#weirdest thing for me is when i started making self-depreciating statements/jokes.

[itshomobirb]

there are the big things that my mother has done to me, but there are also the thousand little things she's done, and im just wondering why the fuck didn't anyone say anything. like my laugh's been made fun of. my smile. any speck of acne. every aspect of my body. my clothes. my toileting habits. my anxiety. my deepest insecurities. nothing was sacred, my family's and mother's entertainment mattered more than my emotional well-being.

my mother really was just a bully, and my family literally just did not give a shit.