#watched the season twice already and unable to rhink straight

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Simon’s selflessness this season. How he can just easily give up everything to be with Wille. Justice, his right to an opinion, his interest, his stance, himself. How he just ignores his feelings in favor of not getting into a fight with this love. He was silenced. Maybe not intentional, but he was.

“Is everything okay between us?”

“Yes.”

Even though it’s not. Even though they had a million things they needed to talk about. He kust forgives and forgives and takes it all in. Takes all the pain and his anger and try not to let it out. Until, he’s unable to anymore. Until it all piled up and can’t do this anymore. Until he realizes that maybe what he needs to give up is not himself, but this relationship with Wille. Because he’s not okay anymore.

I love how they’re checking in on each other. How they ask if the other’s okay. How despite their tense conversation, they will reassure the other that they love them. But despite multiple check-ins, no matter how many times they talk, it’s not gonna work if they’re not honest with each other.

But it breaks my heart, how they have to go through all that. Love shouldn’t be this hard.