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‘Was there something you wanted to tell me?’ / homelander

clearing out memes || @w1dowed

" Hm... Have I told you how much I love you lately ? How radiant you look first thing in the morning, bedhead and all. I mean yup, I could just eat you up. " THE SMILE ON HIS FACE NEVER FALTERS AS HOMELANDER carries a large silver tray loaded with various options for Maggie to munch on. Pancakes, thick ham, bacon, waffles, mixed fruits like grapes, strawberries, and some blueberries, along with eggs the way she loves them, scrambled. A toast smeared with strawberry jam and butter already melted on top of the warm toasted bread, and to make it a heavenly meal, a large glass of milk just for her. The blonde man holds his head high as he then proceeds to walk over to the bed they shared together, cautious not to drop anything... the older supe is not clumsy, never has been, surely never will be, and he wasn't about to start now.

Homelander sets the tray gently down on the nightstand beside Maggie, adjusting his cape and moving it to the side so he can SIT CLOSELY BY HER. Glacial irises never once left her, his eye flickering to dance upon her features; he would reach out to run ungloved hands through chestnut locks, letting his fingers glide through untangled waves SO SILKY AND SOFT. " So beautiful. " Instantly, and without even a warning, the supe climbs on top of her, forcing her back down on the bed as he hovers over her, the bed creaking with his added weight. Homelander's hands pressed flat against the sides of her head. " I think we should have another baby... Zach needs a brother or sister... he said he feels LONELY, and I don't want our son feeling alone... think about it.... this time, I'll be here to help out. TO TAKE CARE OF  YOU. I want to be here for you this time. I missed out on seeing you when you were pregnant with Zach. God-- you carrying my baby inside of you ? "

THAT DOES SOMETHING TO HIM, makes him feral at the idea of Maggie waddling around, her hand on her stomach, their baby inside of her, and her breast filled with milk. He could die happily at just the mere idea of it. " I love you, and I want our family to grow. I want this with you, Maggie. " His tone changes, deepening, tainted with lust as he leans down against her, his thigh nudging itself between her legs, FIRMLY PRESSING his thigh against her core; the warmth that beamed off of her could make him cum. His nose brushes against her own, and he lets out a shaky breath as his lips graze against hers, aching for her. " Fuck.... tell me yes, say yes. "

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CON FROM [ x ] @w1dowed

THE SOUND OF SKULLS CRACKING ! SCREAMS OF MISERY, & UGLY SOBBING enveloped the atmosphere as a barb-wrapped bat swung wildly through the air. Blood spattered across the dirt, on the faces of those sitting by those selected as an example of what occurs when you don't listen. Lucille slammed down again, and again on a pile of what was left of the victim-- brains and nothing more. He did warn them. Can't say he didn't. Only one of them had to turn into mush, the first one was for free that's what he told them ! HE WARNED THEM ! But they wouldn't listen to Negan, and one of them thought it would be right to come and attack him, that was fucking rude. Well.... if they didn't listen the first time, maybe number two would shut them up and see precisely how for real Negan was being.

RICK'S FACE TWISTED IN HORROR, his breath catching in his throat as he struggled to find his voice. He looked ashen as his eyes fixated on the ground, his mind numb and empty. Negan's words echoed in his ears, promising to take everything they owned for the rest of their lives while assuring them that no one else would be hurt. Rick shook his head in disbelief, wishing with all his might that he could wake up from this nightmare. He pleaded to whoever was listening to come and save them from their fate, but to no avail. Suddenly, Rick was jolted out of his thoughts by the sound of pleas from those around him. He lifted his head to see Sasha reaching out to Maggie. " No! You can't! She's pregnant ! " He heard someone shout. Negan's men pulled Maggie to her feet, and he commanded them to be gentle with her. At that moment, everything became clear to Rick. He shook his head, his voice finding its strength once again. " No...No! Take me instead ! " He shouted at Negan, his heart breaking from losing Glenn, now they were going to lose Maggie and her unborn child.

But Negan only dismisses them. Of course, he didn't care what they had to say, hell at first HE DIDN'T REALLY BELIEVE she was pregnant. Thought they were saying that just to he wouldn't take her with him. " Shut up ! Do I gotta remind you what happens if you don't fuckin' listen ? Huh ?! Who wants to be number three ? I suggest all of you to shut the fuck up. " THE SAVIOR LEADER then turns to Rick, approaching him with such smoothness in his walk, Lucille bloody and covered in brain matter. He comes down to Rick's level, Lucille placed on the dirt while his hand grips the handle to steady him. Clearing his throat, a sinister smirk appeared across his twin flesh. The tense atmosphere in the room was palpable as the broken leader stood before Negan. " I will see you in two weeks. I don't wanna find out or hear 'bout you goin' behind my back, got it ? "

Negan made it clear that he wouldn't tolerate any funny business. With a menacing tone, Negan threatened to hurt Maggie if he even caught a whiff of any plans being made behind his back. " You hear me ? I will kill her if I find out anythin' Rick. Do. I. Make. Myself. Clear. " The leader could only shake his head in silent agreement, terrified of the consequences of disappointing Negan. The smirk on Negan's face widened as he heard the leader's response. HE WAS PLEASED THAT the message had been received loud and clear. Negan gave the leader a two-week deadline to complete the assigned task. He used his signature weapon, Lucille, to lift himself from the ground and swung her over his shoulder before heading towards the truck. The truck was where they had Maggie, who was being held captive. Negan gave her one last glance over before shutting the door, leaving the room in eerie silence.

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His night was quite eventful, on the way back to THE SANCTUARY something happened to The Widow he had brought along with him. He knew she was sick, didn't exactly know how sick but from the looks of it... she looked terrible. Still, he remembers her friends shouting to him how she was pregnant and it made him wonder.... was that true ? Or did they just say that to keep Negan from taking her away ? They hurry back just in case. He couldn't have her dying him before shit was getting good !

HE CARRIED her out of the vehicle without struggle. Telling Simon to get a hold of Doctor Carson and get him now to meet him at the doctor's office. Didn't take long for things to begin to move. Nobody ever took long when Negan sent out a command. She lays on the bed, she's looking pale, looking almost lifeless and he can't deny it makes him quite nervous. That is until Doctor Carson confirms that she is indeed pregnant. " She's having a baby. " Negan whispers to himself as he eyes her stomach for what feels like forever, snapping out of it before looking to the doctor. He watches as the doctor gives her medication. He tells Negan that she just needs to rest and she'll be okay, that her baby is alright and it was just a scare. Thank God, Negan thought to himself.

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She had been unconscious for what felt like an eternity, and there were moments when it seemed like she might never wake up. But she did, and when she did, she looked different from how she had looked the day before. Her skin had regained its healthy glow, and her flesh was no longer cold to the touch. NEGAN PLACED HIS HAND ON TOP OF HERS, fully aware that she would not want his comfort, but he did not care. He flashed her one of his trademark grins, showing off his teeth and crinkling the corners of his eyes. "Well, good morning to you too, sunshine! You've been out for quite a while now," he said. He didn't mention the countless times he had come to her room to check on her.

" Well, darlin' you're home! We're at the Sanctuary, but I don't think you'd recall much since you sorta.. y'know ? Fainted on us. Thankfully, I got my Doctor to check on you, and, well... your friends weren't lyin' when they said you're pregnant. Should I ask who the father was ? Number two, I'm guessing ? Only a guess since he seemed to be speaking gibberish to you with his eye, popped out of his head. Nasty shit, but guess that doesn't really matter anymore, don't it ? " He continued, patting her hand before getting up from the chair. He stretched his arms above his head, looking around the room. " Ahh, so you wanna get straight to business. My kinda girl. But before we get down to business, I got you a tray of some of our finest food here... now, " Negan ran his tongue over his top teeth before turning towards the table to gather the food he had picked out for her. He settled the tray on her lap without waiting for her to answer. " Don't go telling me no. I'm sure the kid in your belly will appreciate the food. Eat as much as you want! Go on... have a bite, and then we'll talk. "

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LIKED : dialogue starter / @w1dowed

featuring: michonne hawthorne and maggie rhee

               ❝   we’re   going   to   kill   him…      eventually.      men   like   that   don’t   stop,   he’s   a   poison.      tried   to   kill   me,   tried   to…      point   is,   he   won’t   get   away   with   it.   ❞

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@w1dowed & @twiicetheheart

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MAGGIE & HOMELANDER : AU : Can't deny my love by Brandon flowers

pen up to the night Our bed is underneath the heavy moon Cast a doubt like a shadow walking Through the corners of the room I always thought I'd have a full tank to go (But not tonight, you're running low) I always thought I'd find my own way

What's going on in your head now Maybe something I said I know that you've been living in the past What's going on in your head now Maybe something I said now

It's driving me crazy You can try to lie But you're not gonna, not gonna deny No you're not gonna, not gonna deny my love And you can run to the hillside And you can close your eyes But you're not gonna, not gonna deny No you're not gonna, not gonna deny my love You can't deny my love

The eyes of God Watching over us so we don't break the golden rules The seven seas, have we learned Or are we sailing on a ship of fools I always thought I'd have a full tank to go (But not tonight, you're running low) I always thought we'd get there someday

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CON FROM [ x ] @w1dowed

THE MERE THOUGHT OF MAGGIE engulfs his mind every single day. She has become the very essence of his existence, her memory permanently etched in his heart. The memories of her presence are eternally ingrained in his soul, and though they suffocate him, the feeling is sweet. He remembers a time when he made a lighthearted comment about living rent-free in Maggie's head, but now the tables have turned. Love can be a beautiful thing, but it can also be the source of one's downfall. The unexpected love between Negan and Maggie was everything to him, a love that he never regretted pursuing. He desired her with all his being, like a moth drawn to a flame. He couldn't help being around her, he simply had to have her.

Negan had made a FOOLISH MISTAKE of believing that he and Maggie could live happily ever after. Unfortunately, that was where he was doomed. Negan knew that people would look at Maggie with disgust and shame if they found out that she was in a relationship with the man who had murdered her husband in cold blood. As much as Negan knew Maggie to be a strong and resilient woman who could handle the bullshit of others, he didn't want her to be subjected to such stigma and ridicule. He loved her too much to see her go through that. Negan was a man of action, and he would do anything to protect Maggie's honor. HE KNEW IF PEOPLE DARED to talk shit about her, he would burn the whole place to the ground. He couldn't stand the thought of people looking down on Maggie, not while he was around to defend her. Negan's love for Maggie was so strong that he was willing to go to any lengths to keep her safe and protected from the world's cruelty.

TO PART WAYS HURT LIKE A SON OF A BITCH... she wanted him gone, things got a little messy between them and their relationship would have been exposed if Negan and Maggie kept with what they were doing behind the backs of her people. He at first thought GOOD ! Let 'em know ! But that's just Negan... Maggie didn't want that... so she pushed him away. He left because he respected her. He left because, at the end of the day, he loved her, and didn't want to cause more agony than was already there.

LIFE had a funny way of making ROUNDS, didn't it ? HEART POUNDING in his chest... was that guy going to make it to Maggie ? Would she get the note ? Would he see her again like he oh so desperately wanted to for such a long time now ?

THE SIGHT OF HER ONLY DROVE HIM WILD ! INSANE ! He can't say he feels awful about letting his mind wander when it came to thinking about Maggie. Did she miss him just as much as he missed her ? Did she pick up on him and Annie ? Fuck- Annie. He feels slightly guilty... even with him being a changed man... guess he still isn't all that good, huh. He notices the look on Maggie's face, he can't ignore the glance she sends to him and Annie. Fuck, she knows. She knows and he's only wondering what's going through that pretty head of hers. He just has to know... he has to talk to her. Even if she didn't want to be alone with him... he needed her.

Getting her alone wasn't as difficult, well maybe a bit having to get away from her people and his people, not wanting this conversation to take place in front of her son, or in front of Annie. He didn't need all that drama, at least not now. Not when he just got Maggie back for even just this moment. HE TELLS HER AS A REMINDER, AS FOR HER TO KNOW that no matter what he is hers.... he didn't see it coming. The bitter tone, the way her eyes blazed with anger... oh shit ? She was jealous ! Another time he'd be smirking at this, feeling gleeful at the idea of Maggie actually feeling jealous... because it meant she cared about him more than she let on.

HER WORDS FILLED WITH VENOM, HIS HEART ALMOST RIPPING OUT HIS RIBCAGE wanting to explain everything to her ! Though a part of him finds himself a little pissed off, to be fucking honest. Because what the fuck does she mean ? He could never replace her ?! Annie happened because shit happens. It wasn't out of love, it wasn't because he had found someone he wanted to spend his life with. He found her because being alone fucking sucked at times. Even if she wasn't Maggie, she was something to him in a way. it's wrong to use others, but he's not about to let himself dwell on it.

THE OLDER MAN'S teeth clench tightly together, his nostrils flaring-- he's trying to count to ten, but fuck. He's LIVID ! SEEING RED ! Doesn't know when or how he got to her, but there he was now hovering over her, hazel irises filled with anger & hurt. He grasped her upper arm, pulling her closer, his breath heavy, his teeth bared. " Are you really fuckin' for real? You don't get to be pissed at me MAGGIE ! You don't get to be fuckin' pissed when you were the one who sent me off ! Or what ? You don't recall telling me to go ? Hm ? I left 'cause you didn't want me 'round anymore. " He growls in frustration, his eyes not once leaving hers. He's afraid if he blinks she'll disappear.

He couldn't have that, not again.

" I LEFT FOR YOU ! I LEFT because you ASKED me to fuckin' leave ! -- Do you really think anyone could ever replace you ? HUH ?! You do know how much you mean to me, don't you ? Or--- should I remind you. SHOULD I remind you how good you make me feel... not just in sex, but how pure my heart is for you, and only you ! How my thoughts are of only you ! You hear me ? I'm fuckin' CRAZY about you ! You drive me nuts, and then you come here gettin' mad at me for the BULLSHIT you caused ! YOU know we could have stayed in the cabin, we could have started our own community someplace else ! We could have done all that ! But you didn't want that.... you... didn't want that with me. " He lets her go, the expression on his face no longer of anger.... but sadness washing over him. He sighs, a hand coming up to lay over his eyes, shielding the pain away from her. Shaking his head. "I would do anything for you Maggie.... deep down you know that. "

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LIKED : character specific starter call / @w1dowed

featuring: daryl dixon and maggie rhee

               alexandria   was   struggling,   and   they   were   struggling   even   more   with   the   addition   of   maggie’s   people.      the   whisperers   had   really   done   a   number   on   all   of   them,   and   though   they   defeated   them   in   the   end,   they   had   still   had   quite   an   impact   on   their   future   survival.      most   of   the   walls   had   been   destroyed,   not   to   mention   the   majority   of   their   food   supply.      they   weren’t   going   to   be   able   to   last   the   month   if   they   didn’t   do   something.      maggie’s   idea,   her   suggestion   to   return   to   her   old   community   to   bring   back   their   food   stock   and   their   weapons   was   a   good   idea.      at   the   same   time   though,   daryl   worried   whether   it   was   truly   worth   the   risk.      with   alexandria   so   exposed,   could   they   really   risk   so   many   able   hands   to   this   mission?

               ❝   you   really   think   you   got   enough   supplies   to   get   us   out   of   this   hole?   ❞      he   questions,   thumb   picking   at   the   dry   skin   around   his   fingertips.      ❝   is   it   worth   the   manpower?   ❞

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smash or pass for homelander

𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐃   "  𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐇   𝐎𝐑   𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐒  “   𝐅𝐎𝐑   𝐌𝐘   𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄   𝐓𝐎   𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑   𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐋𝐘   𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓   𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒.   𝐍𝐎   𝐋𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐃  . || @w1dowed

SMASH-- well, of course, silly. you won't be able to walk for a week, isn't that just a thrilling thought. let me remind you exactly how good I can make you feel. it's a date then !

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liked for a short sentence starter - @w1dowed ( The boys verse )

" Shiiiiiiiiiit, can't we skip it, baby ? I ain't feelin' up to playin' dress up and puttin' on fake smiles and shakin' sweaty hands. --- Don't..., I already know what you're gonna tell me. And I already hear Michonne scolding my ass 'bout havin' t' make an appearance. Fuck- can't even lie about the kids bein' sick, damn supe immunity. "

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ship meme for maggie & homelander 👀

🐝  *  ―  𝑺𝑯𝑰𝑷𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑺𝑯𝑬𝑬𝑻. || @w1dowed

do i ship our characters together?: yes | no | not yet but maybe soon

would i like to ship with you?: yes | maybe, i'm willing to try | no

type of relationship i could see: childhood or high school sweethearts | exes | engaged secretly | married | long-term relationship | crushes | unrequited love | fling | long distance | online relationship | just dating | new relationship | toxic lovers | friends with benefits

tropes i'd enjoy writing for them: friends to lovers | enemies to lovers | exes to lovers | fake relationship / dating | forbidden love | grumpy and sunshine | star-crossed lovers | surprise pregnancy | second chance | soulmates | amnesia / mistaken identity | forced proximity | secret relationship | slow burn relationship

would i rather plot first or jump right in and see where it goes?: develop their relationship first | jump right in | something in between ( what specifically? )

what now?: let's plot something | send me shippy memes | i'll send you shippy memes | write me a random starter | i'll write you a random starter

anything else i want you to know about me / my character / my shipping habits: lmao you know already i don't gotta explain much for our fave crossover pairing.

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@w1dowed

“Just because I let you go doesn’t mean I wanted to.”

— (via dullhypotheses)

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VAMPIRE VERSE : FEATURING @w1dowed [ MAGGIE THE VAMPIRE HUNTER ]

Verse theme songs :

Everything Black by Unlike Pluto Monster by Lady Gaga Stolen Dance by Milky Chance Time Is Running Out by Muse Wasteland by 10 Years ( I just ) Died in your arms tonight by Hidden Citizens Tear You Apart by She Wants Revenge Undisclosed Desires by Muse Crazy In Love by Eden Project Bring me to life by Evanescence

[careol]

@w1dowed said: ❛ I won't leave again. I promise you that. Not for anything. ❜

               of   course   carol   wants   to   believe   that.      it’s   actually   pretty   hypocritical   of   her   to   be   upset   at   the   possibility   given   carol   herself   has   left   so   many   times.      maggie   left   once,   although   it   was   a   lot   longer   than   any   amount   of   time   carol   has   left.      she   stopped   communicating,   stopped   leaving   letters…      honestly   carol   was   surprised   maggie   even   showed   up   at   all.      she   was   pretty   late   to   the   plea   for   help,   but   she   showed   up.      that   really   should   count   for   something!

               and   yet,   carol   still   has   her   doubts.

               ❝   it’s   not   right   of   me   to   judge   or   question   that   given   my   own   history…      but   i’d   be   lying   if   i   said   otherwise.   ❞      they   probably   need   this,   an   honest   heart   to   heart.      when   was   the   last   time   they   shared   one?      before   the   war   with   the   saviors   had   officially   begun,   that’s   the   last   she   can   remember.      ❝   i   wouldn’t   say   i’m   mad,   just…      i   don’t   know?      i   can’t   really   put   a   word   to   what   i   feel.      i   just   know   that   we   all   felt   the   loss   after   rick,   and   it   was   worse   when   you   left.      we   really   could’ve   used   you   as   an   ally.   ❞

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[thesongbiird]

"No one's ever going to hurt you again. I promise."

Relief washed over her in waves, and for the first time in a long time, she felt safe enough to fall apart. Her knees buckled, and she sank into her sisters embrace, all at once transported back to her childhood where her brave big sister protected her.

"I was so afraid... I thought I'd never see you again.'