#we love the ugly little alcoholic gremlin man

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One reason I love Grantaire is that when the brick describes him, it doesnt cover very much. But still, in the brief half a page or so, Victor Hugo finds the time to go off on a Tangent about his appearance. Nevertheless, We love R he is lovely!

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The Angel’s Share, pt 7

Written with the super talented @hopelessromanticspoonie​

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

It was late, so late that the night had almost folded over into morning. 

Thomas sat in the drawing room - one of the only downstairs rooms of his father’s to have been kept pristine in the selling of possessions to keep the wolves from the door in the lean times - with a snifter of Crimson Peak in his hand, staring out of the window, looking without seeing.

He missed his wolfhound. Baskerville had been a good boy; friendly, loyal. Thomas remembered curling up in front of the fire, sprawled over the giant dog’s belly, his little hands curled in the dog’s thick, warm-smelling fur.

Baskerville’s death by his father’s hand had been one of the darkest days of Thomas’ young life. 

He was drawn from his miserable reverie - how most of his reveries went these days - by the creak of a floorboard.

“Gid? You’d better not be out of bed,” he called from his chair. The only light in the room came from the small lamp on the corner of the desk. The hallway and the remainder of the room sat in shades of grey.

Silence, then Kate’s voice.

“I didn’t know you had a curfew for guests, Fabio.”

He felt a smile spread across his face. “Sneaking about, are we?”

She raised an eyebrow. “Brooding, are we? It works better if you frown more, maybe narrow your eyes a bit. Curse God under your breath. You know.”

“Touche.” He had to work hard not to laugh. God, she elevated his mood. “Still, you might do well to remember that Allerdale is rumoured to be haunted.”

She stepped into the doorway silently. Her hair tumbled over one shoulder. Her feet were bare, the nails painted a bright blue. She wore jogging bottoms and a t-shirt that proclaimed ‘I AM FUCKING MAGNIFICENT’. With the moon shining a halo around her from the big hallway window, catching the lines of her delicate features and the curve of her lush hips, Thomas couldn’t disagree.

“Can I tempt you?” he asked, lifting the decanter of whiskey he’d placed on his father’s wide mahogany desk. 

Her eyes narrowed a second, and he prepared for more snark. But instead she yawned, and then shrugged in agreement, crossing the room to drop on to the chair opposite his. Thomas loved the wingtip chairs, old as they were. In the good times, his father used to read to him, both of them cuddled up in these big chairs, and Thomas had felt happy and loved and secure on his father’s knee. The older man had smelled faintly of pipe smoke and mint. The scents still made Thomas melancholy to this day.

He poured Kate a small measure and handed her the glass. When she took it, their fingers brushed momentarily. He felt the electric contact. The fire leaping between them. If he ever took her to bed, he knew instantly that they’d set the sheets alight. 

If I ever take her to bed. No one took Katherine Adams anywhere. You didn’t prepare for a woman like Kate, you simply buckled in and enjoyed the ride. 

“Thanks,” she murmured, inhaling the spirit. “And to answer your question, I couldn’t sleep. Too quiet. I’m used to ambulances roaring past at all hours. Don’t suppose you could do me a favour and round up a couple of drunks to fight outside? That’d definitely send me off.”

“City girl,” he teased, rolling his eyes.

“Country toff.”

Their gazes met and held for a second, and Thomas felt that fire crackle between them again. Fuck, he wanted her.

“If we’ve learned anything over the last few days, surely it’s that appearances can be deceptive,” he said mildly.

Kate lifted her glass in a toast. “I agree, and yet you did insist on bringing me out here to see your frankly magnificent mansion in the middle of nowhere. You could have shown me a picture? Even a little video on your phone? But no. You wanted me to be here. In the country. To see the huge house. And what is probably a garden the size of a football pitch. So, toff.”

Thomas sipped his whiskey thoughtfully. “Maybe I just wanted you, Kate. Maybe it was never about the whiskey. You ever think about that?” 

She coughed in surprise, a little of the spirit going down the wrong way. As she spluttered he abandoned his own drink and shot from his chair, rubbing a hand over her back to soothe and encourage her breathing. “There, darling. That’s it. Just breathe.”

Kate glared at him as she sucked in a breath. “You can sit down now, Dr McCoy. I’m hardly dying.”

He grinned. “And a Star Trek reference. Be still my beating heart, she’s back.”

*****

The combination of the whiskey burning down her throat and his hand searing through her thin t-shirt where it came to rest between her shoulder blades had a different heat coiling low in her belly. This close, with him hovering over her with such concern, the warm glow of the lamp catching on the angles of his face, it was all too much. 

She ducked her chin to cough into her elbow, shaking her head as she cleared her throat. “You’re just lucky that I can’t breathe well enough to really lay into you, Sharpe.”

His hair created a curtain around them as he leaned over her, lending more intimacy to his gaze as it fell to her parted lips. “I look forward to that day, Katherine.”

The sound of her name in his rich baritone, full of dark promises, sent a shiver down her spine that he had to have felt with his hand still on her back. She needed to create space between them, and quickly, before her curiosity got the better of her. Her hand pushed lightly on his chest, the deep burgundy jumper deliciously soft beneath her fingertips. With the space she made, she could stand up and move over to the window. She felt she could breathe again without the heady cloud of citrus and bergamot that perfumed his skin surrounding her. She caught his heavy sigh at her retreat, but ignored it.

Searching frantically for a change of subject in the dark woods, she tapped the crystal in her hand with her fingertips. Her eyes caught on the twinkling of stars through the clouds, a sight she had been hoping to see since she had agreed to the journey. “The one benefit to being out here in the middle of nowhere is the sky. I’ve never seen so many stars before…”

The floorboards creaked and felt the heat of his body against her back as he came to a stop behind her. “Have you ever been to the countryside before, Katherine?”

Maybe it was the whiskey lowering her inhibitions, or the fact that her back was to him, or the stillness of the night begging for her to break the overwhelming quiet. Maybe it was his soft, imploring tone, genuinely wanting to know the answer to the question. Whatever it was, she opened up, just a bit, her face tilted up to the cool blue moonlight.

“Mum says that my biological dad, the glorified sperm donor, has a house out in the country somewhere. Lots of land, estate older than dirt, like this place. Something only someone with old money or who profited off the backs of others can afford.” She took a sip of her drink, relishing the bracing smokey alcohol scorching her throat even as her knuckles whitened to still the shake in her hands. 

“He took her there, once, before he dropped her on her arse for having the gall to get pregnant with me - as if he had no part in it. He claimed she was chasing him for his money, his status in society, that she was just American trash looking for a way to lock him down.” Her humorless laugh tasted bitter on her tongue. “He still sent her money, even after all those accusations. Sends me the money now that I’m an adult. Neither of us have taken a pound of it. But raising a child alone in London is hard, expensive. There wasn’t really money to just take a trip anywhere, even a little cabin in the countryside. Maybe somewhere farther up north, with a fireplace and feet of snow all around…”

His hand settled on her upper arm, and she didn’t pull away. It was comforting, warm and large, anchoring her to the moment so that she couldn’t slide back into the darkness of her memories. She turned to him, resting her hip against the cool window as she regarded him thoughtfully.

Standing there, watching her with the same protective concern he had earlier on the stairs, he was beautiful. His crimson jumper seemed to infuse  more color into his face, even with the dark gray button down underneath that just peeked out the top of the jumper’s neckline. Even when relaxing in his own home, he was well-dressed, a product of his privileged childhood through and through.

She felt like a gremlin in comparison with her hair mussed and bare feet peeking out from her pajama bottoms. She was common, nothing like him, and she never would be. She knew better than to let him get this close. The last time she had fallen for such a well-mannered, handsome package with expensive clothing, her heart had been torn to ribbons.

Some days, she felt like she still hadn’t collected all the pieces.

She couldn’t let that happen again, no matter how much she longed to know if Thomas’ lips would taste like the bittersweet whiskey on his breath as he gazed down at her. Her heart hammered in her eardrums when he shifted closer to her, his chest brushing against hers. The same look of desire that she had seen earlier before dinner flashed in his eyes. Sooty lashes touched his cheeks as his head tilted towards her. “Kate…”

Oh no. No no no. Panic raised its ugly head as her heart fluttered in her chest, desire warring with fear. Not fear of Thomas, but fear of heartbreak. Fear that loving the wrong man one more time would destroy her, throw her into a hole she’d never truly climb out from.

She pressed her back against the window, placing her free hand on his stomach to still his approach. It took every bit of willpower she had not to stroke the muscles there that clenched beneath her touch. “I… I should go back to bed. You promised me a tour of the grounds tomorrow, and I’ll need my rest to keep up with those long legs of yours, GQ.”

Ignoring the look of disappointment that pulled the curve of his lips downward, she retreated back to her designated room, still gripping onto her drink for dear life.

That was too close.

*****

The next morning, Kate was only mildly disoriented when she woke up to the sound of, well, nothing, besides her alarm blaring loudly in her ear. Pushing the frizzy mane of her hair out of her face, she stumbled out of bed, the previous night heavy on her mind as she went about her morning routine.

She had let him get too familiar, giving him an insight into her past when he hadn’t asked for it. It was foolish of her. His earnest demeanor and charming ease had pulled her in, hook, line, and sinker. She wouldn’t make that mistake again.

Tugging on her scuffed boots after she had finished dressing - today in a thin sweatshirt that read THIS IS WHAT A FEMINIST LOOKS LIKE and some denim cut offs - she left her room, braiding her hair over her shoulder as she trotted downstairs to find Thomas and get the day started. Maybe she could hurry him along and she wouldn’t have to stay another night. If she was lucky, she’d be on her little sofa by six pm, Netflix on and a fish and chip dinner on her lap.

“Sir Thomas Sharpe? Where you hiding? Let’s get going, Fabio!” she called down the hallway.

Gideon poked his dark head out from the dining room. “Missus Kate! Hello!”

Charmed, Kate stopped and smiled at him. “Hi there.”

“Looking for Uncle Thomas?”

“I sure am.”

Gideon offered his hand. “I’ll take you. He’s in the stables. Do you want breakfast first? Or coffee? Adults always seem to want coffee but it’s disgusting,” he added, scowling.

Kate had to laugh. She loved kids. They had no filter and hardly ever lied, at Gideon’s age anyway. “I would love some coffee. But I’ll make it, shall I?”

“Already done,” a voice from the kitchen called. Kate recognised Lucille’s dulcet tones and steeled herself for the perfectly presented Englishwoman. She’d already prepared herself to feel like a troll around Thomas’ regal sister.

Lucille didn’t disappoint today, her hair coiffed in a neat bun, dressed in darkwash, immaculate jeans and a sleek navy gillet. “Good morning.” She handed Kate a mug. “Black?”

“Perfect.” Kate sipped the inky black brew gratefully as Gideon tugged her hand.

“Come on! You’re missing the morning! Let’s go see the horses already!”

“Gideon,” Lucille cautioned, but Kate smiled and shrugged her shoulders dismissively.

“It’s really fine. I should be on a train back later anyway, so it’s good to get a jump on the day. I guess I’ll see you later.”

Lucille only smiled politely and went back to making breakfast - looked like some sort of bircher muesli concoction or something equally healthy and pretentious. Kate herself preferred pig in a bun of a weekend morning. She’d try and choke down some muesli later, maybe after another coffee. For now, she let Gideon lead her out of the house and down to where Thomas would be.

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Kaizo's Smile

'Even the cruelest person like him could cry'

++I want to upload this for Kaizo's birthday but I can't hold my mind to upload now anymore,,++

"Alright everyone, I'm sure you guys know this person. He also a Rebel like me. The difference? His head isn't oval,"

"The similarly? They're both assholes and hurt my handsome face," Fang mumbled.

"I know you said that, Spiky gremlin.. but hey let me reintroduce to you everybody to the former infamous kubulus man, nearly kill my brother's human friends just for heavy load of power, Jojo."

"It's Ejojo, geedammit!" The criminal corrected.

Kaizo put his head closer to him "Or I can call you 'A cube full of shits' if you hesitate,"

Small prison room, Kaizo's spaceship

Around 13.45 earth time

Boboiboy's team just got an invitation to the dragonfly-shaped spaceship and have a tour in there. Lahap assisted the team to prison room that contains three cells​ plus a high security setting bathroom. Right now it's just Ejojo that only prisoner.

"I don't get it, Captain Kaizo. I thought he's dead after you punched him," Boboiboy points at a filled cell.

"Actually, right before Lahap throw him to abandon planet, he suddenly woke up with ugly facial expression in which makes us shocked. Oh and just call me Kaizo when not in missions," The squad said "Oh.." together.

Ying raised her hand "Kaizo, is it ok to put him here? I mean, there's a lot of empty cells in TAPOPS station prison room,"

"She's right. Why don't you put him there?" Yaya support her statement. Gopal also agreed.

Kaizo start to step his foot near Ejojo's cell. He holds his hand on the edge of cell, stare his prisoner in 'I need that' look which makes the squad feels there's something between those guys. "That's remain secret.." disappointment appears in everyone's​ face, and Gopal mumbled "Aw c'mon!". Kaizo giggled seeing their expressions.

"Okay Pang! I need you to guide them to the other rooms. I'll be in training equipment room in few minutes," So then Fang bring his earthling friends out of prison. Kaizo sits in a single chair, stirs his green galaxia tea till it mix well. "Jojo, you seems thirsty,"

"The hell I would! Maybe Lahap want some," Lahap glared at Ejojo "I only like it with Yaya's biscuits,"

"Your obsession towards junk food literally showed up few times,"

"Your obsession towards earth vegetables literally showed up every time you used armour," Ejojo choked up after Lahap said that.  "You piece of-"

*Hiks*

Eh? What's that? They looked at the source of that voice, with their eyes glared at Kaizo. "C-Captain! What's wrong?"

"I think we just butthurt him or something," "SHUT UP, EJOJO! Captain?" Kaizo keep hiding his face with cyber mask, though he is opened his mask now. His eyes even reddening and just making tears.

"H-hey, Lieutenant, sorry I just carried away. I'm-"

"I knew it he was crying due to butthurt!"

"Shut your TINY MOUTH-"

Kaizo put his hand on his Lieutenant "No, no that. It's my brother, *sniff* do I make him suffer till out of line?"

They stay silence, feeling awkwardly worried. Even Ejojo seems surprised by his now Captain's confession, though he's already know who he was talking about.

"Alright, Pang I know you won't forgive for what I've done to you, but I hope you never forget me. Just don't make your friend's suffer continues till the end,"

"Whoa Zo I didn't know that's your Private,"

"And he's my brother too ya dingus!"

"Dude, chill. You also did something bad to him,"

Kaizo  who feel itchy in the chest, runs toward Ejojo's cell "You haven't seen my 'Papa' yet,"

He could feel a liquid running through his face, and hugs himself in pain while mumbled "Pa..pa.... My ears,"

Ah, that times. When Kaizo who is still eleventh, trying to get away from 'Papa's joyful but malicious laugh "I know you love me, Kai! Come closer to Papa~" the situation got worsen because Fang was gone to school till 5 PM (not earth time) and his mother... She's not breathing anymore since she gave birth to Fang. Kaizo could smell the strong scent of an alcohol his father drinks.

"No! Papa hurts Mama and Pang! I hate you!!" Kaizo kept threw random things while the laugh get louder and echoed through the room "Haha... you naughty little boy, I guess I'll just skip the lunch to PUNISHMENT TIME!!!" 'Papa' grabbed his large whip, and what happened later is better to be hidden...

Lahap comfort Kaizo who is still sobbing "I know you want to make him better than yourself, just don't get it off limit like- uh I'm sorry- your father do to you," Kaizo started to smile in joy "Thanks *sniff* you're one of the best person I've ever talked to,"

The prisoner just stand behind the cell, watching in awe. How does himself who also act against the government's rules only have computer as comforter? Well that thing have souls too... 

Kaizo stands up, walking to Ejojo and surprisingly he opened the door "Captain!? Wha-" Kaizo attached some kind of lock in Ejojo's arms "I'll let you free, but never get out. You know what I mean,"

It is the special security handcuffs where it could detects the victim's behaviour. Ejojo seems surprised that Kaizo have that kind of handcuffs "I only de attach that things if we want to do simulation. I keep Lahap to spies you every week just in case," the Lieutenant groaned "Ugh.."

Seconds move somewhat faster year by year. Ejojo always thinking of his dream to be the most powerful kubulus in galaxy, sitting in a nebula pattern throne while clapping his hands to call his servants (especially Adudu) for godlike treatments. His chance to provide it gets smaller and smaller as his rival steps forward to that illusion throne while said 'You never change, eh?'

Ejojo open his mouth "Heh, uh.. I remember when we got a test at academy, I did the same with you. But you keep struggling because you didn't want to be a victim?" he smiled like a normal guy now. Kaizo laughing more than before "Ahahaha! Yeah I thought you forget that. And Lahap, do you remember when my space bike got damaged in the engine and you fixed it?" Lahap nodded and smiled "Yup. I also remember when you both often fighting at something unimportant, you're pretend to be cool and popular students at academy,"

Everyone in the room laughing. Wow, they could imagine themselves going back to academy as alumni while making their juniors envy with their position. By how much they do bad things they just want to keep their relationship with the person they trust the most going well.

Now, Kaizo going back to the earthlings that Fang guides "..and here's my suit's. Elegant, right?" Fang gives a seductive look.

"Pretty much fine," Kaizo said from behind making them gasped. "Uh.. hey Captain, let's go back to the tour, guys,"

"Don't forget, let them see my training simulation," he smiled happily, second surprise!

Lahap sees him behind the automatic door, mumbled:

"I will not letting you go from my sight, Captain.."

++Yes, Kaizo's flaws is the reason why I made a lot of AUs and headcanons of him~ I hope the new BBB Galaxy episodes that come soon will be more enjoyable!++

[swearronchanel]

BETTER LATE THAN NEVER 6.07

AHHH OMG, I was out all day & Actually MISSED the NEW episode like wtfff?!!? it was TOrture!! & I literally had to delete twitter and Tumblr off my phone because the devil himself would’ve tempted me lmfao😭 I love spoilers but not when everyone has seen the episode but me! it’s okay though I had some rum chata to distract me lol, which is just rum and horchata which is the Hispanic version of Horlicks so, At least I was in the CtM Spirit 🙃

Anyway I’m finally getting to watch it so here we go ..

shit I’m so nervous and I haven’t pressed play

why is my heart beating so fast omg

i usually skip the intro but I’m legit not ready

PHYLLIS !! 💕

damn Vanessa already hinting at what’s to come

Baby Susan so precious omg!!

No lie one of the prettiest babies I’ve ever seen. I’ve seen lots of ugly babies and lots of cute babies, I’m qualified to judge.

“Courage and resilience will matter most of all” 😭😭ahh omg

My spirit animal and campion Phyllis deserves nothing but the best I’m not ready to see her hurt

SHELAGH GETTING EXAMINED 😭😭💕💕 MY HEART IS BURSTING & her belly is so big omg!

CRYING SHE STILL CANT BELIEVE ITS HAPPENING ME EITHER BBY 😭 like holy shit I’m still not over it.

But I’m going to binge series 6 with my mother when I’m home Saturday and can’t wait for her to watch because she wanted to see shelagh have a baby & also she doesn’t know what tf has happened 😭😭�� it’s been a crazy series! She will be s h o o k

“I know I’m just not a very relaxed sort of person” SAME but BBY RELAX 😭💕

LOL I WOULDNT HAVE READ IT EITHER

That was a cute moment with Babs and Shelagh!! But still wish it was w/ Trixie though 🙁 also it didn’t seem like a “heart to heart”? was it supposed to or was I expecting too much

Aw Rhoda 💔

what a ignorant ass teacher though, I’ll  FIGHT HER REAL QUICK

BOY OR GIRL??? I REALLY WANT TO KNOW UGH WHAT IS BABY TURNER??!

ugh Shelagh and Patrick’s faces 😫 I hope they don’t feel guilty for having a baby

But also why does shelagh have to keep wearing the same things lol, I feel cheated of all the cute maternity looks she could’ve served instead

“Having to explain” poor Mrs Antoine UGH THAT MAKES ME SO ANGRY, THERE’S NOTHING TO BE EXPLAINED   I’m mixed, Hispanic and white not black and white but still my dad is tan & we’ve been places where people have given my parents the dirtiest looks and have heard a nasty comment or two & it BOILS MY BLOOD

Omg the Antoine boys are precious

TRIXIE 😍😍 my bby looks good!

PHYLLIS IN TROUSERS HELL YES

UM VALARIE CAN U NOT BE RACIST

I swear if she says anything more I’ll lose my shit

“No one can really choose who they fall in love with” BLESS U DEELS

Bless Phyllis for making sure those cubs don’t grow up to be as ignorant as their parents

“I surmise the puller of teeth is intended to admire it” SISTER MJ IS A GEM

LOL SISTER J WANTS HIM TO COME THROUGH

SISTER WINIFRED WITH ANOTHER PRICELESS FACE IM DEAD

A bassoon? Lmaoo what the actual fuck Tim

Oh it’s for girls ofc LOL give him a girlfriend already, I’d get such a kick out of it. & Patrick could make another dad joke and say like take a lesson from me I legit beat God over a woman’s heart

The Mullucks fam 😭

Patrick with Susan omg aww

Trixie looking like a b a b e I’m dead 😍

“You’ll look like you’re trying to hard” DELIA HAHA OMG SHE GETS LIKE ONE MIN OF SCREEN TIME BUT SHE ALWAYS HAS GOOD LINES

I need Trixie’s everything, no joke. HOW

But I’m dying my hair blonder this week don’t play

Ah my bby shelagh again 😍💕

I feel so sorry for Patrick like this wasn’t your fault

LMAO SISTER WINIFRED CANT CONCENTRATE IN COMPLINE  SHE IS ANNOYINGLY PRECIOUS

She’s scared to take her driving test aw 😂😂 same like I have my permit but I’m scared to fail the actual driving test

“Oh I have a soft spot for the Antoines” PHYLLIS TIENE UN GRAN COROZON 😭

Omg Mr and Mrs Antoine are so cute too, dios te bendiga 😰

Christopher being a flake wtf no me gusta

Sister W is in on the drama like Sister B was, am I right??

LMAO HER RUN

Prosthetics are so wild, my abuelo has a prosthetic leg and I was so interested when he first got it. But also I’m going to hell for being evil because I joke around way too much when he’s extra senile

“People call my kids hair frizzy, but I think it’s beautiful” MY HEART😭💔 literally my mom was the same with me. Defensive over my curls - even tho my hair is frizzy sometimes😭

The song though, took me a second to process but that’s my bby shelagh’s song ?? Ummm wut

lol sister Winifred hella late, let me guess this will make her want to drive?

this prosthetic place is so great wow omg

damn it Bernie

PHYLLIS LOVES THIS FAMILY AND I LOVE THEM ALL OMG 😭😭

GET THE RUM ! or I will lol

ah never mind

LOL SISTER W AGAIN & PHYLLIS SHAKING HER HEAD

the question is, does/has sister Winifred drink/drank ? she seems like a light weight

fuck is this when it’s gonna happen

I’M NOT READY DAMN IT

damn Bernie..

UGH MY HEART IS RACING IM SO ANXIOUS AND SCARED AHJXKWLXM

HOLY SHIT OMGGGG

THAT WAS SO HARD AHH OMGG

IM FUCKING SCREAMING

Phyllis is in shock o h m y g o d

I can’t process this either

OMG I CANT DEAL

PHYLLIS IS SOBBING, IM SOBBING WTFFFF OMGG 😭😰😰😰💔💔💔

MY FUCKING HEART

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO OMG

AW SISTER W ASWELL UGH WTF I SHOULDNT FEEL SO MUCH

LMAO OMG THANK U FOR COMIC RELIF

TIM SUCKS LMAO stick to the damn piano boy

PATRICK AND SHELAGH GIGGLING OMG MY HEART IS OKAY NOW 😭😭💕💕

SHELAGH AND PATRICK BEING SO CUTE IM CRYING

DAMN THALIDOMIDE

DAMN THAT CAR UGH  

DAMN IT ALL

LOW FUCKING BLOW BERNIE THAT WAS NOT HER FAULT

BABS TRYING TO COMFORT PHYLLIS  IM CRYING AGAIN

SHE IS SO HURT, I AM SO HURT, IM A BLOODY MESS OF TEARS. IM SOBER AND SAD NOW & THERE’S MASCARA In MY CONTACT LENS & MY 3yr OLD GREMLIN LITTLE COUSIN IS KICKING ME (lol he’s laying next to me)

AND CARRIE CRYING NOW OMGGG NO LENNY WONT DIE STOP

“That lovely gp of yours” lol does everyone have a crush on Dr Turner but me? Lol don’t come @ me pls I’m sorry I know people love him 😭😭 Im here for Christopher and Tom But He is handsome, just in an older man way Lmaoo guess it’s cause he could be my dad 😂 lol he’s older than my dad

I’d take him as a sugar daddy real quick though. I need my tuition paid and he is so sweet😏 😭😂

So it was a scarf, hmm I thought trixie was gonna find like stockings or something

“Not Hermès but something very like it” lol how does Trixie know what Hermès feels like on a nurses salary?

Valarie is on my nerves & she’s had like 2 mins of screen time Lmaoo I’ve liked her until this episode. I hope they don’t ruin her for me

“But I’m a member of the institute of advanced motorists”  UGH PHYLLIS IS A GEM WHO DOES NOT DESERVE THIS !! SHE IS THERE FOR EVERYONE ALWAYS, SHE ALWAYS DOES GOOD WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO HER?

Aw Sister Winifred

Oh Rhoda 💔💔she’s such a great mother

MY HEART, THEY WERE WALKING AWAY FROM BEING TEASED

BLAME THE RACISTS, IT IS ALWAYS A VALID BLAME

YES PHYLLIS IS A GOOD WOMAN! 😭😭

Tom trying to comfort Phyllis😭😭

“You’re fond of your meat, and our views on God and His existence are divergent to say the least, but we both follow vocations…. so if you caused harm to someone else, even inadvertently would it not make you question what everything in your life has come to stand for?” I’m c r y i n g

“I, a rational woman, have no one to question but myself” 😭💔

IM REALLY HURT

“Sometimes cheering people on the sidelines doesn’t help”

my bby killing it 😍

Why you being a flake Christopher? go ahead man tell her about your kid

BRUH YOU DONT TELL HER LIKE THAT LMAO

he’s divorced ah, thought it was out of wedlock. I don’t care though haha

NO DRINKS FOR TRIXIE, TELL HIM BBY.. in your own time of course 💕

BABY SUSAN SO PRECIOUS

Fred brought her car ugh And Phyllis is still so hurt as am I 💔

This lady is so sweet! I hope she and Rhoda become friends right now

DID SHE TAKE DISTIVAL TOO?

lol wait where are the Turners I miss them??

“.. and the words ‘Nonnatus house this is not a midwife speaking’ are most unlikely to reassure the caller” SISTER MJ!

YES SHE DID OMG. I need them to be best friends omg 💔😭

“Nothing was said, nothing was done” 💔💔

PHYLLIS LOOKING AT THE CAR

SISTER MJ IS GOING WITH HER MY HEART OMG

my heart my heart

aw the mullucks'😭 ofc IT WASNT YOUR FAULT!

SISTER MJ IS A GEM 💕😭 & PHYLLIS IS JUMPING BACK IN

TWO GEMS 😭💕 but also if this was the birth they meant that sister MJ was involved in ill be lowkey sad, but we shall see next week if she’s randomly with Shelagh when she delivers

Trixie serving more looks 😍

Aw my bby 💔does she tell him about her alcoholism at the end of this ?

Also what are we guessing about Valarie rn?? she has a secret? tragic backstory to be unlocked? what ? She gay?

Aw the mulluks’s again! All so sweet💕 & YES LYDIA BE FRIENDS

ugh Christopher looks good af😍 and that car yes

YES TRIXIE 😍 my girl looking good as well

SHE TOLD HIM 😭 IM CRYING IM SO PROUD 😭😭💕💕WHY DO I FEEL SO PROUD FOR A FICTIONAL CHARACTER??! I love her

Oh shit Patsy’s dad is dead. I assumed that was coming

Phyllis reassuring Delia awww

PHYLLIS BACK AT THE CUBS 😭 MY CHAMPION AND SPIRIT ANIMAL BOUNCING BACK

Lenny’s speech omg brb crying

The support group for thalidomide victims omg my heart

I was cryin before and now I’m crying more for this Irish lady

Omg side side side note there was this cute old interracial couple that seem like my parents in 20yrs in JFK yesterday that were so precious and sweet and we’re talking to me the whole time waiting at the gate & then there was this sweet Irish couple who were confused about the time difference and I helped them out and then when we landed they helped me out looking for my bag so now I have much more faith in humanity because usually the people in NYC airports are angry new yorkers who don’t care lol like me (jk)

“There’s no rule of life so simple or so true ..” 😭😢💔💖

Thank u Vanessa I’m so emotional, show me next week 

Bonus: next week

OMG PHYLLIS HUGGING SHELAGH OMGGG. I NEVER KNEW I NEEDED TO SEE THIS

PHYLLIS BETTER DELIVER THE BABY I KNOW I WANTED TRIXIE BUT IT DOESNT SEEN LIKELY AND SO INEED PHYLLIS (sister J too ofc?! She was barely in this past episode)

MY BBY SHELAGH’S TUMMY IS SO BIG IN HER UNIFORM OMG SHE’S SO PRECIOUS I LOVE HER I MISSED HER THIS PAST EPISODE

BUT OH MY GOD BABY TURNER IS COMING HOLY SHIT THIS IS HAPPENING THIS IS NOT A DRILL

HERE COMES THE PILL READY OR NOT #LETSGETIT1962

Lol oh shoot I didn’t take mine yesterday or today brb

AW DELIA

WHAT IS SIGNIFICANT ABOUT BABS SLEEPING I NEED TO KNOW

Lol idk why but even though I like Tom and Babs their relationship just doesn’t do anything for me😂😂 like I don’t give a shit? They’re cute but idk it doesn’t cut it. Like they’re just there and I’m like “aw ok”

OMG I CANT WAIT WHAT WILL HAPPEN ?! I NEED ANSWERS

I will die next week. For real.