#we still ahve each other -cuddles-

[grotesquegabby]

May I ask what personalities each of the axolotl puppies are going to have? X3

alright lets see~ hehehej

only one has an official name at this moment uwu eheheh theres going to be at least ten so I may have increased the number by a little dont remember x3

Peach one: This is a very playful and energetic axolotl similar to Mana in certain mennerisms except.....she causes a lot of trouble. Shes a big mischief maker and will even tease her brothers and sisters to the point they get angry with her. She enjoys this. Shes also a very hungry girl, and will beg for food from anyone as long as its something she wants. Mostly sweets, so keep all sweets on high ground..the highest ground. She will try and climb her way to them. x3 Still a lovable axolotl though, loves having her gill like appendages gently rubbed. Shes going to ahve the shortest tail among the pups, but it will be wider. Peach colored with some light pink speckles on her back.

Sargent Bean: A serious, loyal and protectiev axolotl. Though he too is a mischief maker and is often seen with his peachy sister causing trouble. But thats usually where it ends. Hed rather stick close to his people to keep them safe and play with them. Kind of a loner axolotl otherwise. A full blueish green axolotl with one marking on them which gave them their name. A bean shaped spot on their eye.

Black one: This boi is very shy. But when it comes down to it, he will fight x3 in a playful way or the protective way. He likes to hunt bugs in the beginning anyway. Hes another one of the pups whose going to love being cuddled and getting attention despite his shyness. Hes also going to stick by mom, so we have a mommas boy axolotl here~. So Kala’s going to have a little shadow for quite some time x3

White one: This little lady is a fighter and a hunter from the start. Her and Peach will play fight often, and this one is also the one the peach one likes to make mad a lot. I imagine this little one is also going to be slightly similar to a cat in some behaviors. She will decide if one is worthy of her attention at the time x3 or if she would like attention. If not might get a swipe but it wont hurt shes just letting you know  with a light smack she dont want know pets. Shes also the first to charge into things, and if the parents aren’t around if one notices she might take charge of the rest of the pups and tell them what to do.

bluish purple one: This one is super energetic maybe even more so than Mana x3 Shes the first twin. And she is a jumper and a chewer. She’ll jump when shes happy usually like a bunny sort of. The binking they do. Shes a lot more confident than her twin in social situations and will greet every single person in the room individually. x3 but...shes a notorious chewer. So many chew toys, she will go through. She will go chew on shoes and clothing too if shes not kept a sharp eye on. But if shes caught chewing on things she shouldn’t she’ll give you the biggest saddest puppy dog eyes you ever did see. She loves to eat, will eat super fast. And than also try to steal food as well, shes confident she can get away with it. x3 This pup is bluish purple with stripes on her legs in a violet color.

second bluish purple one but lighter: The other twin, and shes playful as well but...shes got social anxiety. So much so that she has a comfort toy she carries around with her all the time. Its a stuffed animal, she carries in her mouth if its gone shes going to whine and cry. If someoen tries to take it she will get aggressive or even sad. But as long as that doesnt happen shes a happy and well behaved little pup. But in situations where she gets too anxious she falls over...sort of like a fainting goat. But make sure her stuffy is near her and whisper calm words while petting her head gently and shell come back uwu Shes similar to her twin but lighter in color, same with her stripes.

light purple: This little lady is just like dad, lulls out her tongue and very talkative. Super playful and wants to have all kinds of fun with her people. But she knows when to be calm, shes going to love Samhain. Itll take a little bit but she will realize hes not big on playing like some of the others and quickly learn that maybe being calm and just relaxing is the way to do with them. So she will have moments like these~ uwu just lay down and chill.

aqua: This little dude here is kind of a grumpy one. But its easy to get him to relax with a game of fetch and giving his little back some rubs uwu Hes so tense for some reason. Hes less serious as he is just so tired. x3 Despite how often one might find him with a grumpy face, he will nap as much as he possibly can. he will nap in odd places so best to keep an eye on him. laundry that just came out the dryer keep an on it. He likes to slink into it and pass out. Inbetween the couch cushions? you bet x3 in the hood of someones hoodie when they are sitting on a couch you bet. Check all hoodies before leaving the house x3 Hes an eater too, fill his bowl one second turn around then turn back its gone. Hell give you a look like it was never filled and whine at you if you walk away. This little ball of tired is aqua with their fins and gills being a greenish color

one with koifish patterns: This little man loves his appearance. Considering how different he turned out from his brothers and sisters its no wonder. Hes got a beautiful pattern on his skin like that of a koifish. This axolotl is going to be so prim and proper youd think they belong in a dog show. Would they let an axolotl in one? If one can convince them its a new breed of dog probably x3 This little dude isnt one for rough play and will love being spoiled and dressed up in all kinds of things, bows, collars, pet clothes. The works. They are a huge cuddler and love being pet. Often you will find them curling up next to someone or on their lap. Its the best seat in the house clearly~ uwu This little guy is white with blue patterning.

the pink one: The runt of the litter. Shes such a cutie, so sweet, just as much a cuddle bug as the koifish axolotl. But she doesn’t like to be alone, shes also quite the attention hog. THough its due to being the smallest in the litter and having to fight for food sometimes. (Peach and the first bluish purple twin like to steal her food). But this one despite everything turns out the sweetest of the bunch. Shes got Manas attitude and playfulness but Kalas grace for sure.

[waffles-hamato]

Helping With Anxiety

Since I feel like I dont contribute much to this site I've decided to make mty own guide to helping with some forms of anxiety. I'm only going to cover ones I have though as to not step over a line.

How to Deal with Social Anxiety:

Social Anxiety is a fear of social situations like parties or sometimes just going to school/work. My social anxiety was bad growing up but I've learned to deal with it better now.

1. Little Movements: For me I got socially anxious because I never know what to do with my hands and felt like people were judging me for that. So sometimes playing with something small helped to get my nerves down.

I personally enjoy my fidget spinner and cube but there are other things you can use. Just have anything you're comfortable with and you'll do great ❤

2. Writing: In school I usually get super anxious but whenever I do I write down my thoughts and start to calm down. It's just something about getting it out that made me feel better, like if you have a stomach virus and vomit it out through the process. Always carry a notebook if you want to get the thoughts out somehow but have no one to talk to at the moment, decorate the book however you want so it feels like YOUR book and only yours, and unless you give consent, no one is allowed to read it. Let it be your safe space where there is no judgment.

3. Discreet Meditation: Through my counseling my therapist taught me a few meditation tricks that helped lower my anxiety level. But only one can actually be done in public as far as I know. This one just helps to make it easier to make your stress/anxiety to disappear. (Step one: Clear your head as best you can, if you can't then that's okay but try to focus as much as possible.

(Step two: Start focusing down to your feet, think of how your shoe feels around it, your socks, how tight the laces are, etc.

(Step three: Start moving your focus through your ankles and up yours legs. Think of how your pants feel/the air around your legs.

(Step four: Move the focus up your torso, think of how your stomach feels at the moment, your chest, your sides. Do you feel any form of bad feeling/anxiety/stress? If you do focus more on that feeling and think 'Unimportant' over and over. After a while the feeling should go away. If it doesnt go fully away then that's completely fine, you're still doing great.

(Step five and final step: Move the focus up your neck and to your head (if possible an inch above your head) and think of how your brain is doing, how your hair feels, the sounds your hearing. Is there any form of bad thinking/anxiety/stress? If so then do the same as you wouldve done if it was in your torso area. But remember if the feeling doesnt fully go away it's alright. You're doing an amazing job going through it.

4. Listening to Music: I absolutely love music and sometimes when I'm feeling anxious in a social situation it's a great escape and helps to calm me. Make a playlist for that special occasion of personal therapy.

I personally love hearing Thomas Sanders voice because I have connected him to a happy part of my brain. If you have a good connection to an artist and one or more of their songs then I suggest starting your playlist with that. As you can see I have a lot of songs but that's because I'm scattered and can never tell my mood for when I want to listen but I always start with Thomas to get me in a beginning of a good mood. Just put in your playlist whatever feels right for you and itll be great.

How to Deal with Regular Anxiety:

I also have the normal form of anxiety which my therapist just calls extreme paranoia and overthinking. You dont even ahve to be in a social situation or anything special to have this it just....happens. This also connects to mty phobias but I dont believe I shall get into those now.

1. Little/Big Movements: This is the same thing I do with my social anxiety but it still works by yourself. Just play with a small thing or if you want you can even hug a beloved stuffed animal. If you have a loved one nearby maybe cuddling them or getting a hug will help. (I dont like being touched a lot but that's just me personally) You could even do little exercises to get that dopemine running, although I dont recommend a full on big workout while you're anxious because your brain may not take it well and neither will your body so just do small ones.

2. Listening to Music: Yes this is also the same but it still works. Pop out that playlist and listen to those glorious jams your beautiful brain chose just for you.

3. Meditation: Meditation works more effectively here because you get to do more and imagine more. I was only told two so theres this one and the other one for social anxiety. Usually I have another person talking the instructions to me so if you want you can do that or get a recording of the instructions because your brain should be mostly clear for this and not remembering them. (Step one: Sit down and close your eyes, your hands on your legs with your palms facing up

(Step two: Imagine you're in a forest. What kind of trees are there? Do you smell anything? Hear any sounds? (If you cant answer them it's okay, just keep going)

(Step three: Start walking through the forest, focus on the swish of the grass, crunch of the leaves, or clicking of the gravel as you do so

(Step four: Walk through. aclesring of the trees so you're at a lake. Sit down by the lake and focus. Do you hear the sound of the water flowing? Are you sitting by anything? Do you feel anything at the tip of your fingers? How about any sounds?

(Step five: Take a deep breath and close your eyes in the imagination. Let out the breath and slowly take in another

(Step six: Open your eyes. How do you feel?

4. Talk it Out: If you're comfortable enough with someone to the point you're able to talk to them about your problems then go ahead. Let it all flow out. If you know that person will support you through those thoughts and that talk then go for it. Get a hug from them, get their feedback, just get it all out on the table.

5. Counseling: If you're struggling even more than you thought then I suggest seeing a professional. They give you a new insight of the problems you face and will even give you more ways to face them then you could have imagined. Sometimes it's better to have someone who hasnt seen your stuff first hand but hears it from you. When I went, I had never felt like telling my friends my problems because I thought I would hurt them or they wouldnt care so it felt great to actually go to someone I didnt know and that didnt know me even if it was awkward at first. She listened, gave me advice, and at one point we became pretty cool with each other. It's worth a shot to go see a counselor so just give it a shot okay buddy?

6. Take A Nap: Being anxious can also be exhausting. Sometimes I wont get a good night's sleep because of my nerves and I see that as unhealthy. Not getting enough sleep can hurt your mind and make you weak. If you're tired, take a quick nap to clear your head and regain your strength. Anxiety shouldn't be allowed to physically hurt you so dont let it, start fighting back by just sleeping even for five more minutes.

7. Breath: When you're feeling really anxious it can be hard to take full breaths. Just try to relax as much as possible and slow down your breathing. I got my routine from Thomas Sanders and it helps a lot. Breath in for 5 seconds, hold in for 7 seconds, and breath out for 8 seconds. Keep going until you feel better. If that routine doesn't work for you then continue experimenting and find tyour own routine to help YOU. It's your choice on how to breathe, just make sure it a deep breath.

I hope some of this will help someone out there. I'm still figuring stuff out myself so it's okay if none of it works for you because I know people find their own special ways to deal with anxiety. So remember that I will support you in spirit with whatever helps you. See you in the next post everyone ❤

[cinnamayroll]

Romantic headcanons for Takao, Okumura, Nash, Tamaki, Kyoya, Kaoru, Mori, Nekozawa, Kasanoda and Aone with shy and quiet but kind and patient s/o please?

Starting with the second set! I hope you liked the last one ^^. I think this one is my favorite because it has Takao, Tamaki, Kyoya and Mori and they’re some of my all time favorites.

Please enjoy!

-May

Takao:

Takao definitely is a romantic at heart

he thinks up creative date ideas for the two of you, but if you don’t feel like it, he’s just as happy when you’re staying in and having a movie night

your quietness doesn’t matter to him as long as you don’t expect him to be quiet too because it’s literally the thing he’s worst at

brings you back little gifts like plushies from the Arcade

personally he likes PDA, but won’t do it when you’re too shy to

always asks for consent before he does something like kiss you in public

loves you so much for the fact that you’re patient enough to listen to him rant about his interests for hours

tells you everyday that he’s super lucky to have someone like you

encourages you to speak up, but isn’t annoying about it

“Hey, ____, you can tell me what you want!”

lots of little pecks on the lips

also lots of hugs from behind, he’s just a very affectionate guy

thinks it’s the cutest thing when you bush at his compliments and always promises that they’re all true

tries to make you laugh a lot

Okamura:

Okamura tries so hard to be romantic for you

hold doors open for you where ever you go

gives you his jacket every single opportunity he gets even if it isn’t that cold

extremely protective of you

this boy just feels so very blessed that you like him despite his height and looks, you’re perfect to him

sometimes is over the top attitude can be a little much too handle for you, but there’s no doubt he won’t do his very best to make up for it

takes you out to his favorite cafe’s and shares desserts with you

asks you if everything is okay very often when you’re quiet

also asks you if you’re okay with PDA cause he’d like the world to know you’re his s/o, but if you don’t want to that’s fine with him 

Nash:

surprisingly, Nash isn’t even that bad of guy off the court

he’s quite charming and can even be polite, it’s just his attitude on the court that is this foul

he doesn’t really mind that you’re as quiet as you are, he always has something to say

gets you lots of gifts

for dates, Nash likes to take you somewhere outside, like the beach

sometimes he gets a little aggressive when somebody is looking at you wrong and can get a bit loud, making you uncomfortable himself, but he does mean well

doesn’t give you little kisses on the forehead or cheek a lot, but when he kisses you he usually goes straight for your mouth

knows that seeing his matches would probably make you uncomfortable, he doesn’t ask to go to see them

generally speaking he isn’t the most romantic guy, but when he wants to be he can without a problem

for example he usually takes you out for fancy dinner on your birthday and then gives a party with  small number of people (even though personally, he prefers big parties)

afterwards he’ll have your home decorated with candles

don’t expect something like this on a daily base though

Tamaki:

Tamaki Suoh is quite literally the epitome of a romantic

thinks it the most adorable thing in the world tht you’re shy and quiet and made it his personal mission to protect you from all harm

while he basically lives for the drama and making a big event out of everything, he will try to tone it down a bit

is so good at reading every single one of your wishes from your eyes

when you’re down he does everything possible to make sure you have a good time

of course, your dates are extravagant and out of the ordinary

there will be a lot of flowers and fancy food

has a thing for taking you on carriage rides around his favorite places

sometimes he misinterpretes your quietness and thinks that you’re becoming annoyed with him, but he’s fine when you reassure him it’s ot his fault

loves to pick out clothes for you to wear that he thinks you’d look cute in

isn’t really a fan of PDA in the form of kissing in public either, so that’s not a issue, but when you’re alone he’s thirsty for kisses all the time

this guy is very fond of rose petals and decorates your place with them very often

on special ocasions, he takes you to France to show you around the places where he grew up

Kyoya:

to be frank, Kyoya doesn’t care if you’re shy or quiet, it is your personality and other defining traits that matter to him, like you patience and you kindness

he himself, doesn’t talk all too much when he isn’t needed to, so you two will spend a lot time just being with each other in comfortable silence

Kyoya knows exactly how to be romantic and a proper gentleman

in your everyday life, he does all the little things

holding doors open, pulling chairs back, kisses for parting, rose boquets

but he saves the really big things for special events

when christmas gets around, he takes you to another place eery ear, so you can look at the diffrent ways of celebrating christmas

Kyoya understands your boundaries better than Tamaki and would never take you silence personal

in fact, he likes it that you don’t talk about unneccessary stuff all the time and don’t get involved in drama

appreciates the kindess you show towards everyone since it’s something that doesn’t always come naturally for him

since he normally works late you usually fall asleep before he does, so he’ll cover you up properly and kiss your temple before he continues typing

Kaoru:

when he isn’t with his brother, Kaoru is usually quite calm, so he doesn’t mind that you’re more on the shy and quiet sid, he actually enjoys that kinda change of pace

as the son of a stylist, he loves to pick make up, clothes or hairstyles for you (though he always asks if you would like to wear them or if you thought they weren’t proper or something)

prefers to take you out to the city for dates to wander around and find something to do while you’re there

however, he also likes to just spend the day at home with you, talking and playing games

he understands very well if you don’t feel up to do something social, after all he spent a good part of his life only socializing with a single person

most of the time he’s the one who comes up with date ideas, but when you do happen to have one, he makes sure that you end up actually doing it

it’s kind of his way to show you it’s okay to speak your mind and that it’ll pay off when you do

gets you a lot of cute jewelery for gifts

Mori:

now, you’re just the perfect match for Mori

he is a man of few words, but talks quite a lot through his gestures and he likes it that the two of you can understand each other without talking

often takes you out for dates in the nature or invites you to come and watch his training and have lunch or dinner afterwards

he still gets you expensive gifts, but doesn’t make a show out of it, like Tamaki would

his gifts are also less flashy and more small and thoughtful

loves when you play together with his two pets

always brings you back souvenirs when he was on vacation or business trips with his family and couldn’t take you with him for some reason

checks on you every morning by texting or calling you

even though he doesn’t talk too much, he often compliments you either on your apperance or some achievement you made

also smiles and ruffles your hair often, when you’re not in public accompanied with a kiss on the the forehead or lips

has a habbit of picking the things he knows you like out of his food and giving them to you because he loves to see you smile about it  

Nekozawa:

Nekozawa might not ppear like it on first glance, but he knows very well how to be sensitive and considerate of your feelings

always tries to get you interested in the things he likes (black magic), but wouldn’t push you

still, a lot of the dates he takes you to have some kind of connection to that

is thankful that you’re so patient and understanding of the fact that you can’t go out during daylight that easily because of his illness

due to this, for most dates you just stay at his mansion and eat there, watch movies and then go out for entertainment in the evening

naturally, going around outside with Nekozawa is bound to pull some attention towards the you, but when you’re with him, Nekozawa at least won’t dvertise black magic or any kind of coursed items

just like Tamaki, Nekozawa likes to take you to his ancestors’ home russia for vacation

cuddles you a lot when you’re at home and likes it when you play with his (real) hair 

Kasanoda:

so, we know Kasanoda is somewhat awkward when it comes to romance

but the fact that you’re a little shy and quiet makes it easier for him to approach you

 blushes a lot when you’re on dates

likes to show you his plants and the flowers he grows to explain you their meanings

also gives you flowers and little potted plants with certain meanings

likes to take you to the zoo (or, for the matter of fact, to different countries) to looks at animals

sometimes he has days when he doesn’t want to talk much, so he understands when you ahve this kind of days as well

texts you all the time when you’re away from each other

can realte to your shyness on a very personal level, since he is kind of shy as well

it makes it a little easier for the both of you to cope with it around each other though

wouldn’t admit it, but he loves it when you do something with his hair, like playing with it or doing braids

Aone:

you and Aone are very similar to each other, quiet and shy, but very patient and kind at heart

while you two are pretty quiet in general, you feel more comfortable talking around each other

is very careful when he hugs you or gives you pats on the back cause he used to be bad at keeping his power at bay

sometimes does romantic things for you out of the blue

the gifts he gets you are very thoughtful, showing he always listens to you when you talk to him about the things you like

picks you up bridal style when he thinks you’re tired

is very content when you fall asleep on his chest or shoulder

mostly lets you decide what to do on dates and where to go, but if you tell him to choose, he’ll most likely want to watch some sort of game and then take you to a restaurant he knows you like

is very happy that finally someone genuinely likes him without being intimidated by his looks

when he hugs you, he usually wraps his arms around your entire torso, lifting you up while doing so

leans down when he wants to be kissed

[shiroe-is-my-baby]

Domestic asks for Lee and Booker and Asuna please!

Lee

What kind of movies do you watch with your f/o?

Usually something fantasy or adventure! Maybe a little action if we’re feeling particularly excited about those, but I’m not a huge action person myself. Anything with a good story we just love!

Who sleeps in and who cooks breakfast?

I sleep in and Lee cooks breakfast! Sometimes I’ll get up early enough to cook it with him, but it’s hard because I’m not a morning person at all.

Who is the pickier eater?

Neither of us are really all that picky! I can be at times, though.

Do you two/three/etc fight over the thermostat?

YES. Lee doesn’t like it cold, but me, I love it a but cooler. I can’t take it if it’s too warm, and I get hot kinda easily and I’m miserable and that’s not good for him. So eventually he just lets me have it XD

How do you spend rainy days together?

Usually cuddled up by the fire with some music playing as we talk about our day. With soft kisses lingering on each other’s skin and its just warm and inviting and perfect.

Who is likelier to mess up the laundry and turn all of the white clothes pink?

MEEEE. Don’t ever let me do laundry, ever. I’m such a klutz. Lee’s good shirts are all ruined and I’m almost in tears I’m so upset. Expect him to kiss my cheek and tell me that it’s alright with a laugh.

How do you + your f/o(s) deal with appliances that need fixing?

Lee will try to fix them on his own, and you can’t expect me to help because I don’t know shit. But most of the time we end up calling someone to fix it, because we just can’t do it all the way.

Do you argue over interior decoration choices?

Not really! Neither of us are too picky as long as it looks nice and we both have input in small things. As long as it feels like home we don’t really mind how it’s decorated!

Who takes more pictures?

I do. I just love getting picturing of us together or him alone because he’s so handsome. Lee will sometimes take them of me when he thinks about it, but it’s not all that often.

Who steals the covers?

MEEEEE. Lee learned very early on not to fight me XD He will not win aha

Booker

What kind of movies do you watch with your f/o?

Usually action movies. Booker enjoys action movies, and I don’t mind watching them with him. Sometimes we’ll watch classics, too, though!

Who sleeps in and who cooks breakfast?

We both get up and I make breakfast for him before he goes to work. I had gotten used it it early on, becaues I want to cook for him and see him off and just ahve that moment with him.

Who is the pickier eater?

Booker will eat just about anything, so probably me XD

Do you two/three/etc fight over the thermostat?

Oh yes. Booker doesn’t like it a certain temp or too cool. At all. He’ll fight me and find ways to keep me from it, just knowing that I’ll mess with it and since he knows my patterns its very easy and I pout so bad.

How do you spend rainy days together?

Cuddling and eating leftovers in each others arms while watching a good movie, most likely. Or in bed taking a nap. This is all given that he’s not working, but yes, we’ll most likely be napping in each others arms.

Who is likelier to mess up the laundry and turn all of the white clothes pink?

Me again! That’s why Booker ends up doing the laundry. He can’t have his good shirts being messed up, and I feel bad because I want to help him. But he’ll insist that it’s fine.

How do you + your f/o(s) deal with appliances that need fixing?

Booker usually will go at it for a few hours, insisting over and over again that he can fix it. Sometimes he does! Sometimes it’s uh not gonna happen but he still inists because my wonderful husband is stubborn.

Do you argue over interior decoration choices?

Not really. Booker doesn’t care, and he lets me have completely control over decorating. He’ll help if I ask, but he’ll continue to tell me that it’s completely my choice and as long as I’m happy he’s happy.

Who takes more pictures?

Meeeee. Booker isn’t a fan of pictures, but he can’t turn me down when I’m snapping them all the time and just wanting to have pictures of us. He loves taking pictures of me, though. He has many pictures of me on his desk, in his wallet, just everywhere. A couple, his favorite, being our picture we took on our wedding day that he can’t go a day without looking at.

Who steals the covers?

MEEEE. Booker, though, he’ll fight me right back and I can’t fight that man XD

Asuna

What kind of movies do you watch with your f/o?

Oh, all kinds! Romance, fantasy, adventure. Just any movie that looks interesting to us we’re gonna watch! We love movies, sometimes we’ll watch Disney movies too.

Who sleeps in and who cooks breakfast?

I sleep in and Asuna makes breakfast. I love her so much, she spoils me way too much. She sometimes even brings it to bed with me when I don’t wake up. God I’m so lukcy to have her, what did I do…

Who is the pickier eater?

Me, but I can’t be picky with Asuna, okay. I just can’t. She will not let me, plus her food is too good anyway.

Do you two/three/etc fight over the thermostat?

Not really, we both like it kind of the same. So there’s no arguing! ^.^

How do you spend rainy days together?

Cuddling up in bed playing video games! We love it, it’s our best tme to relax and have fun together. Get a little competitive, sometimes go out to the window and watch the rain outside.

Who is likelier to mess up the laundry and turn all of the white clothes pink?

Okay, let’s not even say it, we already kknow. Asuna does the laundry anyway, and I’m doing other chores XD

How do you + your f/o(s) deal with appliances that need fixing?

We call someone. Neither of us are very handy, and we know better than to try because we know we’ll just mess it up.

Do you argue over interior decoration choices?

Sometimes, but only because we both have our own ideas. I love decorating the house with her, though. It was one of the things I was looking forward to when we moved in together! Asuna has the better ideas, though, so I can’t argue much! Plus, I want to spoil the shit out of my queen, sooo

Who takes more pictures?

We both LOVE pictures man. We take pictures daily of each other and send them to one another when we’re away. Asuna kills me with her selfies, I’m not even freaking kidding. I’ll be working or busy and she’ll send me one with a little miss you baby or something and I’m speechless. She’s so gorgeous man. My wife, god.

Who steals the covers?

We both do. It’s a fight every night XD We usually have a ton of blankets though, so you’d think that’d limit the times that we fight. But it… doesn’t…

[the-fiction-witch]

Courting

REAL LIFE: FANTASY WORLD COUPLE: TBS X READER RATING: SMUTTY

THOMAS’ POV:

I had been courting Isabella for years but never got anywhere but I still kept my hopes high for the day I sat on the side of the guys with all my friends all as scared as the last looking upon the sea of girls before us first up was Dylan my best mate he had been successfully courting a girl for years they where adorable together “Dylan” the master called and he stood looking very scared “make your choice” he told him “brit” he smiles happily and she stood on the girls side she looked happy “"do you choice him too?” the master asked her and she nodded the two then met together and hugged before running off into the forest together and I sat with high hopes as the next person was called “Isabella melling” the master called and she stood she looked around the guys for a few seconds her eyes catching mine and she giggled “luke” she smirked and my heart dropped as he ran to her picking her off her feet to spin her around she smirks at me before they ran off into the forest great now what do I do, shes the only girl I had been chasing after for years I’ve never even looked at another girl the way I look at Isabella I just sat trying to look around at any of the girls I knew all of them when I looked at them ever turned away or just looked very mad at me except Alice she gave me a tiny wave but shes scary with her messy ginger hair and dirt covered face she always looks crazy she sticks her tongue out at me suggestively but it sends a shiver down my spine not a good one I kept looking around till I sore y/n my best friend that was a girl and my neighbour she smiled sweetly at me but I know some guy has been courting her for a few months now so I kept looking as more went and ran off into the forest till “Thomas Sangster” the master shouted so  I stood infront of the croud of girls I had no idea who I wanted so I just let my brain shut down and went with whatever my gut says “y/n?” I say a bit unsure she slowly stood clearly suprised I can tell by the way she’s looking at me this is a no she stood very unsure coming beside me “do you take him too?” the master asks “sure, why not” she smiles taking my hand “you mean that?” I ask her suprised “yeah” she smiles kissing my cheek before dragging me with her into the forest we walked along the main path of the forest for quiet a while pasing all the couples that where before us “so where exactly are we going thomas?” she giggles “uh I have no idea, I didnt think this far ahead” I answer unsure “well I know alittle spot” she giggles increasing her grip on my hand and running off somewhere so I ran off with her till we got to the edge of the forest right by the cliff edge she let go of my hand and went out on a ledge going down under it and picking up a long piece of wood which she put from the ledge she was stood on hooking it onto somthing on another side of a rock “come on” she giggles “that doesnt look safe” I tell her “its fine I did a practice of this yesterday, totally safe” she smiles “Im not sure” I tell her “fine your choice you can follow me or go home your choice” she giggles crawling across the wood using her tail to turn my face more to her suggestively “well?” she asks as she walks so I crawl acorss the make shift bridge meeting her on the ofter side it was a privet little cove you could only access via this little bridge it had trees and flowers and looked out across the edge almost all the way to the sea the place was busy with fireflys,glowworms and mentis it even had some dragon flies all about a small waterfall and pond that was coming down from the mountins it was beautiful, y/n sat on a small blanket the small light reflecting off her pale skin she looked more beautiful in the moon light then I had ever seen her before I sat beside her and couldnt help smiling at her then realsing the gravity of all I had done today FUCK! why did I say y/n for ? im gonna have too? oh god, “why me?” she asks sweetly “oh I dont know really” I shrug “I know I wasnt your first choice thomas, im sorry about Issy” she says “its okay, guess it just proves what you said” I sigh “what did I say?” she asks “issy never really loved me” I sigh “I guess not, but you choose to be with me that counts for somthing doesnt it?” she asks “yeah it does, I imagiend when I said you that would would just be like no stupid what are you thinking, then I would ahve been stuck with alice ” I sigh “know should have to be that desperate” she giggles “im happy im with you tonight thomas” she smiles resting her head on my shoulder “im happy im with you tonight too y/n” I smile back resting my head on hers we sat like that for ages watching the moon rise high into the sky “you look beatiful you know y/n” I told her making her blush like crazy “thank you” she smiles back pulling away from me a little facing those perfect eyes till we both lent in and shut our eyes and kissed her lips felt so soft and heavenly I never wanted to pulls away I never imagined one little kiss could spark so much emotion and reaction till we both pulled away and couldnt stop smiling at each other “so” she giggles “so” I smirk and she just smirks back before she kissed me again and I wrapped my arms around her waist tightly as our kiss got deeper and more passionate till she pulled away and got up moving the blanket further back to be between the trees and the bushes she sat back on the blanket and smirked at me so I smirked back crawling over to her and kissing her till she pushes me away and she lays on the blanket and undoes her dress pulling it apart and slipping it off her shoulders leaving her laid on the blanket naked “oh my god” I say in shock having never seen a naked girl before making her giggle at my reaction “uh what uh what cant I touch?” I ask her carefully “you can touch whatever you like thomas” she smirks with a giggle “really?” I ask very excited “yeah” she smiles so I put my hands on her wasit and give her more kisses before taking off my shirt and returning to kissing her till she pulls back “thomas?” she asks “yeah” I reply moving a bit of stray hair from out her face “please be gentle with me” she asks alittle scared “I promise” I tell her sweetly kissing her “its odd to think this is me and you doing this” I laugh slightly “I always imagined it was gonna be you” she giggles before we kissed again it getting deeper by the second till I undid my pants leaving us both naked “you sure?” I ask her and she nods so I push inside her slowly both of us un able to stay quiet “you okay?"I ask her and she nods so I slowly thurst going as slow and gentle as possible holding tightly onto her wasit "Oh yes” she maons loudly so I speed up “OH thomas!” she screams in pleasure her walls clentching as she did “OH y/n” I maon back not we have any reason to be quiet everyone else our age is doing the exact same thing tonight I got faster and rougher on her once I took her viginity knowing now she can take it “OH YES!” she screams “oh thomas you feel so good inside me” she maons “you have no clue how good this is y/n” I moan back to her knowing we where both close so I sped up again and within minuets we where laid on the blanket looking out at the sunrise cuddled together trying to relax “so thats it” she smiles “thats it” I smirk “we’re mated for life” she smiles nuzzling her head into my neck “yeah we are, if we wanted to go back on this decision its too late” I laugh “come on darling, time to head back” I tell her as we get our clothes back on and head back too the city