#wanted to write something up today but my brain is fried from class tbh
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Pentagon as Students
trying something new today! i hope you enjoy it, i had a lot of fun writing this:)
~based on the different kinds of people i’ve witnessed at my high school~
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JINHO
- that one kid that actually has their shit together
- though on the inside he’s in a constant state of panic
- knows (and meets) all the deadlines and works when he’s supposed to
- but he’s secretly watching his classmates goof around at the same time
- hands in perfect projects, does well on tests, gets good grades,,, others are jealous of him
- probably had the homework done 3 days before it was assigned tbh
- teachers love to have him in their class
- and it’s totally not because they sometimes rely on him to help keep track of important dates
- when he does make a mistake though, he’ll get clowned for it for the rest of the year
- but that’s just cause people are happy he’s not good at EVERYTHING
- and even though he seems like a teacher’s pet, he always does his class a solid and never reminds the teacher of the homework they had
- makes good study notes and people end up leeching off of him cause he can’t say no
- never brings food to class but always steals some from others
- so if your bag of chips is suddenly empty, you know why
- was a bus monitor when he was in elementary school and is still damn proud of it, mentions it whenever he has the opportunity to
- people know him, but he doesn’t know them so he’s always like ??? when random people keep on saying hi to him
HUI
- loud. what else can i say?
- raises his hand at almost everything just to ask the teacher a lot of questionable things
- but once in a while he comes up with a really good question that shocks everyone so we take our chances and listen to him
- doesn’t sit on his seat properly but that’s ok because honestly who does?
- he falls off the chair every other day though, so some teachers are concerned of this habit of his
- delivers some of the BEST presentations
- like the kinds of presentations that are good because everyone is excited to see what that person has to offer this time
- when the teacher walks in, he’s that one kid who asks them how they’ve been so that he can delay class
- likes to make conversations with the teacher on unrelated topics when he���s supposed to be working
- always manages to get the teacher really involved in their conversation though, so they don’t even notice that he’s not working
- is distracted like 70% of the time but tries his best
- hands his work in at the absolute last minute
- like if it’s due at midnight, it’s coming in at 11:59 pm
- can be found in almost every single club and no one knows how he manages to do it
HONGSEOK
- we already know that he’s the sporty kid like that’s a given
- is a part of pretty much all the school teams so he’s constantly leaving class to go to tournaments and whatnot
- teachers are so used to him being absent that sometimes they forget he’s even in their class
- the one who offers to carry things whenever the teacher says they need help
- holds the door open to look cool
- he’s never seen studying but he always comes out of tests with a pretty decent grade
- no one knows if it’s actually because he’s big brained or if it’s because he’s really lucky
- sleeps during first period, eats his lunch during the period right after lunchtime
- defends his actions with the fact that he’s busy with his clubs but he was probably just walking around school doing random shit during lunchtime
- the kind of person who would jump to tap the ceiling or the top of a doorframe just to “casually” flex
- doesn’t change out of his sport clothes half the time to once again, “casually” flex
- everyone in the school knows him for a very wide range of reasons
E’DAWN
- the quiet yet loud kid
- would just sit there (not doing his work) being an unbothered king for most of the time
- but when it’s his time to shine oH boy
- everyone has to brace themselves cause they know they’re in for a hell of a ride
- no one knows what to expect when it comes to his presentations
- one time it ended up with Hui duct taped to the wall along with five broken chairs and an angry janitor
- shouts randomly along with hui
- would say some of the oddest things when the teacher asks a question
- on his phone listening to music for the entirety of class, the headphones never come out, even if you’re talking to him
- when the teacher walks by he always has to rush to close/switch his tabs
- is a boss at that move though, and the teachers never suspect him
- asks to go to the bathroom but just takes a walk around the school instead
- makes a funny face every time he passes by a class with his friends in it
- if you walk down the halls during lunch, you might find him sleeping in a little hiding spot in the hallways
- if not, he’s probably running around outside creating a scene
SHINWON
- known for being the embodiment of chaos in classrooms, so classes are always 10x better when he’s in it
- borrows notes from jinho the most
- will copy your homework in the morning if he didn’t do it the night before
- and will proceed to get a higher mark than you, despite writing the exact same thing
- he actually does his work and hands in it on time for the most part, but no one seems to pay attention to that fact
- sits with his chair facing the opposite way if you can imagine what i’m getting at here lol
- really good at sneaking snacks into class but he always chews too loudly so all his efforts end up going to waste when the teacher finds out
- takes long bathroom breaks and no one knows what he’s even doing in there, or if he even went to the bathroom in the first place
- he’s always seen with delivered take out during lunch and people get jealous cause they want to eat fast food too
- has to fend off the hoard of kids that come his way and is pretty good at it by now
- cause he has to save the fries for when he needs to bribe jinho for notes again
- the one that keeps on standing up during class and walking around to bother people
- like he literally just stands up at random times and walks up to someone on the other side of the room and strikes a conversation that’s completely unrelated to the class
- no one knows what motivates him to do that and he just keeps on standing up no matter how many times he’s sent back to his seat
YEO ONE
- minds his own business, is in his own world
- watches the others along with jinho and tries to not be involved in their shenanigans
- always ends up involved in their shenanigans
- is oddly chaotic, new people would be shocked when they see how chaotic he could be, but everyone else is used to it by now
- has a fat crush that his whole friend group knows about
- and now they all feel obligated to get them together so they’re always nagging him
- on that note, a bunch of people fall for him but he’s just too oblivious to notice
- i know this is oddly specific but he actually washes his hands for the correct length of time
- student body president because everyone loves him, does his job very well
- especially with school spirit !! participates fully in those, and tries his best to convince others to join in as well
- buys food from the cafeteria religiously even though the food’s a little subpar
- “i need to support this school in every way i can”
- has a part time job, people strive to be hardworking like him
- honestly this guy’s pretty neutral, he just exists and makes the world better with his presence it’s as simple as that:)
YANAN
- corner seat kind of guy, so that he can sneak in naps and just be hidden in general
- doesn’t speak unless called on
- listens to EVERY single thing being said around him, so he’s loaded with gossip
- has blackmail, will use it
- like he films people when they’re presenting,,, what is he going to do with that video? we do not know
- always bringing his coat into class, no matter how bulky it is, and just doesn’t use his locker at all
- but he has all of his friends’ locker codes saved on his phone for some reason
- eats his lunch at the wrong time too, but unlike the others (who just go with a full 3 course meal during class), he scarfs it down within 10 seconds and moves on like nothing happened
- emits soft boy energy but people fear him
- class is always hyped when it’s his turn to go up to the board and no one really knows why, that’s just how it works
- maybe it’s because his personality and confidence just skYROCKETS and everyone loves seeing that side of him
- the whole class just hypes him up on a daily basis by now
- doesn’t share anything with the others no matter how much they beg, whether it’d be for notes, tools, or food
- “snitches get stitches, bitch”
- “you know that’s not the correct saying right?”
- “i said what i said.”
YUTO
- always takes the seat near the back
- not necessarily because he’s emo (though part of it is because he is emo) but also because he is a modest boy™
- tosses a ball back and forth with his friends in the locker bays during his free time, ultimately posing as a threat to the rest of the student body
- has almost hit a teacher by accident once with a baseball, but we overlook that event
- silently rages during every single competition (especially when he falls down the rankings in Kahoot!) but hides it well
- he holds the reputation as a student who does their work when they’re supposed to, but one time you walked by his laptop and he was watching anime so now you’re not so sure
- once thought that a project was due a week before the actual due date
- had a small breakdown but was able to get over it
- he had many other close calls though, so he relies on kino or jinho to keep him in check
- has all the school equipment you could possibly need with him at all times
- so people are constantly borrowing things from him
- do they give it back? usually
- but he will get salty and hold grudges with the people who supposedly “lost” his items
- or if they say, use his entire glue stick despite it being brand new when he gave it to them
- if you hear some music down the halls, it’s probably him playing the guitar
- fully reads the club posters on the wall so he’s one of the few people who are actually aware of what’s going on
KINO
- always keeping up with the new trends
- the “i’ll help you with your work! :)” kind of guy
- always answering questions in the group chat i don’t know what the others would do without him
- he gets sad if people don’t reply to his messages properly though
- the only person on jinho’s good list because he’s actually diligent with his work
- goes a full 200% on any project that has any artistic aspect in it, even if it doesn’t count for marks
- is the one who reminds others of the due dates so some people have a love-hate relationship with him
- somehow knows almost everyone in the school
- if you want to walk to class with him, you gotta be prepared to take like 50 stops along the way cause he’s gonna hug everyone he knows and strike a conversation with them
- is popular simply because everyone loves him
- you can find him dancing in the hallway occasionally, probably making tiktoks
- decorates his friends’ lockers on their birthday with pictures of them
- the kid that offers to help the teacher complete tasks almost 100% of the time
- volunteers at the other school nearby to help take care of the little children
- always supporting club events
WOOSEOK
- puts memes in his slideshows (and is very good at finding the perfect meme for every occasion)
- plays games on his phone when the teacher’s talking, somehow doesn’t get called on
- instead like, yuto gets called on for searching something up on his phone
- the kid who constantly yells out random answers (or just yells in general) during Kahoot! to mess other people up
- the kind of student who casually looks over at the person beside him during a test
- defends himself by saying that he just wanted to see how far they were on the test
- has a tough time during locker clean out because there were just too many things in there
- at one point there was an ant infestation after he accidentally left his lunch there overnight, but he took care of that quietly and doesn’t mention it ever again
- asks obvious questions into the group chat and tries to argue his point only to figure out where he went wrong after reflecting on his messages
- random shouter number 3
- him, hui, and e’dawn can sometimes be seen after school trying to summon their very late school bus with their screams
- it never worked though, unfortunately
- runs a business where people pay him to go to the store nearby and buy snacks for them
- he actually makes quite a bit from it
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quick disclaimer: ofc i think the boys would've been good students at school so this is just something written based on the chaotic energy i’ve watched them emit throughout my time stanning them:) this is just for entertainment purposes!
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bi-weekly update
it sure has been a wild time here and tbh I had enough to do one of these last week and just. didn’t?? for some reason?? anyway
listening: the Promare soundtrack went on sp*tify recently so I’ve been on Promare soundtrack lockdown over here. I know Kakusei is the iconic Promare song but Inferno (the opening song) always makes me tear up??? love to experience emotions about a movie in a reasonable and normal way. so anyway my standout track from the OST is Piromare because I am so very not immune to sad soft piano renditions of a motif that is usually triumphant/cheerful/etc
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reading: I have, for once, read a bunch of books. I got a giftcard to my favorite local indie bookshop for Christmas and finally got around to using it to buy two books I’d been looking forward to, Dowry of Blood by S.T. Gibson (bi polyam Dracula retelling, kind of) and Winter’s Orbit by Everina Maxwell (gay arranged marriage space opera)
Dowry of Blood was very satisfying to me, someone who has lots of opinions about how vampires ought to be sexy and also terrifying, and I really enjoyed this specific take on vampire lore. also the formatting/pagination was really really cool and reminded me more of poetry books than prose usually does. for the first couple of pages there’s only text on one side of the page and then there’s one line on the back of a page and it hits really hard. extremely good and cool printing choices. would def recommend, but it is also explicitly an exploration of getting into and then out of an abusive relationship so. warnings for that in addition to the murder/blood warnings
also look at how sick this cover is (by Marlowe Lune, an artist whose work I really like in general)
I previously read Winter’s Orbit when it was on ao3 as an original work (called Course of Honour) and it was really cool to read a familiar story that I uh. read several times on ao3 but with added layers, because the author added a bunch of worldbuilding and an entire overarching higher-stakes political plot. I really really liked the added worldbuilding, and for the most part I enjoyed the new plot stuff, though at times I felt like it distracted from what I liked the most about the original, and there was one specific scene that was taken out that I was disappointed about. fave thing about the worldbuilding is when something is referred to by normal familiar words (like pigeons or bears) and then the actual thing is like, a fucking dinosaur that only vaguely resembles the word that’s used for it. very fun
also slightly mixed feelings about the framing of empire in the book, since there is some discussion about the consequences of imperialism and the resolution of the plot involves getting more rights and political sway for colonized planets. but the majority of the plot is about preserving an unjust status quo, and the representative of one of the colonized planets is working for the interests of the empire so that they can appear unified in the face of a larger-scale potential threat, which I’m not sure I love. and I also didn’t really care for the way the resistance movement (whenever it came up, which wasn’t often) was portrayed. so. on one hand yes there is a message of ‘empire bad and we should maybe try to be less Like That’ but on the other hand sometimes it did feel like the imperialism was an under-examined backdrop for a romance. like don’t get me wrong, I love the romance, I love the characters, it’s just that some of the politics didn’t quite do it for me and I think I just wanted More of things that just. weren’t the focus of the story
warnings for discussions of abusive relationships in this one, except this time it’s backstory for one of the characters, not something that’s present in the central relationship. and for all of the things that I wasn’t quite satisfied with, the parts of the book that are about like, learning how to be a person again after being in a situation where you’re not allowed to be yourself are still very well-handled and hit me real hard.
I also read a whole bunch of KJ Charles because sometimes all my brain can handle is marathoning romance novels, but I’m not gonna talk about all of them because this is already long enough (have not read the new one that came out today yet though that’s what I’m gonna do after this)
watching: Supernatural season 13 is incredibly boring and bad in ways that aren’t interesting or fun to talk about so I haven’t watched any recently. I did watch the first episode of Lupin, and really enjoyed it! will definitely watch more, though slowly because it takes too much of my brain to marathon it, partially because I know just enough French to almost not need the subtitles but having to read and also automatically trying to translate as I’m listening takes more brain energy. love a good heist though, and it has some good social commentary on race and class and crime
also the main character is very good. fucking superb you funky gentleman thief
playing: still making my way through the last mission of Knife of Dunwall. I made a bunch of progress since I whined at my friend about how hard it was and they told me to just stay in the building that has places to hide (the one you have to make your way through as Corvo, so I already know the layout, which helps lol) instead of the one that’s falling apart with nowhere to hide. who would have thought.
have also watched my roommate play lots of games and have thoughts on those too. Final Fantasy games (or at least the ones I’ve seen anything from, which is 7, 14, and 15) really appeal to me on a character/aesthetic/plot level but the gameplay looks like it would be bad for my brain. and yes all of those have very different gameplay but they would all be not fun for me in different ways. my roommate showed me like an hour of cutscenes from 14 last night that was basically a movie of tropes I love but holy shit I could never play a game where I have to wait for other people to be ready to also play the same part of the game before I can advance the plot
they’ve also been playing Persona 5 Scramble/Strikers (I don’t know which one the S stands for and at this point I’m too afraid to ask), which I do intend to play myself some day. it’s a sequel to Persona 5 with the same characters and damn they really nailed the feeling of seeing your friends again after not seeing them for a while, both in terms of. I care about these characters and am happy to see them again and also, they haven’t seen the protagonist in a while and they’re so happy he’s back and it makes me very soft. would love to reunite with friends whom I haven’t seen in a while
making: haven’t worked on cosplay but we did make some very tasty tortellini soup last weekend, and then last night we made fish & chips which was a lot easier than I was expecting and turned out pretty well? we just used frozen fries instead of like. frying them ourselves but we did make some very tasty lemon-garlic green beans
writing: well. I have a couple of things I’ve been noodling away at for a bit, and then a couple days ago I had a little bit of a breakdown and wrote 3000 words of angst in one sitting for an entire different new fic (Persona boys having a miserable time), and then yesterday decided to get in on a thing in The Untamed fandom of people writing short ““boring”“ domestic oneshots, and I love domesticity so I wrote one, which various reviewers have called “very sweet” and “a callout post” (it is both of those things)
I’m also organizing an event for P5 trans content because someone was shitty to one of my roommates over a trans headcanon and I got so pissed off that I’m running a prompt week now. love to have reasonable emotional reactions to things that happen in my life. why would I think about my actual problems when I could get petty and spiteful over someone saying that a fictional character couldn’t possibly be trans
#this one is real long i'm sorry#contains pictures of food under the readmore#tuesday no problem extended universe#dreaming.txt
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Oh I see 😭😭 but that's so cool, you'll be a graduate by then!! Do you have a graduation party, or something like that? For when you graduate? Yes istg they have no chill whatsoever 😬 but I can't wait to go back and see my friends :) just the exam part that bothers me ugh.
you're right! And honestly, as long as you're enjoying yourself, it's worth every second. I wish you all the best, love.
you're right tho hhhh everyone is different 😣😣 what works for one may not work for another, but I think if you're earnest about it, no one is going to think you're a bad teacher. That'd be great. Tips on how to deal with people, and teach, right? If only there were classes on that xD
you're cuter than koalas tho💖💖💖🐨 and oh yes. I've taken to finding it on Twitter but it hasn't popped up. I hope it does.
Headbutt? He's so flustered ekdhwkkssk 😭😭😭💖 cute.
Omigosh yesss that's another thing you like. I can't believe I didn't write that alongside cheese haha >.< but ugh instant ramen is just wonderful. It's so spicy, but so wonderful!!
awww understandable. I low-key feel like skipping school on the days when I don't eat. But gotta go nonetheless. Or Angel might kill me. 😭😭 If I don't come without telling her, she calls me at 6.50 in the morning to find out why. Gotta love friends like that skhdksks 😭😭 but yeah!! I googled it yesterday and that came up somewhere on Google? Wait a sec, let me copy paste it: It consists of meat, rice, and fried vegetables placed in a pot which is flipped upside down when served, hence the name maqluba, which translates literally as "upside-down."
yasss nice :D pls do!! And oh skjdskjsk 😭😭 I wish we had some in common but I'm literally in none of those fandoms grrrr I've always been so bad at video games +_+ my old fandoms were mostly books (like the whole Percy Jackson series, and everything the author had written), Harry Potter, the mortal instruments, etc. Hamilton (the musical), and of course, Voltron, She-Ra, and Avatar (the last airbender. Not the blue people xD). I wish you luck if you do plan on catching up with them!! That's what I'm doing now, so I'm taking a break from anime >.< And don't worry! I'm sure you'll be able to relive your childhood and buy those video games soon. It might be fun to play them, when you couldn't as a kid.
Aww that sounds lovely I hope you had fun!! What'd you have??
yes it was well deserved. I didn't get much done today but I'm well rested for tomorrow. (Finished the latest season of money heist too. It's so good ughhhh) have you been sleeping okay tho?
The meeting went okay. I met with the other tutors and we decided on dates and times for us to hold our sessions. Mine's on the 14th, in the afternoon, after lunch, and I'll have 1 and a half hours to teach however I wish. I'm racking my brains for a lesson plan now, because I've never tutored people my age xD so I hope it'll be alright. that sounds so cool! Anything with anonymity in it is fun, in my opinion. I hope your classmates come up with some real cool stuff :D
and ah, Cookie you have my heart 😭I love you too.
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Yeah we do!! Though this year will probably be a class only party, if we even get to have a party XD yeah, my friends are really the best thing to get out of school. I wouldnt have any otherwise😭
Yeah!!! I'd really just rather die if I went to work as a cashier, or a waiter... not because the jobs are bad but because I have to speak? Say something? AND memorize the prices ????? No thanks. I'd get fired after the first hour😭 hmm, what about you?? What's your hell-no job?
Yeah!!! Literally the most important thing. To be honest, when I explain something, I sound like Hinata. "You know, it goes like this and that, and them whewww and woah and yeahhh you know?"
Yeah, it hurt like a bitch but seeing his red-ass face was the best reward I've ever gotten XD he stuttered!!!! Once, but he did, and that's worth more than a thousand compliments I think
Heheheh, how could you not remember?💔 Slkwkfkskx just kidding xD I can also add something else, for example soup dumplings. I love them so much you know?? Very much
It's nice to have friends like that ngl😭😭 sadly I'm that friend xD others are soooo irresponsible its embarrassing
Ohhh I see!! Makes sense, haha~ thanks!! I really need to start doing proper research.
That's so cool, to be honest. I've never been much of a bookworm... probably because we never could afford books so I was never really interested... so embarrassing😭💔 I actually really want to catch up on all those because I've seen them everywhere, so yeah, hopefully, I will😩
I did!!! I had a cheese sandwich (not surprising), and a strawberry milkshake. It was nice^^
Yeah, I've been sleeping alright! A little more than usual, which made me kinda more dehydrated, so I gotta drink more water~
Ohhh, good luck!! That's so cool tbh, I hope it goes well!! I'm sure itll go well, you can do it<33 I hope so as well, no one has done anything yet so yeah xDDD
I hope your day is going great!!! I really love youu🤍🤍🤍
Edit: I forgot about this wjjdkwkdk
I did it😼
THIS IS THE WORST THING IVE EVER CREATED THIS IS SO CRINGEY AJDJJWJRJ!!!!
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alright so like one person liked it but im still gonna complain openly, this is gonna be rlly long cause i gotta put all that context
so i was sick for like a week and a half, and during that time i missed an entire essay in my english class, and the solutions my teachers came up w was “do it at lunch” i asked if i could take it home, they said no.i am barely surviving school as it is, i need time w my friends so i dont dissociate, and i need all that time bc i cant even get through the day now.
so i havent come in for lunch to work on it, and ive been lowkey anxious (ty anxiety meds) abt this essay since not doing it will drop my grade.
on monday the teacher brought up the fact that they were grading the essays, then she took us to her dance room to do a game thing??? in english?? but anyways, my fried wasnt there, i was in a different setting, and i just wasnt feeling the best that day.
this one guy was limping when we walked down to the dance room, and the teacher saw and let him sit out to the side and do nothing but listen the entire time. so we get into the room and she tells us all to go into pairs and i shuffle off to the back cause i Did Not Feel good, and the teacher called my (kinda) name and said she had a partner for me and i said i was good (this teacher knows i have anxiety) and she was rlly confused. she went to go get the door and when she passed me she asked what was happening, and i said i couldnt do the activity bc of my anxiety.
but instead of letting me sit off to the side like the guy w the hurt leg (who basically sleeps in class) she made me (the one who puts his hand up for almost every question) write a summary of the thing we working on.
so i did it, cause of course i did, and when class ended i handed it in, and i tried to ask her if i could take it home, but i was stressed from the situation and it just came up all jumbled, and the teacher looked at me as if i was crazy and said no, and told me to ask my other teacher.
so like, that freaked me out,so i decided i would go talk to a guidance counselor for help, and i did. he sent an email to the teachers and told me to check back in two days later, so a day passes and its today (thursday) and my guidance counselor finds me during art and tells me to meet him at lunch to talk to my teachers.
so lunch comes and we go to the room and im kinda nervous, then one teacher comes and she sits besides the guidance counselor, which makes me kinda unsettled, but the chair was there. and she asks me to start the conversation ans i say smthg like, “uhh i just kinda wanted to take my essay home, i know that if i could take it home i could do it in a night, but when i asked u i felt kinda crazy” and then the teacher told me that u cant just judge other ppls emotions and all that stuff thats been told to me a million times, i have anxiety sharon, i cant help it.
the other teacher comes, and she sits on the other side of the guidance counselor, and i feel way more uncomfortable, bc now in basically surrounded by them. and the other teacher comes and she tells me what wonderful work ive been doing, and she started to talk abt my anxiety, but in that way that teachers talk abt things they r teaching. “who told me that u had anxiety?...” “uhh, me?” “yes thats right” and she just talked abt that, then the other teacher jumped in and they started talking about the real problem
so she says “we arent mind readers, we cant tell whats going on in ur brain, u have to tell us.” i have told u brenda, ive asked both of u twice now. “and u didnt come and see us for a week after we offered time, then suddenly i bring up that we r marking essays and u want to do it” 1st its called i have memory problems linda, 2ndly ???? i didnt bring this up bc u mntioned it?? i dont even remember u bringing it up???
and throughout this my guidance counselor is quietly nodding along, and when the teachers go on long tangents, i dissociate.
they finely get to the real point which was basically, “we cant let u take the essay home, its school board policy” which??? they idnt need a meeting to say??? they couldve talked to me in class or send an email back??? instead of this??
so i can feel myself wanting to cry, but i hold it in, and one of the teachers leave and im just kinda left with the others. they basically say that i have to come in during lunch to do it (the guidance counselor agrees w the teacher here, even though he fully knows i cant) and that i just come in for half of lunch.
these teachers wanted me. to do,that.today. my teacher says “u can go out and eat w ur friends, destress, then come back so u can do work. i need to destress too.” she compared, my needs to be healthy in this school, as similar to her, nbeing less stressed at work,the kid who has severe anxiety.
she goes “is that ok?” and i take a deep breath and go “tbh, im rlly, rlly, rlly, rlly stressed right now” she asks me “why” and i tell her “because of this?” and the guidance conselour like, jumps into the convo and says something and i go “i think im gonna go home” and they ask,how, and i tell them im gonna text my gran and this fuckin guidance counsellour tells me “what abt ur friends?” and i say ill text the, he tries to convince me to stay and i say “im good.” bite my cheek to hold back my fucking tears and walk to the fucking door
so i start kind of crying there, and i text my gran to pick me up, i play some music o try and calm me down, and i tell my friend hat imgoing home, and wile im tryin to get this fucking message to send, the guidance counselour comes up and lenas againsr the door?? and?? doesnt say anytjhing??? so i start freaking out and i try to text my friend to come but the fucking message wont sendand he fucking calls my name an says “guess that didnt work” and i like nod and look weirdly at him, then he goes “could u come see me in my office?” and i say yeah, and then he goes “are u going home?” and i say yes agan, and he fuckind he fuckin asks if he can help.
no thanks, ive had enough of ur “help” teach
anyways he left and i had an awful day :^)
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