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heavily autistic coded character… save me
autistic coded character
save me autistic coded character
#very self indulgent#he’s just like me fr#resident alien#harry vanderspeigle#asta twelvetrees#art#fanart#doodle#sketch#actually autistic#autism#autistic things#first one is overstimulation#second one’s speech loss#and third is vocal stimming
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During quarterly check-in manager was like "you're on your final warning re: absences but if you absolutely need to miss a shift, you can try to get it excused with a doctor's note" and I said "actually I can't, because you guys don't give me health insurance and don't pay me enough to see a doctor without it, which is, incidentally, a contributing factor to why I am always sick" and manager was like "ok, yeah, I see your point" lmfaooo
#I was really overwhelmed from multitasking and being at the register during a SUPER busy day#And I become like. The phase of Turbo Direct Autism that precedes total speech loss#When that close to a meltdown#Regardless of context. It's not great but it does mean I will say anything to anyone#I lose pretty much all vocal inflection and affect
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Something that I think a lot of people don't know about and don't talk about enough is that loosing oral speech can and if for a long enough time, will damage your vocal cords.
I can attest to the fact that there are many challenges that come with not being able to speak orally. One of the lesser-known consequences of prolonged loss of oral speech is the potential damage it can cause to one's vocal cords. When someone stops using their vocal cords to make speech, the muscles can weaken, and the vocal cords themselves can atrophy. This process is similar to what happens when you break a bone. You are put into a cast, ergo that limb is immobilized. If you don't use the limb for a long time, the muscles will weaken, and you may need to do physical therapy to regain strength and range of motion. In the same way, if someone doesn't use their vocal cords for an extended period, they may need to do speech therapy to help with the deterioration of vocal cords. I do want to quickly note that I haven't been put in speech therapy for this reason before (though I have been in speech therapy for other reasons, of course).
The first time I lost speech for a long period of time was when I was 10-12 (I cant remember the exact age right now, I'm sorry. I know I've listed it in other posts if you are curious though, but if you don't want to check, just know it was somewhere in that age range. My brain is feeling "fuzzy" with time this morning.) and it was for four months. Once I regained some mouth words, my vocal cords were extremely weak and difficult to use. My speech was practically unintelligible for a bit. The first thing I had said was "Do we have woodpeckers?" because I heard a noise outside that sounded like them (news flash, it wasnt woodpeckers. Woodpeckers arent even in my state so I don't know what was going through my head.), but due to the weakness in my vocal cords it sounded more like "da-wee...ave.. w-ah-pehck..ehs?". It was painful to use my oral voice, I was straining it just to say that sentence. It was extremely quiet, and shaky. I also was unable to control my breathing (not my normal breathing. I mean the breathing patterns required to use oral speech), causing a lot of gaps between speech sounds.
I obviously don't know what my oral voice sounds like now, but I can feel it getting weaker again when I hum as a stim.
It's important for people to understand that losing oral speech is not just a matter of finding a different way to communicate; it can have significant and lasting impacts on our physical health as well.
#nonspeaking#nonverbal#speech loss#actually autistic#neurodivergent#aac user#nonspeaking autistic#autism#aac device#aac users#disabled#disability#speech therapy#vocal cord damage
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Btw if you consider the slaughter of OVER 30,000 CIVILIANS INCLUDING THE TARGETING OF REPORTERS AND CHILDREN to be 'the reality of war' or pull up with some 'its hard to justify anything in war' bullshit I'm blocking you on sight. I'm not even gonna argue, if you can’t find it in you to at least consider that a country's steamrolling of an entire population might not be justified because [checks notes] maybe a thousand people were attacked, MAYBE, then I don’t think I could change your mind anyway. Glad to know you consider 'never again' to just be a catchy slogan rather than a meaningful phrase though 👍
#spitblaze says things#suspecting that perhaps my loss of followers is due to me being a jew who is very vocal in their support for palestine#in which case either die mad or go hang out with your israeli buddies blocking the efforts to keep the citizens of gaza from starving
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#☾⋆⁺₊⋆ ⸺ behind the scenes. ⊰ ooc ⊱#me thinking about everything with hsr yaya when he's a mourning actor#the loss of his mom and gallagher and misha and how he leaves penacony to grieve among the stars#how his songs have gone from something festive and cheery and fun to melancholic and grieving#how he sings and sings and sings until his voice goes raw and he loses it. only to repeat this whenever his voice recovers#but it's never the same as it used to be anymore due to how much he's damaged his vocal cords#how he fucking HATES the nameless & acheron. how he trusted lumine with his whole heart.#how he told her about his mother and her being a self-annihilator and the dream is basically her hospice.#only for him to lose her forever. how albedo reaches out to kaeya as a memokeeper. tries to be there for him while recording memories.#but yaya is just so jaded and numbed. he's tired. he's lost so much. he can't lose more if he keeps himself away.#he doesn't care if everything was for the greater good. what good *is* the greater good if he cannot keep someone for once.#and then i think about yaya and haitham. because holy shit ven has filled me with brainworms on their potential dynamic.#how haitham & yaya understand each other more than anyone else. how yaya is able to navigate convos with haitham just fine#and even finds him to be hilarious with his humor even if most people dont get it. dont get haitham.#how haitham can see yaya's masks and his different smiles. his different personas.#how haitham would know khaenriahn and would speak it with yaya and how much it devastates yaya in the best way.#how they send each other little gifts. how they sign off their letters to each other.#how they think of each other in their day-to-day lives#how *liberated* they both feel being near someone who understands them while also being afraid of being known#i just. im IN MY FEELINGS#IM GOING TO FUCKING SCREAM
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#newt#vocalizations#these are Mia’s peeps#the peeps they’d make when they wanted to go for some laps around the room#newts loss
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after i made my friend watch genloss with me, we spent the next month saying 'are you a doctor dude? i've been meaning to up my prescription, 100/100' over and over (charlie says it in the ep2 surgery scene)
(we're both autistic if that adds context lmaooo)
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Sorry to be a stoner but Gorgoroth hits so hard when you're blazed as fuck, their instrumental cascading wall of sound is so good to just disappear into
#I respect that Gaahl does what he wants and lives his own private little life but. God is his absence a tragic loss to the scene#His vocals are like none other#personal
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brains are weird and mine dug up the memory of a former friend i had when i was newly disabled. being newly disabled i still didnt understand my energy limits and doctors were still telling me to "push through it" and "exercise more" so i was going for hikes every day i should not have been taking nevermind taking ALONE and so i would come home and CRASH and nap for two hours and this guy this fucking guy said to me "doesnt that defeat the purpose of your exercise if you just come home and sleep" what a fucking moron
anyway! we are no longer friends for unrelated reasons
#bookbird babbles#he also didnt like casper so like no real loss lmao#he is the reason i say if someone doesnt like my cat we cant stay friends lol#vocally violently hating cats is a red flag thanks <3#(any pet ovbi if you have a reptile or insect and someone says their first response is to kill it leave them and never look back lol)
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I am not okay about this....
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i fear i'm a hater for saying this but moscow rules would have been such a good vampire weekend song he should have kept it
#i mean it kinda like just is a vampire weekend song with liam singing so yk not really a loss#i think if u would have played me a vampire weekend song with liam on vocals at 15 i would have needed to be institutionalized
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As someone whose main music scene is punk & rock, it’s both delightful and tragic that fellow fans of that genre are the ones to jump to Chappell Roan’s defense. We shouldn’t be so used to what poor mental health can do to celebrities but we are. It’s nice to see people who wouldn’t normally listen to her rally for her, but it’s so sad that the people who would listen have decided she’s not worth their time anymore just because she has emotions…
#punk & rock stars are always given such vocal support because loss is so common and so painful#the slippery slope of fame is all too familiar#and I wish it wasn’t that way but it is. I’m glad at the very least that the community I chose is one kind enough to support someone#who doesn’t make that kind of music anyway#. sorry I’m rambling I just get sad thinking abt how often celebrities mental health is ignored until it’s too late
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Corroded coffin cover of ‘day man’ with full WWE style wrestling accompaniment of Freak dressed as Day Man and Eddie as Night Man ending with a steal chair knock out and Eddie having to be dragged off stage
#don’t lie to yourself theyd be harmonising those AAAAAHHHs I like to think Jeffe doing main vocals and Eddie backing#DAY MAN fighter of the NIGHT MAN#NO jeffe and Gareth as vocals and guitar and drums#the performance gets more elaborate every time#there’s a deep and rich back story where day man stole night man’s lover (moth man played by gareth)#and Godzilla (jeffe) tries to fix things but decides she’s better off in the sea#Wayne doesn’t ask for updates on the Lore but he gets them anyway#DUSTIN MADE ZINES#Robin is an up to date avid reader and viewer#Steve pretends he isn’t but he cried when night man gave his monologue declaring love and loss to mothman#stranger things#eddie munson#corroded coffin#wow bye
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My hands do not belong to me, and I'm not myself either...
#vocaloid#vflower#vocal synth#vocaloid fanart#vocaloid songs#現実感喪失#loss of sense of reality#shuffleRan#digital art#blood#ask to tag#kai.jpg#ok to rb / id#this song means so much to me.
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Been trying to encourage chatter with him, got one very quiet “good boy” today!
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現実感喪失 ( Lose of Sense of Reality ) — shuffleRan feat. flower ⤷ tw : derealization and unreality
#現実感喪失#genjitsukan soushitsu#loss of sense of reality#vocaloid flower#フラワ#vflower#vocal synth#vocaloid#shuffleran
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