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janos vitez and toldi miklos crossover is 19th century self insert yaoi
so true bestie <3 (this sentence fucking kills me because to the normal person it sounds like some sleeper agent code)
#i will probably never do it but it'd be very funny to draw jános vitéz/toldi ship art#it'd be very funny to us#we are so useless at studying#hungaryposting#ask
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I need a completely rewritten teen wolf series with Derek Hale as the main character. I think it would heal me.
#we follow Derek from New York. Laura left for beacon hills. it’s been six years since he was back but he hasn’t heard from her#and hes going stir crazy waiting. he packs up and travels back. it’s almost too much immediately. he still can’t get a hold of Laura#he can’t resist going home. it’s like a natural pull that guides him back. all at once he’s 16 again. staring at the wreckage of his life#deputy stilinski is sherrif now. it’s reassuring in the slightest that the police force seems to have moved on from how corrupt it was#he catches her scent and it’s putrid. bile catches in his throat. he seeks it out. still in denial to what he knows it means.#when he finds Laura it’s like the world ends all over again. he can’t stand to see her like this. he gives her a proper burial.#the best he can do at least#he visits Peter. he’s not the man Derek remembers- so full of fire and cunning. their relationship may have been strained at times.#often Derek felt more like Eve being swayed by the snake than a normal friendship#but this isn’t the sharp tongued uncle who guided him. this is a broken shell. all that remained of his family. he was so lost.#22 but he barely knew how to function without his family- his pack paving the way#Laura handled everything. she got the apartment. she made sure they had food. Derek looks back and feels so useless#he was so lost in his grief. Laura must of felt the same way but she never let them drown in it#she made sure he got his GED. even got him to enroll in community college classes.#he took them online. he never was able to warm up to people the same way. he used to be so full of life. now he just wanted to be left alone#he studied English. never finished his degree. doesn’t look like he ever will now. he can’t go back to Laura and his shared home.#can’t bare to see another shell of a home#he vents to the vacant audience of Peter and his cold fixed eyes#Derek leaves. he wants to promise he’ll return soon#but promises feel costly these days#he decides to go back to the reserve. maybe he can find some clue as to what happened to Laura#someone lured her here. someone who knew them and their history here#his mind went to the worst. Kate. why would she go through the trouble six years later. why wait so long.#Derek couldn’t stomach the thought of facing her. he focused on the woods. the scents were all over the place.#clearly multiple people had been through here recently. two scents were much stronger. Derek follows them#but when he hears the crunch of leaves he realizes why the scents are so strong. they’re still here#he ducks behind some trees. listening in on their conversation. but an echo of their scent catches his attention#he spots an inhaler on the ground. he puts two and two together and swipes it from the leaves.#he comes out once they’re closer. tossing over the inhaler- he figures they’ll leave. dumb kids messing around in the woods#he reminds them this is private property. though that may not be true anymore. he recognizes the scent of a new beta. interesting.
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i'm a very don't tolerate bullshit kind of person and I respect and expect it so much when other people are real and straight up with me anyways whatever I say stems from my own thoughts and I cannot lie to you and tell you to do something I think is stupid if you ask for advice. anyways an acquaintance of mine who majored in English unless you want to work in primary school for a pay of barely 700 dollars complained how her parents want her to get a masters degree and she's thinking about getting one in marketing or something similar and then later on spreading into tech saying how she can work as a data analyst and I literally almost laughed out loud like it's absolutely insane how little university life prepares us for the future and how absolutely useless it is that you have university graduates here thinking they can work a job that requires a degree in either IT or economy as someone who read and talked about books for grades like please be so serious right now. I'm not upset with her for thinking this is possible just the general society for letting these young people down by telling them every career option is valid and it doesn't really matter what you study in university because it does
#in a general scheme of things it doesn't matter what you study in university when u study useless shit and never get a chance to work#a job related to that#but people who majored in medicine#mathematics engineering biology physics etc like you dont hear them talk about how studies don't actually matter bc they're working jobs#they studied for#adding law onto it as well#like we really need less people in humanities I'm not saying we need no people in humanities#humanities are really important but we need LESS people in them#and we also need less people in universities in general#go learn a skill you can actually use to make money off of in the real word we need electricians and people fixing shit around the house#we need people making ceramic or wooden floors we need carpenters#we dont need more people majoring in English abeg#the society and the school system is failing the younger generations so much by affirming their ideas of what the world looks like#because a highschooler cannot know whats best for them in the long run and we need to aid them#and i wish someone told me this before I went to university I would've saved myself so much trouble and time#and im not complaining bc i genuinely have it so much better than at least like 50% of my ex classmates#i have an appartment#a job that pays me okay#a side hustle#a car even though its old#savings#a future plan#idea of what im going to do and where I'm going to end up#but if i had someone advise me from the beginning I would've saved so much time and effort
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guess who's gna hv to go to the hospital tmr and probably hv the infected wound surgically removed
#ITS ME ☝️☝️☝️☝️💥💥💥#skipping sch is so fun yall infection be damned#okay tiny rant after this yall hv been warned#THIS GIRL VERY FUNNY AH#bro ur concern means absolute jack SHIT to me if all youre gna do is be a bitch about it#yeah okay i admit i have zero clue how to treat wounds esp infected ones n i didnt even know the infection was this severe until someone#until my friends told me today#LIKE YEAH I ADMIT ID BE THE TYPE OF PERSON FIRST TO DIE IN A HORROR MOVIE#but like that doesnt give you the excuse to keep calling me dumbass/idiot/stupid#and all the other synonyms of dumb youve been calling me today????#like girl YOURE the certified first aider not me???#and like the qualifications doesnt even give u the right to call me dumb like what the hell#like ik shes concerned for me bec she was the one helping me treat my wound today b4 i saw a doctor#but like she kept making it sound like im a 5yo w absolutely zero sense of safety and shit#and like she kept making it sound like i was FORCING her to help me#NO I WASNT ??#YOU OFFERED?? THEN YOU STARTED BEING AN ASS ABOUT IT???#then like she kept. calling me stupid. like even after the joke got old#bec at first it was her and my other friends teasing me about it and it was funny at first but then she kept going on n on even after that??#then she forced me to see a doctor which i admit was smart i shldve gone to a doctor like. yesterday 😭😭#but then when we were at the clinic she deadass said smth along the lines of “i hv to work and worry sm bec of YOU today”#as if i forced her to accompany me to the doctor??? but it was HER idea ????#also she deadass called the nurse who dressed my wound unprofessional#and she called the doctor i saw on saturday useless bec the antibiotics he prescribed me last week werent working#like. bro if ur so smart then why dont YOU go med sch rn and become a doctor huh#bro ur goofy ahh 1y/o first aid cert aint shit compared to the guy who spent 12+ years studying med n working for even more years than that#like i cannot get over the fact she kept calling me dumbass the entire day#and it was so aggressively too and she threatened to slap me bec i was “being stupid”#and like she kept making my infection out to be so severe as if i wld drop dead right that second or my arm wld fall off or some shit#AAAAAAAAA THIS GOT SO LONG I HIT 30 TAGS WHOOPS HAVE A MWAMWA IF U READ THIS LONG IM SORRY IM JS PISSED BUT I TRIED NOT TO SWEAR 😭😭🙏🙏
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first homework for ancient languages in scientific terminology and I need to learn how to pronounce words in Latin, I hate it here </4 I mean what did I expect from my major (more things related to managing information & administration, but whatever), but the most annoying thing is the fact that we have more semesters of useless classes like philosophy than the literal (ethno)linguistics and philology majors...
GIVE ME MORE DATABASES, EXCEL AND STUFF LIKE THIS INSTEAD OF THAT CRAP
#i mean i wanted to study languages AND something more practical: that's why i had chosen my major#but since last year we only had 1 semester of lectures about information and 2 semesters of information technology and it annoys me so much#don't get me wrong i know that latin & greek are quite important for linguists but I'm just frustrated because of other classes now#not to mention that the more i study russian as my second uni language the more i regret that i didn't get into japanese course#i mean too many ppl wanted to study jpn and it seems like my exam results were too low but idk maybe i was supposed to fight harder for that#but hey at least I'm not forced into studying hindi 💀 but it's not much better because i can't even speak that i study ru publicly#and as i mentioned before: I'm so mad that we're having 2 semesters of philosophy because it's just useless and they try to gaslight us into#believing it's very important subject lmao give my information classes instead#+ we are programming (again) but i just don't feel it. idk maybe too many negative things cumulated during those 2 weeks.#me: ugh latin & greek...#also me when l & g: man it's just like in r.f.k.'s babel...#pau.txt
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So like. Maybe it's an ironic joking thing, but sometimes the tags on your posts/reblogs make me feel concerned, so like. Are you doing ok? Do you wanna talk about it?
yeah it's not really ironic joking, not gonna lie i'm doing quite badly irl what with how badly the american education system is structured (especially medical education and how particularly hellish it can get). i don't wanna burden you with the sheer weight of all this horrible shit and i don't spend much time on here anymore. but thank you for the offer though, sincerely
#i need a therapist considerably but my parents are extremely against it and get angry to the point of yelling if i even try to bring it up#i think it's a cultural thing. seen as a sign of weakness and not being a 'good child'#the only reason i need to even care about that is because med school costs some $60k a year and they're directly controlling my funds.#the only thing i can use freely is the limited amount of hard cash i have since they have control over my credit card and see very purchase#i'm not making any money as a med student and we don't have any time to take on a job#i still have 2 years to go until my wages become maybe like $15 an hour as a resident physician.#the one parenting-related thing my parents can do correctly is use money on me. it's all that's standing between me and ridiculous debt#without that i'm sunk and potentially homeless (and many years of crazy amounts of studying become functionally useless)#fun and cool abusive and overly-controlling chinese parent-child dynamics#borne of generational trauma forced upon the new gen by the last gen. and that theme happens a lot in med education too. funny that.#i bet it all sounds so stupid but that's how it is.
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so I had been thinking about the many similarities between the Chiss and the Time Lords, and between Thrawn and the Doctor as well, and now I need a Doctor Who AU where Thrawn takes Eli as his companion to show him the wonders of the universe
#i mean both species have in their moral code to not interfere in other people/species conflict#and both are pretty much elitarist and have a very unique technology to travel through space (and time)#but if we want to talk about thrawn and the doctor#well: both found a human to take as their protégé#both are very fond of art and love to study their enemy before formulating their attack move#both have a kind of intelligence that many others don’t understand and are able to make connections few could have predicted#both try to prevent useless deaths- ofc the doctor more than thrawn but still#and yes the doctor would never be an imperial or do the bid of a tyrant but he has bloods on his hands too#some regeneration more than others#so yeah all this to say I need time lord thrawn to find tech analyst eli and show him present past and future#just to see the wonder in his eyes#doctor who#star wars#thrawn#thranto#and as a post just reminded me#both thrawn and the doctor are outcast#who basically left their people to be among humans and different aliens
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#the bean#listen. listen. I LIKE reading research papers. i like utilizing my useless ass lil history degree#you cannot fucking imagine how annoying it is to research anything that deals w pregnancy#obviously its very hard to do any sort of worthwhile experiments in the first place#bc you cant just fuck up a fetus#so a lot of it is self-reported GARBAGE#or they use animals which is not always one for one#and then you see the sample data is absolute dog shit. small pool. huge outside factors#like the largest study used to cite how pregnant people shouldn’t drink?#those bitches were also doing COKE. COKE!!#at the very least doing fat lines of Colombian snow has got to fuck up your baby#or potentially doom them to being a business major in the future idk#and then you see these stupid ass websites and try to find WHERE they get their info from and it turns out like#they extrapolate ‘don’t eat rosemary’ bc they did a study where#if you gave a rat eighty times its body weight in rosemary it has spontaneous miscarriages. NO SHIT. HOW WOULD THAT AFFECT ME#TRYING TO DRINK A TEA W ROSEMARY#and then looking up the ACTUAL percentages of risk for things. like omg the fuck listeria risks for deli meat are nothing#you have a higher chance of getting in a car accident in which we get in cars and drive multiple times a day#BUT NOBODY MENTIONS BAGGED SALADS OR CANTALOUPE#THE RATES OF LISTERIA IS INSANE#AND THEN YOU HAVE TO SEE WHO SPONSORED THE STUDY#AND WHAT THEY’D POTENTIALLY GAIN FROM THE OUTCOME#AND AHHHGHGHBFDHJGBSHDFBSDJHFBDSJBFSDJ
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love when people in my life think of me whenever they need language interpreting/translating and are like “hey do you speak [x] language?” and 90% of the time I do not know that particular language but I’m still very flattered they considered me
#it’s never French because there’s like 0 French speakers here that don’t also speak English#I think it’s genuinely the most useless language I know but they didn’t have German in high school and I thought Spanish was boring so#French it was#Spanish would definitely have been the more lucrative option lmao#maybe I’ll finally take me a proper class one day to get my skills polished#bc I know a good bit but just don’t have practice listening and speaking#read a whole book? no problem#try to have an in person conversation with a native? I’m only embarrassing myself#also I guess Hungarian would be more useless than French#but we have a pretty good Hungarian pop here so there’s honestly still a better chance that will be needed before French#going to Quebec being my only opportunity to use it and then everyone hears I’m not native and just speaks in English anyway 💀#like I didn’t study this language for 10+ years not to use it on the rare opportunities#kitchie beszél
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Do detentions actually exist btw
#i'm actually pausing when i post this is how invested i am#but i'm asking bc they seem so mindlessly useless#we had dopunska which was used for students who had poor scores - they'd stay extra time but it'd be spent practising and revising the#material. but i once read you're not even allowed to like study in detention?? do you just sit there staring at the wall?#i think i'd fucking explode honestly
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very important life update for the two (2) people with the relevant context:
my brother's new hobby is baking
#this is important because up until this his only real hobby has been video games#but now he's taken such an interest in baking that my parents got him a cookbook that explains the science behind the Why#dude made the most incredible looking brownies on his first go after studying the book#he also apparently makes the most Incredible cup of hot chocolate completely from scratch#it makes total sense too#my bro absolutely loves a clear step by step list with obvious cause and effect#we had an actual conversation for the first time in almost six years last week and it was really nice!!!#grabbed me in the kitchen and was like 'so i saw on steam you were playing witcher 3 the wild hunt [EYES EMOJI]'#and we chatted about it for a bit#because he has been trying to get me to play that game for literally a decade#he BOUGHT ME that game#we arent on bad terms or anything we both just suck ass at keeping in contact with people#he doesnt really do discord or anything and does Not check his phone so texting him is useless#and i will simply Intend to message someone until i look up and realize its been like six months since i said hello#BUT REGARDLESS! YEAH!#important very crucial life update. my brother has a creative hobby and im SO happy for him
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I found a documentary series with an episode titled “The Next Pandemic” from November 7, 2019.
Pre-covid.
Really bonkers to watch. Various professions talk about their biggest concerns and priorities. Bill Gates gives his opinions a couple times.
I’m going to bed 💜
#the show is called Explained. on Netflix#I don’t really wanna advertise for Netflix so… idk.#that kinda broke my brain. I’m halfway howling in anguish and ranting in frustration—and halfway utterly speechless#what is there to say? ‘wow I wish anti-vaxxers let us utilize our technology.’#did it occur to anyone to put funding into public education? did anyone worry about the way capitalism doesn’t allow us to trust products?#did anyone think all their hard work would be useless because people didn’t believe in the plague?#I hate the anti-vax movement with so much passion; but I understand the logic of it and how irrefutable that logic can be#some of it is just nonsense conspiracy theory but some of it is legitimate fear. we are suffocated with advertisements. ‘you need this!’#‘buy this blender or you’ll never be healthy!’ ‘buy this purse or you’ll never have friends!’ ‘use our shampoo or you’ll kill the planet!’#‘buy our pain meds because they’re safer!’ ‘use these bandaids or you’ll get infections!’ ‘wear these shoes to prevent permensnt foot damage#‘get this vaccine or you might get sick!’ like…#something something automimicry. something something boy who cried wolf.#99% of the time it IS a scam when someone tells you that you need something. and how do you establish trust in a society like that?#I know the data and I know how vaccines work and I know the risks because I’ve studied it extensively#but I haven’t studied cars at all. and if a mechanic said ‘buy this or your car will explode’ I don’t think I’d take his word for it.#sigh… okay bed time for real now.#sorenhoots
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monthly standardized testing does not matter post
#i just find it so naive slash disingenuous that some of the people i work with try to parrot the ‘‘ohh we’re providing such a valuable#product for teachers and students’’ rhetoric. ‘‘we’re impacting educational outcomes’’#like i need you to look hard at yourself and decide if you REALLY think state tests are like the backbone of education#i have an degree and i come from a family of educators and i’ve been a student in public schools. none of this has ever lead me to believe#that state tests are remotely important to teachers or students. as a student i had to take state tests for subjects i never studied just bc#it was required by the state. teachers treated state tests like an afterthought. AS THEY SHOULD#standardized tests exist to decide how to allocate funding and resources and those districts that perform better are rewarded more#never in that chain of events is it about an individual teacher or student#obviously we all know this but when you work at a standardized testing company. people be drinking the kool aid#if you agree that standardized testing is useless and wasteful. imagine it to be roughly 100x more useless and wasteful than you already#think. and then you’ll be close#milk post#*an education degree. 😐
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Yes, but my brother was too good at them and he'd start a fight if I even attempted something...
#merit based#however we had to scrap this because#my little brothers special interest alongside trains and the bins was cleaning#he still collects vacuums to this day#so essentially i was banned from doing any form of cleaning#i viewed the cleaning as a chore and my brother viewed them as passtimes#oh im a little bored today let me jist clean the house from top to bottom#one time i spilled something on the floor while studying i think it was pencil shavings#and because touching the vacuums was a fight starting offence i asked him to vacuum it up for me#he said no#and i pinched the vacuum he caught me because of course he did#not only did i get a mighty wallop i also got all the contents of said vacuum dumped on my floor#and a lecture for not keeping my room tidy#so yeah we had to scrap pocket money#i think he'd racked up over £100 at one point#and i was allowed to make teas and coffees for all and do the dishes#my mum however had a specific way of doing the dishes and anytime i did it was followed by a lecture on how bad and wrong i had done#so in the end none of those chores seemed worth my energy#guess whos super great at keeping up with their chores as an adult#not fucking me#all i hear is how stupid i am for not knowing how to clean at almost 25#its great and im not bitter#my brother also got paid for cleaning other family members houses which fair labour is labour but i did not have an alternative#so that feeling of uselessness just kept on rising
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i can do everything right and still feel like i'm nothing/useless
#Come on ana yesterday you werent useless#At least you tried and you'll still try(if it wont look good just keep studying/observing one day you will get it)#....And yesterday you manage to get one more golden stamp on s1fu!#Argh is this fuckin digital pen that it's annoying me what do i need to do to this SHIT stop doing this#..........now its working normal🌸..............#But still I can't wake up early(I trying so hard and still can't why am I like this now? and i didn't watched any of the college classes to#Very very big sleep problem why? i usually get like that when i depressed but i'm not depressed i'm okay or am I?#reflection#I think I/we just get bored
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btw... mtel practice test number two done... crushed that bitch! the Comm/Lit one is supposed to be the easiest but still it felt nice to get a 90% gonna take the humanities practice tomorrow but i suddenly feel way better about this
#ive felt so useless since being on medical leave#and like i get that i cant really teach when i cant really walk rn#but being able to feel like im doing something productive with my time is huge#like goddamn im crushing it#tbh the tests dont cost THAT much and if i want to get hired at my dream school maybe i should cast a wider net#and just do my math/science cert as well#i had a math homeroom this year and did i like the material? no. could i teach it in a way that is understood by the children? like yeah#the bar is really on the ground- most of teaching the lower and middle grades is classroom management literacy and comprehension#and since i have had two years workng in SLD and understanding IEPs and 504s i know how to teach the material in a way that would be fine#like i wouldnt WANT to be a math teacher.... but if push comes to shove maybe i should get certified anyway#idk idk rn we are looking for visual arts and middle school social studies and then we will open up the search if there are no openings#...ugh i should also look into a moderate disability license with the way things are going for BPS every classroom is gonna be inclusion#which wouldnt be a problem if they ACTUALLY provided support for the Inclusion and SLD and ELL strands#I DIGRESS#im not fucking teaching ELL though no thank you i had to cover middle school ELL this year a few times and you can just take me out back#and shoot me. im not qualified and i do not want that responsibility thanks
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