#website that i wish i could forget about lmao rip

[fenharel-archived]

had the misfortune to read things in the solas tag again. 12 dead 27 injured

[hatsukeii]

I have another songfic idea and despite the requests in my box I will do this first lmao if I don’t Imma forget tomorrow-

This blog is bnha starved, so let’s go with that:3

Idfc//Soulmate AU! Bakugou x Reader

Word count: 2700+

Warnings: Swearing

Summary: In a world where the name of your soulmate’s quirk is tattooed on your arm when you turn 17, Bakugou got unlucky in the soulmate department.

Despite all his prayers and wishes for the words “Game Over” to appear on his arm, life just didn’t want to go his way.

What’s even worse, is those words ended up on shitty half n’ half’s arm. 

What a way to screw with Bakugou.

He watches as you step out of the school gates, Todoroki’s arm wrapped around your waist. Giving you a tiny wave, he rocks forward and backward, hoping for you to notice him. You glance towards his direction, pursing your lips, before ignoring him and making your way home with your boyfriend. The ash blond’s fake grin falters, shoving his hands down his pockets, head hanging low as he turns around and goes his own way.

He still remembers the moment he realised you weren’t his soulmate. The way his heart dropped when the words on his arm said “Zero Gravity”. His parents were ecstatic, cheering as they celebrated over how their baby boy was growing up, and how he would soon meet the love of his life. What they didn’t know, was that he had already found the one he loved, and it sure as hell wasn’t Uraraka, whose quirk was on his arm. Just that one revelation was enough to make his entire weekend shitty. He definitely did NOT want to be with Uraraka. She was way too bubbly and annoying. Plus, her quirk had a lame name. And she’s way too clingy for his liking. He tried his best to stay optimistic about the situation. Maybe he’ll eventually be able to change his fate if he defied it. Maybe if he was able to make you love him back, the names would change. He racked his brains, searched for answers on every website he could think of, asked on every forum he could find, but still, nothing. He was stuck with Uraraka, and there was nothing he could do but sulk and accept it. That night, he cried himself to sleep, knowing he was never going to get a chance with you. The only person he wanted was snatched away from him and just the thought of being able to win her over was ripped to shreds.

The following Monday back to school was no better. In fact, it was worse. He watched as you excitedly told him about your soulmate, the words “Half Hot Half Cold” imprinted on your skin as you explained how you got it the day before. You were beyond excited, knowing fully well who your soulmate was. The pretty boy of 1-A that all the girls were head over heels for. Thank god you couldn’t tell that the tiny grin plastered on his face and the playful cheering was fake. Those were all just poor attempts to mask all the despair and heartbreak he stored up in his chest. All Bakugou could possibly do was be happy for you. That’s what he should’ve done. However, no matter how hard he tried, it just never worked out. You were always there in the back of his head, lingering around in his mind like an annoying pest that he couldn’t get rid of. Thinking of you became a daily routine. He would stare at you longingly in class, text you every day after school, cry about you every night, and wake up puffy eyed. Waves of depression hit him every single time the sight of you having fun with Todoroki appeared in front of his eyes. He swore that if he heard another person talk about how cute you and Todoroki were together he would punch their face in. People backed away from him whenever he was close to the dual haired boy, not wanting to get on his nerves.

In class, Aizawa started noticing his lack of focus in class. For months, Bakugou had been in a constant state of daydream, staring at you in class as he thought of all the things you two could do if only you were his soulmate. He would spoil you so badly. Take you out on as many dates as he possibly could. Kiss your tears away when you were crying. Pillow fights every weekend. Cuddle you while the two of you watched movies on your bed. Eventually present you with a diamond ring in a tiny velvet box. All those possibilities, flushed right down the drain as he was constantly snapped back to reality by his homeroom teacher every single time, remembering that he was only a best friend to you, nothing more. He wasn’t doing as well in class, and his parents were worried. Since when did their straight A son start flunking English? Mitsuki was anxiety ridden, fearing for her son’s mental state, as she should. Bakugou would rather die than admit he was weak, but at times like these, a motherly hug would be nice. Mitsuki would let her son cry on her lap, instead of sulk on his bed all alone. He may not have told her anything about what was making him seemingly depressed, but all he wanted was some form of emotional support, even if it was from his old hag. Masaru would join in sometimes, giving Bakugou a few pats on the head or ruffling his hair. They didn’t know what had changed his son so drastically, however despite their worries for his academics, they knew that he was not okay, and that it was their job to help him, even if they were in the dark about the situation.

“Bakugou, you’re going home alone again? I thought Kirishima was gonna walk you back!” Mina jogs towards Bakugou, placing and hand on his shoulder and launching herself into the air with a jump. Usually, Bakugou would flick her hand off at the last moment, but instead of doing that, he remains stoic, completely ignoring everything around him. “Haaaah? Hello? Earth to Bakugou?” He rolls his eyes, trying not to blast the pinkette’s fingers off as she pokes his cheek, trying to get a reaction out of him as Kaminari and Sero approached the two.

The Bakusquad were quick to catch up on his issue. Kirishima was the first to point out the difference in his now quiet, negative attitude compared to his usually boisterous and aggressive personality. Being the top tier best friend he was, he tried his hardest to get something out of Bakugou. Anything. He soon informed the rest of the gang about it, much to the blond’s annoyance. Since then, they’ve been trying to get Bakugou out of his heartbroken state and back into the rat he usually is. Everyone was worried for him, fearing that this would affect his mental health. They were there for Bakugou since day one, hyping him up whenever he was about to make a move. Cheering him on when he finally asked you out. Encouraging him to continue fighting for you when he was feeling down. They always thought the two of you were meant to be, but they were mistaken, because obviously fate has a cruel way of messing with people. Out of everyone, Kirishima was the most concerned. He had watched his best friend put himself down time and time again, all because of you. He was always there to give him a punch to the back, reminding him that he still had a chance. He was there to listen when Bakugou wanted to vent his issues out. He was his number one wingman, setting the two of you up in secret as an attempt to help Bakugou get with you. When he eventually found out his soulmate was Uraraka, and that yours was Todoroki, he was shocked, to say the least. However he was also frightened. Scared. He was scared that Bakugou would go back to his cold self. He was scared that the friendship he had bonded with you would break. He was scared his best bro’s heart would be shattered. Despite his efforts to cheer him up, the blond was not improving. The fiery, determined flares in his crimson irises were gone, replaced by a dull, hopeless maroon. 

“Don’t be so down in the dumps about the whole soulmate thing Bakubro! Maybe you’ll eventually move on!” Oh, what a big mistake Kaminari just made. The icy glare sent his way is scary enough to kill, piercing through his skull and shaking every single nerve in his body up. “I don’t fucking care at all. Leave me the fuck alone.” This isn’t his usually grumpy attitude, where he’s just irritated. He’s being dead serious, his tone hinting that if they didn’t get away from him right this instant, they were going to get their asses kicked badly. “Guys, maybe we should just leave him alone for now.” The three teens backed away from their moody friend, waving him off before going their separate ways.

Whenever anyone tried to make an effort to understand his frustration, the only answer they would receive was a forced out “I don’t fucking care.” That was the only thing Bakugou would tell people, including you. Oh how oblivious he was, thinking no one saw through the facade he was putting up. If he had to admit he was a weak bitch that cried over some stupid crush, he would kill everyone in the room and then himself if that’s the last thing he does. No way in hell is he letting his strong, tough, intimidating image down. Time after time, he would tell people he didn’t give a fuck about you. That you were just another extra in his life. Just another stepping stone to his inevitable victory. The time you overheard him telling Kirishima you were just another obstacle in the way of his success made your heart shatter into a million pieces. You slowly started to let him go, not wanting to let yourself get hurt anymore by his words. Everyone acted like they fell for his white lies, as if they were dumb enough to not hear the audible hint of pain in his usually shameless voice. He really did all this, just to convince himself to move on from these useless feelings that ate him up from the inside. His usually unfriendly self became extra hostile, shutting out everyone that tried to help him. He was increasingly aggressive with each passing day, letting out all the pent up anger and bitterness onto his classmates. At that point, Midoriya was so scared that he requested for a seat change from Aizawa. Almost nobody dared approach him. Some even begged for him to be excluded from sparring and training, although it was unsuccessful. It was guaranteed, without question, that whoever was going against him was going to be beaten to a pulp, bloodied and battered, burn marks everywhere on their bodies. In some instances, All Might had to step in, and even he suffered a few nasty blasts from the ash blond. Even you were getting irritated by his irrational actions, occasionally calling him out for it, much to his dismay. This was the last thing he wanted. For you to slowly break away all the bonds you two made. For you to take another person’s side, without even thinking about how he felt.

Walking out from his quick shower, he sat on his bed, grabbing his phone and going through your chat again, as if the ‘seen’ at the bottom of the wall of good morning and goodnight texts will magically disappear and replace itself with your replies. Groaning, he throws his phone onto the wall, letting it fall back onto his mattress as he shoves his face into his hands.

Since the time you heard him call you an obstacle, you started to let go of the friendship you had made with the fiery teen. He held a special place in your heart. He was your first, and best friend. You two shared everything during those late night talks you had through FaceTime. If you had to choose between Todoroki or Bakugou, you would save the latter first. The moment you realised Todoroki was your soulmate, you were ecstatic. Your fat crush on the aloof boy was a known thing around 1-A, and the fact that you were lucky enough to get him as your soulmate made all the girls jealous. However, things took a turn when Bakugou started to go back to his cold self. He stopped calling you after school. He stopped walking you home. He stopped trying to keep a conversation with you, only replying with the driest responses he could muster up. You didn’t know what was up with him, but it was annoying you. The one time you were looking to confront him, you overheard his conversation with Kirishima. “She’s just an obstacle.” “A stepping stone to my victory.” “I don’t fucking care about her.” It was as if everything you have done to befriend him was for nothing. He only thought of you as some extra. Nothing more. You were pissed, definitely. He was acting cold, ignoring you, all because he never cared. You made up your mind, and sent him one last text.

“If you didn’t care about me then we should’ve never became friends.”

And with that, the friendship that you two put so close to heart was erased from your life, never to be seen again as you left his side and joined with Todoroki.

This is the last straw for Bakugou. He yells into his hands. Nobody’s home, and even if somebody were in the house, he doesn’t care. He screams until his lungs give out, his voice reducing to a raspy groan after ten whole minutes of screaming. He was mad at himself. He was mad at his fate. Why did it have to take away the best thing that happened to him? Why did you have to land in the hands of Todoroki? Just the thought of it fills him with anger, sparks emitting from his palms as his sight is clouded by red. Scrambling onto his bed, he sends punch after punch towards his pillow, activating his quirk and letting the fabric burn as he continues the assault on the pillow, feathers now flying all around him as he screams, tasting his own tears. He doesn’t care about his pillow being completely demolished. He has extras at home anyways. Throwing the now tattered pillow onto the floor, he grabs a new one and shoves his head into it, sniffling into the cool material. “Why do I feel like this? How can one person ruin everything for me? Why is this happening? What kind of God does this to people? Why do I care anyways?” His eyes widen as he realises what he just confessed to himself. “No. I don’t care. I don’t fucking care at all. I don’t care. Not a shitty single fucking bit.” His heart aches when he says that, as if it’s mocking him for trying too hard to convince himself to believe something that was completely untrue. The ash blond thrashes wildly on his bed out of frustration, kicking his sheets away and muffling his strained screams into the clean pillow. “Stop, stop, stop, stop, STOP! WHY? CAN’T YOU JUST GET OUT OF MY HEAD FOR A FUCKING DAY? JUST A FUCKING SECOND? PLEASE?” Pulling his sleeve up, he stares at the words “Zero Gravity” in disgust. Bringing his free hand up, he activates his quirk, sending a scorching burn to the words as he hisses in pain, flinching a little bit. The soul mark is now a shade of pink, but the words are still clear as day. He knows he screwed up bad with you, but what could he do about it? You’re happily dating your soulmate, and all ties between you two have been cut off. All his texts have been left on seen. You have stopped talking to him. With that, Bakugou knew what he had to eventually come to terms to.

He cares. He cares too much. 

All the times he’s said “I don’t fucking care” were just pathetic attempts to forget about the cruel truth, even just for a moment.

You’re never going to go back to him.

Todoroki is your boyfriend.

And he was just another classmate to you.

References:

Idfc- Blackbear

Lyrics to said song

A whole lotta brainstorming because oh my god my angsts are becoming more and more predictable and repetitive and I hate it ahahhaha

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Have fun reading this love ya sorry for not writing anything in days and uh I’m gonna go to sleep now because I have school and I need at least 5 hours:D

[thestudyfeels]

ninety two questions! (which is a lot rip)

tagged by my lovely froind @artemistudying :”)

tagging: @athenastudying, @nerdyign, @clevergirlstudying, @getshitdonetbh and anyone else who wants to do it! (just say i tagged you!)

LAST

1. drink: choco milk

2. phone call: my mom

3. text message: a friend

4. song you listened to: “attention” by charlie puth (listening to it right now!)

5. time you cried: i dont really remember, maybe two weeks ago?

HAVE YOU

6. dated someone twice: no

7. kissed someone and regretted it: no

8. been cheated on: no

9. lost someone special: not really? i forget rip

10. been depressed: for like a month, yes (not anymore, tho)

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: no (didnt throw up)

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS

12-14. mauve and brown and black and yellow and some pastel colours lmao i cannot choose

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

15. made new friends: yes!

16. fallen out of love: no

17. laughed until you cried: yep

18. found out someone was talking about you: ppl talk about me all the time but idgaf literally lmao

19. met someone who changed you: YAS OMG

20. found out who your friends are: yes

21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: no (fb is like ancient yo)

GENERAL

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know: dont use facebook

23. do you have any pets: nope :”(

24. do you want to change your name: not really

25. what did you do for your last birthday: i had exams lmao

26. what time did you wake up: 7:15 am

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: reading a book LOL

28. name something you can’t wait for: nothing atm rip ;-;

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: just now

30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: stop procrastinating and exercise often (aka my weaknesses)

31. what are you listening to right now: “attention” by charlie puth lmao

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: no lol

33. something that is getting on your nerves: like ppl who dont care about their education? like?? yo like learn smth, inspire yourself, inspire others - why you wasting your life bro

34. most visited websites: yt, tumblr LMAO

LOST QUESTIONS

35. mole/s: no

36. mark/s: no

37. childhood dream: to become an astronaut (i still wanna be one ah :”)

38. hair color: really dark brown

39. long or short hair: short rip

40. do you have a crush on someone: no

41. what do you like about yourself: that i’m passionate about most of things that i do and that i can be inspired by certain things (that didnt make sense lmao sorry)

42. piercings: one on each ear

43. blood type: O+ (yAS NIDHI)

44. nickname: tay

45. relationship status: single unicorn

46. zodiac: leo

47. pronouns: she/her

48. favorite tv show: friends, masterchef rip

49. tattoos: i want one on my wrist that says “hope” :”)

50. right or left hand: right

51. surgery: none

52. hair dyed in different color: nope

53. sport: athletics or badminton, used to do taekwondo

54. hello, number 54: wth lol

55. vacation: what is that lmao (take me away pls)

56. pair of trainers: any shoes tbh

MORE GENERAL

57. eating: corn on the cob

58. drinking: choco milk

59. I’m about to: go do homework rip

61. waiting for: nothing?

62. want: chocolate cake please (and a doggo ahh)

63. get married: if i find someone worth marrying then why not?

64. career: not sure atm

WHICH IS BETTER

65. hugs or kisses: hugs aNYTIME

66. lips or eyes: both are cool? wtf?

67. shorter or taller: taller

68. older or younger: younger (i want to be kid again tbh)

70. nice arms or nice stomach: hAHA WTH? both are required i guess?

71. sensitive or loud: in some cases sensitive, in some cases loud.

72. Hookup or relationship: relationship

73. troublemaker or hesitant: neither

HAVE YOU EVER

74. kissed a stranger: no

75. drank hard liquor: no

76. lost glasses/contact lenses: yES omg there is a really funny story about it, ask me sometime 

77. turned someone down: yes

78. sex in the first date: no

79. broken someone’s heart: i hope not

80. had your heart broken: um lets ignore this

81. been arrested: no

82. cried when someone died: no one has died, that i know of? but i cried when a neighbor was taken to the hospital

83. fallen for a friend: yes lmao (also yo falling in love with a friend is so much better than falling in love with a stranger? or even your crush? that’s my opinion ofc)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

84. yourself: yAS

85. miracles: sometimes!

86. love at first sight: no

87. Santa Claus: LMAO no

88. kiss on the first date: probably? (again as i said, that person would be a friend for me so i guess we already know each other?)

89. where tf is 89 mate

OTHER:

90. current best friend name: dont have any? i have a bunch of close friend tho :”)

91. eye color: brown

92. favorite movie: any animation movie by dreamworks (i’m a sucker for animation movies dont blame me)

[crapcrepe]

Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag! Thank you @moonlitlarrie and @adidasmodel for tagging me! Love you!  LAST [1] drink: coffee  [2] phone call: my dad  [3] text message: my sister  [4] song you listened to: Sober II by Lorde  [5] time you cried: umm maybe last week? [6] dated someone twice: noo  [7] been cheated on: no thank god [8] kissed someone and regretted it: no  [9] lost someone special: yes :( [10] been depressed: yes, last year was a rough one [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: no, I don’t drink LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] pastel purple  [13] black  [14] baby pink  IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: oh yes I’ve made some amazing friends (wow thanks uni)  [16] fallen out of love: naaah  [17] laughed until you cried: heck yeah   [18] found out someone was talking about you: nope, I’m pretty boring so there’s not much to talk about me  [19] met someone who changed you: yes I have  [20] found out who your true friends are: yes, it was hard   [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: no, get facebook as far away from me as possible  [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: 97% yikes  [23] do you have any pets: aww yes I have a dog, he is HUGE and A GOOD BOY [24] do you want to change your name: I wanted to for a long time because it means ass in English rip me  [25] what did you do for your last birthday: I went out for dinner with friends and then went to hang out with my ex-classmates, then came home and cried. Yes, I’m a VERY fun person lmao  [26] what time did you wake up: around 9am [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: I was on this hellsite   [28] name something you cannot wait for: Sziget festival wohoo  [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: a few minutes ago   [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: the way I’m living it   [31] what are you listening to right now: Supercut by Lorde   [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: ye, it was my crush and f*ck him  [33] something that is getting on your nerves: people not respecting other people’s opinions [34] most visited website: defo this hellsite  [35] elementary: don’t really remember it tbh but I was constantly playing footie with the boys  [36] high school: I loved it, my classmates are like my brothers and sisters   [37] college: currently attending and I have a love-hate relationship with it [38] hair colour: blonde but it’s dark blonde and it’s kinda ombre-ish idk it’s weird  [39] long or short hair: long af  [40] do you have a crush on someone: no thank lawd [41] what do you like about yourself?: my eyeeees   [42] piercings: ears but I don’t wear earrings  [43] blood type: I literally have no idea (is that bad???)  [44] nickname: faneh, bözsi, fanyek   [45] relationship status: single (and I love it) [46] zodiac sign: aquarius  [47] pronouns: she/her [48] fav tv show(s): breaking bad, brooklyn99, oitnb, sherlock, hannibal, my mad fat diary and skam but I haven’t seen the last season  [49] tattoos: no but I wanna  [50] right or left handed: right FIRST… [51] surgery: I had my tonsils removed [52] piercing: I was a tiny when I had my ears pierced [53] best friend: I don’t really believe in “bests” I love all of my friends and I love them for different reasons so I can’t choose (am I making sense??) [54] sport: I did majorette and I loved it so much  [55] vacation: Italy  [56] pair of trainers: mom was dressing me in converses since day 1 and I think my first one were baby blue   [57] eating: I have no idea    [58] drinking: beer  [59] i’m about to: pack my suitcase because I’m leaving for my vacation tomorrow [60] listening: nothing  [61] waiting for: the day my country legalises same sex marriage  [62] want: to eat?? I’m always up for eating [63] get married: yes but like I’m mega weird so kudos to my future husband  [64] career: I’m studying to be a teacher so hopefully that  YOUR TYPE… [65] hugs or kisses: hugs. big ones. long ones.   [66] lips or eyes: eyes [67] shorter or taller: yo I don’t care about height (I’m a smol) [68] older or younger:  2-4 years older  [69] romantic or spontaneous: romantic I guess [70] nice arms or nice stomach: you don’t have to have anything nice on your body for me to consider you my type so lemme skip this question  [71] sensitive or loud: sensitive?? [72] hook up or relationship: relationship I’m like an 81yo grandma [73] troublemaker or hesitant: idek???? HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger?: no and I’d never ever do that  [75] drank hard liquor?: no, I don’t drink (not the Harry Styles I don’t drink™, I legit don’t drink)  [76] lost glasses/contact lenses?: I always lose my glasses in the house because I forget where I put them and I always take out my contact lenses before searching for them so I always end up looking for my glasses for an hour [77] turned someone down?: yes but it was by accident RIP ME WHO AM I   [78] sex on first date?: no thank you  [79] broken someone’s heart?: I mean I hope not??  [80] had your own heart broken?: a little  [81] been arrested? no lmao who do you think I am I barely go outside [82] cried when someone died? yes :(  [83] fallen for a friend: no 

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself?: I really should but like I’m lame and I don’t  [85] miracles?: yess [86] love at first sight?: no? yes? kinda?  [87] santa claus? no sorry nfjfkr  [88] kiss on the first date?: if it feels right yes  [89] angels?: I like to think that the people I’ve lost are beautiful angels so yes   [90] current best friend’s name: *insert all of my friends’ names here*  [91] eye colour: do I believe in eye colours??? heck yyeah they exist njfnrkfl  [92] favourite movies: anything by Xavier Dolan, Bighero6 and Love Rosie   I tag: (You don’t have to do it if you don’t want to fnrjfnr) @delicatelou@lionheartlouist @victoryjacket @larryownthisass @louislittlefeetsies

[deep-nerd]

I got tagged by @wibuwibirb 

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag some people (i dont tag people lmao im lame)

LAST

Drink: Coca Cola 

Phone call: Uhhhhhhhhhh.....Im not including the telemarketers...so my friends Raleigh and Mauri

Text message: my friends Raleigh and Mauri (i text them all the time because i love them taJDBAKJABSD)

Song you listened to: Stereo Love Edward Maya 

Time you cried: Like three?? four??? days ago lmao. Sensory overload

HAVE YOU

Dated someone twice: uhhh no????

Kissed someone and regretted it: non

Been cheated on: non

Lost someone special: My grandfather on my dad’s side died when I was five...and...i think thats it unless I am forgetting someone. I am really bad at empathy rip

Been depressed: BOI YOU DON’T KNOW ME DO YOU IM ALWAYS DEPRESSED PFFFFFFFTTT i want to die

Gotten drunk and thrown up: beer smells gross so i never had it but I have thrown up a lot because of bad food choices.

Made new friends: hell ya

Fallen out of love: Ye unfortunately. Happened in all three of my relationships where i got stressed out and stopped caring. Which is terrible to the other person and I’m like bruh Im so sorry you dated my dumb ass. so Im not dating anymore because of that

Laughed until you cried: ye

Found out someone was talking about you: :)

Met someone who changed you: everyone tbh

Found out who your friends are: :0 yis

Kissed someone from your Facebook list: no

Kissed a stranger: A stranger kissed me on the cheek so yes????

Drank hard liquor: nah

Lost glasses/contact lenses: nah

Turned someone down: LMAO YAH THERE WAS THIS ONE ASSHOLE WHO SAID HE HAD A CRUSH ON ME AND I LAUGHED LIKE NO BITCH BYEEE 

Sex on the first date: sex is gross.

Broken someone’s heart: probably.

Had your heart broken: nah

Been arrested: no

Cried when someone died: no????

Fallen for a friend: platonically lmao 

Kissed on the first date: maybe?

GENERAL

List 3 favorite colors: teal, pink, black

How many Facebook friends do you know in real life: a lot

Do you have any pets: 6 indoor cats and 1 billion outdoor cats

Do you want to change your name: um not really

What time did you wake up: i woke up at 6:00am but fell back asleep until: 9:30

What were you watching at midnight last night: Heat Guy J lmao

Name something you can’t wait for: Moving in with Raleigh and Mauri aka graduating college so I can leave and live with them

When was the last time you saw your mom: A week ago

What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: uuuuuuhhhhhh..a lot of things. Like not having un-diagnosed mental illnesses first of all

What are you listening to right now: a fan

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: lmao ya

Something that is getting on your nerves right now: not even a week has gone by since i moved out for college and my mom went into my room and moved shit like what the fuck. That is why i was so paranoid about leaving my belongings at home because i knew i fucking kNEW she was going to touch shit like cant you just leave it alone like its my stuff i bought for me i hate it when people touch my stuff without permission @ my mom smh

Most visited website: Tumblr

Mole/s: i have three on my face and a lot on my arms

Mark/s: i have a brown dot on the bottom of my toe

Childhood dream: uuuuuuuuuuhh 

Do you have a crush on someone: aromantic binches what is love

What do you like about yourself: :) literally nothing tbh

Piercings: i have my ears pierced and I really would like a lipring not because of an anime character but because i would look rad af and its my body @ my dad

Blood type: O??

Nickname: Talia, Tal, Deep, Clair

Relationship status: Single and staying single

Zodiac: Cancer

Pronouns: they/them

Favorite TV show: Heat Guy J, Tokyo Mew Mew, Fullmetal Alchemist, A shit ton

Tattoos: i want tattoos

Right or left hand: right

Surgery: my back got cut open because of scoliosis. had to get my spine straightened

Hair dyed in different color: my hair is teal rn ey

Sport: im not athletic lmao

Vacation: i went to hawaii this year and hated it because i got shit on by my family and we always did what my mom wanted to do and i hate my family i dont liek doing family vacations.

Pair of trainers: what. shoes??? uh. what lmao

Current and all-time best friend: all my friends are great

Eye color: Brown

Favorite movie: FUCK I DON’T KNOW

WHICH IS BETTER?

Hugs or kisses: hugs

Lips or eyes: Eyes.

Shorter or taller: shorter because anyone who is taller than me is too tall what the fuck

Nice arms or stomach: stomach?

Sensitive or loud: sensitive

Hook up or relationship: Relationship

Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

Yourself: no

Miracles: considering my shitty personality...yes.

Love at first sight: no

Santa Claus: i used too but santa had the same handwriting as my parents

[m-ercurian]

ndI was tagged by @pastel-taegi  thank you so much i love these

Rules: You must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

The last:

1. Drink: coffee or water i don’t really remember. i’m not much of a coffee fan but it’s cheap so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

2. Phone call: my mom (it’s always my mom)

3. Text message: my friend mia

4. Song you listened to: holdin on // flume

5. Time you cried: oh shit i don’t remember???? which is pretty fucking rad if i may

6. Dated someone twice: i haven’t

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: not really idk

8. Been cheated on: nope

9. Lost someone special: hm i guess so, but i don’t see it as a loss really

10. Been depressed: ya altho i’m feeling pretty good lately (not to jinx it or anything)

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: twice

List three favorite colors:

12. Blue

13. Yellow

14. Orange

In the last year have you:

15. Made new friends: yep and i love them to bits honestly

16. Fallen out of love: yeah

17. Laughed until you cried: yup, yup

18. Found someone who talked about you: lol i don’t get this but probs?

19. Met someone who changed you: i think every person you meet influences you a bit, but nobody really changed me majorly

20. Found out who your friends are: i mean idk i guess

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yep

General:

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: a solid 70%

23. Do you have any pets: yes my dog is the love of my life

24. Do you want to change your name: naw i feel like it suits me

25. What did you do for your last birthday: had my friends over and gotten drunk, most of them stayed for the night it was amazing

26. What time did you wake up: around 9ish

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: i was cuddling with my s.o

28. Name something you can’t wait for: idk really there’s nothing in particular that i’m that excited for atm

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: 2 mins ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life:  i’d be less indecisive and actually finish all the things i started

31. What are you listening to right now: holdin on // flume

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: uh not really

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: i’m chill atm

34. Most visited website: probs like youtube and tumblr

35. Elementary: i’m not sure what this means but i want to forget elementary school

36. Middle school: we don’t really have that??? that’s all elementary school here

37. High school: i’m starting my last year of high school in september and i’m not sure if i’m excited or absolutely terrified

38. College: kind of can’t wait, kind of wanna die before it happens

39. Hair color: black n boring

41. Do you have a crush on someone: i have a bf rn

42. What do you like about yourself: i’m tall, i have pretty eyes, my hair is this nice length rn?? my glasses suit my face really well, and idk. when it comes to my personality i’m patient and reliable and always there for others. GUYS I’M STARTING TO LOVE MYSELF FUCKING FINALLY

43. Piercings: i have my ears pierced, but i haven’t worn earrings in ages so i think they healed

44. Blood type: b+

45. Nickname: i don’t have any cute ones worth posting

46. Relationship status: taken heh

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favorite tv show: sense8 (rip in peace that was such a good tv show) also how to get away with murder (keep in mind i haven’t finished s3 yet)

49. Tattoos: naw but i’d like to get one someday

50. Right or left hand: right

51. Surgery: never had one

52. Sport: i was ice skating trash even before yuri on ice tbh, i can also enjoy football during the world cup, also basketball

54. Pair of trainers: vans and converse are life

55. Eating: nothing

56. Drinking: nothing atm

57. I’m about to: play either league or sims 

58. Waiting for: dad to come back home i’ll regret saying this when he actually comes

59. Want: to dye my hair

60. Get married: i’d like to but in the distant future

61. Career: i want to do something art related (but that scares the shit out of me)

Which is better:

62. Hugs or kisses: both are good

63. Lips or eyes: eyes although again both are good

64. Shorter or taller: i like feeling smol so taller, but then again it doesn’t matter because both things are super cute

65. Older or younger: it really doesn’t matter

66. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms asdhgh

67. Sensitive or loud: sensitive tbh

68. Hook up or relationship: relationship yooo

69. Troublemaker or hesitant:i don’t care about thathonestly

Have you ever:

70. Kissed a stranger: nah

71. Drank hard liquor: yep

72. Lost glasses/contact lenses: no god bless

73. Turned someone down: yeah

74. Sex on first date: nope

75. Broken someones heart: i sort of broke my current bf’s heart before we started dating yike

76. Had your heart broken: yeah awful experience would not recommend

77. Been arrested: nope

78. Cried when someone died: yeah

79. Fallen for a friend: yikes yes can we forget that pls

Do you believe in:

80. Yourself: ocasionally

81. Miracles: i think so

82. Love at first sight: nah, it only happens in movies. this reminds me of my classmates lmao they were all shitting on the fact that i love scifi and fantasy  because thats tOo UnReaLiStiC but they all drool over those annoying instalove movies

83. Santa Claus: nah

84. Kissing on the first date: i think it depends on how the date is going

85. Angels: yeah. i always sort of liked the idea that everyone has their own guardian angel it’s quality fic material

86. Fate: yes and no??? it’s hard to explain

87. Ghosts: nope

88. Supernatural: sometimes

92. People you can  trust: well the most trustworthy people in my life are my best friends and i LOVE THEM TO DEATH also how the heck is this the 92nd question wtf the fuck

i tag: @whyjaeho (i can finally tag you this is happening); @demon-glittter; @noirkat; @beepolitics; the entire @phanpotternet; @kyusass and literally everyone who wants to do this i love y’all

[boyiega]

92 Truths

Rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag!

Tagged by: @unvoidance​ (u r too cute tysm bb) Tagging: (@velvetrpc​ @steinfeldofrph​ @bellamysgirl​ @abbeyofrp​ @billieofrps​ @billieslourdes​ @claraoswal​ @jcffreydean​ @auliicraval​ (i’m sorry i know i’m forgetting a lot of people, but if u see this consider urself tagged!)

LAST…


[1] drink: dark chocolate almond milk (am i a child? absolutely!!)


[2] phone call: my friend to pick me up from a party


[3] text message: my dad lol


[4] song you listened to: blood by the middle east


[5] time you cried: thursday! 

HAVE YOU EVER…


[6] dated someone twice: nah

[7] been cheated on: nah

[8] kissed someone and regretted it: yep!!!


[9] lost someone special: yes


[10] been depressed: oh yes, it is a v fun time luv lyfe

[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: did u mean friday night???? bc yes

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:


[12] teal


[13] gold


[14] pastel pink

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…


[15] made new friends: yee


[16] fallen out of love: i don’t think i was in love with anyone to begin with so no


[17] laughed until you cried: yep!

[18] found out someone was talking about you: yes 1000%

[19] met someone who changed you: yes


[20] found out who your true friends are: no, but i’m getting there


[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: i don’t think so 

GENERAL…

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: the majority of them i’d say


[23] do you have any pets: yes i have a chocolate lab who is the real loml


[24] do you want to change your name: nah


[25] what did you do for your last birthday: i think i had to work that night lol rip


[26] what time did you wake up: 9:30ish

[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: hanging at a huge bonfire!


[28] name something you cannot wait for: this godforsaken semester to be over

[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: i think a month ago? which sucks bc she’s my bff and i miss her so much


[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish that i could learn to love myself and be at peace with myself and that i could have a solid group of friends

[31] what are you listening to right now: linger by freedom fly (such a cute cover btw)


[32] have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah but it wasn’t really memorable

[33] something that is getting on your nerves: PEOPLE THROWING ME IN THE MIDDLE OF THEIR SHIT LIKE I AM NOT GOD I CAN’T MAKE PEOPLE DO THINGS STOP TRYING TO PULL ME INTO IT AND FIGURE IT OUT URSELF LIKE AN ACTUAL ADULT THANK U


[34] most visited website: tumblr or facebook  


[35] elementary: honestly i still keep in touch with a couple of my teachers it was a grand time

[36] high school: uhh, i mean it wasn’t terrible? but like i also don’t miss the majority of people?

[37] college: yeah this year has sucked, but i’m getting better i think

[38] hair colour: dirty blonde

(39] long or short hair: long


[40] do you have a crush on someone: i think i’m finally getting over that - which thank god bc feelings can suck a dick


[41] what do you like about yourself: if someone is having a problem i will drop everything to help them out no matter what (which probably isn’t the best thing, but i like being there for people because no one should ever feel alone in this world)


[42] piercings: my ears, but ya i don’t wear earrings all that often

[43] blood type: A+ i think? i know for a fact it’s A tho

[44] nickname: alex


[45] relationship status: LMAO WHAT RELATIONSHIP I’M LITERALLY A HEARTLESS BITCH WHO WOULD WANWT A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME


[46] zodiac sign: cancer

[47] pronouns: she/her


[48] fav tv show: probably game of thrones or parks and rec! i like a lot of shows but i’m not sure i have an ~~all time favorite~~


[49] tattoos: none yet but i have so many ideas!!! << i’m saving this answer from jillian’s post bc same


[50] right or left handed: left

FIRST…


[51] surgery: first was on my pinkie finger, but the biggest one i’ve gotten is for my knee


[52] piercing: ears


[53] best friend: probably conor


[54] sport: soccer

[55] vacation: i think to my grandparents’ in ny 


[56] pair of trainers: how would anyone remember the answer to this wat

RIGHT NOW…

[57] eating: nothing 

[58] drinking: nothing, but i should probably drink water


[59] I’m about to: shower


[60] listening to: fool for love by: lord huron


[61] waiting for: school to be over!

[62] want to: sleep for the next eternity

[63] get married: one day pls @god


[64] career: physical therapy!

WHICH IS BETTER… 

[65] hugs or kisses: HUGS OMWHUGFALKJSD


[66] lips or eyes: eyes fo sho


[67] shorter or taller: talleR OH MY GOD


[68] older or younger: older but lbr all guys will always be immature it doesn’t matter how old they are


[69] romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous


[70] nice arms or nice stomach: ARMS (like give me a guy with good shoulders and i will be happy)


[71] sensitive or loud: sensitive


[72] hook up or relationship: relationship!


[73] troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker 

HAVE YOU EVER…


[74] kissed a stranger: lol ya


[75] drank hard liquor: yeah tequila is my life

[76] lost glasses/contact lenses: TOO MANY DAMN TIMES TO COUNT


[77] turned someone down: yep!

[78] sex on first date: i guess? idk if it was considered a date

[79] broken someone’s heart: lol i’ve been informed that i did but i didn’t realize you could break someone’s heart after talking to them for only a week


[80] had your own heart broken: oh hell yes

[81] been arrested: almost


[82] cried when someone died: yes ofc

[83] fallen for a friend: yeah bc i’m pathetic

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…


[84] yourself: nah but maybe one day


[85] miracles: yes


[86] love at first sight: yes

[87] santa claus: no


[88] kiss on the first date: yea


[89] angels: yes

OTHER…


[90] current best friend’s name: wasn’t there a question abt this above?


[91] eye colour: brown


[92] favourite movie: 10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU