courting
Silver light from the near-full moon peeks out between the gnarled tree branches forming a canopy above your head, bathing the group of teens and young adults in a soft light. Itâs chilly out, a fog floating low towards the ground the only remaining sign that there was previously rain. You can still smell it, a fresh scent mixed in with the earthy smell thatâs so prevalent in a forest. Breathing out through your mouth, you watch as your breath forms visibly in front of you. Michaelâs arm is wrapped around your shoulder, the sight of his red leather gloves coupled with his black leather trench coat sending your heart racing. Your overcoat isnât nearly as nice, but then again you didnât expect to be making a fashion statement in the middle of the woods.
When Michael had told you that âthe Courtingâ was a ritual for health and wellness, you didnât envision it taking place in a dark forest. Thatâs really your own fault, though, since nothing can ever just be normal when it comes to witches and warlocks (and a stray Antichrist).
âWitches, warlocks, Antichrist, and mortal,â the same man who played the violin at the Matching says, not even bothering to hide his smirk, âcongratulations, you have been matched.â
Michael glances at you the same time that you look at him, both of you rolling your eyes at how clever this man thinks that he is.
âTonight, you and your paramour shall go into the woods and re-enact the Courting. What that means is that each couple shall go into the woods and disrobe and anoint themselves and lie under this blessed Lupercalian moon, absorbing the potency of the Goddess Selene herself.â
Although Michael had explained to you that participants still kept their undergarments on, the idea of taking off any layer of clothing in this weather is not too appealing.
âAnoint ourselves with what?â You whisper to Michael.
âPatience is a virtuous skill, (Y/N).â
âAnd youâre one to lecture me on virtues.â You fire back, snickering when Michael lightly pinches your arm.
âAbstinence is encouragedâŚ.â The warlock emcee is interrupted by a chorus of boos from the people surrounding you, ââŚin anticipation of the powerful release that concludes Lupercalia.â
Michael looks at you when you stifle a laugh, winking at the innuendo.
âHowever, should couples be moved to unite, well, Iâm sure the Dark Lord would not oppose.â
âGlad we have your dadâs unholy blessing to get it on tonight.â You mutter, making Michael bite his lip to keep from laughing.
âLike thatâs ever stopped us before.â He retorts, burying his face in your hair to hide his blush.
A beautiful dark-skinned girl with bleached, cropped hair produces baskets from behind a tree. You canât see whatâs under the blanket that tops each basket, but you can hear something clanking around inside.
âThe milk and blood are for the purification, the oysters and figs are for fertility and virility. The cherries are forâŚpopping.â The girl says, leaning in close to Sabrina Spellman in what you assume is a way to tease her.
âA word or two of caution.â Father Blackwood steps forward. âEach couple must stay together the entire night, and, above all, do not stray from the path. All manner of lust-filled creatures stalk the woods during the Lupercalia. Now, with the Dark Lordâs blessing, let the Courting begin.â
A long, low note sounds from a horn, spurring the couples to all start moving down the path. Michael grabs your hand in his, and you can feel the chill of the cool leather through your own knitted glove.
âI canât believe that this is how I die. From knowingly and willingly going into a scene thatâs the beginning of a horror movie.â You lament, letting Michael lead you behind all of the others.
âWeâre not going to die, (Y/N), donât be so dramatic.â
âAre you kidding me? Imagine this as the synopsis: âA group of young adults jaunt off into various parts of the forest in order to participate in a carnal ritual, that is, if they can get past all of the hungry beasts that lurk just out of their eyesight.ââ You say dramatically.
âHow did you manage to successfully make a festival of passion into a horror movie?â
âItâs pretty easy when the materialâs right in front of me.â
The deeper Michael leads you into the woods, the warmer it gets. Soon, youâre tugging off your gloves and unbuttoning your coat in an attempt to cool down.
âHow is it suddenly so warm?â You wonder.
âThe magic of the Lupercalian moon. The further into nature we get, the more potent the moon is.â He finds a clearing among the trees just off of the path, deeming it acceptable enough to set the basket down.
âSo if you donât want to have sex, the ever-rising temperature is still gonna force you to take your clothes off.â You grab the blanket out of the picnic basket, the bottles and other items knocking against each other. Unfolding it, you lay it on top of the earth, Michael straightening the other end out.
âItâs just a way for everybody to be able to fully enjoy Lupercalia, even if it is in the middle of February.â Michael unpacks the bottles, as well as two knives.
âWhat are the knives for?â
âWe donât actually cut ourselves, itâs just an easy way to get the anointing oils onto ourselves. You use the flat edge of the blade.â He explains, standing up once heâs satisfied.
The red gloves come off first, Michael removing them one finger at a time. After shrugging off his coat, he looks at you expectantly.
âAre you going to take your clothes off as well?â
âOh, right!â You blush, letting your coat fall to the forest floor as Michael looks on with a wide grin.
After taking your clothes off, youâre left standing in your matching bra and panties (black, of course, just like everything when it involves witches and warlocks), and Michael in only his boxers. Although this is definitely not the first time that Michaelâs seen you like this, you still avert your eyes and cross your arms over your chest in shyness. Michaelâs skin almost glows under the light of the moon, his eyes looking nearly luminous while he reaches down to grab the first part of the ritual. Dipping a knife in the bottle of blood, he hands it to you before repeating the action for his own knife.
âDo you remember what to say?â He asks, not at all shocked when you shake your head. ââBy Lilithâs blood,â okay?â
Twirling the knife in your hand, you grip the cool, ridged handle of the weapon that youâre supposed to use to sensually drag blood across your boyfriendâs forehead. You glance at him, waiting for him to nod before lifting the knife.
âBy Lilithâs blood.â You recite, Michael breathing in deeply as the blood makes contact with his skin.
âBy Luciferâs love.â Michael lifts his own knife, and you wrinkle your nose as blood is applied to your forehead.
âCan I ask you a question?â You and Michael both sink to your knees, Michael dabbing a cloth with the provided milk.
âOf course.â
âIs the Lilith in the myths real? LikeâŚSatanâs concubine and all that? The mother of demons?â Michael grimaces, rolling his eyes quickly.
âBasically, yes.â
âSo is she sort of like your step-mom?â
âMy father and Lilith arenât married, (Y/N).â You giggle as Michael wipes the wet cloth across your forehead. âGood, keep laughing. Weâre supposed to laugh during this part of the ritual.â
âWhy?â
âI honestly have no clue.â You canât stop laughing at the sheer ridiculousness of the situation and the conversation, Michael handing you the cloth once heâs done. âBut yes, you could say that sheâs technically my stepmother.â
âBut youâve never met her.â
âNo, not at all. Not that Iâm complaining, though. Iâd rather meet my father.â Michael laughs when you cross your eyes and stick your tongue out at him, taking the opportunity to wipe the blood off of him.
âDo you think youâll get to meet him one day?â Heâs never really talked about his âtrueâ family before, and the only time heâs ever mentioned the parents who were a part of his infernal conception was when you got him so drunk on Mikeâs Hard Lemonades (who would have thought so-called âbitch beersâ would make the Antichrist a weepy drunk?) that he ended up setting his own hair on fire.
âI hope so. Here, eat.â He holds a fig up to your mouth, and you grimace while taking a bite of it.
âEugh, thatâs probably the grossest part of this whole thing.â
âBut wait, thereâs oysters too.â Michael eats the rest of the fig, winking while you shoot him a horrified look.
You just want to get eating an oyster over with, so you reach over and grab one. Taking a deep breath, you plug your nose before tossing your head back and swallowing it down like a shot. Shuddering, you stick your tongue out as the slimy texture forces you to choke back a gag. Michael knocks back the oyster far easier than you did, only slightly grimacing and pulling a face.
âSo what do we do now?â You ask.
âWe lay next to each other and soak up the light of the moon.â
âNow thatâs something I can get behind.â Michael grips your hand, tugging you down on top of him easily.
You roll off of Michael, still not letting go of his hand. Looking up at the moon, your eyes widen at just how big and bright it is. Youâve never quite seen anything like it, and if it werenât for Michaelâs laughter you wouldnât tear yourself away from the sight.
âWhat?â
âIâm justâŚextremely lucky to have you.â You let your head fall to the side, grinning at Michael.
âIâm lucky to have you, too.â He leans over and kisses you softly, the sounds of wind rustling through the trees and owls calling out to one another forming a symphony above your heads.
Sleep claims both of you before you can even think about progressing to anything beyond lazy kissing. When you wake up, the gray light of dawn paints the forest in a new light, one thatâs much colder than it was last night. At some point during the night, Michael draped his large coat over your bodies, which is greatly appreciated right now. Michael sits up and runs a hand through his hair, cringing at the tangles.
âIâve never seen your hair so out of place before.â You tease.
âThis will be the last time you see it like this.â He warns, standing up and finding his clothes from where they were thrown last night.
âSorry we fell asleep before either of us were âmovedâ to unite.â You quote, catching the sweater Michael tosses your way with ease.
âThat just means tonight is going to be even better.â Your heart jumps at the reminder, causing Michael to look up when he hears. âAre you nervous?â
âNo, I just donât know what to expect! Â Seeing as how each ritual has just gotten more and more strange, Iâm assuming that this oneâs is going to be wild.â Michael smirks, helping you stand and wrapping you in your coat.
âHmm, guess youâll just have to wait and see.â
âI guess so.â
The Hunt
Your earlier suspicions were dead-on; not only are you back in the same area of the woods that are now lit with a bunch of torches, but youâre also wearing nothing but a white satin slip and a pair of black stockings under a red cape that makes you look like Little Red Riding Hood. A bright red lip completes the look, as it does for all the witches around you. For the first time since Lupercalia started, you donât feel entirely out of place surrounded by all these mystical women. Youâre all dressed the same, and youâre all here to participate in Lupercalia. Tonight, you have far more important things to worry about than judgemental witches.
When you first found Michael, your knees nearly gave out on the spot. Heâs shirtless, wearing only a pair of black jeans and a wolfâs pelt. The head of the pelt hangs over his forehead, acting as a sort of hat. He looks wild, uninhibited, and utterly happy; it makes your heart melt to see him so carefree. He couldnât even stifle his grin when he had grabbed you to kiss you in greeting, too excited for the events to come to worry about keeping up the stern Antichrist demeanor.
âWelcome to the final night of the Lupercalia!â Ambrose (yes, youâve finally learned his name) yells. âHoods hunt wolves, witches hunt warlocks. The outcome of the Hunt shall determine the year ahead. Will it be bountiful or barren? Fruitful or fallow? Tonight, we hunt and are hunted, releasing our blessed magicks into the night. Warlocks, are you ready?â
The warlocks all howl and cheer in response, Michael included. The closer it gets to the start of the Hunt, the more excited you find yourself. Maybe the rituals of Lupercalia actually work, or maybe itâs just the fact that you havenât slept with Michael in days and he looks particularly delicious in a wolfâs pelt.
Ambrose plays a long note on the same horn as last night, sending the warlocks running into the woods. You giggle as Michael darts off, pushing past the other men in an attempt to get as much of a head start as possible. Although it may not be a formal competition, Michael will always find a way to make some aspect of what heâs doing competitive.
âAnd witches, are you ready?â The women all around you yell, and you join them. When Ambrose plays another note, you dart off.
The woods are more disorienting than you remember them being last night. The fog makes it impossible for you to see more than thirty feet ahead of you, and the wolf heads all look the same from the back. Witches and warlocks sprint all around you, finding their partner and tackling them to the ground. Youâre mildly impressed at how voracious some of these people are, going at it right on the ground and in the open. Your lungs burn as you continue to run further into the forest, hoping that soon the pack will thin out and youâll be able to find Michael by the process of elimination.
You only stop when a stitch in your side forms, bending over and placing your hands on your knees while you try to catch a breath. Thereâs nobody around, everybody having already been reunited, and you canât stop the disappointment that you feel. If you were a witch, surely this would have been much easier, you think to yourself. Standing up straight again, you start to walk back in the direction that you came from when a force grabs you by the shoulders and slams you back against a tree.
You shriek breathlessly, panic gripping you until the eyes staring at you register as Michaelâs. His eyes glimmer with lust and excitement, and he bites his lip while smiling widely. You roll your eyes and lightly slap his chest, hand lingering on the firm pec.
âDid I scare you?â His voice comes out raspy, and you have to stop yourself from letting your eyes roll back in your head.
âI thought I was supposed to be the one who found you.â
âHmm, I got bored waiting around.â
Leaning the weight of his body against yours, Michael traps you in place while he kisses you deeply. You throw your arms around his shoulders, the fur of the wolf pelt tickling your arms. His large, calloused hand grabs the cool skin of your upper thigh, hiking your leg up around his waist. Youâre sure that the rough bark of the tree is leaving scratches even through the thick material of the cloak youâre wearing, but thatâs honestly the last thing on your mind right now.
âYou look so sexy tonight.â Michael gasps out, only removing his lips far enough to be able to breathe. âYou look sexy all the time, but you know what I mean. The red lipstick is a really good look on you.â
âYeah? You think so?â Your heart skips a beat; Michael compliments you all the time, but usually on the emotional traits you possess: how smart you are, how strong, how funny. He often compliments your physical appearance too, but with sweet words like âbeautifulâ and âgorgeousâ and âstunning.â If any other person were to refer to you as âsexy,â youâd knock their teeth in. Michaelâs use of the word, however, has your heart racing and blood pumping.
Michael nods eagerly, head falling to your collarbone as he sucks and bites the skin there.
âAbsolutely. I always knew youâd look dangerous in a cloak, but this is beyond my wildest fantasies.â
âOn that note, you should consider keeping the wolfâs pelt.â Michael raises an eyebrow at you before growling playfully, making you giggle loudly.
Those giggles quickly turn to a groan when Michael rips open your white slip, the soft fabric tearing easily under his grip. Your nipples immediately harden from the cool night air while you lift your hips away from the tree, allowing the now-ruined lingerie to pool around your ankles. The thin panties youâre wearing do nothing to hide your arousal, and Michaelâs nostrils flare as his supernatural senses pick up on the heady scent.
The powers of this Lupercalian moon were hardly exaggerated. You can practically feel the magic of the light that you and Michael are being bathed in. It heightens everything youâre feeling, as well as acting as an aphrodisiac of sorts. In this moment, youâve never wanted Michael more than you do now, and your legs are almost sticky with the arousal thatâs starting to track down your thighs. He looks to be in the same state right now, eyes blown wide with lust and prominent bulge digging against your lower stomach.
Your hands go up to the silver clasps on your cloak, stopped when one of Michaelâs large hands grips both of your wrists.
âLeave the rest on.â He says lowly, causing you to gasp as intense want curls in your stomach.
âMichael, I need you.â
Michael sinks to his knees in front of you, ghosting his lips down your body the entire way before hooking his fingers into the waistband of your panties and tugging them down your legs. He canât stop himself from licking his lips at the sight of your pussy, swollen and glistening right in front of him. The moment his hot breath hits your core, your hands lock into his hair in an attempt to stay upright as your knees buckle.
He immediately dives in, sucking and licking at your cunt like itâs his last meal. The sensation immediately sends shockwaves through your body that not even the jolt of pain from throwing your head back and smacking it against the tree bark can diminish. Michael wraps his hands around your thighs, hoisting you further up with preternatural strength. The heels youâre wearing dig into Michaelâs shoulders, but if it bothers him he isnât showing it.
Michaelâs nails digging into your skin is the only thing keeping you grounded as his tongue draws shapes against your clit, stopping every so often so Michael can suck harshly on it. Youâre a whimpering mess above him, legs shaking from the exertion of being held up off of the ground. He pulls away from you momentarily, licking your arousal off of his face while he surveys you to see just how close you are.
âWhat do you want, baby? Wanna cum in my mouth first, or do you want me inside you?â
You think for a moment. Although the idea of a near-instant release and gratification is tempting, you canât deny the throbbing from your pussy that makes you want to be completely and utterly filled to the brim with Michael. The man in question, who has been listening to your inner dialogue the entire time, smirks when your lust-drunk brain comes to a decision. He keeps his grip on your legs as he stands again, wrapping them around his waist for you. Your ankles cross over one another, locking him in your grip. Michael doesnât even bother to get undressed all of the way, pulling down his trousers and underwear just enough to free his cock.
You swoon at the sight of it, thick and veiny, already flushed red and dripping precum at the tip. His cock is one of your favorite things, and if both of you werenât so desperate youâd fall to your knees and return the favor. He enters you as quickly as he can without hurting you, groaning loudly as your walls flutter around him while you adjust to his familiar size. Your hands, needing to find purchase on something, snake their way under Michaelâs pelt and dig into the skin on his back.
He kisses you deeply, tongues tangling together while he starts slowly thrusting in and out of you. Your body rocks up and down against the tree, working your hair into knots and wearing down parts of the cloak that youâre still wearing. You pull away from his lips only to fill your burning lungs with air, but by then Michaelâs moved on to the smooth expanse of your neck, sucking bruises onto the clean canvas of your skin.
Michael is truly a sight to behold as his thrusts increase in speed, hitting deep right where you need him. His hair sticks damply to his forehead, the golden curls only looking more like a halo as theyâre backlit by the moon. When his eyes focus on you again after being rolled in the back of his head, thereâs only a thin blue ring surrounding the blown-out pupils. His lips are fuller than normal, swollen and red from the constant pressure being placed there by your own lips. His muscles ripple under the skin, trying to keep up with the brutal pace that heâs set. The sheer beauty of Michael Langdon would have Greek gods and goddesses weeping in both envy and want; Donatello and Michelangelo could only dream of sculpting something as perfect as him.
You cry out, hips snapping up in an attempt to match Michaelâs thrusts. Your legs, which are already wrapped tightly around his torso, attempt to pull him in even closer. If that was even possible, youâre not sure thereâs enough of you for him to fill. You can hear yourself speaking broken sentences, but youâre not sure if the words donât make sense because your brain is too clouded or if youâre just so far gone that you canât form actual words.
âMichael, Iâplease-â Your uneven breathing cuts you off, but Michael nods in understanding. Heâs close too, thrusts becoming shaky and more erratic as he nears the edge of his own peak.
Your cunt clenches around him, making him groan lowly as he attempts to thrust deeper. The attempt works, and you can feel the fat head of his cock brushing against the the innermost, spongy part of your walls that has you releasing a sound thatâs a cross between a moan and a scream. Michael doesnât stop there, reaching a hand in between your connected bodies so he can rub harsh circles on your clit. Thereâs enough lubrication there, whether it be sweat or arousal, that your clit is already slick enough for him to easily manipulate.
Itâs only a matter of time before youâre cumming with a shout, limbs seizing as the electricity of your orgasm runs through you. Your head swims, eyesight blurred from the intense pleasure as you try to watch Michael. You can feel him throbbing inside of you, eyebrows furrowed together and mouth shaped like an âOâ while he teeters on the verge of his own orgasm. You regain control of your body just enough to moan his name, purposefully clenching around him and allowing him to fall over the edge of ecstasy.
The sensation of his warm release coating your walls sends aftershocks through you, tightening your arms around Michael while he continues to ride out his orgasm with his head buried against your chest. When youâre both completely spent he pulls out of you, wrapping his arms under your ass while he lowers you both to the ground. The beautiful red cloak spreads out underneath you enough for both of you to lay on, neither of you caring about getting dirty.
âYâknow,â Michael says breathlessly, still spent from your previous activities, âI do believe that this is the best holiday Iâve ever participated in.â
âAmbrose was right when he said this was a blessed Lupercalian moon.â Michael hums from beside you, neither of you bothering to put any effort into actually moving your heads to look at each other.
âA blessed Lupercalia, indeed.â
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âJust call me cake, cause Iâm going straight to your ass, cowboy.â with Nat and Steve PLEASE
In the spirit of the upcoming month of Halloween âŚ
Tagging @cptsteven bc i know sheâll like it too
It was the fifth annual Stark-o-Lantern Halloween party, taking place the weekend prior to the actual holiday itself, if only because it fell boringly in the middle of the week. No one had ever truly cared much for the gothic holiday, citing far more important activities to be had, the laziest being âlistening to police scannersâ ( courtesy of Clint Barton ). It wasnât until the idea of unity and family came to surface in the team of the righteous did the holiday become something to look forward to.
Leave it to Tony to foot the bill to make it that way.
Property out north of the city had been bought ( much to Pepperâs chagrin ) and the proper people were hired ( also to Pepperâs chagrin ) to make each year more memorable than the last. A corn maze. A haunted mansion. A miniature carnival complete with rickety rides and rigged games. It felt important to provide a place where they could relax and mingle with one another without the âsirâ and âmaâamâ and weapons.
Mostly.
âI told you you couldnât bring guns,â Tony admonished, catching sight of the Winghead dressed, unsurprisingly, for the Wild, Wild West. âI also told you that you couldnât use the same costume as last year. This is just lazy, Steve.â
âItâs not lazy. You really think I had time to go down to Target and get something new?â Sheriff Rogers was holding an unnecessarily spiked hot apple cider and posing casually in fringed chaps, wranglers, a further fringed leather vest, and a crisp white Stetson. Had this not been the third time Tony had seen this outfit, he wouldâve pointed out that he couldâve been in a remake of âTrue Gritâ seamlessly. But alas, he was left thinking of âBlazing Saddlesâ.
âRogers, youâre killing me.â And it was at that point a rare moment of childish humor came into play: Steve pulled the plastic gun from his holster and clicked the trigger. âIf I didnât know it was impossible for you to get drunk, youâd have me thinking otherwise. I have to go make sure Barton isnât hoarding candy for his kids. Please try to have fun.â
âYou make it sound like I donât know how to have fun-â
âFun isnât something you can really fake,â Sam chirped in over Steveâs shoulder, making the soldier jump a bit at the sudden appearance of his friend. âAhaha, gotcha, huh?â
Sam was dressed ⌠interestingly. Someone had wrapped him entirely in aluminum foil, drawing a very unimpressive circle on his chest. The perking of Steveâs eyebrow mustâve been question enough.
âIâm Aluminum Man. Yâknow, like Iron Man but-â Words were cut off at the sheer confusion on Steveâs face. âNevermind. Hey, you seen Buck around?â
âNo, not yet.â He doubted his best friend would show up, not that he was really banking on it. In fact, he was hoping someone else would show up. âHavenât seen nat either.â
âIâm sure theyâll show- oh mY GOD.â Sam spotted Buck, who had cut his hair short, dyed it blonde and was wearing one of the uniforms Clint had turned down. Sam was immediately howling with laughter, and Steve could not believe the defected assassin was taking a cheap shot at the archer in a parody costume. âYOU DID NOT.â
Buck grinned something snarky, pointedly ignoring the glare from the candied apples stand across the path. Clint was already planning his revenge of the greasy piece of sh-
âI had to. I couldnât let all the stuff he says about me fly like that.â
âThe blonde does not suit your complexion at all, man.â
âOh good, then I look more like him than I originally thought.â
The trio had a solid snicker, spending time rounding up a variety of sugary goods, spiked hot chocolates ( of which Sam had ordered a âcup of meâ, bringing Steve to facepalm ). Despite the time spent with the boys, which was surely a fun time, Steve had kept a keen eye out for a familiar silhouette and shade of crimson. Disappointment was slowly starting to settle into his bones, but more so at himself. He shouldâve known better than to think Romanoff would attend one of these parties. Had she even gone to any of the prior ones? Or was her costume just that good? The revelation brought him to scrutinize costumes that hid faces, but he was left with more suspicions than answers.
A hand patting his back brought him thoughts back to the candy corn heâd been taking his time eating.
âDonât worry, bud. You shouldnât get down about Nat. Sheâs never been one to be like ⌠out there, yâknow?â Sam had had one too many spiked hot cocoas, but the sentiment remained the same.
âYouâre right,â Steve admitted. âItâs not like I had anything planned, anyways.â
This was a lie. Heâd wanted to kiss her in the corn maze. Was that too cheesy?
âYes. That is really too cheesy,â Buck said, eating cotton candy from the end of an arrow. It hadnât occurred to Steve that heâd been thinking outloud. For a moment, he was thankful for the lack of light in the night air since it meant no one could see just how red his cheeks were in a furious blush.
âShut up. Letâs hit up the Haunted Mansion.â Sam swooped in, per usual, to save the day. Any kind of wallowing could be fixed in the eyes of Sam Wilson, despite him knowing how much Steve thought haunted mansions were cliche and boring.
When you are in a constant war with every bad guy in the universe, is there such a thing as a jumpscare anymore?
It was a way to pass time, so Steve couldnât really argue with the boys, who almost always ribbed one another too much to even notice the zombie jumping out of the dark corner in the room or anything. Steve was just thankful that he had a handful of candy corn and two grown children to babysit.
Until they suddenly werenât even around. When did he get alone in that room? The bland walls flipped to produce mirrors. A whole lot of mirrors, leaving the patriot to stare at several dimensions of himself, bathed in a sickly green light. He couldnât help but notice that green really wasnât his color.
Movement in the corner of his eye, and he nearly snapped his neck trying to catch it in time. All he was left with was, well, nothing. It made him think he was just seeing things because of the general ambience. It wouldnât be the first time. Wanda was banned from using magic within the first ten minutes of her first appearance at one of these Halloween parties. That had been a James Wan movie made real.
Another movement from the corner of his eye, leaving him whirling to try and catch it. Again nothing.
âHa ha, guys. Very funny, trying to scare an old man. We all know that isnât happening.â Confidence painted his tone thickly, as if he was absolutely sure this was something Sam, Bucky, and Tony had cooked up in their free time. He wouldnât have been surprised in the slightest if that were the case.
Two fingers walked two inches up his spine, though he spun again to try and catch whoâs fingers it was, only to be met with his own face looking back at him.
âCome on, guys. Using Wanda like this isnât very nice.â
Two more inches, and he turned. He wasnât met with his own face, but rather a neon glowing sign shining through the mirror that was creating an illusionary wall. The green light had changed its source from the bulbs overhead to this light alone.
It was a neon pair of green lips. Nothing special, and nothing particularly unnerving about it. An unseen white neon bulb flickered a skull and crossbones behind the lips. Steve rolled his eyes.
âThis is just getting annoying,â he grumbled, looking around to try and find a way out. Calloused palms moved along the mirrors, leaving prints in his wake in his search for the exit. But the further he traveled from the neon, the darker the shadows grew.
He was met with another neon sign, though this time, it took on the crude illustration of a witch face. Rather than look as if it were fixed on a wall, it moved slightly. It would be now that Bucky would tell Steve that this was a golden rule in watching horror movies: the closer a character looks at something, the more likely there is to be a jumpscare.
So, naturally, Steve Rogers leaned in to try and see if he could make out what was attached to the neon face.
Instead of getting an answer, he was met with a quiet and remarkably sinister whisper in his ear despite there being nothing in the reflection.
âJust call me cake, cause Iâm going straight to your ass, cowboy.â
It was followed swiftly with a loud SMACK! across his ass.
And thus, Steve Rogers nearly jumped out of his skin, crashing into not one, but two mirrors with flailing limbs and scattered candy corn.
With the breath stolen from him and nerves frayed, he laid in a heap of broken mirrors, fluorescent lights flickering to light above, only to be blotted out by that damned witch mask. He felt so cold in that moment, right up until that mask was pulled back, and the face of a very, very sneaky Russian was grinning down at him.
âNAT?!â
âDid I ever mention that I love Halloween?â
âNO?!â
âShh.â
âNO!â
She helped him pipe down with that kiss heâd been wanting, though he wouldâve greatly preferred his original idea of the corn maze to this.
But he couldnât help but grin about it the next day.
#romanogers#captain america#black widow#mine#answered#babyhenbitch#idk why i always write more around halloween#userlu#kaitsfam#userblackwidow#userlulu
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Happy last BFSN and BFGD 2019, my lovely fam! This is a selfie (crappy quality, sorry...) from last weekend BEFORE we got the news about S7 being our last. (You donât want to see my face as it is since then and right now... And I donât wanna talk about it again. I did my writing concerning the matter yesterday.) I tried to wink - and failed. I know a certain other person who failed at this either... Iâm looking to you, dear Bellamy... ;)))
So, last round for S6. Thatâs why i decided to come around and actually post a SELFIE again and not one of my drawings. ;) Thank you so so much for tagging me @clarkgriffon, @broashwhat, @carrieeve, @famousflowermagazine, @notsoplatonicsoulmates, @grumpybell, @bellamys11thfreckle, @geekyogicheese, @irisouy and @wankadi - only to mention a few of you sunshines! Thank you for always thinking of me and including me. You never fail to make my day with this. You are all so openminded, kind and lovely and iâm happy that i had the chance to get know you all a bit better during the last years, although iâm not the most talkative person, i am sorry.
Sorry, that Iâm short with responses tonight. I assure you that Iâve read all of your posts and greetings and i appreaciate it so damn much. But Iâm so overtired these days and iâd reaaaally love my some holidays or a least a few days off from work. My jobâs a mess rn. Iâve got a constant headache too... So... in short. I have to go to sleep early tonight. Iâll watch the finale as soon as I can though bc iâm FAR too curious how everything will turn out for our lovelies... especially for Bellarke of course. ;) FINGERS CROSSED for a great cliffhanger, perhaps with some... positive foreshadowing concerning canon?! Iâd LOVE to see that!
Anyway, despite not feeling very well today I just wanna repeat myself and tell you all that I appreciate each and everyone of you peeps and Iâm happy and proud to be a part of this fam. It really feels like a big family. And Iâd be so happy to stay with you for as long as the journey takes us - and beyond, bc this is a really comforting thought for me: To know youâre staying here with me, even when the show will be over.
Iâm tagging @iishallbelieve, @katersann, @junebugninja, @fen-ha-fuck-you, @tracylorde, @peterstarkss, @little-oxford-st, @natassakar, @viviansternwood, @bellaarke, @morleybobs, @selflessbellamy, @sometimesrosy, @bellamynochillblake, @montygreen, @jasperjoordan, @charmainediyoza, @bellarkekomlovekru, @nvermindiseeyou, @hiddenpolkadots, @hostagetakerandhisgirlfriend, @hostagetakerandhistraitor, @octannibal-blake, @pnnzzlr, @pawprinterfanfic, @raven-reyes-of-sunshine @royalblakes, @lovethyblakes
I am so sorry if i shouldâve missed one of you. Feel free to do this if you like! <3<3<3
May we meet again!
#bfsn#bellarke fam selfie night#bellarke#the 100#bellarke fam gratitude#my edit#just me#the 100 fandom#the 100 fam#the fam#bellarke fam#bellarke fandom
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Intoxication - Todoroki x Reader
Hewwo itâs Tiki!! Iâm still kicking and hoping you all had a happy holidays!! I was busy working so I didnât have time to do any sort of christmas time events or anything so Iâm super gomen. I also had the fun of being told I have extreme bursitis in my arms/shoulders and being on really rough steroids for a week so itâs been interesting... I still have bursitis I think but my doctor says it actually might be something like arthritis so hopefully Iâm not dying. Anyways,,,, Iâm doing a con this weekend so Iâm staying up writing bc why not who needs sleep. Have a little Todo x reader bc Iâve had this in my head for a while. Also please feel free to send in stuff for that fluff alphabet!!
- Tiki
Todoroki had found himself in a bit of a pickle. He knew he liked you, but he had no clue how to act on this information. Whenever he tried to describe the feeling he got in his chest whenever he was with you, everyone said they were feelings of love or adoration. Ochako had gawked at the sound of something like Todoroki having a crush. She, and the other girls in class 1-A made sure not to disclose this information accidentally to you, but it wasnât without the few fleeting comments here and there. You were a little confused at times, sure, but much like everything else happening at UA that was weird, you seemed to shrug off like water off a duckâs back. Todoroki had no idea how to even breach the subject of feelings for you, so for the meantime, he had chose to stay silent, much to the suspense and torture of his fellow classmates.
At some point everyone knew, but thankfully not you. People would watch the two of you with much interest in the halls, on the battlegrounds, and even outside of class. Today was like any other old day. It was winter, you walked next to him on the sidewalk on school grounds, and your hands looked awfully cold. Todoroki being his usually aloof self didnât really think of anything until he saw you fervently breathing your hot breath onto them, watching you with a little curiosity. He couldâve sworn you had gloves before, unless he wasnât paying attention⌠But there was something about it that had him reaching for both of your hands cupped by your face.
He grabbed your hands, his own face burning with a feeling of foreign emotions coming over him. In his left hand he activated his quirk enough to warm your hands. You looked at him, quite surprised at his actions and not sure what to even say. Your own face suddenly felt a little warmer, but the red of your cheeks was definitely masked by the cold weather.
âYou forgot your gloves.â Todoroki said, definitely not a question like he wanted it to be but, well, good enough at this point.
âY-YeahâŚâ You had to stutter out, unsure how even to respond.
You managed to keep it together until your hands were warm enough for Todoroki. How you managed that, you had no idea, but you did it and thatâs all that mattered to be honest. After that he had continued on like nothing had ever happened. But it did happen!! And by gods it was kinda weirdly exhilarating!! And what was weirder about it was that it wasnât the last time it was going to happen.
In fact, more weird incidents started to happen that involved the two of you touching for some sort of elongated periods of time. And the more it happened the more you realized you kind of didnât mind it too much. Being so close in contact to someone you usually saw as so far away was really⌠satisfying?? But there was a good chance that the two of you were just really two touch starved idiots.
There was some point that you had heard Todoroki mumble something about his hand hurting, probably from training when he had accidentally slipped up. Him slipping up seemed a little fishy for you in the first place but you didnât question it even though overworking sounded more apt. You had learned some massage techniques before when an old friend of yours helped you fix your broken ass hand from writing cram papers. So when you heard him say something you decided to extend a helping hand in a sense.
You couldnât lie though, the faces he made when you first started to dig your fingers into his palm were pretty damn cute. He was trying hard not to make a pained face, but you could tell it really did hurt. So you softened your touch for a bit and noticed him visibly relax. For a while you just sat there with him, gently working your way up past his wrist and partially into his forearm, saying something about how it might be rooted there. Todoroki never really paid attention to what exactly you were saying, and that could be credited to him being the aloof pretty boy that he was, but for a hot second, and a very hot second indeed, he felt like he was a little drunk on your touch. Between going back and forth between his open palm, wrist, and his forearm, you would occasionally ghost your touch across his skin, and it made his face flush just the slightest. At some point you saw him look away, because he was just, REALLY TOUCH STARVED, and this was really not helping him and his feelings towards you.
When you were done he had thanked you with a small smile before he left to the boyâs locker room to change back into the school uniform, where some of the others relentlessly questioned him about it. You never knew but he was in a daze the whole rest of the day.
And with every incident he seemed to stay to you more, to the point where he seemed to follow you around like a puppy. Itâs not like he was insistent or anything but, he was just always close by. Days would go on as usual and you had grown to really like your friendship with Todoroki. Having him so close by was comforting, and yet, there was that day⌠the day where his feelings really got the best of him and the dam broke.
Todoroki found himself after school with you as normal. Today however, he felt like things were too much. For example: You always smelled of honeyed incense. The scent alone was intoxicating enough, but today he truly felt drunk on the smell. He felt a little bolder- a little more aware of just how you affected him. So while you talked on about some book you picked up recently, he couldnât help the look in his eyes. Pure ardor⌠You didnât get to notice anything until you finally looked over- the expression of his was so much that it actually blindsided you. It wasnât long after your initial shock that you found yourself impossibly close to him. He had taken one of your hands in his, holding onto it gently, like he was pleading with you.
You were pretty much glued in place, now gazing into his dual-colored eyes, unsure what to say or do. It was somewhere in that moment that you had a sort of come to god moment and the fact that you LIKED Todoroki as more than a friend flooded in. For so long he had pined after your affection, so now was a good as time as ever to seize it. And now that he was much closer he could better see your face, eyes, travelling over as he inhaled your scent once more. Todoroki had no idea how to kiss anyone, other than the other boys like Denki offering useless words like: âYou just⌠go inâŚâ
He got closer, and for a second he hesitated, ghosting his lips over yours very teasingly, although you knew it was out of hesitation. Moving away his lips brushed over your cheek, him mumbling quietly to you.
âIs this... okay?â He breathed, leaving you to wordlessly sigh, head nodding ever so slightly. His lips returned to yours as he placed a tentative first kiss. Soft and smooth, his lips brushed languidly across yours a second time, holding them there for just a few seconds. Your eyes were heavily lidded if not closed as you tried your best to kiss back. The hand heâd been using to hold yours abandoned its place in order to serve as a hook to pull you closer. His arm found itself resting on your waist, and as his lips slowly pressed down on your bottom, and then top lip, you felt your scalp prickle while your face became heated and your mind hazy.
For a second he leaves your lips, hovering over them very slightly, letting you take a quick gasp of air before he gently presses his lips back to yours. Heâs gentle again, until he feels like he can be a bit firmer, and his kisses become a little insistent. So you reciprocate in kind, meeting him halfway in terms of passion, your own still building, slowly discovering this. Itâs then you come to find that Todoroki is a very needy kisser, and as he presses more and more into you, you let yourself be taken on this newfound feeling.
So with the crisp winter day you decide to let yourselves partake in the new intoxication of first kisses and shared love.
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whaddup . itâs ya boy , skinny penis . ok so thereâs not much to put here except hi to any new people that mightâve not seen my intro for noelle & angelo ( CLICK HERE ). iâm jaz, & this here is my newest babe, sebastian higgings. iâve definitely missed stuff, but underneath the cut uâll find plenty of fun stuff abt him. and by fun i mean tragic , bc sebastian is a piece of shit. ; )
âšÂ LIKE THIS OR HMU IF YOUâD LIKE TO PLOT WITH SEB. âş
TRIGGER WARNINGSÂ :Â death, drugs, alcohol, emotional instability, therapy mentions, unhealthy habits, blood mention.
â * â â Â keith powers + cismale + he/him Âť * believe it or not sebastian belongs to the higgings family. they are 26 years of age and are known to usually spend their time around buena vista apartments. the photographer has been living in victoria for 22 years. the people closest to them describe the bisexual + aquarius to be +inspired and +autonomous as well as -callous and -debauched.
sebastian is the ( current ) eldest son of the late johnathan and sasha higgings, born to the couple when they were happy, in love, and a shining example of what marriage should be. sebastian was a mommaâs boy through and through from the day he was born, severe separation issues plaguing his infantdom, only rectified through intense therapy. his bond with his mother, even after finally being convinced she wasnât the only nice person in the world, never wavered however. they were thick as thieves.
there was never anything remarkable about sebâs childhood except his fondness for the family camera whenever they went on holiday. his parents first believed it was a desire to model, but they soon came to understand it wasnât being in front of it that seb wanted, he wished to be behind it. from then on they gave him a disposable on every trip, and before long the house was full of his amateur photography.
when he was ten, the unthinkable and unfathomable happened. his mother died. seb had been an entirely normal, average kid up until that point, but part of him died the day his mother slipped away forever. it was impossible for it not too, with the amount of time theyâd spent together, his dependency on her at birth, the fact she was his best friend and it didnât matter what the kids at school thought. as a child, he was ruined, affected for the rest of his life in ways he didnât quite understand yet.
seb was sixteen by the time victoria was adopted into the family, and his reign of terror on victoria had long since begun. he came home with bloody noses and bruises more times than he could count, he sneered and spat at other kids in the playground, knowing they could do little except beat him to a pulp and have their parents foot the bill. he started drinking all too early, dabbled in drugs no sixteen year old shouldâve touched, spent nights away from home, uninterested in the new woman in his fatherâs life.
victoria, however, was a different story. the pair got on like a house on fire, likely because of their bratty, conniving ways. at that age sebastian was like gasoline and his newfound sister was the match. natalya still had sebâs heart from when they were kids, his sister being the one thing in life he still felt warmth for, but victoria had managed to form a relationship of her own with him. for a while it was them against the world, until cassandra stepped in, pitted the girls against each other, and made life infinitely harder for a boy already on the brink.
he and his father argued daily. blazing rows that ended in smashed kitchenware. seb was losing it but the higgings patriarch failed to see his behaviour as anything more than childish cries for attention. seb didnât know the empty feeling in his chest wasnât normal. he didnât know he shouldnât play with girls emotions until they cried. he didnât understand why he only felt things when he was getting into schoolyard fights or looking through the lens of a camera.
seb graduated high school and chose to do an online course for photography, honing his skills whilst remaining close by until his sisters graduated. when they did, he only managed a year without natalya before leaving the city himself, he would miss victoria dearly, but they facetimed every day and skyped properly at the weekends. before he left he told his father to stick his businesses up his ass. he was disconnecting from his legacy. his final words to his father were full of toxicity and rage, as they had been for 12 years now.
he went to new york, clichĂŠ and crazy as it may have been, and found a surprisingly immense amount of success. through some ridiculous means, his shots were picked up by a local, renowned photography blog, the owner of the blog also owning a gallery, wishing to display his work. from then on it was up and up. seb travelled the globe, was able to shoot the most incredible places, spent his weeks on planes and trains and on his feet. he had his dream, he made a name for himself, he didnât need his father.
seb may have had the career of his dreams, but his personal life was a shambles. full of one night stands with no substance, exes that hated his guts, friends whoâd found it too unbearable to be around him. he was arrogant, confident in himself to a fault, unable to connect with passion on any level except with his work. he was a riot, a fun guy to be around who was willing to try anything once, but he lacked the ability to form meaningful relationships. people came and went and seb was left, alone, in his fancy apartment somewhere in manhattan. he was as lonely as he was the day his mother had died, things in that regard had never changed.
the phone call he received when victoria died shook him to his core, the male feeling something other than debauchery for the first time in a long time. his father? a fucking waste of space who failed to keep his children safe, but victoria? he flew home just days ago, having one emotional instinct left in him â his brotherly instinct. natalya was still alive and god knows seb was going to lose another member of his family.Â
PERSONALITYÂ :
ok so yeah, sebâs an dick. when i say emotionally unavailable i mean . . . highly, on an unhealthy level that requires some serious therapy. seb lost himself when his mother died and since then heâs been trying to find some solace in these flings he always has but, of course, he never will. heâs apathetic when it comes to people becoming attached to him so tends to be particularly cruel with ppl who get involved w him.
asshole . like, just not . .. a nice person . will point out someoneâs faults, will tell u if ur skirt is ugly as fuck, willing to laugh in your face if he thinks what you said is stupid. just doesnât . . give a f. needs to grow up.
hOWEVERRRR R rr. ofc if he was like that 24/7 heâd never even get people into bed in the first place so he can, of course, turn on the charm. heâs very flirtatious, loves sex and sexually charged conversations. flirting is a hobby for him and itâs one he has fun with. if ur not looking for anything deeper, seb isnât too bad ig . if you can engage him on things he wants to talk about, keep things chill, not take his dickheadedness to heart, etc, he can be manageable. sort of.
massively confident, but unfortunately itâs justified. heâs beautiful, heâs talented, heâs rich of his own accord, and heâs successful. heâs massively independent, but finds it hard to work in a team.
heâs ! lowkey ! a visionary !!! when it comes to photography he really is that bitch and is genuinely incredible at his job because itâs something heâs actually passionate about. he never turns down the opportunity to photograph, so even though usually he loves money, heâd be willing to do a lot of photography for free whilst heâs back bc ? he just loves doing it, and it reminds him of his mom and how she encouraged him.
uHhh bad habits to the max. the only one of my charas who regularly takes hard drugs and drinks, has a penchant for mdma and is looking into microdosing to help his artistic ability.Â
WANTED CONNECTIONSÂ :
exes from before he moved away
fwbs
best friend, probably only 1 bc . . . intolerable
any kind of connection from before he moved, bc itâs always exciting to see someone again after four years right
enemies lmao
people he knew in new york, if anyone has charas whoâve been there recently
people that were friends with vic
i dunno iâm not good at these yâaLL KNO I LIKE BRAINSTORMING DOMFDOD
give me some angsty shit too
#victoireintro#â ¡ Ë . â đđ.      casey frey fan club!   ⺠  out of character.#finishing off memes and getting to ims now ! finally odmfksds
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take me back to where i belong
take me back to where i belong â nokantrol for @babrielandeskog
words:Â 6k, last time i checked?
warnings: language & one brief, brief mention of the blackhawks. beyond that, nothing I can think of beyond a gratuitous love letter to whataburger with a side of tyler seguin/jamie benn
notes: a belated happiest of holidays to you, b! thanks for your patience on this wild behemoth of a fic. the holidays are just as good a reason as any to bring together dumb colorado boys and dumb dallas boys, esp over airplanes and biscuits & gravy.
as one of my favorite writers ever, it was an absolute honor to be able to write for youâhope you enjoy!!
title taken loosely from âhomeâ by morgxn, which I only came across after it played in the background of a dylan larkin video haha
Itâs dawning on you that you definitely shouldâve taken up your mom on her offer of earplugs and a sleep mask as you were hurrying out of the house this morning. Itâs been a headache of a dayâyouâd woken up early to help her cook Thanksgiving lunch, then spent the rest of the afternoon catching up with your cousins and tickling the little ones while their dads sat around the TV watching football.
Youâd even managed to slip away into your old bedroom to FaceTime with Tyler and Jamie, and Jamieâs friend Tyson. He seemed nice enough, though clearly unprepared to meet new people given that he was in the middle of shoveling down a DQ Blizzard when Tyler turned the camera to him. You mightâve been preoccupied with stuffing your belongings back into your suitcase, but you were genuinely relieved that Tyler had found someone to hang out with during the brief holiday.
Tyler had straight up begged you to stay in town for Thanksgiving, claiming he needed your company to get through the loneliest holiday for a Canadian in America. You just snorted and patted his head, which had been in your lap like always, shushing him with a finger to his lips.
âYouâre so full of shit, you know that Ty?â He waggled his eyebrows in response. Part of you did feel sorry for him, though. Heâd spent last Thanksgiving with Rads âgoing stagâ, as they called it, but the older man had worked out a visit from Makar and his parents over the long weekend and looked like he was going to keel over from excitement. Which wasnât really a stretch from his normal self, but still.
Last youâd heard, Jamie was having a BC friend visit, and even Jackie had booked an Alaskan cruise with her girlfriends after Tyler insisted heâd be fine on his own. Now, you just feel bad for the poor guy. Heâd been taking a break from going outâIâm just trying to look out for my liver, (Y/N)âand you knew heâd be a sad sack and spend the night in with the pups.
So you compromised and took the beginning of the week off to spend with your family in Chicago, and promised Tyler youâd be back by Thursday night at the latest. It all worked out perfectly since he and Jamie didnât have a game again until SaturdayâŚwhich brings you to this moment right here, sitting in a darkened plane with the hottest guy youâve ever laid eyes on. And you regularly find yourself around some pretty fucking beautiful people. Klinger still wonât tell you what he uses for his skin.
The worst part about flying from Chicago to Dallas is there are never any direct flights with a legitimate shot of you getting on. You canât complain, considering the fact that working for an airline means you fly for free, but after a jam-packed day like today, youâd like to put your feet up and skip the layovers.
Luckily, the flight youâd managed to get on flew through Denver without a plane change, which meant you were peacefully out for the count while the second batch of passengers got on. Youâd been on so many flights for work within the past few months that falling asleep was just second nature to you now. Plus the luxury of a window seat? Score.
Of course, things donât always work out like they should, so you were jolted from your nap with a loud snort and slurp before spotting the straight up god sitting at the end of your row. Seriously, youâd taken enough flights to know that meet-cutes just didnât happen, but here you were now.
The blond man has his reading light on, which is a definite faux pas in your mind, but you pause at the fact that heâs actually reading a physical book. Not just any book at that, but you recognize the dark purple cover and intricate detailing of one of your favorite reads of the year. He must notice you staring, because he just turns the page and smiles before asking, âSee something you like?â
You blush and scrub at your cheek before realizing the man hasnât even lifted his eyes from the page.
âActually, I do.â
Thatâs enough for him to raise his head and give you a full look at his face. He has gentle eyes that you can just bet are a blue you could get lost in, given what you can see in this lighting. The manâs beard is cropped clean and short, and you wish you could send a photo of his face to Tyler with a message reading, Real men donât leave spaces in their mustaches.
âAnd what might I interest you in?â
âThe book youâre reading, itâs one of my favorites,â you admit. You know youâre not the type to play coy and charm the pants off this guy, so you decide to do the best with what youâve got. If he doesnât like that, itâs not your problem.
It must be a good open though, because his eyes light up in response.
So it begins, from talking about how good All You Can Ever Know is, and how the author makes the nuance surrounding adoption and racism so poignant and real to their audience. You find out the manâs name is Gabe, and thereâs a barely noticeable lilt to his words that he attributes to being from Sweden. Gabe glares at you when you jokingly ask for help setting up the new IKEA bookshelf in your living room, and in turn you offer him the extra cookie youâd saved from your earlier flight.
He tells you his plans got derailed last minute and that he was planning on crashing a friendâs Thanksgiving, because there just isnât enough time around this holiday to head all the way back to Sweden. After a few hours with him, youâre not sure you want to let him go just yet, so you offer to drive him to his friendâs place since youâd left your car at the airport anyways.
You cringe inside when you realize how creepy that must sound and are a second away from laughing it off when he looks you in the eye gratefully and accepts.
After telling him about your travels, which is something you have in common, Gabe probes deeper and asks about the things that make you you, and something stops you from giving him the canned answer you give everyone else who asks.
âIâve always wanted to be a writer. Walk into a bookstore and see my name on the shelves, you know?â You sigh wistfully at the dream youâve had since you were a kid toting around a notebook and pen everywhere you went.
âImagine that: (Y/N)⌠whatâs your last name?â He quirks an eyebrow at you.
âYouâre not getting that out of meâyou could be a stalker, for all I know!â You laugh when he rolls his eyes in response. âItâs (Y/L/N),â you finally offer. â(Y/N) (Y/L/N).â Worst comes to worst, heâll probably just find your LinkedIn and ask to connect or something.
âWaitâŚ(Y/N) (Y/L/N).â His eyebrows scrunch up and you can see some kind of gears turning in his head. Youâve never seen this guy before in your life (you definitely would know if you had), so you wonder how he could suddenly be so familiar with your name. Thereâs nothing to do but laugh again when his face literally bursts into a sunbeam in recognition, the smile overtaking his eyes. You want to take a photo of it; itâs too much to take in with the naked eye all at once.
âYou wrote that article in the inflight magazine, the one about the travel tips to Chicago!â You freeze, your grip running tighter on your phone.
âHow do you even know that?â You exclaim, eyeing him suspiciously. âI was asleep for like 10 minutes before you started talking to me!â
âI get bored,â the man explains easily. âAnd I always check the Hidden Gems features because I travel a lot for work. It didnât hurt that you wrote about one of my favorite cities.â He winks at you and you know youâre blushing now. Guys donât really bother to flirt with you, let alone big, beefy ones with big, rugged hands and soft blue eyes.
âOh, well. Thatâs quite a compliment, considering I write all of them. Thank you,â you manage to get out. Goodness, why did you have to be so awkward all the time.
âYouâre welcome,â he replies earnestly.
âListen, if youâre not in a hurry to get to your friendâs placeâŚhave dinner with me.â Something about Gabe makes you feel bold, like youâre the Sun and itâs up to you to rise and seize the day. You know you shouldnât trust this stranger youâve literally just met (your mind supplies that you were the one to offer him a ride in the first place) but the alarm bells arenât going off in your head just yet, so you figure itâs worth a shot.
âYeah?â
âYeah. I know a place.â Actually, you canât think of any places that might be worthy of housing Gabe, but youâll act first, and deal with the repercussions later.
âSure, letâs do it,â he replies easily, smiling up at you from his perch atop his carry-on.
Of course, you have to keep up the bravado from just moments before, all the while racking through every restaurant you can think of nearby. Youâre not sure where Gabeâs headed, and while youâll most likely stop by Tylerâs before heading back home, you want to stay relatively close by.
âHow do you feel about fast food?â You blurt out, your mind immediately jumping to the Whataburger you frequent on your way to work in the mornings.
Gabe smiles wryly at you before nodding. Patting his stomach lightly, to which you vehemently fight against imagining the abs that must live beneath his sweater, he musters out a nonchalant, âIâm sure I can break my diet tonight, just for you.â
You roll your eyes and shove at his arm; you feel like youâve known Gabe for years as opposed to the few hours you spent with him 35,000 feet above ground. Maybe time doesnât exist that high up in the air.
âYour parents live in Chicago. You live in Dallas,â Gabe checks off as he shoves a spicy ketchup smothered fry into his mouth. âWhatâs the deal with that?â
âItâs not that complicated, really. I grew up in Chicago, loved it, got an internship in Dallas during college and loved the work, and Iâve been here since I graduated. I get homesick a lot though, so the flight perks come in handy.â You bite your cheek to keep from getting emotional; any mention of missing your parents still gets you teary.
âWow,â Gabe breathes. Youâre too preoccupied with trying to discreetly blink the tears away before he notices, that you donât have time to gauge his reaction.
Itâs the truth, though. You never thought youâd leave the Midwest, with its ability to shift through all four seasons in a day. But you did, and you canât feel bothered to apologize for the fact that youâre still not sure where you would call home. What you loved about Dallas the first time around was that it was your space. Everyone you knew in Chicago had practically known you since youâd been in diapers, and you never realized how heavy that burden had been until you left.
Youâre just about to say something when Gabe clears his throat to speak.
â(Y/N), I canât believe you moved over a thousand miles away from home right out of college and have been sticking it out this entire time. Youâre really brave.â
âOh, um. Thank you?â You wipe your nose and sniff before taking a bite of your burger. No one had ever reacted like that before. Youâre used to people ribbing you for your flight benefits or joking about how thereâs no way you can go back to Chiberia after a few years in the South.
âI get it, though,â Gabe continues. âI moved to Canada when I was in, what do you call it, high school? Then after a few years, I settled down in Denver for work, and thatâs where Iâve been ever since.â You quirk an eyebrow, wondering if his parents had been in the service given how heâd had to move all over the world. Now, your move seems small in comparison.
âAnd you mentioned you were born in Sweden, right? Iâve always wanted to go,â you say wistfully. One day, youâd get your backpacking trip around Europe. One day.
Gabe nods eagerly, and thankfully doesnât comment on your blatant change of subject. He reminds you of a big golden retriever with how often he smiles and seems to enjoy every moment heâs in. He runs a hand through his hair before diving into what it was like growing up in Stockholm, and how he feels like heâs back home anytime he can smell salty sea air. Itâs not all too different from Jamieâs childhood, you realize belatedly. You think theyâd get on well.
The two of you continue to trade stories back and forth in the tiny Whataburger down the street from Love Field, and you canât ignore the want bubbling up from deep within. Â
When Gabe inputs the address into Google Maps and holds it up for you to see, you have to blink and bring his phone closer to your face to get a better look.
âWait. Gabe. Whose house are you going to?â Gabe pauses, looking uneasy for the first time since you met just a few hours ago.
âI told you, heâs like my best friendâs best friend. Jamie.â
âOh. My. God. Oh my God. Gabe. Gabe.â You burst into peals of laughter and have to hit your steering wheel multiple times over because no fucking way. This cannot be real life, right now.
â(Y/N)?â He still looks hesitant, and youâre sure you know why.
âGabe,â you wheeze. âGabe. Oh my god. Youâre going to Jamie Bennâs house right now? How do you even know him?â
His eyes narrow for a long moment, assessing your frankly embarrassing stature, and he shifts to take his phone back. Youâre aware of how you probably look, like a huge Jamie Benn stalker or something, but this turn of events is just too ridiculous to wrap your mind around, let alone, stop laughing at.
âDo youâŚknow him, too?â He asks warily.
âGabe,â you repeat. âHeâs one of my best friends here in Dallas.â
If real life played out the way it did in cartoons, you know youâd see a series of anvils falling from the sky or something equally ridiculous to depict his surprise. Gabe looks flabbergasted, and at a complete loss for words if his sputtering is any indication.
âNo fucking way, (Y/N). You sure youâre not just messing with me right now?â Heâs finally able to squeeze out right when you start wheezing again. You nod and wipe at the tears streaming down your cheeks; itâs unbelievable how this guyâs got you crying twice for two astronomically different reasons, all within a span of 30 minutes. Gabe must be just as delirious or amused as you are, because he joins you quickly after.
When your giggles finally subside and you trust yourself to drive, you slot your key into the ignition and get started on the drive over to Preston Hollow. You make this exact drive nearly every day, what with the airport being so close to work, but the drive from the airport to Jamieâs house is one you know all too well, having literally gone straight from various work trips to movie nights at his place numerous times over. Just a few weeks ago, Tyler had been walking Gerry over and youâd nearly run the puppy over when he bounded into the street at the sight of your car.
âSo, (Y/N),â Gabe starts when you pull out of the Whataburger parking lot. âHow exactly do you know all these Stars players?â You bite back a groan; Tyler always gets a kick out of how much you hate telling this story.
âI told you I interned here during college, right?â Gabe nods, and you just barely keep yourself from slamming on the brakes when he flits his tongue to swipe across his upper lip.
âI fell in love with Dallas, and with my line of work being what it is, itâs all about who you know. So after I moved back to Chicago to finish school, I knew I had to make some connections if I wanted to find a job in another state. There werenât many networking events here, so I kind of had to improvise. My friends took me to a lot of Stars games when I was interning, and I remembered that Casino Night was coming upâŚâ you trail off as you slowly come to a stop at the next red light.
âSo Iâm guessing you went and seduced some big, sexy hockey players, huh?â Gabe moves closer to dig his elbow into your arm.
âThatâs exactly what happened, how did you know,â you deadpan.
âNo, for goodness sakeâs, Gabe, I didnât seduce them. Iâve never followed hockey that closely, so I didnât recognize their faces. Jamie talked to me for almost 20 minutes about working in the Metroplex before a random PR girl came to take him away.â You laugh at the memory of a bumbling Jamie Benn trying to talk to you about taxes and insurance benefits before Tyler had swooped in and hip checked him before winking at you.
With the help of alcohol and some distance from the cameras, Jamie was all soft excitement and fun innuendos while Tyler had just melted into a literal puppy after the event ended. Jamie had asked for your number after you shared some drinks with him and Tyler that night, and youâd always wondered what wouldâve happened if you hadnât had to fly back home the next morning.
Regardless, you kept in touch with the boys until you got a full-time offer with the company youâd interned for the previous summer. When finally making the move to the Big D, you suddenly had 15 fully-grown hockey players at your service when you pulled in with your giant U-Haul. No way could you have imagined any of that from your failed attempt at networking.
âSoâŚyour best friends are hockey players, then,â Gabe trails off. Youâre not sure where heâs going, but you just nod.
âYeah, I go to their games and I can finally tell them apart on the ice, but Iâm more of a baseball girl myself.â Itâs true, youâd grown up in Cubs territory and their World Series win ranked in your list of favorite moments from your entire life.
âDo you know any other hockey players?â
âMmm, I donât think so. I guess I know who Sidney Crosby is? But thatâs only because Tylerâs obsessed with him.â Gabe laughs brightly and you hear an of course he is under his breath.
âWaitâŚdo you know Tyler, too?â
âUm, yeah (Y/N). I kind of have to, considering I play hockey, too.â This time you really slam on the brakes, which is just fine because no oneâs on the road, anyways. Youâve only got another mile or so until you make it to Jamieâs place, and youâd like some time to wrap your head around the fact that this dream of man regularly plays against your best friends.
âYouâre a hockey player from SwedenâŚwho plays in Colorado,â you utter our slowly. âYouâre somehow friends with Tyson, whoâs friends with Jamie, which probably means that Tysonâs a hockey player too, right?â Everything is wild and nothing makes sense.
Gabe at least has the courtesy of looking sheepish. He scratches at his neck and shrugs.
âYeah, Tysonâs one of my best friends in Denver. You canât tell him that, though, or else heâll get a big head.â
âOkay, just give me a second to wrap my head around this. Also, get out your phone because we need to record their reactions when we walk in together. Good thing I have a key,â you whisper conspiratorially.
âI think I kind of like bossy (Y/N).â
You know Jamieâs already expecting you, especially since Tyler had texted he was still hanging out with the guys. Gabeâs already got the video rolling on his phone when you slide the key into the lock. You call out a hello as you slip off your shoes and gesture for Gabe to follow when you hear an âin the kitchen!â
Marshall and Cash come bounding up to you while Gerry takes a moment to survey the new guest. Gabe gives him a generous amount of pats, which has Gabe on his knees scratching the puppyâs belly in no time.
âAnd thatâs why we gave a key to (Y/N) in the first placeâshe somehow always brings us free Whataburger.â You roll your eyes at Jamieâs bravado, heâs clearly raised his voice so you could hear him.
âHoly shit! Landesnerd!â
You turn and mouth Landesnerd? to Gabe in question, to which he shrugs and probably just zooms in on your face with the camera.
Tyson runs over to see Gabe, bypassing you completely. Jamieâs slower to stroll out and he raises an eyebrow at you before pulling you in for a squeeze. He smells like cedar and soap like always, and itâs so familiar to you now that it almost hurts. Tyler comes steamrolling out of the kitchen yelling your name and throws himself into your arms when Jamie finally lets go. This oneâs all Aveda shampoo and Armani cologne, and you playfully bite at his shoulder, which has him yelping and jumping away as always. Itâs only been a few days, but youâve missed your boys something fierce.
Plus, itâs only a matter of time before they realize who you walked in with.
âHold up, hold up, hold up.â Tyson finally pauses, literally scratching his head at the sight of you. âDo you guys know each other? Gabriel, how did you even get into this house?â
Gabeâs still getting everything on video, and youâre so glad itâs all getting caught on tape. Tyler tilts his head side-to-side, glancing between you and Gabe before finally turning and elbowing Jamie in the ribs. He makes a few contemplative noises before finally whispering to Jamie, whoâs eyes shine with mirth when he lands his gaze on you, of all people.
âHey, Landy, whatâs up man? How do you know our girl (Y/N), here?â Tyler continues smoothly, pulling Gabe in for one of those complicated handshake turned bro taps. Jamie does the same, but you can tell from the way Gabe shoves at his chest that Jamieâs chosen to chirp him. Of course.
Tyler just waggles his eyebrows at you suggestively when Gabe finally responds, ruffling Tysonâs hair at the same time.Â
âItâs just gotta be fate, right? We were on the same flight over, we had Whataburger together, and here we are now.â
âYou watch yourself, Landeskog, throwing around words like fate and together. Our (Y/N)âs too good for Colorado scum like you!â You lunge to tackle Tyler to the ground, which just begins an all-out brawl once Marshall and Cash get word of the fun.Â
Jamie just sighs all too knowingly, and stops in the kitchen to grab the bags of chips he only saves for special occasions. Something tells you it might be a Goon night after all.
When Jamie officially deems it too late for you to go home, he sends you to the guest room on the second floor to spend the night, just as you have numerous times before. Youâre thankful heâs pulling the trigger and has a shit ton of extra rooms for everyone to stay in, one of which already has a new toothbrush and one of Jamieâs spare hoodies.
When you wake up the next morning, itâs to the smell of hazelnut which has you out of bed and downstairs almost immediately. Tyson doesnât even look half awake yet, but Jamie slides over a mug of black coffee to you wordlessly. The showerâs going down the hall, which tells you exactly where Gabe is.
âCan we do breakfast,â you whine at Jamie. Heâs become the big brother youâd never had, and you know he dotes on you as a result of being a lifelong youngest child. Jamie just grunts in response as Tyson flops his hands over his ears with a long, pronounced groan.
âLetâs do Normaâs, I want biscuits,â you continue. Jamie nods and pulls out his phone, presumably to check in with Tyler.Â
âItâs good, I promise,â you reassure Tyson. You pat his head of curls gently and get another sad moan in return. Poor guy, sleeping in must definitely be a BC thing.
You and Gabe are the first ones to arrive at Normaâs an hour later, Tyson texting that he and Jamie would pick Tyler up on their way over. You knew if you were to confront either of your friends about what they were trying to do, the big dumb cow eyes would come out to play, and you really didnât have time for that right now. You just want to enjoy the time you have with Gabe before he leaves, and be able to keep moving forward without even more unrequited feelings weighing you down. Fuck, you donât even know if itâs been long enough to characterize these feelings as feelings.
As Gabe steps into the bustling diner, you can see the exact moment everything begins to process in that big, blond brain of his. He opens his mouth, then shuts, just smiling down to himself. He stands off to the side while you give your name to the hostess, and make your way over to join him against the wall.
It smells like heaven, if the celestial beings cried tears of grease, and the diner itself is packed with people of all ages. Thereâs a booth just next to the bar thatâs opened up, and you canât suppress the giggle that erupts when you imagine yourself and four massive hockey players squeezed into it. Gabe calls your name quietly, and you look up to see mirth dancing in his blue, blue eyes.
Completely unaware of the image burned in your brain, he asks, âWhatâs with all the Texas flags everywhere?â
You have to chuckle at that. Normaâs is known for straight-up Southern comfort food, and their infamous booths decked out in full Texan attire. It was the first thing youâd noticed your first visit, after the giant pies up front that were easily the size of your entire torso. You still remember trying to take sneaky photos to send to your parents all those years ago. Now, they all knew you by name.
âG, itâs Texas,â you reply simply. There really is no other way to put it. âSweet tea, Whataburger, and good olâ American footballâthatâs the Texas way,â you drawl exaggeratedly.
Itâs only a couple minutes before the rest of the boys make it to brunch, and if yâall didnât stick out before, you definitely do now. Tysonâs the closest to you in height, but thereâs no denying heâs just as capable as the others in easily benching your weight.
While the people in Texas can be a little softer in the middle, theyâre that much kinder in spirit. The city boy in Tyler has slowly been weathered away over the years, and you canât even pinpoint the Canadian in Jamie anymore. Which is why Gabe with his perfect face and eyes and hair and everything sticks out like a sore thumb in this establishment. Itâs like trying to stuff the Sun into a one story home, and telling yourself you still need a lamp.
Tyler kicks at your foot lightly, and it snaps you out of your reverie. The hostess is already leading Jamie, Tyson, and Gabe to a larger booth in the back, so you and Tyler pull up the rear. He offers you his arm, just like always, and he leads you to your seat with a flourish. Jamieâs already saved a spot for Tyler right next to him, patting the cushion with his paw-like hand, which leaves you with the seat next toâŚGabe. Of course.
Jamieâs smirking at you when you look up, so you pointedly gesture to the arm he has stretched out behind Tyler to get him to stop. His smirk turns into a shy grin then, and he just shrugs good-naturedly before turning back to his menu. You already know what youâre gettingâa Number 7 with extra gravy, as alwaysâso you turn your attention back to Gabe, whoâs bouncing between studying the laminated menu and looking around the diner to see what everyone else is eating.
âThe biscuits here are the best things Iâve ever tasted,â you offer. Gabeâs brow is still furrowed, eyes flicking back and forth between the menu choices.
âOkay, but can it beat Denver Biscuit Company?â Tyson all but yells from Gabeâs other side. Some other customers nearby turn their heads in interest, and the curly-haired guy is straight up lucky thereâs no one with a fishing vest on in your vicinity right now. Donât mess with Texas is right.
âOh my god, Four, we canât take you anywhere,â Gabe hisses, reaching under the table to pinch at Tysonâs thigh.
âGabe! What the fuck! Itâs a free country, Landesnerd!â Tylerâs straight up giggling now as he leans even further into Jamieâs side, and youâre always a sucker for his giggles.
âThis has to be a Colorado thing, why are you guys like this?â
âOh yeah, Benny? Wanna tell Tyler and (Y/N) about the shit we got up to in Kelowna? Donât kid yourself, bud, youâre not that great.â Tylerâs eyebrows shoot to his hairline and he mouths over a what to you before turning back to Jamie, whoâs huge eyes are looking extra cow-like with a side of feigned innocence.
This time, itâs Gabeâs turn to laugh and turn the conversation to shenanigans he and Klinger got into when playing at Worlds together. You donât know for what, but you feel like youâve been rewarded with something when he turns to give you a private smile after ordering an extra side of biscuits.
âFor us to share away from the hooligans,â he whispers.
Jamie and Tyler had a quick practice over in Frisco after breakfast, so youâd brought Gabe and Tyson back to your place to hang out before meeting the guys again later. Tyson had holed up in your den to call his girlfriend Emma, and last you had checked he had fallen asleep on your futon. You hadnât expected anything less. Now, you and Gabe are left watching Love Actually in your living room while sipping on some leftover apple cider youâd reheated on the stove.
âHey Gabe?â It comes out as barely a whisper, but his eyes flick to yours as he murmurs in response. He taps your ankle with his toes, stupid fuzzy socks nudging against your bare skin. You wish you had the liberty of reaching over and tucking your hand into his, pulling him to wrap his strong, wiry arms around your frame. He looks like a scene on your couch, with your favorite throw strewn across his frame.
âYeah, (Y/N)?â
âWhat happens now?â Youâre scared to even utter the words, afraid heâll just brush it all off. Luckily, he seems to have given this a lot more thought than you have.
âWell, I know I really like you, and I think you like me,â he replies easily. âWe can be really good together, and I want to give it a shotâgive us a shot.â
This is crazy. Youâd met him only 24 hours ago, and here he was talking about a long distance relationship. Friends of yours had done this in the past, but you never imagined a whirlwind meet-cute like this for yourself. It was ridiculous to even wrap your head aroundâthis legitimately only happened in rom-coms.
âYou sound crazy right now, Gabe.â
âHereâs the thing, though. Iâm all in. I donât mean to sound cocky or presumptuous here, but I have the means to fly us both back and forth even if you didnât get free flights. I donât know how we got here over the past day, but I do know that I trust you and Iâm willing to try. Are you?â
âPinch me.â
âWhat?â Gabe barks out a surprised laugh.
âPinch me, Gabriel. Prove to me that Iâm not dreaming.â And because itâs Gabe, he does.
âOw! Okay, I get it, Iâm not dreaming. You didnât have to pinch me so hard with your dumb big hockey player fingers!â
â(Y/N), come on. Seriously?â
âI have thin skin! AlsoâŚif youâre that committed to this, I can be too. I really like you, too. Also, mess with my heart, young Gabriel, and Iâll send the dogs after you.â You point a finger at his amused face and realize that yeah, maybe itâd be nice to allow good things to happen to you.
âDonât worry, I can take Tyler in a fight. JamieâŚmaybe not. But you canât tell him that.â You donât get the chance to respond as he pulls you in for the first kiss of the rest of your life.
One Year Later â Chicago, IL
âI love Chicagoâever since a buddy of mine forced me to explore with him a few years ago, I fell in love with the architecture.â You expect the tips of his ears to go pink sheepishly or something equally indicative of embarrassment, but he sounds bold, confident. Itâs always a turn-on when guys are unapologetic about their passions, but you never wouldâve expected his to be architectureâeven then, that of your hometown.
It makes you love him that much more.
âItâs the clean lines of all the modern buildings,â he continues, âand the way it contrasts with everything around it. Look at the Wrigley building or the Tribune building and compare it to the Sears Tower.â He sighs contentedly as he peers out the window of the train car, skyline still just about the size of your thumb from this distance.
âYou really know your stuff, eh, Blondie?â Gabeâs head whips around at that, and you bite your lip to keep from snorting right then and there.
âBlondie, huh?â
âIt figures, though,â you continue. âBig head must mean a big brain for all that random shit you know.â If anything, spending time with Gabe and the boys in Denver has only provided you with more material to help keep the big Swede in check. It must show, since all you hear is a muffled, âFuckinâ Fourâ in response.
It feels good to hop off the Orange Line and feel the cold air on your face. Having spent the last few winters in Dallas, itâs disorienting to feel the pins and needles pricking your face again. Gabe slots his fingers through yours and smiles toothlessly as he presses a chaste kiss to the back of your gloved hand. This city might not be home for you anymore, but this smart, kind, hilarious, ridiculous human being next to you has proven himself more than worthy of that title.
âOh come on, you sap. You said we had dinner reservations!â Gabe had, indeed, told you in explicit detail what he looked forward to doing to you that night, and it encompassed a lot more than just dinner plans. Youâre glad itâs so chilly outside, because you can blame your cheeks flaming pink on the weather.
The two of you walk for a bit in comfortable silence, and the familiar streets make way for a slew of old memories. You remember running from campus to the old train station with your college roommate so you could catch the last train to Schaumburg, sitting in front of the Bean with a box of macarons crying over your ex-boyfriend, and even the time youâd somehow ventured into the shady part of town late at night and had called your dad in a panic.
Theyâre all fond memories, of course, crucial parts of the saga you call your life. But when Gabe tightens his grip and smiles down at you with so much warmth in his eyes, you canât imagine ever looking back at this city without thinking of him and all that he adds to every moment of your life. You have all the tools and willpower to make your life yoursâjust like he pointed out that first night, you moved to Dallas on your own and made an entirely new life for yourself. But he adds so much color and meaning youâd never even considered before, that he makes everything more. If you were functioning on a solid 7, heâs the one that dials everything up to a 12.
And youâre struck with this huge revelation as youâre walking down Wacker in the freezing cold that you want this, want him, forever. It doesnât make any sense, but your heart starts pounding in your ears, and you never really were very good at keeping a poker face, because all you want to do is tell him all of it now now now.
âI love you.â
âI love you, too, babe.â Gabe chuckles and runs a thumb across your cheek. âBut I have a feeling thatâs not all you want to say.â
âI want to spend the rest of my life with you.â
His eyes widen almost comically, and if you werenât so nervous about what youâd just said, you might be making fun of him for it.
âSeriously, (Y/N)? You couldnât wait just three more hours?â His voice is suspiciously watery, and he sounds like youâd just sucker punched him in the solar plexus.
âWait. What?â
Gabe shakes his head fondly. âLook up,â he whispers.
Too caught in your thoughts earlier, you hadnât realized where heâd brought you. The sunâs just setting and the skyâs an inky violet lit up by the various buildings comprising your favorite skyline. You look up and gasp at what beholds you because, goddamn.
The first time Gabe had come to Chicago with you, heâd brought you to this exact building on his impromptu architecture tour of the city. Gabe had told you how it was urban legend that the architect of this building had scrapped all his original designs after the death of his fiancĂŠe, and designed the building to take after her engagement ring when looked at from the sky.
âNo. No fucking way. Gabe.â
Thereâs no response, so you turn to grab his arm but heâs no longer where you left him. Panic comes over you for a brief second, but it all melts away when you turn to find him kneeling on the ground next to you. He has a huge smile painted on his face, and it almost distracts you from the little jewelry box engulfed by his huge hands.
â(Y/N), I shouldâve known that youâd ruin the surprise somehow, but I guess itâs okay because it just brings you one step closer to being my wife. When we came here the first time and I told you that story of the architect, that was me promising you that one day youâd be back with an engagement ring of your own. Â
âYou complete me in a way I never couldâve imaginedâyouâre it for me, you complement me in every way. You inspire me every day because I see how hard you work for every single thing, and Iâm so damn lucky to have found someone that brings that kind of resilience into our relationship. I love you to the end of this earth, and thereâs no one else I would rather choose to build my life with.
âMan, itâs really fucking cold down here, (Y/N). Marry me?â The tears have been spilling down your cheeks for quite some time now, so it should come as no surprise to Gabe when you nod and throw yourself into his arms.
âOf course, Gabe, of course. I love you so much.â Gabe presses a loud, wet kiss to your temple in response and laughs heartily when you groan.
âThank you for choosing me,â he whispers before untangling your limbs and taking your left hand in his. Pulling off your glove and holding it between his teeth, as he does, he slips the ring onto your finger, and you know youâre crying again at just how perfect everything feels. So you pull your new fiancĂŠ close and press your lips against his, while Gabe sweeps his tongue in little kitten licks against your lower lip in an effort to deepen the kiss. It only serves to make you laugh though, pure joy coursing through your veins.
âI canât wait to be your wife,â you say when you finally pull back.
âDonât you mean, you canât wait to be Mrs. Babriel Landeskog?â You shove at his shoulder as he smiles unapologetically, taking the opportunity to nuzzle his face into your neck.
Your ring finger suddenly weighs more than it ever has, your favorite human has his arms wrapped tightly around you, and you can hear faint remnants of the carolers singing just a few blocks away at the Christkindlmarket. But what really gets you is the promise of the future as you feel Gabe smile against your skin. A crucial part of what makes a home is having him by your side, and luckily, thatâs where heâll be for the rest of your lives.
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with or without you.
who: merrick wood & @antagcnisms when: sunday, october 6th ( mentions of whole weekend from fri oct 4-on ) what: logan asks merrick to come look at ohio state with him. merrick, for the first time, really realizes what it means for logan to leave. a/n: one of us has to quit our jobs so we can go back to paraâing thx. also its 2am and this is a disaster of exposition bc merrick has a lot of feelings ( and no one is surprised )
"Future Buckeye?âÂ
The guy behind the coffee cart looked smug, and Merrick forced a fake smile, hoping maybe her charm could get her and Logan a free coffee before their redeye back home.Â
âMaybe. I havenât quite decided yet.âÂ
"Well, you look pretty damn good in red.âÂ
It was a cheesy line, and Merrick fought the instinct to roll her eyes only just so, taking her coffee and the cookie he handed her with a wink before turning on her heel, hoping to find Logan before he realized some creep at the airport was hitting on her.Â
It had been a long weekend, but an important one. Ohio State was one of the top schools for football, rivaling very few others - though, she had noted late at night, Loganâs legs interwoven with her own, Georgia was one of the few others - and if they were interested in him, it meant big things for him.Â
âFor us,â he told her, but Merrick could feel the tug on both of them. The ring on her finger - her right, so as to not hide the promise she made to Lulu before any man in her life - felt suffocating when she imagined him this far away from her at all times. The school hadnât quite turned her into a future Ohio-an - ( snow thank you ) but watching Logan interact with the team, with the guys on the campus, handing her a drink at some welcome party for prospective students, she knew this was where he was going to go.Â
( Maybe not Ohio, specifically, though heâd be a fool not to take the chance - if they offered him financial aid, a spot on the football team, it would give him a real opportunity to go pro one day - but a school, somewhere, and a life and a future and pretty sorority girls who would gladly take her place as his future trophy wife, who would be his one and only without also being in love with his best friend. )Â
âOur flights gonna board soon,â Logan told her when she found him, plopping herself down in the seat next to him and putting her feet in his lap. He looked happy - as happy as sheâd seen him lately, at least, which, admittedly, hadnât been as happy as before the school year started. Senior year was definitely not living up to his expectations, and Merrick wished there was more she could do for him - it was why she was so quick to be supportive, so quick to offer to fly them up to Ohio, why she was absolutely not about to tell him he couldnât go.Â
âAre you going to sleep on my shoulder the entire time again?âÂ
âIâll try not to drool as much.âÂ
She smiled at him, kicking him lightly with the toe of her boot as she pulled out her phone, snapping a pic of him and flipping through all the ones she had taken from the weekend - enough for Holly to make an entire scrapbook, though Merrick would never ask. He flipped through a book, something he had to read for school undoubtedly, the two comfortable and content until they were able to board. Her chest tightened when the plane took off - it wasnât a fear of flying, that had fortunately never developed - but a fear of what was going to come. If Logan decided on Ohio, it required a plane - he claimed heâd drive through the night for her, but he wouldnât be able to. He couldnât just come home on weekends and claim he needed to do laundry just to see her; heâd have football and events and parties and homework and finals and sheâd see him at Thanksgiving, maybe, over holiday break and would they even make it to his first spring break? What if he decided he was done with her by then, tired of being chained down by a high school girl who didnât really care about her own future? It was like he sensed her impending panic, his arm winding around her waist, tugging her as close as was allowed in the small space, letting her head rest against his shoulder. She closed her eyes, her headphones playing old classic rock love songs as she began to wallow. Ten months, and then heâd be gone. Ten months full of school dances and parties and sharing him with Bradley and whoever else caught his eye ( even when he said he didnât want anyone else anymore, but he still wanted Bradley so how much of that was really true? and he did say he loved Holly but he would never do anything with Holly and knowing and understanding and acknowledging were three different things ) and then heâd escape Georgia, leaving Riverside behind, possibly forever. Leaving Merrick behind. He said he wanted her to be jealous, to be selfish. But the truth was, she was too scared - scared of what the future would actually look like. For her, for him, for any of them. For what would happen when he was actually gone and she wasnât a constant fixture in his life. Unsurprisingly, he fell asleep before too long, his head resting on top of hers, their fingers interlaced. She traced the inside of his palm, trying to fight off the anxiety that was welling up inside of her. She told him, all the time, that they would be okay. That they could get through everything. But what if they couldnât? What was going to happen the first time they were faced with any real issues? What happened when he was at a party, and a friend made a move on him? Would he really tell them ânoâ, would he really be thinking of Merrick? And why shouldnât he make a move on someone he was attracted to - sheâd be at home, with Ethan. What if it was her who drew back because he was gone? What if his absence made her choose Ethan by default? How was that fair to any of them regardless? She pulled back enough to grab the journal Ethan had given her for her birthday, opening to a fresh page and scribbling all her fears and panic onto the page. The previous entry had been just days ago - before theyâd gone, before sheâd met college girls who were friendly enough but looked at Logan like he was a snack they couldnât wait to tear into. Before sheâd watched his eyes light up at the field, at the practices they watched, at the gym and the locker room and all the promises they were flooding him with. Before the rest of their lives seemed to be set off. Landing in Georgia felt like a relief, a weight lifted off her chest. It was almost the middle of the night - school would be skipped the next day just because she wouldnât want to get out of bed - and Logan kissed her forehead, grabbing her bag and his own as they wound their way to the parking garage for his truck. âLogan - â He paused, the tone of her voice stopping him completely from their pursuit of the right level, his eyes focused entirely on her as she opened her mouth. She wanted to tell him all of her fears, she wanted to beg him not to go. Stay here with me, right there on the tip of her tongue, ready to fall out, stay here and start a family and we can just figure it out and never leave here.Â
But the Ohio State hoodie was blazing into her eyes, her own tee that sheâd picked up sticking to her skin in the Georgia heat, even this late in the evening, and the words died before she could push them out.Â
âI love you,â was what she said instead, and his entire face lit up just as it had up in Columbus, just like it had when he heard that a real college with an amazing football team wanted him. He loved her, and she just needed to trust that more than she trusted her panic.Â
âI love you too,â he promised, and he sealed it with a kiss, soft and gentle and for a moment she could convince herself: weâll be okay. He wonât leave me. Itâll really be me and him, together forever.Â
She just needed that moment to last the next five years.
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Ummm you can explore those 70s harry thoughts if you want
But how's your Sunday going so far??
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Hiii! My Sunday is going pretty well. I donât have any plans today so Iâm just gonna chill đŠ itâs the first weekend in forever that I havenât had any plans so itâs kinda weird wbu??
But ugh I always have 70âs harry thoughts đ˘
And donât say that bc you know I will ramble on forever and ever and ever and ever
But like we were talking about last night
Since heâs shirtless 24/7 I feel like heâs always trying to get y/n to take off her shirt too
Heâs like âitâs so freeing, and itâs hot in the house đ câmon, just slip your shirt offâ
And it was the 70âs so they never wore bras
Letâs say harry is slipping nip and trying to get some nip slipped
And weâve talked about how heâs such an asshole
Well I feel like heâs also so sensitive
Like heâs such a cry baby
Anytime y/n even ignores him heâs instantly so upset like âwhy wonât you talk to me, firefly? You know I love you so much just look at me. I wanna see your pretty eyes, please.đâ
And itâs been like five minutes bc sheâs trying to do soemthing so sheâs like âare you in tears over me not talking for five minutes? Iâm doing the dishes đ go check on the kidsâ
But he also refuses to admit that heâs ever cried before
âWhat about the twins birth?â
âIf I was crying- which I wasnât- it was because the kids were going to ruin my sex lifeâ
âYou almost cried last week because you said I didnât care about your feelings when I read the next chapter of our bookâ
âAlmost, key word, almost! That means I didnât, firefly.â
But when heâs grumpy heâs such a grump
Like if he doesnât get a good nights sleep heâs going to wake up so grouchy and y/n could try to fix it 1000 times and he just continues to sit there with the grumpiest look on his face while he reads the paper and eats breakfast
And if she asks whatâs wrong heâs like âđ get out, you know whatâs wrong.â And he just walks around the rest of the day with a dirty look on his face and complains anytime he has to get up from the couch
And his personality completely changes when heâs around his family
Like if they have to go to some family reunion of his he has a different personality for each part of his family
His cousins, heâs the life of the party, always joking
His grandparents and mother, he can do no wrong and just the most angelic little thing
His nosy aunts and uncles, heâs a sarcastic shit head who obviously doesnât want to talk
And sadly, y/n gets his real personality which is all of those wrapped up into one
But I think heâs mainly very sweet
And very horny but we already know that
And since she works at a school they have off weeks at a time for holidays and stuff, so when Harry is his busiest in the flower shop during the holidays he just sits on the phone with her all day.
âI donât want to be here I hate my new employee he said his favors flower is red roses and he doesnât like tulips. What a fucking idiot. Who doesnât like tulips? I think Iâm going to fire him.â meanwhile his new employee is right next to him like đ§đťââď¸
And I feel like heâs actually the cook in the house
Like y/n cooks too but they kind of rely on harry for meals bc some how it always tastes amazing even if he starts a kitchen fire
I also feel like he loves having Sunday spa days
He sits in the bath for an hour before he does a hair mask and a face masks and he walks around the house in his towel like đ§đťââď¸
And every Sunday he spends like 30 minutes standing way too close to the mirror while he fixes his mustache, trimming every single hair and making sure it looks perfect before he sits up on the sink and fixes his mullety-shag and fucks with the curls and razors it out until it looks perfect
But thatâs all my thoughts tbh
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