#walking home in the POURING RAIN BC MY TEACHER FORGOT I WAS GONNA TAKE A TEST AFTER SCHOOL | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

theofficialpeanutgallery · 6 years ago

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My parents: gosh look at that delinquent. *shakes their heads* so rebellious. I can’t believe her.

Me, suffering through multiple panic attacks a day for the past week, and having literal mental breakdowns bc I can’t handle things they’re forcing me to do:

#walking home in the POURING RAIN BC MY TEACHER FORGOT I WAS GONNA TAKE A TEST AFTER SCHOOL #SO OFC IT WAS MY FAULT #WATCHING ENDGAME THE SAME DAY EVEN THO I WAS NOT READY TO DO ANYTHING AT ALL #JUST YEETING ENDGAME IN MY FACE W/O WARNING #AND THEN OF COURSE GETTING MAD AT ME FOR HAVING A LITERAL MENTAL BREAKDOWN #lotsa reaction memes here pick your favorite #my dad just came down to talk disappointedly about #‘never swear at your mom again’#SHE SWORE AT ME FIRST STUPID DID SHE TELL YOU THAT #and my poor lil sis was like ‘why is dad mad at you?’#i told her i dont wanna talk about it #i have enough self-loathing as it is #i don’t need to add any more reasons i want to kill myself to the list #thanks for being ‘openminded and supportive about my mental disorders’ like you promised MOM #oh wait #YOU’RE NOT #my body also literally hurts everywhere for no reason and my dad’s like ‘you’re tough u got this’#k dad but i can only barely handle existing without doing ANYTHING #like #getting myself to eat is hard #breathing is hard as a general rule especially WHEN YOUR CHEST BURSTS INTO AGONY WITH EACH BREATH #DONT FORGET MY BACK OR MY THIGHS WHICH HURT WHEN I SHIFT A FRACTION OF A MILLIMETER #OR MY HEAD FROM MY CONSTANTLY CLENCHED JAWS #BUT NO IM NOT FUCKING STRESSED AT ALL #so in other news i SNAPPED yesterday and no longer care about anything ever #except ducktales lmao #and my bff #but like #living? i could do without it. it’s exhausting.#ignore this please. i just gotta rant about my FAILING MENTAL HEALTH

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