#we also make other special christmas things 🤗

[formulapisces]

the outside is my favourite too! 😭 fruit pies are DEFINITELY international, every country has one!! we need to put all that fruit somewhere and we all thought “hmm yes let’s put it in some dough and bake it.”

its just depending on where you’re from you’ll put different types of fruit in them, italy has a lot of lemon and cherry pies - but i found that england has more apple/ pears etc in their recipes (which i don’t like that much so i always stock up on cherries when they’re in season…)

this is the chocolate cake (or what the chocolate cake is MEANT to look like, i always make it an oval.) but you see how the chocolate is just on the outside? when i make it, it’s basically half the cake 😭😭😭 and then i always end up taking ages to eat it because it’s chocolate overload 😭😭

so google keeps recommending me Italian desert recipes

what is it recommending?! 👁️👁️ whatever they are MAKE THEM.

[astrologylunadream]

How They Want to Spend the Holidays With You 🛷⛄🧣 (Pick a card/Tarot love reading)

Happy holidays!! It's Lunadream🥰 We're getting in the festive spirit with how your person imagines spending the holidays with you.🍫🤍 hope you find your message~✉

Notice: Only take what resonates because the most important thing is your own judgement!♡ If anything doesn't resonate, don't worry! It's not your message right now <3 (Entertainment purpose only. All rights reserved)

Now, shall we begin~? ^w^ Think of the spending christmas with that special someone, and pick whichever pile that fits the energy you're feeling~♥️

Pile 1🎅🏻

Pile 2📍

Pile 3🎧

Pile 4☕

Take your time and choose carefully with the heart~♡

On to the readings —> 🍫♡

Pile 1🎅🏻

Sign energy: Conflict, Lesson, Cold, Message, Reality, Mercury, Fire, Scorpio, Vertex, North node, 🚷🩹🧎‍♀️🗡

🧣Your person's energy: Alright for your person there are some very distant vibes, I feel like they don't get along with others the best. They have an intimidating way about them that others fear slightly, your person could easily start arguments with people accidentally🙊 They have a lot to learn when it comes to connecting with others through words, and the universe plans for them to learn many lessons most likely the hard way and through trial and error🥺 Virgo, Gemini and Scorpio could be possible placements. I'm getting that your person can be more cold with what they say, definitely don't sugar coat much.🚫🍰 Very straightforward and heavy attitude, which makes them very captivating though.🥴 Your person may have issues facing reality or dealing with matters that affect their future, they have a lot of inner conflict in their heads⚔💭💥 Now I'm totally seeing that this person is very forceful in their approach to communication, they tend to be very intense or blunt. But even though they tell it like it is, they aren't one for over sharing. Like, they have more of a "back off" mentality, and prefer to keep things to themselves. Could be introverted for some of you, I definitely see they aren't fond of many people but a few. For my pile 1's I'm seeing that your person seems to push you away and then pull you back strangely, very hard to read indeed🔍😳

🛷How they want to spend the holidays with you: Vulnerable, Competition, Crown, Comment, Jealousy, Libra, Chiron, Saturn, Juno, 3rd house, ♂️🍁🍋♨️ Okay my pile 1's this person is really possesive over you I just had to mention😭❤ They don't want anyone to take their place with you this year. Canada may be a place they want to spend the holidays with you, definitely dates I'm seeing. Your person imagines stepping foot in the snow with you all dressed in thick clothing, and briefly mentioning proposing to you as either a joke or a little hint🤭💍 I think your person really wants to spend the holidays with you knowing you could be committed to them, they want that deeply♥️ They honestly would hate it if any other potential love interests came in the picture for this time, they are very vulnerable to jealousy and possessiveness over you. They get very bitter and hurt if they feel like 2nd place to someone else I'm hearing. My pile 1's your person is very competitive to win your commitment, so they may imagine doing so during the holidays like finding cute and fun activities to impress you with.💗🤗 Omg like going to christmas cafes, shopping and driving you around to see the christmas lights together.✨ They want to become more successful and stable during this time simply to seem more like dependable/marriage material to you and also so they can buy you lots of gifts!!🥰🛍 I'm also hearing they want to be very hot and attractive for you haha like they're working on their body or appearance maybe as your little christmas present lol♡🎁😳

📮Messages from your person: Thinking of you, You must be desperate, You're mine forever, I'm always supporting you, I worry what people will think of us, I can't stop looking at you, You're too pretty to be sad this christmas, How are you so pretty? (AHH🤧♥️ So sweet oml) Extra cards: Foreign, Finger, Love letter, Explosion, Jawbone

Thank you my pile 1's! If you feel this resonated, you may tap the heart to claim this message!♥️

I hope you enjoyed your reading! ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ If you did be sure to let me know pile 1 with the santa emoji~🎅🏻 Thanks for scrolling through, Hugs hugs hugs!! See you in the next reading🥰

Pile 2📍

Sign energy: Affection, Name, Violate, Care-taker, 9th house, Aquarius, Leo, South node, Uranus, Moon, 😰🧚‍♀️🧩🤚

🧣Your person's energy: Okay so the first thing I noticed is that your person could have a unique name, one that isn't common or spelled differently. They are pretty smart I'm hearing, and their method of learning things is quite odd but effective. This could be aqua moon but over all Aquarius placements, Sagittarius, Leo, and Cancer.😌 Your person is very sweet and kind, they empathize with others often. I feel like they are the kind to cry at the strangest time in a movie like it wasn't even that sad??😂😢 But their emotions work differently than most people's, like their reactions may be delayed or odd reasoning. Your person is so caring though♥️ People may tend to invade their personal space or business I'm getting, but they don't say anything to be nice.🥺 Definitely over empathize with people, I think more so in the past. Also the way they show love may be in strange ways, like they may study you if they find you interesting also being overly friendly buddy-buddy with you haha😂 I feel like that is how they express their love or interest in someone they like. Omg and people buzz around them like flies I'm getting, they may have people oddly involved in them. You may start out as friends with this person or that is the dynamic you would have, like friends who really care for eachother I feel like they really care for you!! Now your person may have put a stop to something that they used to do.. I'm called to say being too nice or letting others use them. People definitely took advantage of your person in the past or it feels that way to them. I think they allow invasive behavior they shouldn't out of pure sympathy for those people, they might be putting a stop to that now or at least trying.✊😊

🛷How they want to spend the holidays with you: Unheard, Cute, Inspiration, Violence, Practical, 10th house, 4th house, Pluto, Venus, Leo, 🎤☔👑🧛‍♂️ Ahh so your person wants to spend the holidays with you doing cute cozy things like decorating and spending quality time together😫😭 This is so cute, they would want to go somewhere nice and fancy but also very pretty!! Like somewhere iconic or recognizable from a movie📽♥️ Think grand and unforgettable. My pile 2's your person definitely wants to do cute stuff with you like making snowmen and all the old fashioned traditions🥰 I feel like they imagine a romance movie between you two like this is so much sweetness. My pile 2's they want to be inspired and unlock their creative side with you, aww I bet they want to write you a card too. Somewhere familiar and cozy like a cabin would be their dream with you, sipping on hot cocoa by the fire.☕🔥 They imagine watching cute vintage christmas movies and cuddling together, and then waiting for the perfect moment when you least expect it so they can hush you quietly and push you down to steal your kiss.💋 Now things would probably get really spicy between you two if it were up to them but we won't get in to all that😅😳 They really want a moment like that with you, somewhere quiet and well thought out. Like they would plan it all so perfectly for you, and they're just waiting to create those soft memories with you.🥺💌♥️ I think they currently feel it isn't achievable in some ways, but if there is ever the chance to do what they have in mind they would take it without hesitation. My pile 2's your person wants to make it real for you😍

📮Messages from your person: You leave me wondering, I left a mark on you, You are not alone, Stay positive, Soon, Calm down, What are you hiding? It's love at first sight. (Pile 2 yess!!💋) Extra cards: Cupid, Note, Star, Head, Top

Thank you my pile 2's! If you feel this resonated, you may tap the heart to claim this message!♥️

I hope you enjoyed your reading! ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ If you did be sure to let me know pile 2 with the red lollipop emoji~📍(it's actually a pin but y'know it had to match😂)Thanks for scrolling through, Hugs hugs hugs!! See you in the next reading💫

Pile 3🎧

Sign energy: November, Side effects, Home, Less, Nose, Taurus, Gemini, Venus, Lilith, Pluto, ♍🎸🤕🪓

🧣Your person's energy: Okay for my pile 3's your person sure has a lot going for them♡ May be born November or fall, Taurus, Gemini, Libra, Virgo or Scorpio placements. Very prominent Taurus energy for this pile!! Your person may have a noticable nose, I feel like they are insecure about their nose but it actually looks really good on them🥺♥️ They have a very clear and soothing voice, but also hot oml🥵 Like they could do ASMR and everyone would be obsessed😭😭 For some of you this person may not have family or a "safe place", they feel lost in some way. I feel they look really good in plaid, they may enjoy rock music or grunge. Listening to music heals them I'm hearing, they find it very pleasing and calming to their chaotic mind.🧠🎸 Your person may be harsh on themselves, also they take a lot of hits in life like they've been through so much.😢 Now my pile 3's your person has such an intense energy about them, it definitely makes them very attractive too. They have a huge effect on people's minds, especially feminines. People get obsessed easily with this person, and they don't even ask for it😫 I'll just say people definitely think your person is hot, they have this dark side to them that is so mysterious and eye catching. People talk about them behind their back and all. But what your person is really looking for is a safe place, something that is home to them.🏠

🛷How they want to spend the holidays with you: Fear, Outfit, Decision, Zoo, Limits, Sun, Eros, Pluto, 2nd house, Fire, 🥳😴😎🦴 Ohh they really want to go christmas shopping with you!! I'm surprised, like they are actually really sweet for my pile 3's🍫 They wanna buy matching outfits for the winter, letting you choose and all. But they do have their limits to what they can and cannot wear so they wouldn't just let you pick out everything for them.😂 They may want to go see winter animals with you like penguins, huskies and snow bears🐧🐺🐻🤍 Spending money on you is something they want to do, because it's truly their choice. I'm definitely seeing that my pile 3's you turn them on like they are actually so attracted to you omg!! They are secretly afraid of this attraction to you because you make them so obsessed.😳 Like just as they are intimidating to others you are intimidating to them😰♥️ Definitely a hot attraction to my pile 3's. They may stop themselves from fantasizing of you otherwise they could fall too deep into it, they really want to have control over you and your experiences this christmas. They wanna visit winter gardens with subtle slow music so you two can dance together, ohhh but they would definitely imagine feeling all over your body with that chance.😫🧤 Omg and they would want to see you in a classy white dress that fits you well, they're wanting neck kisses by the fire~💋 Eating out at a nice candle restaurant with expensive food to celebrate the season, ooh and enjoying a christmas party with you🍷 They have a fear of disappointing you, perhaps you have many expectations when it comes to the holidays each year so they feel it takes a lot to impress you. But trust me when I way they really would put in the effort if they could for you because oml they just want to make you pleased♥️

📮Messages from your person: If it's what you want, I can't stop, We're apart this christmas, I won't let you be with anyone else, Everything is real, I can't control you, It's awful, Tell me your secret wishes. Extra cards: Compliment, Cafe, Self love, Signs, Luck

Thank you my pile 3's! If you feel this resonated, you may tap the heart to claim this message!♥️

I hope you enjoyed your reading! ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ If you did be sure to let me know pile 3 with the earphones emoji~🎧 (idk why there isn't an earmuffs emoji yet but yeah🙄) Thanks for scrolling through, Hugs hugs hugs!! See you in the next reading😘

Pile 4☕

Sign energy: Summer, Fluff, Touch, Creativity, Captive, Pluto, Fire, 3rd house, Mercury, Venus, 💔🦚🗻🚨

🧣Your person's energy: There is so much softness to this pile♥️ Okay we have some creative vibes for your person, they have a very artistic mind. This could be someone you met in the summer, or ended the relationship at that time. For others this person may be born in summer☀️ Scorpio, Virgo, Gemini, Taurus, and Libra Libra placements. Possible mercury-Venus aspects. You are stuck on this person, and they may be stuck on you. Long distance or something is keeping you apart, but over all they are distant with you. My pile 4's for some reason your person is agitated that you are thinking of them, because they want what's best for you. Part of them hopes for you to stop loving them for your sake, but they also don't want to let go.😢 You think of their touch sometimes and it causes you to overthink. (They have a siren's touch)🤯❗ Your person is very magnetic and their love captivates you, but your attraction to them can take you over sometimes. They are cute and gorgeous, but they also make you lovesick I'm hearing.🥺♡ They have a soft touch to them, may be more soft spoken or at least with you. My pile 4's are a little obsessed with this person, but you can't help it!!😫😭 You love the way they speak, like they word things in such a pretty format💕 Your person may have specific feminine's obsessed with their beauty and charms. They have very kissable lips I'm hearing. Often wear outfits that stand out and may enjoy wearing fluffy winter clothing.

🛷How they want to spend the holidays with you: Off, Purpose, Special, Break, Reality, Chiron, 12th house, Aquarius, 6th house, 11th house, 🆕️🤵🍒🦴 Ohh okay so your person is really worried about your hopes this year, they don't want to let you down. But they definitely have something in mind with you♥️ They want to break routine and spend the holidays in an abnormal unique way, I'm definitely seeing that your person wants to facetime with you for christmas.🎄 They wish they could send you cute messages and tell you "happy holidays!"🤗🎉 They want to spend christmas with you even in separation, if only to connect on a soul level to spend this special time with you.✨ It is hard for them to know you miss them, and want to spend the holidays in their presence. They really want your wishes to come true, to be there for you.🥺💝 They want to spend the holidays connecting on a higher level, through spiritual contact can they give you their warmth and love for christmas. Who knows, maybe they may even appear in your winter dreams as a little christmas gift to you~💌 How sweet, They want to do something meaningful for you. Something that will heal you, and keep you going. Spending the holidays at a festive gathering with you, giving you hope and cheer is all they want to do. They want this year to be a fantasy for you, and they imagine making christmas crafts, immersing yourselves into christmas movies, and exploring the winter wonderland together.☃️☁️🤍 I'm melting like a snowman this is so cute.

📮Messages from your person: Things aren't going that way, I don't look at other people, I'm mad at you, I hate that I love you, You should stop, Would a kiss be enough? I love when you get shy, I want to be with you. (Aww😍💕💌) Extra cards: Kabedon, Structure, Mermaid, Phase, Endless

Thank you my pile 4's! If you feel this resonated, you may tap the heart to claim this message!♥️

I hope you enjoyed your reading! ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ If you did be sure to let me know pile 4 with the hot cocoa emoji~☕ Thanks for scrolling through, Hugs hugs hugs!! See you in the next reading🤗

Wanna see more readings like this? Check out my tumblr for accurate readings for you!💗🌊🌸

Thanks for reading! \(*^w^)/💌 -Lunadream <3

[rnm-magic-space-xsd]

Ask game questions created by proship-blissbliss ! Your questions are lovely snd sweet and it filled my heart with warmth to answer them! 🌸🫶🏼☺️!

💌 - What pet names does your F/O use for you the most? Which pet names do they like being referred to with the most?

Juju loves calling me Angel, Kitten, Sweetheart, HoneyBunny, Princess!

Juju loves when I call him my JujuBear or HanniBunnyHubbyBear! Because his last name is Han and the base of our nicknames for each other are HoneyBunny.

🌸 - What's their favourite season? Are there any seasonal activities in that time that they like doing with you?

JujuBear’s favorite season is winter, and so is mine! Though we find spring to be a special season for us too!

He loves it when we snuggle under the blankets, whether it be on the couch or in bed, and we just. Enjoy each others’ warmth 💗🥰🥮🥹 as the rain or snow fall outside our windows.

On winter nights we also love waltzing together in the living room or kitchen, after dinner, to romantic music. It’s so precious and heartwarming 🫣☺️🤗🌸🍯🗾🎑🌌 and romantic!!! 😆🥰💞

My Hanni JujuBear also loves celebrating my birthday on December, only a few days before Christmas (on the 22nd of December). Last year we celebrated it by baking frosted sugar and butter cookies together 💗 They turned out super yummy! and held the shapes of hearts, stars and snowmen! Also a few clumsy snowflake shaped cookies 😅❄️☃️🌟🩷.

He also played the piece ‘Once Upon A Dream’ on the piano for me as we sang the lyrics together and I sat on the piano seat with him, swaying from side to side.

After a bit of nudging from me, he mellowed and we played our romantic song playlist on youtube and we clumsily yet joyfully and warmly waltzed together 😊.

Hehe, reading this you can probably tell how much I adore waltzing with my Sweetheart JujuBear!

We also love humming softly to each other and cuddle in bed if one of us has trouble sleeping or had a nightmare or a bad/rough day 🥹❣️💗🌸💞🌺

✨️ - What's the height difference between you two? What are your F/O's feelings on that?

I am 159 cm and Juju is 184 cm, so. 25 cm difference. We both love it! Juju feels strong and protective of me and I feel safe and all fuzzy and warm with him ☺️🍯🥮💜💌 and Juju also finds my short height to be so adorable and precious! Aaaaa!!! I love JujuBear so much!!!! Juju is so precious too!!!! My HanniBunny makes me feel so loved and special!

My HanniHubbyJujuBear is my first and hopefully also my last love. Juju is so important, special and loved. I hope JujuBear knows how precious he is to me too…I’ll always hold my JujuBear close to my heart. I feel like we’re spiritually and emotionally together even when we are physically apart 💗💞💗.

🎀 - Do you/they take the other's clothes often? Which piece of their/your clothes is stolen the most often?

AAAAAAA IT MAKES ME A LITTLE SHY BUT A DAY AFTER JUJU AND I HAVE A SLEEPOVER DATE IN OUR KIGURUMI BEFORE HE HAS TO GO TO HIS SEVERAL DAYS’ LONG BUSINESS TRIP, I LOVLOVLOV WEARING HIS KIGURUMI. IT HAS HIS SCENT AND IT’S SO COMFORTING TwT!

AND JUJUBEAR LOVES TO TALK WITH ME ON THE PHONE WHEN HE FINISHES HIS WORK FOR THE DAY OVERSEAS AND SMELL MY PILLOWCASE THAT HE TOOK WITH HIM 💗💞💗🥹🥰🍯🫶🏼. It simultaneously comforts and excites him. Makes us miss each other all the more x)

😳 - What about your F/O do you find the most attractive?

While I adore everything about my dearest JujuBear, I love his romantic and faithfully passionate heart the most!

🐕 - What animal do they remind you the most of?

Juju reminds me the most of a black cat/black panther or raven 🥰. I am these animals too! (But he is also a wolf and I am also a bunny)

💘 - What was the first thing that made them interested in you?

Juju was first of all attracted to my warmth, gentleness and kindness. Mixed with my wisdom and purity.

But we’ve been together for more than seven years so since then I’ve learned how to be perceptive and sharp minded like him (towards people we can tell have bad intentions against us or people close to us) and JujuBear learned how to face his emotions and express his love, trust and kindness with the people he cares about and cherishes. To open up his heart :’)

[tomiokasensei]

hey hey hey marilyn!! here's your secret santa again! 🎅🎅🎅🎅 yess i'm very excited to exchange gifts, to see everyone's amazing edits, identities and their reactions, specially seeing yours marilyn!! 🥰🥰🥰 i really am so enthusiastic!!! aww marilyn you're so cute! thank you for being so lovely every time! i'm really happy you enjoy talking with me since i always think my conversations are boring 😅 i sure am resting and spending a great time with my family thank you ^^ i'm very excited to start working on all the goodies to eat on the christmas eve and day xDDD do you do it too with you family at home? if yes what do you like to do best? i love doing christmas cookies 🥰~ oh yeah definitely anime inspired me to create art ^^ not only anime but movies too, i remember when i was lil i would always do drawings of harry potter xD but there was a time in my childhood i was really inspired by CLAMP artwork, idk if you know about them? their mangas were full of details and the characters were always so pretty so i started on that time to draw more ^^ my speciallity on my art is more of childs illustrations, and lil chibis you know? I also draw normal characters but i don't have that skill you know? anatomy isn't always my forte so chibis are the best for me ^^ how about you marilyn? which style you like to do more? did you had an anime that inspired you too? 😄😄 ofc marilyn! i believe that you will have a brilliant career i saw your art page and girl you have amazing skills!! oof! really brilliant marilyn you sure have a beautiful style i can totally see the effort and love you give to them! i really love the doma one you did, god it's amazing!!! 😍😍😍 the giyuu halloween one is the cutest thing i ever seen!! so so pretty marilyn!! oh there's no need to commission me 👉👈 thank you really you're too kind!! 😳😳😳 i can always make you a chibi drawing for free no worries marilyn!! ^^ i totally agree with you, tumblr should do more events like this, not only on christmas time but doing event about characters or animes prompts in any time of the year! it would boost our motivation to create more, it's when we bring more joy and life to this website! yeah i had a lot of friends who went away from tumblr because of being so dead and people not appreciating that much as it used too... but who knows if tumblr will get better again ^^ i hope so too! 🙏🙏🙏 thank you too again for being such a precious gem every time marilyn!! love spending this lil time with you talking about everything and to discover more bits about you, it's a big win for me each time!🥰🥰🥰 omg you're so right we do have so much in common, i love it when i get to know more people with the same tastes! i'm so happy!! looking forward for christmas eve and to our future conversations marilyn! wish you a warm and great week! see you soon! 😘😘😘💕💕💕💕

hello, secret santa!! 😍😍 just a few more days!!!...🤗 the exchanges will be fun to see all around~💜 for my giftee, i went back and forth to see what would be the right character, what they would love the most based on what i found on their page i hope it was the right choice/ i am kinda nervous but i hope the giftee truly likes it...! ! ! their reaction is what i hope would bring me joy!💜

i don't think your conversations are boring, on the contrary, they are engaging!💕i am also going to spend the holidays with my family and just enjoy each others' company and warmth before i take off on my trip, all the busy planning and shopping and decorating has been completed and cooking is the last thing to work on, it's all been great fun and rewarding, and at home the food is... alright lol and similar to how people celebrate thanksgiving in america with having ham, mash potatoes, green bean casserole etc. etc. the christmas cookies are definitely the star in my home LMAOOOO😄

ooohhh!! i love harry potter!! aside from anime, it's nice that hp has also been of some inspiration in your art! i am also familiar to CLAMP~ i have enjoyed cardcaptor sakura and chobits very much💜i absolutely love chibi art! i tried to study that from other pics i have seen but it is quite difficult for me (somehow, when i make chibi art the adorable factor loses its way...) i think the style that inspires my art the most is the polar opposite of "cute"/ perhaps shounen is what may be the reason for that haha that halloween giyuu art was supposed to be more chibi-like but, yeah, kinda failed at that and just made him childlike lololol flattered you find it cute! i do look forward in seeing your art!💗i insist in commissioning because i love to bring support for artists!! especially with the rise of ai art~ which i am fully against

i thought about joining the anime creators blog but idk how often i would be able to contribute, while i appreciate making edits, i wonder if fanart is involved? would the community be interested in seeing that?🤔out of all my posts, my art has never really gained as much attention as my edits, so this time around i have been more focused on art as it is more of my passion...💜

regardless how dead tumblr is, i feel so blessed that i am able to interact with you, secret santa, it gives me encouragement to be more active on tumblr and i look forward to the future here!! wish you a very merry christmas and another wonderful week!!🎄

[jokerownsmysoul]

This is such an adorable piece! 🥺 I was smiling from start to end. Yet another proof of how wonderful of a matching Arthur x mistletoe is. I'm very glad that my post inspired you! 🥺 I love when pieces include songs to listen along the way, even better if it's about Christmas, so I really loved that!🤗

That Arthur is the only one who showed up at the party makes so much sense, but I'm glad that the reason wasn't for sure because the other neighbors are unkind to the reader. I would've had the same thought as the reader tbh (😂) and it was very sweet how Arthur helped her to see things from a different perspective. It's both a bit surprising that he decided to go if we think about how shy he can be, but also not so surprising at all for he craves to make connections with others. 💓

The gift Arthur gave her was so sweet and thoughtful, it made my heart squeeze and I can't expect anything different from him. 😭💙 Also, I really loved that it was Arthur to ask the reader if they wanted to dance, I feel like dancing and music are some of the things that would help Arthur make a step forward and away from his shyness in the early stage of a relationship. And the kiss under the mistletoe made me fuzzy! 🥺💚❤️

“Thank you.” / Arthur smiled. "What for?" / "For making my Christmas so special." - 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 he must know how special of a man he is and how special things can be if shared with him. Love it 💚❤️🎄🦌

Arthur Under the Mistletoe 🎄

Summary: You throw a party on Christmas Eve that doesn’t go as planned…but in the very best of ways. Extremely fluffy oneshot and the title speaks for itself :)

Warnings: mental illness

Word Count: 2087

Notes: I was inspired by @jokerownsmysoul​‘s recent post about who she’d kiss under the mistletoe. Obviously, I’m choosing Arthur Fleck as well! Be sure to listen along to the Christmas album hyperlinked in the story, too. Hope you enjoy ❤️❤️

“This is a disaster!” you wailed. “Why did I think anyone would ever come to my party?”

Your tear-filled eyes finally overflowed and you buried your face in your hands.

You realized what a sight you must be: young woman in a sparkly pink party dress and white heels, sitting in her own empty apartment, crying unconsolably…and on Christmas Eve, no less. 

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[littlebless]

Hai der, I decided to vent (?) a lil since I don't really talk much about myself here (or in any social media platform :p)

I was just thinking about how big of a ride this year has been. I've suffered from depression, anxiety and dysphoria (among other stuff) for almost as long as I can remember and I just feel like this was the first year in my life that I've felt different... truly happy 😌

💁‍♀️ It was this year that the effects of HRT started becoming more noticeable and I started feeling more comfortable in my body (my 1st HRT anniversary was in March!) 🙆‍♀️

🎓 It was this year that I became sure that I'm in the right course. I'm a 2nd year college student and am studying psychology. All of it just makes so much sense, it is reaaally interesting, more than I thought it would be after my boring first year hehehe 👩‍🎓

👨‍👧 It was this year that I met daddy irl. He has been a huge source of support, be it physically, emotionally or bloggigally hehe I love him so so much, I really couldn't ask for a better one. Also shoutout to my mommy, whom I also love a lot and is also a huge source of support for me, even though we can't be together irl👩‍👧

📸 It was this year that I started this blog, something I've dreamed of doing for a long time. As if that wasn't enough, it blew up pretty quickly, to my surprise, since I was still pretty insecure about my body. It has helped A LOT with that! I have also met plenty of wonderful people who are now my friends 🤗 even though I didn't really use any social media before (not much, at least), I don't regret any of this in the slightest, even if it can get a lil overwhelming at times 😅 thank you so much for being a part of it ❤🍼

🚀 It was this year that I started making paid content. I have to admit that it is harder than I imagined, to the point where I was feeling pressured to wear diapers more often than I felt comfortable, just so I could post a ton of pics all the time... it can be tiring to turn something you do in order to relax into something you HAVE to do and that was making wearing diapies less enjoyable :( which is why I cut down the subscription price and am now updating less often c:

On the other hand, it is only because of this that I've been able to afford diapies at all (special thanks to @james23slipknot for getting my first 3 packs after starting this blog ❤). I can only be in college because I have a full scholarship (which I'll lose if I get a job), my mum earns the minimum wage and my dad refuses to support me in any way, so I've always worried a lot about money and avoided spending it in things like diapies. It is thanks to my subscribers that I'm able to get them without feeling guilty 😌 I've been avoiding talking about this because I don't wanna be misunderstood, I'm not in a terrible situation, I have enough money to survive, I just can't spend much on things for myself. All of this to say that that is why I really can't thank my subscribers enough 🥰🥰 when I say that it is thanks to them that I'm able to make content at all, I mean it. Without them, you'd only be getting updates here once in a blue moon :p 💫

🌈 It was this year that I started feeling actually happy with my life for the first time. I was still deeply depressed during January, February and maybe March, but then all of this started happening. I have definitely grown A LOT and also feel a lot more active, productive, motivated and that I can actually have a future I'm happy with. This year has a been a wild ride and I have a feeling 2022 will be another one 😊

Thank you so much for accompanying me on this journey 🥰 I hope you'll still be here with me next year 😁💫

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Happy Holidays

Merry Christmas And a Happy New Year

🎉🎅❤

[anneimaginesundertale]

((I hope I'm not too late to send this 😅))

(I thought long & hard on what gifts to give you guys. I hope the presents convey my feelings well for you ^^)

🎁🎁🎁 I'm sending 3 gifts to 3 people: Anne, Grim, and Smiley. Since I missed out a lot, I want to make it up to you guys by giving them.

My gift to Anne would be long-time-no-see hugs from me 🤗, freshly baked homemade chocolate-chip cookies 🍪🍪🍪, and cute knitted scarf for Marshall 🧣🐈 (who has a special place in my heart. Btw, how is he doing?)

For Grim, my gift to him would be a rare, antique 3d jigsaw puzzle of 20,000 pieces 🧩, and a Blu-ray DVD of 2-movie CDs — Home Alone 1 & 2 with behind-the-scenes features included 💿📀.

*Along with a gift box, there's an envelope with Christmas decoration. The sender is from yours truly and the recipient is Grim. There's a letter inside of the same decoration as the envelope. The content of the letter is as follows:

My dearest Grim,

I'm sorry I haven't contacted you for so long. How have you and Smiley been doing?

I wish you boys Merry Christmas and may your hopes & dreams come true.

To make it up to you for my absence, I have prepared a gift for you.

Inside this gift box are 2 items to your liking.

The first one, as I remember, you like photography related things, so I got you this special Christmas film DVD you may enjoy. The content is sort of related to puzzle-making (or maybe not. I'll leave it up to your judgment), so it may be up your alley.

The second one, I remember in Skeleton Valentine's Day Party in 2019, you told me you've gone up to 18,000 pieces; 20,000 pieces were hard to find, but I managed to come across them at Owliver's antique shop. He told me it has magical properties, so it would be unique from the other puzzles that you've tried. I was wondering if you have time, we could solve the puzzle together. What do you say?

Your love, Jaye

As for Smiley, first off, bonely hugs 💀👐! Next, I got him all sorts of items of confectionery from a well-known confectionery store. Hope they suit his sweet tooth 🍫🍬🍭🦷. Lastly, I got him this joke book that he may like: Sciencey Stuff for Skeletons 📖🧪💀. This may tickle his funny bone ;)

On a final note, MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYBODY! 🎄

You’re not too late!! We were very excited to get your gifts! *hugs you dearly*

The cookies are delicious and Marshall will love his scarf. He is doing great. Here he is in his Christmas sweater!

The boys sent you a package in return! Inside you find a delicate silk scarf and a box of cinnabunnies from Mrs. Bun’s shop. There’s also a note. It’s written in spiky Papyrus script.

Dearest Jaye,

I have missed you more than words can say. Thank you so much for your kind gifts. I will watch the films and let you know my thoughts, and I will save the puzzle for the next time you have time to stop by. I look forward to finding out what it is and solving it together.

My brother would like to thank you for thinking of him as well. He’s enjoying both your gifts.

I hope you’ll find our presents acceptable. The scarf is from yours truly and the cinnamon bunnies are from Smiley. They will have to do until we have the time to see you.

Regardless of distance or time, my love for you persists, my darling. I wish you the happiest of holidays. As ever, I remain,

Forever yours,

Grim