#was also stimmin like crazy yesterday cus

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i just realized you don't really draw sp patrick lol he looks soooo different

i have SOOOOO many thoughts and feelings about soul punk and it makes me go crazyyy and i have tried so many times to capture how i feel about it via art and AAA like. like its so. That whole era is like,,, vibrantly sad to me. Like we all viewed him as this dazzling eccentric confident guy but like, man i feel like he was really sad :(. And I think soul punks music reflects that aswell. Like if you do a light listen it’s fun and loud and upbeat music, but the lyrics are all so… hopeless and hurt and SAD ( to me ). Like with run dry, its a fun very danceable song. but if you listen like,,, its kinda sad and about someone struggling with alcoholism ( ik he doesnt write about himself and it could be some meta commentary on like the glamorization of alcohol in media/music but still it is SAD to ME!) I feel like that era was him really masking his pain. Coverin him in dazzling neon yellows to distract from those cold lonely blues That came across kinda negative Soul Punk is like my fav album ever the sounds in it make me stim like CRAYZEE i am in my room like dis