#viktor angst is my fav thing to write sorry

[nostalgic-bee]

Viktuuri Week Day 3: Home

@viktuuri-week

“What is home to you?”

It was a fairly innocent question from Yuuri, brought on by them sitting in comfortable silence. So what was home to him?

To Viktor home was a feeling, a feeling of unconditional love, understanding and acceptance, home was free of unreachable expectations, home was where he was allowed to just exist.

The truth was, he didn’t feel at home anywhere.

At the rink he was Viktor Nikiforov, Living legend, Russia's champion. Someone perfect, unreachable, he was supposed to live up to expectations and he wasn’t allowed to fail. Because Viktor Nikiforov didn’t fail.

At his apartment he could be just Viktor but his apartment felt so empty, it was home but wasn’t his home. And most of the time he was away anyway so it just felt more like a living space.

And then there was Hatsetsu

Where no one really gave much attention to his status as a world famous ice skater, to everyone there he was just that foreigner who always followed around Yuuri like a lost puppy, the one who politely greeted everyone he saw.

The place where Yuuris family and friends, and Yuuri himself, saw all his flaws, saw past the facade that was Viktor Nikiforov and still loved him and accepted him with open arms.

And to him that’s what home was, that he could be imperfect, that he could fail and he would still be loved unconditionally.

So with that thought he looked at Yuuri and smiled, answering his question with no hesitation.

“Here with you”

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@fxckin-polkadots master list!

please read before requesting anything or going deeper into my page!

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DAVID DASTMALCHIAN:

Kurt Goreshter (ant and the wasp)

How the hell did you do that? - requested

Abner Krill (the suicide squad)

Lonny crane (the belko experiment)

Murdoc Macgyver(Macgyver - tho my knowledge on him is limited as i’m unable to watch episodes)

Johnson (Reprisal)

Bob Taylor (Prisoners)

Safe with me - requested

Thomas Schiff ( The Dark Knight)

Piter de vries (dune)

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MIDNIGHT MASS:

Father Paul

Riley Flynn

Ed Flynn

Sheriff Hassan

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STRANGER THINGS:

Argyle

Purple Palm Trees - requested

Eddie Munson

Steve Harrigton

Jim Hopper

A/N: i don’t do billy he makes me uncomfortable sorry el oh el

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THE UMBRELLA ACADEMY:

Hanging out w/ the umbrella & sparrow boys - requested

Luther Hargreeves

Diego Hargreeves

Viktor Hargreeves

Klaus Hargreeves

Five hargreeves (STRICTLY PLATONIC.)

Umbrella Ben Hargreeves

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THE SPARROW ACADEMY:

Marcus Hargreeves

Sparrow Ben Hargreeves

Alphonso Hargreeves (personal fav im begging people to request him please)

An Mlm Relationship with Alphonso - Requested

Random Headcanons with Alphonso - Requested

Chrispher Hargreeves (STRICTLY PLATONIC he’s a fucking c u b e)

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MARVEL:

Thor

Steve Rodgers

Bucky Barnes

Tony Stark

Peter Parker (any version of him)

Loki

Stephen Strange

Bruce Banner

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THE BOYS:

Homelander

Billy Butcher

Hughie Campbell

A-Train

Mother’s Milk

Frenchie

Black Noir

Stan Edgar

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request information: do’s and don’t’s

do’s:

> gn!reader or m!reader (there are enough fem!reader fics out there)

> angst

> wholesome stuff

> smut (sometimes!!)

don’t’s:

> fem!reader

> anything gross (i.e r@pe, abuse etc)

> Anything romantic or sexual w/ Five, i can do platonic but i can’t in good mind write anything about him considering he’s physically meant to be a 13 year old boy.

> I typically don’t write for female characters in shows but if the ask is interesting i will consider!

other important things:

i don’t do multi-chapter stories, only one shots really, you can send in asks for add ons to stories, any fanfics i’ve written will be added on to this under the names of characters (see above)

im also still in college so i might struggle with answering asks, but they are always open!

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[blue-sunshine]

Creator Tag Game

Rules: it’s time to love yourselves! choose your five (ish) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020. Tag as many artists/writers/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!

I was tagged by @tigerlilycorinne. Thank you so much, love! 💗 I’m very 👀 at all of those links (and I see that gift fic you wrote for me - which you should be proud of!! It’s so good. Also - I vote 95060 for the Michael/David ship name, too, lol.) Funnily, some of my favorite creations this year actually aren’t published yet. A gift fic, a comic-ish thing(?), a WIP I still haven’t finished since May, and a lot of The Lost Boys fics. 🙈 But these are the ones rn! And I’m also not going to get into my fav art, because (again) it’s not published yet. *shakes fist at the sky*

I Won’t Let You Fall (Again)

Pre-Harry Potter/Draco Malfoy, 5.5k. I think this may be one of the best things I’ve ever written, honestly. I was in a low place writing this, and I think you can kind of tell through the content, but it holds a very special place in my heart because of it. It sort of helped me to romanticize living, and to just keep taking every step one at a time. 

Pass the Rum, Won’t You?

Ron Weasley/Viktor Krum, 10k. At the time, this was the longest thing I’d ever written. It’s kind of shaky, characterization-wise, but I had so much fun writing it. It’s all self-discovery, fluff/angst, and not rushing into things.

Midnight on the Rooftop 

Established Human!Kreacher/Harry Potter, 1k, written for triggerlil! I wrote this literally instead of sleeping. I’d been wanting to write it since.... June? And then I finally did, and it turned out so much better than I expected. And I’ll always be 🤩 at @tigerlilycorinne for the amazing beta and support that night (ily darling), LOL.

The Flowers Bloom This Time of Year

Ron Weasley/Neville Longbottom, 3k. This was just so much fun to write. It’s fluffy!! It’s sweet!! It’s a love confession!!  (Can you tell it was written in March before I completely lost my sanity this year.) I also was pretty proud of the flow, and it was a premise that had been sitting in my gdocs for... two years, at that point? 

Amethyst Remembrance 

WIP, Harry Potter/Draco Malfoy, 30k~ right now (probably around 40k when it’s all done), written for the Very Drarry Summer Vibes 2020 for laughingdog! The wonderful Robin (@robaroo72) did art for it!! As for the fic itself, I have.... a love-hate relationship with it. I’m convinced it’s terrible, despite my beta and giftee telling me otherwise (please listen to them and not me about it). But! This is the first time I’ve written anything longer than 10k, so I’m proud of the fact I made it that far. And, I will say, I’m proud of how I managed to decently handle a mystery/healing fic too!

Thank you again for the tag, Corinne. 🥺 I didn’t realize I’d written so much this year? So I have a lot more to be proud of than I thought. Tagging: @sunnyeclipses, @robaroo72, @triggerlil (tagging you again - sorry!), @jovialobservationanchor, and anyone who sees this and wants to join. Spread the love, folks! 

[readingwriter92]

MY FAV FICS

I’m bored, so here are my top fics (legit like these I have saved as an icon on my phone's home screen)(In no particular order)(Also this is me just quickly gushing about them so sorry it’s bad XD)  :

- Mikado’s Secrets - Looking Glass22 (FF.net)

A shizuo/Izaya where they’re parents to Mikado. I legit wish there were more fics like this cause I absolutely love the relationship and the parental Shizuo/Izaya XD. I always come back to this story when I feel like reading DRRR

- Taking Chances - plumeriafairy14 (Ao3)

A really good domestic AU Klance and Allura/Shiro. Now I haven’t been paying attention to the VLD fandom since the last season ‘cause I didn't like the ending but, a friend recommended this to me a year or so again and it was so good! It’s close to 40 chapters but the story is so good!!!!! (there's also some smut in it if thats not your thing, just a warning) 

-A Place to Rest - LuckE1 (Ao3) 

This author I love in general for their free! stories but this was the first one I found when it wasn't finished and I remember one Mondays reading it on the bus to school. This was a great Makoto angst story and I really enjoyed it. 

-You are my Dad, you’re my dad, boogie woogiewoogie - Hitinmiss (Ao3)

So funny story with this one, I was at the mall with my family and cause I always eat slowly, they left me in the food court. Not wanting to look weird I went on my phone to read some fics and this one probably made me look crazier. I legit was laughing and squealing silently throughout it and i’m happy my family wasn't there or they would have prob been concerned XD

-Innocence’s True Form - Innocent Heart2 (FF.net) 

Half the reason I started this list. I legit started writing because i wanted to make a story similar to this (luckily I didn't cause it was shit what i tried, tho I did draw some art that if y’all care to see XD) This DGM story Is basically all their innocence become human and it’s beautiful. I don't believe it’s finished but it’s been a few years soooo. But still what is there is great and I love where it was going. 

- neighbourly charms - thishasbeencary (Ao3) 

a great yuri on ice story where yuuri moves in to a new house next door to Viktor and it’s a 4 chapter romance fic. It’s really good with romance and a bit of fantasy (i dont wanna spoil anything ;) ) This story was another example of me losing and having to dig for a fic because I deleted the tab i was on (i read in private tabs ) and didn't know the name of the fic, I dug through the Viktor/Yuuri tag on Ao3 to find this. I’ve legit recommended this story to people because I love it!

- I’m not broken - BoovPerson (Ao3) 

This is like the only one-Shot on this list but is so beautiful. This is a story about Tony figuring out he’s aromantic. The ending scene is so beautiful that I almost cried and i’ve read this too many times. As someone who identifies as Aro Its so nice to see the representation and i found the story so heartwarming. I legit wish I could shove this down all my friends throats but a lot of them either aren't into MCU or dont know im Aro XD

- It Came Upon Voidless Clear - doodlegirll (Ao3) 

(This story has homophobia in it just as a warning) THIS F***ING STORY!! I legit made my friend read this when they got into WTNV beacause I absolutely love it. It was so good story wise, had some angst but also some really nice family/romance fluff!!!! basically Cecil goes with Carlos to his house for christmas and shit happens. I dont think ill ever find any better WTNV fic! (DAMN I REALLY WANNA READ THIS AGAIN XD) 

- Stitching Hearts - Mandelene (FF.net)

THIS STORY ACTUALLY MADE ME CRY!!!!!!! I legit stayed up until 5 am reading this and subsequently sat in the dark crying at the ending. It’s a ACE family fic if I remember correctly. Every once and a while I try to go and reread it but I can never bring myself to XD. This author in general I would recommend for FACE fics because theirs are AMAZING!!!!!

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K thats all the ones I had for now but I have more if people care! I hope the authors of these stories dont mind me ranting about their stories (if so tell me and I can remove it) Also sorry these weren't like, descriptions of the fics. I’m self conscious about recommending things so this was mainly to credit some amazing fic writers and fics that were important to me. I love fanfiction and it is a valid way to write! Tell me if you have or will read these, I can scream about any of these for hours!!!!!!! 

@mandelene@lucke1@plumeriafairy14@hitinmiss@thishasbeencary @doodlegirll-writes

(pls tell me if you know the other fic writers I dont wanna bother them just wanna make sure they know i did this in case they dont like it...)