#victor who absolutely knows better: hm yes about that :D

[oatmealcrisp-freak]

victor and yuuri, squinting at each other, thinking 'i gotta get this man into therapy'.

[flamingplay]

1. Is there an artists you used to love in the past but kinda moved on from since? And vice versa, is there an artist whose music you didn't care about but now you like them? 2. Do you watch movies about musicians and music industry? (fiction and/or documentary) If so, what are your favorites and what's on your to-watch list?

Aw, thank you very much for your interesting questions, Anna, sending you very strong good vibes! :’)

1. Hm, for a very long time I was a really big fan of everything that Kostya Meladze was doing since my childhood but with the time and him taking part in different “talent” shows, then making some very questionable personal choices and everything that was going on with him and his projects totally put me off; at some point I started finding all of his lyrics pretty shallow and self-repeating in terms of being uninspired and applying the same key formula with the overall sound to each of the artists he was writing for... So in general out of nostalgia I can only listen to his very early works for Dialog band back in 90s where the lyrics were based on different poetry and some of the very early songs for his bro that I’ve never been particularly that interested about...

As for the opposite situation... You know, I didn’t have exactly such situations of not caring about the artists at all and then suddenly liking them. In a vast majority of my cases with music I just have albums or artists that I kind of put off for the better / more appropriate time for listening, sometimes some albums have been “dusting” in my library being listened only once for so many years, so that it was ridiculous... But mostly I have situations like with Ben Howard: I knew several of his songs, one of which is “End Of The Affair” [x] which is a real heartbreakingly powerful song and some other songs from that album and I in some ways have never had an inner necessity to discover more by him for some reasons? Then many years after one of the blogs (Foals and Sufjan’s fan with a really cool taste in music) I follow was talking a lot about Ben Howard’s songs and I decided to check out more and actually I feel that now I’m more ready for his music than before and I loved more and more songs! Same was with Björk who I know since my childhood and actually love quite some songs but actually great I rediscovered only several years ago with having really hi-fi headphones, thanks to J, and really hearing music just as it was meant by her + I have much more life experience baggage to relate very much to some of her songs on a completely other level that now...

Quite funny story was with Black Honey: I discovered them many years ago while they were releasing for free one of their singles in high-res flac :’D Then I kind of lost the track and kind of forgot to check on them for like 5 years even though I was still listening to that small ep and separate singles. Just several months ago one of the Foals fans were talking about Black Honey’s new album and... I totally rediscovered them, caught up on their debut album and totally fell in love with “Written & Directed” to the point of ordering it!

Sorry for such a long answer but there was really a lot to talk about here lol

2. As for movies about musicians and music industry, I absolutely love such and, you know, sometimes I watch them without knowing musicians themselves, just because music and everything connected with it really thrills me :) My favourite movies are Green Book (a must-watch biographical movie based on a true story about classical and jazz pianist Don Shirley and Italian American bouncer Frank "Tony Lip" Vallelonga who served as Shirley's driver and bodyguard. It's named after The Negro Motorist Green Book, a mid-20th century guidebook for African-American travelers written by Victor Hugo Green), “Rocketman” (about Elton John, enjoyed watching it at the cinema), and here are some absoluetely great documentaries “A Head Full of Dreams”, “Once Aurora” (yes, about that one AURORA, a must-watch for anyone even not her fans because it really shows the overall challanges of a young female artist in the modern music industry. Perfectly filmed, very beautiful) “Rip Up the Road”, “Look Back, Don't Stare” (another must-watch documentary about Take That before you want to get to know ANYTHING at all about this band including their music because without it lots of things don’t make sense + a very human documentary about once a popband from 90s to really mature band with the issues left behind and relations being improved. Contains a lot of 90s realias of any oversea popband), “Oasis: Supersonic” by our very own Mat Whitecross. Also a special mention to something I don’t know the specific genre of because it doesn’t fit into any of such but “The Odyssey” by Florence + the Machine!

And in my to-watch list is a very interesting documentary I can’t find anywhere available here (maybe, if you see it, please, hmu asap xD) called “Sisters with Transistors” about women who pioneered electronic music; also can’t get myself to watching “Bohemian Rhapsody” somehow, and would be superb to watch for free “At Noon Fell A Darkness” [x]!

[stevenbasic]

She came through the gate, returning from her bull ride pointing at me, laughing. She had beaten me, and it delighted her to no end. In our little game, our bet on who could draw the biggest crowd, she had won hands down.

”You. Couch. Now.” She laughed.

whu..? Couch? She knew she had won, and she looked like she meant to reap her spoils, but...

“Haha what do y-”

Abruptly, she shoved on my chest, pushing me backwards. My eyes goggled, taken aback. I laughed - she must be playing around - but I saw a funny, wild look in her eye. She had victory in her blood, like she was drunk on her little triumph. Stepping towards me, I stepped back. She stepped towards me some more, I continued to backpedal. Immediately I was beginning to get nervous.

“Hey uh Melissa what are y-“

“You shush,” she commanded. Melissa was quickly directing me back towards the dark outer edges of the bar. This was her moment, and the beery din had faded around her.

“Did you see that??” she asked, with something more than just humor in her voice, “Did you see how many people I got?? I crushed you!”

“Haha I, uh…”

Now I was definitely nervous, off-guard, still being pushed backwards. It was as if success had brought something new out of Melissa, something I hadn’t seen. Like it had woke something dormant, something...aggressive.

She talked right over me.

“I got everyone to watch me, everyone,” she continued, “god, that was amazing…so fun..!”

Was this Melissa? The woman pushing me, herding me backwards, was absolutely commanding. Like a tall, strong, warrior princess back from war, coming to claim her prize in battle...me. Still laughing, still talking, still with that gleam in her eye.

“I totally beat you, Dr. J..!” she crowed, giggling, “I totally won..!”

And still bearing down on me. Her physicality, her athleticism was suddenly palpable, obvious, made plain...and plainly superior to my own. Though I laughed along, trying to sound calm, my heart had begun to race. She seemed taller than ever. She probably outweighed me, I realized, and I could feel it pound-for-pound as she backed me into the bar’s dark corner.

What had come over her?? She was on an unnatural high, a rush from success, pumped up, even from something as silly as a barroom bet with her boss. Little did I know at the time, but I see now that this was all her unique physiology expressing itself. Perhaps she was even changing, in little bits, right in front of me. But I digress…

Before I knew it, I had been backed up against some weird fur-and-cowhide couch/bench thing, and Randi had appeared at her side.

“What’s happening guys?” she asked, fresh drinks from the bar for Melissa and me, “Aw, Dr. J! What’s wrong? You look so nervous, like a little baby about to cry..!”

“A baby that saw that... ” Melissa answered for me, pointing to herself and laughing, ”...I won!!” 

“H-haha,” I laughed through the emasculation, “sh-she sure d-“

Ignoring me, both girls suddenly had hands on my chest, and pushed.

I sat down, hard. On the edge of the deep, firm bench.

In a flash Randi was sitting alongside me, crossing her shapely, spray-tanned legs for display. She leaned in to my right ear as we both looked up at a looming Melissa. “Missy is fun like this, you should watch out,” she whispered, taking the time to breathe languidly, making my breath catch. Oh god, I thought, oh no. Was it Randi’s voice in my ear? Or was it Melissa, her aggressive turn? Either way, I’d just realized I’d become hard. Randi continued, still whispering breathily. “When she wins, when she gets something she wants...she just wants more.”

I looked up at Melissa, peering down at me over her big bosom, and was now aware of my cock straining awkwardly against my pants. The adrenaline was still in her from her ride, and it filled the air between us. Even from down here I could smell it, a powerful perfume which was only heightening my arousal. And...her smile had changed.

“Wh-what?” I asked, finally, from down on the couch, “What is it?” I noticed Randi had taken my right hand, held it in her bare lap.

“Our bet, of course,” said Melissa calmly, dominantly, down at me.

“Oh yeah, that,” I sheepishly replied, casting my gaze down, down her Amazonian legs.

Eyes flashing, Melissa sat on my other side, to my left, on the furred bench. Turned towards me, her shoulders were confidently set, presenting her formidable torso. Her strong perfume suddenly blanketed me, saturating our air.

”Okay, say it,”  she commanded, eyes daring mine not to glance down. Her smile was at once both playful and victorious. She was at the same time thrilled to be teasing me and ready to gather the spoils of war.

I knew exactly what I needed to do, I’d been beaten. The victor faced me. Randi still sat to my right, holding my right hand, her left one on my shoulder. Her mouth still close to my ear. ”Girls are better than boys,” I said, half-heartedly, surprising myself with the both the weakness in my voice and the dark thrill the words brought me.

”No no no!” Melissa scolded, with a giggle, “like you mean it!”

“Yes like you mean it,” Randi whispered into my ear.

I couldn’t help myself, my gaze betrayed me: in an act of submission, my eyes fell to Melissa’s chest. ”Girls are better than boys,” I repeated, more emphatically. God, she’s huge. And she smells so good.

“Again! Again!” Melissa laughed, sending jiggles through her cleavage,

“Again…” Randi whispered, sending shivers down my spine.

“Girls are better than boys,” I said again, now outright staring. I’m gonna blame the beer...I hope she does, too.

”Good boy, that's right, girls are better than boys,” Melissa confirmed, “Just like my mother taught me.” Aware of my leering and perfectly pleased with herself, she fidgeted with the neckline of her top, tugging it up, allowing her bosom to drop back down. Drawing in a deep breath of her, I had to struggle to look away. “Randi, did your mother teach you that?”

Pulling a few inches away from my ear away to answer her friend, Randi purred ��Oh yes, girls are much, much better than boys.” She squeezed my hand to her soft thighs.

“MmmHmm,” Melissa replied, reaching out her right hand to stroke my left arm, ”And, Dr. J, did your mother teach you that?”

“my m-...?” I stammered, “No, I, uh- didn’t really know my m-”

Randi’s breath was back in my ear. ”awwwwww…tsk tsk tsk…so sad...”

“Well I'm glad we're here to teach you, then!” Melissa giggled, coquettishly drawing my eyes back to her with a toss of her thick, dark hair. I glanced at her, eyes darting again down to her cleavage, and then glanced away. She giggled again at my discomfit.

Her hand reached up to take my chin, redirect my attention to her: ”And..,” she began, eyes sparkling with mischief, “what else did we learn today..?”

”Uh…?” I managed, bedazzled and obviously confused. Jeez how much had I drank? Or was this her perfume doing this to me? It was so, unusually strong. “Wh-whu-what else?”

Coming to my aid, Randi whispered in my ear: “sssstronger.”

Jesus. ”Girls are...s-stronger than boys?” I stammered meekly. This was maybe a joke, a joke to these two girls, but there was a streak in me, a hidden shadow, that was quivering in shameful bliss.

Giggling both now, the girls moved in closer, as if smelling submissive blood, an easy kill. “Good…” Melissa purred. Randi’s left hand reached further around me, and Melissa leaned in, burgeoning her big breasts between her arms. ”And..?” she asked, drawing in a deep breath to swell herself even larger. My chin was still in her hand.

Randi’s whisper again, right in my ear:  “smarterrrrr….”

”Girls are smarter than boys…” I spoke, drawing another deep breath, moist air thick as if direct from Melissa’s dark, beckoning cleavage.

“I think he’s catching on…” Randi quipped dryly, as I felt her open her smooth, bare thighs, slide my right hand between them.

Melissa giggled. ”Very good, Dr. J. Girls are smarter, girls are stronger and…?”

I didn’t need a whispered hint for this one.

”Girls will always win,” I admitted, with a shudder.

”Good boy!” Melissa cooed, beaming a megawatt smile which swelled into another victory.

My head was spinning. What had just happened to me? I felt drunk, delirious, and so, so, so turned on. And yet these two...these two just went on giggling between themselves, nonchalantly sitting themselves back up, getting us our drinks. Was this the way they normally spent their Wednesday nights?!?

I was quiet, obviously bashful and beaten and let the girls tend to me, feeding me my beer and sitting me back on the deep bench, propped up with some cushions.

“Aww, that was hard, hm?” Randi cooed as - my drink in hand, she sat up next to me, nearly in my lap.

“H-hey..uh..”  I began, voicing my surprise. She was getting really close, and it was really dark back here.

On my other side, Melissa started moving in.

“Ooo look at you!” she praised, scooting closer, “With a girl on each side of you? Aren't you a lucky boy, Dr. J...”  Melissa started moving closer still, to perch on my lap on my left but then-

“ooo haha!” she exclaimed, suddenly putting a hand to and then reaching a hand into her cleavage.”I have this on vibrate and…” She pulled her phone out; her face brightened as she looked at the screen. “Oh goodie it’s Abby!” she exclaimed, “She’s on her way!”

“Abby..?” I asked. Abby was another of Melissa’s friends, the sales rep from that company selling snake oil. Randi’s hand was behind my head, running fingers through my hair..

“Yes! So excited!” Melissa sang, typing out a text, “Abby has biiii expense account, wants to use it on you tonight!”

Oh my god...wh-what? A sales rep? Here? I was confused, from women and drink and this damn...incredible...suffocating...scent. I mean...I know Abby and these two are friends but...was this a setup? For me to meet her? I got more confused, more anxious as a vision materialized, suddenly. A vision of being smothered by not just these two but three girls, one armed with a company card. The evening was already out of hand, and with these women so aggressive I could see it getting drastically much worse.

I was suddenly struck with bolt of sobriety. “I should...probably go…” I managed, mustering all my strength to start sitting up from my cushions, “I have early patients tomorrow...”

“Nooooo...stayyyyyy!” Randi immediately countered, pushing back on my chest with surprising strength. Melissa looked on, still holding her phone, smiling thinly. Had she just taken a picture?

“No I really, uh...I really should go…” I persisted, though hearing the hesitation in his my own voice.

Melissa typed out another text with a knowing smile, and for herself had no argument.

”Awww okayyyy,” Randi whined, as I attempted again to start to sit myself up, “but I don’t wanna stay if you’re leaving.” With that, she pulled me back in, hugging my head to her chest. Immediately I flushed as I felt the soft, bare skin of her own full cleavage against my cheek. “And I drank to much to drive.”

Urk. My mind was gone, my face against tits.

“Well, I can’t get you home, not right now,” Melissa explained to her friend, over the top of my head, “I have to wait for Abby. We can call you a Lyft?”

“No I want Dr. J to drive meeeee...” she mewled, squeezing my head to her tighter before releasing me just enough so she could peer down at me, smiling, brows raised expectantly.

“uh...okay...” I agreed. Was I alright to drive? And...oh my jesus christ…

“See Dr. J?” Randi chirped, gazing down at me, caressing my face with tender fingers as Melissa set into another text, “Pretty girls get what they want.”

<tbc>

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #112

“i’m like a jesus crisis.”

Have you ever kissed someone who was drunk?  He wasn't wasted or anything, but I'm pretty sure he was drunk with how ungodly talkative he was, and was way more expressive of emotions than he naturally was. Do you like going to weddings?  I do again now.  Although I haven't been to one since recovery, I'm sure I'd handle it fine and actually be happy this time.  I need to get more comfortable in that setting since I'd actually really like a big part of my hopeful photography career to be weddings.  Such a big celebration of love is something I adore.  I already just like taking pictures of couples. Who was the last person you know who became pregnant?  BECAME pregnant, uh, I think a person I'm actually doing pictures for in January. Beach, city, or mountains?  M O U N T A I N S.  DAMMIT they're so beautiful. You get a call at 2:00 a.m. - your first thought is:  My instinctive answer to this question is, "is something wrong with Sara?"  I live with my mom and sister, so it wouldn't be them, and it's not like Ashley calls me if there's trouble, she'd call Mom.  Dad would call Ashley.  She's pretty much the only thing that would come to mind if someone called me at 2:00 A.M. Future names of your children:  I'm not having kids, but I'd absolutely name my daughter Alessandra and my son probably Luther, Vincent, or Victor. How much does your mother know about your sex life (or lack thereof)?  She's aware I'm a virgin but have "done things." Are any of your siblings married? What are their spouses’ names?  Nick and very recently Joshua.  I don't know if one's married or anything whatsoever, two are in relationships, idk about my brother. Do you think age matters in relationships?  In romantic relationships, yes. What brand of face wash do you use?  Biore. What’s the last letter of your last name?  S Did your parents give you an allowance as a kid?  No, we couldn't afford to do that. Would you ever consider moving to another country for your career?  No, and that's the reason I'm not pursuing being a meerkat biologist. Do you have any lingerie? Lol no, no one wants to see me in that. What was the shortest amount of time you knew someone before dating them?  A few weeks.  Maybe a little less than a month. What is your favorite app on your phone?  Fuckin' thanks Sara, DragonVale.  I love Pinterest more when I actually go on it, but I don't use it a lot. Which of your pets were you closest to in your lifetime?  The dog I have now, Teddy. Who are you most proud of?  Myself.  I don't mean that in an arrogant way, but seriously.  I don't over-exaggerate what I've been through, but I don't make it sound lesser than what it was, either.  I know I should be proud. When you’re eating pizza do you add anything like crushed peppers, parmesan cheese or hot sauce to it?  No.  Jason got me into adding hot sauce to jalapeno pizza (we wanted death, I know), but I don't do it now.  Loved it, but I think it being slightly less hot was more enjoyable. When was the last time that you plucked your eyebrows?  I've never plucked them; I used to get them waxed, but no longer do.  Don't see the point- they're just going to grow back, and quickly, and I'm not wasting money on that maintenance.  It's not like normal eyebrows are hideous anyway. Do you ever argue or debate with people about your beliefs? I will avoid this at all costs.  I hate it. When’s the last time you had Sunny D? Holy moly, I couldn't tell you.  But it used to sometimes give me heartburn, so I could only fucking imagine drinking it now if I hadn't taken my heartburn medication. Would you turn a family member in if you see them commit murder?  Duh. Would you risk your life to save a total stranger? A total stranger, honestly, no.  I don't know anything about that person.  Could be a piece of shit. Have you ever embarrassed someone intentionally in public? I don't remember ever doing so, and I never could now.  As someone with AvPD, I know how fucking awful embarrassment can be.  Plus it's just rude to try to make someone uncomfortable like that. Are you more likely to believe a man or woman? I'm perfectly aware this is wrong, but a woman.  I'm afraid of and don't trust men. Are you satisfied with the picture on your ID card?  Hell no.  Thank God I look like a totally different person now. What fruit did you last eat?  Hmmm, maybe strawberries? What font do you use most? I prefer Garamond for basic things. Are you allergic to anything? Pollen, big time, and silver. Where is your dad from? Ohio.  ... Or maybe he was born in Michigan but grew up in Ohio.  Idk. Aside from your own, whose house did you last set foot into?  Ashley's co-worker's. What was the first thing you learned how to cook? Scrambled eggs.  And it's still the only thing I know how to cook lmao. What are some wild animals commonly found where you live?  Squirrels and birds are the only things you commonly see.  But you'll see a deer sometimes, too, and more rarely a rabbit.  I think I've seen a fox once in my entire life.  Oh yeah, you'll see possums and raccoons sometimes at night. Does it take a lot to make you cry?  Noooope.  Well, yes to physical pain. What’s the longest hospital stay you’ve had? For what?  Uhhh I think I was there for two weeks.  Mental stuff. Do you know any same-sex married couples?  Hm... I actually don't think I personally do. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?  There was a point where we dated, Jason was like my only real life friend lol, so he was.  Now I call my girlfriend my best friend, but if you don't include s/os, then my current one would be a guy. Skim, 1%, 2% or whole milk?  Eh, probably 2%. Was the last person you kissed physically attractive? Personally, I wasn't physically attracted to him.  But he's definitely not an ugly guy or anything. Do you prefer to say “haha” or “lol?”  I'd say I use them just about the same amount... maybe "lol" more? How many stories does your house have?  One. Were you dreams very vivid as a child? Yes. Do you eat meat?  If you do, what is your justification for it? Yes.  One, the human diet is meant to contain meat.  It's much easier for our bodies to receive the nutrients it needs with meat.  Two, it's part of population control.  Yes, I know, you could argue the exact same for humans, but it's not like a sane person's gonna start eating humans.  Three, it's just the food chain.  Humans are on top of it.  The process of killing an animal for food seems horrible and cruel, I know, and I doubt I personally could do it unless it was a survival situation, but I don't see it as morally wrong. Do you think that time travel is a possibility?  I don't think it's possible, really.  And if it ever happened, you can bet we'd fuck shit up. Do you enjoy night or day better?  I've actually gotten to where I enjoy day.  I strangely have a much higher chance of experiencing anxiety at night, which has kinda turned me away from it.  Plus I have more energy and am generally in a better mood over all in the early day. Have you ever been to a protest? No.  But the more and more passionate I get about gay rights, I'd absolutely partake in a *peaceful* protest regarding that subject now if one was nearby. Worst decision you ever made?  Let a heavily flawed person essentially become God to me. Do you like to hang out with friends one-on-one or in groups? Eh, depends on the mood of those who would be involved, including myself. Bambi or Nemo?  Nemo.  I've actually never seen Bambi, but I love Nemo.  Lil cutie. Do you have any of your exes as friends on Facebook?  Don and Aaron, yeah.  Well wait, Juan too, but I barely even consider him an ex. Has your partner ever accused you of cheating, when you actually didn’t? No. If your hair is long, would you ever think about having it cut short? Or, if it’s short, would you like to grow it long?  I have a short portion on the left and then the rest is shoulder-length.  After seeing myself with a bit of short hair, I'm thinking of getting a purely short haircut eventually.  Built my confidence up when Mom said she thought I'd probably look nice with a short hairstyle after seeing my new haircut.  It'd be something different. What area of science interests you the most?  Genetics. Have you ever been in an inflatable bouncy house? Yeah. Do you think there will be a WWIII?  Yes, eventually.  I don't think humanity's going anywhere too soon, and there's too many militant people. What are things you’re exceptionally good at? Uh.  Going into full-blown panic mode over stupid shit??  That's my specialty. Do you have any good book ideas?  I think a ton of the stories within my friend group's RP would make amazing novels, but I highly doubt any of us will ever actually make books about it. In all honesty, can a person be too nice?  Mixed feelings.  I just don't think some people deserve being nice to, but a part of me says you should treat everyone with kindness regardless, all the while not letting people get away with shit. Is mental abuse really as bad as physical abuse?  Fuck yes it can be.  Some people will take one worse than the other, but both are fucking awful.  Both can ruin someone's life. Zelda Twilight Princess or Ocarina of Time? I have zero interest in Zelda. Do you own a rosary? I'm sure I have one somewhere.  I was raised Roman Catholic, and essentially every Catholic has one. What's the hardest game you've ever played?  Fucking Dark Souls.  I gave it a good effort, but did nooot get that far.  The difficulty honestly drained all the fun out of it.  The hardest game I've ever beaten, uhhh... omg.  Maybe it was just my age/when I played it, but "The Legend of Spyro: The Eternal Night" was so.  Fucking.  Hard.  It literally took me a year or so playing it on-and-off to beat it.  Fantastic game, but my god it was hard.  "Parasite Eve" was also pretty damn hard (mostly thanks to the last boss, jc), but I definitely beat it faster. Would you ever try Fear Factor for one million dollars? Why or why not?  No, wouldn't see the point in wasting the time.  I KNOW I would never get past the second day where you eat some crazy shit.  Nope.  Couldn't do most things they do due to me being a germaphobe, either. If you have a camera, when do you use flash? I never do because I hate the lighting personally, plus the red eyes are just no.  I'd need to learn more about properly using it. What do you call your grandparents? Grammy and Grandpa. What color do you usually paint your nails? I don't paint my nails. Do you look better with red lipstick or black lipstick?  I personally think black.  It fits me better. How many times have you actually been in love?  Once.  I'm not to that point in my current relationship, but I most certainly love her.  There's a difference. How many pills do you take a day?  Five. Have you ever been around someone who was high?  Yeah. Do you want a church wedding?  Definitely not, that's way too traditional for my taste. Have you ever met any celebrities? Lol you don't meet celebrities among my interests in NC.  One day. Have you ever tried archery?  No, but I was interested in it once. Favorite foreign food? Hm.  I'm not sure. Were your ancestors royalty? I only know of Queen Victoria. Does your house have air conditioning throughout, or do you have one that sits in your window? Throughout. Would you ever move to Canada? Sure.  I mean it wouldn't be my first pick for sure, but there's beautiful landscapes, and it at least seems to have way less drama than here. What about Kansas?  Tornado Alley?  Fuck that shit. When you go swimming, do you put your hair up or down?  I keep it down. What do you think is the coolest piercing on someone else?  Ohhh.  This really depends on the person.  Coolest... probably collarbone dermals.  If mine were actually prominent and dermals didn't make me nervous, I'd probably have them.  They're beautiful, but seem super painful.  And risky. Are you attracted to girls?  I've pretty quickly realized I'm more attracted to them than men both physically and emotionally. Growing up what were your favorite cartoon characters?  I loved both Pikachu and Ash. Do you know anyone in a wheelchair?  I don't believe so. If heaven or hell didn’t exist and wasn’t a reward would you still make an effort in being a good person? Duh. Do you want your kids to go to church, synagogue, temple, mosque? Why?  If I had kids, I wouldn't force them to go.  I don't even go. Do you think starting a gofundme is begging or helpful?  It can be either depending on the reason and person's honest intentions. Could you put your dreams on hold to support your bf/gf pursuing theirs? On hold?  Yes. How long should sex last?  It depends on the couple and how they're feeling.  But once one person wants to stop, you stop. Five year plan? Go!  Move out and have a stable job.  Those are the main two things.  Other things will fall into place. Can you be content if you are physically uncomfortable?  I couldn't be. Do you have pictures of your friends, and family in your bedroom? No. How old were you when you went on your first date?  That was like 7th grade, don't know age.  Me, Aaron, and I think two other friends went to a roller rink.  It was enough of a date for middle schoolers lol. Have you ever had surgery, if so for what?  Tubes put in ears when I was 2, pilonidal cyst surgery July this year. Have you ever seen a shark, and if so, were you scared? Never in the wild, just in aquariums.  They never scared me.  Such majestic creatures.  Now if I saw one in the ocean, yeah, I'd be scared. Have you ever gone fishing, or is that totally yucky? Fishing with Dad may just hold my all-time favorite childhood memories.  One of my most cherished memories is this time Dad, Nicole, and I woke up really early to go out on the boat at the nearby river to fish 'til around noon, when activity slows down.  So peaceful and beautiful out there, I'd love to fish there again with him.  I remember it so clearly that I can recall I packed those tiny 3 Musketeers chocolates and Nicole brought Snickers, lol.  Didn't have breakfast since we left so early.  Man... so many good memories related to fishing. Do you enjoy museums, or think they are totally boring? I.  LOVE.  Museums. Do you think illegally downloading things is wrong?  My conscience says yes.  You're stealing.  Yet I still download music.  Oops. Have you and your friend ever liked the same guy/girl?  Not that I know of. Do you tell your best friend everything?  I tell Sara just about every little thing. Ever taken any lessons for anything? Guitar lessons, yeah. Do you call it pop, soda, or fizzy drink?  Soda. Do you like french fries, cheese and gravy mixed together? Uh, that sounds horrid, even without the fact I hate gravy. Do you live in a house, apartment, or what? House. How hot does the temperature get in the summer where you live?  Mid-high 90s, low 100s.  Sometimes high 80s. When was the last time you had a headache? What about stomachache?  Headache, a couple days ago or so.  I get them a lot.  Stomachache, not since I got sick two or so months back. Where is your second home?  Uh.  I guess my dad's? Honestly, could you live without your computer?  Honestly, after being exposed to one for so long, I couldn't live happily, no.  Not unless I just adjusted to not having one after a very, very long time, but I don't even know if that would happen. What is more annoying, people who take forever to reply to texts or when they only say ‘K’? I stg do not reply to me with just "k." Is family the most important thing in your life? If not, what is? My definition of family is different than the traditional.  Just like friends, for me, you pick "real" family.  Say I'm related to an absolute asshole; by actual definition, they'd be family, but to me, nope.  I can put other people above "actual" family, so to answer the question, not necessarily. After taking a shower, do you change in the bathroom or the bedroom?  Bathroom. Are you completely over your last relationship?  There was nothing to get over.  I never got to where I loved him and doubt I ever could.  It was just awkward. Last 3 movies you watched?  "Monster House," "Corpse Bride," and uhhh... pretty sure "Coraline." Do you get stage fright?  Well, when I used to dance, it wasn't that bad since I was with others.  Now, I'm not so sure how I'd be. When was the last time you read a whole book, to the last page exactly?  February. Did you ever actually have a rubber duck? Pretty sure yes. Do you love your computer? MY laptop, yes.  The one I currently have to use, ew. Is there an outdoor movie theater where you live?  No. Have you ever seen your mom or dad drunk?  Both.  Mom claimed she wasn't, but I think she was. Do your parents vote? Mom does, idk about Dad. What’s your favorite thing to eat during a movie? Popcorn. Do you like cherry Pepsi? I like cherry Coke. Would you rather live without your Facebook or Tumblr? Facebook. What Lisa Frank character is your favorite?  Ohhh, the angelic cat. If you inherited a large sum of money what is the first thing you’d buy?  A train ticket. What did you do with your baby teeth when they fell out?  Mom kept them. What is the last thing you took a photograph of?  My snake. <3 Do you have a bookshelf? If so, just one or how many?  It's technically a bookshelf I think, but we store our DVDs there. If you answered yes to the above, are your books ordered in a special way? The DVDs are in alphabetical order. If dinosaurs could be tamed, would you want one as a pet? If they were guaranteed to not attack their owners/be docile and I could care for it appropriately, sure, I'd keep a smaller raptor. What type of souvenir do you usually purchase when on vacation? It's not consistent. If you could choose only one thing from Walmart, what would it be?  Hot fries or Takis, depending on my mood. Would you rather get highlights or dye your whole head?  Dye everything.