#we'd give little um testimonies? i think? at the end and i just used it to vent and then tacked on 'anyway jesus is helping me get through | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

plinkcat-gif · 8 months ago

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every once in a while i remember i was mormon and i think it's so funny that kind of none of the mormon (or even christian) ideals made an impression on me simply because my attention could not be held in that boring ass church. like idk if you wanted me to read the bible or not drink coffee maybe you should've not been so fucking boring. spiky boring ass blue gray carpet. frosted glass windows i couldn't people watch out of. same jesus painting on either side of the building. all i remember liking from church was getting CTR (choose the right) rings because i thought jewelry was so cool but id always lose them like a day later lmao

#i did not know how to navigate the bible. still don't #never read it also. so i never answered questions. only went to girls camp cause it was fun not cause i like cared about religion #we'd give little um testimonies? i think? at the end and i just used it to vent and then tacked on 'anyway jesus is helping me get through #this' at the end to make it sound like i cared #i was denied a temple recommend (< admittance to the temple) because i didn't go to church and read the bible enough💀#i remember a comment a couple days ago that said 'i hated singing families will be forever' because my dad didn't believe and therefore was #going to hell. and i was like WOW i feel like that wiuldve like. had an impact on me???? but those lessons literally never made it to my #brain. i was just so hungry and bored all 3 hours of church #vent #anyway. sorry about that damn i went off. just thinkin and remembering some stuff

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