#was it better to revive her as soon as possible versus waiting for that potential g-d awful event of his son trying to revive her using

[teja-has-puppet-autism]

thinking a whole lot about sohma and his wife

thinking about how she was resurrected to prevent their son from doing shit he would regret (in terms of necromancy)

not all spells can be tweaked the same as your evocation, mohammed.

thinking about the grief of being pulled from a paradise back into mortality.

not a day has gone by, and yet years have passed. the children you knew as infants and toddlers are in school and all grown up.

you've missed their most formative years and you'll never get that back.

your oldest, the only one that has that faint memory of you, has idolized and mourned you for nearly a decade. never being fully okay. and now what? will you hold up to this image she has of you? this woman you could have been? this mother you could have been?

your son has tattoos in memorium of you. you were his drive to further his magical knowledge, you were the path he was taking. and now what? will he change his path? will he change at all?

your youngest knew nothing of you. she only knew you by the pain she saw in others from your being gone. and yet she is the happiest of them all. will she see you as her mother? will she understand that you are that same woman that her father has cried over so many times? that he talked about feeling guilty over not protecting in hushed whispers while she should have been asleep? will she accept you as you are?

sarali, will you ever know peace again in life like you were given in death?

sohma will you ever be able to move passed the guilt of not only 'failing' her in the first place but now bringing her back and opening a new flood of new pain and new grief?

was this the best path?