#waving my glowsticks. go anon go beat the writers block

[youngster-monster]

fic is fic especially when the fandom for it is teeny tiny or otherwise just doesnt have a lot of avid ficwriters in it so i cant be picky!! ill read and bookmark and i wont make a big fuss but i Will be seething (quietly) because even though he speaks He Would Not God Damn Say That (said while politely kudos'ing the fic)

i've never received a mean comment on my fics even though they're all from wildly different fandoms which is a blessing but i have to wonder how many of the people reading them were mad at me. imagining getting approached at the devil's sacrament and flamed as if we are not both standing here in the same place wearing our metaphorical clown shoes and big red noses

he is literally every AU of himself in one neat little package and he sucks so bad. the world isnt ready for him but ive decided that you are

my identity will return. POSTHASTE. you are GOING to hear from me because im going to beat the anxiety out of myself with bricks if i have to

tragically i am prone to rarepairs. in every fandom i have at least 2 rarepairs that have anywhere between 0 fics and 20 fics and on a rare occasion i get into a fandom that hasn't even got a single fic for it on any fanfic site and though it would be my pleasure to change that myself, my crippling writers block has prevented me from finishing, uhm (looks into my google docs) ....at least 12 different fics. CURSE YOU, ME

ahem. i bring Intel (the information about my bad bad man of an oc) and i will be returning from the war with my identity intact and,

all of us spiderman pointing at each other at the devil's sacrament (we are being very polite and nice even when we massively disagree with an author's take because fanfiction is a hobby and a gift we are giving one another for free and it's not disco to flame or give unrequested criticism)

it's okay anon i don't bite. maybe someone will eventually because they're tired of seeing our very public courting in the form of asks but that's their problem. in the meantime i am staring longingly out the window waiting for the sea to bring you back to me