#viktor.j

[i-hate-ashton]

best smoke buddy ever

[catguys]

this post reeks

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postal reference username?

she may have been really fucking cringe and done a horrible job but hey at least she had taste

Twitter account of suspected perpetrator of the Abundant Life Christian School shooting that happened just now.

Google doc link doesn't lead anywhere as you need access to view it, presumably a manifesto. First video is of someone at what appears to be a shooting range (don't quote me idk what they look like.), getting shot in the head and bleeding out. Second video is a crappy edit of Anton Lundin Petterson, perpetrator of a school stabbing in Sweden that killed 3.

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"He's not that bad guys!!!!!" a Postal 1 Dude analysis very long post. apologies.

He’s not a chaotic mess like the rest of them. He was just a regular guy whose life spiraled in the worst way possible.

The thing is, the Dude isn’t portrayed as malicious. He doesn’t actually speak at all in the game, and honestly? That silence says a lot. The promo materials describe him as "quiet" and "nice," which feels important when you think about how much he struggles with social norms. Like the whole "calling a girl he went on one date with his girlfriend" thing. That could be part of his delusions, sure, but it could also be because he doesn’t really get social cues. He just doesn’t connect with people in a typical way. That's one of the reasons I hc him as autistic, he’s quiet, struggles with social stuff. It makes sense.

When everything falls apart he doesn’t even want to be violent. The first thing he thinks of when he’s attacked is to go to the sheriff. That’s not the reaction of someone itching to go on a killing spree, he just wanted someone else to deal with it. But when you’re convinced people are shooting rockets at you, self-defense becomes a pretty logical reaction.

What’s wild is that his whole mindset shifts as the game goes on. At first, it’s just about survival, he’s trying to make it out alive. But then you get to the train station, and he writes in his journal, "If I can get out, I can warn everybody." That’s such a selfless thing to do. He goes from protecting himself to wanting to save everyone, which is a massive contrast to, say, P2, who would probably watch the world burn and laugh about it.

There’s also this weird reluctance to his violence that makes him stand out. In the trailer park, he writes: “There must be others like me, immune to this...germ warfare or whatever it is.” That line hits because it shows he doesn’t want to kill anyone. He’s genuinely hoping to find normal people instead of fighting. Compare that to the other Dudes, who’ll happily shoot someone for cutting in line.

The ghetto section is even more telling. He straight-up admits he’s scared of getting mugged, which is just… normal guy behavior? And the fact that he calls his journal a "diary" again at that point? It’s like his war mentality cracks under the stress, and you see the real, scared guy underneath. His schizophrenia plays a huge role in everything, amplifying his fear and confusion to a breaking point. He’s not just paranoid, he’s genuinely convinced that the world is out to get him, which drives his actions. The delusions aren’t just background noise, they shape his reality, making him believe he’s the hero in a fight against an invisible threat. The fact that his voice lines are labeled as "demon" in the game settings adds a whole new layer to his character. It’s like the game itself hinting that his inner voice isn’t even his own. Whether it’s a metaphor for his fractured psyche or a literal possession, it reinforces how disconnected he is from himself and how little control he really has.

P1 Dude is just some regular guy who got hit with a string of awful circumstances. He’s trying to do the right thing, but his mental state is shot, and he’s being manipulated by something way bigger than he can understand. He’s not like the other Postal Dudes at all—if anything, he’s probably the most grounded and empathetic character in the franchise.

oh, and RWS literally said he’s “just an average guy having a bad day,” so there’s that. anyway this ended up way longer than I planned but I wanted to get my thoughts out, so um thanks for coming to my ted talk

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I dont usually do marriages, im more of a suicide-pact type of guy

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December 3:

TODAY IS THE DAY. TODAY IS THE DAY.

happy Lila day guys

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Its so interesting and complex because its real. Since the movies based on columbine they took a lot from Eric and Dylan. Dylan being portrayed as the ‘nice introverted one’ in media and Eric being the real ‘bad guy’ and driving Dylan to do what they did. And when nbk took place Dylan was the one taunting and scaring his victims the most. Eric, and in this case Andre, had less anger he needed to take out on his victims since he didn’t keep it in and let it foster. Unlike Dylan, or Calvin, who was actively hiding his anger and allowing it to build.

I know im just stating the obvious here but i wanted to talk about this for a while so excuse me lmao

i think andre's character is underappreciated sometimes. the only actual andre fans i see now anymore are just thirsty for him LMFAO. i think cal and andre are both very different and complex characters and that makes them amazing.

andre had so much hate for everyone at their school, yet, when zero day comes, cal is the one whos actually trying to scare everyone, rather than trying to almost get it over with like andre. its interesting methinks i wanna write more detailed analyses of their characters

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i wish consentual killing was legal like wouldnt it be cool to find a person who enjoys killing and another one that wants to be killed and boom they both get what they want

[i-hate-ashton]

me and him

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intro thing

you can call me whatever you want, but my actual name's viktor. he n him, i speak english n polish. my current main interests are tcc, zero day, postal, weaponry and who's lila. gonna be posting art at some point, probably shitposting too I write stuff sometimes as well. Feel free to request hcs or art. random info if anyone cares: - i play the drums, learning to play guitar - lemon soda n red bull lover - i collect stuff, mostly physical media

"live fast, live hard, and die by any combination of those two."

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amen

Greetings federal and/or state agents, I do not condone mass shootings nor would I perpetrate one. I simply happen to have a strong interest in the subject, I am merely a 16 year old male that means no harm.

[i-hate-ashton]

i want u so bad bruh lets kiss rn i love you so much :-3 rubbinf one out for u rn

make out session when stares at you like this

[catguys]

[catguys]

your boyfriend is BERATING me with adult furry content. Please tell him to stop

@i-hate-viktor

[i-hate-ashton]

i feel like fortnite was one of the horsemen of the apocalypse

[i-hate-ashton]

the fact that nobody has tried to murder me yet is honestly insulting. step it up, people