#well if there is one thing I certainly haven't improved on it's being able to make people actually look the ages they're supposed to be
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shiori8 · 10 months ago
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Di Angelo Siblings
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Sooo, to absolutely no one's surprise the new Percy Jackson reboot kicked me into full-blown pjo brainrot mode again lol. I saw these super cute fits and some vintage photos of Venice alleyways floating around on Pinterest and was consumed with the need to draw the Di Angelo siblings in them (it's probably wildly "historically and geographically" inaccurate for them, but we're just going to have to deal with the fact that I'm dumb and uncultured xD It's the vibes™ that count, okay!)
Psst, wanna see something cringe😂? Found this old sketch of them from one of my first forays into digital art years ago:
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And to quote past-me "I can barely look at the old one, but at least that means I improved, aye?"😂
#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo series#pjo show#my art#fanart#artists on tumblr#digital art#pjo fanart#nico di angelo#bianca di angelo#di angelo siblings#well if there is one thing I certainly haven't improved on it's being able to make people actually look the ages they're supposed to be#they both still look a bit too old; they also look like they're judging your entire existance but that's probably fair for Hades' kids lol#proportions and colours are still a little off too; but hey this piece had a very complicated history ok xD??#ok so to go on a bit of a semi-personal rant (scroll away now if you don't wanna see woe-is-me-artist ramblings xD):#I've finally made a veeery old dream of mine come true and got myself a graphic tablet with a display 🥺 fancy glove and all XD#my ratty old wacom has served me well but it really makes such a difference to be able to see wtf you're doing when you move the pen xD#so this is my first piece to celebrate the occasion and oh my goodness...#digital art is hard 😭😭#I'm studying to become a textile designer I have used Photoshop extensively for almost the last 6 years#*slaps roof of my brain* this bad boy can fit so many shortcuts and encyclopedic knowledge of all its features in it#I know this godforsaken program inside out but goddamn it have I never felt so dumb before lmao#wow so shocking who knew that designing patterns and making fanart with like sketching and anatomy and shit would be completely different🤪?#but it really is so different I seriously felt so dumb and like I had to learn how to use photoshop completely from scratch again xD#I did all of my other digital works on my tiny ass phone (Ibis Paint my beloved♡) and I've had years to kinda establish an ok workflow ther#in a weird way having more tools and options at my disposal hindered my workflow so much more because I would get into analysis paralysis#over every brush stroke; every colour selection; brightness adjustion etc.#idk it's kinda weird I wonder if people can relate
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vraska-theunseen · 2 months ago
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aughhhh. aughhhhhjhhhh
#everhoneignore this post classic rant post i don't have real problems everyone can move along#truly have had such a bad couple of days here and i am not even close to finishing the assignments i need to finish in welding being in#clsss makes me want to quit and die i don't know why i'm so slow i don't know why everyone else can intuit this stuff and improve and#understand how to do it and im always always falling behind if i could try harder wouldn't i be able to do that ive got no drive to push#myself at all i guess i like the english and i can do the physics i thought i at least liked drafting and metals fabrication but i feel so#stupid everything i do makes me feel so stupid and my teacher talks to me like i'm always doing everything wrong when i do some classroom#ettiquette breaches that everyone else does too and i can't get myself to go to sleep on time can't get myself to go in early i have hours#and hours and hours and i blink and it's gone and i've done nothing i should've welded today and gone in early to draft but i didn't because#im stupid and im slow and i can't do anything right i have always been able to square away a little bit of pride on being precise on doing#things well because people are always telling me that i am but i am below average here i just can't do things right and i feel like everyone#hates me and thinks i'm obnoxious and i don't know how to interface with my class or my teacher or how to improve or how to be less anxious#and i feel even stupider for that because i am so stuck up not being able to deal with even a little bit of failure or issue or hardship#and everyone around me is sick all my classmates and people in my dorm are sick im sure it's covid they haven't said it's covid but none of#them would test and i've been wearing a mask again but im certainly been exposed to it already and no one else is wearing a mask anyway so#what difference does it even make and i can hear them coughing in my dorm and in the classroom and when i go to get food and i miss seeing#my friends from philly and everuthing will be terrible forever and ever#alex talks
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unma · 30 days ago
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I'm not going to be able to write my typical long rambles for a bit (need to catch up on important work), but here's a short list of things I wanna talk about with the latest canto.
Spoilers, of course.
The entire Canto taking place after the ending of Don Quixote (the first Don, I will not call him the Actual Don because our Don is as much Don Quixote as he is) is not something I expected, but makes so much sense and made for a wonderful story. There are themes of identity, struggling to live under a broken system and GOD THE FAMILIAL TIES. THE FIGHT AGAINST THE TWO MIDBOSSES + THE PRIEST HAD SUCH MAGNIFICENT STORY BUILD UP. AND THE PRIEST'S ENTIRE MOVESET. UGGGH I WANNA TALK ABOTU IT
Hey. Outis. What did you mean by that. We all know what I'm talking about, right? This is the first time I know of that she's actually given even a smidge of info about herself somewhat directly. Somewhat. Everything else is just in how she knows things and acts. Here she is asking a very specific question and god, I need to know more about her now.
Good job Sinclair. And everyone else. But good job Sinclair.
Vergilius with Sanson's face/mask is cursed.
I continue to feel so so bad for the Bloodfiends. They did the best they could in a world that gave them only two horrible options. I couldn't help but compare La Manchaland to the Tokyo Ghoul:RE ending, because the hemobars reminded me of the artificial meat, except in TG:RE it worked and here, well. We saw how that went. I think it's a great idea to start with the after of their solution; this isn't a situation with a possible solution, they tried that and failed. Who knows if there is one that works? Does it matter now that they're all dead?
I'm going to be very weird about Camille once this is all said and done, but I do want to note that the pretty boy being turned into a flower and having a name very clearly gotten from Carmilla the flower (and maybe the book? Haven't read it yet so idk if he's taken from there) is very cheeky. I still wish I could've besting him up myself. This isn't me critiquing the writing, this is me being weird.
The QTE in the ending cutscene of the boss fight was cool and really added to the feeling of fighting against and overcoming a clearly superior foe.
I wanna hug Don Quixote the First. He's such a ray of sunshine and deserved better. Even if he was somewhat delusional, at least he genuinely cared for his family.
What happened to Hong Lu's sister? Did she just vanish? I didn't notice until later on, so I'll probably need to go back and check myself.
Bari is the Librarian of Death (edit: Nameless Bookhunter, thanks for the correction AE)? Idfk and idc for now. If Bari ends up showing up again or a moot of mine decides they wanna talk about it, maybe I'll look into it.
The familial themes here are most certainly also going to be related to Hong Lu's story, which once more is a reason I really should get to reading all the books for this game.
Ryoshu accepting death from the possibility of fighting Don Qui the second was really funny.
The abno fights here are really good, and I love how Limbus is making unbreakable coins the standard from now on. Makes it so you can't just blaze through fights taking no damage, and these battles genuinely feel difficult. That's good. Their designs and mechanics are also pretty easy to understand and match with their ego gifts pretty well. God I wish we had more Rupture ids that could stack as much count as the Lasso abno.
Sancho fight was cool as hell. The clashable 10 speed skill was so good and made it feel like a massive improvement on the Cassetti fight. So good. On use coin power did mess me up a little given it doesn't show up in the clash numbers, but that was on me for not reading tbh.
Fun fact: final boss can be Meatlantern soloed really easily. So easy in fact that that's how I cleared it. Doing it with a full team didn't end well for me. The solo's also really consistent, which is nice.
Mili song is really good. As usual. I need to go listen to it again. I need an in-game mix. I need it. The childishness of Sancho's side of the tune compared with the seriousness of first Don's side is lovely.
Also. Please, in the final clash where you use Don's base ego. I hope you looked at the name of the ego and the name of Don the First's attack. Please. It's such a good detail. And it's so much better when you remember that Sancho was always the one making weapons for Don. He calls Sancho's lances much more graceful than his. It's so lovely. You can tell these two genuinely love each other. It's so good.
Also the fact that basically every fixer we went in with got wiped out by weakened Bloodfiends really shows just how powerful these bloodfiends are. Camille had to resort to using ego gear to survive. Sheesh.
That'll be all for now. Expect a long ramble on any of these points when I'm more free, aka never.
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bosskie · 5 days ago
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First Molluck Artbook Finished
100 pages of Molluck! Frankly, I filled that sketchbook sooner than I thought, in 10 months, since I haven't filled them this fast like ever, and these are mainly rendered works... And I haven't even drawn all my traditional Molluck sketches from this year to this book. So yeah, I have been drawing a lot more this year than I have drawn during the past years... Thanks to this, I feel like I have improved significantly this year.
But yeah, I felt like doing some flip through the artbook, especially when I have never done a video like this before. Couldn't get a better quality, and yeah, I did improve the quality by editing, but you can find these all on my blog anyway. I cut the video like this because I didn't wanna have my hand visible here... (I feel like I cannot stand seeing myself in any image, even if it was just my hand... I can tolerate drawing(s of) myself more.) But you can see the main stuff.
As you might notice, the artbook kinda lost its "original vision" quite soon... This was supposed to be like a book about Molluck, but then, I just drew whatever I felt like, just like I'm used to do... But this is still a Molluck artbook, and it's the main thing! Since this whole thing was finished successfully, I wanted the last page depict why or how this whole this was made:
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It's not the first time you see me hugging Molluck, but this one is certainly an improved version. Man, this sketchbook wouldn't have been finished if I didn't love this Gluk so much... This just felt like the most meaningful way to end this book since it was made with my love for Molluck. I just feel like I cannot even describe how much I love him... He just means so much to me... I have still felt quite awful recently, but Molluck has been able to snap me out of thinking those harmful things.
And yeah, I also felt like showing you all my main tools I used to draw those Molluck things. I just tend to use a 0.7 HB mechanical pencil, that eraser stick thing, and an eraser pencil; this is also the reason why I call these sketches. Oh, and yeah, there's also my brown leather pencil case I ordered with my Oddworld merch from Gametee. (Y)
Here's some "artist's picks" from the book:
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Frankly, if I had to choose only one drawing from the book, I would choose that "Glukkons' plan" drawing. It would be "cool" to make a proper artwork out of it, like a digital painting or something. It would require tons of work though, but I bet that it would be worth it. Gotta get that drawing tablet first though since I'm not gonna draw that with a mouse...
I'm still not done with photos here, since I also felt like taking a photo like this:
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Yeah, just some of my Molluck 'n' Molluck-like stuff. (Y) I bough that hard work sign some months ago and just because it reminded me of Molluck... There's literally "hard work never killed anyone" text in RuptureFarms, though the tone is different than in this one. But even this sign is questioning it, it's only wondering why to work hard, and the answer could still be "moolah" or something. Oh, and I also got two old cigar tin boxes because of Molluck... They decorate my kitchen with that RuptureFarms sign. (Y) And yeah, I also got one bolo tie, and it was before my Molluck thing.
I have already bought like a half year ago few new sketchbooks, so all I need to do is to start yet another one. (Y) Though, I have bough that many also because I felt like dedicating them for certain stuff, like one being for general Molluck stuff and another one would be about my self-insert Molluck stuff. I have really wanted to have one sketchbook just for my self-insert stuff, but I wanted to finish this one first. Naturally, I'm not really going to share my self-insert things, also because well, for not being suitable for Tumblr sometimes... But just some quite "neutral" ones, like that hug. Though, I'm still not sure... If I'm going to post more self-insert stuff, I would like to have another blog for that. I don't even know if you would be interested seeing my drawings related my self-insert story with Molluck, but you can let me know.
Man, it's so odd to think that I have been loving this Gluk for like 3½ years, and I only feel like I love him more and more day by day... It's kinda sad too since he is fictional, but luckily, there's tech and I'm an evil (computer) scientist. (Y) (I tend to make this joke regularly...) But my point was that there do are ways to cope with this craving. Frankly, I have also been wondering if my feelings toward Molluck are this strong because it's my brain's way to keep me alive... Since I can feel like he loves me and he kinda lives inside my head, tells me positive things whenever I feel like I'm just doomed... I don't hear his voice but get thoughts "thru him". Whatever it is, I'm grateful for my Molluck experiences since he just feels so right for me and I feel so much love... This is like the first time I ever feel like someone loves me, instead of only knowing that I'm loved. I have felt like I'm broken because I cannot feel my feel my family's love, only know that they love me, but it's not my fault that I have problems with that.
I don't know what else to say but I'm glad to see that people appreciate my dedication to Molluck! So, as a lil bonus, I feel like sharing one song that, for some reason, has like Molluck vibe the most from all the songs I know: HELIUM VOLA- omnis mundi creatura. I feel like I'm not even able to explain this, but music like this just fits Molluck so well... I wanna draw/paint something one day that encapsulates this vibe. I'm not really referring to the lyrics of the song but the general vibe or whatever you would call that.
But yeah, only one Molluck sketchbook completed, gotta keep drawing!
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shytastemakerthing · 1 year ago
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Hi! I’m completely new to interacting with people on tumblr, but I was wondering if I could see you write the “baking something together” prompt with Lilia Vanrouge? If not that’s perfectly fine!
Hello and thank you for your request! I hope that you enjoy your request! Have a great day!
Tw: Lilia's cooking, that's it. His cooking is always a warning
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Cooking with Lilia headcanons
For the love of all that is good, never let this man into the kitchen, whether he is being supervised or not.
Even if it is just you in the kitchen, if you so much as turn your back for a second, this fae has managed to sneak his way inside and add some 'improvements' to what you're cooking.
Now, if there is ever the time when you both are in the kitchen together, for the sake of everyone's health, and your own life, please watch him.
But let's say you haven't been made aware of the... 'cooking' that Lilia deems to be the best, and you are cooking with him, you now see why everyone in Diasomnia refuse to let the fae anywhere near that kitchen, and why everyone runs for the nearest exit as soon as he saunters his way into the room with a smoking pan of....... something.
You watch him moving around the kitchen with such glee, pouring various ingredients, spices, and who knows what else into this massive pot, claiming that he is making a good bowl of tomato soup.
If it can even be called that....
Your face only grows more and more vaguely disgusted the more that he puts in...... did he just put vinegar into the soup? (Most likely.... and who knows what else)
Trying to help gets you really nowhere. He is keen on being able to provide for you. What sort of partner would he be if he didn't prepare your meals for you? He makes them the most nutritious after all.
........... R U N
The smell of smoke filled your nose as you walked into the Diasomnia common room, and you were fairly certain if they actually had any sort of fire alarms here, they would be blaring. So.... that explains the rush of Diasomnia students flooding into the mirror hall. For them to be running like that, and now seeing all of the smoke, that could only mean one thing.
"Lilia, I thought you said that you would wait for me to help you." You chuckled as you walked into the kitchen to see the older fae with a beaming smile on his face as he stirred a pot with thick, black, bubbling gloop inside of it...... was that a frog's leg hanging out the side?
The vice housewarden only gave his usual gleeful chuckle upon hearing your words, turning to face you as he ushered you to a chair.
"Well, I was going to wait, but then Silver, Sebek, and Malleus tried to keep me from coming into the kitchen even when I told them you were going to help me. But with the excitement of knowing we would get to cook something together, I just couldn't wait! After all, what sort of partner would I be if I couldn't provide you with one of my delicious meals?"
The cheeky fae certainly knew how to get his way into the kitchen, even if Malleus, Sebek, and Silver tried to stop him. Knowing that they were at a loss, you were left to clean up the mess...... literally.
"Now, I hope you came hungry, because dinner is served."
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Authors note: Requests are open!
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inventors-fair · 1 month ago
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Improved Imitations: Modified Copies Winners
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Our winners this week are @10001gecs, @fractured-infinity, and @levelzeo!
@10001gecs — Pea-Pod Fields//Silent Suburbs
Immediately what sticks out to me is what I guessed to be—and you confirmed in your submission—a very direct reference to classic horror film Invasion of the Body Snatchers (1978). For those who haven't seen it, aliens invade by way of strange vegetative pods that slowly kill and replace humans, thus the use of pea-pods as a stand-in. I do think calling it "Suburbs" might be a bit too on the nose, as it's difficult to fit that concept into any of the existing Magic setting, and could easily be achieved with something like "village" or "district" in a more urban plane. I've been really excited to see new Room designs after their strong initial showing, and this really hits the spot. Both doors synergize perfectly while still standing up fine on their own. Pea-Pod fields is a bit harder to quantify on its own, but a slightly more expensive Rampant Growth that thins your deck an additional card is perfectly serviceable. Though, it could feel like the order you want to unlock them is a bit fixed. The land coming back as a creature as well is very clever, and the wording on Silent Suburbs means it works extremely well with effect that let you relock doors.
@fractured-infinity — Boon of Sakashima
I want to preface this by making clear that I say this with the greatest respect, but: what? This is immediately so delightfully off-kilter that I'm instantly transfixed. A one mana Clever Impersonator is certainly absurdly powerful on its own, but both stripping away power and toughness from creatures it may copy and attaching it at the hip to a creature to make it easier to remove are both very smart. It's not flawless however, and I do have a few gripes. Copying another Aura removes most of the downsides and is thus noticeably more powerful that its other applications, so I think it could use a "non-Aura" rider. Similarly, if the intention of being an Aura is to make it more vulnerable, being able to enchant creatures you don't control feels rather against the spirit of the card. Having said all that, though, I'm still a very big fan of the card.
@levelzeo — Vengeful Shadows
Perhaps unsurprisingly, the vast majority of cards submitted this week were blue. After all, blue is the primary color for copying things, but any color can do it if it feels sufficiently appropriate. That's what draws me to this card, then, which does copying in monoblack in a way that just feels so right. Black is already plenty good at bringing back creatures that die, so this really just functions as an extension to that, and tacking the Quietus Spike effect to whoever wronged the creature feels so delightfully devilish. The restriction to your opponent having to intentionally remove something prevents it from being too easily abusable, while the flash enables it to still be a "gotcha" moment against an unwary opponent. The flavor is just delicious too, really epitomizing "vengeance" while fully selling the really cool shadow angle. Part of me is kind of sad that the copy doesn't have shadow, but I'm fully aware that that would be both too cute and too strong, so I don't hold it against you.
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There's another post coming shortly, except it's the runners up! (It's not the winners.) —@spooky-bard
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canirove · 9 months ago
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In The Name of Love | Chapter 22
Author's note: Can you tell when I wrote this chapter? 🫣😂
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"Val, this just came in the mail for you."
"For me?" I say, looking at the big envelope Silvia is giving me. 
"Yep. It's from your boyfriend."
"Oh, thank you" I say, opening it. "Oh my God."
"What… Valeria! Is that… is that him?"
"I think so."
"You think so? Val, you probably are the person who has seen adult Pedri naked the most! Apart from his teammates and himself, of course."
"All the moles are in the right places, so… yeah, it's him."
"Holy shit" Silvia laughs. "He didn't look like that when I saw him shirtless after your first night together."
"He did not, no" I say, looking at the magazine in my hands, a shirtless Pedri on the cover.
"Can I have a look?"
"Yeah, sure" I say, giving it to Silvia.
"Oh, it comes with a note. Happy early Christmas, Val. Hope you like my little present ;) I don't know if you like it, but I certainly do."
"Should I worry about my best friend thirsting over my boyfriend?"
"Nah. You two are too obsessed with each… Holy mother of Jesus, Valeria."
"Now what?" I laugh.
"Look. Look!" Silvia says, showing me one of the photos.
"He looks ridiculous."
"Ridi… what? He looks fucking hot, Val."
"And ridiculous. Who wears a beanie while shirtless?" 
"He does. And he does it so well… I don't know if I'm gonna be able to look at him the same after this, Val. Holy shit."
"You already said that" I laugh again.
"You are such a lucky bitch…" she says while flicking through the magazine. "A fucking lucky bitch." 
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I think your early Christmas present has broken Silvia
What? 😂
Next time she sees you she may jump at you
Ok 😂😂
What about you? 😏
What about me?
Will you jump at me too?
Meh 🤷‍♀️
Seriously, Val? 🙄
You look ridiculous 😂
What? I look fucking hot!
Ridiculous. A beanie while shirtless? Who does that? 😂
I do. For you. 
You love it when I wear one
Yeah, but when you also are wearing clothes
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I thought that was going to be your favourite photo. Because besides the beanie, I'm also showing those things you love so much 
Things? What things? 🤔
The ones on my hips that take you to your favourite place in my body 😏
🙄🙄🙄
They have your name 😏
What? 😂
They are a V shape… V for Valeria
🙄🙄🙄
🤗🤗🤗
I'll print that photo so you can have it on your bedside table and be the first thing you see every morning when you wake up and every night before going to sleep
No thank you
You prefer the real thing, I get it 😌
You'll have him soon 😏
Right now the real thing can stay in Valencia tbh
You are so mean, Val. 
I give you a present and get naked thinking of you, and look at the way you treat me 😔
🤷‍♀️ How have your teammates treated you btw? I'm sure they are laughing in your face 😂
They are a bunch of jealous idiots 🙄
So they have made fun of you, haven't they? 😂
🙄
Poor Pepi 🥺
🖕🏻
Love you too 🤍 And speaking of teammates… Anything new about Ferran?
He still wants to leave during the winter transfer window
Really?
Yeah… And I get it. 
He isn't playing, and his head not being where it should be isn't helping him. 
I think being away even if it's just for 6 months will do him good. 
Personally and for his career
Yeah, I guess… 
It will, trust me
Wish I could be there to hug you right now tho 🥺
I can hug the magazine.  Isn't that what you wanted? 🤗
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Instead of printing a photo you should get me a pillow with your face on it or something 😂
And what are you going to do with that pillow? 😏
Always thinking about the same 🙄
I'm horny, I haven't see you in a week
Then use your hand, Pedro
You do it better 😏
🙄
The moment we arrive from Valencia I'm driving to your place. 
Tell Silvia to leave if she doesn't want to hear certain things
I don't think she'll mind if she gets to see you shirtless in the morning 😂
Like after our first night together? 
That's what she said when she saw the photos.  You've improved since that day
And not just physically, have I? 😏
🙄
I have and you know it. 
And I will be showing you how much very soon 😏
If I let you in
You don't have to let me in for me to show you how good I am 😛����
Jesus Christ, Pedro 🙄
Yep, that's what you will be saying 😏
🙄
Love you too, Val 🤍
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deadbeatbirdmom · 1 year ago
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Personally I don’t expect team rwby to solve all bigotry, but I’d like to see them make any sort of attempt to at least begin to change something? Even relatively small scale?
The SDC seemed like the perfect opportunity but nope,
And maybe don’t kill,of characters like sienna and have characters like Robyn hill who are actively trying to combat class inequality get competed into fighting Salem instead
Movies like nimona manage it I don’t see why rwby can’t
This is the last time I'll be answering an ask to do with these issues in RWBY. I don't feel that there's a satisfactory answer, and certainly not one that I can provide. I've mentioned something along those lines before, but I'm giving you the benefit of the doubt that you're not the same anon and didn't see my posted answer.
I recently reblogged a post about these issues, but that doesn't mean my answer has changed. That post basically said there is no simple fix, and that means it isn't possible to do in RWBY, unless it was a fictional fix that wouldn't work in reality, which would be disrespectful.
I'm not sure what you expect four teenagers to be able to do, even small scale. They're good at fighting Grimm, but that doesn't mean anyone's going to pay attention to them about anything else.
Ruby's lucky at least some people listened to her broadcast about Salem, but that's connected with Grimm.
Weiss was the SDC heiress but ended up having that taken away before she could do anything good with it, and actually doing anything would have had to wait until her father was no longer in control.
Blake persuaded Menagerie's faunus to form a militia and help save Haven from Adam's corrupted White Fang, but that took a serendipitous attack on her parents and their house partly burning down. She can't command that militia to do anything else.
Yang would struggle to persuade anyone to do anything. The last time Remnant at large saw her was during the Vytal tournament broadcast, apparently breaking Mercury's leg unprovoked. The CCT is still down, so chances are most people have no idea she was set up. I dunno, maybe she could intimidate some sense into people?
I'm not sure when team RWBY would have had time to do anything while in Atlas. Ironwood kept them busy. Were they supposed to take down or reform the SDC with the one night off they had? If they'd tried they might well have found themselves arrested, the SDC and its Dust is rather important to the Atlas military. And then where would they be with their goal of getting the second Relic from the Atlas vault?
As for after things fell apart with Ironwood... As important as these issues are, avoiding arrest and doing their part to help get word out about Salem, or helping Mantle and then rescuing Oscar had priority.
It's not the reason they've done it, they just happened to fall in love, but I guess it could be argued that Blake and Yang's romance is some sort of proof that faunus and humans are equal.
After Salem is eventually somehow defeated, I can imagine at least Blake working with or even leading the reformed White Fang and campaigning for faunus rights. I'm sure the rest of her team would help her if there's anything they can do.
But survival against Salem has to come first. So a huntress like Robyn Hill doesn't really have any choice. There won't be any world to improve if Salem isn't stopped.
As for Sienna, take that up with Adam. I'd much rather she hadn't been killed off too, but there was no other way that was going to end between them.
That's the best I can do, anon. I'm well aware it's not a great answer. I can't provide one. I don't think there is one.
I haven't seen Nimona, I don't have a Netflix subscription. Maybe I'll watch it the next time I want to rewatch She-Ra. I've read the Nimona graphic novel years ago, but I don't remember bigotry being solved in there. Unless you meant an attempt being made? I need to reread it.
Edit: this got long and I forgot about a read more cut until now. Apologies!
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melishade · 10 months ago
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One thing I am curious about, in the War Timeline Dreadwing is on the ship and he is currently the SIC of the Decepticons. How does he feel about the enslavement and mass murder of Eldians and Marleyans alike? Dreadwing values honor greatly, I don't think he'll be able to sit idle with all the shit happening. He is someone who took on Optimus twice and gained the upperhand in both fights he is certainly not someone to underestimate.
Part 12: Breakdown’s role
Again, I have to remind everyone that the War Timeline takes place before season 2 episode 7. But yeah, Dreadwing is an absolute powerhouse in strength and loyalty when it comes to the Decepticon cause, but even his loyalty is starting to wane because of how the Eldians are treated.
Picture this: your whole cause is about fighting against the oppression of the Autobots. And that what Dreadwing still believes in throughout the series. He only defected when he realized that Megatron was willing to lie to him in order to protect Starscream about Skyquake.
Now when we go to the War Timeline, Dreadwing is still extremely loyal to Megatron. His opinions on the humans doesn't really matter. It doesn't improve, but it doesn't falter. He just doesn't care about them. He cares about the war and the Autobots. He cares about avenging Skyquake by killing Optimus.
But over time, Dreadwing is seeing Zeke's torture and the treatment of the Eldians and just finds the process unnecessary. They break easily when asked to do tasks. Why not just get the vehicons to do it? They were more than capable of doing so. Dreadwing presses the question to Megatron, but the former warlord justifies it saying that the humans are bugs that don't even live very long. They shouldn't care about their well-being and safety, especially since their lives help save the lives of their own army. Vehicons aren't put in dangerous situations if the humans take their places. Same them resources for combat.
Dreadwing can see the logic behind it. There was still the matter of the Autobots being MIA, and this 'Rumbling' power that has been alluded to before by Zeke, but then he's getting...information. Information about the treatment of the Eldians through the vehicons, and through his own spying of Breakdown connecting with the Eldians himself. And Dreadwing is acknowledging the fact that this was hypocritical of them. Who cared if their lives were short? Megatron was abandoning the cause they stood for in the past.
Dreadwing was ready to try and reason with him, but then he gets attacked by the people from Paradis and the ship goes down. They lose resources, Airachnid still hadn't returned, and Knockout says that Breakdown is dead, and Megatron is going further off the deep end to the point where he can't be reasoned with anymore. Dreadwing is quite fearful of what that would entail. But Dreadwing is mortified to hear that they intend to attack the island with the Colossal Titans. They haven't gauged the threat level. The Autobots are here. They haven't heard back from Airachnid. They needed a plan! He brings up this concern with Megatron, but Megatron has an idea. A completely twisted idea involving dark energon and the titan powers.
(I don't really have much to say about Dreadwing. I think it would take more time for right now, for Dreadwing to defect from Megatron given the circumstances. But the pieces are there. I just think it'd be funny for Dreadwing to form a union now that Breakdown is gone.)
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fruit-sy · 1 year ago
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jjk s1 and s2 spoilers
caught up to the jjk anime this week and damn, hits hard
Animation is stellar, the characters are really fun, there's themes that really hit me hard and godamn the ending of jjk 0 actually made me cry, like tears were shed. I understood why my brother loved the movie lmao
but rn there's one man on my mind. Gojo fucking satoru
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Gojo Satoru is just, wow, what hasn't been said about him? He's certainly a showstopper alright, I know Itadori's the protagonist but my eyes were on Gojo the entire time, season 2 personally was even more exciting with that in mind.
I haven't really had the time to do a deep dive on him, but I do have some thoughts... First, yeah he's hot asf I'll give him that (those eyes of his are on my mind and they won't leave me alone, also props to the english dub for the absolutely feral lines)
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but the progression of him as a person is also really fun to see. I'm especially interested in him maturing from this arrogant and individualistic person at the beginning of season 2 to... well, still being that but also becoming a mentor to other people.
Like, that's such a huge step for me because contrary to what his pride tells him, he's come to realize he can't do it alone (I mean, he can at the moment but it's more realistic to try and personally raise these youth with potential so that they may bring about a powerful new generation)
The line about education really hit me and I kept thinking about it these last couple of days. He wants to bring change, but if he's the only one humanity has to rely on, he'll run himself ragged. And so, he takes the time and patience to grow these little seedlings, watch them get more powerful but also watch as they may fail along the journey. Even though he's become a teacher, he's not soft on them at all. It's a fact that if they're unable to keep up with him, they will get left behind. Whether that be in skill, or death.
Other than to raise more powerful sorcerers, I can't help but feel this also comes from a place of loneliness, because Geto left him.
I wonder, how much it will hurt to see his students fall? Because although they are improving at a fast rate, can they really keep up with The Gojo Satoru? Or will they against all odds, with his full support, be able to carry on when he's gone? Despite the uncertainty, he continues to teach.
Though the goal is daunting, seeing him wake up to his students and smiling brought such a warm feeling to my chest, it was so sweet.
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Also love how unhinged he can get, like characters who do the manic smile thing never ceases to make me giggle excitedly (Nobara and Fushiguro also knocked it out of the park in that aspect, extremely hyped when they went completely off the hinge and kicked ass).
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However, there's one scene that absolutely left me in awe. A beautiful mixture of music and imagery that sent shivers up my body every time I watch it. A scene in which he's shown being a mixture of unhinged, yet so at "peace". The juxtaposition is absolutely beautiful to see.
Fighting against toji, where he was high off his epiphany, he had an inner monologue so quiet, so relaxed and detached from how he usually is, coupled with the same piano tune that accompanied the scenes with him, Riko and Geto in the background. My breath was taken away, my eyes were glued to the screen in awe as the music crescendo-ed, and I couldn't help but think "he's beautiful" splattered in blood, bathed in sunlight and eyes glowing with the most vibrant blue.
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After the dust had settled, the three of them lost something that day. Riko lost her life, Gojo started to lose his best friend, and Geto started to lose his moral compass and ideals.
The piano music was called "一緒なら" or "If I am with you/together". I wonder why? Perhaps the first time, it was from Riko's POV, as she, Gojo, Geto and Kuroi were sightseeing for the very last time.
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The second time, although Gojo seemed detached from Riko's death, perhaps he genuinely cared for her, so much that he'd mourn in his own way.
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The arc started with Gojo carrying Riko in his arms
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The arc ended with Gojo holding Riko's dead body as the crowd celebrated her death.
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He started to lose it, even asking Geto if he should kill all of them. Funny how the tables have turned.
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shelikesrainydays · 4 months ago
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// August 7th, 2024
Welp, there goes July. It's interesting to see how actually setting a time to do things and monitor the progress somehow (in my case, with Forest) my study habit improved monstrously. Instead of doing it sporadically (particularly, those days in which I feel extremely anxious about my career) I try to sit down everyday and do something. The "2 minutes rule" that James Clear mentioned in Atomic Habits in my case is the 25 minutes of a single study session. Weirdly enough, I found myself wanting to keep going on for two or three sessions more. I'm not kidding when I say that this has been a life changer for me: I don't dread studying anymore. Sure, there are days where I don't fancy the idea of coming back from work and keep my mind busy for 2 extra hours, but it's not the majority of days, and that's what is surprising me. Like... guys, these are 18 solid hours of focused time🤯 And do you know what is the best part? I find myself being able to focus better on other things as well. I still have a lot of room for improvement, but comparing this to my past self, it certainly is a HUGE change. I'm excited to see how this will keep evolving 🙌 On another note, since I haven't been able to keep this blog active during these past few weeks (apart from the occasional reblog):
✦ I started watching How I met your Mother with bf (he says that knowing me, he's absolutely sure I'm gonna love it). Yeah, I'm not very good at keeping up with series, specially those that have more than 3 seasons; so it won't surprise me if anyone who reads this thinks "Girl, how's it even possible you haven't watched it?!". Sorry not sorry, I spend my little free time daydreaming about stuff okay? ✦ We also watched the whole season 6 of Mystery of Aaravos, a.k.a as The Dragon Prince. My GOD, sh*t just started getting real. We even set the time to make Hamantaschen, those Jewish jelly pastries in a shape of a triangle! Even though they looked hideous they were surprisingly tasty 😋⭐
✦ I bought myself a new Kindle! My previous one was okay, but I thought it was time for an update and I took it as a treat for being able to focus better on my studies. I ordered a few stickers as well, I will decorate it as soon as they arrive. ✦ We also got tickets for a symphony concert at one of our local theaters today, to listen to Harry Potter, Jurassic Park, Star Wars and other iconic movie pieces 🎻. It's my first time attending to this kind of events so I'm pretty excited about it as well! I've always wanted to go to a Hans Zimmer concert, but I think this will have to suffice for the time being. I'm sure it will be great anyways. ✦ I'm a little stuck with my japanese. Even when I still do my Doulingo sessions, I feel like I need to start practicing more my kanjis. And I reached the point where not knowing katakana has become an obstacle. So yeah, if I want to keep at it, I need to stop ignoring the writing practice. It's just, so hard keeping with everything up. And the new kanjis keep accumulating... 🫠
Phew, that was a lot to write! But I'm not sure when I'll have the time to do this again so I wanted to create a meaningful post.
Cambio y fuera.
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poisonappletales · 7 months ago
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@automaticcheesecakenacho’s Valentines + White Day Replies [3/5]
@automaticcheesecakenacho submitted the following Valentines:
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She wrote:
Here's the first of the second Valentine collection and it's for majority of the characters that I wrote a Valentine gram to last year, 2023. The only one that I wrote a friendship Valentine gram to is for Sis Ambrosia~ 💌 This is part 1 and it's to Sis Ambrosia~ Love you Sis Ambrosia~ ❤️ 
Link to where I posted all of the second Valentine collection:  https://www.tumblr.com/automaticcheesecakenacho/741165649700782080/hi-again-world-please-see-the-first-post-from?source=share
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She wrote:
Here is the 4th Valentine of the 2nd Valentine batch to Chase (Second batch)
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She wrote:
Here is the 6th Valentine of the 2nd Valentine batch to Barium (Second batch) 
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She wrote:
Here is the 7th Valentine of the 2nd Valentine batch to Unknown (Second batch)
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She wrote:
Here is the 8th Valentine of the 2nd Valentine batch to Viktor (Second batch/collection)
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She wrote:
Here is the 14th Valentine of the 2nd Valentine batch to Grant (Second batch) 
♥♥♥
Here are the White Day replies!
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"...If you don't have much experience with confessing or being in relationships, I'm not sure how helpful your advice is, Lady Ambrosia."
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"Even if I haven't been with a man before, Lady Jasmine, I do have my observations!
But I do believe trusting your intuition is important, even when it comes to things outside of confessing to someone you like."
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"You should've included something about looking your best, too!"
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"Ah, I think it'd be better to say...be confident! If looking good helps you to be more confident, then you can certainly do so. It doesn't hurt."
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[rolling her eyes] "You give such boring, cookie-cutter advice. Forget about confessing. Just give the guy a smooch. You'll know if he likes you then."
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[blushing] "Um...that's a very bold move. It's also possible it may not be appreciated so I...well, I don't know if I'd be able to do that..."
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"No duh."
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"Not to mention, Sir Thunder might be dangerous so I was including a lot of safety tips..."
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"It is almost unbelievable that Grant of the Trold received a Valentine. He also made his card design really simple..."
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"There's nothing wrong with simple. Or with him receiving a Valentine! My brother deserves to have one!"
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"His wrestling tips could use some work. But cool dog."
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"Haha! Is everyone just criticizing everyone's advice today? At least there's nothing to complain about with mine."
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"I don't know. I feel like you're kind of copying my Valentine's style."
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"No, I'm not. Mine has sushi and yours ice cream."
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"They're both food!"
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"Um...why does the sushi on the left look like it's crying? I don't think anyone should eat that one."
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"Hah, making it your pet now?"
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"I'll make it a very happy sushi. I'm just not sure what sushi...eats?"
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"Say, Arsenik. You prefer my confession 'tip' over Ambrosia's, don't you?"
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"Oh, of course not. Miss Ambrosia gives perfectly sound advice so I wholeheartedly recommend seeing her if the confessor is unsure about things."
[murmuring:] "Never mind the fact that If Miss Ambrosia were to follow your advice with the wrong man...it could completely ruin her first kiss."
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Here are some extra confessing tips from Ambrosia, tailored for each man!
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Arsenik
♡ He seems like a gentleman so I would think he would appreciate good manners.
However! I also believe he has a sense of honor so it's more important to be honest and genuine. If you're someone who's rough around the edges, then let it shine! Of course, self-improvement is always good. But you should not have to change yourself specifically for a man. ♥
So that brings me to my next point!
♡ Charge your confession with the pure power of your love!!!
Chase
♡ Sir Chase looks like he might doze off if you go on for too long. So keep it short, simple and to the point!
♡ Don't let his scars scare you! Once you get to know him, you'll see that he's not such a frightening man at all.
Wind
♡ With Imugi, I feel like it's always best to approach with caution.
♡ You might benefit from confessing with your eyes first. So look at him with the power of your love and see if he returns the look!
Night
♡ I have no tips for Sir Cyanite. You should not confess to him.
Onyx
♡ It's awfully hard to tell what he's thinking. Maybe you should use your finger and draw a heart on the glass of his helmet. Hehe...
King Barium
♡ Um...I think it might be rather easy to confess to him. Rather, he might easily confess to you by inviting you to join his harem! But do you really want to join it?
Viktor
♡ Put on your best smile!
♡ Speak loud and clear!!
X
♡ X marks the spot!!!
♡ Ehe, more seriously...X marks the spot.
♡ Give him some more of his favorite candy?
Unknown
♡ I don't think you need any tips here either. Rather, I would say...don't say 'yes' to everything he wants, okay?
♡ Throw sushi at him.
Prince Alexandrite
♡ Erm...not much is known about him, is there? I don't even know him myself, really...so let's just rely on our trusty fail-safe.
♡ Charge your confession with the pure power of your love!!!
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kym2020 · 1 year ago
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Depths*The Beast Laying Hidden Beneath
Bloodthirsty Beast Chapter 5
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《A few days after the start of filming》
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Rei: "The third victim...!? Once again, is it the work of the 'Beast'? They're getting in the way of our work..."
Adonis: "I see. So the victim was once again someone we know. It seems that the 'Beast' is indeed targeting people related to the Sakurayama¹ Social Club. And persistently at that... Perhaps they have already infiltrated this group."
Koga: "For now, I have an alibi for the first incident. That means I can be ruled out as a suspect, right?"
Rei: "I was on duty that day too. My colleagues should be able to vouch for my alibi."
Adonis: "Sagurayama-san and Ohata-kun had alibis. That means, for now, it's only the two of us without alibis."
Rei: "What about you, Hatori-san?"
Kaoru: "Huh? Are you suspecting me? Just because I took the day off alone doesn't mean I would commit a crime. Isn't that host discrimination? Besides, I use a stage name for business, so please don't call me by my real name too often, okay?"
Koga: (...Adonis is still suspicious. His acting is still a bit awkward. From what I see, it seems he's still uncertain. He's a bit more restless compared to the three of us.)
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Adonis: Excuse me, Director. It seems I still haven't fully grasped this role. Because of that, I've caused trouble for everyone. Am I the only one staying behind for the practice? Just me and the director? Understood. Thank you very much.
Koga: Oi, oi, is he okay? He finally got called in by the director.
Kaoru: More than......just a little, I'm quite worried about it.
Rei: Since it's Adonis-kun we're talking about, I believe he'll eventually make a course correction.
Koga: Yeah, that's right. I hope he can find some tips... Look at this. Adonis, that jerk, has written so much in the script. Even though he's not that good at writing Japanese. It's cruel if he doesn't see any results after this. Huh? This script has a page after the crumpled one that has been fixed. What is this...!?
Kaoru: Is this...!?
Rei: It says, "Please help me"... Should I call it a cry from Adonis-kun's heart? So that's why the script was unnaturally crumpled. It's more serious than I thought. He might be carrying a lot of stress due to his own immature acting skills.
Koga: I can't believe Adonis was feeling so cornered... Let's go ask him right away. Why was he carrying such a burden until it got to this point?
Kaoru: Yeah, I'd love to do that, but... considering Adonis-kun, maybe it's not a good idea to go and ask him right now.
Koga: Huh?
Kaoru: You see, Adonis-kun has been asking for our advice all along, right? But I feel like he's struggling with the fact that his acting hasn't improved. If we ask him right now, it might make things even more difficult for him... That's what I think. I agree. It's hard to imagine Adonis-kun treating his tools of the trade so carelessly.
Rei: Adonis-kun is doing his best. By misleading him with our advice, we might further corner him.
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Koga: Hmph. You're just spouting pretty words. I get it. If Adonis is burdened with a problem he can't share with anyone, it's only natural for us, his comrades, to listen and help him figure it out. I'll accompany him during his extra practice. Adonis will appreciate not being alone with just the director, right?
Kaoru: You're full of youth, Koga-kun...
Rei: Indeed. When I see Adonis-kun and Koga like this, it makes me feel rejuvenated as well. However, I can't say for sure if it was a good decision to let Kouga go. There's also the possibility that Adonis-kun's extra practice serves as an excuse for filming the 'Beast' scenes. It's certainly a difficult situation to navigate. We must be careful not to inadvertently step on a tiger's tail.
Kouga: (Tch, causing me to worry...)
(But man, he's really unlucky. I never thought he would end up practicing one-on-one with the director. Their directorial plan must have clashed severely.)
(Though his acting is awkward, it's not so terrible that it had to come to this.)
Adonis: ........!
Koga: (Haha, he's putting all his passion into his acting. It looks like he's truly focused. Wasn't this my cue to enter?)
Adonis: please stop. Director you are going too far...
Koga: (Oh...? Why is the director bowing? And on top of that, Adonis is desperately trying to calm them down. What's going on...!)
(Damn it, I don't understand! Maybe because the director's voice is too soft, I can't hear from here!)
(No choice, I'll get a bit closer—)
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Adonis: Director... I'm sorry, but if that's the case, I'd like to quit.
Koga: (...!?)
(Quit? Does that mean... Is he really going to abandon the job? Quitting, is that what he means?)
Hey, Adonis! What were you talking about with the director just now?
Adonis: Oh, Ogami... You were there.
Koga: What was that exchange about!? The director was bowing their head, and you said you want to quit—don't tell me you're quitting this drama?
Adonis: I'm sorry, but I can't say. The only thing I can tell you is that I made a rational decision. I don't want to trouble the rest of 'UNDEAD'... Please believe me.
Koga: tch....!
translator's notes:
[1] Sakurayama or Sagurayama Social Club, I'm getting confused with the raws.
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cataztrophi · 1 year ago
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20 Questions for Fic Writers
Tagged by: @noodyl-blasstal thanks!!
Tagging: @fandomsnstuff @duck-newton I think a lot of people have been tagged already but if you haven't pls consider this an invitation to answer these as well!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
2 currently, but I plan on putting up my TAZNC work at which point I will have 15!
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
4,680 right now, but that number will increase by a lot shortly since I think all my TAZNC works were between 1,000-4,000 words.
3. What fandoms do you write for?
TAZ, and I've got a few Owl House things in the works I hope to finish some day.
4. What are your top five fics by kudos?
Show Me Yours, then The Thing With Feathers
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Yes! I love receiving comments and I love being able to talk a bit about what I was thinking when I wrote things.
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I don't usually write a lot of angst, but probably this unnamed ficlet because nothing really gets resolved at the end, although it is a fairly hopeful ending.
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
It's hard to pick, I write mostly things that leave a lot of possibilities open, but I'd say probably my 10th entry for TAZNC this year (man I really gotta name these things) because I think the emotional journey makes the ending more satisfying.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Nope! I've only gotten very kind words and I'm extremely grateful for all of them.
9. Do you write smut?
Yup. Nothing I'm quite finished with yet but I have several in the works and I hope to get some posted soon
10. Do you write crossovers?
They're not really my style, but I think they are fun to think about and play around with!
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not that I know of, and I'm small enough right now that I think it's unlikely.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Not that I've heard of
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
I did once on a previous account, unfortunately I was very bad at finishing anything at that point in my life and I hadn't gotten on ADD meds, so we didn't finish it (my fault). I'd like to co-write something at some point, but I think I'd need to have more practice with writing/finishing longer stories before I felt confident about doing it again.
14. What's your all-time favorite ship?
Taakitz babey! Top tier meet-weird plus some truly beautiful moments, and such a great dynamic to play around with
15. What's the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
I'm not sure I'd say "never," but there is one Taakitz fake dating fic that I would need to seriously rework in order to make it coherent. I hope to finish some version of it someday, but it certainly won't look like the current WIP.
16. What are your writing strengths?
Boy I wish I knew! Someone told me I have a "lyrical" writing style, so I'll take it! I do really like working with the flow of words. Also I wrote a lot of tender romantic scenes when I was a touch-starved closeted high schooler, and I was surprised by how easy those scenes feel to write in my current work.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
I have a tendency to write too much lead-in and too much ending if I'm not careful, so I basically have to chop off the first and last bits of every fic. I am very bad at coming up with plots. I worry a lot about capturing characters' voices and can struggle with differentiating them. And as previously mentioned, I tend to start a lot of things and not finish them, although I think I'm improving in that regard!
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
I'm very wary about it for myself. I could just about manage French but for anything else I'd want someone fluent to look it over for me.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Good Omens, back before the TV series came out! It was a pretty small fandom at that point, and I had to get my Aziraphale/Crowley angst out somewhere when I only knew like three people who'd read the book
20. Favorite fic you've ever written?
I'm really proud of my TAZNC work, but I think I'm still proudest of The Thing With Feathers because I feel like I did exactly what I wanted with it and captured everything I was hoping to.
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xoxoemynn · 2 years ago
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Absolutely not discounting the original poster's account of what happened in the Our Flag Means Brainrot server but I don't think it's like that anymore? I joined somewhere around June I think, so after all of that stuff in the post went down, and I haven't seen that kind of behavior continuing. It's honestly a pretty inactive server most of the time, even with so many members? Obviously I don't know anything about internal mod politics or any of that stuff but it's possible the culture over there has changed? I know for one thing they pretty actively post resources to prevent people from whitewashing in art etc. (I swear I have no investment in this at all, it's just what I've observed more recently than when the poster left the server)
Yeah, I mean, that very well could be the case! I certainly hope it would be. But even knowing that it once was a place where that kind of activity was allowed has tainted it for me. It's not even the people who were "actively" racist (I may be fucking up some wording here so forgive me, it's been a day, hopefully you understand what I mean), but the fact that many people also sat silently and allowed it to happen. Who's to say those same people who sat silently aren't still there? I honestly just would not be comfortable being in that kind of environment. I wouldn't be able to trust it.
(Also, the poster very much deserves a massive apology. They'd obviously be well within their rights not to accept it. But that behavior was clearly racist and malicious and imo any talks of "we're going to do better!" fall flat if not also acknowledging and apologizing for harm done to the ones hurt.)
And if, like you said, there have been improvements, truly, that's wonderful and I hope that continues. But for me personally, I'm going to choose to spend my time in other fandom spaces that don't have a history of mistreating fans of color. I'm in a few other smaller OFMD Discord servers that I do really enjoy, but if I caught any whiffs of that kind of behavior I'd be leaving those, too. That's my non-negotiable line.
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samiholloway · 5 months ago
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You flex your hands and the joints click a little, all of them. You never quite realized just how many joints are in your hands before, how perfectly shaped all the little bones have to be to work so well together. It's freaky, being so /aware/, and you're starting to freak out, but you're also still paying attention to your hands and the signals telling you everything is exactly, perfectly the way it's supposed to be. Still paying attention to the doctor saying, "There was an accident. You were hurt. Too badly to heal, for sure, too badly to save, really, but you were here thankfully and we were able to do this for you."
"What did you do?"
The voice in your head is still yours; the voice that comes out is not yours at all. That voice is calm, pleasant, absolutely even, perfectly androgynous, and comes with more signals telling your about vibrating membranes and speakers and volume and resonance.
He looks uncertain.
You say it again, louder. "What did you do?"
"You're still you," he answers, not the question you asked. "You'll see."
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You are still you, after a fashion. You like the same things, dislike the same things, have the same memories. But you don't eat now, even though you technically can if your energy cells are running low. If you do, you don't taste things the same way, just analyze the chemicals for the conversion to emergency power, so what's the point? You could eat rocks and it would be as appealing.
You miss coffee in the morning, and tea at night, and chocolate cake.
This body is yours now, they assure you of that. You live in it, these are your hands, your feet, your face that's just as mobile and expressive as your first one. But the features weren't modeled after anyone in particular, and certainly not you in specific, and even though the expressions are all you, you don't think the face in the mirror looks much like you, though you're getting used to it. (It was hard, at first, a gaping void between /you/ and /your reflection/, a gut-deep sense of wrongness that made you avoid mirrors for weeks. You don't need the bathroom much anymore anyway. Who needs a reflection?)
You worry they'll repossess your body. You worry there's a secret clause you don't know about. You aren't paying for it, they haven't asked for anything in return other than updates and periodic visits for monitoring and recalibration or repairs or upgrades as they improve the technology -- you're the first success and they're learning a lot from you -- but what if you do something with it that they don't like? They say it's yours but you didn't choose it and it doesn't feel like you and doesn't feel like it fits right, so what if you start changing it to make the fit better?
The longer this goes on, this strange new life, the more you think about this. Where is the line where it stops being your body and goes back to being their property? You ask yourself every time you paint a new section of your chassis, ask again as you start experimenting with casing materials.
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You don't age now, not really. The doctor you woke up to retires, and his successor is the lab assistant who knows your workings inside and out. You're not the only one now, but you're still the first.
"How long do you think I'll last?"
"Oh, probably as long as you want to," she says. "We could just keep replacing parts indefinitely, I think." She has an arm almost like yours to fix a problem she was born with. Both her hands work the same way, as smoothly as if they were both flesh.
"Am I still me?"
"Do you feel like you are?"
You think about it as she fits a new joint into your leg; the old one gave out after ten years of long hikes to see the world. This one is a shiny new gold, so it'll shine through the filligree of the leg around it, all the lights and wires tracing the curves like art.
"I think I'm more me than I ever have been."
“You must be confused, and that’s understandable. Allow me to explain,” says the doctor as you wake up in your new robotic body.
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