#we were awake so idki thought maybe she would go for it? but ahe didnt. and its fine.i know shes not into me that way.but i get my hopes up | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

horrorwebs · 2 years ago

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i know this isnt maybe great for my self worth and my friends say i should set some boundaries but also. she held me so tight last night 😭😭💞 and gave me not one but two kisses on the cheek while we were sleeping. she was so tender and i love her so much

#(like trying to sleep not asleep)#i thought maybe we woudl actually kiss last night. i dont know. she gave me kisses on the cheek and was particularly touchy/handsy #like sometimes i worry if shes uncomfortable but she clearly isnt. she grabbed me and put me on top of her our legs entwined and very much #our. uhm. lower halves touching...and she kept hugging me even tighter and putting me Closer and More on top (though it seemed impossible)#and we played w each others hair and stuff and she like touched my back and AUGHSBAUU WAAAAUGH. IM IN LOVE #our faces were all night super close and at this one point in particular like we were cheek to cheek and our lips almost touching.#we were awake so idki thought maybe she would go for it? but ahe didnt. and its fine.i know shes not into me that way.but i get my hopes up #still she was particularly touchy last night. probably cause we hadnt seen each other in a month. i was too though #idk but i love her so very much and i i i <3333333333 #loveposting #spikeposting

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