#welcome to me freaking out. HHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhHhhh

[cleocatrablossy]

FUCK. My schools outside of school PE thing doesn’t work if you aren’t exceptional at your sport, have a special ed plan that requires the time slot, or taking an advanced PE. FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK. I don’t have fucking time in my schedule for PE. I’ll have to drop a science. Like??? I already have to take French 3 outside of school and talk to a councilor about what other required classes I can do at community college instead. I have 5 more science classes to squeeze into 2 years. FUCK. And I don’t want to drop any of them. Because we’ve got: AP Bio, Marine Bio, Environmental Science, Forensics, and Physics. I mean if any of them were to go, I could probably lose AP Bio? I mean going into regular Bio lasts year I already knew almost all of the material, so it’s the one I likely stand the least to gain from. Or I could drop forensics, but that’s the class I’m specifically taking with my buddy so it has to stay. FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK. I’ll go to the councilor this week and ask about all of this stuff. I mean at least we have weights as a class, I wouldn’t mind that. I want to build upper body strength and hopefully I’ll be getting to work on trail clearing so that’ll be good. Like o could technically not do math one year and still graduate, but I actually sorta like it??? And I want to take calc and stat. Calc for college reasons and stat just because I like the teacher lol so I’m taking algebra 2 over summer. And Sure I could lose theatre, and lose my sanity with it. Or it might just work out??? Unless I’m missing something. But I think I might just have time if I do French 3 over summer, because I’ll have my two years for graduation plus the third one that UCs like. Wont have time for art class though. Why did I have to start highschool like… the Year after they got rid of the 8th period??? Please please please please give me more classes actually. I am a try hard who in freshman year decided to take every science class here and now has to stay committed to it because it’s funny.