#waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh jevon my love my angel my light
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6-8 for Elena or Jevon !
i'll do jevon for now! c:
6. What’s the hardest thing you’ve ever had to do?
"My deepest apologies, but... that isn't something that I feel comfortable discussing... I will say that... I do possess many regrets... of which I doubt I will ever be able to atone fully for."
7. Who do you look up to?
"Who do I look up to...? Ha... not many people due to my height... Er, my apologies, I was just trying my hand at a bit of japery... Ahem, but in all seriousness... I would say that... I quite idolize Master Joseph. He... can be a bit... eccentric at times, and I can never really tell what's going through his mind... but prior to his departure, he served as a rather fine mentor to me. He enlightened me on this world, its people, its mysteries, and its perplexities... he was a window into things I could only dream of experiencing prior, and he personally took my hand and allowed me to experience that of which I have always coveted... And until he kindly took me under his wing, I... I never knew the warmth of a parent. He, and Elena both... they were not merely inspirations and confidants to me, but... family...
... Of course, I do look up to my beloved as well. It's because of him that I've found the resolve to stand up and fight for what I believe in instead of cowering away as I have since... Well, he is a little childish, so I can't exactly weigh all of my faith onto him... But... it comforts me knowing that he'll always be there for me to lean on, no matter what happens... Even if I no longer place him on the same pedestal as I did as an enraptured child, I know that I can entrust him with my life, my soul... everything that I am without question."
8. What do you think had the biggest impact on you growing up?
"Biggest impact... well, I would say that more than once or twice I've endured a world-shattering event as a youth... more times than the average person, I'm certain. There are... things that I'd prefer to avoid, but... coming to this world... meeting Roxxy, El, my teacher... and all of the other connections I've forged since my fall, I... I don't think I'd be the person I am today without those bonds. For so long, I'd flee at the first sign of danger... hiding from those angry phantoms that seemed to ambush at every turn... But in spite of that, I was offered compassion and patience as well... I was never shunned nor mocked... and because of that, I... I've managed to strengthen myself... and I am no longer shackled by my past errors. The kindness I was shown time and time again became a crucible of courage for me... and due to it... due to them... Well, I find it rather easier to sleep these days... when I close my eyes, I don't see their corpses... when I lounge in quiet, I no longer hear their cries... I wouldn't say that I have attained "peace" just yet, but... slowly but surely, I can feel myself evolving... and with them at my side... with him... I... I feel infinite. As if I can do anything."
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