#we really need to pick a spelling lmfaoooo

[alltimefail]

I had to do it to 'em

[solradguy]

I never really think about it, but Sol Badguy is really smart! I’m still not entirely sure sure how smart he is though, like compared to everyone else. He built the OUTRAGE right?

I feel like he’s smarter than Ky? Ky knows how to do magic really good, but I don’t think he could build an OUTRAGE. I think Jack O’ is a little smarter than Sol, but she’s an artificial being with the transplanted soul of a scientist. I’m not sure if that affects the ratings.

Is there like…an official answer to how smart Sol is? Do you have any thoughts?

Ahhh I have so many thoughts about how smart Sol is hahah

Ok this got long as shit so I'm putting it under a readmore lmfaoooo

He did build the original Outrage, it's true, and then that was split apart into the 8 Sacred Treasures. The lightning one went to Ky for Thunderseal and the fire one for Sol's Fireseal sword that he had up until Xrd. Junkyard Dog, Sol's Xrd (and Vastedge....) sword, also has the Flashing Fang (the light element treasure) alongside Fireseal so that, after it was upgraded into the Outrage mk.II sword in Strive, it could do the giant laser cannon nonsense spell, Saint Oratorio. EDIT: Sorry, Junkyard Dog could do Saint Oratorio too but IIRC we don't see it until Sol does it with Outrage in Strive

Vastedge is frustrating as hell to find information on (even in Japanese UGH!!), but I'm pretty sure it covers Sol stealing Flashing Fang from the Conclave and then getting a little help from Izuna and his buddies to upgrade the Junkyard Dog sword. Vastedge probably has some lore in it that gives more of an idea for how smart Sol is too. I just don't have access to it.

Anyway, Sol did most of this almost entirely on his own. It's also implied that he built his motorcycle too, Fire-Wheel mk.II, and then at the end of Strive he's also building a rocket, presumably to go visit Asuka on the moon. Not to mention all the research he did on Gear cells to make them viable for the technology that lead to the actual Gear monsters, though he had help from Asuka and Aria on that. We also know that he's proficient with at least 1 programming language and whatever software he used to make that cute 3D flower hologram for Aria in that Xrd flashback. These aren't really up there with building a friggin rocket for sure lol but they're not easy things anyone could pick up and figure out in just a day either.

Sol's REALLY smart, definitely in the top 5 smartest GG characters, but I think he underplays it a lot because he doesn't like getting involved and if people realize exactly how smart he is, then they'll want his help for stuff more than they already do haha. He's also kind of lazy and seems to like taking shortcuts when he can too. There's a scene near the end of Overture where he needs to figure out how to decode this magic cube to re-open the portal from the Backyard back on to Earth and instead of crunching the numbers and doing it the right way, he just smashes it and somehow it works lmfao I think Sol would resort to concussive maintenance before other methods 9 times out of 10.

If Sol was a D&D character, he'd probably have really high intelligence but only an average wisdom stat, imo.

Ky is smart too, but the difference between the two is that Ky seems like the type who reads a book and then makes flashcards to help him remember the information in it. Whereas Sol either only reads the parts he needs to know or he only reads through it once and when he has to apply that knowledge to something, he guesses his way through it based on what he remembers. Apparently in Lightning the Argent, it covers how lightning magic is the most difficult to master and fire magic is implied to be the easiest, with how many characters can use it. I feel like that information supports the difference between Sol and Ky's ways of thinking. Sol had a LONG time to study and get good with machines too and Ky is only like ~30 in Strive. Given over 100 years to read manuals and experiment, Ky could probably build rockets and stuff too.

I don't really have much to add about how smart Jack-O' might be, she just doesn't have a lot of lore at the moment... I think she has a scene where she goes into depth about Backyard mechanics but, like you said, she's an artificial being with an extra consciousness inside her so that information was likely hardcoded into her. It would probably be a safe guess to assume she's smarter than the average human, but I don't have anything to point to that supports her having near-superhuman levels of intelligence like Asuka or Sol seem to have.

[mouneemoon]

last train home | ksj

genre: angst, hurt/comfort pairing: seokjin x reader word count: 1.6k summary: “you are my soulmate but we keep missing each other all the time.” reincarnation au.

read the rest of the star crossed series: seokjin | yoongi | hoseok | namjoon | jimin | taehyung | jungkook

n/a: reposting because I didn’t like some bits from before and rewrote some parts. This is that one sad soulmate AU series no one asked for because I love making myself suffer. also, this ended up less angsty than I wanted it to be but oh well lmfaoooo. tell me what you think!

You are always one step behind him.

The sight of his back turned to you has been engraved in your memories for as long as you can remember. The look that he throws you over his broad shoulders punches the breath out of your lungs every time, because it’s been long, so long, yet you can not quite grasp just how long it’s been since you last saw it. But there’s no doubt: you’ve seen it already.

You just don’t understand how it can be, since you’ve never met this stranger before.

“Oh— sorry,” he says. He’s bumped into you just few seconds ago, because someone passed in between him and the person standing in line in front of him, and he had to back a little to let them through. So he nearly knocked your phone out of your hands when he stepped back a little too quickly, and you were about to glare at him before he turned his head around and apologized.

And that’s when the feeling hit, making something stir deep in your guts and your heart pick up the pace. “It’s alright,” you reply quietly, staring right into his eyes, a little flustered and a little overwhelmed by the whirlwind of feelings rushing through your veins. He holds your gaze for a moment too long, and you see a sort of acknowledgement in his eyes, as if he too is searching something in the back of his mind. You take in the features in his face, the arch of his eyebrows, the shape of his eyes and his nose, and lips parted, jaw a little slacked. He looks so familiar for a second, as if lifetimes have washed over you thousands of times already, as if you need to do something before it’s late, too late once again. But late for what? You try to wrap your finger around it but not quite succeeding.

You feel kind of dumb for not being able to figure out what you are supposed to do.

The stranger still looks at you and you’re about to ask him if you have ever met before, like a bad pickup line from a romance book, when the cashier draws your attention because it’s his turn to order. And he steals another glance from you before turning around once more, and the lingering question on the tip of your tongue fades away along with the chance of meeting him again. You feel regret creeping from the depths of your memories as you watch him get his coffee, and you only have enough time to hear his name being called – Seokjin – a faint sound, before he walks past you and out of the café.

Then he’s gone, like dust and dead leaves blown away by the wind.

That night you lie in your bed, sheets drawn up to your chin and your mind wide awake. You try to figure out just how it was possible to feel heartache for someone you’ve never seen before in your life. It was frustrating and just damn sad, because you can’t remember, you can’t remember and you don’t even know what you are supposed to remember.

What surprises you the most is the fact that you feel like this throbbing pain is growing more familiar by the minute, as if you’ve grown accustomed to it over a long span of time, and you can only welcome it home like an old friend, promises of next times bouncing off the white walls of your apartment and echoing sadly in your skull. Next times. You find yourself wondering when the next “next time” will be. You promise yourself that “next time” you’ll be more careful. “Next time” you will remember to do something. “Next time”.

The old next times come to you in your dreams instead, faint flickers of memories from another age, another life, from someone who isn’t you but at the same time, it’s you. He’s there too, a fleeting presence appearing at some point in those strangers’ memories. You can see him on streets you’ve never walked before, beneath cherry blossoms and dying leaves falling, rose and golden paths crinkling beneath your feet; different seasons, the same feeling. Your gaze would always linger for a few seconds and find comfort in his somehow, but you can never hold it for too long, feeling regret slipping through your fingertips right after.

He’s never the same as you remember. But you know it’s him, the next times stuck at the corners of his lips, sad eyes softening as goodbyes fly past the both of you, with that knowing look he always throws over his shoulder as you fall a step behind him each time. He’s always within your arm’s reach, but for some reason you never reached him.

You miss the chance each time. He misses it too.

It really does sound like a sad love story.

Sometimes though, for your great relief, he’s more than just a ghost walking past you. Sometimes he would approach you, talk to you, stay with you longer. A lot longer. You would get to know each other, laugh with each other, hold hands even, kiss if fate decided to take pity on you both. Those times you promise forevers rather than next times, words whispered beneath starry skies and tucked in between warm sheets, his name falling languidly from your lips, eyes fluttering at the utter love that filled you both to the brink.

Sadly, those forevers never last for long enough. There always seems to be something that puts a stop to them, as if the time you had borrowed with him reached its end. It’s curious, though, how you always kind of expected it; that sort of contentment is always somehow broken like a spell you have to wake up from sooner or later.

And wake up you do, all the time, sorrow tugging insistently at the strings of your soul every morning. You’re left with something hanging heavy on your chest, thinking about everything you could have had but you can no longer obtain. It crushes your heart knowing that.

You think you are pretty much going crazy. There is no way, no way that you are pining so badly for someone you’ve met just once. What’s crazier is the fact that you actually want to meet him again, searching for that face and that name and that next time that seems to not want to give you another chance. You do it unconsciously, mindlessly, stealing glances from strangers hoping it’s Seokjin, hoping you can go to him, although that meant missing the last train home and being stuck at the station until the next morning; even then, you’d run to him.

There was one time, when the memories of yet another life flooded your mind once more – you already lost count of how many times it happened – and it was his back turned to you again, broad, gentle, familiar. The pitter-patter of the rain hitting the umbrella you held high for him engulfed the rest of the noises, including the sound of your heart racing in your chest. It felt like the world belonged to you two only.

“Do you trust me?” he asked, turning his head around over his shoulder, and you looked up at him, your eyes so full of him and him alone. Nothing else existed.

“I do,” you said quietly, a promise, a vow, and you saw his eyes soften and his smile grow wider. It made your breath hitch.

“Then let’s go,” he replied, and then he was dashing from under the dry of your umbrella to out in the rain, fearless of the droplets drenching his clothes, like a young boy who had just discovered the fun of the outside world. You watched him in awe for a few seconds. He was so beautiful.

A second later you were closing your umbrella as well, laughter bubbling up in your chest as you felt the rain hitting your skin, a relief compared to the humid, stuffy air of the summer. You took the hand he had extended for you, and the two of you danced messily, just like in a scene from an old romantic flick. Giggles were exchanged breathlessly as Seokjin held you by the waist, and you almost stepped on his feet. You were never a great dancer, neither was he, but it was fun and he was one of the most breathtaking creatures you’ve ever seen, with his hair falling in wet strands in front of his eyes and his lips turned up at their corners.

He rested his forehead against yours as you spun around in lazy circles, the tall buildings hovering over your heads in a way to protect the small space the two of you were bathing in. Your heartbeat counted the seconds you stayed there like that. “Gosh,” Seokjin breathed, “how am I going to survive without you? You’re my everything.”

You opened your eyes to look at him, and saw all the love in the world spilling from his gaze alone. It was overwhelming. You didn’t dare to breathe for a moment. “It feels like I’m falling in love with you over and over again all the time,” he whispered, his right hand coming to rest tenderly on the nape of your neck. “Like I’ve been doing only that since centuries ago.”

You held his waist a little tighter. “Like in lifetimes?”

He smiled. Everything was perfect in that moment. You definitely felt that it was too good to be true, that it wouldn’t last long, because he was leaving for war the next day and you knew that it was yet another story that wasn’t going to end well. Instead, you tried to focus on his breath. On the utter sincerity he put in the words he spoke next, a confession from the past, a promise for the future. Something that made your heart stir in hope and ache until this day.

“Like in lifetimes.”

[startwithbrooklyn]

THE GREAT ND REWATCH OF 2021 / OCTOBER 5, 2019 // return of josh

oooookay folks! that's a wrap! below are my comments about tonight's ep + additional expansions on previously stated opinions. i'm not combining s2 ep 1 with this bc s2 is dead to me! so is s3! i only did this to gather up all these loose thoughts i had when this show with its one lonely season became such a comfort to me that i developed a second consciousness about it. but with these posts i am done! the evil is defeated! i will carry on through the 3rd and hopefully final season of nancy drew with less emotion and better spirits. thank god.

-"talk to owen" nancy firstly thinks of talking to owen only to see what happens w the agleaca; saying goodbye comes as sorta an afterthought mirroring tiffany's possession of george. yet nancy was unable to say goodbe to owen just like w kate. knowing this reveal about kate, i wonder if this was foreshadowing that something big will be revealed about him later? unlikely but still

-nancy + the reality of broken things: 'totems' like broken sand glass sculpture (good place) to show you it's not a dream; "owen broke that" ghost trap to ground him to reality, like how she reached for her locket in the good place, lucy's charm, ace's bear ('totems' idea borrowed from inception)

-george has never been an affectionate person, even with other women- so why does pda with nick suddenly become so important?

-lots of comments about ryan + women but what about carson/kate and karen? again with the hypocritical (interestingly, there is an aspect of violence to women connected with ryan (even though that violence is not his fault); but its not like kate or karen fared well either)

-ryan feels useless- relationships with women as stated by nancy- he seeks to redeem himself by showing up where nancy goes to prove he is good to have around/necessary/needed - but now that he is attempting to act as a parent he has to break through nancy's defenses all over again- firstly she didnt really consider him any kind of threat bc he comes off as incompetent- ie bad business deals- i think i mentioned last ep, their hauntings equalize them as they both attempt to gain peace by searching for answers but now ryan has changed the terms of engagement so he's back to square one, with carson. (which is how we find them s2 cowering in ryans car stalking nancy together)

-ryan's relationship to nancy exposes an interesting layer here. so far she doesnt know about nick/george but they still hold the cards (ie george gets one over on nick's ex/"the new girl") with the revelation of ryan being nancys father, nancy gains an interesting trump card in navigating the social fallout of being nick's ex. like george would take the new spot but then nancy comes out with george's ex in a much higher category. this plays out later on in the ep when george confronts ryan. george wants to talk about "them" but ryan shows up completely focused on nancy, thus illustrating the trump

-"i thought it was whitney with another insipid question" to me this sounds like whitney took bess's advice earlier about "asking aunt diana what she wants" (only to learn it actually annoyed the hell out of diana lmaoo)

-"then you need to fight for it" this hearkens nancy earlier by asking "arent you in by virtue of dna?" the test was positive; she is a marvin just like nancy is a hudson. thats not a fact that they can change. however, diana really acts like it can be changed- and in s2 we see it does change. its interesting for bess to be told to fight to be in a family she's already in and also foiled by nancy trying to fight her way out of her own family. would like to see bess stand up to diana and say something. i mean, she exists. as much as she may want to erase bess from the family, diana cannot erase her existence

-hannah's rolled up sleeves 💙

-"previous keepers records" -from s2- were those not her parents??

-mistaken murderers- everyone incorrectly assumes lucy was murdered just as they assume the agleaca killed owen

-even if owen weren't the price, how can they pay the toll without one of the people who called? i mean if it was anything other than owen and he still died they still wouldve been fucked

-"you don't need to check, i'm not even driving!" okay and giving up the goss. cassidy is me. lmfaoooo

-wonder if this locked marvin industries box will ever come back

-UNPOPULAR OPINION: george's confrontation with ryan comes waytoo late to do anything. i think i brought this up in an earlier post. its literally just her screaming at him now. like he is clocked out moved on. you know a good time for this scene? in the claw when he comes by to "check on her". hes vulnerable, fresh from rehab. and she has a chit over him for punching bookcases/the fuckin country club deal. therewould have been a perfect time to confront ryan on what happened- "what you did to me" okay sis. you admitted ep 1 you werent in hs anymore. youre of age now. admit you fucked up. take the L to force him to swallow the bigger L. and imagine how much more powerful the scene would have been- in george's domain, literally her own office, something ryan doesnt even have because HE DOESNT DO SHIT. ryan is SO EASY to trap but nobody notices. instead they have george try to get some kind of apology out of him when hes already done with that, and only for the sake of her establishing a new relaionship to boot. imagine how much more empowered she would feel if she just got that closure for herself- because she needed it, not so she could trot straight back to nick being all proud of calling a grown man to some random estate only to scream at him in a parking lot and have accomplished nothing. 🤦🏼‍♀️

-i get patrice thinking nancy is lucy but yeahhhhh this isnt how dementia works 😬

-i almost cant with nance and josh. how do you save your would-be murderer? (+ lucy's best friend and brother are in jail, her mom is lost to her mentally; all she has left is nancy and ryan)

-tbh i had no idea how to spell agleaca until bess said "theres no i in agleaca!" i thought it was igleaka like 😂

-damn how george just stares at nicks hand and then gets out herself is just so sad (like she immediately rectifies it but still...)

-"curiosity" part II; nancy who comes back to the sea after her mother died in it- agleaca drawn to lucy's trauma/to agleaca, lucy died fir "love"- would nancy be willing to risk the same? // this is also one of nancy's "mirroring mom" moments: winning sea queen, going to the velvet masque, getting caught by celia, having a "chat" with everett, and "falling" off the bluffs

-the collector 🎵👌🏻

-i wonder if there's any significance to the locations/means of their deaths; nancy's is pretty straight forward in terms of where and how, but why george and nick drowning, in the truck specifically? drowning in love? idk. ace's at the claw i get, but he gets himself caught? in what precisely? what does the fish hook mean? and bess's makes the least sense- burning alive? in the marvin estate? maybe the agleaca picked the most painful death for the marvin blood relation? idk. up for debate lmk ya thoughts

and lastly:

-i remember seeing this ending for the first time and i had just been traumatized by avengers endgame and since black widow is also a redhead seeing that shit at the bottom of the cliff it was like 😰😰😰 TOO SOON

-random thoughts-

these are just things i noticed, feel free to grapple with them or take note of them for extrapolation in s3 (lord knows i wont be) they probably belonged in recaps for previous eps but i either didnt find them in my notebook or couldnt fit them in

•nancy and truth/the perception of truth: using facts to suit theories instead of creating theories to suit facts- nancy often plays with the perception of truth and the details that fall between the steps; but she is also a victim to them by people who also know how to play the game (ie Carson) ex lying about the dress (tea cups and knives, trash got picked up, bail paid 1 hr ago) her inferences can be off from what others tell her ("people always lie") but she can also come to the wrong conclusions organically (carsons trial) more willing to believe the best in others/wanting them to be innocent (think nick ep 1) but later finding out the truths hurts more so she chooses to isolate herself and avoid involving others to be spared pain

•maybe i'm dumb, but who is "mr marvin" exactly? owen? the bald guy from the funeral? this comes from the guy who takes sailboats out like ep 4ish and says "ive worked for the marvins 20 years" she compliments the ship, he says "mr marvin and i just took her out this morning" so?? who is that? plus last ep just saying cassidy and isaac are her "late husbands children" dows thet mean sebastian? like did diana marry in? i feel like it would be odd for her to so embrace the "marvin way" if she wasnt a true born marvin

•ik college becomes a more s2 topic but none of the crew have ever been to college 🤔

•nick + the relationships with people whose reputations are tarnished: tiffany with investigating the hudsons/marvins, josh with murder/attempted murder, kate and 'stealing'/lying about nancy (esp compared to her almost preternatural kindness i mentioned before), george and her mom/family's reputations --> this kind of segues into nick + the concept of believing people you love could be capable of horrific things- accidental or on purpose (see- having to tell his family what happened)

•at the beginning, nancy kind of seems to be the "i'm sorry you're upset" kind of apologist and knows it. she also doesnt usually apologize earnestly bc shes never really sorry (she always has to get what she needs first ie coins mess) and she doesnt want to lie; to me it seems she doesnt like to bother with other people bc they require certain cues/niceties that are often lies- they ask "how are you" without meaning it, they dont really want an honest response except "fine", they dont like it when you call them out on fakeness, etc/ they require apologies for their bruised feelings even if youre right (and nancy can be pretty rude/nasty if provoked- a harshness unsoftened by sympathy)

•cont'd from the good place ep- since kate apparently means nothing to nancy anymore according to last ep ("stop calling her my mother") is her policy of "always seek the truth" now null and void? this mantra is now tainted bc the person who gave it to her broke it so much. can nancy disengage w it now? does she fall from grace to be complicit in "mysteries" of her own like everyone else? does she lose some of her "god-like" holier than thou act bc she is now literally born and raised in the "darkness" of sins/ugly truths like everyone else's? (ie truth is ugly but not to nancy, until now)

•did lucy disappear because her "murder" was finally solved? or simply because her trauma was addressed- she never meant to tell anyone about her suicide plans, the twisted trauma of which was too great to contain/unable to move on due to "sin" - or unable to move on because secret of nancy's parentage still remained? "lucy never wanted me to figure out how she died" she only wanted nancy to figure out her parentage without solving the mystery, yet did lucy see/witness nancy's revelation at the claw, or with carson, or even ryan? waiting for karen/josh to know? or just vanished?

•concept of imperfect mom figures- lucy, kate, celia, victoria, even karen- who all struggle with failings

•since karen dispelled one of lucy's attempts at nancy's haunting at the garden party, is that proof she isn't haunting karen?

•the crew + needing adult help: george's possession and victoria, club busted and owen, car accident and mcginnis, thom and cipher, larkspur lane and sal, bones and john, agleaca and hannah

•everett is always sitting- at his home office, at dinner, at yacht club (wonder if that was his actor + had to do with his recasting?)

-dad talk-

•both her dads think negatively on her "girl detective" thing but ryan sees use in it as a means to get answers, carson would never 'use' her in that way

•nancy + carson : suffering

"what about what i wanted?" + carson being imprisoned for weeks but she immediately rejects him (the DAY he gets his freedom no less) with no regard to his suffering (caused by herdiary!!) in regards to her own from this new knowledge (she does suffer a lot- "almost dying is my new normal" but still)/ the "thankless job" of parenting

•nancy + adults - connected to cop thing a few posts earlier : nancy is v precocious and smart for her age- she is "old enough" but also has trouble with the "adults" in her life- fathers, moms, karen, and cops letting her down but depends heavily on "adults" she cantrust- hannah gruen, john sander, lisbeth- highlighting her youth and occasional naiveté; nancy is unafraid to hold adults accountable for their actions (ie karen) but also loses them as allies along the way. both hannah and john are very nonthreatening and also experts in their fields, while her fathers and karen are revealed to be "just another brick in the wall" average, capable of mistakes, and not the people she expects them to be, while characters like john and hannah can only benefit nancy because either they do not mean as much to her or have no reason/nothing to gain by lying; they are purposefully shown to be small, demure, gentle, and nonthreatening as foils/opposed to karen, ryan, and josh whom she previously trusted; carson (+kate) is nonviolent as well but has the biggest betrayal which is perceived as an act of violence to her very personhood/shattering who she thought she was so she cannot be that anymore (admits truths to john "everytime i dig i hurt everyone" and hannah-agleaca) : unclear if redemption is possible for anyone :

•nancy bonds with carson over loss and then ryan over haunting. but actually, nancy rejects carson over loss bc she wanted to say goodbye and wasnt allowed to- so carson was with kate but nancy was not. nancy and ryan are more equals about haunting bc they both start around the same time and conclude together as well [nancy and ryan bond over thinking their parents conspired to kill lucy- think sitting on the floor at velvet masque] nancy is appreciated by ryan for her ability to get answers- he has no qualms about going through her/outside of police bc he wants results/instant gratification and thinks nancy is more so the expert in her field/respects her even through her age- once again acknowledging she is braver than he is (think lucy + claw parking lot) and her portent in the car freaks him out bc shes usually always in control, esp with him

•bc nancy was told "you can't be afraid of the truth" until she was / ironic bc shes braver than him except when the truth is they are related then she's scared to tell him while he actually starts to take some initiative

•nancy picked "the wrong person" to help her through her grief in her dad's eyes like her mom's best friend was somehow a better choice? carson truly "parents" nancy even during grief and haunting (which she rejects) whereas nancy and ryan are really equals in all their situations which is actually better for her and easier for her to maintain- nancy's expectations are low so anything that ryan gives is a bonus. nancy's expectations of carson were shattered by his lies so now she has nothing to connect with him about- they could barely even connect when sharing the same grief- carson actually very hypocritical hence nancy's upset at karen revelation yet carson doesn't agree bc hes the "adult" and shes the "child" not realizing she hadnt been one for a long time (hidden staircase perhaps?) whereas ryan better treats her with lack of controlling parental nature bc he is impressed with her competence before he receives that knowledge; "lucy was smarter than me too" acknowledging her intellect negates his ability to "parent" ie control her to leave him solely with caring about her wellbeing in her situations + aftermath - i honestly dont think carson would ever admit that shes smarter than him* bc he thinks shes not "all grown up" yet ("youve kept me on the bench for years"); ryan is more willing to meet her where she's at which is so important for all her good relationships - ace, owen, etc

*carson asks for nancy to figure out "who to trust" in ep 12, finally admitting that she is useful/ie acknowledging that her skills/abilities do help, are necessary, and can in fact save lives --> this is then s2 follow up by working for him (but it takes him that long)

•ryan/nancy/carson venn diagram - using sex to escape trauma

•if not carson vs ryan then what about celia and everett vs patrice (and josh)? at this point in the narrative, do you think ryan's parents would take his side should the knowledge become public (without their involvement), or deny nancy?

•"we were a family" + the disruption of family dinner- kate was really the one holding that family together and her death makes it unsustainable

okay!! that's all folks! i have exhausted my plethora of nancy drew thoughts + knowledge. you will never have to hear from me again!! TYSSM 😘

[miedei]

usually i scroll all the way down to my last ask & read everything on your blog but i'm running outta time cause my phone's about to die & i currently can't find my fucking charger lmfaoooo 💀

but like about the spelling thing like ugh i once spelled "honour" like that once during a class spelling thing in 7th grade english & i got it wrong bc the teacher only wanted us to ONLY use american english... that was my ONLY mistake the WHOLE quiz. i even ARGUED her fucking ass for it cause yk i grew up reading the british version of hp & like during that time my mum was in australia so she picked up their accent & we picked it up when talking to her too + how they spelled words in text so i tried telling her that it was spelled this way CORRECTLY still, but she did NOT listen and didn't give me the point. it was JUST me too. the next few hell months made me hate english so fucking much bc she was our teacher & she was always up my fucking ASS in spelling & grammar & idk if you guys have sra where you are but basically it's just reading comprehension lessons & we move up by level- i always get the highest starting level and move up fairly quickly. the thing is, she didn't let me move to a higher level until someone else reached it, she checked my answers personally instead of letting me self-check it like we're all supposed to do, and instead of letting me read/do anything else while she tells me to stop answering activities so i won't level up, she makes me SIT on my ASS THE WHOLE FUCKING 50 MINUTES. i NEED to DO something- i can sit still but 50 fucking minutes ????????? and i'm not allowed to talk to anyone else either cause i'll be "disrupting the class" ????????????? but then our next level teacher is FUCKING A M A Z I N G she's really young too and recently became my cool uncle's cool gf (THANK GOD YESSSSS) and she just Let Me Be in moving up levels & reading until i reached the 2nd to the highest level before class ended like ???? she was happy i was moving up so quickly too ???? is this what a good teacher looks like ???? oh and lol through her fb i found out she's a multi so IT'S A WIN (@ uncle plz marry her she's so fucking cool thanks)

aNyWaYs sorry for the random rant lmao just that it resurfaced when i saw that rant about spelling corrections sfndjdjkdkdgndk also i logged into my other acc a while back but was a lil shy hshhshs i wanted to share a sunoo tiktok i found on my fyp that made me melt a little & thought "omg send to ayumie this is so cute" like help i haven't even known you for a month yet dude 😭

anyways will be going off anon & you can post it if you like but the sunoo vid 😭😭😭♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ (riki i'm sorry just wait i'll come back to you soon sjfhienfidjf)

- drummer anon 😻😻

omg you do??? that's so sweet 🥺🥺

i fucking hate people that act like british spelling doesn't exist like americans aren't the only people to ever write english those teachers make my blood boil

but yay your next level teacher is great that's so cool!!! itd be so crazy if she became your aunt but she sounds amazing that's such a cool story

awww dude that's so cute send it if you want to! seriously i have so many tiktoks that i wanna post bc they remind me of one of your hcs

omg please do!! we can love both riki and sunoo otherwise id be wayyyyy too unloyal lmao