#wearethesurvivors

[uriahnyah6]

BITTER TRUTH! Not sure how accurate this is but Herbalists have been saying strengthen your immune system for a minute. Ras Tafari Youths have been saying "grow your own food and don't let Babylon feed you." The narrative is the same we have to fortify because no time is safe. Stay on yo $%@&! #chefherbsblendz #detox #mindbodyspirit #mineralintake #mineralnutrition #electricfoods #electrifythecells #wakeup #theyvebeenkillingus #nothingnew #wearethesurvivors #mineralsupplement #alkalinevsacidic #alkalinefoods #gotblends https://www.instagram.com/p/B9osfwmHgYO/?igshid=1m6y401gyd35k

[thestoryofyouthestoryofher]

Recovery

4/5/2021

Today marks 106 Sober from all mind altering substances, and this journey has been fulfilling yet the hardest obstacle that I've ever had to overcome. These past few months have tested every single aspect of my being, I've learned more about myself and who I am  during this period of time than what I have learned in the past 20 years. I am still just in the beginning of my sobriety but one thing I can honestly say is that this was the best decision I have ever decided to make for myself, and this choice saved my life. If I had continued on the way I had been living prior? I never would have lived. I want to Thrive, I am so tired of just surviving. I would be lying If I had said that this has gotten any easier throughout time, but I can definitely tell I've gotten stronger, smarter, and healthier. 

The day I checked into Reflections Inpatient Treatment, I never could've planned for what was to come - I have completely changed my life for the better. I still have my daily struggles, and I find myself questioning if I am able to stay strong through this or if I am even capable of figuring this whole thing out the right way... the thought of never picking up another substance to cope with living used to scare me so much, but NOW its the honest idea of just living.... I don't want to live that way anymore, but after spending the last decade selling my soul to Heroine? I am having to re-learn a completely new way of life, starting from the very bottom and after tearing myself to pieces - I now have the opportunity to rebuild myself to be exactly the way I want to be. I have had to let go of everything I've ever known, all of the things I had THOUGHT I known and loved... when in reality I didn't even know who I was to begin with. 

I have so many different dreams and aspirations in life, I refuse to settle for a mediocre life. I want the things that I want, I am coming for every single thing they said that I couldn't or wouldn't have. I just have so many different thought spinning through my mind that sometimes I just really don't even know where I am going to begin... Some of these things I hadn't ever even dared to dream and have always been in such fear of my future and my ability to accomplish the things ive set out for.... but as the quote by Confucius goes “The man who moves a mountain begins by carrying away small stones.” Those are the things I need to focus on, I need to let the space between where I am right now and where I want to be - inspire me instead of terrify me. Right now, I am focusing on my PHP outpatient treatment, I am still on for 5 days of week from 1pm-3pm & 6pm-8pm on top of 2 weekly UA’s & meetings with my therapists so things are a little intense but it has truly been changing my soul and although its a lot? I actually couldn't imagine it to be any other way... I will take this whole thing day by day. 

Today I am grateful to be alive, I am grateful for Sober Living, for my healthy body and healthy mind. I am grateful for treatment & for my recovery. Today I will focus on the changes that I need to make to be the best version of myself, today I will not hesitate to do exactly what I need.

“True Brotherhood.”

-We have not one sought to be one in a family, to be a friend among friends, to be a worker among workers, to be a useful member of society. Always we tried to struggle to the top of the heap, or to hide underneath it. This self-centered behavior blocked a partnership relation with any one of those about us. Of true brotherhood we had small comprehension.

This message contained in Step Four was the first one I heard loud and clear; I hadn't seen myself in print before! I knew of no place to teach me how to become a person among persons. From my very first meeting in recovery, I saw people doing just that and I wanted what they had. One of the reasons that I'm a happy and sober addict today is that I'm learning the most important lesson. 

[pmaez17]

Few people are chosen to be in the deepest trial of faith . . and we are proud to be one of them! . . Strong women of faith who fight everyday for their lives and for their loved ones!💜 #ThankyouJESUS #friendshipgoals #UASN2005 #weAretheSurvivors #FightCancer #FightBraintumor #FightMyastheniagravis @moralesanalyn (at Shakey's SM Pampanga) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq3-OuMhZ3B-s4VPc4wA0trChq9_3btk6izLWU0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1vylgwtojpnn8

[msappy-blog]

MY WHOLE STREET HAS NO POWER EXCEPT MY HOUSE.

I'm going crazy. As you may notice if you read my tags.