#was looking for an eddie gif because. well you've seen me tonight. but this one suited
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Me in february, chest deep in a motive obsession having watched it twice in a 5 week span: watch me watch this once a month this year
Me, in november, neck deep, going batshit over those goofball firefighters at midnight:
So.... that was a lie
#was looking for an eddie gif because. well you've seen me tonight. but this one suited#911 was not on my 2024 bingo card and it completely taking over the csi fixation of the earlier half of the year was also not#csi took a strong hold but 911 is just. stuck in like 10th gear and I'm happy to keep it that way#stargate wasn't even this bad i don't feel like#just rambling it's fine
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Survivors
Evan Buckley x reader
summary You're taking care of Christopher when Buck comes home, looking absolutely drained and in shock and goes straight to Christophers room. You overhear the news and make sure to care for both Chris and Buck.
word count 1639
tags pretty much episode 14 season 4, Eddie gets shot but it's not described, Buck is sad :(, Chris being the precious kid he is
a/n the way I sat there in silence when Eddie got shot is crazy. Like first they hurt us with Athena and Bobby's fight and then one second passes and Eddie (my bb) gets shot I'm so confused 😭 anyway I couldn't take it when I saw bucks reaction so I wrote a fix it for me. Also I screen recorded off of an illegal site to make gifs LMAO
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You're washing the dishes when the front door opens and closes, footsteps echoing through the hallway and living room - right past the kitchen.
“Eddie?” You call and the steps stop. Instead of the man you'd expected there's your husband, Buck. He looks distraught, eyes bloodshot and lips bitten raw. What the hell happened? He doesn't even really look at you, it's like he's looking through you. “Buck? You okay?”
He licks his lips and blinks a few times but he doesn't reply. He walks straight to Christopher's bedroom, you following after him in confusion and worry. Why was he alone and why did he look like he'd seen a ghost or worse?
He stops before entering Chris’ room, but not to wait for permission to come in but more like hesitancy. He balls his hand into a fist and takes a deep breath before walking in. You take his spot in the doorway and watch with a worried frown as Buck squats down in front of Chris who's sitting on his bed, playing a video game.
“Where's Dad?” Buck looks down and you see him swallow again before he looks into the kids eyes. “He's.. not coming home tonight, Chris.”
Chris seems almost unbothered by it but considering that Eddie had to stay in the hospital overnight almost regularly due to his job, it was a reasonable reaction. But Buck doesn't seem to think the same and shakes his head minimally.
“Did he get hurt? In a fire?” Chris inquires and Buck turns his head to the side and slowly shakes it in negation. Before explaining it he sits down next to Chris and pinches the bridge of his nose, frowning. “No, not- not in a fire.” He takes another deep breath before continuing, “The truth is someone hurt your Dad.”
It's been a while since you've heard his voice so sullen and raspy from crying - probably since the last visit from his parents and that was weeks ago now. You slowly and quietly come into the room as well, standing at the foot of the bed and next to Buck with his back turned to you.
He regards you with a short glance before focusing back on Christopher, confirming his question, “Yeah, a bad guy.”
You see him reach up and wipe under his eyes, frowning in empathy as you put your hand between his shoulder blades and slowly move it up and down in hopes to calm him down a bit.
“Is he gonna be okay?” Chris asks and you're glad he did because you want to know too. Buck looks at him again and nods. “Your Dad is tough. He's a fighter.”
“He's with the doctors now? The ones that fixed you?” Chris inquires and Buck nods. You see the conflict on his face before the ten year old nods, “Then he's gonna be fine.” You hum and Buck glances your way before focusing back on Chris. Just as he's about to say something his phone pings twice and he looks down at it.
Over his shoulder you see the message as well, stemming from Bobby.
Out of surgery. Doctors say it went well.
Your heart basically drops in relief and Bucks seems to as well when his phone drops from his hand and he pretty much caves in, dropping his chin to his chest as he sniffles and exhales deeply.
You thread your hand in his hair and he automatically leans into you, resting against your stomach as he starts to cry. His hands grasp at your hips before his arms wrap around you and he sobs.
“Shh, it's okay, baby. Eddie's gonna be fine. Right, Chris? Your dad's strong.”
The young boy nods and you smile assuringly as he reaches out and wraps his arm around Bucks shoulders to pat his back. You melt at the sight and ruffle his hair which he usually doesn't like - only his dad is allowed to - but now he just looks at you with worry and confusion.
“How about you go and get ready for bed, hm?” It's not a question and it is a reasonable time for him to head to bed anyway, so he complies and slowly walks to the bathroom.
When he's out of earshot you sit next to Buck and let him fully wrap his arms around you and put his head on your chest as he cries. “H-He got shot right in front of me,” he starts with hitching breaths. “He just dropped and his blood was all over me-” he sobs deeply and you kiss his head while trying to process this yourself. He got shot?
“You couldn't have prevented it, love. He's gonna be fine. Eddie survived a lot, he's going to pull through this time, too.” Buck shakes his head and pulls back enough to look at you, blue eyes glossy and chin quivering as he gasps between another sob.
“It shouldn't have been him!” This devastates you and you cup his face in your hands, your worried expression replaced by a stern one. “It shouldn't have been anyone. Not him and not you, either. You hear me?”
He whimpers and you sigh, wiping your thumbs under his eyes and placing a long, soft kiss on his birthmark. “As soon as we can, we'll go visit him. But now you have to be strong, for Christopher. He looks up to you, if he sees you sad he'll be sad, too. Let's get him to bed, and I'll take care of you after.”
You take his hand and put it over your heart, exaggerating your breaths so he could match his and calm down. Right when he does he opens his eyes again and his frown fades enough to only be barely visible. “‘m sorry.”
The shake of your head is immediate, shutting up any further apologies. “No. It's good to let it out. I'm here so you can do exactly that if you need to. I love you, Evan. Nothing's gonna change that.”
He pulls his hand from your chest and tangles it with yours instead, gently kissing your knuckles and then your inner wrist.
He used to hate his name after it reminded him of his parents- of how they treated him. It reminds him of a life where he had to endure pain to receive love and attention.
But when you say it, it makes his heart beat faster in a good way. It makes him want to move on from his trauma or at least learn to deal with it.
And moreover it makes him feel validated. With you, he's not just Buck. He's also vulnerable, emotional and a bit cheesy. He's Evan. Evan, who's had more jobs in more cities than he can count on one hand because he was trying to find his place in the world. Evan, who likes the ocean but has been uneasy around it ever since the tsunami.
You smile lovingly and peck his forehead just as Chris comes back inside. He's wearing some dino pajamas and you ‘ohh’ at him which makes him giggle and turn as if to show off his outfit.
You move up from the bed - Buck going with you and standing at the foot of it - and untuck the bedsheets. “Get in there.” Chris grins and lays down, letting you tuck him in.
“Don't be sad, kid.” He says to Buck, who tries and fails to hide a new round of tears building up in his eyes. You had no clue where and why Chris sometimes calls Buck or even Eddie ‘kid’ but both of them seemed to love it.
“I'm just a bit worried for your Dad. But he'll be fine,” he adds the last part when you glance at him warningly, not wanting Chris to worry, and smiles. “Goodnight, bud.”
You leave his nightlight on and the door open as you leave.
Buck settles on the couch and watches as you approach and stand in front of him.
He leans back into the couch and looks at you with those puppy dog eyes that make you melt every single time he looks at you. Damn him and his beautiful eyes.
“I'm really scared. I don't know what I would do without him… when he laid there and looked at me, I-” he inhales sharply and looks at his hands, picking at his nails and reopening an old abrasion in the process.
You take his hand into each of yours to stop him and sigh, “I think you're gonna have to move from monthly sessions to biweekly, babe.” You know his therapy has been helping him a lot and you're glad he's working on coping with his trauma, but this addition is going to complicate not just his home life but also work - especially when Eddie comes back.
He groans and pulls you down until you're sitting on his lap, knees on either side of his thighs and his hands on your hips. “I appreciate your help, lovie, but just let me try and rest a little right now, please?”
You smile and card a hand through hair, moving to get off his lap so he could get comfortable on the couch. “Where do you think you're going?” He huffs and you're pushed onto your back before he's leaning over you, laying between your legs.
“You're gonna use me as your pillow?” You prompt and he nods, laying his head on your shoulder and nuzzling his nose into your neck and against your pulse point. You're familiar with his constant search for proof that you're alive and well; you supposed it comes from not just the job but his abandonment issues, too.
It didn't matter to you though, as long as you got to hold him at the end of the day you'd let him maneuver you into whatever way made him happy.
#evan buckley x reader#evan buckley#evan buck buckely#oliver stark#911 fanfic#911 show#911 fox#911 spoilers#eddie diaz 911#eddie diaz#christopher diaz
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You are not defined by your past
Evan Buckley X reader X Eddie Diaz
*Gifs are not mine*
Pairing: Evan Buckley X reader(She/Her) X Eddie Diaz
Summary: When your past comes back in the middle of the night, your boyfriends are here to help you through this moment
Trigger warnings: Polyrelationship/ Past rape, sexual assault/ Ptsd/ Trauma/ Nightmare/ Self harm(sort of)/ Loads of crying/ Panic attacks/ Anxiety
A/N Like I say everytime, English is not my first language, so if there is any mistake, feel free to tell me. Be really cautious reading this story, there are heavy topics talked about in this story, it's just me trying to cope with my feelings with writing
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You woke up in a pool of sweat and sandwiched between Eddie and Buck after yet another nightmare. It was the third one this week. You got out of bed, making sure you didn't wake up any of your boyfriends. After you went downstairs, you slipped yourself into the bathroom. You started the shower and went in. You scratched your skin until it was red and raw; you had to get off the feeling of his hands on your body. Some of the scratches even started to bleed after a while. You didn't know a long you had been in the shower until you heard the door opening and the voice of Eddie, calling you."Baby, are you okay in there? You've been in there for quite a while. " If it wasn't for the shower curtain protecting you, he would have seen you and your body full of wounds. You tried to answer with a steady voice but failed miserably."I'm fi-fine, I'll be out in a mi-minute." You couldn't make out what Eddie whispered to Buck, but a second later, the curtain was being opened. Buck and Eddie gasped when they saw the state of your body; covered in wounds and bleeding. They immediately went to hug you but stopped when you flinched violently. Buck tried to reassure you."Honey, we aren't gonna hurt you. What's going on? Talk to us, please. " You stood there frozen, tears filling your eyes while you felt like you couldn't breathe anymore. When you started clawing at the skin of arm, Eddie stepped in and held you so you couldn't hurt yourself any further. You thrashed and tried to free yourself from him, but there was no use he won't let you go. "That's it, honey, breathe. Can you take a deep breath for us?" It was like you couldn't hear him because you kept trying to push him away."Let me go, please. Please, don't hurt me, don't don't hurt me. " " Sweetheart, look, it's me, Eddie, and here is Buck, look" He said while pointing Buck standing in the middle of the bathroom. He was looking at you worriedly with tears in his eyes, like he knew what was going on. After fighting to free yourself from Eddie for a long time, you ended up tiring yourself out and fell on the shower floor. Eddie and Buck were at your side in a moment and were careful to ask "can we touch you honey?". And when you gave a tiny nod, they gathered you in their arms. Holding you so hard like you were going to disappear at any moment. You didn't how long you sat there, on the shower floor until you felt Buck picking you up and carrying you and bringing you to your shared bed. Once the three of you were settled, they landed a kiss on your cheeks and Eddie said "We'll talk tomorrow, sleep well our darling girl."
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While you were sleeping
Once you were asleep, Buck asked Eddie, "Do you know what caused that?" "No. Do you think it has to do with what happened on call today?" "No it seems to be much more than that. What happened today was scary, but it can't be the cause for tonight breakdown." "We'll talk to her in the morning. Maybe she'll open up" And with that, Eddie and Buck placed themselves on each side of you: Buck on your right and Eddie on your left.
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In the morning
You woke up once again sandwiched between Eddie and Buck, but this time you weren't scared out of your mind, feeling his hands everywhere. You tried to get out of the bed without waking up your boyfriends, but as you were sitting up, Buck's eyes started to open. "Good morning honey, how are you feeling? Better than last night?" "Better, but I'm pretty sure you are wondering what happened last night. Why I was acting so scared and panicked" "Eddie and I are worried about you, but we won't force you to tell us something you don't want. You tell us what you feel comfortable telling us" "I want to tell you what happened to me, but I'm scared of how you will react" "Angel, whatever happened to you in the past won't make us leave and we won't ever judge you for it" Tears brimmed your eyes, and you started shaking. Buck brought you close to him, you buried your face in his chest. Eddie woke up hearing your cries and looked at Buck worriedly. He touched your back in order to bring comfort, but you flinched violently. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to, I'm sorry" "It's okay, it's alright honey" Eddie reassured you. "But it's not, I'm not okay, I'm scared that he will come back and do it again" "Who's he baby?" "The man who-the man who-who" " The man who what honey? It's alright, we won't judge" "The man who ra-raped me when I was younger" You sobbed. They both asked simultaneously "Can we hold you honey?" "But I'm dirty, filthy, impure" "That doesn't matter to us. What happened to you in the past does not define you, you are not defined by your past" "In our eyes, you are still the girl we fell in love with, regardless us knowing about your past or not. We won't ever leave for something that you didn't choose to happen. Something that was brought upon you, against your will" "For now, all we want is to help cope with your past. Help you through the difficult times and love unconditionally" "We will love you forever"
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Thanks for reading. Again I apologise for any grammatical mistake in this story
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#9 1 1 fox#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie#Evan Buckley x reader x eddie diaz#trauma#imagine#Heavy themes
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Christmas Traditions
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Pairing: Eddie Munson x Female!Reader Word count: 2369 Summary: Eddie and you have been in a relationship for some time now, been living together for more than a year, but you've never told him about your Christmas traditions, so it's time he learns about two people - Nikolaus and Christkind. Warning/Tags: pure fluff, domestic shit, Christmas topics, petnames (love, princess, babe), German traditions A/N: I know this is super self indulgent, because I'm talking about traditions I know here, but it's a way of showing that to you as well, because I just love the Nikolaus tradition, and I think Eddie would love that as well, makes the inner kid in him so happy. So I hope it makes some of you happy as well, and honestly, this is just so goddamn fluffy.
December 5th
It was a long day at work, and you were looking forward to just hopping into the shower, grabbing something to eat with your boyfriend, and then putting up your feet in front of the fireplace, watching some TV or maybe, if you were able to talk Eddie into it, a Christmas movie.
For days, you’d been wanting to put up the Christmas lights, decorate the tree Eddie had gotten, but every night, you’d just been too exhausted from work to do that. When you came home tonight, though, your home looked different. There were lights in the windows, a reindeer with lights - and you had no idea where that had come from, because you’d never seen that before - in the front yard, a Christmas wreath on the door and even some mistletoe right above the door.
You couldn’t help but smile, especially when the front door opened and Eddie stepped into the door frame, crossing his arms and leaning against it, the biggest smile on his face and a Christmas hat on his head, his curls hanging out of it, bouncing off his shoulders.
“What the hell happened? Did Santa come by and decide to decorate our home?” you asked with a chuckle. You had never expected that in a million years.
“Well, call me Santa, baby, because I did all that.”
“You’re crazy!” You walked up to him, stopped right in front of the door. “When did you do all that?”
“Left work early to get all this set up for you. You said the lights had to be up before this… what was it? Nicholas-”
“Nikolaustag,” you said, your lips twitching up into an even brighter smile. “You remembered that?”
“Of course! I remember everything you tell me. But you still have to let me know what’s up with that Nikolaus…thingy. You haven’t told me that.”
“I’ll tell you later. I think right now, there’s something else we need to do.” You looked up at the mistletoe hanging above the door, and Eddie got the drift. He pulled you against his chest, wrapping one arm around you, lifting the other hand to brush your hair from your face.
“That’s actually why I opened the door for you,” he whispered before his lips touched yours. A soft and gentle kiss that lingered a little too long, left you longing for more when he pulled back again.
“Mhm knew you had an ulterior motive for that,” you said with a chuckle, pulling him back towards you to give him another kiss, before you both stumbled inside and closed the door behind you.
Once Eddie had helped you out of your coat, you were able to have a look around. There was more than last year, definitely, because there were things you hadn’t seen before. And others that you held dear, like the candle arch your Dad had made with a whole forest built in there. It was one of your favourite decorations, and Eddie had placed it in the window in the living room where you could see it all the time. It made your heart melt.
“Yeah, I might have gone a little overboard with all that, but I couldn’t help myself,” Eddie said behind you, scratching the back of his head while keeping an eye on you.
“Are you kidding? I love it!” you said enthusiastically, turning to face him again. Back in the trailer park, Eddie never had a lot of Christmas decorations. All the lights would have pushed the electricity bill up, so they’d only had a small tree with a tiny bit of decorations, but Eddie had loved it.
Last year, you’d just moved in together, so you’d put up all the decorations you’d had and Eddie had been mesmerised, like a small kid that came down on Christmas morning finding all the presents, but his presents had been the Christmas decorations. This year, he’d added his own touch, and you could see in his face how happy that made him.
“Okay good.” A relieved sigh left his lips, and you could see the tension leaving his shoulders. He’d really thought that he’d gone over the top with this, but your reaction made him realise that it was just the right thing.
“Now, you go take a shower and I’ll get dinner ready.” He patted your butt, before he shoved you in the general direction of the bathroom.
“You’re telling me that you cooked for us?” Your head whipped around to look at him.
“Nothing special. Just some pasta.”
“You’re really spoiling me, Mr Munson.”
“Maybe you deserve it, my love.” His smile was warm and made your knees weak, so you had to lean over and steal another kiss before you headed off to the bathroom.
When you came back, hair still damp, you could smell the tomato sauce Eddie had made after Wayne’s recipe. It was your favourite, so your smile only widened when you stepped up to Eddie, wrapped your arms around his middle and snuggled up to his backside.
“Nearly done�� Hope you’re ready for some overcooked pasta,” he said with a chuckle, shivering slightly when he felt your lips against the back of his neck.
“I love your overcooked pasta. Wouldn’t take them from anyone else.” You pressed a kiss just below his ear, making him shiver again before you let go of him and got the plates out. Once he was done with cooking, you filled the plates and sat down to eat. You chatted about your day, enjoying the meal together, and you were really able to talk Eddie into a Christmas movie.
You got everything set up while he cleaned the kitchen - yes, he was definitely spoiling you today - and you lay down on the sofa. Once he was finished, Eddie lay down behind you, wrapping his arm around your middle to pull you close.
“You gonna tell me about that Nikolaus now?” Eddie nuzzled his nose against the back of your neck, fingers splayed out over your stomach, his thumb drawing lazy circles on it.
“It’s a German tradition, don’t know if they do it anywhere else like that,” you said quietly, closing your eyes, your fingertips tracing the tattoo on his forearm he’d gotten a couple weeks ago. With your Dad being German, he’d taught you all about it, making it a tradition in your home. One year, you exchanged presents on Christmas morning, and the next on Christmas Eve.
“On the evening of the fifth of December, whe put a boot in front of the door. Of course we clean it beforehand, make sure it’s nice and shiny.” You smiled to yourself, feeling Eddie’s hand slip beneath your shirt, his warm palm on your stomach, just holding you against him. “And the Nikolaus comes by and gives you a little gift or chocolate if you’ve been a good boy. But if you’ve been naughty, you’ll get coal.”
“Mhh I guess I’ve been naughty,” Eddie mumbled with a chuckle, before he kissed the back of your neck, slowly moving up to your ear. You craned your neck to give him better access.
“Not that kind of naughty, silly.” You couldn’t help but chuckle at his words, biting your bottom lip for a moment.
“I know.” Eddie’s words were right in your ear, his arm tightening around you. “But that’s actually a cute tradition. So you have that Nikolaus guy and Santa?”
“Well… more or less.” Slowly, you turned around in his arms, kissing his lips before you raised your hand to push the santa hat off him and run your fingers through his curls. “When I was a child, my Dad used to call it Christkind. He didn’t grow up with Santa Claus.”
“Fucking what now?” The confusion on his face made you smile, but you burst out laughing when he tried to repeat the word, which almost sounded like he was going to throw up.
“Christkind,” you repeated slowly, beaming up at him before you had to chuckle. “Kinda like an angelic figure that brings the presents on Christmas Eve without being seen. We always locked up the living room so that nobody could get inside and put a bell in there. And when that bell rung, we knew that the Christkind had been there to bring our presents, and we never had a fucking clue how that… thing made it in and out of there cause we always double checked the doors and windows.”
“That sounds a bit creepy.” Eddie leaned his forehead against yours, grinning to himself.
“Let’s call it mysterious, hm?”
“Yeah alright.”
You kissed his lips before you closed your eyes and just laid your head against his chest.
“You know… I kinda like that Nikolaus thing. Though I might still just get coals from him.” Eddie chuckled, running his hand over your head and down your back, feeling your breathing slow down. It made him smile. “Get some sleep, princess.”
“Mhm…” was the last thing he heard from you before you drifted off to sleep.
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You woke before the sun was even out. You were still on the sofa, you lying on top of Eddie. His hair was a mess, the santa hat right next to it. He was drooling in his sleep, but he looked so happy and peaceful that you could look at him for hours. But you had a plan.
As carefully as possible, you got up from the sofa, making sure that he was still asleep before you tiptoed away from him and into the hallway. You took one of his boots and one of yours and brought them to the kitchen to clean them up, looking over to him again and again, making sure that he stayed asleep. Once you were done with it, you reached into the drawer with your sweets. Eddie and you always kept chocolate and whatnot in there for movie nights, or when you craved something. Eddie was in charge of keeping it stocked up, so it was always filled to the brim. What he didn’t know was that you kept some German chocolate and some Gummibärchen hidden away for special occasions. And this right now definitely was a special occasion.
You put chocolate and Gummibärchen and other stuff in there - and a tangerine for good measure - and went to the front door to put them out in front of it. It was rather bright outside, and you could see and smell why. New snow was falling, the sky bright from the snow filled clouds. It made you smile. You’d always loved the snow, and there was always that distinct smell in the air that made you so happy.
With a smile on your lips, you went back to Eddie and lay down beside him, closing your eyes to get a bit more sleep.
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When you woke up later, Eddie was already up and getting dressed.
“Good morning, princess! Hope I didn’t wake you?” He walked over to you to give you a kiss, looking absolutely adorable in his Black Sabbath hoodie and the bright red bobble hat.
“No, you didn’t wake me, don’t worry.” You slowly got up from the sofa, stretching your arms and legs. “Where are you going?” I thought you had the day off.”
“I do. But there’s something I need to take care of.” Eddie took your hand in his and led you to the window. “You’re gonna love it, babe!” He pushed the curtain aside to let you see the snow covered front yard. Of course, you already knew about that, but you still squealed when he wrapped his arm around you to pull you against his side.
“It looks like a wonderland out there,” you whispered, still taken aback by how beautiful it looked out there.
“Yes… but that also means that I have to go out there and shovel the driveway and the sidewalk.” He kissed your cheek before he let go of you and walked into the hallway to put on his jacket. When he only found one of his boots, he peeked into the living room again.
“Babe? Have you seen my other boot? I swear I put it here yesterday.”
“Hmm maybe have a look in front of the door,” you suggested, walking over to him, the confusion on his face nearly making you laugh.
“Why would my boot be out there?”
“Maybe because it’s Nikolaustag,” you simply said, shrugging your shoulders, not able to hold back the smile anymore. Especially when you saw his eyes light up like those of a child when they got a surprise. Sometimes, Eddie really was just like a grown up kid, and you loved it so much you could burst.
You’d never seen him rush to the door that quickly, and it made you giggle. He found both your boots out there filled with candy.
“No way!” he called out, taking both of them inside with him, kicking the door shut with his foot, before he looked back at you. “This is fucking adorable! Did you really get up and do this tonight?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” You shrugged your shoulders walking up to him and taking your boot from his hand. “Guess St Nikolaus made a trip to Hawkins just for us. He even brought German candy!” You pulled out the German chocolate from your boot, making his eyes widen even more.
“You know… I love learning about your traditions.” He put his boot down on the table, and normally, you would protest, but you’d cleaned them, and that way, he had both his hands free to put them on your waist. “And I fucking love you!”
“Likewise,” you said with a chuckle, putting your boot next to his just in time before you felt his lips on yours, soft, yet demanding, your body flush against his. “Eddie…” you whispered against his lips, one hand on his chest to push him just a tiny bit away from you. “I thought you wanted to shovel snow?”
“The snow can wait. I’ve got more important things to do right now.” And with a smirk, his lips landed on yours again. Yeah, the snow really could wait.
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Steal My Girl
Y/n hears Eddie say a few things that make her realise he will only ever like her as a friend. She's heartbroken but she expected it. He likes Chrissy Cunningham after all.
Then she begins to bond with Steve Harrington and Eddie doesn't like it one bit.
Warnings; Miscommunications, angst, fluff,
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Everybody wanna steal my girl, everybody wanna take her heart away.
Couple billion in the whole wide world, find another one 'cause she belongs to me. 🎶
She's a little late for Hellfire today and that worries her because she knows how annoyed Eddie can get.
As she heads inside she overhears the guys chatting about Gareth's date with a girl called Melanie.
"What about you Eddie, do you like anyone?" Dustin pipes up curiously. She moves closer heart hammering in her chest because she likes Eddie she has for a while.
"Please we all know he likes Chrissy Cunningham". Her heart sinks as Lucas says this.
It's true she knows this but it still hurts hearing it because he's been crushing on Chrissy since middle grade and popular, pretty girls were his type.
Anyone would choose Chrissy.
"What about y/n?". Dustin asks sounding confused and she pauses because she was just going to go inside but this makes her stop in her tracks.
"This again?! I've told you Henderson. I don't have a crush on her". Eddie snaps and that's that. She knows now and she can accept it and move forward.
Or she will when this ache in her chest disappears because even knowing the outcome of something doesn't make it hurt any less.
"That's bullshit. I've seen the way you look at her, it's the way you used to look at Chrissy".
"Just drop it man. Y/n isn't Chrissy". Yeah, she really isn't. Her heart cracks just a little bit.
Plastering a smile on her face she heads in and ignores the growing pain she feels and Dustin swallows noticing the look on her face.
"Hi, we were just talking about...
"Chrissy Cunningham and how everyone likes her because why wouldn't they and the fact I don't compare to someone as perfect as her". It all slips out and Eddie's eyes widen.
"Shit sweetheart that's not what I meant at all". She shakes her head.
"Forget it Ed's I know you've always liked Chrissy, she's popular, sweet" she bites her lip suddenly not in the mood for the game, tired of being second best.
Would she ever find someone who liked her? Who doesn't see her as just a friend? It's not Eddie's fault, he can't force himself to like her. She would never want that.
It's just she would like to be loved and wanted and deep down she always wanted Eddie to be the one who made her feel that way.
"I have to go I just remembered I need to study majorly hard for a test". She avoids the pitying looks from the other guys and rushes out.
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"Penny for your thoughts?". She's brought out of her reverie by a smiling Steve who's holding up a DVD she was looking at.
"Just a shitty love life, unrequited feelings". He nods sympathetically and sighs.
"Hey, I know what that's like. Let's commiserate together huh? Who's your crush? Mines is Nancy Wheeler".
"Eddie Munson". She replies feeling a kinship with him. "Well, Robin and I were gonna shut the shop a bit early. Watch a movie? Wanna hang with us?". He offers and she agrees liking the sound of that.
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Steve drives her to school for the next two days, they've bonded really well and it's nice to talk to someone who understands how she feels.
"Am I taking you home tonight after Hellfire princess?". Eddie asks her and she's trying hard to ignore the tension between them.
"Steve's driving me home Ed's. We are going to his. Watch a few movies and hang out". He stops walking and she peers up at him confused.
"Ed's?".
"He brought you to school this morning too I noticed". She doesn't understand the bitterness in his tone.
"I crashed at his last night, what is wrong with you?". His eyes flash and she's still puzzled.
"Are you and Harrington dating or something?". Before she can answer Dustin bounds up to Eddie and he stalks off leaving her with a million thoughts in her mind.
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Steve notices her mood when he comes to pick her up. "Eddie is having an impromptu Hellfire meeting. Do you mind coming along?". He nods and softens.
"You okay? You look upset?". She explains what happened with Eddie and his attitude and a tiny smirk crosses his features.
"Ahh, I see". He does? She sure doesn't. He slings his arm around her and they walk into Hellfire. Dustin beams.
"Steve, you willingly decided to come along to a campaign?". He shrugs and pulls her closer to him.
"Of course, spend time with my girl and all". Eddie freezes and stares at Steve jaw tensing.
"Your girl?". Dustin blinks as confused about what Steve is up to as she is. If he's trying to help her and make Eddie jealous then it's never going to work.
All through the campaign, Steve is constantly touching her, calling her his girl and over the hour, Eddie grows more and more annoyed.
"This is a campaign, Eddie hisses, not your bedroom Harrington". Steve feigns innocence and holds his hand up.
"Sorry, shit he's grumpy tonight isn't he princess?". Oh shit. The only person who ever calls her princess is Eddie.
That's Eddie's final straw and he stalks up to Steve his brown eyes flashing dangerously.
"No, no no no. There are plenty of girls for you, find one and stop trying to steal mine. She belongs to me".
There's silence around the table and she is at first stunned at his admission then grows angry. "I belong to you? Since when? I'm not Chrissy remember?".
He groans. "Jesus H Christ! No you aren't Chrissy, Chrissy was a middle school crush that I'm over. You aren't a crush sweetheart, I'm in love with you and nobody will ever compare to you".
He swallows and walks over to her cupping her cheek. "You're my world princess".
Well shit, she's crying now but they are happy tears and she throws her arms around him and he holds her close.
"Why didn't you just say?". He nuzzles into her cheek and kisses it, then her forehead and her lips.
"You left before I could say then started hanging around Harrington". Steve looks smug and grins.
"Yeah, I played matchmaker, come on Munson, you can join us for the Movie night".
Eddie takes her hand and they follow Steve out but not before he pulls her into a final kiss that leaves her breathless and wanting more.
"Oh, later tonight sweetheart, you're all mine". He promises her and she's suddenly very, very anxious to get to the later part.
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Can we start over?
Pairing: Steve harrington x Henderson!reader
Summary: You really don't like Steve, in fact you hate him. Well at least, you used to. After learning about the Upside down, you find out, that Steve is not actually as bad as you thought he was.
Warnings: language, kind of slow burn at the start, st4 spoilers, mostly fluff
Words: 4.2k Masterlist
(English is not my first language, so please excuse any grammar/spelling mistakes)
It was ceirtain.
You hated Steve harrington.
Why? Because he was such an asshole in highschool to everybody, including you.
He would laugh at you with his stupid friends whenever you were in the library, asking them to be quiet. They just laughed at you and kept being obnoxiously loud. Like i said, he was a jerk.
You heard, that he had changed, that he wasn't such an ass anymore. Your brother, Dustin, was one of those people, insisting that Steve was really nice now. But you didn't believe him, he hasn't even apologised .
You mostly tried to avoid him after the graduation, but that was kinda hard to do, after your brother befriended him.
You were forced to see Steve almost daily and he tried to have a conversation with you every single time.
You thought it was annoying and you didn't really talk back.
The thing you didn't know about was, that Steve liked you. He always thought, that you were really pretty and cute and so fucking smart.
But he thought, that he'd fucked up his chance with you by his arseholery back in highschool.
Altough he still had a tiny hope of you giving him another chance, so he talked to you, well, atleast he tried to talk to you.
It always went something like this.
"Hey Y/N, how are you doing?" he would ask.
"Fine" you would say and stomp away. No even sparing him a glance.
He also wanted to ask you out, but he never had the courage to do so.
And he didn't know, that everytime he greeted you, you felt a wave of affection towards him go through you. Even if you've tried telling yourself something else, you knew that you liked him. So the best way, to not think about it, was to ignore him.
It was like this every time, until you came to the knowledge of all the craziness, that was in Hawkings.
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"Where do you think you are going?" you asked Dustin and followed him to the door.
"Uhmm outside?" he sarcastically replied, like it wasn't clear, he was going out.
"Like hell you are. There's some lunatic killing people and i'm supposed to be looking after you" you pointed out.
"Eddie didn't kill anybody" Dustin defended his friend. You noticed Steve's car parked in front of your house.
"Of course I know, that Eddie didn't do it. Eddie wouldn't hurt a fly let alone another person" you had been friends with Eddie before Dustin was. You were also a nerd in highschool , so it was obvious, that Eddie became your friend right away.
"So that's settled than, bye-" you weren't going to just let him leave.
"Nope. Eds not being the killer, doesn't mean, that there isn't one" he was so stubborn.
"Don't worry, i'm going with Steve" Steve waved at you with a huge smile at the mention of his name.
"And that's better?" you asked in disbelieve.
"Duh"
"Ugh fine" you rolled your eyes in annoyance,"but be back by 8 p.m. sharp, is that clear?"
"Yeah, i'll be here, thanks Y/N, love you" he exulted.
"Love you, too" you said back and than he quickly ran to the BMW.
"Bye Y/N" Steve said and again you just rolled your eyes and went inside the house. Steve just sighed in defeat and started the car.
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By 8 p.m. the worry was visible on your features. Dustin was suppose to be at home, but he was nowhere to be seen. Many different scenerios of what had happened to him, were playing in your head.
A phone ringing, broke you from your whirl of thoughts and you anxiously picked it up.
"Hello?"
"Hey Y/N, it's me, i'll be sleeping over at Mike's tonight" you let out a breath of relief.
"You are a real idiot, do you know that? I was so fucking worried about you, you should have called earlier" you were relieved, but still very angry at him.
"I'm sorry, i didn't notice it was so late" he apologised.
"It's okay just, next time call, yeah?" your voice softened.
"Yeah, will do. Goodnight, i'll be back in the morning" he hung up, before you could say anything else. Typical Dustin.
"Was she angry?" Steve asked in the Wheeler's household .
"Yeah, but it was alright" Dustin shrugged his shoulders.
"Shit, Henderson, i told you to call her sooner. She must have been so worried" Steve sympathized with you. He could imagine the anxiety of not knowing where the kids where.
"She'll survive" Dustin said, like it was no big deal.
"You should be nicer to her, ya know, she is your sister" and i don't want her the be sad, Steve wanted to say.
"Whatever, why do you care?" Dustin gave him an annoyed look.
"I don't. I just don't think it's nice" Steve tried to get out of it. He didn't want Dustin to know, about his big crush on you.
"I know why" Robin smirked at him.
"Shut up, Robin" Steve glared at her.
"What's she talking about?" that got Dustin's attention.
"Nothing, just drop it" He didn't think, Dustin would just leave it be, but to his surprise he did.
Steve was glad for that, but it didn't stop the nagging worry for you. He hoped you were safe, safe from the danger that loomed above them all.
In the morning, Dustin came home as he promised, but only to get some food (basically he just took everything from the fridge) and to change his clothes. And again, you said, that he must be home by 6 p.m..
But, of course, when the clock hit 6 o'clock, he wasn't home.
This time, you called the Wheelers and when Mrs. Wheeler told you, the kids were not there, every other household of Dustin's friends, you even called Steve and that was a whole new extreme.
Nobody knew where they were. You didn't even want to think of all the things that could have happened to Dustin .
Like there were things in this town, you couldn't describe.
You were one of the smartest people in Hawkings for a reason, so yes, you knew, that whenever something happened in the town, it wasn't exactly normal. You didn't really believe, that Hawkings was cursed, but you understood, there was more to the story, than people were led to believe .
So you didn't waste a second, you took your car keys and went looking for them .
You spotted a very familiar car, by that i mean Nancy Wheeler's car, standing close to the Lovers lake, close to the Skull Rock.
Nancy could be with Dustin and the others or maybe she knew where they were,you thought.
You decided to go check out Skull Rock and then maybe try look around the lake for them. You took your backpack, which contained some food and bandages, and set towards the spot.
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".....so, Mordor it is" Eddie said and began to get up.
"Wait guys, do you hear that? Someone's coming" everybody stopped what they were doing, only Steve took a piece of wood and was ready to attack whoever it was .
"These stupid leaves, i swear to god if i found you Dustin i will kill y-" you emerged from behind the bushes and screamed as something almost hit your head.
"Jesus Y/N, what the hell are you doing here, i could have taken you out" Steve was surprised and slightly shaken up by almost hitting you.
He was very glad, that he managed to stop his swing before he could have hit you. It wouldn't have helped his situation with you, at all.
"Well hello to you too, Harrington" you glared at him and your eyes immediately set on your brother.
"What are you doing here, Y/N?" Steve asked, but didn't get an answer.
"You" you pointed at Dustin, "are in so much trouble. Do you even know what time it is" you were furious at him. You saw him gulp, it was never good to make you mad.
"i had to lie to mom because of you and don't even get me started on the worry you caused" you took a deep breath before you said.
"Now. We are going home, come on" you expected him to go with you, but when he didn't, you stopped to look around.
Familiar faces were staring at you with looks of astonishment. None of them ever saw you get angry, like ever.
"He can't go, none of us can" someone finally spoke up. It was Robin.
"What do you mean?" you asked, confused.
"We need to do something important " it was now Dustin who spoke.
"What important? Does it have to do something with the killer?" Dustin and his friends were always tangled up in some mess.
"I didn't kill anyone" another voice said. You didn't even notice Eddie standing a few metres behind you.
"Oh my god, Eds! I didn't even notice you" you immediately went to squeeze him a tight hug.
Steve felt jealousy go through him at the sight of you hugging Eddie. He folded his arms and stared at you two.
"You look horrible" you teased Eddie.
"Well, i've been on a run for a few days now, so I think that explains it" he joked, but you could see, the exhaustion behind his smile.
"I'm sorry about that. I know you wouldn't hurt anybody" you gave him a sincere smile.
"Thanks Y/N" he returned your smile.
"Well i hate to break this little reunion, but we need to go" Nancy said.
"Go where?" she looked around with uncertainty, clearly, she was thinking of a way to lie to you.
"Just for a stroll around the lake" Dustin lied. You knew, he was lying, you always knew, he was a terrible liar.
"Okay Dustin either you tell me what's going on or i'm taking you home" you crossed your arms on your chest.
"You are going to think, that i'm crazy and lying" he tried to avoid answering you.
"Try me" you said and he started to explain.
"So you know how so many bad things happen here, yeah? Well it's no coincidence-"you interrupted him.
" I know that, of course. There is something here, but i haven't really discovered what it is yet, i've been looking into it" that surprised everybody, including Steve. Steve didn't think you knew anything about the supernatural in Hawkings.
"Good, at least you'll believe me, when i say, that there is..." he started.
A few minutes later, you learned about the Upside down and so many fucking weird things, honestly you were a little lost in it all.
They told you, they were going to some gate, so you went with them.
You talked with Eddie on the way there, while Steve kept stealing glances your way every few minutes. He wanted to be the one, talking to you, instead he was stuck with Robin, who was talking his ears off.
"We are here" Dustin suddenly stopped in front of you and you almost fell, if it wasn't for a pair of strong hands, that belonged to Steve. You felt very warm at the places where his hands touched your body. But you quickly regained your composure and pretended, that nothing happened. Although your red face was telling a different story.
"Thanks" you muttered and stalked to stand next to your brother. Steve just awkwardly nodded without a single word.
"Why did we stop?"
"I think, the gate is under the water" he pointed at the lake.
"This just keeps getting better and better" you sighed.
"We should go check it out, just to be sure" Nancy said and that's how you ended up on a boat in the middle of the lake. When the compass went crazy, you stopped.
"Steve, what are you doing?" Nancy asked as Steve began to undress.
"Somebody's gotta go down there and check this thing out" he replied, "Unless you four can top being a Hawkings high swim co-captain and a certified lifeguard for three years, then...It's gotta be me, no complains alright?"
"Hey, i'm not complaining. I do not wanna go down there" you too didn't want to go down there. The dark water looked already scary enough.
What you didn't expect was to see Steve's naked chest. You had to admit he was really attractive. You tried not to stare at him, but Robin noticed the way, your eyes kept running away in his direction and smirked.
Eddie handed him flashlight and he jumped in the lake.
The waiting for Steve to resurface from the water felt like eternity, you actually started to get worried. Even got a thought of jumping after him. But thankfully, you didn't have to act on it.
"I found it" you released a breath, you didn't even know you were holding, when he finally appeared.
"You found it?"
"I found it, yeah, i found it" he swam to the side of the boat.
"Dustin you are goddamn genius" Robin got on the radio, but you hadn't heard back from them.
"It's pretty wild. It's more a snack-size gate, than the mama gate. But still, it's pretty damn big" he said out of breath.
You were about to ask him if he saw anything else there, but he was suddenly pulled under the water.
You all yelled Steve's name, but nothing happened. You heard Eddie's cursing and saw Robin and Nancy's scared faces. You were scared for him, too.
You knew you had to go help him, yes you still didn't like him, but you weren't gonna let him die. So without thinking, you jumped right after him.
You swam as fast as you could. When you spotted the weird red looking thing, you knew it was the gate and went through it.
The realisation of being in other dimension didn't really set in your mind, because you were running after Steve the minute you emerged from the gate.
You saw him laying on the ground. Your heart dropped to your stomach when you saw, he was being attacked by some kind of bats.
You and the others instantly went to help him. The bats were trying to bite you, but your only worry was Steve.
You and Nance tried to kill the bat, that was choking him, but it was not easy. After what felt like hours, it let him go and Steve killed it.
"Steve, are you okay?" you asked him at once.
"Well, they took about a pound of flesh. But other than that, yeah, never better" he gave you a small smile, which, to his surprise, you returned.
His wounds looked bad, but before you could say anything, you had to run in the woods to hide from the bats.
You hid under the rock, until they went away.
"Oh sh...shit" Steve almost fell.
"Steve!" you immediately came to help him, Nancy right by your side.
"I'm okay, i'm okay" he assured you, but he definitely wasn't okay.
"No, you are not, he is loosing blood" Nancy said and you agreed.
"C'mon, sit " you helped him down. It was like the minute you saw him get hurt, your hate for him disappeared.
"We need to clean it up" in that rush you forgot to put you backpack away, which you were thankful for now.
"I have a few things that can help " you took out the bandages and also an antiseptic spray.
"Why do you have all this stuff" Steve chuckled.
You looked at him and blushed. It was hard to maintain eye contact with him, when his naked chest was literally centimetres away from your face.
Steve thought, that you were so freaking cute, when you were blushing.
"Well...uhm..i was thinking of the worst ever possibilities when i went to look for you guys" you answered.
"This is gonna hurt" you stated as you sprayed the spray. And assuming by his expressions, it definitely did.
"You alright? " he had his eyes squeezed shut, so you were a little concerned.
"Yeah yeah, i'm alright "
"Don't pass out on me, i will not drag you out of here" you joked.
"I won't, don't worry" he laughed, but put his hand on your shoulder to steady himself .
"You are great at taking care of wounds " was that a compliment from Steve harrington?
"Well, you know how Dustin is. Always in some trouble,ending up with bruises and cuts or whatever. I learned how to do this, thanks to him being so clumsy " you quickly spoke.
"I guess, i should be thankful for that" he winked at you and you almost dropped the spray you were holding. Why was he making you so flustered? It freaked you out.
After you cleaned the wounds, you bandaged his abdomen.
"Not too tight?" you asked him. It wouldn't be great if the blood wasn't coming to his legs.
"It's great, thank you Y/N" he didn't expect you to follow after him, let alone take care of him.
You wanted to go to Nancy, but he caught your arm.
"Why do you hate me?" he looked at you with pained eyes.
"Are you seriously asking that right now?" you were in wholeass another dimension and this was his concern.
"Yes, i need to know, because i think i'll go crazy if you won't tell me" he looked desperate. He wanted to know, why you always avoided him.
" You were an asshole to everybody, even to me in highschool "you let out a defeated sigh and sat down next to him.
"I'm sorry, i know, I was a dick. I should have apologised to you. I'm sorry, " he looked you in the eyes,"but i changed, i'm trying to do better. If you gave me a change, you'd see that i'm not that bad" he was trying so hard for you to atleast consider giving him a chance .
"I-" you didn't know how to reply.
"So, uh , this place is like a Hawkings but with monsters and nasty shit?" Eddie interrupted.
Than there was talk about vines and getting guns, honestly, you weren't paying much attention, your mind was still on Steve's question and than you were walking to Nancy's house.
" Hey, you alright? " Robin came up to walk next to you.
" Yeah yeah, i'm fine. Atleast as fine as one can be in this situation" you chuckled.
"What about you?" you asked her.
"Same as you " she replied.
"You know Steve likes you, like a lot" she suddenly blurted out. She couldn't keep looking at Steve failing to get you to talk to him. She was gonna help him.
"What?"
"Yeah, i mean he likes you. He wants to go on a date with you that type of liking , not like he thinks you are nice liking . I don't mean to say that you aren't nice, you are, but i just want to say, that he has a crush on you and i've been watching him desperately try to get your attention. So I guess what i'm trying to say is to give him a chance. He is actually pretty okay" she basically vomited the words at you. You only had to giggle at her.
" Robin, it's okay, take a breath " you laughed.
" Sorry, sometimes i start to talk and don't know how to stop" she reddened.
"Don't apologise, it's alright. It happens to me sometimes, too. But do you really mean what you said about Steve liking me?" it didn't feel right, to think, that Steve liked you.
"Yup, he is also so annoying with it" she complained.
"Right"
"I know, he was an ass, don't get me wrong, he still is, but he has a good heart" she gagged after the last 3 words, "Sorry i'm not used to saying nice stuff about him. "
You bursted in laughter with her.
"But seriously please give him a chance or i think i'll kill him if i hear him say your name one more time" you wanted to argue that you didn't like him at all, but she saw right through you.
"I know you don't hate him, i saw you make eyes at him and don't even try to deny it" she was right.
"I'll think about it. Okay? " there wasn't much to think about, you were knew she was right.
You talked with her and Nancy for the rest of the way to the house.
The boys had a similar conversation as you and Robin.
"So what's the deal with you and Y/N?" Eddie asked Steve.
"What do you mean?" Steve was a bit confused by that.
"I mean you keep making heart eyes at her and she hadn't even hesitated to jump right after you in the lake " he explained.
"Wait what? Y/N jumped right after me?" you made it clear a lot of times, that you didn't like him, so he didn't get why would you go after him.
"Yup, it was like one second you were being dragged under the water and the next she was diving right after you" that took him by complete surprise. He was left speechless.
"If i were you, i would ask her out" Eddie added. Steve just sighed, he was trying to do that for a while now. Unsuccessfully.
"Dude, i've been trying, but she hates me" Steve argued.
"I wouldn't go in alternative universe, for a person i hate, would you? " Eddie pointed out and left Steve to thinking.
Maybe he was right, maybe you didn't hate him, but he still wasn't sure about the whole asking you out thing.
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When you finally got to the house, you spread out to look for something useful.
You were downstairs with Steve, he took the living room and you the kitchen.
Everything was going fine, until a huge spider fell on your arm and you screamed bloody murder.
"Y/N, Y/N, what's wrong? Are you hurt?" Steve came running in with wide eyes and took you by the shoulders to see if you were hurt.
"There was a spider, sorry, i didn't mean to scare you" he almost got a heart attack at the thought of something happening to you.
"Jesus, i thought that you saw Vecna or something" he laughed, but still didn't let you go.
"Don't laugh at me. This is serious matter" you looked at him with poker face before you broke into a grin.
"Ah yes, sorry" he grinned aswell.
"Now that i know, you are in no danger, i'll go" he was about to leave, but you stopped him.
"Steve, about the earlier" you took a deep breath, " I-i forgive you. We all did some stupid shit, that we regret. So we are okay " you saw today that he wasn't that douche anymore.
"And for the record i don't think i ever hated you , i just hadn't wanted to admit it" it was a little stupid to say it out loud but you would survive.
"Really?" he was stunned. Like being in the Upside down was one thing, but you saying that you didn't hate him was a whole new level .
"Yeah" you sheepishly admited.
He had no idea what to say to you. But his mouth worked it out for him.
"Wouldyoubewillingtogoonadatewithme?" he blurted out.
"What?" you didn't know if you misunderstood him or if he was really asking you out.
"Would you go out with me? " he said slowly this time. He was looking everywhere else but you and when you didn't respond immediately, he got concerned.
"I mean you don't have to, it's probably stupid. I think, i'll just go" he was about to leave, but for the second time that day, you stopped him.
"I will go, but under one condition " you cheekily said.
"Anything" Steve didn't think he could have been any more obvious at how much he liked you.
"You'll help me get back at Dustin, for stressing me out so much the last few days. "
"That will be no problem at all, " he beamed, "I'm always more than willing to prank your brother. "
" Okay it's settled then, if we get out of here, you can take me out on a date" and he actually cheered, like full on hand in the air in victory cheer. You couldn't help, but to giggle at him.
" What? Can't a guy celebrate finally getting a date with this really pretty girl?" he joked and your cheeks turned pink at the 'very pretty girl' comment .
"Are you flirting with me? " you went along with the banter.
"Yes, i'm flirting with you, i've been trying for a while now" he shyly scratched his neck," i mean, i've liked you since like forever" he confessed.
"Oh have you now?" you teased him.
"Yeah.."
"Well you are not so bad yourself" you admited.
For the rest of the time you spent in the Upside down, you kept exchanging soft glances and sweet smiles. You were looking forward to the date and Steve still couldn't believe, you actually said yes.
And of course Robin noticed it. She hadn't said anything, but she was going to make sure to tease Steve relentlessly about him finally getting the balls to ask you out .
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Hey guys, thank you for reading. Hope this wasn't too bad to read. This is probably the longest piece i've ever written.
Feedback is always appreciated. Also if anybody is interested in being my beta reader for Stranger things fics, dm me please.
Have a great day and stay safe everybody. Peace out ☀️
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The In-Between Chapter 3
Stranger Things x It Crossover
with some Bill Denbrough x reader
Word Count - 4,480
Warning - cursing? (if some people don’t like that kind of stuff)
A/N- chapter 3!! I know you all are excited for the Party and the Losers to meet, but that sadly will not happen until after the next chapter. this is because I have a certain plan for everything and right now, they just haven’t appeared yet. however, that does not mean the Party will not make certain appearances before the big meeting (an example being this chapter). anyways, I hope you all are having a great day and thank you for all the love and support!
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T H E I N - B E T W E E N
Intro The Losers’ Club The Party Prologue 1 2
3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 Epilogue
“Shit," Y/N muttered in exasperation as she slammed her home phone down in frustration. Running a shaking hand through her hair, Y/N leaned against the kitchen counter as she tried to think of a solution to her problem. Her problem being that not a single member of the Party was picking up their phone.
Y/N stared at the phone hesitantly before picking it up and quickly dialing her friend's number. "Steve Harrington, I swear-" Y/N began to mutter, but she was once again met with no answer. She slammed the phone down even louder than earlier before slumping against the counter, her head falling into her hands.
This couldn't be happening. The Upside Down being back. Pennywise being back. Mike being missing. . .
None of this was real. There was just no way.
For a moment, Y/N felt as if she was about to cry. The stinging feeling in her eyes as her vision began to blur ever so slightly only made her more frustrated, her body shaking out of both fear and stress. Fear for her friend and for anyone else that these two threats could harm and stress over how she was supposed to find a solution.
Without the Party, Y/N was the only one that understood how to fight back against the Upside Down. But much like the Losers had to fight together to be able to defeat Pennywise, Y/N and the Party had to do the same with the Upside Down.
How was she supposed to fight the same creatures that had been haunting her nightmares for years now without the very people who had helped her defeat the place not once but three times?
How was she supposed to save Mike?
"Y/N?" a small voice called out making the girl jump in surprise and turn to see both Eddie and Richie standing in the kitchen doorway. Eddie was looking at her in concern while Richie tried to play it off like he didn't want to be there even though they all knew he was worried for her too.
Y/N quickly wiped her eyes to get rid of the small tears that had started to form and plastered a fake smile on her face. "Oh, hey," she said as she waved ever so slightly at the two.
"Shit, you aren't crying, are you?" Richie asked, the tone in his voice making even him wince at his harshness although Y/N was unaffected.
Eddie whacked the boy and glanced over at the girl. "I think what Richie was trying to do was ask if you are okay."
"I don't know about-" Richie began, but Eddie was stomping on his shoe within a second, the boy stopping mid sentence to mutter a bunch of curse words as he hopped up and down on one foot.
"I'm fine," Y/N said, making both boys glance at each other before looking to her with their eyebrows raised. "Really, guys. I'm fine."
"Well, I'm fucking not. So if I'm able to tell you just how not fine I am, you should be able to do the same without lying to my face," Richie told her in slight annoyance as he walked over to stand closer to her, Eddie following right behind.
"Richie's right. None of us are fine and we all know it. Then we have Bill out there worrying more about if you're okay than if he's okay. We had to stop him from coming in here five times by the way since we knew you were on the phone. So don't give us the whole 'I'm fine' crap cause we know you aren't," Eddie said.
Y/N stared at her two friends in silence before she leaned her back against the counter with a sigh and let her head fall back into her hands. Richie was the first to go over to the girl which wasn't really a surprise to any of them. Richie may try to act like he didn't care about things, but when it came to Y/N or even any of his friends, he cared a lot more than he let on.
The boy's arms wrapped around her and Y/N let her body fall against his as her shoulders began to shake, tears filling her eyes. Eddie smiled sadly and walked over before hugging her from the other side and leaning his head on top of hers. Y/N instantly latched her arm on top of Eddie's and was quick to hold his hand as the three stood there comforting one another.
It took a minute, but Y/N eventually managed to stop crying and sniffles as she wiped her tears away. "I'm not fine," she admitted. "And I haven't been fine since the last night after the arcade."
"Why? What happened?" Eddie asked while Richie took his sleeve and helped wipe the girl's tears away. Eddie and Y/N both glanced at the boy and he rolled his eyes at the two before ruffling Y/N's hair just to mess it up and make a point.
Y/N let a small smile peak through and that was enough to make her realize that she could tell them what had happened, that she wanted to tell them what had happened.
"It was late last night, right before the storm hit. I was taking the trash outside to help my parents out when I heard something in the bushes across the street. I thought it was just the wind, but then something started to walk out of the bushes and the lightning flashed, revealing the one thing I thought I would never see again," Y/N told them. Her face paled slightly and for a moment it was as if she was seeing the events of last night all over again.
"A demogorgon."
"Demogorgon? You mean those things you have mentioned before? The ones you fought in Hawkins?" Eddie asked.
Y/N nodded and let her eyes flicker over to Richie, waiting for a snarky response to come from the boy, but all he did was watch her in silence, waiting for her to finish with her story. She let out a small sigh of relief at that and continued.
"It was like I was paralyzed, but then the thing started to come towards me and I snapped out of it and ran inside. Then came the freaky part cause I looked outside my window and instead of the demogorgon, I saw that thing, that clown," Y/N shuddered.
"You saw It?" Richie asked, his eyes wide.
Y/N nodded. "Yeah. Then the lightning kept flashing and all of a sudden both the demogorgon and It were together and with each flash they got closer and closer until they were just on the other side of the window. I was so freaked out that I screamed and fell back, but by the time my father came running in, they were both gone," she finished, her body shaking slightly just from retelling what had happened.
"Well, fuck. No wonder you were acting so weird all day. You were scared shitless," Richie muttered as his eyes flashed with concern.
"That's why you were so concerned about Mike," Eddie concluded causing the girl to nod.
"I wasn't sure if what had happened last night was real or not, so when Mike didn't show up, I got a little scared. It reminded me too much of what had happened to my friend Will back in middle school. Then I saw that portal and fucking clown earlier tonight I knew what I had seen wasn't a dream and that Mike had been taken," Y/N explained.
"So that's why you're trying to call your friends. You're hoping they can help," Eddie realized.
"Exactly," Y/N said.
"Well what did they say?" Richie asked. "Were you crying cause of them? Did they say something?" He was starting to get a little defensive of the girl and for a moment she was reminded of Steve Harrington, the boy who was practically her brother.
"No, they didn't say anything actually because they didn't answer. That's why you found me crying—because I was so stressed about not knowing what to do," Y/N explained.
Eddie and Richie frowned, but they didn't get a chance to respond because there was a knock on the door. The trio turned to see Bill standing in the doorway, concern in his eyes as they flickered over the three before landing on Y/N.
"E-E-Everything okay?" Bill asked, although he was really asking to see if Y/N was alright.
"Not really," Y/N admitted. "No one's answering my calls."
Bill frowned and looked to the ground for a moment before looking back up at the girl. "W-W-Wait, today's M-M-Monday, right?" He asked.
"Yeah," Y/N replied, her eyebrows furrowing in confusion. "Why is that-?" A loud gasp escaped her lips as a lightbulb went off in her head. "Billy boy, you are a genius!"
"What's so fucking special about Monday?" Richie asked as Y/N sped by the boys and out the door, but not before stopping to kiss Bill's cheek in a thank you.
Bill instantly turned red in the face and blinked a few times to get out of his daze before looking over at his friends. "S-S-Since it's Monday, Y-Y-Y/N has another way of c-c-contacting her f-f-friends," Bill explained. "However. . ." He trailed off and looked to the ground as he realized what everyone was going to have to do in order for her to be able to contact the her friends in Hawkins.
"I'm lost," Eddie muttered.
"M-M-Monday is the day Y/N t-t-talks to Dustin," Bill explained. "B-B-But she doesn't exactly c-c-communicate with him over the ph-ph-phone."
"What does she do? Write a letter?" Richie asked sarcastically. Bill just gave the boys a small almost apologetic smile.
"Y-Y-You'll see."
- - -
"You've got to be shitting me," Richie muttered as he stared up at the huge hills in front of them, the rest of the Losers all looking at the view in front of them with wide eyes as they realized they would have to climb it.
Bill and Y/N glanced at each other, both of them knowing how tired their friends would be by the time they reached the top. Y/N often hiked the small mountain, knowing it was easiest to reach her friend from up there, and Bill had even joined her on a few occasions so they both knew how difficult it was and just how much complaining to expect.
"Oh, it's not that bad," Y/N assured them as she tried to keep her voice as optimistic sounding as possible so that the Losers wouldn't give up hope.
"Y-Y-Y/N's right. We w-w-walk it all the t-t-time," Bill said.
The Losers all glanced at each other and Beverly sighed before nodding her head. "Then lets get going. This might take a while," she sighed.
Y/N sent the girl a thankful smile which Beverly returned. "Come on guys," Y/N said as she turned, tightened the straps of her huge backpack, and began to hike up the mountain. Bill quickly followed after her and Beverly began hiking only a few seconds after them.
It was no surprise that Ben went next as he hurried to catch up to Beverly. That left Stan, Richie, and Eddie. "I'm going to have a fucking asthma attack," Eddie muttered with a shake of his head as he took a puff of his inhaler and began to climb after the four.
"I can't believe we are doing this," Stan whispered to Richie, turning his head to look at the boy.
"Me either," Richie said as he looked up at the hills one last time. He took in a deep breath before slapping Stan on the back. "Come on, Stan the Man. Let's start moving or we'll never get up this fucking mountain."
Stan nodded and reluctantly began to walk up the hill with Richie by his side. "I mean, it can't be that bad," Stan pointed out before he glanced over at his friend. "Right?"
- - -
"I'm dying," Richie cried out as he plopped down on the ground on the top of the hill, his breathing fast and shallow. "I think I'm developing asthma cause my lungs fucking hurt. I can't breathe. I'm going to die."
"Shut the hell up," Eddie muttered with a roll of his eyes as he lightly kicked the boy who had laid on the ground by his feet. In Eddie's defense, Richie has been the one to lay there and he was being a bit of a prick.
Richie sent a glare in his friend's direction before reluctantly pulling himself up and turning to see everyone — except for him and Eddie — was watching Y/N as she rummaged through her bag and began to pull out equipment.
"What the hell is that?" Richie asked as he pulled himself up onto his feet. He walked over to where Y/N was, Eddie right behind him, before he scrunched up his nose in disgust and said, "Is that a fucking radio?"
"Yep," Y/N replied, not fazed by the person that was Richie Tozier.
"No offense, Y/N, but how is that supposed to help us?" Stan inquired.
"Yeah, didn't you tell us before that Hawkins is like a little less than a day's car ride away?" Ben questioned, everyone's eyes falling on the girl.
"Well, for starters, this radio is unlike any radio you have ever seen. Not only did I make it myself, but there are only two like it, one of them being this one while the other belongs to my friend Dustin who helped me make the radios. We made them one summer at science camp and they help with long-range communication," Y/N explained.
"So why did we climb this hill?" Eddie asked.
"Because the higher up we are, the better signal we will have," Y/N replied.
"What if Dustin doesn't have his radio on?" Beverly asked.
"That's where the whole it being a Monday thing comes into play. Dustin and I usually try and talk on the radios every Monday if we can. It's the only time I can really talk to my friends without any interruptions. And since it's a Monday, Dustin should be on. However, since we were at the Well House and the back at my house trying to call everyone, I missed the usual time we talk. So right now we are going on pure hope that Dustin is still there," Y/N told them.
"We're going off hope? Hope?" Richie asked, his eyes wide as he looked at his friends as if to confirm that they thought this idea was crazy as well. However, none of them seemed to agree with the boy. Richie rolled his eyes and let out a sigh, "This is fucking stupid."
"You know who else said that? Your mom when she gave birth to you," Y/N retorted before she proceeded to pretend to be the boy and let out a holler as she held a hand out to Eddie. Eddie snickered and high fived the girl while Richie frowned.
He could tell this was going to be a long night.
- - -
The night turned out to be just as long for the Losers as Richie has predicted, each of them so tired that their eyes struggled to stay open. The only thing keeping them awake was their fear for Mike and the sound of Y/N desperately talking into the radio and repeating every five minutes, "Guys? Dustin? This is Y/N. Does anyone copy? I've got a code red situation. I repeat, a code red situation. Over."
Besides Y/N, Bill was the only other person fully awake, both him and Y/N talking about nonsense as they kept each other awake and awaited a response. The others had all walked a little ways away to lay on the mountain-like hill as they talked, leaving Bill and Y/N by themselves.
This led to the two taking about anything they could think of, even going as far as for Y/N to open up to Bill about what had happened the previous night with It and the demogorgon. Bill had been a little upset that she hadn't told him, but understood seeing as she hadn't wanted to cause a panic when not knowing if what had happened was real or not.
But as the time drug on, the two slowly began to grow tired. Before they knew it, Y/N had found herself leaning against Bill and was struggling to keep her eyes open while Bill was resting his head on top of the girl's with an arm wrapped around her and his eyes closed.
Y/N let out a small sigh and spoke into her radio as she let out a tired yawn, "Guys? This is Y/N. . .again. Does anyone copy? This is a code red situation. I repeat, a code red situation. Over."
Just like the other times, she got no response. Y/N huffed and tried again, "This is Y/N. I have a code red situation. I repeat, a code red situation. Is anyone there? Over."
A groan escaped Richie's lips as he looked at the watch on his wrist to see that it was eleven o'clock. "That's it!" He exclaimed as he got up onto his feet, his sudden actions and booming voice startling everyone awake including Eddie who gave Richie a deathly glare.
Bill jumped from beside Y/N and his eyes shot open before he looked down to see just how close he had gotten to the girl while he was asleep. The two blushed slightly and sat up straighter before looking over at Richie.
"This is ridiculous!" Richie yelled. "They obviously aren't going to answer, so why are we wasting time when we could be using it to help Mike?"
The Losers didn't respond, each of them looking down as they realized Richie was right. Y/N, however, shook her head. "You don't get it, Richie," Y/N began, but the boy was quick to shake his head and cut her off.
"No, you don't get it, Y/N! That fucking clown has our friend and the longer It has him, the less likely it is that Mike is even alive!" Richie yelled.
Y/N frowned and got up onto her feet. "You think I don't know that? You have no idea what I've been through, Richie! The Upside Down is not something you want to fuck around with and I'm sure It is not any better!" she argued.
Richie let out a groan of disbelief. "You're seriously still going on about this? You know what, we shouldn't even be arguing right now. We need to save Mike because it's our job as his fucking friends to help him!" Richie yelled.
Y/N was seething at the point, the anger and fear coursing through her body only making her think irrationally. She opened her mouth to yell at her friend, but she felt someone lightly grab her wrist and tug on it.
The girl spun around and instantly softened at the sight of Bill. He gave her a small sad smile before whispering, "Y/N, Richie's right. I'm sorry, but we need to help Mike."
She hesitated at that, her eyes flickering over all of her friends as she realized they all agreed with Richie, that the longer they waited, the more harm that would come to Mike.
A small sigh escaped the girl's mouth and she gently pulled her arm away from Bill before hugging her body. She was just abut to open her mouth and give up when the sound of static filled the air. Y/N instantly turned at that, her eyes landing on her radio as a voice began to fill the air.
"Y/N? This is Dustin. Did I hear you say a code red situation? Over."
Y/N didn't know whether she wanted to cry or yell out in joy, so the sound that escaped her lips was a mix between a squeal and a sob. She rushed over to the radio and quickly picked up the com before pressing a button and spewing out at a hundred words a second, "Dustin! Oh boy, am I glad to hear you! Sorry for not being on earlier. I was a little busy. Yes, this is a code red situation. I repeat, a code red situation! I need you and the gang to get to Derry as quick as possible. Over."
There was a moment of static before Dustin said, "You're messing with me, right? You want us to go to Maine? That's at least a seventeen hour drive! Are you crazy? Over."
Y/N groaned in frustration while the Losers all watched her. "Dustin, listen to me. I wouldn't ask this of you all if I wasn't serious. Over," she insisted.
"Give me one good reason why we should come down there. Over," Dustin said.
The girl paused, her eyes flickering up at the look at the Losers who had all crowded around her before she glanced down and whispered, "They're back."
There was a long silence before Dustin's voice came through sounding both scared and confused, "What?"
"You heard what I said!" Y/N said as she raised her voice. "They're back and now my friend is missing just like what happened to Will all those years ago. I need you guys to come to Maine. Do whatever it takes to get here. Have Nancy or Jonathan or even Steve pile you all in a car and drive you here cause this is unlike anything we have ever seen, Dustin. And I can't. . .we can't do it without you guys. Over."
"Whose we? Over," Dustin said.
Y/N glanced over at her friends and they all looked at her expectantly. "You'll see," Y/N said into her com. "Does this mean you'll get the Party to come or what? Over."
There was a long silence, one that had Y/N practically rocking back and forth anxiously. Then the familiar sound of static filled the air before Dustin said, "Copy that."
Both Y/N and the rest of the Losers all let out a collective sigh of relief. "Hold tight and try and get as much information as you can about what's going on without getting into too much trouble. We're on our way. Over," Dustin said.
"Thank God," Y/N sighed. "See you soon. Over."
"Be careful, Y/N."
"You too, Dustin."
The connection went dead not even a second later and Y/N turned off the radio before turning to look at the Losers who were all watching her in silence. She pulled herself up onto her feet and gave them all a small determined nod, "Now let's go find Mike."
- - -
Loud knocking on his apartment door was not what Steve Harrington wanted to wake up to. Opening the door to see that the knocking belonged to none other than the little shit heads that he had someone frown to care about — he was still unsure how that had happened — well that was when he realized that was even worse than having to wake up when someone else was knocking.
Steve yawned and rubbed his eyes before leaning up against the doorway, his eyes squinting as he looked at the faces of Dustin Henderson, Mike Wheeler, Eleven Hopper, Will Byers, Lucas Sinclair and Max Mayfield.
"You better be here selling Girl Scout cookies or I'm going to shut the door in your face," Steve warned.
"We're not here selling-" Steve didn't even let Lucas finish his sentence before he had slammed the door in the kids' faces. He let out a yawn and turned to walk away when the knocking suddenly came back, only this time more persistent than before.
Steve let out a small groan before opening the door and looking to the seventeen year olds in annoyance. "What could you possibly want at-" Steve paused to glance at the clock on his wall and let out a groan, "-one in the morning? You do realize you have school tomorrow and I have work, right?"
"School and work can wait," Max insisted. "This is more important."
"If it's not Girl Scout cookies then I don't know how it can be any more important than that," Steve sighed as he yawned again.
"It's Y/N," Dustin said, that simple sentence causing the older boy to freeze mid-yawn. Steve let his eyes flicker over to the boy and the look he gave him was one that told him to continue.
Dustin took in a deep breath before beginning his small speech that he had already given to the other members of the Party, "So I was supposed to have my normal conversation with Y/N like I usually do on Monday's, right? Well she wasn't there when I got on tonight which I thought was really weird so I changed frequencies and talked to Susie for a bit before going back to talk to Y/N. When I changed frequencies, Y/N was back on and talking about a code red situation. So basically, she really needs our help because the Upside Down is back and her friend has been taken. She needs us to drive to Derry, Maine like as quick as we can."
"Maine?" Steve asked his eyes wide. "That's like a seventeen hour drive at least!"
"That's what I said! But she really needs us, Steve. All of us," Dustin told him. "Jonathan and Nancy already can't come and Robin is out of town, so you're our last person we decided to come and recruit before we end up driving ourselves all the way to Maine."
"Listen, Dustin, I've got work and-"
"It's Y/N," Dustin said, his voice raising slightly in anger. "Our best friend. She's done anything and everything that she could for us and right now, she needs us to return the favor. Don't act like you aren't sure if you can come because I'm calling bullshit! the two of you were closer than anyone else! You are practically family! She needs you, Steve! So stop being an asshole, go put some clothes on, and get in the fucking car!"
Steve blinked in surprise at Dustin's little outburst before relaxing slightly and nodding. Dustin was right. Y/N needed him. The boy let out a small sigh and turned to walk back into his apartment.
"I'll get the bat."
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My Top Posts in 2021
#5
This is me, screaming at you, trying to tell that you are beautiful and brave. And if anyone tells you differently, well they are so wrong! you're loved and mattered for how you are! I hope you know that and I mostly hope that you start to believe that. *BIG HUGS AND KISSES*💖
This is me, whispering to you, letting you know I heard you even if I forget it sometimes. Thank you, darling.
3 notes • Posted 2021-06-19 21:41:02 GMT
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Does anyone else get therapy hungover? You know the feeling. It's after a session and your brain is numb but your thoughts are heavy and racing. You are questioning everything you've ever done and said and felt. You're unsure of what to do next and are probably worried your therapist didn't really get the point you were trying to make. You feel like crying, and you probably are (or were, or will be soon). And life kinda sucks, but at the same time you've gained some clarity. So really it's just life sucking in a different way.
Anyway. It's been an hour since my session ended. It was one of those in which you just bawl your eyes out because the world is confusing, people are difficult and you've got no clue how to be a person anymore. Now I'm supposed to just get back to taking care of life. Do the things that are expected of me , as if my brain weren't sluggish and my thoughts jumbled up. As if my eyes weren't warm and itchy from crying and I hadn't gone through half a packet of tissues blowing my nose. As if I hadn't seen the look on my therapist's face when his mask crumbled and worry seeped through the cracks.
So, before I go back to the chemistry assignment that's due tonight, I need to know.
Do you also get hungover after a session?
5 notes • Posted 2021-05-28 18:56:17 GMT
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Hi, we're the Rook and the Rokh.
They/them he/them. |19|. Bisexual.
PMs always open.
Feel free to contact us if you're bored or need a friend.
Don't hesitate to contact us if you're having a tough time.
PLEASE contact us if you need to talk.
Student, teacher, stressed and bored.
Edit: my b-day happened, so I changed my age thingy
5 notes • Posted 2021-04-08 15:00:28 GMT
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Guuuuuuuuys!!!!! Eddie's hair in the new S5 trailer!!! So cute!! Can't wait for the premiere.
15 notes • Posted 2021-08-27 02:56:47 GMT
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Chapters: 3/3 Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Characters: Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley, Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Ana Flores (9-1-1 TV), Josephina "Pepa" Diaz, Carla Price Additional Tags: POV Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure, Christopher Diaz Saves the Day (9-1-1 TV), Anti-Ana Flores, Getting Together, Mutual Pining, Light Angst, Eddie Diaz is a Wonderful Father, Soft Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Summary:
In which Christopher Diaz cannot understand why his father would want to date his former teacher when Evan Buckley is right there.
Some time ago, I saw a post about how we don't usually find fics about Chris and how he deals with his CP, how it's usually just fics highlighting Eddie's prowess as a parent instead. So, here. A Chris - centric Buddie fic By @woodchoc-magnum
16 notes • Posted 2021-07-29 19:18:52 GMT
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