#we've met irl once at a concert and used to talk way more but then i made my twt accan anime one and thought she'd just unfollow me but
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verytendou · 4 years ago
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#im such a loser geez. why was 13 y/o me cooler than current me?? injustice. i had a girlfriend. i could talk to girls. i wore ugly clothes.#i was like. probably confident. i didnt know what gender or sexuality was so i just chilled like bro why am i a loser now djfghdkf#okay thinking abt it i did also have more or less regular anxiety attacks at that age but like! whatever! i was still taller relatively!#so that age is probably still a win 😔#but now i just had a girl send me smth and like im overthinking it so hard im jdfghj.#we've met irl once at a concert and used to talk way more but then i made my twt accan anime one and thought she'd just unfollow me but#she ended up just switching to following me on her anime acc and like omg it made me so happy like it was such a small thing but hhh#i dont. maybe she didnt even mean to send that to me but also like.. she saw it and still sent it to me dkjfghdk like thank u omg#on a completely platonic level i already love when ppl do that. like thank you for seeing this and thinking of me omg thats so nice#but now its a girl. who i know is bi. who's cute. and ive met irl and actually like lowkey really miss talking to and like ahhhh im a loser#its not that i even have a crush on her or anything shes just cute and funny and i knew her irl and like bro i am just a pper clip#i just like sit here and try to hold things together and get bent out of shape and have no personality past old ideas ppl have of me#okay i said paper clip randomly but damn that ended up working well huh. yay me? A+ for effort and all that. nothin wrong with coincidence#anyways this is just abt me being unable to talk to ppl ive met irl and whove been very nice to me for an extended period of time of who our#interactions have been characterized as simple brushes against each other as we support each other silently for years and who i am aware#is like kjhfd u kno.... THIS IS EMBARRASSING OKAY. IM DONE WITH THIS IM JUST GOING TO SIT DOWN AND LIKE GIRLS OR WHATEVER. GOODBYE.#god i am absolutely deleting this later kfjghdk feelings are EMBARRASSING. HOW DO PPL DO THIS JKDS IM DONE#tldr: girls cute. overthinking things gay. my brain bad.#v.txt
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