#was actually a fishing GENITAL WARR
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At goodbye here we are.
stress and confusion
rarely able relationship
lol
i wish time worked
this is happening actually
thanks
goodbye
#totally relatable girl moment where your paranoia convinced you that the person you were dating molested your cat#and due to the nature of your illness you end up trapped inbetween two parallel worlds#but your own past makes in impossible to consider the relationship if so many parts of you believe that terrible thing#and that would be it except five days into ignoring them you realize that the white bump you had on ur fucking dick since you were 4#was actually a fishing GENITAL WARR#and you GAVE THEM ONE. then you had TWO. then you had NONE.#and its like you knew it was there but you didn't know what it was#and even when an alter was like 'i think that's an std from when we were four'#your like 'acknowledging that is going to fucking kill me and make my world view shatter more than it already has'#but you should've just f fucking#idk like AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#i cried about this for a fucking week before i could even talk about it#and now im not talking to this person anymore AND i fucking changed their life negatively fir fucking ever and#im fucking SOILED like i already felt broken and like a fucking freak#and now im .#and then on top of that i had that one way for like... over a decade??? almost two decades??? why did my body not fight it off until i got#another one?? i have a feeling that's not... ideal#BUT IF I GO TO THE DOCTOR#I HAVE TO PAY#AND TELL MY MOTHER#AND MY MOTHER IS EVIL#BUT NOT THAT EVIL LIKE SHE'LL STILL PAY#SO ITS FINE LIKE#AND I ALSO WANT TO PAY FOR THIS PERSONS TEST BUT IDK IF I SHOULD DO THAT FIRST OR#AFTER MY OWN TEST#*sam winchester in changing channels voice: i have genital warts'#pretending this is normal and moving on its so weird now that the og is gone now like. literally it just always hurt there#theres like scare tissue under it so idk if like. i tried to remove it at some point or what#or maybe it's not scar tissue?#anyways. so i have to like. go to planned parents hood and get a papsmear and a test done!
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