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gay--dog · 25 days ago

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it sucks that so many mental illnesses cause things that result in losing weight. im already suffering enough & youre also gonna make me fucking skinny? do you hate me or something? where is my tummy. i hope you die.

#ive lost so much weight and i hate it. i barely eat 1 meal a day and its not even on purpose #my ocd and anxiety and sensory issues and a ton of other things make it really hard to make my own food #especially to make it consistently or with any sort of nutritional value #not to mention being poor makes it like 20x harder #we cant ever afford most of the things i actually can eat consistently. especially not often #so im just stuck eating the same prepackaged frozen foods over and over until they make me wanna throw up #and then my mom gets mad at me for being too much of a fucking burden to bear just because i exhibited autism symptoms #but nobody can make me food all the time. so im just stuck feeling like shit and/or being hungry constantly i guess #what i get for being a stupid little fucking baby apparently #.png.txt #weight mention

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