#weeee this was so much fun thank you dude!! :D

[ravonixx]

tell me about some of your favorite plush toys that you have pleaseeee

Aaaaa thank you so much for this super fun ask!!! :D Here's a big family photo of most of my guys! Some aren't pictured bc their setups are annoying to deal with and others are in a box at my parent's place lol

I have... a lot.. but here are some of my favourites under the cut! :D [this got long lmao]

Childhood Companions!

Albear - white teddy bear: Gift for me as an newborn, I used to be so tiny that I could sit in his lap ;w; I don't have memories of ever playing with him, but he's such a comfort to have around, he's like a guardian angel <3

Snowball - white cat: Found her at a chocolate factory gift shop when I was very small, [around 3-6 I think?] I remember taking here everywhere with me! She's really floppy, lost half of her beans throughout her 2 decades of adventures, and has more than deserved her retirement <3

Egbert - chick egg: Another infancy gift, and my first ever sensory aid <3 When I was born, I was very premature and very sick, so I spent my first many months in the NICU. My parents said what then the nurses would do their shift change, I would cry and cry and cry because I couldn't handle the loud sounds [hello autism], so they placed him on my head to help reduce the noise ;w; Similar to Albear, he's another one of my angels <3

Ariel - orange + white webkinz cat: Another constant-carry friend during older childhood! I fuckin LOVED webkins as a kid and she was my first one! :D Her fur is all matted and she's lost a lot of her softness over the years, she's brought me so much joy! ;w; She's in retirement with her snowy sister <3

Main Cuddlers!

Tito - Black + white cat: Relatively new, got him last year! Named him after a concept in one of my comfort movies; "Puss In Boots: The Last Wish"! I thought he looked similar to Kitty Softpaws, and named him Tito after her Gatito Blade :3 Last year I'd take him to work with me if I was feeling low, his name is also fun echolalia to me XD "Tee-toh! Tee-toh tee-toh tee-toh! <333"

Essel - Small fox: Another outside carry pal, the most portable of the bunch! [But he's currently taking a break from outings because his fur is crusty and needs a wash] I got him at a nature museum, he's soooo baby ;w; Named him Essel because I initially called him my "Emotional Support Little Dude", which turned into "ESLD", then dropped the D and settled on "Essel"! :D I drew him too! He's so cute! X3

Simon - Grey cat: Newest pal!! I love him!!! So much!!! I got him on amazon a week ago and he hasn't left my side since ;w; He's so soft, so cute, amazing snuggler <3 I take him with me most places too, like work [sometimes] or grocery shopping, even if he stays in my bag to preserve his cleanliness and softness, just knowing he's with me brings great comfort ;w; He's on my lap as I make this post and he says hello! <3

Wilson - Red panda: A gift from my wonderful Partner! We are partially long distance, but see each other every 2 weeks, and they bought him for me during one of those visits ;w; I snuggle him when I miss my partner, and named him after Wilson from House M.D. because I thought he had "soft kind eyes" and has similar kind energy to the character <3

Silly Smol Frends:

Hubert - Grey bunny: Dollar store friend! He's real cheaply made and looks so wonk,y like he got ran over by a bus, and I fucking Love that about him XD He's so silly-cute, makes me happy to look at his smushy face X3

Unnamed tabby cat: Literally me, my ideal form, when ppl are mean to me that's what they're being mean to, I'm just a lil silly kitty cat :3 It's very soft and very cute, but also very stiff and top-heavy, a beloved dust-collector <3

Unnamed red panda: Also me but with more autism, extremely soft, fits in the palm of my hand and is surprisingly heavy for its size! Another beloved dust-collector <3

Happy To Have / Big Boys:

Kitty - Black cat: Big super soft 5lb weighted plush!! I got her as a christmas gift 2 years ago, she's a wonderful lap cat to help ground me when I'm feeling Fucked Up

Cat Stolas - Grey cat: CAT STOLAS!!! CAT STOLAS!! HE HAS FUCKING PAWBS!! I fucking Love Helluva Boss, and when I saw this dude on Temu last year I knew I had to get him! I never expected myself to fall so deeply in love with a knock-off plush but his paws are so awesome XD Not the softest, for the most part tho he's a beloved dust-collector too =w=

Misha - Pink + white octocat: So incredibly soft.. so incredibly baby,, so cute and wonderful,a little difficult to cuddle so for the most part she gets pets, and she brings me so much joy ;w; Got her from a cute lil gift shop a few months ago! X3

Thank you for the ask!! If you have more questions about any in the group photo or wanna see other angles I'd be more than happy to share! X3

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YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! HAMILTON ARRIVED ON DISNEY+ A FEW DAYS AGO WHAAAAAAAAAT!!!?????

as you couldn't tell, I am IN LOVE with Hamilton! the musical got me into discovering the musical fandom! sure I was in love with Hairspray and musicals in general but Hamilton was my first actual music obsession!

this is the LIVE SHOW! just recorded professionally! and Imma do my usual review on it! :3

-lol king george's intro at the beginning! XD

-WHO ELSE BOPPED AND GOT EXCITED DURING THE FIRST SONG IN ACT I: ALEXANDER HAMILTON!?

-I like how the crowd is so respectful to the performers and only laughs and claps when necessary!

-the dance choreography! *chefs kiss* perfecto!

-YO! the actors for John Laurens/Philip, Lafayette/Thomas Jefferson and Hercules Mulligan/ Maddison ARE. FINE! they. are. DADDIES! PERIODT!

-okay but like... the actresses for Angelica and Peggy are also pretty fine! like.. UwU WIFEYS!

-Angelica~, (work, work) Eliza~ and PEGGY! the schuyler sisters~! sorry I had to! TvT

-ANGELICA. IS. A QUEEN! PERIODTTTT!!

-lol everything that comes out of King george's mouth is gold! XD

-RIGHT HAND MAN IS A BOP OH MY GOD! (O///o///O)

-aw, Helpless is so wholesome I love it! <3

-okAY BUT SATISFIED IS MY FAVORITE SONG AND IT'S WHAT GOT ME INTO THE HAMILTON FANDOM! I KNOW THE SONG WORD FOR WORD ISTG-

-lmao who else died at raise a glass reprise cuz... XD it got me!

-WAIT FOR IT IS MY SECOND FAVORITE SONG!! (>///o///<) but like show me mother theodosia pls! T^T

-"I'm a general! WEEEE"  Charles Lee~  best quote by far!

-  the way! John Laurens! looks at Alexander! jesus why does he have to be so attractive!?

-damn Alexander got daddy issues! O_O

-that would be enough almost made me cry what??

-EVERYONE GIVE IT UP FOR AMERICA'S VERY HOT FIGHTING FRENCHMAN!... wait that's not the lyrics..

-damn! dying is easy, but living is harder... that hit different! :'(

-THE WORLD TURNED UPSIDE DOWN!! HOLY THAT SONG SLAPSSSS!!

-oml Hercules Mulligan's solo (O///_///O) and he sticks his tongue out too! he's a aggressive top hottie and I am living for it!!!

- what comes next was totally foreshadowing for when Trump becomes president. like, "when your people say they hate you, don't come crawling back to me"! like yo! foreshadowing or what??

-aw dear theodosia! my third favorite song! you know, ever since I heard this I wanted to name my child theodosia so that I could sing her this song as a lullaby.

-NO!!! JOHN LAURENS MY HUSBAND!!! T^T </3 I knew he was gonna die anyway cause I've listened to the sundtrack many times but still! and Alexander was so happy singing about his son and then he hears about John's death I'm- :'( I almost cried again during that song... you can probably tell that I love John Laurens..

-NON STOP THO!! LIKE WHAT!?! THIS SONG WAS AWESOME IN THE SOUNDTRACK AND IT'S MORE AWESOME NOW THAT I'M SEEING IT AND SINGING ALONG!! (>///O///<)

~~intermission~~

-okay okay, act II! I'm ready!! give. me. that. tea!

-THOMAS JEFFERSON! HOLY SH!T HE'S HOT!!! AAAAHHHHH!!!

-OH! AND HE DOES THE KISS!! excuse me while I faint of fangirling...

-aw, poor Maddison is sick. lol corona?? I'm telling y'all they knew what was gonna happen in 2020! like even John wanted to help end black slavery and then there was that george floyd situation now and just... foreshadowing all over! :T

-HOLY CRAP YO THERE'S AN ACTUAL RAP BATTLE!! XD WHAAAATT??? like Jefferson and Hamilton got them mics, they be all up in each other's face roasting each other like bro!

-"turn around, bend over I'll show you where my shoe fits!" OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHH! GET ROASTED JEFFERSON BAM WHAT??

- lmao why the fnck do they have an grown a$$ man playing a 9 year old?? XD

-okay, I love the sister dynamic for Angelica and Eliza! they're so cute! and I like how no one questions that even though their races are different they're still related. and it bothers me that people nitpick about that. like leave them alone, they are sisters! periodt!

-oh no it's say no to this... I hate this song... I can't believe Hamilton had an affair with someone he doesn't even know! who cares if she's hot?? you're MARRIED!

-and wait... ain't that the actress who played Peggy in the last act?? sheesh no wonder she's so attractive!

-look at this dude saying "lord show me how to say no to this, I don't know how to say no to this"! LIKE BOI! just say no! tf?? it doesn't matter if she's a fncking model! if I was married to a kind hearted, gentle and just generally an amazing person Like Eliza, and a woman pulled me in their bed and said "stay~" I would've  been like "HAHA nope! peace out my guy, I'm already taken thank you very much and they do it to me better than you ever did! periodt!" and I would leave. it's that easy!

-"and her bodies screaming hell yes" BOI IF YOU DON'T KEEP YOUR D!CK IN YOUR PANTS AND GO HOME ALEXANDER I SWEAR TO FnCKING ALLAH......

-and he fncked up... that's it... I'm done!! Deuses! *gives peace sign and leaves*

-no one else was in the room? okay we getting hype now! XP

-damn Aaron Burr is a great dancer! XD

-oh sh!t oh sh!t there's another rap battle! same people too... everyone take cover! seriously this is not a drill!

-damn! okay did not hear this yet?? uhm so.... Hamilton snapped. and not the good type of snapped too... the moment he was given a opportunity to speak he literally shouted "YOU MUST BE OUTTA YOUR GODDAMN MIND!" and when I tell you I shook....

-"daddy's callin'.." oKAY FIRST OF ALL HOW WRONG DOES THAT SOUND TO YOU??

-lol when Burr came on stage and started singing, Jefferson was so confused he was like "bruh the hell did you come from??" and I died! XD

-oh sh!t Burr and Jefferson are joining forces- LOOK OUT EVERYONE AS THEY BRING THE THUNDER!

-YO THE RAPPING IN THIS SONG IS LIKE WOWZAH! LIKE BARS BRO! :D LIKE FnCKING M&M IS QUAKING!

-"sir, I don't know what you heard but WHATEVER IT IS.... Jefferson started it.." LMFAO ALEX I SWEAR TO GOD XD

-one last time oh no I'm scared this song is gonna make me cry isn't it??

-YEP I WAS RIGHT! I'M CRYING NOW! GREAT!

-George Washington's voice is so powerful oh my lord... and oop! he's crying too! also great! :'D

-my hEART T^T-

-King George Istg STOP! XD

-also yay, I like how they used a woman for the guard/right hand man to the king! as a feminist... I approve UwU

-who else flinched when the king started laughing........ because I did....

-"sit down John you FAT MOTHER FnCKER!" oop... was not expecting that!

-NO ALEX DON'T TELL THEM THEY'RE JOINING FORCES YOU'RE DEAD IF YOU TELL THEM THAT- aaaaaaaand you told them... smart.. real smart -_-

-okay but Thomas' reaction was even more funny on screen then in the sound track X'D

-welp... now Burr's gonna tell everybody.. oh wait no.. ALONG with Jefferson and Maddison... good job, Alexander..

-holy sh!t the reynolds pamphlet! he actually wrote it down?? I mean I knew this happened but STILL! WHAT THE FnCK, HAMILTON?!?

-Jefferson is getting to hype for this I swear XD

-OH CRAP ANGELICA IS HERE!

-"all the way from London? DAYUM!" that's me!

-damn, work it, King George! XP

-YEAH DAMN RIGHT HIS POOR WIFE ELIZA DIDN'T DESERVE THIS! >:(

-aw man, Burn hit's different! especially when you catch your ex cheating on you. if that ever happens, LISTEN TO THIS SONG! trust me!

-I feel so bad for her.. :(

-Philip saying "the scholars say I got the same virtuosity and brains as my pops, the ladies say that's not where the resemblance stops~" MADE ME DIE! LIKE ON THE SPOT! NO JOKE!

-the ladies are getting hype for Philip and honestly I CAN SEE WHY! HE'S A DADDY! DUNNO! UwU

-OOF! BEEF!

-he got shot AGAIN!?!

-he dies AGAIN!?!

-WHY DOES THIS HANDSOME BOI KEEP DYING?? LET HIM LIVE BRO!! T^T

-poor Eliza...

-oh god please no not it's quiet uptown! Imma cry again!

-oop... and now I'm crying again... ain't that fun! :'D

-the way they held hands at the end! T^T be still my heart!

-DAYUM! Hamilton chose JEFFERSON over Burr! oof, that's gotta sting!

-"you know what we can change that, you know why?" me: why? "because I'm the president.." me: *blushes and sweats*.... uh.. ahem... welp, that's enough convincing for me you got it sir!  I am so sorry... TvT

-oh no they about to duel! oh sh!t oh sh!t! I'm scared!

-lol A. Ham! XD I'm sorry I just find that so funny! HAM! AHA do I look like a Christmas meal to you?? lmao

-he's... HE'S AIMING HIS PISTOL AT THE SKY! BURR HOLD UP DON'T SHOOT DON'T-

-... he shot Hamilton...

-seriously Burr??

-Eliza has been through many heartbreaks right now..

-oh this is my 5th favorite song. who lives who dies, who tells your story... I'm gonna cry again, aren't I?

-yep! definitely just cried! that song always hits home for me..

I love this musical so much! no words can describe how much it means to me. so I suggest you listen to the soundtrack yourself, if you haven't and tell me how you feel about it. c: