#we've been awake for an hour and a half (the alien abduction day post earlier was scheduled at some point this morning just to clarify) | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

thethingything · 9 months ago

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our brain really just went "okay it's Taylor's turn to deal with source shit now" and I have to pretend everything's normal while I deal with the most ridiculous bullshit in the innerworld while everything that can go wrong today does go wrong because we can't even get a break from everything else while we deal with the absolutely batshit stuff our brain decides to do for whatever godforsaken fucking reason

#personal #thoughts #🦋 post #vent post #we have barely slept and it's been shitty interrupted sleep for 3 fucking days in a row #and I've had to deal with a bunch of source trauma and weird innerworld shit that I do not know how to deal with #we keep trying to sleep and waking up all the time and then when we finally fall asleep properly it's around when we'd normally wake up #and then we end up waking up properly way later than we wanted to and we feel like shit because of it and our routine is fucked up again #we've been awake for an hour and a half (the alien abduction day post earlier was scheduled at some point this morning just to clarify)#and in that time I've already nearly ended up screaming out of frustration several times because things won't stop going wrong #we got a couple of days of feeling relatively good and then immediately just went back to whatever the fuck is normally going on

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