#waiiiit omg that makes so much more SENSE

[sonatanotwo]

Well... I barely slept. 😂 Least I’ve got coffee... Gonna try to fumble out some words... (Spoilers ahoy!)

I didn’t quite expect the emotional roller coaster this has turned into... and not entirely cause of the episode itself. 😂 It’s feeling ever so bitter sweet... mostly in that experiencing something so emotional without a lot of the people that made up this sorta... fandom home? that it was to me. All the friends I love and care about. It’s... been feeling kinda lonely... Even though I’m not alone of course, but... yeah. It’s hard to explain. 😂 And then with this looking like the end (...though I kinda doubt ITV is gonna shelve the franchise for another 10+ years... least I sure hope not. That’d seem VERY dumb to me. But what will they do with it? That’s the real big question, ain’t it? XD I was a bit agape after attaching ‘Season’ to every time they spoke of ending that today they finally changed their tune and was like THE END. What the ever loving heck, ITV. Seriously. 😂 BUT I digress...) ...IDK if any of that feeling will ever come back now. Shit changes... god, do I ever know it does... but I guess... I just wasn’t ready for it yet. ;A;

...And boy is my body telling me that. 😂 Anxiety is such an asshole.

ANYHOO.

SO.

This ep.

As I mentioned when I gif’d it (opening my gif making stuff was first thing I did XD) that HUG man. That old hug art I did, the original version (the one you see commonly around now is the tweaked one) was one of my first finished (ish) TAG piece (only few rough doodles and half coloured things were before that lol) that I posted June 10th 2015.... so long ago. (My first post that was some sketches was June 2nd XD Yeah, I’ve been around a long while now, blimey. Not quite the VERY very start, but nearly!)

BUT YEAH. I was wanting this hug for a VERY, VERY long time. XDDD Just, back then, didn’t think it’d involve their Dad too. lol

And then, gosh... Scott in this ep... Last ep was def more Scott heavy... to balance he was stepped back a bit, but... it did make sense? Scott just seems quietly basking in the feeling of having his Dad back. Him hanging back from the hug for a moment having that exchange with his Dad feels a bit like a... passing back the torch? Here they are Dad. I took good care of them. :Db Does that make sense??? IDK. I’m so tired you guys. 😂 But it didn’t feel like Scott needed to say anything. It was written all over his face. He must have been so happy... and relieved. It’s pretty overwhelming in all the best way to hear from someone you haven’t in awhile... so... in this case, it must be turned up to like... an 11. ^^a

Man, I don’t think I can go through this in order so, bear with me if I bounce around.

There’s been so much wondering what this version of Jeff would be like all these years... and in such a short time, we definitely got a LOT to go off of. He’s a Dad who definitely doesn’t hesitate to hug his sons. :3 Fears Grandma as much as the boys, lolololol HUGS HIS ENGINEER. I actually really just... LOVED that scene with Brains. That casual, ‘Hi Brains.’ And then just calling him PARTNER and going right in for a hug... and lol Brains’ lil happy sound. Jeff and Brains were certainly friends in TOS, but there was still a kinda distance between them in that Brains is working for Jeff, but that was definitely laid out to be much different in TAG. I’m not surprised by it, cause Brains is def part of the family, but it was lovely they took the time to show it.

ALSO just how he picked up Virgil was dwelling on something... we don’t really get a window into what exactly... but after all those years, he just... picks right up on Virgil’s in some turmoil. (As said in a tag... MAYBE MOM RELATED? He seems to think Virgil’s worried if he’ll really be okay, which is why I wonder... GONNA DEF WRITE SOME FIC THOUGH. XDb) Like. GOSH. I’m sad we aren’t likely to see more of this Jeff, cause with this single ep, he was absolutely sold on me. And I love he was a total presence... but he did sit back quietly and other than dealing with ‘Brains’ and largely just *watched*. Scott was still in charge here.

So as for the end and what role Jeff is gonna play... WELL... I mean. To be fair here at the end, John is probably changing and heading to the elevator... and I mean, we’ve seen Grandma fill in several times for John... he can’t be awake CONSTANTLY, so I’d always felt a bit like maybe they’d gradually gel into a team with just... one more member. And that seems more likely now that we’ve seen he didn’t just... jump to take command. He sat back and let them do their thing.  

And now we can see Jeff is def a bit younger... and as kinda already implied, is definitely one to get his hands dirty, so sometimes (once he’s recovered a bunch) maybe he’ll even go out with the boys. That’d be my guess. ^^a I mean, might be a little kinda jostling at first to settle into a new routine... but while he certainly has a strong presence... he’s also did kinda feel... a bit gentle too? He’s not nearly as stern as TOS!Jeff. It felt like a good balance??? IDK. I’m rambling up a storm. XDDD (...and making walls of text... I should... break these up more lol...)

OKAY ALSO...

WAIIIIT wait. WAIT. This looks familiar. V E R Y familiar... Bridge... rockety thing at bottom... explody warning? Two people inside... *squints* DAY OF DISASTER? IS THAT YOU?

I HAVE A FEELING... If so... //CHEF KISS//  VERY NICE. A+ XD

OKAY. WHAT ELSE. Uh. Glad they did end up using Fuse’s (or I guess I could say Clarence’s :D) mixed feelings, which was good and gave Grandma a heck of a moment of awesome. They also served to give some action for Kayo, Penelope and Parker which was good else I suppose they’d have been standing around worriedly. lol Which isn’t really suited to their characters. XD YEAH just lotta nice moments, especially with Kayo and Grandma. ANd just. YEAH. GRANDMA MAN. YOU TELL HIM. and also OMG she was a doctor?! THAT sure explains some things. XD And that’s awesome, gosh.

ALSO the number of HUGS in this ep were A+ Getting a moment with Jeff and Grandma was lovely. :D

LIKE REALLY. LOOK HOW HUG HAPPY THIS DAD IS. I AM PLEASED. A+

And just lol... ‘I don’t even have a car yet.’  ‘You have a rocket.’ ‘...oh yeah. That’s true.’ LOLOL SUCH ALAN. He is too cute.

...AND yeah. IDK. I feel like I’m forgetting things. I’ll ramble them into another post if I think of things. I gotta pop out for a bit. 😂

BUT YEAH. Yeah, there’s few things they didn’t get to addressing, but there were hugs and emotions which was what was really the important thing, right? :Da I don’t really feel like nit picking when had all that. XDDD

(It is kinda interesting how in a way the ending reminded me of Legacy’s a bit with a ...Oh we got an emergency. It’s a good note to leave off of... but goes to show when maybe S1 was written, it was largely on the assumption that it could be the only season... but then were able to hint of S2 in an additional scene. But if S2 hadn’t been commissioned, it was sorta ready to be a finale if it had to. In a way S2 was the same, though with bit more hints of S3 were there so... Just kinda interesting. =Oa But also nice that Rob has left it in a way that NEVER SAY NEVER (to quote Rob) is definitely open. ^^)

ANYHOO. That’s all my rambling for now. ^^

[kyunsies]

it’s so cool to see what ppl think of the different gens. ME? I’m very much a 4th gen stan (i don’t think 5th has started lol) and can count on one had the number of groups i stan that aren’t 4th gen. which i think that’s bc i joined kpop in the peak of 4th gen. BUT i do agree some groups shine a lot more than others. it is a really good feeling! i remember seeing everyone talk about their group they clicked with and being sad wondering when it would happen for me. and when it did let me just say I WAS IN TEARS..happy tears ofc. i miss being on mbb tumblr, miss my joobebe days :( hoping to get back to them now that i’m back on here!

AHHH YES! that was me, back then i was too anxious to message you off anon 😔😔 but i’ve missed talking to you! (i always checked your page to see how you were doing) and now that i’m in a better place mentally i decided to reveal bc i want to have more friends that like kpop! so be prepared, you’re gonna see a lot more of me 🥰🥰

HI LINA IM SO SORRY THIS IS LATE i was super busy today ;____; but yeah !!! it really is interesting to see what kind of groups ppl gravitate towards JDJDJ but it makes sense you love 4th gen groups since you joined around a time where 4th gen was very popular !! :) i mean i joined kpop relatively late myself (2018) but it just so happened that i gravitated (musically at least!) towards 3rd gen groups (exo got7 svt nct mx etc) (okay another little edit i guess ppl think nct id a 4th gen group bc they didn’t get popular until later but they debuted in 2016 so i just put them as 3rd gen I DIGRESS U FET IT <3) but there are some 4th gens i adore !!!! i just remember seeing a post on twt where it was basically a compilation of logos of every single 4th gen group who has debuted and i was like ,,,,,,, dude i know none of these ppl KDJDKDJJDD 😭😭😭 but waiiiit omg lina bby 🥺🥺🥺🥺 noooo i DIDNT know you felt this way awww :( now i’m REALLY happy ox clicked for you !!!!!! im so happy for u 💓💓💓 also mbb tumbly is like. dead hehe but lemme tell ya ILL BE HERE waiting for joobebe lina <3

okay but ALSO pls 😭 i cannot believe u were my 👽 anon still you were one of my favs bc you were always so so sweet to me and i really missed u when u we’re gone !!!!! :( i’m so glad we can talk like this without anon tho bub !!!! you truly are so kind and i hope you feel comfortable chatting w me <3 i’m happy you’re in better spirits and if you need anything else or just wanna stop by and chat I’ll be here 💓💘💞💗💗💖💕

[1rosex]

BTS Reaction to being their crush’s bias

Request: Hey I saw that you did a scenario where bts finds out they aren’t you bias and was wondering if you could do one where they find out they are your bias? Thank you!

Masterlist

A/N I didn't know if you wanted the reader to be their s/o or not but I decided it made it more sense if theyre just friends but have a crush on them? I hope thats okay ^^`

Jin

Jin had finally returned from the world tour he had taken and you had been dying to see him. As soon as you received news that he had arrived, you two had arranged to hang out. So now you were sitting cross legged on the bed trying to open a bag of popcorn while Jin tried to get YouTube to work on the television.

"Jin its fine if we don't see your performances right now.. I can just watch them later." You insisted as he failed to set up once more. He stood up and put his hands on his hips while turning to look at you.

"Are you joking? No way! I want to be right here with you so I can see how surprised you are to see my handsome face on tv." He said as you finally tore the bag open and sent popcorn flying everywhere.

"... Right. You do that." You said slowly before picking the pieces up and eating them. Jin just stared at you before going back to setting it up. Truth was he knew that you looked at him when they performed, and he could only hope he'd see you do it again since he had a crush on you for like.. Forever. You were halfway through the bag when Jin finally got YouTube to work, cheering and clapping his hands excitedly as he sat besides you and started to steal some popcorn. You sat and watched their performances, awed by the band. You still couldn't believe you were friends with someone of such a popular band, they were so incredibly talented. You realized that Jin had suddenly gotten silent and took your eyes off the screen to see him smiling at you.

"What?" You asked while taking a handful of popcorn into your mouth.

"So who's your favorite?" Jin asked. You slowed your chewing, considering your options. Either you tell the truth and risk fueling his ego even more, or you lie and damage it. You swallowed and made your decision. "Honestly? You're my bias."

Jin gasped dramatically and fanned himself, making a bunch of exaggerated facial expressions before sending you a flying kiss.

"I knew you couldn't resist my charms, I truly am talented and not to mention good looking."

"Dont make me take it back”

Namjoon

You were sitting on the couch in the living room of the boys dorm, watching their performances with all of them. They had recently finished their tour in America and had invited you over to watch a rewind of their stages with them, of course you had to accept. You could barely focus on the actual show when all of the members were talking over each other, saying how Jungkook sung that note well or how Jin was behind a few steps, followed by retorts of how he was perfectly in sync.

"Guys can you be quiet? Y/N Probably cant even hear our song!" Namjoon scolded.

"Just cause you're her bias doesnt mean you can shush all of us!" Jungkook yelled out while the other members all muttered and nodded in agreement. Namjoon looked at them in surprise and then at you.

"What.. No I'm not... Am I?" He asked, looking legitimately confused. You honestly thought he knew. You laughed as the others all looked at you to await your answer.

"I thought it was obvious? Yeah, you're my bias." Once you said that, Namjoon covered his face and looked away so you wouldn't see him blushing. Jimin immidiately poked fun at him for getting embarrassed but Namjoon was too busy smiling at the fact that he was your bias to care.

"Stop poking me Jimin, maybe you'd be their bias too if you were the tallest."

Yoongi

That morning you woke up early to your phone ringing right in your ear. You answered the phone half asleep, not even knowing who it was until you heard Yoongi's voice on the other line asking you if you wanted to accompany him to practice. You sleepily agreed before hanging up, getting ready and dropping by later in the day.

"I mean yeah. Yoongi's my bias." You admitted to Namjoon who had started up a conversation during their break.

Yoongi, who had been trying to take a drink, choked on his water when he heard you and broke out into a coughing fit. You looked over at him in concern as he coughed a couple more times and cleared his throat, waving his hand around to signal that he was okay.

"I am? I mean- yeah. Of course I am." He coughed a final time and looked away so you couldn't see him blushing. The rest of the practice, Yoongi couldn't help but get nervous. He did have a major crush on you and the fact that you biased him only made him even more nervous.. But you can fully expect him to use this against you. One day you might not want to do something with him and he'll just give you a knowing look that you can't resist.

"...Not even for your bias?"

J-Hope

You didn't know why you had agreed to playing Truth or Dare with Hoseok and his friends, you knew you were gonna suffer. Yet here you were, watching Jin complete his dare of trying not to laugh for a minute straight, only for Jimin's aegyo to send him over the edge with laughter and make everyone scream with cringe. At least it was temporary, unlike Jungkook whom had to yell for the remainder of the game thanks to Namjoon's dare.

"Y/N, TRUTH OR DARE?" Jungkook yelled at you, making you jump.

This could possibly be the most vital decision you were going to make in your life. Either you pick dare and risk having to do some crazy stunt for the members entertainment, or you pick truth and risk being asked something revealing that they'll never let you live down. You swallowed nervously, deciding you preferred verbal embarrassment over doing something physically ridiculous.

"Truth." You answered. Jungkook thought for a second, then his face lit up.

"WHO'S YOUR BIAS??"

Oh no. This was it. All seven members cheered at Jungkook's choice in question before leaning in to await your answer. You looked at all of their faces, from Taehyung's sweet smile and Jin winking to bribe you into picking him, then to Hoseok's bright grin. You sighed, pressing your lips together before pointing to Hoseok as your bias. The dorm interuppted into chaos once more. They all attacked Hobi which was busy with screaming with both excitement that his crush had just called him their bias, and fear that the members were all currently crowding around him.

"I'm sorry my good looks are too much for Y/N, don't attack me!"

Jimin

"Y/N!" Jimin called out to you while you were eating on the couch, watching BTS' choreography to Go Go.

You looked up with a noodle sticking out of the corner of your mouth, quickly slurping it up. ".. Yes?"

"You're watching Go Go without me I told you to waiiiit." He whined before taking a seat besides you and settling his own bowl of ramen noodles in his lap. You laughed and wiped your mouth.

"I'm sorry, you took too long." You two had been friends for a long time, but you'd been lacking a lot of quality time with him. Jimin had been so busy with the new album coming out that he didn't even time to reply to messages sometimes, so when he finally got a break you immidiately asked him to hang out.

"Your outfits and dance moves to this dance are so cute. Omg, look at Taehyung." You smiled when you saw him take the spotlight. Jimin looked up from his bowl of noodles, staring at you with puppy dog eyes.

"Y/N I can not believe you, I am Park Jimin, your best friend, the man whom has been at your side through thick and thin, the groups mochi, yet you compliment Kim Taehyung!" He put his hand on his chest dramatically, pretending to be hurt. Truth was though,, the guy was crushing on you. Big time.

"Chill Jimin, I was just kidding! You know you're my bias." You smiled, and Jimin looked like he had just been shot. He turned into a giggly mess and looked away, he didn't actually expect you to say that.

"Wait, really?"

Taehyung

"Dude." Taehyung said, rolling over and shining his phone light into your face.

"Taehyung I'm trying to sleep." You muttered tiredly, opening your eyes to look at him. Taehyung had barely gotten back from his MAMA performance a day ago, and not knowing when you two could hang out again you'd asked him to come over. But then it started snowing, a lot. Taehyung complained about the cold until you finally told him to just sleep over and you two built a blanket fort. But you had ended up getting sleepy, though Taehyung didn't seem to be sleeping anytime soon.

"Do you think the fans like me?" He asked. You frowned, rubbing the sleepiness from your eyes before propping yourself onto your elbow.

"Of course they do Tae.. Why are you asking?" You said as he turned his phone back to him and then turned it off, covering you two in darkness.

"I don't know.. Just doubtful, I guess." He said. Sometimes Taehyung would confide in you with his feelings, and even though it was late and you were tired, you always heard him out.

"Are you serious? You're Kim freaking Taehyung, BTS' visual, their sweet boy, a caring bean, a meme, the one with the box smile, the one who won most handsome face, the one with a laugh that plEASES THE GODS." You could go on but Taehyung cut you off by hitting you with his pillow, laughing. "You didn't let me finish! And, and you're my bias." You added. Taehyung was glad the lights were off so you couldn't see him blushing at your words.

"Thank you, Y/N."

Jungkook

You and Jungkook were walking around town going shopping, something you had missed for a long time. Jungkook's schedule made it hard for you two to have time for each other, you only ever had time for the occasional text or a call if you were really lucky. But with Jungkook having a break from his schedule, you took the oppurtunity to go out and do something together. Jungkook was just as excited- if not more, to finally be spending the day with you. He refused to admit it, but he had started developing feelings for you and being away for so long was torture.

"Y/N look I'm Hoseok." Jungkook said before pulling a beanie over his head like Hoseok was always seen wearing them. You laughed and shook your head at him.

"Aww poor Hoseok, leave your members alone." You had just finished saying your sentence when Jungkook turned to look at you, his brown eyes wide.

"Why are you defending my hyungs and not the golden maknae?" He asked you. "I thought I was your one and only, your friend, your comrade, partner in crime, the one you choose over anyone else, YOUR PICO DE GALLO, but I guess I was wrong. My own best friend biases Hoseok over me." Jungkook dramatically clutched his chest and sobbed. You didn’t even know what the heck ‘pico de gallo’ meant. (it’s a Spanish dish but can also be a saying for close friends- at least where i’m from lmao)

"Noo, Jungkook, you're my bias!" You insisted while coming up to him, he looked at you in surprise,

"Am I really?"

"No, my bias is Yoongi."

"Are you serious??"

"I'm kidding, it's you."

"STOP CONFUSING ME."

You laughed at his expression. "Okay, no I'm serious. You're actually my bias." Jungkooks face lit up again, hoping he didn't look as excited as he actually felt.

"Oh uh.. O-Of course I am I mean.. who wouldn’t fall for this talented and handsome face right?”

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[livinglifeonpause]

First Impression: NCT

my co-workers were discussing their weekend plans, and i’m sitting here thinking “i’m going to learn the NCT members this weekend”... I’m in this kpop shit tooo deep.  

Here’s my first impression of NCT...

February 25, 2017

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as always i watch the video first then go back through to see who’s who.

Limitless FanCam

yuta (21 yrs) right out the gate floral shoulders grabbed my eye and kinda held it  

haechan (16 yrs) i’m also feeling pom pom hat, like damn!  (WAIT, HES 16???  GODDD, they gotta stop debuting them so young!  fame is gonna fuck him up!)

jaehyun (20 yrs) but then i rewatched it and blondie with the NY jersey JUST. STOLE. IT.  His dancing is SICK!  it’s so fluid and sharp at the same time!!!

doyoung (21 yrs) tall pink hair w/ the long coat - aint doing anything for me dancing wise (like at all), but he has a real pretty voice!!

win win (19 yrs) jaden smith hair - meh.

taeyong (21 yrs) red sweater - yo, he’s killing it too TBH

mark (17 yrs) pink hair w/ Zebra coat - not really doing it for me, i mean he’s not bad or anything, just not doing it for me

taeil (22 yrs) white pants - him either, except his voice, duh. he’s gotta be the main vocal

johnny (22 yrs) tall kid w/ brown coat - don’t hate him, dont love him

Weekly Idol 2017

johnny (127) - why so tall bro?

haechan (127, Dream) - red boots - THIS cute little boy was dancing so damn well??? (don’s such an ass sometimes...)

mark (127, U, dream) - blonde curls - so he’s the only one in all 3...

winwin (127) - blue plaid - okay, he’s really cute. i get why everybody likes him, awww he’s got those inside braces!

taeyong (127, U) red sweatshirt - 

jaehyun (127, U) - yo, his pronuncuation is good!  (*and remember when ya’ll used to watch eatyourkimchi, and martina would say she hated turtlenecks... well, yeah.) 

**i’m glad conn & don are as confused as i am about this NCT groups shit.

yuta (127) - red plaid - oh he’s kinda cute too - THIS one is floral shoulders

taeil (127, U) - red coat & hat - ooh, he’s cute

doyoung (127, U) - pink hair - is he the leader?? - OH, THAT’S floral shoulders?? damn son!! wait, no it’s not. okay, i got REAL confused about who was who. he’s real cute for variety!!

Fire Truck Dance Practice

okay, all i really retained from that mess before, is that ten, mark and doyoung are all in this. or wait. no. everyone i just saw except johnny and doyoung??

mark - i liiiike plaid shirt coming out hard for his rap! i think he’s my fave in this?

taeyong - orange sleeves - he was good too

yuta - all black w black shoes & purpley hair - he catches my eye, idk why??

haechan - all black w white shoes - doesn’t catch my eye as much

jaehyun - holes in knees - mann he’s doing his thing too! (watched the mv too, and he’s fly as hell in that)

win win - blonde w pink - not doing it for me.  sorry.

taeil - black with hat - also nah.

Weekly Idol 2016

so mark & haechan aren’t there

taeyong - oh okay, so HE’s the leader?

yuta - yo, he’s realllly cute! - he GOT that transition into mirotic! 

jaehyun - yaaas with that black hair

taeil - he’s way cute too

winwin - I GET IT ALREADY!  he’s adorable!  

THERE’S NO WAY THEY DIDNT PRACTICE THAT IN THAT DAMN ORDER!!

honestly, this just made me love heechul even more!

The 7th Sense

oh lord. okay, THIS one has ten in it. 100% sure. (75% sure)

blonde - that’s taeyong - and that’s a good ass look for him!

yellow shirt - that’s ten - (21 yrs) - i appreciate how if you pause at 1:30, he’s the only one looking straight up. he exaggerates those moves

jeans jacket - that’s gotta be jaehyun

the little one w the hat - gotta be mark

reddish hair - is that doyoung?

I GOT THEM RIGHT!!!! 

NCT Dream - that’s too much for me to take the time to get to know them, but i watched the video and they’re all adorable. with Mark and Haechan.  That new one’s a bop though!  and such cool choreo!

like NCT U came out first though.  So why would you take ten out of promotions? or okay, take him out, then add him back into NCT 127 when the other 2 came back? 

WAIIIIT.  WHO THE FUCK ARE SMROOKIES AND SR15B?  Like PLEASE i do want some free time this weekend!!  Okay, I googled it, and i get it now. 

Pillow Quiz - I like how they’re all involved and playing. damn, taeyong makes that close up shot look good.  haechan is playing to win!!  haha, yuta’s funny! omg taeil guessing another member when it’s already been established!

okay, final conclusions:

best dancer: idk mannn, like yeah taeyong and ten, but i dig jaehyun and yuta too!

best vocal: taeil, and jaehyun

most handsome: yuta / taeil, no wait johnny. and jaehyun and taeyong

best rapper: mark??

bias: jaehyun, and haechan probably cause he’s too adorable. but i literally can’t decide, because i love ten, johnny and taeyong so much too! 

8/27/17 update: mark lee stole that bias spot.  & i decided to learn about NCT dream:

We Young Dance Practice

Mark - looks fantastic with black hair

Haechan - i still adore that kid.  he’s such a good dancer too!

blue hair - (Jisung, 15) - it’s like half and half for him.

black hat (Jeno, 17) - he’s a good dancer.  Like a mini Taeyong

blonde blonde (Chenle, 15) - he’s doing the moves, but not like gettin them

dirty blonde (Renjun, 17) -  idk really

Jaemin is not there.

My First & Last performance

Mark - 

Haechan - 

dirty blonde w/ Headband - (Jisung) - 

red hair - (Renjun) - he got his part & was fun to watch for a minute, but i got distracted

purpley hair - (Chenle) - same.  he’s doing the moves, but not gettin them.  i hope he learns how to.  comments say he debuted suuuper quick though.

dark hair - (Jeno) - he’s definitely a good dancer

final impressions: i think jeno’s ready for the big leauge. & haechan & mark are still my biases :)