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#w them. im just... disappointed sad and a bit angey bc. we agreed on meeting this afternoon and they couldn't manage.
tkbrokkoli ยท 1 year
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#not fandom related#personal log stardate#ive got sm pent up anger rn i just need to fuckling famblr a bit#a coworkert and i wanted to meet up today but they already had plans for today and said we might be able to meet nevertheless#and they'd text me when they get home so i could go to their plac e to meet them#they were busy all day and now its past 8pm. they texted me they're home not tbhj im already settled in for the night and they're#exhausted from the day so i said maybe we can postpone it to next week#which is ok. still im angry bc we basically had agreed on meeting up but they were too busy to actually manage to make the time for me ig#i feel v discouraged now bc. maybe im not that important to them??? but. before making any assum#*assumptions i'll be all grown up and talk abt w them on monday and ask them and tekll them how i feel#in the past i've often avoided conflict in relationships but no longer. i actually rly like them and i want to be their friend and be honest#w them. im just... disappointed sad and a bit angey bc. we agreed on meeting this afternoon and they couldn't manage.#ok. onto the next part. i bought a concert ticket on eventim and only realized later that a local venue also sells tickets. and now im#frothing at the mouth in qnger bc eventim is such a horrible company and i cant give the ticket back and they created an#account forv me even tho i explicetely clicked on 'proceed as a guest' so i wouldnt have to register and now these stupid mfs#ctrated an account for me w/o asking me if i wanted that!!! and i cant even get revenge by giving my ticket back and getting the money back#bc it's not an option. aaarrgghh!! i should've checked beforehand if the tickets are sold anywhere else#i feel so stupid#also i accidentelly deleted#my ofmd episides from my usb drive and now im trying to recover them despite Not being a computer/software person at all :(#i hate everything and i feel so stupiud.#accidentally deleted stuff bought from a stupid ass company w/o doing proper research first got kinda let down by a friend. stupid ass shit#day. still i shouldn't beat myself up. i'll talk to my coworker/friend on monday abt how i feel and abt how we can improve next time we#decide to meet up. i won't buy from eventim ever again and i'll delete my stupid as shit bitch account as soon as i have my ticket#(which is btw more expemsive then the one from the local seller ifhml)#and i will try to not accidentally delete files again. one time i also accidentally shredded an important document which was still needed#the document wasn't mine btw :)#anyway
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