#we didnt even talk that much when we were classmates bc i was too nervous cause shes really cute

[ash-nico]

So one of my former classmates is a sex worker and i follow her page on face/book. I dont like buy any of her content but i like a lot of her photos and usually boost her posts when they need it. And recently she commented on one of them thanking me for being so supportive over the years and i haven't replied just bc i feel like it must be a mistake?? Like are you confusing me with someone? Its not like i have an issue with her but like we dont even talk? Like youre welcome but i really havent done anything 😅

[sunatooru]

recently some1 in my class started to tell every1 how fake iam and I'm trying to be not like other girls or smth. saying' can you stop acting nervous and can you atleast make eye contact when talking to me, you're so fake, it's not quirky to not socialize' idk exactly whta she said even tho I was literally behind her. maybe I was too focused on smth else. I've always been excluded from stuff , I've always tried to be kind to ppl, I never did anything wrong . apparently I'm also a attention seeker and 1 of my teacher hates me bc 1 time I was violently shaking when they called me to stand up and answer a question I didnt know. so they said to do a presentation on the topic we were doing, so I have to do it in front of the whole class yay!!!!! and then in pe class I had to do smth in front of every1, well every1 had to do it but I didnt feel comfortable doing it bc it felt like every was looking at me so I asked the teacher if I could go to the bathroom and they said yes, one of my classmates taht I hate came along, I wnated to cry. that day was terrible . I locked myself in a stall and just started to cry, it was my last straw. my stomach hurts so bad and I felt so nauseous at that time. This isnt really a emergency request. I think. if you think it is then please write it. Could you please write for kenma.maybe him comforting me and helping me with the presentation ? and yeah alot of people has requested for him. He is my comfort character but if you think too much people has requested for him then you can choose who you want to write for. please dont write it if you dont want to. thanks, hope you're doing well, genuinely hope your ok!! take care 😊

I’m sorry you’re going through all that <33 and don’t worry about people requesting Kenma a lot :)) I hope this helps x

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Warnings: mentions of reader being bullied/ hated, mentions of anxiety, kenma goes school with you in this for the presentation/ in your class

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Kenma

* he’s with you before the presentation, he cups your hands and kisses your forehead

* “It’ll be okay, yeah? I’ll be here watching so just focus on me. Don’t let these other people make you feel bad because they don’t deserve your attention.”

* He caresses you cheek and lets you get ready, sitting somewhere visible

* He makes sure to smile at you when ever you look at him, nodding at you and giving you a proud look

* After the presentation, he’s quick to praise you, noticing how shaken up you still are and knowing the people in the room aren’t it

* “You did well, babe. You were great and did your best.”

* After school he’ll treat you to eat

* He knows school hasn’t been easy and he hates seeing you upset

* “Hey, you know those people aren’t important. They can say all those things but that doesn’t mean that’s you. I don’t know why they are being rude but jist know, you’re so strong for dealing with them. You might not feel like it but you are. I’m sorry you feel bad sometimes but I promise, it’s not your fault. Those people know nothing about you.” He gently grabs you hand, bringing it to the side of his face.

* “I love you a lot. My love will always be stronger then their pettiness and hate.”

[luvx01]

hey its ⛸ anon

i rlly wanna rant rn so u dont have to reply but im just rlly upset atm.

me and a girl from my chem class were talking on ft. she added my ex bf by accudent and he joined and we talked and we all laughed. which was surprising considering he hates my guts.

then two minutes after he left the call- he added me, my friend (not the one from chem- this one left me for my other ex when my dad was literally dying) and my current crush.

my current crush was like why u adding my ex in a call

i said i never had his number and my friend from chem class added him by accident

then my ex goes okay wtv but all our classmates know that i like (current crushes name) and i said no like im talking to some1 else i dont like anyone at our school atm and hes like no everyone knows

and my crush laughed- and its making me think that am i that unlikable or what for him to laugh?

but anywyas then my ex says a joke only me and my math seatmate know

and they all laughed

my friend jumps in “guys stop being mean” like in a mocking tone almost.

at this point im over it so i leave and then my friend from chem kinda bitches my ex out and my friend did too apparently but idk shes always lying.

im so scared to show up to class tomorrow cus i have 3 classes with my ex and current crush

and now that i see how he acted towards the fact of me liking him- i do not like him

im gna try my best to ignore them all and pay no attention but they tease everyone a lot and if my friend did talk to him i feel like she made it much worse when i didnt even want her to talk to him.

it just reallyy hurt my feelings and im just v upset also pls give me advice if u can and if u post this if anyone has literally any advice itll help im just like super scared and on the verge of puking from how nervous i am rn but i have 6 hrs till my classes start.

thank u for listening to my rant bsf ily 🫶🏼

hi love, first of all im very upset to hear how you were treated overall in this situation :/ i feel like those friends of yours aren’t really good friends if this was the way they acted during the situation. also screw your fucking crush. there are millions of other guys out there and he’s the one missing out on a lovely person like you.

so imo you need to have a serious talk with your friends first. bcs if they said something when you didn’t want them to talk to them then it’s a problem. you need to outright tell them how you feel and let them know what they did wasn’t ok and be a bit cold if necessary. ik a lot of people say this but communication really is the key. be aware of the tones they use when answering you bcs that can indicate a lot. and keep some distance from them for a while to let them know that what they did has bothered you. i don’t mean like not talk at all, just don’t be the one to initiate it unless necessary.

as for the boys i think you should just straight up ignore them unless they initiate a conversation first. and while talking with them don’t be too cold or like how you used to answer them before. somewhere in between yk?? you need to show them that you don’t really care for what they say but also that you’re kinda bothered. don’t let them see that it hurt you like this. they don’ t deserve anything from you. boys will always be boys. you deserve so much better <3

i hope this was a little bit of help. i don’t think i can give you the best advice since i haven’t been in the situation nor am i you, plus idk any of your friends. but this is just my input on the situation. if there is anyone else who would like to leave their own advice they can just comment!! i do hope you’ll feel better, ilyt <3

[futurewriter2000]

Maurauders ship? 5"9 girl, latina, bi, black hair, dark eyes. Introverted, a very chill, unjugdemental slytherin, writer, smart-mouthed, qualingual, i have a relationship with my leather jacket, grudge/indie/dark spring kinda aesthetics, nerdy-ish, read narnia 100x, can/will fight you, 2 year muy thai trainer, feminist, emotionally unstable, i sing & dance a lil, im the kind of person that'll be rapping bodak yellow in the day, and singing my longs out during Wildest Dreams in my bedroom thanks!

I ship you with JAMES MOTHERFUCKING POTTER

Lmao sorry for that im just having a really big writers block and i cant help myself…ANYWAYYSS…i’ve beenmeaning to ship you with Hermoine bc i’ve never done her and i really really want to but since is marauders and all that….lets go then. (SHIPS ARE CLOSED)

Oh yeah…you and James were definetly rivals. Since his 7th birthday the two of you never got along. Your parents knew eachother and you were invited to his famous 7th birthday party. You thought it might be fun but being with the most spoiled and arrogant 7 year old kid it definetly wasn’t fun. It was horrible and you didn’t want to experiance anything like it ever again.

But you did anyway. At his 8th birthday party which you tried to rebel out of it, but was still dragged, you placed the fakest smile an 8 year old can pull but as soon as you saw him again, his hair messy and his big hazel eyes staring at you angrly you knew this is going to be one horrible day. And it was. The two of you faught, argued, kicked eachother and yelled as loudly as both of you could. You were actually surprised as how much higher he could yell.

So this time it was you 9th birthday party which you only wanted to spend with your closest friends but of course parents being parents they brought him. God you were mad at them and his parents for dragging him to your place you could basically want to push them all off a cliff if you had the chance. And it was just as the same as it was on his borthday parties except on yours, your friends all left quite soon and you were left only woth him, both with torn clothes and messy hair. You even broke his glasses. To be honest you became a violent kid because of him.

It repeated on both of your 10th and 11th birthday parties and no matter how the two of you faught, your parents both found it super adorable. Parents, am i right.

Finally it was time for Hogwarts and you couldn’t be more excited. The magic and…and… well….magic. You were sorted into Slytherin and even though you weren’t the typcal cold-hearted Slytherin, everybody in that house seemed to love you. Yes, you were emotional unstable, every single Slytherin knew that but you were just the chillest and bad-ass person with your leather jacket and your muy thai thing and speaking more than one language. Everybody simply loved you. You weren’t afraid to talk back to the teacher, honestly the proffesors hated you for being all smartmouth and shit, but you didnt care. As long as your friends and classmates didn’t hate you, you were totally fine with it. And as much as you didn’t want to admit it…you were kind of popular around. Not in the whole Slytherin house, of course not, but mostly in your year and few in the older years.

And just as it was coincidence, your enemy was sorted into your rival house. (Coincidence, I think not.) Just as you he was quite popular around Gryffindors and for your information his obsession over the red-head Muggleborn (which clearly everybody knew about, duuh) Lilly Evans, was quite pathetic. Not that you care no. You didn’t like to judge people but it was Potter. And you knew him, so you had a right to judge that arrogant arse.

Anyway, every single year the two of you competed in everything. You both were pretty damn good in school, both Seekers on your team but there was quite a difference. You were introverted, he was extroverted. You loved reading books, especially Narnia, while he loved to pull pranks and drool over Lilly in his free time. Opposites, but pretty damn alike.

Potions was amazing for you because just much as ambitious as you were about taking him down, you never worried about Potions because he kind of sucked at it. Of course, theory was all good, but when it came to making a potion, now that was the problem. And as you watched him suffer it was your biggest joy to make it as misrable as you could. “Your father being a Potioneer, I’d have thought you’d be better at this, Potter.” you sneered and continued with adding ingridients to your couldron while he suffered with his green blob. “ Maybe you only got your arrogance from him.” you continued even though you knew Mr. Potter wasn’t arrogant, but you needed to piss off James and you knew he was always overprotective of his family. “Just like you got being a bitch from your mom, (y/l/n).” he barked back, clenching his ladle and mixing his potion. But that pulled your nerve and you immediatly dropped everything in your hands and walked over to him. “Oh you want to do this here, Potter. Bring it on.” you said and rolled up your sleeves.“ First of all I don’t hit girls and second of all we are in class.” he replied and calmly continued with his potion. “Hitting a girl? We’ve been havin fights since we were seven so bring it on.” “No.” he spoke calmly and continued to watch hi potion. “Oh I see. You’re scared.” you continued to tease while he tried not to attack you right now. “Chi-chicken.” you goaded and slowly walked away with a victorious smirk plastered on your face. But it wasn’t that much victoruous when he pulled a prank on you later that day.

7th year came and you were named Head Girl, while he was named Head Boy.Fabu. The two of you had to spent more time together than on those birthday parties and it was just a mess. The two of you still faught like two babies. “I posted the meeting on 2pm.” you sighed. “I can’t make it on 2pm so I posted it on 4pm.” -“God Potter, I can’t make it on 4pm, thats why i put it on at 2pm in the first place. You were supposed to have practice after Slytherins anyway.” -“well change of plans.” but you knew it was never about change of plans. He just loved to mess with you and you hated it.

But as Christmas Holidays came your familxbdecided to spend it at the one & only…the Potter family. So you slipped on your fancy and long green dress with a cut on the side and few scales on it. Your hair was put down in gorgeous curls, a bit of makeoup and high silver heels matching your silver jewelry. It was one of their famous balls and you had to look perfect at it. To be honest, you heard Sirius Black would be there and you couldn’t help yourself but to fall for the handsome Gryffindor. But there was one thing you had to sacrifice that night. It was your leather jacket. You had to leave it at home and it was terribly heart-rending.

The ball was beautifully devorated and you had to give it to the Potters for it. They weren’t a typical pureblood family but being at this ball, proved something else. When James saw you enter, he didn’t know it was you. He simply saw you as this stunning woman coming to his family’s ball and he had to get to know you. God, you were beautiful and he could never feel more blessed than right now. That was untill of course he came closer and saw a small scar he gave you when he was eight. (You gave him one too, just so you know). “Well, well, well. If it isn’t the dark swan.” he teased coming closer. You couldn’t recognise him either when you first set eyes on his ironed tuxedo and his combed hair, but hearing his voice you knew excatly who je was. “Potter, I see you combed your hair for the first time in 18 years.” - “I did.” was all he could reply, feeling a bit nervous, when you came closer. But as much as he wanted to talk to you, you were immediately distracted by the boy woth gorgeous black locks and grey eyes. So mumbling something to James, you made your way to Sirius. His eyes widened when he saw you and he couldn’t help himself but to scan you from head to toe. “Might I say miss. (Y/l/n), you look stunning tonight. ” he grinned, offering you a hand. “Well thank you, mr. Black” you replied taking his hand and let him lead you to the dance floor. “ You wouldn’t mind dancing with me, would you now?” -“well, we are here aren’t we.” you replied formally and started dancing to the music. Itbwas like a dream come true, dancing with your long time crush, but you couldn’t help yourself to be a bit disappointed. You couldn’t figure it ou, but it definitely didn’t feel right. James, was standing on the other side of the dance floor, his eyes set on you and his best friend, dancing together and laughing. I mean, why wpuld you be dancing woth Sirius in the first place. He knew you were smarted than to be woth Sirius. You definitely dodn’t deserve him. He was a playboy and you knew it, so why would you still be dancing with him. There is no fidging way you would dance with a playboy, yet there you are….dancing.

He stopped staring at the two of you, feeling some anger emerge, he put down the glass of champagne and walked over to you, cutting in and grinning. “Would you mind if I cut in?” he looked at Sirius and he immediatelly stepped back. You took his hand and started dancing with the music. “Potter.” you said. “(Y/l/n).” he replied with the smile as the two of you moved your feet in harmony, his hand on your waist, sending a big rush of warmth to your cheeks. Dancing woth him was quite different from dancing with Sirius, because with James it simply felt right. But it was James. Your archenemy James. “Didn’t think of you as a dancer, Potter.” you smiled. “Well, I might not be a good in Potions, but dance is passion.” he grinned and spun you around. “James Potter, a professional dancer. I think I could imagine that.” you snorted of laughter and continued with the dance. All of a sudden pulling you closer and whispering in your ear. “I think you could imagine me more than that.” and he pulled back, winking at you and leaving the dancefloor, leaving you completly shocked, fornthe first time in all your 11 years of “friendship”.

And you could never look at him the same. Newts were approaching and instead of thinking of taking your exams, ou kept thinking of your night with James at the Ball.

odbfxgcjčobnsšofdxn herwšos hvnšotsdfnhgpotfgnhbuj9hdgšobuaero ugnvšo UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM SOO FUCKING PISSED! I LITERALLY FINISHED THIS CUTE AND LONG SHIP AND NOW I NEED TO START FROM HERE AGAIN. BRUH!!!!!!!!!!!

Somehow you felt overpowered by him that night and being a Slytherin you are, you decided to do something about it. During lunch you sat next to Lily Evans and asked her to help you with Transfitguration, saying McGonngal recomended her for being a great tutor. For some odd reason you were a bit scared as she was quite pretty and being rejected by her it would be so embarassing. But she didn’t. She said she would love to tutor you and after the two of you decided on place and time of the tutroing, you stood up and left. As soon as you passed by James and his group of friends, he pulled you down. “Don’t you dare steal her (y/l/n). She’s mine.” -”Oh,yeah Potter. Watch me.”

Oh god you flirted with the girl and that pissed James off. And as much as you flirted with Evans, the least you expeected was her to flirt back. You were Quite amused by that and you always showed it off when James was around.

But that bubble of anger he pushed inside himself for all that time finally popped on the graduation. You were just about to go to Lilly’s boat but was pulled into another boat instead. James took out his wand and let the two of you float away from the others. You started arguing with him and pulled out your wand to go back to the others. “Stop ruining my graduation Potter!” -”It’s James! My name is James (y/n)!” he shouted and without even thinking you grabbed his wand and threw it in the lake. “Fine then James!” - “Bitch!” he yelled and grabbed your wand and threw it in the lake too. “Why are you doing this!” -”Because I’m sick of you flirting with Evans!” he shouted and soon the arguing turned into a fight and both of oyu ended up rocking the boat and falling in the lake.

You never forgave him for ruining your graduation and since then you never seen him ever again.

The end..no jk jk.

Both of you became an Auror and when Sirius was injured the two of you were partnered up for a mission, When you saw him, grown up and completly matured, you forgot about graduation and every single fight the two of you had. Somehow seeing him made you feel so happy and you couldn’t help yourself but to hug the guy. He hugged you back and burried his head in your neck. “ Missed me that much.” he grinned. “Don’t get it in your head Potter, I’m still better than you.” -”I see you haven’t changed.” -”Still me baby.” you replied and the whole mission went perfectly. The two of you were both proffesional until…

You two were running through the corn field after one of the most wanted criminals. “Come on!” you yelled in front of him and turned right but was pulled back all of a sudden. “He went left!” -”No. He ran right so let’s go!” you argued and turned right and was again pulled back. “Left!” he barked at you. “Right!” you shouted back. “Left!” -”Right!” -”LEFT!” “RIGHT!” and soon the two o you realized you’ve been arguing for a long time. The two of you looked at eachother and took a big sigh. “It doesn’t matter now does it! We’ve lost him! Just because you couldn’t agree.” he shouted at you. “Excuse me!” you scoffed and crossed your arms. “No! For once keep your mouth shut and do what your told. I saw him run left and by the broken branches on the left you would have known too. He tricked you, no wonder he’s called the Trickster. He went left.” -”Well why didn’t you just run left then.” -”Because I need my partner and you are my partner! God you were always like that!” - “Always like what!”- “Like wanting to be better than me! Pretending I was that horrible!” -”Because you were! You ruined every single birthday party and my graduation!” -”Oh really? Don’t you remember that time our parents made us make up and we ended up playing in my treehouse and your parents couldn’t get you down because you didn’t want to leave. Or the time where you threw cake at me and we ended up laughing with cake on our faces. Or what about the time when we gave eachothers these matching scars and ended up in the emergency room telling ourself how badass we will look in school. And I am sorry for ruining your graduation but I just couldn’t see you with Evans anyore. I love you, that’s why I ruined your graduation. I was jealous!”

You were take a back and the only words you said were “Loved or love?” and those words just took you by surprise as they took him. And he of course said “Love.”

And the next thing you remember was waking up in his bed with him right next to you. Seeing you are awake he wrapped his arm around you and pulled you closer. “Mornin.” he said in a low and raspy voice and kissing your forehead. “Morning.” you smiled and nuzzled in his chest. 

Most of the mornings were spent like this and as much as the two of you argued during the day for about 3 months, it always ended in sex. The best thing was wearing his shirt in the morning and coming to the kitchen and find him making you breakfast in his boxers. He was Quite the cook but he was never able to finish it ;).

He needed a long time to ask you to move in with him mostly because of your grudge/indie/dark style, which soon became his style too. And after you moved in he found this completly different side of you. You weren’t the typical Slytherin girl who used to give him a cold shoulder everytime he walked by but he saw you as a shower singer and dancer, who danced to the radio as you cooked or cleaned or sang when he came home from work. And everytime you danced to the radio you dragged your boyfriend along.

He was also quite surprised when he discovered your nerd side. “Didn’t think of you as a nerd darling.” - “ Shh.. I’m at the good part here.” “Come on, you read this book for a millionth time.” -”I don’t care. Plus I always imagined Prince Caspian as Sirius anyway so please let me enjoy this.” -”Umm, What?” he gulped and took the book away from you. “This book is now forbidden to be opened by you.” -”Are you seriously jealous of a book.” you chuckled, watching him hold up a book. “No, no. I am jealous of a book character. There’s a different.” - “Come here, you jealous arse.”

After a hard day at work the two of you simply colapsed on the cousch and fell asleep in eachoters arms. Sometime he was the big spoon and sometimes you, but both slept like babies.

Everytime he was pissed at you he took your jacket and hid it. You were a lot like Sirius with a leather jacket. And you had to appologise just to get your jacket back, bt whenever you were pissed at him you took his glasses and watch him bump into things the whole time until he appologised. “Are you ready to appologise?” you smirked as he looked through the closet in the hallway. “Not by a long sho-” he said before walking into a wall. “Whenever you’re ready.” you chuckled and continued to read your book.

When he found out you were pregnant he was super excited….for a moment… then he colapsed because..shock.  He couldn’t deal with you when the hormones kicked in but years of you being on your period he knew chocolate and music fixed everything. He spent every day talking to your belly and the first time the baby kicked was when he said “I love you and your mom.” 

He was a mess when your water broke. “I’m not ready! I am gonna be a terrible father I can’t even find a bag! “ -”James calm down.” “Calm down! I’m gonna be a father and- and where is the bloody bag!” he said before he slipped and fell. “Bloody hell. I forgot your water broke here.” 

He couldn’t let go of your son when he first set his eyes on him. He kept looking at him. He looked jus like James but had your hair colour. Sirius was so proud of the two of you and he also couldn’t let go of his godson. He bought him a broom and a Gryffindor onsie as your best friend bought him a Slytherin onsie. 

He was the best dad there was and a great husband. There was a lot of time where he didn’t want to get up when the baby was crying but you forced him and he was terrified by you when you were tired.

James always wanted a big family and the two of you had a lot of kids either you wanted it or not. And it wasn’t hard with that much kids beacuse James took care of everything and spoiled them rotten. 

But the best thing was christmas when every single one of your kid got their own leather jacket from uncle Sirius and piles of chocolate from Remus. “ Oh my god. Sirius that looks so cute on them.” you chirped while they put on their jackets on. “I swear if they turn anything like her with their leather jacket it Will be all your fault. That woman is obsessed.” - “There’s no shame Prongs in leather jackets. No shame.” said Sirius.

Okay before it deletes itself I just want to say I’m so sorry it took me so long to write this but it’s long and cute and yeah… Anyway hope you like it. (SHIPS ARE CLOSED)

[dw-writes]

write something cute about kasanoda bc he deserves something nice too

HEY NES YOU SAID IT WAS CUTE AND I FORGOT THAT I DIDNT POST IT SO HERE WE GO! :D

Kasanoda was many things but brave inthe face of his own emotional turmoil he was not. He was standing stalk stillin the hall, still gaping after your form as you walked down the hall. You hadsaid hello. Said hello and smiled. At him. It was the cutest smile in the worldand he felt his heart stop when you said his name.

“Hello, Kasanoda! Have a goodafternoon!” That was it. The only words you had spoken to him and they hadutterly destroyed him.

Hikaru and Kaoru slinked around theyoung man’s shoulders, sharing a long and drawn out sound. “Kasanoda,Kasanoda,” they chanted. The two turned to face him, shoulders touching eachother as they each poked a finger into Kasanoda’s cheeks. “Are you in love?”

The word was a bell ringing in theempty air. Kasanoda blushed from his head to his toes and suddenly crouched,covering his head.

“I don’t know what you’re talkingabout!” he snapped.

The twins exchanged a mischievousgrin. Bending at the waist, they pressed their palms against the crown of hishead. “Hey, hey,” they sang, “What if we could help you out?”

Kasanoda jumped up. His hands grippedtheir collars, which only amused the twins further and caused them to snicker.“What can you do?”

The next day was filled with just asmuch chatter as normal. Until you opened your desk. There was a note inside,sealed in a dusty and pale pink envelope with a dark red wax seal. Everyoneflocked to your desk. Someone squealed your name. “You have a confession!”

“You don’t know that!” you protestedas you scooped up the letter. Someone’s hand darted between the bodies aroundyou and snatched it up. It belonged to a blonde, Souh, who waved the letter inthe air, tilting it towards the light.

You swore you could hear an orchestraas he dramatically brushed his hair from his forehead. “A young love blossomingbefore our very eyes?” he asked absolutely no one, “A confession to someone whoso rightfully deserves this love and subsequent affection?” He turned to you,his fingers brushing over your jaw. “Alas, an angel shall be stolen away fromus. We will mourn the loss of such a beautiful face.” With that, his monologueseemed to be done. At least, it was when Ootori snatched the envelope out ofSouh’s outstretched hand. The blonde gaped.

He held it out to you. “Sorry abouthim,” he apologized. You took the letter with a smile. “Whoever is it, they’remore than lucky if you return their feelings,” Ootori stated. More than a fewgirls swooned behind you. You nodded at him and returned to your seat, staringat the seal staining the paper.

The letter had your attention untillunch, when you slipped away from your classmates into the quieter courtyardoutside. Your nail slid under the wax and effortless popped it off. It landedin the grass near your feet. You pulled the letter out hesitantly, spying theawkwardly scratched characters.

Before you could read, someone calledyour name. You turned towards the sound, holding the letter to your chest.Kasanoda was jogging towards you, face flushed with the effort of booking itacross the campus. He stumbled on the gravel as he stopped. “Don’t read it,” hewheezed between pants.

You puffed your cheeks. “And why not,Kasanoda?” you asked.

His face darkened in color. He stoodstick straight, the bag in his hand falling to the ground. He started tostutter, stumbling over the start of a sentence he couldn’t get out. Youlowered your hands.

“Breathe,” you commanded.

Kasanoda took a deep breath. And heldit. His arms were trembling.

You smiled at him and watched histurn an even darker shade of red. “I was worried,” you admitted as you stareddown at the letter, “That it wasn’t from you. I’m not the best atconfrontation, especially when it comes to hurting someone’s feelings.” Youlifted the envelope and smiled. “You didn’t have to go through this trouble,Kasanoda. You could have told me.”

He released his breathe with anervous whistle. You laughed. “You…” He cleared his throat. “You um…” He justcouldn’t get the words out.

There was a rustle not far away. Youturned just in time to see a set of pale orange heads duck beneath a bush.Someone started to whisper ‘he’s blowing it!’. ‘Just wait, maybe he won’t’ wasthe response.

You puffed your cheeks. TakingKasanoda’s hand, you pulled him out of the courtyard and away from the spyingtwins. “They’re so rude!” you chided, “It’s not nice to spy on someone!”

Kasanoda stared at the back of yourhead. He felt a dazed grin inching across his face. “You like me?” he askedsoftly.

Your steps slowed. You looked back athim. “Of course I do,” you answered. You grinned. “Why wouldn’t I?”

He might have answered if your smilehadn’t completely derailed him yet again.

[onlyjihoons]

boyfriend!daehwi

a/n; i felt bad not giving magumagu a scenario of his own,, so here is an au,,,,,this is also gonna be a lil lengthy so grab your snacks and prepare yourself for the fluffiest bf au you will ever read and also i might be swerving for him thanks cheryl and im sorry jihoon

a totally last minute thing i suppose

i wanted to write to just isolate myself from reality

so ok enough deep shit w zechu

leggo

ok so

you’re in the same school as daehwi since like?? middle school or something

and ya’ll weren’t close like him and somi ukno

but still friends!!

ngl when you guys were about to choose high schools your heart decided that it was a good time to have a crush on him

i mean

just look at him

oops

pls i was snatched by the entire fancam smh

pls dont bash me

im the same age as him

moving on

he’s legitimately nice to every.single.being he meets and he just can’t seem to hate anyone tbh

and ukno those fantasies of him composing music on your anniversary??

yep

anyhow

you said your final goodbyes at the graduation

daehwi was like 

“y/n,, i have something to tell you”

your heart was bbbeating

what could it be

does he hate me

does he like me???

all those thoughts ran through your mind

and then he was like “never mind,, forget it ithinkyoudontlikeme”

you were legit so confused 

cause one time hes serious and one time hes like never mindsjdnsvibdv

youre like

“ok what i didn’t quite catch the last part”

“i--its nothing, y/n,, good luck in high school!”

and that’s how you guys parted

on the way home you kept thinking about it but over time you just forgot about it

until you enrolled into high school

it was your first day in school 

and honestly you started school not on the conventional first day of school

it was like on the second day or smth

you were so nervous cause ukno hanlim,, is a school of uber talented people

twice’s tzuyu

twice’s chaeyoung

redvelvet’s yeri

^just to name a few

and you got in by a teacher’s recommendation

by dance what’s new lmao zelia you gotta start changing ideas

ok back to first day of school

you stepped into class when it was homeroom

and you felt so many eyes on you and you wanted to cri tbh

they all look so judgemental

“h--hello my name is y/n and i major in practical dance,, p--please take care of me!”

“well, y/n, welcome to hanlim. please take the seat next to somi.”

somi. jeon somi.

you didn’t really watch pd101 during the first season but somi was well-known enough for you to know who she is

you bowed politely,, tbh you were a little scared of idols bc if you said smth wrong you would be on pann or smth for offending an idol

aND SHE FLASHED THAT MEGAWATT SMILE AT YOU AND EXCITEDLY SHIFTED OVER TO MAKE SOME SPACE FOR YOU

and you definitely was not expecting that

“y/n!! hi omg im so excited i finally have a tablemate,, lets be friends!!”

well ok ya’ll very conviniently besties at first sight 

but someone was staring at you this whole time 

and you didnt notice

lee

dae

hwi

was the one staring at you!!!!!!!

/cues signal for daehwi/

/sign nalbune signal bulnae/

you were the last person he would expect to see in this school

he knew you could dance but he expected you to go to sopa

but ok lmao he was like almost gonna burn a hole through your uniform with his stare

until the teacher noticed

“lee daehwi? please pay attention.”

you heard the teacher call out that familiar name you missed and whipped your head around

AND YOUR EYES MET HOHOHO MY DEAR READER YOURE SO BLESSED

you could barely believe your eyes but you turned back to face the front if not the teacher will call you out for staring @ daehwi lmao

somi saw you staring at daehwi and was like

“you like him??”

and you were like yes somi bingo i have liked him since middle school and i missed him so much--

but in the end you were like

“he’s my middle school classmate”

“ah really? then that saves me the trouble of introducing ya’ll”

“ok what”

“daehwi and i are good friends,, we trained together in jyp until he left for brand new music”

“he’s a trainee??”

“yeah and he’s gonna be on the second season of produce-- oops”

you were so shook there were too many things happening at once

“what omg first,, he’s a trainee, and second,, he’s gonna be on produce??? JEON SOMI WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME EARLIER”

somi was like

¯\_(ツ)_/¯  

and soon it was recess and daehwi sped to your table and slammed his palm on the table

“y/n??? is it you???”

“no daehwi it isn’t--”

“shut up somi,,, and yes daehwi i am y/n from (middle school name)”

and lil smol practically hugged you until you deprive of oxygen 

“okok daehwi let go im dying,,”

at this point somi knows whats going on and shes just,,

“guys imma let ya’ll catch up while i get banana milk”

after somi left daehwi just HELD YOUR HANDS IN HIS AND STARES AT YOU LIKE ITS HIS LAST DAY ON EARTH

“ok daehwi i know we haven’t seen each other in a long time but you don’t have to be like this,, you’re making me shy”

“shy??? y/n omg”

“??”

“ok im not gonna be a coward,,”

“daehwi pls stop talking to yourself i’m right here”

“i like you, y/n.”

“are you hallucinating??” you let the back of your hand touch daehwi’s forehead “ do you feel dizzy?”

“i’m serious y/n!”

“we just so-called reunited 3 minutes ago and you say you like me?? im not even--

and he just can’t take it and k i s s e s  y o u

and at this point pls send your prayers for zechu

you were so shook like ???

and also your first kiss has been taken by magumagu,, youre welcome

i mean that’s how they do it in american and korean dramas right

lol

“i have liked you since middle school, y/n,, how can you not notice?”

you’re so dumbfounded you just,,

“i like you too, daehwi”

aAAAA so cute

what a way to start your first day in your high school

ok now on the real boyfriend au guys

lots of fluff ahead

u ready

gr8

lets go

daehwi is a very very very

clingy

playful

sweet

caring

boyfriend

yes

i mean he will deadass wait for you outside your house just to walk you to school

even if your house is all the way in jeju

and i can see that going on dates is never boring

be it like day dates

in the amusement park or just shopping at myeongdong

or in the arcade

one moment is never dull as daehwi will do anything and everything to make you happy

you want that plush toy?? 

hes gonna get it for you

i mean he is the 01′ version of golden child ukno

he can do everything

he got that fluffy unicorn for you in one try

and if ya’ll go out to see cherry blossoms(sigh its summer but ok lmao)

he would take rlly nice and aesthetic shots of you to post on sns

and couple pics,, ult goals ugh omg

and for eating

i saw one fanacc on twt that daehwi doesnt rlly eat well

:(

so as his girlfriend you sorta have to force him to eat

by eating as deliciously as you can

“babe look i’m eating this churro”

“mhm”

“it has condensed milk on it”

“mhm”

“i’m gonna buy a chocolate one”

“c-chocolate?”

“yeah”

/queues up in line for churros/

/gets 2 but eats both/

and be it night dates like exploring the dark town or at hangang river

he’s gonna be one of those boyfriends that use the “i’m cold” joke just to hug you

i mean daehwi’s cuddles are the best so

and go on slow walks

just enjoying each other’s presence

or maybe just a fun sleepover

watching studio ghibli

and of course,, we can’t miss out his cooking

he will deadass cook a 3 course meal for you

and you’re like

pls eat too, i cant finish all those

when ya’ll are watching the movie you would build a pillow fort and cuddle in there

“i really want a totoro irl”

“we can just get the stuffed toy, daehwi”

“no like,, the cat bus”

peck in between uninteresting parts

ya’ll might be throwing fluffy banter throughout the movie too lolol

and when you get sleepy halfway daehwi just grins to himself like an idiot and softly lulls you to sleep by singing

“goodnight jagi, i love you”

rip zechu pt 2

i can imagine daehwi being the big spoon tbh

bc he just loves you sm

he doesn’t want to lose you

OH and when he asks you who’s your bias in pd101

“jihoon-oppa”

“what has jihoon hyung’s wink done to you”

“i’m not voting for you anymore daehwi”

“oK IM SORRY”

he will practically beg you to come to the concept evaluations

bc he has worked so hard for the Never stage omg

and

his dancing

is art

a literal art i would frame up at the louvre

not to mention his singing too???????

pure honey 

when you visit him at backstage he would engulf you in a big big hug

“you did great up there,, daehwi-ah”

“its bc you’re watching me”

“aWWWWWWW”

guess who^

the Never team lmao

and also proud dad dongho lmao

he would avoid jihoon at all costs in case you fangirl and leave him alone lol

wow ok so ya’ll bump into jihoon which like have a tickle fight

“daehwi? is that your girlfriend?”

gOtTA bLaST

“n-no, its my friend...”

“oh really? i saw ya’ll hugging in the hallway just now”

“...”

“last long!”

“that’s,, park jihoon right??”

“no its park hoonji”

lmao daehwi you piece of shit

ya’ll rarely fight bc you guys are so loving both your parents and his parents practically want the both of you to get married lololol

ok i shall end it here my brain juice has run dry

please give daehwi lots of love

thanks

ok

have a good day/night friends

thank you for reading!