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Yellow and blue am I right??
I know I have mutuals from Argentina, so I hope at least they get this joke lol (ÂĄHola, vizinhos!)
Got the first pic from Freepick and they have that license thing so... the license thing:
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#i am not saying i ship Brazil and Argentina or anything...#just saying they do happen to parallel my OTP#yellow and blue#âi am your legendary rivalâ#âyour equalâ#âthe only one allowed to beat youâ#âand if anyone else tries death will be upon them!â#and just so you know Brazil 100% rooted for Argentina (well Messi mostly) on the last cup#we might hate you but you are always our first choice babyđ#subscorp#brazil nt#argentina nt#*cough cough*#Portugal is Quan Chi#*cough*#hanzo hasashi#kuai liang#scorpion#sub zero#mortal kombat#shipping parallels
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Hello my lovely friend!! đđ
I always get so excited when your comments come in!
Yep M.M. gettin' hit right in the chest from the outset of this chapter loll. But he's starting to see (even if he doesn't want to) that Ben may have some good in him after all. đ„Č
He just made the good decision unconsciously because thatâs how deep the reader has wormed her way into his heart.
Yep, she's gotten her hooks into him deep without meaning to! lol Exhibit A: he's waiting there in the hospital with everyone else, brushing off his near death by skyscraper crumbling on top of him, looking dusty AF. đ
And I couldn't not have Frank and Loco return for closure in this chapter. Had to be done! But I love that you appreciated Ben's reactions in all of this. No, he does not handle his emotions well. When you can't bury it, explode it -- as the macho men say. đđ
[Butcher on his deathbed, still got it with the jokes]: He needs to recover anyway⊠who else is going to cockblock like he does? đ
Right?? I couldn't kill off that perfect dynamic. (Funny how Butcher of all people ends up being the comic relief so often in this story. đ)
Lol Frank and Loco are so dear to my heart. Their bromance is such fun. Reminds me a bit of M.M. and Frenchie. But Frank should abso-fucking-lutely be getting "Employee of the Year."
But the second đ âYou were right then, and it still held up now.â But everything is so different now. Heâs different, the situation is different and I just wish someone was there to tell him that!
The reader would definitely have clued him into that...ya know, if she was awake. đ But at least he's realizing that his actions have consequences, intentional or not! Maybe next time he'll think before he blows up a skyscraper. đ€·đœââïž
[Ben and the V24 decision]: He's really in an impossible situation, poor guy. But you got it exactly right! He's willing to make sure she lives, regardless if she ends up hating him or not. And that's love, is it not? Love can be selfless and sacrificial, but it can also be selfish.
But then Frank "The Solution" Cardoza, coming in for the win!! So glad you're as proud of Ben as I am for making the more selfless choice to "open up a vein." đ„čđ„č
The conversation with M.M was interesting. It was fun to see Ben actually contemplate his actions.
I knew we needed to have that ultimate confrontation between M.M. and Ben. Both characters need it, in a sense, in order for them to be able to move forward in their respective growth arcs. For M.M., it's challenging Ben, seeing if this supe is genuinely starting to have a respect for human lives. For Ben, you're right, it's confronting his own actions and becoming more self-aware of how he sees himself. A hero? Or just another super-powered asshole?
Progress indeed. đ„°
I like that he got a few comments in to grace first ââYou can fuck right off, sweetheart.ââ And âYou know what. Iâm having a good day, so maybe Iâm feeling fucking generous,â he said. His mouth edged into a smirk. âBut I think itâs time we renegotiated our contract. Donât you?â Brilliant lines!
Thank you, my friend!! I thought Ben and Grace needed one last tet-a-tet as well. đ€Łđ€Ł
Oh, Ben coming into the reader's hospital room cocky AF after donating his blood. đ She does realize how much he has to care about her to do that for her, she's just being a little scaredy cat. đč
**But remember that little tidbit about the temp. super strength. It might just come into play in a future BMD-verse thing I've got lined up...
LOL Ben's save count is accurate AF at this point, isn't it?? đ
ââCome on now, baby doll. Youâre tougher than that.ââ He always pushes her and gives her the lifts she needs. Thatâs what I love about this relationship. They make each other better.
Awww thank you for calling that out!! That's exactly what I intend with these two. Yes, she's been pushing him to grow in her own way, but Ben does the same for her. He reminds her to recognize her own immense inner strength. đ„č
Hahahaa Ben's reaction to learning about Jon's death was predictable, wasn't it? But just docking Frank's pay a bit is pretty lenient, considering Ben's track record of retribution. đđ Considering how he helped the reader, that's Ben's way of letting Frank off the hook for his perceived lapse in judgment (even though she really didn't give Frank much of a choice at the time).
All bens initial thoughts are spot on and completely valid but he takes the time to realise what the reader needs. Heâs curbing his more selfish tendencies for her and again. Such growth and progress. It makes me happy.
I'm so glad, because it gives me such feels to be able to show his growth like this. đ„č
Buuut yeah, there's still more work to be done with him. đ "Telling instead of asking" her to live with him I thought was on-brand. lol But she's able to bring him down to her level a bit while realizing what he really wants, which she's learned painstakingly with him, cutting through the machoism to find the sensitivity underneath. đ„č
âI am, Ben,â you said more seriously. âIâm not playing games. This is real to me, and I want to be with you.ââ FINALLY! Some progress on these damn feelings.
IKR? They're "saying" it without saying ittt. But they'll get there, I promise. đ The Epilogue will be a bit of a rollercoaster, not gonna lie, but it's also going to be plenty of fun. đđ
Thank you so much as always!! Can't wait to bring you the last chapter next week.
Break Me Down - Part 17
Pairing: Soldier Boy/Ben x Female Reader
Summary: Youâre a private investigator by trade, but now you happily sit at a desk â leading a surveillance team at Supe Affairs. After managing to end Homelander in New York, Soldier Boy escapes custody. You are recruited for the manhunt, joining Butcherâs team.
Truly, you joined the S.A. for the right reasons. But after you become his accidental hostage, Soldier Boy will break down every single one of themâŠ
AN:Â *Gives you a box of virtual tissues.* Just in case. đ
Word Count: 6,000 Tags/Warnings: Macho angst ahead, hurt/comfort, major, major fluffâŠ
Part 17: More Than Words Can Say
Mount Sinai Hospital was one of the largest private hospitals in the city.Â
Fortunately, it was also the closest to Vought Tower, or what once had been the focal point of the superhero industry. It had been reduced to mere rubble and whatever dilapidated parts still stood.Â
All the news outlets were covering the towerâs collapse, and speculating on what couldâve created the blast that made the entire city trembleânot unlike last yearâs incident, when Soldier Boy killed the most powerful supe in the world.
In the hospital, M.M. walked through the Emergency Department until he found Yvette and her son, Devon. They sat beside each other on a single cot, now joined by Yvetteâs husband Chris while she signed her discharge papers. Sheâd gotten off with a minor concussion and a bandage over her temple.Â
âJust checking in on you guys,â M.M. said. Yvette smiled, but she asked about you.Â
âSheâs in surgery,â he told her.Â
Yvette nodded, though tears welled up in her eyes. Chris rubbed her back and held his sonâs shoulder.Â
âPlease call me with any news on her,â Yvette asked.Â
âYou got it,â M.M. said.
âAnd please,â she said, holding her son. âThank Soldier Boy for us.â
M.M. paused at that.Â
Seeing the family was well in hand, he returned to the trauma wing. There in the waiting room sat the whole team, minus Butcher, whoâd been admitted to the hospital as well after the ED doctors didnât like what theyâd found on his lab reports. (But M.M. would look into that later. Hughie was with him now anyway.)
That left Frenchie, Kimiko, and Annie to wait for any news on you. Even Grace had arrived an hour ago.Â
But M.M.âs attention was drawn to the dusty motherfucker standing near the hallway.Â
Soldier Boy leaned against the wall with his arms crossed. The collar of his supe suit was undone to give his neck and chest some breathing room. Heâd removed his gloves, and an empty gallon jug of water lied at his feet.Â
He was covered in a fine layer of soot and grime, though heâd since washed his hands and face to the best of his ability. He was also flanked by his two hired men, Frank Cardoza and Lorenzo Rivales.Â
Grace had run a quick background check on both, and as M.M. had learned, they were ex-Marines Soldier Boy had picked up in Colombia, while he was busy infiltrating a drug cartel.  Â
Fucking figures, M.M. thought, shaking his head as he watched the man. Grace stood and joined him.
âHeâs not just gonna fuck off back to South America,â he told her. âYou realize that right?â
She considered that with a tilt of her head. âLetâs just see what happens here.â
As if right on cue, your surgeon made his way down the hall and over to the waiting group. Ben pushed off the wall and went to meet him, as did Grace, Annie, and M.M.Â
Annie and Ben eyed each other with mistrust and annoyance, respectively, but then he ignored her to regard the surgeon with a terse, expectant gaze. Â
The doctor was a graying man in his fifties. He seemed to internally brace himself before he spoke, glancing at Ben first before the others.Â
âWeâve repaired the damaged muscle around her right leg. The femur is broken. We also addressed the wound near her shoulder,â he said. âHowever, the rebar did nick her heart. Sheâll need additional surgery to repair it.â
Ben sensed a but coming. He crossed his arms. âOkay, whatâs the problem?â
The doctor gave a nod and a short sigh.Â
âSheâs lost a lot of blood,â he explained. âWeâve given her a transfusion, of course, but sheâs in a delicate state right now.â
âSo whyâre you wasting time? Do your fucking job,â Ben snapped. Grace shot him a glance, but addressed the doctor herself.
âWhat are her odds, doctor?â she asked. Ben eyed her with a glare. She ignored him for the time being.Â
âShe needs this now. But, there is a chance she wonât make it out of surgery at this stage,â the surgeon replied. âThe OR will be available in thirty minutesâŠso this would be the time to be with her, just in case sheâs unable to get through this.â
âExcuse me?â Ben said.Â
His tone was dark and deep with grit, and the doctor stepped back. No one dared attempt to hold Ben back, but Grace quickly thanked the doctor and urged him to move forward with prepping you for surgery.Â
Loco shared a saddened look with Frank, who watched their boss with a deepening frown.Â
Annie turned to Ben with a measure of sympathy, hidden underneath her irritation at his attitude and her worry for you. You were still her friend, and she felt guilty for how cold sheâd been treating you lately. And she could see, at the very least, that this man cared about you.Â
âLook, can you just calm down a bit? Weâre all here hoping she pulls through,â Annie said.Â
M.M. stood behind her, silent, supportive. But Ben just ignored her, and everyone else for that matter.Â
He stalked down the hallway. And when he turned a corner, out of eyeshot, he growled and punched a hole deep into the closest wall.
Hughie perked up when Butcher finally started to rouse in his hospital bed. They had him on a hefty dose of morphine.Â
He blinked his weary eyes, his head rolling over on the pillow. His lips quirked when he noticed Hughie, who was glaring at him.Â
âWatching me sleep now?â Butcher remarked. âPretty fuckinâ creepy, Hugh.â
âYouâre such an asshole,â Hughie said.Â
That was something Butcher couldnât refute. He nodded. âI see they told you.â
âWhen were you gonna say something?â Hughie said. âWhen you fucking dropped dead?â
âProbably not even then,â Butcher teased. But when he took in the younger manâs face, all he saw was his little brother, Lenny. Butcher sighed.Â
âAinât nothing any of us can do about it.â
âFucking cancer?â Hughie said incredulously. âYou couldâve gotten treatment.â
âWouldâve bought me a few more months, maybe,â Butcher admitted. That fell between them for a moment with stony silence.Â
âItâs all right,â he added. âIâve had my fucking time. Got to see the life drain from that golden cuntâs eyesâŠgot to let my girl rest easy.â
Hughie didnât buy that. Or maybe, he just didnât want to. His eyes burned, both with emotion and determination. He stood from his seat and set out to find Grace. If there was anything that could help Butcher, she would know.Â
While the others went down to the cafeteria for a bite to eat, Frank sat in the waiting room with Loco beside him and Dr. Bakerâs briefcase on his lap.
He was sorting through its contents while Loco sat with crossed arms and slumping shoulders. He looked over at Frankâs stoic profile with a frown.
He was older, but not by much. Theyâd gone through one fresh hell after another together, and somehow, Frank always managed to pull their asses out of the wringer. It seemed Frank was trying to do the same for their boss.Â
It was funny, actually. Soldier Boy wasnât their first contractor. You were their first kidnapping though. Neither he or Frank had felt good about it when Antonio brought you back to the mansion in Medellin, but theyâd agreed to do a job. Guarding you became part of that job.Â
And yet, you had somehow reminded both Frank and Loco that they used to be respectable members of society. They used to have families, friends. They had once been soldiers. Good men. Maybe that was why theyâd grown fond of you over the past few months.Â
And FrankâŠwell, Loco knew the man had his reasons for wanting to be done with this work. Loco couldnât blame him; he was feeling tired himself.Â
âFound anything good?â Loco asked in Spanish. Frankâs dark brows had drawn together in new interest.
âMore than good,â he said. He looked up, but didnât find Soldier Boy in the waiting room. âWhere the hell did he go?â
Loco pointed to the reception desk. âTry asking someone.â
With a sharp sigh, Frank gave Loco the briefcase. âGuard that with your fucking life. Donât let anyone from the CIA take it from you.â
Loco gave him a look of offense. âItâs like you donât know me at all, bro. Fucking hurts.âÂ
Rolling his eyes, Frank got up and went over to the reception desk.Â
âExcuse me,â he said. There seemed to be no one at the reception desk. Granted, it was late at night, and they technically werenât supposed to be there. Grace Mallory had worked out an agreement with the hospital to allow them all to stay overnight.Â
He didnât have to wait too long though, as an on-duty nurse came over with a clipboard in hand. Her red hair caught his eye, along with her pretty smile.Â
âHi there. Can I help you?â she asked.Â
Frank faltered, just for a moment. But he cleared his throat and met her eyes.Â
âDid you happen to see which way Soldier Boy went?â he asked.
She gave him a wan smile and pointed down the hall, to the left. âThat âa way. Think he had an argument with the wall over there.â
Frank followed her gaze and caught sight of the hole in the wall. He frowned.Â
âSorry about that,â he said.Â
The nurse gave him a sideways look. âNo worries, hun. Itâs not your fisticuff outline in the wall, now is it?â
Once again, Frank didnât know quite what to say to her slightly teasing smile. But he returned it, more reserved, but genuine.Â
âThank you,â he said, with a nod. Then he remembered then what he needed to do.Â
And he took off brusquely down the hall.Â
It took him a few minutes to pull his head together, but Ben eventually worked up his nerve to go and see you.Â
You were still drugged out asleep, of course. He stood outside the large window of your private room in the Intensive Care Unit. He wouldnât go in though. Part of him refused to believe it had gotten to this.Â
And the reality, that this was his fault. Heâd caused the blast that destroyed the tower. His fault he hadnât gotten to you sooner.
âYou are the reason I needed saving,â youâd told him once.Â
You were right then, and it still held up now.Â
So, noâŠhe wouldnât go in there, into your room. The truth was, he couldnât.Â
But Benâs awareness prickled before he noticed, Frank had joined him. Ben tolerated it. While he wanted to be alone, maybe part of him (one he wouldnât acknowledge) craved some kind of company.Â
âYouâll get paid, donât you fucking worry,â he said dryly.Â
âThatâs not the only reason Iâm here,â Frank said.Â
It felt like a confession. Ben didnât reply though; he was focused on your pale face, covered by the breathing mask. Shallow puffs of air fogged the inside of it while your heart monitor clipped on.
âThereâs another solution here,â Frank said.Â
Ben gave him a cursory side glance. âShe wouldnât take Compound V. Not even to save her fucking life.â
âThat didnât stop you before,â Frank mentioned.Â
Ben didnât answer, but heâd been internally debating it ever since heâd spoken with the surgeon.Â
âAll right, get it over here,â he said. âThe temporary stuff.âÂ
Frank rose a brow. Heâd been curious enough to try testing the man. But now, he frowned.
âShe wonât forgive you,â he pointed out.Â
âWhatâre you, devilâs fucking advocate? Sheâll get the fuck over it,â Ben snapped.Â
But after his initial anger subsidedâŠhe knew his subordinate was right.Â
âSheâll be alive to hate me,â he said, more honestly. Â
Frank inclined his head. âThere could be another way.âÂ
Ben glanced over at him.Â
âShe lost a lot of blood,â Frank said. Ben frowned. Â
âTheyâve given her fucking blood transfusionsââÂ
âYeah, normal blood. A supeâs blood is stronger. Yours could probably heal her,â Frank said. âBut, the only one who can break your skin is you.â
Ben eyed him in suspicion. âWho told you that?âÂ
âRead it somewhere,â Frank said evasively.Â
Ben huffed in response, but as that realization truly sunk into his mind, his lips pressed together in new determination. He left Frank to start a brusque pace down the hall.Â
He ignored the red-headed nurse calling at him at the reception desk when he shoved through a locked security door, into the OR unit. He searched until he found your surgeon and pulled him from the sink he was washing his hands in.
The man gasped with fright, though he tried to hide it looking up at Ben. âWhat the hellâre you doing?â
âIâm making a donation,â said Ben. He raised a blunt nail to his wrist. âYou better hurry the fuck up, because Iâm about to open a vein.â
It was morning by the time another doctor returned to deliver an update on your progress: the âtreatmentâ was working. Your wounds had knitted closed within an hour following the blood transfusion, and you no longer needed surgery. They had also x-rayed your leg and found that the bone was whole once again. Even your broken ribs had healed.
Ben nodded at the news. He didnât respond, and just started walking down the hall. Grace, Annie, and M.M. stared after him with mixed reactions of confusion and curiosity.Â
âWhere are you going?â Annie asked. She was exhausted; all of them were.Â
The supe ignored her though. M.M. shared a look with her before he decided to follow the man.Â
Meanwhile, Ben once again stopped in the middle of the hallway when he was out of view. He took in a slow, steadying breath of relief, his fists clenching at his sides.
âCongratulations. After today, youâre gonna get your statue put back up,â M.M. said.
Ben turned around to stare back at the man, schooling his face into a stoic frown.Â
âYvette and her son are going to be fine, by the way,â M.M. added, as he crossed his arms.
Ben paused slightly at that, filing that information away with secret satisfaction.Â
To M.M., he merely raised a brow. âYou got something to say, or are you going to keep wasting my fucking time?â Â
âYou think saving one black kid makes you a hero?â M.M. asked, point blank. âTaking down Vought. Saving her. What does that all mean to you?â
Ben frowned in irritation. âWhy the fuck do you care?â
âJust answer the question. Be honest for once in your motherfuckinâ life,â M.M. said. âDo you really think youâre a hero?â
Silence fell between them.Â
Ben didnât know what it was about this guy. Maybe it was his persistence, or the fact that heâd pulled you out of the rubble and got you to a hospital in time to save your life.Â
But Ben actually considered the question.
Killing Stan Edgar and Black Noir. Saving you. Heâd done it all for selfish reasons. The kidâŠthat was something else. His face stuck in Benâs mind, how heâd trusted the superhero, like dumb kids were supposed to do.
But in that moment, carrying the tower on his back and knowing he was the only barrier between a mountain of hot rubble and this one kidâŠBen hadnât wanted to fail.Â
And still. You are the reason I needed savingâŠ
It wasnât really saving the fucking day if he started it, was it?
Benâs lips turned on a humorless smile. Still, he had saved the kid. And his mom. And you. For now, that was enough.
âLooks like I am,â said Ben.
But he met M.M.âs stare, briefly allowing him to glimpse beyond a wall of arrogance and pride.
And Ben walked away. M.M. watched him go in silent contemplation.
Grace intercepted Ben before he could visit you in the ICU.Â
Christ. What the fuck now? he thought sourly.Â
She gestured for a word, and with an annoyed look, he followed her down the hall.
âIâll get to the point,â she said. âButcher is sharing a floor with your girlfriend, down in Oncology.â
Ben raised a brow. That prick had cancer? Par for the fucking course, if he said so himself.Â
âSo?â he remarked.Â
Grace sighed. Sheâd expected that reaction. âTheyâve given him weeks, but the way heâs been pushing himself, more likely itâs days. Taking the untested Temp V long-term has had its adverse side effectsâŠif you were to make another blood donation, Iâll make it worth your while.âÂ
So now his blood was some fucking wonder drug? Hell no, Ben thought.Â
âYouâre asking me to save the guy whoâs double-crossed me, tried to hunt me down, tried to end me?â he said, with a dark, incredulous chuckle. âYou can fuck right off, sweetheart.â
She grated at the sweetheart remark, but Grace leveled him with steely blue eyes.
âIf it werenât for me, youâd be on ice right now,â she pointed out.Â
Benâs lips pursed. Heâd really like to snap this bitchâs fucking neck on principleâŠbut then he thought about it. He could work this into his favor.Â
âYou know what. Iâm having a good day, so maybe Iâm feeling fucking generous,â he said. His mouth edged into a smirk. âBut I think itâs time we renegotiated our contract. Donât you?â
Grace stared up at him, and she inhaled a deep breath.Â
âFine.â
You slowly woke up in a hospital room, in a paper gown with an IV drip and a heart monitor. Which made sense, as the events of yesterday came back to you in a rush.Â
But beyond feeling relieved to be alive, you also felt extremely well-rested. You didnât feel like a building fell on you.Â
What kind of masterful drugs are they giving me? You tried to read your chart on the wall, but you didnât see any pain medication on there.Â
Annie popped into your private recovery room. Her face brightened when she saw that you were awake.Â
âHey, hun! How do you feel?â she asked, lowering into a chair at your bedside. You wouldnât know that this chair had been occupied by various members of the team over the past few hours, including M.M., Frenchie, Frank, and even Grace.Â
âGreat, actually,â you replied. But now you frowned. âI shouldnât feel great.â
You remembered nearly being crushed under a pile of rubble. You remembered falling on a piece of rebar, and unable to move your crushed leg. You remembered the worry in Benâs eyesâŠÂ
And panic stung at yours.
âDid they give me Compound V?â your voice shook when you asked. Annie calmed you down with a shake of her head and a reassuring hand on your arm.Â
The door to your room opened once again. Benâs frame filled up the doorway. When his eyes met yours, your breath caught in your throat. He was still in his supe suit, and with his hands resting on his belt, he strutted inside the room.Â
M.M., Frenchie, Frank, Loco, and Kimiko came in behind him and at least looked showered. Ben looked like he hadnât even done that much, nor slept all night.
âIt wasnât the V,â he said at last. âJust a little blood donation. Seemed to work like a charm.â
His resulting grin had a bit of charm in it as well. Your head tilted in confusion.
"Whose blood?" you asked.
"Mine," he said. His expression faded, slightly more serious.
You found yourself slowly smiling, though your brows still furrowed in surprise. He gave me his bloodâŠinstead of Compound V.
While you tried to wrap your mind around the gravity of that, you reached for the pitcher of water on the rolling tray beside you. You grasped the pitcher, but the plastic actually crunched in your hand. You gasped and moved your hand over so the water inside wouldnât spill all over you.
Ben raised a brow.Â
The room fell silent as all eyes stared at you. When the water finished pouring out onto the floor, you gently set it back down on the tray.Â
âSeems you got some of his strength in the deal,â Annie remarked.Â
âGreat, thereâs two of them,â Hughie quipped with a grin.Â
âWell, thatâs probably just temporary,â M.M. sighed. âHopefully.âÂ
You couldnât help but laugh, and it brought a slight grin to Benâs lips.Â
After a bit of well wishing, everyone cleared out of your room to let you rest upâŠexcept for Ben, Frank, and Loco.Â
âWhat are you guys going to do now?â you asked of the latter two. Loco cracked his knuckles.Â
âGot another job lined up in private security,â he revealed. âIâve lost the taste for drug running. Nearly lost a damn toe on the last one.â
You laughed. âWell, thanks for doing one more job here.â
âAnything for el CapitĂĄn,â Loco said, giving Ben a respectful nod. âHe pays exceedingly well.â
You raised a brow at Ben, who shrugged with a cocky grin. Smiling, you turned to Frank, who was sitting in the chair beside your bed.Â
âAnd you?â you asked. Frank gave you a rare smile.Â
âGoing home,â he said. âTo my daughter.â
Your eyes began to sting, but you tried to blink away the beginnings of tears. You nodded and squeezed his arm.Â
âGive her a big hug for me. And thank you againâŠfor everything,â you said, even though you realized that thanking your former guard keep was strange. Still, there had been no part of your kidnapping that was normal in the least.Â
Frank hesitated, but he covered your hand with his.Â
Though he caught the way Benâs face tightened, and Frank let go of you. He stood with Loco, giving you and Ben a final nod. Then the two men left your room and disappeared down the hall.
Part of you felt melancholy, like chapters of your life were closing. But you also felt like new ones were waiting in the wings.
Your gaze turned to Ben, who stood near your bed.
He was looking over your chart to see if the doctors needed anything else before you were discharged. But your soft voice called to him, earning his attention. You beckoned him closer.
He went over and sat down on the edge of your bed, laying a hand on your thigh. You reached out for his arm.Â
âThank you,â you said.Â
Ben scoffed, though a hint of humor glinted in his eyes. âFor what? Saving your reckless ass for the millionth time?â
âFor saving Yvette and her son,â you replied with a smile. âAnd yeah, all that other stuff.âÂ
Your hand slid down his arm and slipped into his hand. Your fingers curled around his palm.Â
âReally. Thank youâŠâÂ
Tears welled up in your eyes again. You still couldnât fucking believe he opened up one of his own veins and gave you his blood. He gave a public hospital his blood in order to save you.Â
He couldâve easily slipped you V24 again, or worse, the permanent stuff. But he didnât just save you. Heâd respected your wishes.Â
What you wanted to say next got stuck in your throat.
Ben had something hiding behind his eyes, like he was reluctant to show you his real emotions. But when he focused on your face, his hand tightened on yours. His jaw clenched, but he didnât speak. He only let go of your hand to brush a falling tear from your cheek. His lips twitched at a smile.
âCome on now, baby doll. Youâre tougher than that.â
You choked on a laugh as more of your tears slipped down your warming cheeks. âNope. Iâm actually not.â
âHmm. Couldâve fooled me,â Ben said. You matched his grin with a beaming smile of your own. Â
Slowly, you pushed yourself up and took his dirty face in your hands. You guided him down to you, and you pressed your lips to his.Â
He allowed it with his usual demanding, fervent kiss. But then it slowed. He held your wrist to keep your hand in place on his cheek, and his thumb drew bath and forth over your skin.Â
You parted from him, pulling back enough to see his face. There was so much you wanted to sayâŠbut maybe right now, it was too much.Â
You met him with another tearful kiss.
Before you were officially discharged from the hospital, you had one more visitor.Â
Grace was once again there to debrief you. This time though, Ben sat at your side on the bed, a silent statue who regarded the woman coolly. He seemed to be tolerating her presence with more ease than usual, and you wondered why.
âYouâre going on medical leave,â she informed you. âFor three months, and then a psychiatrist will need to clear you for duty.â
Part of you wanted to argue, considering you were completely healed of your injuries. But you knew you needed a break from the S.A.âfrom all of this.Â
âYour mother and sister will be brought out of witness protection soon, after we determine that the threat is sufficiently neutralized,â she said. âYou can return home today as well.â
You could finally go back to your apartmentâŠthough the thought didnât call to you as much as it should have. You glanced over at Ben.
âIs this the part where you try to ship him back to Colombia?â you asked.Â
âThat was the agreement,â Grace said wryly. You frowned, trying to blink away the tears forming once again in your eyes.
You didnât want to lose him, but you also didnât want to give up your life here. You didnât want to leave the S.A., or your family, or your friends. Ben put you out of your misery, however.
âWe renegotiated,â he said.Â
Your eyes widened. âWhat?â
Grace explained, âIn exchange for his assistance in another case, he can stay in the U.S. on a trial basis. As long as he agrees to live within the law.â
You didnât entirely trust Grace. Ben would be watched at every moment. That was a given, but considering he still didnât have full control over his nuclear power, you were surprised Grace would allow him free roam within U.S. borders.Â
âAnd, provided, he agrees to a relocation. Preferably not in a densely populated area,â Grace added.
There it is, you frowned. You shared a look with him, and you could see he wasnât entirely on board with this. You had no doubt heâd agreed to her demands by lying through his teeth.Â
You turned back to Grace.
âWhat if he becomes a contractor for Supe Affairs,â you proposed. âThere may be some fallout after Voughtâs collapse, and more of their records to go through. Other labs to clear out. Ben would be a lot of help, if heâs willing.â
You glanced at Ben again. He met your eyes, then Graceâs, and he nodded marginally. He was getting bored of the heat in South America anyway.Â
Grace heaved a sigh. Benâs lips formed a smirk.Â
âOh, relax. I just ended Vought. Youâd be an idiot not to cash in on that PR,â he pointed out.Â
âNeed I remind you that you caused the towerâs collapse?â Grace said tersely. âAnd you did not end Vought. There will be repercussions to this, believe me.â
Benâs face tightened, but you grasped his hand.Â
âBut he fulfilled the mission,â you said. âHe took out Black NoirâŠand Stan Edgar in the process.â
âThe idea was to arrest him, but I get your point,â Grace said. Her hand raised to cover her mouth as she thought about your proposal.
Eventually, she spoke. âIf you can play by our rules, then weâll contract with you. But until you get that atomic bomb under control, you canât remain the city. Upstate is the best I can do.â
Ben chafed at being told what he couldnât do. What the fuck was he going to do in Upstate New York? Slowly rot to death in dusty-ass suburbia?
You shot him a knowing look, raising a brow.Â
âItâs a fair offer, Ben,â you pointed out. His lips pursed in annoyance. But he glanced at your hand in his.
Then he looked up at Grace. âFine. But first, unfreeze my fucking bank accounts.â
Ben later led you out of the hospital. There was a car waiting outside, and he got in to drive, despite you offering. He mustâve been going on very little sleep, if any over the past two days.Â
And of course, heâd refused to be seen at all medically, saying he was fine. You were still concerned about that destabilizing gun Black Noir had shot him with.Â
âIâm fine,â Ben had claimed. âJust need some sleep, thatâs all.â
You watched his profile for a moment, and a smile started to raise your lipsâŠuntil you finally remembered something that felt like a heavy stone in your stomach.
âUmâŠâ you said, earning Benâs attention. You looked up at him. âMy fatherâs deadâŠâ
Good fucking riddance, was Benâs initial reaction. Followed by a frown, as he now realized he would never get the pleasure of choking the shit out of Jon himself.Â
Ben had been fucking livid to learn from Frank that youâd been left alone in the Tower with your father while it was coming down (and Ben was petty enough to dock that little slip up from Frankâs pay). Had that asshole lived, Ben wouldnât have put it past him to try and take you with him after escaping the building. The mere thought grated on him.Â
âBlack Noir killed him,â you said, heaving a shaky breath.Â
That cut through Benâs thoughts. He glanced over, watching you fight some conflicting emotions.Â
ââŠPunched a hole straight through his chest,â you added.
Ben hummed in acknowledgement. You turned to him with a raised brow and glassy eyes. When he realized you were expecting a bit more from him, his lips pursed.
âWell, he got a quick death,â he said. âBetter than he fucking deserved, far as Iâm concerned.â
You sighed and leaned your head back on the head rest. Your eyes closed.Â
âGoddamn it, Ben.â
Ben eyed you with a deepening frown. âWhat the fuck do you expect me to say?â
âHow about some decency?â you asked, as a tear fell down your cheek. âHe tried to apologize. But I wouldnât let him.â
He paused at that. While he thought you were being unreasonable, it begrudgingly dawned on him what you wanted, and maybe, what you needed. He sighed through his nose. Even now, you were a handful.
Ben reached over, taking your hand from your lap. He pressed the back of it to his lips, earning your mild surprise. Â
âThatâs not your fault,â he said. And he briefly took his eyes off the road to look into yours. âNone of it was. You understand me?â
Your face softened. Though you tried to blink away your tears, a few of them still fell. You wiped at them with your free hand, while the other squeezed around his fingers, resting against your thigh. Despite how you were fracturing inside, warmth still kept you afloat.Â
So you looked up at Ben, and you nodded. He seemed satisfied by your answer. He turned back fully to the road, but you kept a tight hold of his hand. He allowed it.  Â
âWeâll have to go to the safe house to get our stuff,â you said eventually, with a small sniffle.
âNo need,â Ben said. âThatâs taken care of.â
That confused you. Was he taking you to your apartment then?Â
But instead, he drove you out of the city, and an hour upstate into Scarsdale. Youâd never been there, but you knew it by reputationâas one of the most affluent towns in the state.
You were even more confused when he drove down a street flanked by tall hedges within a private community. He pulled into a circular driveway in front of an immense white house, with a red brick roof, colonial architecture, a manicured lawn, complete with matching fountains lining the front door.
Ben parked the car and encouraged you to get out with him. You followed him up to the front porch, expecting an old billionaire to pop out of the tall bushes at any moment to chase you away.Â
âWhatâre we doing here?â you asked. His hands fell to the belt of his supe suit as he surveyed the stood, the door, and the walls for anything amiss.Â
âIâm looking into buying it,â he revealed, as if heâd just told you, Itâs pretty fucking sunny today, huh?Â
âOur stuff is ready to be shipped out when the deal closes with the owner,â he added.
Your eyes flew wide. âWhat? When did you have time to scope out houses?âÂ
Youâd only been discharged about an hour after the conversation with Grace.Â
âI had Frank look into some shit. He found this one,â Ben shrugged. âCould use some work, but not bad.â
Our stuff, you repeated in your mind. This houseâŠwas he trying to recreate what the two of you had in Medellin?
And more importantly, was this his way of asking you to move in with him?Â
Well, thereâs not too much asking going on, you thought in annoyance. And yet, you blushed; the sentiment in itself was enough to warm you.Â
You brought Ben back down to Earth by grasping his hands, earning his attention from the old grout in the tile.
âBen, this place is amazing,â you said. âBut I donât know if Iâll be comfortable living like this.â
He frowned down at you. âWhat the hell do you mean? You could have anything you want here. Itâs safe. Got plenty of roomââ
âA bit too much room,â you said, holding up your thumb and forefinger a couple inches apart.Â
He looked adorably grumpy. You smiled and squeezed his hand.Â
âDid you really feel cozy and at home in that mansion with fifty rooms and nobody in âem?â you asked.
He didnât answer you, and he didnât seem happy either. You didnât want him to take this as a rejection.Â
âIf weâre going to do this,â you said, âthen can we start a little smaller? Somewhere that feels like home to both of us?â
Ben stared back at you in annoyance. âYou need to broaden your palate.â
You just managed to stop yourself from laughing.
âYou havenât had a normal home in a long time, Ben,â you replied. Maybe ever, you realized. âHow about you trust me?âÂ
He gave you a dubious frown.
âWhat about this,â you tried. âLetâs pick it out together! If in a few months you still hate the new place, weâll try it your way.âÂ
âYouâre assuming weâre gonna make it that long.â Ben was starting to wonder if this was going to work after all. The two of you were from very different worlds.Â
You offered a cheeky smile. âIâm optimistic.â
He huffed. âSure.âÂ
You reached up on your toes, and gripped the front of his suit when you leaned up to kiss him. His hands rose naturally to hold you, resting on your jean-clad hips. He followed your languid kiss, his furrowed brows relaxing when you touched his cheek.
When you broke from his lips, his eyes opened to find yours.Â
âI am, Ben,â you said more seriously. âIâm not playing games. This is real to me, and I want to be with you.âÂ
But then you hesitated. You lowered back down to your feet.Â
âBut if itâs not to youâŠif youâre just passing time with me, until you get bored,â you said, âtell me now. Please.âÂ
It was Benâs turn to hesitate. It was the please that got to him, along with your downturned gaze. He captured your chin between his fingers and raised your face up to him.Â
âIâm not fucking around,â he said. âI want you to live with me.âÂ
Your smile was soft and bright when you took his hand. Ben wouldnât admit it, but something in his chest stuttered to life then.
âOkay,â you said with a nod. âLetâs do it.â
AN: *squeals* It's happening! We've really gotten here, folks. How'd you like how it all wrapped up with Grace, M.M., and even Butcher?
But we're not quite there with these two yet...
Next Time:
âWhyâre you nagging me like a goddamn wife?â he snapped.
âWife?â you scoffed, crossing your arms. âYou donât even call me your girlfriend.â
But God forbid another man even smile in your direction. Ben was possessive, protective, and claimed with all but words that you were his. And yet, he wouldnât say it.
You shouldnât have been surprised that he was afraid of commitment, but youâd been living together for six damn months.
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