#wake up to searing hot pain. cant even find the ice packs to Help
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I want to not exist rn, quite frankly
#personal blabber#wake up to searing hot pain. cant even find the ice packs to Help#ibuprofen just dont cut it in these moments. i mean i guess it helped the back pain portion a bit but my whole left leg is still. ow#fr feels like somebody smashed my foot with a sledgehammer#i have not left the livingroom on the basis of. it really hurts to move#and here just yesterday i was like 'oh i should get into a regular schedule of drawing practice! i should do commissions!'#and then my body reminds me why i Dont regularly do that. i dont wanna draw rn. i barely got four hours of aleep and im crying.#absolutely writhing in pain. frustrated too. for a lot of reasons#i mean i have a doc appointment coming up to determine if im eligible for disability. but it'll still be a process and a half before#I'll be able to get help. and on days like this i wonder if I'll even survive to that point
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