#watches cu from the distance and HMMMS

[ardenssolis]

     THE YOUNGEST CU SURE was acting odd today.

[hyuckssunchip]

Endless Blackmail (III)

Pairings: Jeno x Reader, ft. Jaemin, Renjun, Mark, Haechan

Words: 5K

Warnings: Language (there is almost always language in my writings), SMUT, fingering, (female y/n), voyeurism, masturbation, dirty talk, drinking, coercive sex(dubcon??)

Synopsis:

A weekend away at the cabin, with Jeno’s opportunity to, well to simply put it, do whatever he wants with you, how long will it take the other boys to cave into their personal desires?

masterlist | Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6

@sunflowerhae @kyngaji @rosyb7aby @resceluwu​ @bockhyun​

A/N: sorry if this is messy, not really proofread

“Pancakes? Jaemin, you didn’t have to.” You grinned as you sat down at the kitchen counter, legs swinging with happiness as you eyed him with hungry eyes. 

“Hmmm? Oh, yeah, I– uh, promised Renjun ‘cus he drove ‘n stuff.” Jaemin cleared his throat awkwardly as he stared unnecessarily hard at the batter. 

Your eyes flicked up to study his face, muscles taut from concentration. You couldn’t help but notice the way that Jaemin was acting around you. Jaemin had always been the friendly type, the first to start up a conversation, never the type to allow awkward moments overtake him. 

But here he was, standing across from you with the most overwhelming tension hanging across the room you had ever felt. 

And you couldn’t help but feel that you were the cause. 

“Thank God! I knew I could trust you.” Renjun stumbled into the kitchen, interrupting any inclination to personally ease the tension. He opened the fridge, digging around for the milk before lugging it out with a frown, “You want us to set the table?”

Happy to have something to interact with besides you, Jaemin nodded, mumbling something about syrup in the fridge.

You slid off your stool, following Renjun around the kitchen in search of finding the plates and forks. 

“How’d you sleep?” Renjun asked you, opening the top cabinet above the sink, straining on the tip of his toes to see that it was just a few left over pots and pans.

“Oh, fine. Although it was really windy out last night, I kept hearing something outside, like banging on the window or something. Scared the shit out of me at first, but I got used to it.”

Jaemin stopped still at your words, dropping the spatula on the counter, ringing out for a few seconds. 

You paused, sparing him a slight glance, noting the stiff look on his face.

“Wind? No, it wasn’t windy at all last night.” Renjun frowned looking in another drawer. “Maybe it was an animal.”

Brows furrowing, you nodded, remembering that you did happen to hear the familiar whining of an animal last night.

You moved to open the drawer to the right of Jaemin, flinching slightly as he bumped into you, happening to make a move at the same time.

“Shit.” He slipped out, his lips parted as he looked down at you, face turning bright red as he stilled against your touch. It was only for a moment, but perhaps it was longer. 

“Sorry.” You mumbled shyly, the uncontrollable urge to laugh away your nerves taking over you. 

“Uh, yeah, no it’s okay.” He cleared his throat, returning his attention to the pan with more concentration than needed. 

“You need help?” Jeno’s voice cut across the room, louder than necessary, as if making a point, his eyes trained on the short distance between you and Jaemin. 

“Would you find some cups?” Renjun answered for the both of you, too busy digging through the fridge to notice the tension in the room.

Muttering something under his breath, Jeno forced his way into the kitchen, pulling open the cabinet on the other side of the fridge, watching you from the side of his eye as you made your way to the table.

Grabbing a stack of cups, he followed you. Only after setting the glasses down did he put his hand on your lower back, pressing against you as inconspicuously as he could. 

“Morning doll.”

You went rigid at the sound of his voice rumbling just on the edge of your ear, running chills down your spine. The way that his words just slipped off his tongue had you squirming right then and there. 

“Pancakes!” Haechan bounced into the room, Mark in tow, with far too much enthusiasm for the morning. 

Haechan eyed you up and down, eyes flicking towards Jeno for a split second before sporting a shit-eating grin.

“Yeah, sit down, I’m almost done.” Jaemin mumbled, staring at the bubbling batter, thankful for the fact that the rest of the boys were here. 

God, what a blubbering mess he was. Was he that ashamed of himself that he couldn’t look you in the eye?

How would he last two more days?

You could feel each pair of eyes pierce you as you shrugged off your shirt, laying down on the lawn chair on the side of the pool.

“Not gonna swim?” Jeno asked, stance stiff and towering over you, ripped torso teasing you. Leaving you wishing that you could watch the way that water would pass over each crevice of his abs.

“...Y/N, Y/N! You listening to me?” 

“Hmm?” You shook your head, realizing that you had been zoned out for longer than you hoped.

“Like what you see?” He chuckled, stretching slightly, showing off his groin, taunting you.

You turned a bright red, biting at your lip as you averted your attention to the other boys shoving each other in the water. 

“Come in Y/N!” Mark laughed, sputtering as Haechan splashed him with tons of water.

“Yeah, go on.” Jeno urged you, pulling gently at your wrist, eating up the sight of you in a bikini.

Sighing, you understood the look in his eyes, the urging, and stood up, brushing the nonexistent dust off your legs as you did.

“Can’t wait to see you all wet for me.” He teased with a laugh, eyes smiling at your expression.

“Shut up.” You muttered under your breath, face heating up, turning away so that the rest of the boys couldn’t see.

In doing so, however, you allowed a good few seconds where you let your guard down. Meaning that Haechan took this opportunity to shove you into the pool.

The splash flew far enough that it reached Jeno who was standing a good few feet away from the edge. You gasped for away as you emerged from the water, sputtering and wiping the water from your eyes. 

“Haechan!” You didn’t need to see him to know who it was.

Just as you were able to open your eyes again, Haechan jumped in, undoing any progress you had made.

Unfortunately for Haechan, you weren’t the only one who was attacked by his jump. Renjun was not one to just take it.

The moment Haechan came back up for air Renjun attacked him with a fierce look in his eyes, teeth gritted with determination to make the former suffer.

Haechan laughed, grabbing at the closest thing to shield him, which just so happened to be you. He grabbed at your waist, hiding behind you as you got the full brunt of Renjun’s splash.

“Hey!” You cried out, a mix between a laugh and cry for help.

Jeno’s eyes burned at the way that his fingers stuck to your skin. 

Though it was his goal to get you into the pool, for some reason he was resenting ever coming up with the idea. Unknowingly, the thorns of jealously bubbling inside of him. 

Jeno shoved you against the counter, face coming so close you could see the flakes in his eyes. “You think you’re cute huh? Flouncing around in your little swimsuit, showing off like you don’t know the boys are thirsting after you? Hmm?” He all but growled in your ear. 

His lower half pressed against yours, forced a whimpering sigh from you that you so badly tried to hold in. “You like that huh? You like the thought of them just right outside, knowing that you’re fucking wetter than the pool just by the way that you press against me.”

You bit down hard on your lip, trying your best to muffle your sounds, but ignoring the pain because the way that Jeno’s fingers danced along the fabric of your suit was so tantalizing. 

“Bet Jaemin likes it.” Jeno bit into your neck, sloppy kisses not enough for him. 

“Jaemin?” You managed to whisper out, mind not yet able to get a grip on his words, too messed up to concentrate on what he meant.

Long fingers pushed past the fabric, tapping teasingly at your clit with a chuckle. “You think he’d like to watch?”

You moaned at the way his fingers slid into your pussy, slick just about dripping down the length of his arm. “Maybe I should let him.” 

Your mind was hazy, not even quite sure if he really meant it, but he nearly laughed out loud as he felt you squeeze around his fingers at his words. 

“Yeah, you like that?”

His movements sped up, jaw clenching, watching your every movement with focused eyes, as if he had something to prove.

Your back stung slightly from the edge of the counter digging into your skin, but at that moment you were distracted by the way Jeno’s fingers were working into your cunt. Gritting your teeth, desperate to not give him the satisfaction of your moans, your head flung back slightly and you were sure you could taste the metallic taste of blood on your tongue.

“Jesus Jeno.” You groaned, hand moving to grip onto his shoulder, like you would collapse without him there to hold you up.

“Hmmm.” He replied, but not taking his eyes off of the way that his fingers were sliding in and out of you, slick covering his fingers with every new thrust.

You tugged him closer, sinking your face into the crook of his neck, one hand tangling in his hair, the other doing its best to keep you standing. Jeno placed kisses on your shoulder, biting slightly into your skin to leave marks as his fingers worked faster and harder.

“Fuck, Jeno.” You cried, clenching around his fingers, every muscle in your body tensing at the feeling.

He didn’t mean to eavesdrop, but to be fair, it was kind of hard not to.

Renjun backed away behind the corner, leaning his head against the wall with his eyes screwed shut. Knowing that he should just turn around and leave, hating that he couldn’t seem to make his feet move.

Much to his chagrin, his head popped back around the corner, not needing to strain at all to get a good look at the two of you. He licked his lips as his face turned red with embarrassment when he found his hand adjusting himself over his swim trunks.

Already he could feel his bulge grow, just the wet sounds coming from between your thighs and your moans were enough to get him hard, fingertips playing with the hem of his shorts. It would be so easy to get off right now to the sight, but Renjun couldn’t let himself go that far.

Or could he? You let out the most erotic moan he had ever heard and that tipped his conscious over the edge, hand digging into his shorts, shaking slightly from the fresh feeling of his fingers stroking his dick.

As your high came closer and closer, as your moans quickened, so did his hand, begging himself to come unison with you.

He gasped softly and whined as he came, cum spilling over his fist and running down the insides of his shorts. Renjun’s chest heaved in attempt to catch his breath, which soon hitched in his throat as he caught a glimpse of Jeno’s fingers pulling out of your core, your own cum sticking to his fingers.

God, he could fucking smell you from here.

“Truth or dare Y/N.” 

“No, this is stupid. What are we, twelve?”

“Come on Y/N, just do it.” Jeno eyed you with a stern look. 

You rolled your eyes, leaning back further against the couch with a defeated expression. 

“Choose, or we’re gonna have to choose for you.” Haechan teased with a large grin. 

“Truth.”

“Lame.” He sang out before leaning forward, a knowing look in his eye as he stared you down. “But I can work with that. Who’s the last guy you fucked?”

To say your eyes nearly bulged out of your head would be an understatement.

“Haechan!” Renjun hissed out, glaring at him, but mostly avoiding eye contact with you.

Mark nudged Haechan’s side with a shake of his head, “Really dude? Don’t be so pervy.”

“I’m not,” He shrugged, “She doesn’t have to answer if she doesn’t want to, she can just drink, right Y/N?”

You bit your tongue, refusing to look at Jeno, knowing that it would make it too obvious. As if everyone didn’t already know.

“This is so stupid.” You grumbled, reaching for the glass, ready to down whatever hell mixture they concocted.

“Ew, you’re actually going to drink that?” Jaemin’s face scrunched at the thought, leaning away from you, as if he could smell it from there.

It was like your body was rejecting it, the way your body shook after you downed it. “God damn, what was in that?”

“Whatever we found in the kitchen.” Jeno grinned, nodding at you, “You’re turn.”

You grimaced before washing your mouth out with a bit of water, “Renjun, truth or dare?”

“Truth.”

“Lame.” Haechan sang again, wide grin on his face as he noticed the annoyed look Renjun sent him.

“How many girls do you pull?” You cocked your head to the side with a little smile, knowing that it would fluster him. 

And you were right, his face was already turning pink, “I don’t know what you mean.”

“Oh come on, that whole tortured artist thing has to get you girls.” 

Jaemin nodded with a bright smile, like he couldn’t wait to expose his friend. “He won’t say, but I’ve seen his DM’s. He’s got triple the amount Haechan gets.”

“Hey!”

Renjun raised his eyebrows at Haechan’s reaction, happy to have a little victory over him, “Yeah, he’s right. Triple.”

Jeno snorted beside him, “That’s not saying much though.”

“Dude, come on.” Haechan whined, suddenly getting attacked every which way, not even having Mark on his side anymore, as he was too busy laughing his ass off. “Alright, move on. Ask someone else already Renjun.”

You bit your lip to hold back your giggles at his way of redirecting the attention.

“Fine. Jaemin, truth or dare?”

“Dare.”

“Atta boy.” Jaemin sent Haechan a grin before turning to Renjun again.

“I dare you... to drink a cup of jungle juice.” A collective grumble ran through the room, all of you thinking it, but only one tacky enough to say it.

“Dude, what? That’s so lame.” Haechan groaned, deflating at the dare.

“I’m sorry! I suck at giving out dares, you know that.” Renjun shot back, eyebrows narrowing at the rest of them, “You come up with one then.”

“I will. Jaemin, I dare you to go skinny dipping right now.”

“Right now? It’s cold as fuck outside.” Jaemin frowned, turning his neck to look outside at the pool.

“Or you can be lame and just drink.” You couldn’t help but feel like that was directed at you.

“Shit, you right.” Jaemin stood up, tugging his shirt off, showing off a nice set of abs before walking towards the door. He took his time stripping himself of his pants, standing with only his boxers and socks in front of the glass door.

“I’m keeping my underwear on.”

“No way, skinny dipping means naked.” Haechan shook his head. 

Jaemin looked back at the rest of the group, hoping for some kind of relief. 

“He’s right.” Jeno shrugged when his best friend shot him a look. 

“Dude, come on, my dick will shrivel up out there.” For some reason he locked eyes with you, as if you would have mercy on him and save his ass. 

You blushed, caught staring at his body and quickly looking away, but not before Jeno noticed. 

“Nah dude. Skinny dipping is naked.” Jeno said, staring him down with heated eyes.

“Fuck.” Jaemin grumbled, muttering to himself under his breath as he opened the door, “Y/N, don’t look.”

You felt yourself heating up as you turned to face Renjun, his face not looking much different than your own. 

All you heard was a splash and a string of curse words, a few moments later Jaemin was shouting about a towel. 

Mark laughed, running to the bathroom to grab one for the guy, least he could do as he was freezing his nuts off. 

“Fuck you all.” He mumbled once he was situated and fully clothed again, the only sign of him jumping in the water was his wet hair and slightly purpled lips, not that you were looking. “Who’s up?”

“Do Jeno.” Renjun nodded at him, leaning back on his arms, feeling comfortable now that his turn was over. 

“Alright, truth or dare?”

“Truth.” Jeno wasn’t particularly looking forward to a revenge dare, not after making Jaemin go commando in the pool.

“Where’s the craziest place you’ve ever had sex?” Jaemin deadpanned, not quite over his betrayal.

An awkward silence hung over the room, and you were on edge, the idea that Jeno could expose you right here and now was sending nerves through you. 

To your surprise, and everyone else’s, Jeno shook his head, reaching for the cup in the middle and downing it before anyone could object. 

Why did he do that? Was it because he didn’t want anyone to know?

Why were you even upset, didn’t you want to keep it a secret?

Or was it because it wasn’t with you? What if he wasn’t going to say the car?

Your heart deflated slightly at the realization that he’s had lots of sex with other people, probably more exciting, and better.

“Shit, that really is bad.”

The rest of you stared at him like he had grown a second head. 

He smacked his lips with a disgusted look on his face, setting the cup down while looking around nonchalantly at the rest of you. 

“Haechan truth or dare?”

“Me? But I already went. Do Mark.” Haechan whined slightly, not one to turn down a dare, but something about the look in Jeno’s eyes worried him a bit. 

“Truth or dare?”

“Dare.” His eyes shook slightly, fingers playing with the hem of his pants.

“I dare you... to call the last girl you ghosted.”

To be honest, it was a doable dare, a lot easier than you were expecting.

“Jeno...” Haechan whined, ears burning as he remembered who he was dealing with. “You know it’s Kasey.”

Jeno smirked. “And?”

“She’s crazy, if I unblock her she’ll think that means I love her. Dude, come on, you know her. Don’t do this to me.” Your brows furrowed at this, Haechan looked genuinely worried. 

Jeno just shrugged. “That or the drink.”

“But that’s lame.” Jaemin stuck his tongue out slightly, grinning at the way that this would torment him. 

Just knowing that the rest of the guys would hold that over his head for eternity, Haechan couldn’t just say no to the dare. 

“Jesus Christ.” He mumbled, fingers typing at his phone, pausing over the contact. “If she fucking...” He groaned, running his hand through his hair with a glare pointed at each one of you. “I’ll kill you guys.”

Ri–

Not even half a ring and the call was picked up.

“Honey bear?”

A collective giggle erupted throughout the room.

“Honey bear?” Renjun hissed, laughing silently as tears were starting to fall. He was a met by a furious glare.

“Kasey... -boo...” Haechan refused to look any one else in the eye, embarrassed enough as it was. 

“I knew you’d call, you can’t seem to stay away for long.” The sickly sweet voice screeched from the other side. “You know I’ve been missing you lately at night, the other night I was thinking of you when I–”

Haechan turned off the speaker, fumbling with the phone desperately before hanging up without letting her finish, face bright red, a mix of embarrassment and anger. 

However to his horror, his phone lit up again almost immediately, Kasey calling back to finish what she had started. 

“Answer it dude. Don’t keep your Kasey-boo waiting.” Mark laughed, grabbing at the phone to get a better glimpse. 

“Shut up. All of you.” He declined the call, swiftly blocking her again. “Not funny.”

“Aw,  she wasn’t that bad.” You sat up, smiling lightly at him. 

“Not that bad? That’s not even the tip of the iceberg. Chick is crazy on steroids–”

Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring. 

“What the fuck?” Mark stared at his phone, an unknown number flashing on the screen.

“Dude, don’t fucking answer it. It’s her, I swear.” Haechan actually sounded a little scared at the thought. 

“It’s not her.” Mark’s finger hesitated over the accept button, “There’s no way.” But it really sounded like he was trying to convince himself.

“Honey Bear?!” Mark flinched, pulling his phone away from his ear, all of you able to hear the scream on the other end without the need of speaker. He dropped his phone, Haechan scrambling to end the call and block her as well.

“How the hell did she get my number?” Mark whispered shouted, though there really was no need to, almost like he was worried she could hear him.

“I fucking told you.” He said with a slight air of arrogance, but also fear. “None of you fucking answer your phones now.”

The room fell quiet as you all stared at each other, slightly miffed at what just happened.

Moving on, Haechan returned to face the circle, eager for his revenge. “Jeno, truth or dare?”

“Truth.” Jeno leaned back, head tilting to the side, as if asking him to bring it.

“Have you ever caught feelings for someone you shouldn’t have?” Haechan’s lips turned up with a slight smirk, knowing exactly what he was doing. 

Just for a second Jeno’s face faltered, but then he plastered on the stoic look again before shooting his head back, swallowing the remnants of the newly made drink. 

He didn’t pause for a moment, glaring at the other boy, ignoring the rest of you like you weren’t part of the game any longer.

“Truth or dare.” Though he didn’t address anyone, it was clear to the room that it was directed at Haechan. Everyone’s head turned to find him, curious to his response, much more invested than you had intended to me.

“Truth.” Haechan tried to hide it, but it was clear there was a little twinge of fear behind his voice. 

Jeno’s eyes grew more intense. “Have you ever fucked your own fist while thinking about your best friends’ girlfriend?”

It wasn’t as if the room could even get quieter, but the atmosphere grew tenser, unknown tension between them. Your eyes met briefly with Mark’s before he shrugged, looking away to take in the drama. 

Haechan gritted his teeth and drank.

“Y/N truth or dare?”

You almost jumped at the sudden mention of yourself, not expecting that the boys even remembered that the rest of you were there, let alone even playing the game. You were so caught up in their little personal fight that you had totally forgot that you were playing too.

“Ummm... dare?”

Haechan sucked his bottom lip into his mouth, loving the way that you were playing right into his game. 

“I dare you to give me a hickey.”

By this time, the alcohol had kicked in, whatever was in that mix was definitely working, hitting you harder than normal.

You sent Jeno a look, loving the way that he seemed to stare you down with jealousy, something you would’ve never imagined would happen. Something inside you ballooned at the feeling. 

Crawling across the makeshift circle, you let your hands fall on Haechan’s knees, looking up at him as you got closer. You loved the way that his Adam’s apple bobbed in anticipation. 

You could feel the rest of the boys’ eyes trained on you, and you didn’t seem to mind, only one pair of eyes really mattered to you. Your hands found their way into Haechan’s hair as you settled onto his lap, his hands automatically grabbing at your lower back to steady you, to bring you closer. 

“Ready?” You mumbled, head already falling towards his neck before he could even respond. You peppered light kisses in the crook of his neck, noting the small purple marks, deciding that you were going to have to cover those up.

His grip on your waist tightened as you ground against his crotch, nose diving deeper into his honey skin, more addicting than you had expected. Tugging at his hair slightly to pull out another delicious moan as his hips raised to get more friction, you nipped at the skin gently before pulling away. 

Haechan’s chased after you slightly before realizing that you were done, keeping you on his lap for a moment more as you got a good look at his fucked out expression just begging for more. Hair mussed up, shirt drooping off his shoulder, and length hard against your thigh.

The silence in the room was heavy before he broke it with a chuckle. “Well damn.”

You inched off him, making your way back to your spot, “Happy now?” Sparing Jeno a glimpse, noting the way that his fist unclenched as you settled onto the floor. 

“Yeah.” He breathed out, moving to stand up in hopes to hide his hard on, now incredibly eager to go to bed and finish what you had started. “I’m gonna call it a night.”

“Yeah me too.” Jaemin spoke up after clearing his throat, eyes fixated on the spot that Haechan once sat. 

Renjun moved to stand, not quite acknowledging the situation, only bidding you a good night when he was nearly out of the room. 

“Mark?” Jeno asked, head turning towards him with determined eyes, “You gonna stay up with us?”

“Huh? Oh–uh..”

“Oh come on, you aren’t tired yet are you?” He teased at the older boy, seeming to egg him on the best that he could, not that Mark really needed all that much convincing. “Another round of truth or dare?”

God, what was he playing at?

“Uhh... I guess.”

“Y/N, you’ll play too won’t you?”

That was a rhetorical question. 

It wasn’t like you had much of a choice.

“Yeah...”

“Great.” He clapped his hands together, scooting in closer so that the circle was tighter for the three of you. 

“Mark, truth or dare?”

“Dare?” It was clear Mark wasn’t sure of himself, not understanding at just what Jeno was playing at.

“I dare you to take a body shot off Y/N.”

“What?”

“You heard me, a body shot off of Y/N.”

Mark glanced at you with wide eyes, as if asking your permission tentatively, like he was considering it.

“No, pass me the cup.” He shook his head, looking back at the ground.

Jeno didn’t move. 

“Y/N’s fine with it, aren’t you. I mean you saw how eager she was to fulfill Haechan’s dare.”

There was definitely a bit of malice behind his words, hinting at the idea that you were horny for anything that breathes.

“No, just pass the me cup.” He refused to look at either of you.

“Tell him Y/N.”

You swallowed thickly before clearing your throat with a nod. “Yeah, it’s fine.”

Mark hesitated for a moment, but decided against his urges. “Dude, no just give me the drink.”

“Why, Y/N not good enough for you?”

Mark turned red, just eyeing the cup, “Come on man.”

“Y/N wants you to.”

Mark’s hand dropped in his lap, defeated, giving you a little glance before coming to terms with it.

“Y/N, you wanna lie down for him? I’ll grab the stuff.”

You nodded silently, glancing up at both boys under your lashes, hating the way that you were feeling excited. For once, absolutely loving the attention you were about to receive.

By the time Jeno left the room, you were already in the process of peeling your shirt off, noting the way that Mark couldn’t seem to pull his eyes from your body.

You laid down in front of him, propping your head up slightly to see Jeno return.

“Good girl.” He eyed you up and down, smearing a generous amount of salt over your breasts, down your neck, and pouring a puddle of vodka on your belly.

Jeno shoved the lime in your mouth with a smirk. “Alright Mark, all yours.”

He sat back on his haunches, watching with almost greedy eyes. 

Mark scooted closer, doing his best to avoid eye contact. “Sorry.” He muttered, falling closer towards your chest.

You bit your lip, watching as his head lowered, eyes shutting as his tongue poked at the skin, chest automatically rising up as you chased after the feeling. He seemed to get lost in the feeling, spending longer than necessary in the valley of your breasts, traveling up to the crook of your neck. 

Jeno cleared his throat.

At the sound, Mark seemed to come out of his spell, sucking at the alcohol that was laying in the divot of your stomach. A small whine slipped out past your lips, hips raising to meet lips. 

At last he pulled up to your own lips, tugging the lime from your lips, brushing against your lips ever so slightly but pulling away before he could give you a real kiss.

Mark backed off, wiping his lips with the back of his hand.

“Y/N, I dare you to suck me off.”

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Happy Halloween Ziracona! Ive been Havin fate related Halloween thoughts and I think Cu and emiya would enjoy the holiday, like emiya can make homemade candy like no ones buisness and Cu would like eating said candy also watching spooky movies as he's no scaredy cat. Also kinda thinkin what David or Billy would think of the holiday

Oh god yeah. Em has nostalgia in canon for many things that remind him of his own time and life, and he’s full hundo a Halloween boy. Loves getting to make the kids happy, show off some cooking skills. Also doesn’t scare, so he enjoys some spooky movies and such. Catch him and Cú chatting idly about the tactical approaches to fighting Pennywise, while Ritsuka, Amadeus, Mash, Kotarou, and Abby are clinging to each other screaming at giant projector clown. Cú would totally enjoy spooky season and the trappings. Would have fun dressing up and going all out.

Hmmm as for David and Billy, I think David would really play up the “Oh wow he’s a bit angry isn’t he? Well that wasn’t very nice.” kind of Dad reaction while watching like, Nightmare on Elm Street w the kids, both because he loves jokes and thinks it’s funny, and because the kids having to explain the plot (which he totally gets on his own and fakes not getting) helps them distance themselves from the movies and not get so scared, and have fun. He would totally go all out slutty for Halloween. David’s Costume year one was like

A good time all around. Billy loves sweets, and I think honestly it would be a little surprising and put him on edge the very first time, because he’s got such survival instincts drilled in, but after the initial ‘wtf’ shock at a Chaldea Halloween, he’d take to it like a fish to water, and enjoy costumes and group photos, candy, and just how communal and fun it is. He acts peppy, but deep down Billy is a lonely young man who was persecuted his whole, very short life because of his ethnicity, betrayed and shot in the back by a friend because he hesitated to shoot in case he killed an innocent, who has been very alone and hunted, and died young. I think any time he’s given the chance to be wanted and loved and safe, in a community that cared about him, especially if he can do something carefree and normal unlike his human life, it really means a lot.

[ficletsbynaria]

(Characters of your choice) if possible, could you do some of the boys with a s/o with a huge dog? And the boy's reaction to the big ol' floofer? I have a Great Pyrenees and he is literally the sweetest dog ever, and when he's on his hind legs, he's as tall as me. It'd be fun to see how some of the lads would react!

okay I searched up great pyrenees and !!! 

THEY’RE THE ABSOLUTE CUTEST I WANT 50. as a fellow dog lover (and owner of a floof chowchow), I enjoyed making these hcs that I ended up making it longer than I planned it to be oops 😳😳😳🤪

I went and chose my bnha bois: kiri, baku, mido, and mirio for the headcanon :>> since they scream dog lovers pls excuse my dumb nicknames for the boys lmao

𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖉 𝖈𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖙: 1,789 words

𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘: Kirishima Eijirou, Bakugou Katsuki, Midoriya Izuku, Togata Mirio

𝖙𝖆𝖌𝖘: none

𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚖𝚊

★ when you told him about having a pet dog, he was ELATED

★ like he was more excited about it than you ever saw him

★ maybe u were jealous about it even

★ and when you described your doggo as one belonging to a huge breed

★ he was so enthusiastic about it

★ asking how big they were, how playful they acted

★ bb boi just was so excited about dogs

★ finally you two got home and Kiri almost passes out

★ YOUR DOG WAS A BIG BALL OF FLOOF

★ your baby was a samoyed and she was the prettiest ever

★ kiri most likely fell in love again

★ your dog absolutely loved Kiri

★ it was love at first sight basically

★ he was so mesmerized by your dog’s fur

★ described it as a cloud that he can hug

★ calls your doggo ‘cloudy’ as a nickname

★ it’s even funnier and cute bc cloudy looks so soft while Kiri’s quirk is hardening

★ opposites truly attract

★ cloudy and kiri just enjoyed each other’s presence so much

★ cloudy thrived in Kiri’s love and attention

★ and your boyfriend had enough to give her just that

★ your big doggo and your big strong bf

★ it looked like the perfect family portrait

★ I think you almost cried while staring lovingly at them

★ and while u had your tears of joy

★ both cloudy and Kiri noticed your mood shift

★ and they just shower you with kisses !! (dog kisses included)

★ kiri DEMANDED you three take a picture together

★ and he talked about bragging on how he had the best s/o AND THE GOODEST GIRL in the whole wide world (kiri’s words not mine)

★ those muscles aren’t just for hero work wink wonk

★ they’re for giving hugs and holding your huge doggo up in his arms

★ kiri loves your dog and cloudy loves kiri

★ you love them just as much 🥰🥰

.・゜゜・　　・゜゜・．

𝙱𝚊𝚔𝚞𝚐𝚘𝚞

★ you mentioned your dog in ur convos with Baku before

★ but never really stated what kind of breed your dog was

★ and Baku never really asked about it so meh

★ so when you actually introduced your dog to him, it was hilarious and terrifying at the same time

★ your Neapolitan mastiff was very protective of you (and he was huge AN ABSOLUTE UNIT HAVE YOU SEEN THEM)

★ as was Bakugou (the protective one I mean but the huge part can also apply hmmm)

★ you were worried they’d actually fight with each other

★ your dog would win no cap

★ but Bakugou does not condone violence against animals *chefs kiss*

★ your doggo had a really close bond with you so it’s understandable that he would be wary of any stranger

★ you ended up becoming the mediator between Baku and your dog

★ but eventually, you had to leave them both alone in the living room (rip), since you had to go fetch (lmao fetch get it) something in your kitchen

★ fear for your bf and dog’s lives intensifies

★ your dog had this intimidating aura that scared off strangers, considering his size and all

★ and Baku was the type that challenged every person he’s met, with a fight

★ so both boys might not be compatible sigh

★ you wondered if Baku preferred smaller dogs (plot twist he loves every dog no matter the size)

★ that is until you were almost in the living room and spotted Baku kneeling to your dog’s level

★ you hid in the corner and watched everything unfold

★ you ALMOST choked on your spit when u heard Baku CONVERSING with your doggo

★ it’s not that the whole act was stupid, you’re just surprised that it was something Bakugou would do

★ eavesdropping a little more, you heard Baku sigh

★ “look we’re here for them for the same thing”

★ “I want to take care of them and you want to protect them”

★ “so we should just get along and cut the bullshit”

★ that was the most rational thing you ever heard from Baku

★ and he was saying it to your DOG

★ if your mastiff could talk, you think he would’ve agreed.

★ instead, as you peeked, you saw your dog slowly lowering their guard around Baku

★ probs sensing that he means no harm

★ and just ??? NUDG ES HIS HEAD ?? on Bakugou’s hand ?? (omg can u imagine that would be so 🥺🥺🥺🥺)

★ SO BAKUGOU JUSTS LOVINGLY PETS HIM ???

★ your heart exploded with uwus

★ you might’ve uwued loudly bc Baku and your doggo noticed your presence

★ Baku was about to shout at you for spying on him

★ BUT YOU SWEAR you saw your dog give Bakugou a warning look

★ Baku chose to shut up instead cus he knows your doggo ain’t playing

★ but you’re absolutely sure that Bakugou and your mastiff liked each other now

★ bc yes they do have a common goal,, and that is love and protecc u uwu

★ bonus: Baku insists you call him ‘lord explosion murder’ and you reluctantly agree

★ extra bonus: your dog loves it

.・゜゜・　　・゜゜・．

𝙼𝚒𝚍𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚢𝚊

★ you were very sure that Mido was a dog person

★ even before you two dated

★ you had your own doggo and she was a sweetheart 🥺🥺

★ exactly like Midoriya

★ when you dated him, you kept the ‘owning a dog’ part secret from Midoriya for personal reasons

★ just so you could see the surprised and joyful expression on his face when he met her

★ so when you actually invited him over to your house

★ your dog came over and greeted you happily !!! doggos are so pure i love it when mine does that 

★ and you saw Midoriya freeze, shortcircuit, then internally fangirl at your dog in the span of 5 seconds

★ your Saint Bernard noticed Midoriya’s excitement and went over to greet him too

★ your doggo was snuggling up to Mido and the sight was just 🥰🥰🥰 

★ two cinnamon rolls being the most adorable

★ speaking of cinnamon rolls, Mido started calling her ‘cinnamon’ because of her fur’s color

★ so Midoriya kept asking, whenever he got the opportunity, to take cinnamon out for a walk

★ you happily obliged, bc that whole scenario seemed so purifying in theory

★ your big doggo with your smol bf, a healthy balance

★ walks with cinnamon and Mido would be an experience in itself

★ like you’re used to people commenting about how big your dog was and how they’re kinda intimidating

★ but Mido being Mido, would overhear people who would say that and just go “actUALLY”

★ and he drones about how cinnamon’s breed is family-friendly and very gentle

★ so there’s nothing to be afraid of PSA IT’S NOT THE DOG’S FAULT IF THEY’RE AGGRESSIVE,, IT’S THE OWNER THAT MADE THEM LIKE THAT ! ok moving on

★ you’re so grateful to have Mido by ur side AND defending your dog get a man like Midoriya 

★ when the people are actually educated by Mido’s lecture, they ask if they can pet cinnamon

★ you say yes, and cinnamon is just happy to receive some love and attention

★ Midoriya even convinced some parents to let their kids play with your dog (with u and ur dog’s consent ofc)

★ the walk turned into the cutest playdate ever

★ and you see cinnamon just giving Mido sum kisses and your heart just did 10 backflips

★ in conclusion, Mido + big dog = wholesome content

.・゜゜・　　・゜゜・．

𝙼𝚒𝚛𝚒𝚘

★ OF COURSE MIRIO SCREAMED DOG LOVER ENERGY

★ i will hold onto this hc on my deathbed

★ n e ways

★ ITS ALSO A HUGE (lmao ok I should stop) PLUS THAT YOUR DOGGO WAS BIG

★ and Mirio was just a big ol hunk himself (you can confirm the big part if u know what I mean)

★ so it was a match made in heaven

★ you mentioned to him about having a doggo at home and he was all giddy

★ when he asked about the breed, you told him yours was a Bordeauxdog

★ he immediately searches up what they look like

★ and stars were shining in his eyes 🥺🥺

★ “They’re like me!” he exclaimed and you wholeheartedly agreed

★ the day came when Mirio and your dog would see each other

★ you promised to bring your doggo to him at the park, since Mirio saw that the breed needed to be active outdoors and suggested a morning jog lmao great idea mirio jk

★ 5am and you were there at dawn just bringing your huge boy to the park

★ can you imagine walking a very big dog at the crack at dawn,,, that seems so cool tho

★ You spotted Mirio stretching in the distance and called out to him

★ once he noticed you he l i t e r a l l y ran over to you and your doggo

★ he had so much energy for someone who woke up before sunrise

★ your dog was mostly the same too, mimicking Mirio’s excitement BIG UWU

★ just two excited boys and you were there, too tired to even find it cute

★ but their interaction was a good enough reason to be happy about waking up in the morning 🥰🥰🥰

★ Mirio volunteers to jog with your dog, and you saw that your doggo already warmed up to Mirio and that you were too dead in the inside to actually jog, so you let them have their fun

★ a few paces behind mirio and your doggo, you saw how fitting the scene looked

★ Mirio looked more like your dog’s owner than yourself, the connection was so natural

★ You wanted to slap Mirio over the head for wanting to call your dog ‘Junior’ since you said they were so alike

★ Mirio and his weird nicknames but its kinda cute ngl

★ after the jog, you and Mirio just passed out on your bed, worn out from the exercise and waking up really early

★ Both of you had a peaceful cuddle session

★ SIKE

★ It just so happened that junior likes your bed and claims it as his own

★ and he so conveniently forgot that you and Mirio were lying on it

★ MIRIO WAS ALREADY BIG ENOUGH IN YOUR KING-SIZED BED

★ having a Bordeaux dog settle himself on your bed was anything but pleasant

★ he lied down between you and Mirio (almost suffocating you) and you swore Mirio was just laughing at your demise

★ you maybe have to ban both boys away from your bed 🙄😳 

[smellycinnamonthundahfudge]

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a year ago, i was tagged by @suplosers on two questionnaires and it is only now, a year later that i was able to answer em. i’m so sorry it took me this long but yah i’m just glad to get thru dis milestone, answering the first tumblr get to know ya post i was @ at... yaayyy ^^

rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people.

I tag: tbd haha i still have to dig thru meh notifs to see which ones apparently took an interest in me so i’d like to take an interest in as well haha but oh @you-guys--are-losers, ur doing this whahaha hope it’s not too much of a bother, no presh watsoever ;3

the last

1. drink: ughh it's dis shitty stuff called hydrite w/c is basically salt water cus im sick rn and it's supposed to rehydrate ur shts or something hahaha

but dat was like a week ago... as of da moment i posted dis, it’s coffee from mini stop dat i drank at like 530 in da morn while i waited until i could enter the school cus i had to commute 3 hours w/ lil to none sleep

2. phone call: my father or one of my best friends

3. text message: the last one i texted was my sister and the last one i got a text from was dis org in school about the location for recruitment/auditions/interview

4. song you listened to: billy jean by michael jackson and i listened to it for meh tomdaya fic hahaha. But i also listened to halo by beyonce, untouchable and dress by taylor swift, and some other songs magmt mentions in her tomdaya fic hehe a week ago

rn, a metal cover of toxic by our last night

5. time you cried: haha i don't actually remember the context of it (i could find out tho haha cus i sent da pic to my best friend) but i took a pic of it while i did it which was on... july 16 hahaha. Oh but w8 oh sht i think i cried after that fudge w8 i don't remember the date (i think i can find this out too hahaha) but i wrote a sortof goodbye confessions letter to one of my dear friends and i wrote there that i externally cried (b4 i just said internally haha) so i'm not entirely sure i cried but i think im pretty sure i teared up hehe

6. dated someone twice: hahaha i haven't even had a legit love interest yet 😆😂 buuutt my best friend and i have "dated" as in spent entire days together w/ just the two of us, we even went to mcdonalds for valentine's day and got each other gifts hihihi aahhh gosh i miss her :'(

7. kissed someone and regretted it: haha im not even sure if dis happened and i have no plans on asking her about it but i remember when i was a kiddo, when my sis came home for some reason i kissed her on the lips hahaha dont remember if accidental or i just brain farted heck i aint even sure if it happened but das all i can answer cus well like i said, see #6 😆😂😆😂

8. been cheated on: hhmmm probs not, i have no idea if ive been cheated on in an unromantic way hahaha but in da romantic way, like i said, no love interest hahaha

Oh w8 does being someone's crush (i aint sure but it seemed like it) and crushing on dat dude but dat dude crushing on someone else too count as cheating? 😆😂😆😂

9. lost someone special: yes, all of my grandparents are dead. I've also lost pets, and i fear i may lose some of my friends due to the distance among us in this time of our lives

10. been depressed: i always wanna be careful over how to define depression. Like wat constitutes it... but yes, i think i have. Not sure, mind you, but yes, at the beginning of gr 7 i was really alone, i think i was bullied and i think i was depressed and going thru a really dark phase of my life back then. But then again, i have to say, i'm not sure.

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: hahaha nope. I'm looking forward to getting drunk tho. Im currently underage so im not allowed to drink dat much yet but yeah i wanna know my limits hehehe i hope im da kinda gurl who can handle her liquor but i have drank and i have to say it made me all loopy and weird and just like woke or high or something hahaha so yeah man im excited to get trashed on my 18th bday hahaha (hopefully i get to do this tho huhuhu)

3 favourite colours

12. Pink

13. Blue

14. Gray

in the last year have you

15. made new friends: yyeeesssss and i'm so glad i have hihi. I have made friends w/ a select group of my blockmates and they're awesome and weird, i hope to strengthen our bond in da future hehe. Ooohhh and i sure hope that you guys are losers is my friend cus she's been rlly great :')

16. fallen out of love: i guess the closest i've come to falling out of love in a romantic way is moving on from da heavy crushin on meh crush. But i dunno, i still think he's a unicorn n pretty special to me so i dunno hahaha.

But bro, i do think i have fallen out of love. With tv shows, with characters. Like i used to be so passionate about a few shows and characters but now all i have towards them is regret heck i cant even remember wat dey are but i know dat der was love lost. I know it.

17. laughed until you cried: hahaha yaasss i think so. It's either when i was with my best dearest friends or during the class of dis really cool and funny as heck joker teacher who makes us laugh in EVERY SINGLE CLASS hahaha ahhh das guy's so cool

18. found out someone was talking about you: oohh yah yah i think so. Either from my best friends or from a few of my old classmates i care about and had gotten close with. Da best friend ones was about something in my past/history (g7) and the classmates one i think was just dem talking about me and they told me about it ooohhh i think it was my crush hahahaha. They told me dat my crush actually admired me a lot hehe. There was one time my friend (the one who told me about dis) was putting make up on me for a school film, and my crush was da cam guy and he told my friend i looked pretty. Sooo im pretty lucky dat- oh sht w8 i dunno if it's dis year but oh w8 no, it was on my bday last year (dec 20) and da same friend said she was sorry cus apparently da bois make fun of me or something and she was sorry cus she laughed along too hahaha but i didnt mind cus i know im weird and i dont even know what dey say about me in da first place hahahaha. Ok das it im done, i think ive overshared now hahaha 😆😂😆😂

19. met someone who changed you: my best friends. Ive thought about it based on wat sup losers said about change for da better and i dont rlly think of change as something dat happens quick, i think it happens over time and u dont even notice it. So ok oh sht i think im wrong cus i met my best friends 4/6 years ago hahaha but for reals tho, i was in a dark place and if it werent for dem i think id still be lost lonely and sad. Uuhhmmm in regards to answering the question correctly, i guess my blockmates count since they inspire/challenge me to be better. OH SHT W8 i def think you guys are losers and dead end street and tomdaya receipts and tout de suite have changed me hehehe. Da first 2 in dat dey inspired me to write more hehe. Da 1st one inspired me to do this so i think this counts as change hehe. And da last 2 changed me in dat bcus i met dem, i became OBSESSED w/ tomdaya hahaha.

20. found out who your friends are: yes, i have actually. And it's all because i am now currently a college freshman as well as my friends.

21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: hahaha my fam i guess hahaha. But no one in a romantic context.

general

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: hhmmm i guess id say about 200 since i know 4 sections of around 40 ppl and da rest is like fam and ppl ive met once/twice or have passed by haha

23. do you have any pets: yaaaassss 3 doggos: albie, juju, and biggie girl. Juju has a pupper named tchalla called dat cus he black hehehe and biggie has 2 biglets named mermer (meredith) and crissy (cristina) cus they're sisters 😍😊😊

My fam have also had a buncha dogs n puppers before but they were either given away or passed away. My bro also has dis cat named bob and i think he counts as a semi pet since my bro's home is a fam home.

24. do you want to change your name: uuhhh i wish i had an alliterative name like superheroes. Buutt im pretty happy w/ my name :')

25. what did you do for your last birthday: oohhhh i think i was at my section's christmas party it was pretty nice n emotional and i spent da rest of da day w/ 2 of meh best friends who bought me cake n food when my own fam didn't 😆😂😆😂

26. what time did you wake up: 4 am to shit cus im sick, but fell asleep again and officially got up around 730 or 8ish

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: haha tryna stay awake cus i had to drink meh meds and failed oh so much and i think i was asleep by midnight hahaha

28. name something you can’t wait for: tomdaya content, chatting/being w/ my best friends, watching da stuff i wanna watch, tumblring, reading sht i wanna read, vacation, writing fanfics, learning how to do a buncha stuff (write screenplays, make films n gifs, draw better), my bday when i hopefully get to do wat i want haha, avengers 4 and smffh, and captain marvel and antman and the wasp too i guess haha oh and the incredibles 2 and httyd 3 😍😍😍 oohhh and crazy rich asians

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: on monday which was when i was at home and not at my dad's n sis' n i's apartment in manila for school/work

31. what are you listening to right now: commercials on da tv as i answer this long ass questionnaire hahaha

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: hahaha i had to think about dis one but yah i have actually haha he was my gr 8 class mate n i like to think semi friend back den at least haha. Oh w8 but he doesn't go by tom tho, it's just thomas haha

33. something that is getting on your nerves: myself hahaha my shitty lazy ass procrastinating self hahaha 😅🙍

34. most visited website: fb specifically messenger, youtube, and tumblr

35. hair colour: hmmm black w/ a bit of brown i guess (ASIAN, YO! 😆😂😆😂)

36. long or short hair: neither, medium i guess haha. I like how long hair looks but it's such a bother n hassle haha. So i def would prefer short hair on a practical standpoint hahaha (im actually thinking of shaving the hair above my nape, yknow on da back of my head hehe)

37. do you have a crush on someone: well i dont have dat much of a crush on da crush i mentioned before, like i said haha. I have a crush on tomdaya, does dat count? 😆😂

38. what do you like about yourself: hahahaha nothing 😆😂😆😂🙍

Naahh uhhh i guess i like how much i love tv shows, i love meh fangirl self, and i like how diff n unique n weird i am, how i stand out, n dat i think my dreams are noble n worth tryin out. N i like how supportive n nice i am n im just chill on da outside haha. N sometimes i like meh face hehe. And i think dat im hilarious n weird n ppl should appreciate me more hahaha das y i crave for more validation dan consulting researchers hahaha (no one laughs at dat jokes and it's like im da only one who finds it funny and come on, man, i managed to make a research joke. Cant ya give a girl a break?)

n i guess sometimes it's good how much i care but sometimes i wish my feels could just chill for just like a minute pls

Thanks, man. I usually just focus on meh bad qualities so thanks for dis question, man :')

oh and i like dat i can swim hehe

39. piercings: i have holes on my ears for earrings but i don't really wear dem

40. blood type: a, i think?

41. nickname: sam, sab, and i rlly want to be called smells cus it's like a more me version of mels from melody hahaha

42. relationship status: single, yo. Oh w8 but i am married to my bed and fandoms so dey always come first. Plus i love my friends 😍😊

43. zodiac: sagittarius i think but i dont rlly know/care about zodiac sht. Tho it's nice if it does match up hehe

44. pronouns: uhhh i dont know wat to put here but i assume dis refers to wat i wish to be referred by ssoooo she, her, and a genderless pronoun in my language siya

45. favourite tv show: ughh i cant choose. Friends, grey's anatomy, phineas and ferb, avatar: the last airbender, black mirror, doctor who, and all of michael schur's stuff, and modern family, grimm, person of interest, pushing daisies, scrubs, happy endings, forever, how i met your mother, gravity falls, sherlock, and yknow wat? Yah, supernatural too and the httyd shows and suits :') oooohhh w8 and how to get away w/ murder and i guess big bang theory as well 😃 the end of the fucking world, legends of tomorrow, crazy ex-girlfriend, the good place, timeless but it’s kinda depressing so speaking of w/c game of thrones and west world and a series of unfortunate events and stranger things and scorpion and lost in space and for anime, let’s go with yakitate japan and boku no hero academia

46. tattoos: none, but i rlly want one and even have a list of tattoos i want (pretty minimalist), i just have to think of da perf place tho (both where to put it and where to get it) and find out if i can still donate meh bod if i have tattoos, but one of da ones i rlly want is smileys on meh fingers hehe

47. right or left handed: right, but my ma says im kinda ambidextrous n i kinda wish i could develop it hehe

48. surgery: haha nope, never. But in terms of an interest, i love grey's anatomy 😆😂

50. sport: ooohh my main sport is swimming cus my siblings are all swimmers so i am too. But i have played other sports for school like badminton, table tennis, volleyball, some water game i dont remember haha, and a combat sport in my country called arnis

51. vacation: christmas vacay and i cant wait huhu

52. pair of trainers: uhhh are trainers rubber shoes? I have a couple, i guess.

GENERAL

53. eating: my dad (who cooked our meal), sis, and i ate afritada (chicken dat's tomatoey basically) for dinner

54. drinking: just water, but ugh i have to drink da hydrite sht again 😑😒

55. I’m about to: finish dis questionnaire n fall asleep haha

56. waiting for: sleep n happiness

57. want: to sleep n write n tumblr n watch n read n for all my problems to disappear

58. get married: yeahhh... but i think it's highly unlikely, man. So i aint counting on it but i do want it to happen, it seems nice having someone to spend da rest of your life with :')

59. career: hahaha i'm still just a college student, just a newly minted freshman actually. But i like to consider myself a fulltime fangirl hahaha

WHICH IS BETTER

60. hugs or kisses: well, i havent rlly made out with anyone yet so im gonna have to say hugs i guess w/c ofc i love haha but i wish someone bigger than me could cuddle me for once in my life 😢

61. lips or eyes: lips cus they just seem so soft and sensual hehe. Plus i dunno man, eyes are kinda gross with muta (da sht in da corner of ur eyes when you wake up, it's a filipino word) and sht. And ya have to wear glasses/contacts if dey weak so it's just such a hassle. Tho i do recognize their importance n stuff 😊

62. shorter or taller: ugh TALLER. im a pretty tall gal so for once id like to be da lil spoon for once, for someone to be able to carry me and ya know all dat jazz. But i wouldnt give up my height for anything, makes me feel confident and better than everyone else mwuehehehehehehe

63. older or younger: uuuhhh for now i think it's a bit weird to date someone younger dan me, but for me personally, wat age i'd like to be, YOUNGER ALL DA WAY. it was just way less stressful and innocent back den, id give anything to go back 🙍

64. nice arms or nice stomach: haha nice arms if it means i can swing around them and they can carry me whahaha. But i do like em abs, i wanna feel wat abs feel like just once in my life hahaha

65. hookup or relationship: ooohhh i guess i fancy myself having a relationship for now hehe. Havent even had one yet haha.

66. troublemaker or hesitant: i am a hesitant troublemaker whahahahaha. Like i have all these ideas of thangs to do n sometimes i do dem but sometimes da situation n context scares me into not doing it like a wuss hahaha

HAVE YOU EVER:

67. kissed a stranger: haha nope.

68. drank hard liquor: haha nope but am looking forward to it hehe

69. lost glasses/contact lenses: thankfully i havent needed any yet whew

70. turned someone down: uhhh i guess the closest i came to "turning someone down" was being awkward around my crush haha but to be fair i think he was awkward too hahaha. And in an unromantic sense, i turned down a blockmate who offered to be my partner in an assignment becus i already had a partner hahahaha 😅

71. sex on the first date: haha havent experienced it if das wat ur askin. Maybe imma be dat kinda person after ive had a couple of relationships but for now i'll settle for someone actually being interested in me hahaha

73. had your heart broken: yes, by tv shows, and by da crappiness of life in general 🙇

74. been arrested: hahahaha nope but dat would be CRAZY hahaha

75. cried when someone died: yes, whether in real life or in tv shows, i have cried bcus of death 😢

76. fallen for a friend: look, man, my best friend's probably the most important person in my life who i couldnt bear to lose. I love her more dan anything in da world so i dunno if our friendship is something more dan da "typical" best friends i just know dat i love her n dat i dont wanna lose her n dat our bond's nothing like any other relationship ive ever had

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. yourself: hahahaha not rlly 😅 im pretty unreliable tbh and i make tons of mistakes and ill never be enough ever and just in general hate myself and have 0 self esteem hahaha 😅😅😅😓

But there's a chance i could improve tho, a very very VERY small tiny chance... but i guess i'll take wat i can get :/

78. miracles: hhmmm not in da way most ppl think about miracles in dat, it's da impossible event. I like to think it's a miracle that i have the family dat i have, da friends dat i have, and da life dat i have cus honestly i think i'd be dead w/o em. It's a fucking miracle i have things im passionate about and things that i love and im surrounded by ppl who i love and who love me as well. So yeah, i guess i believe in those kinds of miracles :')

79. love at first sight: hahaha not rlly. Look, man, im a fat girl who doesnt rlly care dat much about looks so unless a person manages to fall for someone while dat someone was doing something dat was a huge indicator of their personality and thus it's not only da appearance dat da person "fell in love w/", den i rlly dont believe in love at first sight. It's just infatuation, bruh. Love at first sight is cheap and u dont rlly know any thing about dat person other than the fact that they're pretty (why they caught ur eye in da 1st place imo) and nothin, zilch. Unless, like i said, they were doing something important to dem n indicative of deir personality. But even then, it wouldnt be love. Like i said, it'd be infatuation cus imo love is deep and takes time and cant just HAPPEN just cus u looked at someone and thought he/she was pretty 😒. True love would mean knowing dat person to deir bone but wanting to know more about dem. So to conclude a ted talk from a bitter person w/ a non existent love life 😆😂😂😂, love at first sight doesnt exist, is cheap, and is discriminatory to "ugly" ppl.

80. santa claus: hahaha i know he probs doesnt exist and is u know basically just capitalism n marketing hahaha. But i dunno, man, i kinda wanna believe he exists just cus it's more fun n childlike n innocent 😍

81. kiss on the first date: hahaha yeah i guess so but i think i probs would have had to known dat person for a while before we decided to date. I havent had a first kiss yet sooo i aint just willin to give dat out to someone i just met/knew for like a day or something hahaha (i have no idea how dating works) 😆😂😆😂😆😂

82. angels: huh... i like to think guardian angels exist cus dat means there are like angels of pure light sent down from heaven to protect us from any harm w/c is just nice to think about, yknow? Hehe. But angels in da catholic sense... i dont think i do, bruh. Sorry :/ *shrugs*

OTHER:

84. eye colour: uuhhhh brown, i guess? Like i said, i dont rlly care much for eyes hahaha 😅 ooohh but da purple eyes thang ive seen on da internet sounds cool hahaha

85. favourite movie: aaaahhhhh there's just so many good movies thoo

But agghh fine. Ive come to notice dat my genre's pretty lighthearted w/c is nice actually hehe

Spider-Man: Homecoming, Rogue One, 10 Things I Hate About You, Moana, Coco, Mulan, Avengers: Infinity War, White Chicks cus it's just so goddamn funny and iconic 😆😂😆😂😍, i'm not- ok you know wat, da Pixar movies in general ok? I mean, how can ya not? Oh which reminds me, Tangled, and The Princess and The Frog, oohh The Avengers is also a pretty solid movie, ooohhh Love, Simon, godhs dat was just such a wholesome sweet n nice movie :'), oh and den i freaking love the Scream franchise, man. It's so good :'), oooohhh w8 maybe The Dark Knight cus heath ledger was just da fuking bomb in dat movie, oohh and About Time's da sweetest time travel movie :') w/c reminds me dat the Back to the Future franchise was just such a classic, man :') oh and yknow wat? Unbreakable's actually pretty fucking cool, man. I get shyamalan know haha. Oh and yknow wat? 100 Tula Para Kay Stella is da 1st filipino film i actually liked so it has a special place in meh heart :')

ooohhh and Black Panther, man, gods how can one not bring up Da King™? WAKANDA FOREVER :') 😄

Oh and hey yknow wat? I have a sweet spot for the Sorcerer's Apprentice. It's kinda a guilty pleasure of mine hehe 😅

Whiicchh reminds me... the HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON FRANCHISE HAS GOT MY HART WHIPPED 😭😭😭

Oh and i also rlly like when harry met sally hihi :') and i guess the OG Star Wars trilogy's got a special place in my heart even if it is da way dat it is now 😢 :')

oh and i can't forget meh guardians :') Guardians of The Galaxy is such a solid film, bro. I loved it :') ooohhh and yknow wat? I actually rlly like Ready Player One, Baby Driver, and The Mummy (the brendan frasier one, who ya kiddin 😑)

oh and yknow wat? The Wedding Singer, 50 First Dates, and Music & Lyrics has got a special place in my heart, man. Gotta admit it :')

aawww and amelie, and begin again, and flipped and hercules, and room, and spotlight, and shape of water, and ladybird, and the princess bride, and the iron giant, and the lobster, and we're the millers, and what if and man up and shrek and kimi no na wa and a quiet place and inception and the lion king and to all the boys I’ve loved before and oooh tim burton movies are pretty cool, the animated ones, and I did spend a good amount of time obsessed w/ dis one so I guess cap civil war, and then big hero 6 and wreck it ralph, and the martian and inside out, and gone girl, and the lion king and forrest gump and spider-man 1 and 2, and les miserables and the devil wears prada and the book of life and the intern and the princess diaries and miss congeniality and aladdin and confessions of a shopaholic

And ok, ok, i think im done. Hahaha das it das my list of meh all time fav movies and i feel like rewatching all of em now hahaha 😍

[littleforestfairy]

Every aesthetic ask :3c

God damn it Shay

flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself?

Yesterday when I was singing a Seventeen song stuck in my head

fairy lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know?

Will I ever meet all of my friends in person???

daisies: what is the greatest accomplishment of your life?

Uuuhhh I’m not really sure?? I can’t really think of any big accomplishments I’ve made yet

1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise?

Laughing so freaking hard at a ridiculous clip from a Seventeen concert

matte: if you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living?

I guess I would work harder to finish things, put something amazing out into the world to be remembered by

black nail polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things?

1. Become a well known author

2. Meet all my friends in person

3. Go to Japan

pantone: describe a person close to your life in detail.

I’ll do my sister cus I was just talking to her:

She’s incredibly talented at things like knitting and sewing and playing the piano, but it’s sad how much she underestimates her talents because she’s so impatient and wants to already be at a certain level and convinces herself she should be there already with how long she’s been doing it. Her natural personality is pure sarcasm and sass, teasing and poking fun and pointing out dumb questions with sarcastic answers, she has almost no filter, saying what’s on her mind even if it’s probably not the best time to say it, and sometimes she doesn’t even realize she’s doing it because it’s like her default setting. She’s got a hot head sometimes and has a tendency to get easily angered over small things, building up on top of other small things until it’s a big thing she can’t take anymore. She’s also very caring. She’s the oldest and, even though I don’t want her to do it, she has always put others before herself, ensuring that my brother and I were always comforted and taken care of first even when she felt like breaking down. With that she bottles up her emotions too much, convinces herself that her well-being doesn’t need to come first when it comes to my safety. Though I know she’s trying hard to snap out of that mentality, it’s just hard. She can get very excited over the things she loves, not exactly outwardly jumpy or bubbly, but more excited and frustrated rambling for an hour after she’s binged an entire show in 2 days.

I’m gonna stop there cus it’s so long already

moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood?

Yeah, I did!! I have loving parents who always did what they could to ensure we were happy, and siblings close in age (well, one being a twin), so we were able to grow up together and never any distance cus of age or anything

stars: when did you last cry in front of another person?

Like last week

plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them.

Hmmm I pick my lovely friend Mark because I know he loves space and stars and I think he’d really enjoy just hanging out and stargazing

converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them?

Nooooo, I could never ever do that

lace: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you?

A few days ago with Yams!! We were talking about kpop !!

handwriting: if you were about to die, and you could only say one more sentence to one person, what would you say and to whom?

Uuuuhhhhh I have no idea honestly, that’s too much pressure

cactus: what is your opinion on brown eyes?

They’re very nice! And very underappreciated! My sister and dad have very dark brown eyes that they look almost black and they’re super cool

sunrise: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally.

"When someone leaves your life, those exits are not made equal. Some are beautiful and poetic and satisfying. Others are abrupt and unfair. But most are just unremarkable, unintentional, clumsy." - Griffin McElroy

It was in the last episode of The Stolen Century and it just really resonates with me personally because it is very very true

oil paints: what would you title the autobiography of your life so far?

“I Never Get Anything Done and It’s a Surprise This Got Done”

overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars?

buy a huge house, buy my parents and my sister their dream cars, go meet up with all my friends, go on a huge vacation with my family to Japan or Germany, or both

combat boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way?

I try to be, I try to give everyone the benefit of the doubt. I do like trying to see good in people and find out if they really meant something hurtful. I don’t forgive people who refuse to be sorry though or really hurt me, that’s just too much to ask

winged eyeliner: write a hundred word letter to your twelve year old self.

In a year, you're gonna go through the worst tragedy of your whole life, it's gonna make everything feel like the world is falling apart, but I promise you'll be okay in time, it gets easier and you'll have your family to be beside you. And in a few years, you're gonna meet the bestest friends you've ever had who will become like a second family, and that entire summer when you meet them will be the best summer of your whole life, because you'll spend every day and every night laughing with them and it'll be so freaking amazing.

pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel?

Definitely pastel!

tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.

They’re super cool and while I personally don’t want any tattoos and I have no idea when I’ll even pierce my ears, people should be allowed to do whatever they want to their own bodies, they’re great ways of expressing yourself and showing to the world who you are and what’s important to you and what you love.

piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not?

Nope, just not really my thing.

bands: talk about a song/band/lyric that has affected your life in some way.

iiiii dunno, nothing really comes to my mind at the moment

messy bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them.

“Why are you listening to me, that’s creepy”

cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.

I’ve been to no concerts!! Except Cheetah Girls when I was like 9 or 10 or something!

grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say?

I dunno honestly

space: do you have a desk/workspace and how is it organised/not organised?

I do have a desk but I don’t use it rn cus I don’t have a chair. It’s an art desk so my paint and stuff is mostly organized, though there is a bit of a mess that I’ll move whenever I get a chair

white bed sheets: what is your night time routine?

Brush my teeth, get a bottle of water, watch videos until I get sleepy

old books: what’s one thing you don’t want your parents to know?

Uuuhhhhh that I read smut fanfics a LOT 

beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why?

I would dye it cotton candy pink because it’s a freaking super cute color, but it would require bleaching for my hair and I don’t want that

eyes: pick five people to go on an excursion with you. who would you pick and where would you go/what would you do?

I don’t wanna pick just five I wanna pick all my friends and we’ll all go on a road trip and hit all the touristy spots

11:11: name three wishes and why you wish for them.

I actually do make wishes when it’s 11:11, but tbh I don’t wanna say anything I do or would wish for, cus you’re not supposed to say wishes or they won’t come true ! 

painting: what is the best halloween costume you have ever put together? if none, make one up.

I didn’t put it together, but my grandma did, and it was a green, white, and pink fairy dress with sheer fabric over it and little flowers on the sheer and it was big on me but it was super cute

lightning: what’s the worst thing you’ve ever done while drunk or high?

I’ve never been drunk or high !

thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars?

Kill someone

storms: you on only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why?

Only listen to one song. Because I’ve got too many people important to me and I don’t wanna see just ONE of them for the rest of my life

love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realise you’re in love.

Noooope

clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair?

I’ve had short hair before and I didn’t like it, I much much prefer long hair

coffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone?

Usually it’s just strawberries and creme frappucino, which is. just a menu item so I would trust anyone to order it. But when we have the money, I get a banana chocolate chip frappucino and it’s not really that complicated, so I’m sure anyone could order it

marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now?

My friends and family !!