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vvellichorr · 22 days ago
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I don't give up.
Until the burning pieces of my devotion are torn from my hands.
And yet, lying there in the dark, I'd still rather watch my devotion burn with my heart.
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vvellichorr · 1 year ago
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I've never felt like I deserve anyone.
If I did, wouldn't they stay?
If I did, wouldn't they love me?
If they don't stay
If they won't love me,
Doesn't that mean I'm just not worth the trouble?
“You don’t deserve someone who comes back, you deserve someone who never leaves.”
— Unknown
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vvellichorr · 1 month ago
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"I saved you some food" (I'm saying I love you)
"I'm always here for you" (I'm saying I love you)
"We don't have to hangout for me to value you" (I'm saying I love you)
"I love our time when you're sad as much as when you're happy" (I'm saying I love you)
"You're not obligated to spend time with me, I want you to do that willingly" (I'm saying I love you)
"Here's a glass of water cuz you always ask for one when you get here" (I'm saying I love you)
"It will get better and you'll find the 'one', I promise" (I'm saying I love you)
"Remember what you told me about God, and remind yourself of that too" (I'm saying I love you)
"We don't have to go out, I don't mind" (I'm saying I love you)
"You'll get through this" (I'm saying I love you)
"I'll always be just a call away" (I'm saying I love you)
"I love how much we're alike" (I'm saying I love you)
"You make me laugh a lot" (I'm saying I love you)
"Everything is calmer with you" (I'm saying I love you)
"You make the voices go away" (I'm saying I love you)
I love you.
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vvellichorr · 21 days ago
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"Isn't it painful?"
"What?"
"To watch the person you want to be with choose others."
"Yeah, it's painful... But I'd rather hide my feelings than risk not being there to pick up theirs if they get hurt."
"Isn't that foolish?"
"Of course it's foolish. But I know their heart bleeds like mine, and its not their fault it doesn't bleed for me like mine does for them."
"So you'll stick around and hope that they someday choose you?"
"Of course I hope they will, but they don't have to choose me for me to love them just the same, and care for them when they need me."
"Why hide how you feel, then?"
"Because it's not their responsibility that I fell for them when I wasn't supposed to."
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vvellichorr · 22 days ago
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I'm just as emotional as I was before
And I'm possibly even more sad
The difference is now I hide it from you
Instead of giving you every broken piece of me
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vvellichorr · 22 days ago
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And just like that...
He didn't take the voices away anymore
He didn't ease the anxiety any longer
Because holding back how I felt
Felt worse than anything
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vvellichorr · 24 days ago
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I wonder if the stars we came from
Were perhaps the same one?
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vvellichorr · 1 year ago
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Brown
was never my favourite colour
But with you,
I'll learn to
love it.
So much of you,
So many hues,
How could I
ever
ignore it?
Dark brown hair, shimmers softly
in the morning sun
Soft brown eyes,
faint lines
telling a history
of laughter
Faint
near unnoticable freckles,
but I saw them
when your face was so close
and I looked at
golden tanned skin,
so beautiful touching mine
And your old, worn out
cowboy boots,
weathered with time,
Hundreds of steps, I'm sure
I wonder...
If they'll end up
at my door
or better yet
kicked off in front of it
as you walk
inside
to take this place
and make it yours
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vvellichorr · 1 month ago
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He is bright, soft summer wind and warm light.
I am darker, stormy autumn nights and a chill that creeps into your bones.
How can I ever imagine his summer and my autumn would be capable of love?
He is before me, my shining protector.
I am after him, his chaos in the storm.
He will never love my storms and icy rain, and I cannot love a sun that hurts my eyes and burns my skin.
And yet, I would bask in sunlight if only to see him smile.
I would burn and burn just to watch him thrive.
The sun makes his life, and the rain makes mine.
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vvellichorr · 1 month ago
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I'll shower you with compliments, every day
And watch your standards raise,
Until you find someone you can really love.
While I sit on the sideline wishing we had more time.
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vvellichorr · 1 month ago
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God knows its a different kind of ache to be friends with a person who seems so right for you and not fall for them.
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vvellichorr · 1 year ago
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Don't worry,
My abandonment issues knew you would leave,
Before you ever had the idea to.
I've loved fleeting moments for as long as I can remember, nothing ever stays.
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vvellichorr · 9 months ago
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My lover, I write so often, do you ever tire of me?
I wish that you don't because you fill my life with poetry
The softness of your touch, so gentle on my side,
As I lie resting on your chest, hearing your heartbeat keeping time.
The gentleness of your arms around me, as you whisper in my ear,
Of love and wishes for the future you know I like to hear.
Your fingers entertwine with mine, as we laugh at inside jokes,
A life we live just for each other, full of joy and hope.
Every night we sleep together, limbs a tangled mess
Trying to be close as possible, as we softly reminisce
The day is done, I'm in your arms, I feel completely home.
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vvellichorr · 1 year ago
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I've never been allowed to forget
How needy I am to everyone
How I'm "too much" and "too loud"
I've never been given permission
To take up space
So I shove myself in where I'm not wanted
Hoping someone will love me
But nobody does.
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vvellichorr · 5 months ago
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How many years before it all fades away
Will I ever forget?
Is there any way to stop wondering
If you're happier yet?
Was it me or was it us,
Or everything just as it was?
Will my idle thoughts disperse
Or ever stop feeling worse
I know it'll never revert
In truth I don't ever want to
But can I miss how you were before
Can I remember without feeling guilty?
Maybe in ten years I'll forgive myself
For being happy while you hurt me
For adoring you as I failed us
For finding someone new who loves me
For remembering what once was.
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vvellichorr · 9 months ago
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You make me love, the love you give
The
Tiniest
Of your loving, your giving, is big.
The way you care
To reassure
The way you love me
Beyond the hurt...
I'm worthy, if you're here to say it
I'm not too much, too loud, too "me"
You burned my worth into my chest
With every beautiful, loving breath
A light within burst outside
Since your heart began to be with mine
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