#wala feel ko lang mag shoot ng shot HAHAHAHA

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one dot iddm ko happy crush ko sa ig

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2/12

February

Month of love (lol bullshit)

Oh btw, me and duane talked again. Yun pala yung nangyare nung january. Pero its not that important naman so bale parang wala ding ganap nung january Gave it a shot na baka mabalik yung dati. Baka magkafeelings ako sakanya. Pero wala eh? I even ditched him on our supposed to be “valentines date” ang sama ko right :( he went to angeles from tarlac pero i ditched him. Tangina mo jeany. So ayon, suko na sya sakin friends. He deserves someone better. Not me. Kasi tbh up until now si jai padin gusto ko (what the fuck right) sige, deretsahan na sa mga posts ko dito. Wala ng paligoy ligoy pa. I still think of him and idk i still want him back pero not that much? Ewan parang bumalik nanaman kase eh.  (February 4)  Last day ng midterms, TG, planned na lalabas kami magbabarkada. Btw, TG is yung group of friends namen ng ex ko. Though di kami kumpleto nung lumabas, some of the members lang nakasama magsamgyup. I had fun naman tho. Pero after samgyup, tumawag ex ko sa friend ko saying nasa camalig daw sila, nagsshot. He’s with Ramil (friend din namin) Ako namang tong gumugusto, pumuntang camalig lol tanga moves. Wala, i just want to fucking see him. Yung iba kong friends, pumunta kina bert. Nagshot din sila. Hinihintay nila ako/kame don. So ayon, okay naman at cool nung andon ex ko. Tapos sabi niya di na daw sya makakasama kina bert. Kesyo ganto kesyo ganyan. Damn, ako lan wari pupunta mag isa kina bert? Mej late na din kasi yon. In the end, ayun sinamahan parin nya/nila ako lol. We didnt talked that much nung na kina bert kami. Makikita mo talagang wala na syang pake saken, wala ng feelings yet still ako... lol wtf right. So yon i went home na down af. Cried everything out lols.

(Feb 6) Damn, i exploded. Sinigawan ko mga kaibigan ko kasi punong puno nako sa mga nangyayare. I wasnt okay so i ditched my classes and sumugod ako sa kaibigan ko sa AUF. Gained new friends though. I immediately apologized naman sa mga college friends ko. Pero damn twas one hell of a day.

(Feb 7) I ditched my classes nanaman because wala ako mukhang ihaharap sa mga kaibigan ko dahil sa inact ko yesterday lol. Pero pumasok akong last subject.

(Feb 14) Haaaay valentines nanaman. Alone nanaman ako. Binigyan ako ng rose and sweet stuffs ng mga friends ko though. I apreciate them a lot <3 That moment nung pauwi nalang ako, makakasalubong ko pa ex ko with his girl? HAHAHAHA nakakapanglambot.

Lol so february consists of shootings, thesis making, pdpr preparations, dance practices and shits. Simula nung magfinals na, tinadtad na kami sa mga schoolworks and all. (Feb 26) I went out with jules (as friends nalang) we watched 50 shades together and nagSB. Lol eto lang ata nagustuhan kong  nangyari the whole month. Harowt