#vinny ansari

[girlsnighttrash]

girls chase boys

a/n: hey guys!!! so someone suggested I write some angst for arguably the two most angsty characters on the show and then girls chase boys came on shuffle and I couldn’t help myself!!!

just for some background info (u kno how it goes) morgan had a conversation with vinny while he was visiting new york annnnnnnd yeah! that’s all i can say without giving everything away >:~) have fuuuuuun

Sapphire found herself on the rooftop, leaning over the railing and staring past the cityscape at a fixed point in the horizon just beyond a distant mountain. She had escaped the confines of the corner dorm and snuck up the stairs when she had the chance, desperate for a breath of fresh air. They were all celebrating something, though what, Sapphire wasn’t sure. She was too focused on the distance Vinny kept from her, drilling holes into the back of his head, holding back question after question to notice. Maybe it had something to do with Charlie and Go finally making it official and maybe that was a part of the reason she was so……..vexed.

She hated it. She hated that everyone around her was pairing off and finding happiness in love. First Cormac and Iris and then Romeo and Lo had mended all of their woes. And now Charlie and Go had finally confessed their undying love for one another (not that that cane as a surprise to anyone - even Romeo started to catch on before they did anything about it). She didn’t want to be this miserable, really. She wanted to be happy for her friends and involve herself in the merriments that came with it. But how could she be happy? Vinny and Cormac were graduating after this semester and just when she thought things were finally looking up, just when Vinny had as good as professed his feelings for her, everything grew cold. Just like that.

God, he couldn’t even look at her. Not even when she started to pour herself a drink (not that she was actually planning on drinking it, but she was so desperate for any hint of attention from the brown eyed boy she tried everything she could). It must have been something she said. But when she thought back on all of their conversations, all she could remember was matching his level of wit and charm and, god dammit, flirtation! So then she thought it must have been something she did. But everything she did, every move she made, was only made in response to whatever it was Vinny himself initiated. The only ���sin” she was guilty of committing was taking part in what was clearly splayed out in front of her. So what was it that changed? Unless –

Oh, god –

Unless nothing had changed. Unless all of this was nothing more than a figment of her imagination and she had misinterpreted everything. It wouldn’t be the first time. Just look at Teddy (I mean, honestly, the fact that she thought he could ever have any semblance of romantic feelings for her was inherently ridiculous). Teddy had very clearly wanted nothing more than friendship, but due to her pure stupidity, she thought he wanted something more. And now it was happening all over again. She had fallen in love with a boy who wanted nothing more than a best friend.

But that can’t be true, a light chirped at the end of her tunnel. He already had two, arguably three, of those why would he want, or need, another one? The voice in her head fought hard to pull herself out of the hole she dug. Instinctively, a grin brightened her previously dark features. She bit her lip to hide it, though there was no one around to hide it from. A habit she picked up while trying to hide her feelings from Vinny all this time she supposed.

Besides, the voice reasoned, if he wasn’t interested, why would Cormac have hassas us with those hints two weeks ago? Sapphire nodded her head to the side, moving her gaze from the spot beyond the far-off mountain to a plant on a balcony opposite of her. Her grin dropped after thinking on her observation for a moment, head shaking. “But that doesn’t explain why he’s been so hot and cold recently,” she muttered under her breath, smoothing the front of her hair and pressing the heel of her hand into her closed eye in thought.

Before the little voice in her head could refute her statement, the heavy door at the other end of the roof swung open with a moan, causing Sapphire to jump and nearly topple off the side of the building. She looked over her shoulder and the oddest thing happened to her insides. Her heart swelled and her stomach spiraled into her shoes all at once, causing the grin rising to her lips to weaken upon seeing Vinny’s sleek hair and puppy dog eyes.

“Don’t let me interrupt, Sapph,” Vinny effused, barring the door behind him with ease. He continued to speak, crossing the length of the roof until he took his usual spot beside her. “Conversations with one’s self are often the most important conversation one can have.” Toasting his own words with a nearly empty beer bottle, he looked Sapphire up and down once and downed the remaining contents.

Sapphire tried to hide her smile and soft chuckle with a roll of her eyes, but that only made the sparkle behind Vinny’s hickory eyes shine brighter. He stole another look at her frame and he swore his heart skipped a beat. He could hear Cormac’s voice in the back of his mind now, rambling on and on about how if someone’s heart skips a beat they should see their doctor, not ramble about it in poetry. But Vinny pushed it away, focusing instead on the way Sapphire’s hair hung around her shoulders and how the strands that framed her face billowed when a breeze whispered past. He studied the way her nose pointed slightly upward and the curves of her lips on her profile.

And then it hit him.

The guilt. His throat tightened so quickly he struggled to breathe. Immediately he redirected his gaze to a faraway point just beyond the outlying mountains. When he promised Morgan that he would stop pursuing his daughter, he didn’t think it would be this strenuous. Sure, Vinny was great at lies and deceit and manipulation and everything in between, but there was, he found, a difference between lying and deceiving and manipulating someone you loved, really loved, than doing the same to those he merely enjoyed spending time with.

That’s not to say that it was impossible, seeing as nothing was truly impossible (much like the fact that noteverything is possible). In fact, he thought, all things considered, he was doing a decent job. If it were anyone else at all, he would be proud of himself, but again – Sapphire was different.

“Oh, don’t fret, Ansari,” Sapphire reassured. Pink danced across her cheeks, so she pulled her light jacket closer to her body as a means to blame it on the cold and hide her true intentions. “Especially seeing as this is the first time you’ve decided to acknowledge my existence tonight.” Conjuring up all the courage she had, she stole a glance at the much taller boy, her heart fluttering in her chest upon doing so.

Again, the guilt hit him. Vinny hid his face from her view altogether, not wanting to betray his vow, not wanting to rid Sapphire or any future successes or happiness coming her way. She can’t be happy with someone like you, Vinny. I think, deep down, you know that as much – if not more – than I do, Morgan’s words ricocheted around his brain. He debated whether or not he should respond at all for a long moment before deciding it was best not to.

After waiting some time for a response, Sapphire finally got the hint. Scoffing, she shook her head back to the skyline before them. She took a deep breath, ducking her head for a moment before inhaling sharply and addressing the man who held her heart, whether he knew it or not. “Am I missing something? Did I overlook a crucial, life-altering event entirely? Because one moment, we’re holding hands and planning our future together, as husband and wife, father and mother, as equals with mutual feelings and the next you’re ignoring my existence entirely. Honestly, Vinny, it’s as though you’re keeping note of how far apart we are at all times and I don’t quite understand where it’s coming from, so, please, inform me.” Sapphire turned so she was facing Vinny now, hip resting against the edge of the building. Her hands gesticulating so wildly they demanded Vinny’s attention. When she was finally finished, she concluded her tirade with a huff, jade colored orbs desperately searching for any sign of guilt in Vinny’s.

Of course, it was there. And for a moment, as her peridot eyes scoured his, he was sure she’d find it (though he wasn’t sure if he was frightened or hopeful of her discovery).

Taking his time, Vinny straightened his back, correcting his posture, and turned to face Sapphire. He paused, fighting the urge to kiss her then and there. Change is inevitable, it’s necessary, even, he wished he could say,but the only change I want to occur between the two of us is us. “I don’t recall such an event ever taking place because I don’t recall any change ever occurring,” he said instead. Raising an eyebrow, he continued, forcing lies past his lips. “Are we not doing business as usual? I thought the point of such discussions was to explore the opportunities the universe presents. Rationally, that was a possibility, so we discussed it.” His tongue rolled across the roof of his mouth before he pushed a smirk to his lips. “It’d be no different than analyzing what might happen if you and Cormac looked past your enmity for one another and fell in love.”

Vinny watched as the sparkle dulled from Sapphire’s eyes, the color going from that of a meadow on a summer’s day to muddy algae. But even as the sparkle diminished, it was as though she knew exactly what game he was playing. Sweat began to accumulate in the folds of his palms as he studied her closely, searching for her ticks.

After a long bout of silence, Sapphire took a deep, shaky breath and mustered up the courage to ask the only question on her mind. She knew if she didn’t ask it now, she’d regret it for the rest of her life. Just as shethought she knew this wasn’t something as simple and ridiculously stupid as a miscommunication between the two of them. She corrected her posture and stuck her nose in the air, feigning a confidence she would never admit to lacking. “Does your - does your heart still beat for me, Ansari?”

Vinny’s mouth went dry. The crack in her voice broke his heart and he couldn’t help but despise her father for what he was not only putting her through, but for what Morgan was putting him through in turn. After all, Vinny hadn’t even believed in marriage until he met Sapphire. Now that was all taken away from him. Just because the man who knew the love of his life the best decided to stand in the way of the happy ending Vinny never knew he wanted nor thought he deserved.

He took a moment to ensure his voice wouldn’t tremble when he spoke. Tilting his head slightly, Vinny mustered a small smile. “Sapphire,” he lamented softly, shaking his head. “Let’s not make this harder than it has to be…”

The moment he tilted his head, Sapphire’s eyes began prickling. She cursed herself for relenting such a reaction, but the moment the tears began falling, she couldn’t stop them. “I don’t need your pity,” she spat, hoping to distract from the tears streaking her face. As though the ground beneath her feet had suddenly grown very hot, she jumped from her place and flashed across the roof. Hurling the door open with a sudden sense of strength she didn’t normally obtain, she continued to bolt down the stairs and did not stop until she was in the girls’ restroom.

Once she was certain she was alone, she let a sob burst through her lips without attempting to quell it. Tilting her head toward the stratosphere, she folded her arms tightly beneath her chest and succumbed to her sorrow as she slid down the cold tile.

She blamed herself, and she hated it. Because even after all that Vinny had put her through, even after the heartbreak he caused her, she loved him so much she couldn’t find it in herself to blame him.

[jasuhu-blog]

Love Letter 

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Vaneeza Ahmad

Vaneeza Ahmad Ali, nicknamed Vinny, (Urdu: ونیزہ احمد‎; imagined June 29, 1971) is a Pakistani model and performing craftsman. Ahmad has earned a reputation of being the most surely understood and searched for after[1] female model and VIP in Pakistan. At first enthusiastic about arrangement with a degree in cerebrum look into, she joined showing as a nice intrigue just to be transformed into the substance of a segment of the principle marks in Pakistan. She married Pakistani agent, Ali Afzal Malik, in July 2010. She has two young ladies Inaya and Sofiya Jahan Ali.

 Account

 Early life

 Vaneeza Ahmad was normally acquainted with a Muslim family in Murree, Pakistan however later she moved to Germany with her people to think about. She was constrained by her people to get into medication when she was in auxiliary school. She was to return to Pakistan at 18 years of age to focus also arrangement; however her courses of action were crushed by a nonattendance of optional school material science and she decided to rather go to Kinnaird College in Lahore.

 With her interests still inclined towards pharmaceutical, she proceeded onward from Kinnaird College with a four year school training in cerebrum science. In her compact stay at the school, she started to show coolly. Next to no interested by showing as a calling elective, she was showered with offers from various frame originators, some of which were famous in the Pakistani shape industry including any similarity of form organizer Nilofer Shahid.

 She got hitched to Ali Afzal Malik (representative, 42)in 2010. She has given a couple of gatherings in which she has communicated that her significant other and she were made for each other. She had known him in Lahore justified on time to mid 90's and was pain stricken when he got out to move to the United States. He returned 2009 and they were soon hitched. The couple is known to be captivated with each other. They got the chance to be gatekeepers in 2012.

 Showing as a calling

 Exactly when Nilofer moved toward Vaneeza, she was indeterminate of which calling to look for after and settled for configuration showing. Her basic walks around configuration shows drove frame analysts to recognition her style on the catlike walk. In dealings with corporate pioneers of media outlets, her business sharpness was equivalently complimented.

 Vaneeza, the brand

 Starting late Vaneeza summoned a brand name Vlawn for her extent of grass surfaces and the checking made a development among the form insightful open. The social affair contained nine different garden prints made by fashioners that included Nomi Ansari, Umar Sayeed and Hassan Sheheryar Yasin. In March 2006, the gathering sold-out in a movement of introductions. In 2011, Vanneza has continued with her "VLawn" picture of women's yard suits. The new show is eagerly expected by women of all ages and will go to all noteworthy urban groups of Pakistan.

 Acting and acknowledgment

 "              I could lie about it and say I'm in this field for the love of workmanship. However, I surrender that I'm doing it for money.                "

 — Vaneeza Ahmed

 In a country where women are not expected that would settle on sharp and learned decisions in business matters of financial concerns, Vaneeza constantly stayed with the calling for money. With her partner Iraj Manzoor, Vaneeza is depicted as having "amassed a veritable fortune by method for straight-shooting guaranteeing deals and sensible choices" inside 10 years and a half.

 Ahmad made her acting introduction in Jamal Shah's questionable enterprise Kal and has since acted in Marina Khan's Tum Hi Tau Ho, Janey Anjaney and Tum Say Mil Ker; Armaan; and Talaash. She played the creator of Pakistan Muhammad Ali Jinnah's young lady Dina Wadia in Jamil Dehlavi's 1998 biopic, Jinnah.

 On 16 April 2008, Vaneeza Ahmad was picked as one of the Olympic light bearers when the light met up in Islamabad. She was one of just a modest bunch few picked hotshots to hold the light in the exchange out of the picked 66.

[girlsnighttrash]

i know the road looks tough ahead

under the cut i put a really unpopular opinion about cormac hamilton from university if you don’t like him don’t read and don’t attack me freedom of speech is a thing lmao or do idgaf

so recently i’ve seen a lot of posts going around in the fandom that really vilifies cormac :// and it’s bad enough that the show itself is always so quick to put cormac in a really angry and mean light when really cormac is just a misunderstood tol strong bean pole who deserves the world and more and honestly?? for him being a character z.e. has been playing for a long time they really seem to not know a lot about him lmaoo. i know the show plays on tropes but like?? stop reducing cormac to a trope lmao he’s so much more than just the white straight boy??

for one he’s a naturally nurturing and caring person. i know that a lot of people don’t think so because he has a hard time expressing himself but um?? being emotionally stunted is a thing lmao. like you can still be a good and nurturing person and not know how to express yourself. but like also expressing yourself isn’t always all through words so just because he doesn’t say what he’s thinking does not mean that he’s not thinking it.

cormac hamilton, the boy who invited vinny ansari, who was struggling, into his home because he knew he deserved better and he knew he could offer it. cormac hamilton the boy who dated a girl for four years and didn’t know how to break up with her because he was afraid of hurting her feelings. cormac hamilton who is literally the least selfish and most caring boy.

for example, the whole shakespeare plot (which imo was one of the best plots for cormac’s character development but no one ever wants to acknowledge that but like whatevER) brings out the very reason cormac wanted to become a doctor in the first place?? hellooo comapssion and helping people. it’s honestly really fucking ridiculous that this is the first times that z.e. dives into that motivation (which is why lomac is the way to go?? like who the fuck in their right mind ever thing any differently?? but that’s a rant for another day) because it adds so much to who he is and why he’s going where he’s going. it also shows the audience that he’s not just around for a plot device in a ship (#oops?).

i’m just saying it was nice to see cormac do something that wasn’t yell or freeze up for once?? remember that scene where he took lo out to eat at a restaurant he didn’t even like bc he knew it was the only thing she’d agree to eating?? and more than anything he just wanted to get her to eat?? remember when he got up and made her breakfast every day even she didn’t eat much of it to begin with?? remember when cormac - CORMAC not sapphire or go who are lo’s BEST. FRIENDS. - was the one to get lo out of the dorm when she wasn’t sure he was ready but he knew she was?? have you ever seen any other charcter on university ever care for someone that much even when you didn’t really know them?? trick question because no! you haven’t!

and f a s t f o r w a r d to his doctor days and you see how much caring about other people almost destroys him like oh my god my poor baby protect him!!! he literally cannot handle losing patients because he feels personally responsible because his job is to literally care for people and when he can’t do that he doesn’t know who he is!!! THAT’S the cormac i want to see more of ! THAT’S the cormac i DESERVE to see more of of !!! but noooo z.e. has to focus on the negative characteristics of the ””””””straight white male”””””” whether it be for comedic effect or antagonizing who he is at his core.  i could go on for literally hours about this but i should move on so i don’t get *too* repetitive

secondly, CORMAC. HAMILTON. IS. A. FAMILY. MAN. if i have to read one more post about how cormac is a whiny pissbaby because he complains to his dad about everything I AM GOING TO EXPLODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why wouldn’t cormac talk to his dad about everything?? he’s his dad. like lmao sorry he doesn’t have any daddy issues like the rest of your faves but honestly that’s become such an overused trope and i think it’s important to give people with good familial relationships more representation in the media!!! i’m sorry your dad left or whatever but i’m so sick of seeing the broken family trope everywhere i turn (and university is already so full of them).

but that’s not the point. the point is that cormac is not whiny because he talks to his dad and he’s not not a little bitch because he wants to impress his mom. he just cares about his family over anyone else. and i don’t see why that’s such a problem or why it’s turned into a negative trait?? but like whatever i guess you hate familial love and relationships if it’s not a “found family”.

third of all, how can you hate someone who loves dogs more than anyone else loves dogs? i’ve literally never in my whole life ever known or seen anyone who has loved dogs as much as cormac hamilton and it’s so precious. like if that’s not the cutest fucking thing ever then you’re lying. if he’s THAT good with animals can you imagine how cute of a REAL LIFE DAD he would be??? cormac hamilton dad of the year sign me the fuck up. he’d just be so gentle and kind and helpful and it’s so cute and i can’t. i can’t even think about it.

in conclusion, cormac hamilton is so much more than z.e. and most of the characters on the show give him credit for. cormac hamilton is precious and if you don’t love him more than anything in the world than honestly??? why are you wasting your time like that??

[girlsnighttrash]

FOR ALL OF MY SINNY SHIPPERS WHO WATCHED THE LATEST EPISODE OF UNIVERSITY YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH PAIN I’M IN. THIS SEASON IS SO GOOD I’M SO GLAD THEY DECIDED TO DO IT THE WAY THEY DID!!! WE’VE GOTTEN SO MANY REALLY CUTE SINNY AND CHARGO MOMENTS!!! BUT I WAS REALLY EXCITED ABOUT THIS LAST EPISODE BECAUSE WE GOT SO MANY SINNY MOMENTS!!! SO I TRANSCRIBED THE EPISODE AND DECIDED TO ADD MY OWN COMMENTARY JUST TO STRESS HOW IN LOVE THEY ARE. I SERIOUSLY CANNOT SEE HOW PEOPLE SHIP SAPPHMAC AND NOT SINNY?? SAPPHMAC IS V V BORDERLINE ABUSIVE AND MAKES ME SO UNCOMFORTABLE. ANYWAY!!! LOOK UNDER THE READ MORE!!!

A deep sigh broke through Vinny’s smile. Sapphire Maddox,” he made his way toward her, claiming his usual spot beside the brunette. “What am I going to do with you?” he laughed, head shaking lightly.

HE’S TAKING HIS USUAL SPOT NEXT TO HER HE’S MISSED HER SO MUCH LOOK AT THAT. HE’S LITERALLY DRAWN TO HER THEIR MAGENETISM IS SO UNDENIABLE OH MY GOD THEY’RE SO IN LOVE I’M SO FUCKED UP. WHAT /ARE/ YOU GONNA DO WITH HER, VINNY?? BANG HER ON THE ROOFTOP WE ALL KNOW IT WOULDN’T BE THE FIRST TIME.

Vinny, too, leaned on the railing, shoulder resting against Sapphire’s.Shrugging, his eyes swooped across the campus. “I mean, we don’t have to.” He locked eyes with her again. “There’s nothing making us leave. We could stay here the entire time if we really wanted to.”

DO YOU FUCKING SEE THIS HE’S LITERALLY LEANING AGAINST HER. HE CAN’T HELP BUT TOUCH HER IN SOME WAY WHENEVER THEY’RE AROUND LOOK AT THIS LEVEL OF COMFORT THEY FEEL AROUND EACH OTHER. HE DOESN’T EVEN WANT TO GO BACK TO THEIR DORM ROOMS HE LITERALLY CANNOT GET ENOUGH OF HER. HE JUST WANTS TO BE ALONE WITH HER ON A ROOFTOP STARING AT THE STARS HOW FUCKING ROMANTIC. HE WOULD RISK NEVER GOING BACK TO NORMAL IF IT MEANT SPENDING THE REST OF HIS LIFE WITH SAPPHIRE IN COLLEGE. WHY? BECAUSE HE LOVES HER AND HE KNOWS IT’S EASY TO DO THAT AT THIS POINT IN TIME.

Sapphire’s head fell to Vinny’s shoulder with a snort. “Well, then, we don’t have to leave.”

LOOK SHE DOESN’T WANT TO LEAVE HIM EITHER. SAPPHIRE CAN LAUGH AT AND WITH VINNY!!! CAN SHE DO THAT WITH CORMAC?? FUCK NO. SHE LITERALLY CAN’T LOOK AT HIM RN WITHOUT WANTING TO THROW UP BUT LOOK HOW EASY THINGS ARE BETWEEN HER AND VINNY RIGHT NOW. SHE DOESN’T HAVE TO THINK ABOUT IT ALL SHE KNOWS IS SHE WANTS TO BE CLOSE TO HIM AND NEVER WANTS TO LEAVE HIS SIDE.

Sighing heavily, Vinny looked over his shoulder. “I don’t know,” he exhaled, gaze returning to her small frame. “I don’t know if he will…but I mean…things happen. People fall apart.” He studied her intently, gut wrenching the same way it always had upon  seeing the look in her eye. “That shouldn’t scare you.”

LOOK AT THIS. HE’S OBVIOUSLY UNCOMFORTABLE WITH WHAT THEY’RE TALKING ABOUT BECAUSE HE LOVES HER.HE DOESN’T WANT HER TO MAKE UP WITH CORMAC. DOES VINNY EVER SAY WHAT HE WANTS??? NO!!! YOU HAVE TO READ IN BETWEEN THE LINES AND HE’S OBVIOUSLY DEVASTATED THAT SHE’S EVEN THINKING ABOUT HER AND CORMAC GETTING BACK TOGETHER. HIS GUT IS WRENCHING HE FEELS SICK. HE DOESN’T WANT HER TO BE SCARED BECAUSE HE’S THERE, HER ONE AND ONLY TRUE LOVE!!!! THAT’S WHYHE’S PUSHING THAT THINGS HAPPEN SO HEAVILY. BECAUSE IT’S IN THE PAST, BUT HE WANTS TO CHANGE THE PAST BECAUSE HE KNOWS THAT IT SHOULD BE HIM AND SAPPHIRE TOGETHER NOT CORMAC AND SAPPHIRE. I MEAN LOOK AT THE WAY HE’S LOOKING AT HER. ALL SAPPHIRE HAS TO FUCKING DO IS REALIZE SHE DOESN’T WANT CORMAC TO LOVE HER, SHE WANTS VINNY TOO. IT’S NOT HARD ALL SHE HAS TO DO IS ANALYZE HER SUBCONSCIOUS.

Vinny wrapped an arm around her instinctively, pulling her into his side. “People fall apart,” he repeated under his breath before sighing again and rubbing her arm. “You’ll be okay,” he spoke again, increasing his volume. “You always are.”

LOOK AT THIS GENTLE TOUCH. HE’S PULLING HER CLOSE TO REMIND HER THAT HE’S ALWAYS THERE FOR HER, TO REMIND HER THAT PEOPLE CAN BE PULLED TOGETHER. HE WANTS THEM TO PULL TOGETHER THROUGH ALL OF THIS FUCKED UP BULLSHIT AND REALIZE HOW RIGHT THEY ARE FOR EACH OTHER. HE KNOWS SHE’S GONNA BE OKAY BECAUSE SHE CAN COME HOME TO HIM AT THE END OF THE DAY NO MATTER WHAT. UGH. SO IN LOVE. SO ROMANTIC. I LOVE SINNY.

“You know,” Vinny was the first to speak again. “We have a lot of catching up to do.”

VINNY HAS MISSED SAPPHIRE SO MUCH. HE JUST WANTS TO KNOW WHERE SHE’S BEEN AND HOW SHE’S BEEN DOING. HE WANTS TO KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT HER EVEN THOUGH THEY’RE NOT CONNECTED IN THIS FUCKED UP UNIVERSE. AND CAN YOU BLAME HIM? IT SUCKS NOT BEING AROUND HER ALL THE TIME.

Vinny watched Sapphire with a grin and sparkling eyes. “I knew you could make it. You know that, right?” He took a moment to study her intently before correcting himself. “I knew you would make it. You’re amazing and you’re changing the world. How does that feel?”

HE’S THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS EVER VOCALLY BELIEVED IN SAPPHIRE HER WHOLE LIFE. HE’S THE ONLY ONE THAT’S BEEN THERE FOR HER, PUSHING HER TO DO ART EVEN WHEN SHE WAS STUDYING LAW. HE’S SO PROUD OF HIS WIFEY. STOP LOOKING AT HER W HEART EYES AND PROPOSE ALREADY GODDAMMIT.

“I missed this. I’ve missed you.”

THIS ONE IS SIMPLE AND IT’S HARD TO MISS, BUT SAPPHIRE AND VINNY HAVE NEVER BEEN PEOPLE FOR COMPLEXITIES. IT’S JUST SO THEM. SAPPHIRE DOESN’T ELABORATE BECAUSE SHE DOESN’T WANT TO ADMIT TO HIM OR HERSELF HOW MUCH SHE MISSED HIM BECAUSE THEN SHE’LL REMEMBER HOW MUCH SHE LOVES HIM. SHE’S SUPPRESSING BECAUSE SHE THINKS THAT IT’S ONLY IN THE PAST. SHE DOESN’T WANT TO BE DRAMATIC BECAUSE SHE KNOWS IT’LL MAKE HIM UNCOMFY. LOOK AT HER, WATCHING OUT FOR HER HUSBAND. MISSING HER HUSBAND.

Vinny’s grin faltered for a moment before he cleared his throat and nodded. “Um - yeah, I missed this too. “We’ve got a good thing going.”

HIS GRIN FALTERED BECAUSE HE DOESN’T THINK SHE MEANS IT IN THE WAY HE WANTS HER TO. HE THINKS SHE MEANS IT PLATONICALLY, BUT IF YOU LOOK CLOSE IT’S OBVIOUS THAT THIS ISN’T TRUE. HE DOESN’T WANT TO SAY IT BACK BECAUSE HE DOESN’T WANT TO MAKE HER UNCOMFY EITHER. HE DOESN’T WANT TO PUSH HER BOUNDARIES OR RUIN HIS CHANCES. HE DOESN’T WANT TO SLIP UP ON ANYTHING.

“Yeah…” Sapphire drifted off, straightening her back and clearing her throat. She placed her head on his shoulder again, directing her eyes from his and up at the constellations. “Yeah, we do.”

SHE’S ALWAYS PUTTING HER HEAD ON HIS SHOULDER BECAUSE IT’S THE MOST SHE CAN DO UNDER THEIR CIRCUMSTANCES. IT’S SO CUTE AND SAD AND ROMANTIC. LOOK AT MY SMALL BABIES NOT KNOWING HOW TO PROCESS OR EXPRESS THEIR ROMANTIC LOVE FOR EACH OTHER. GOD IT’S SO PAINFUL. THEY MAKE MY HEART HURT.

[girlsnighttrash]

you were not my world. you are my universe. [vinmac oneshot]

Vinny’s lips slotted perfectly into those of Cormac Hamilton, his soft tawny-dusted eyes and butterfly-light eyelashes fluttering to its’ seal, as Cormac’s sharp azure ones flew open, though his long angular fingers still wrapped themselves against Vinny’s jaw, thumb lightly dusting its’ print down the bone almost of its own accord.

“Vinny,” the blonde hissed, though the call of his name only brought the brown boy closer, his body finding its’ gravity towards the other. Candied brims part loosely to allow Vinny’s tongue to slither into the aperture of his paramour, though the reaction corroborated that it was for naught. Cormac’s digits uncoiled and compressed against Vinny’s chest, forcing the former off.“Ansari, we’re at work. Someone’s going to catch us.”

The only response was a demure smile and a scintillating gleam contained within his oculus, suggesting a catalyst for something more.

“No, Ansari, I’m serious,” Cormac spoke again, his utterance but a low susurration that held little meaning. His unperturbed blase on the subject was contradicted by the stormy hues that clouded over his vision, his torso rising with carnality at each signature Vinny emblazed against his nape. Gentle lulls articulated themselves from behind his lips and raised into the atmosphere above them.

Tension built as battling lenses met each other, neither of them willing to lower their gaze. Vinny’s fingers traced lust against Cormac’s skin, but no vocables fell from his parched tongue in response. Slowly, they lowered reach on to the collar of Cormac’s shirt, daintily unbinding buttons one hand and the other delineating the chest of the cerulean-eyed boy, nails finding homes in the crevices of his muscles. Cormac’s cheeks flush with a sanguine shade and a fervour inexplicable to most, tilting his head back and exposing the bare skin upon his neck of which Vinny immediately latched on. The taste of defeat lingered upon Cormac’s tongue, but Vinny immediately sucked it out and left the boy writhing in place.