#vicfuentesxreader

[teenagedirt]

You what?

Vic Fuentes X gender neutral reader.

Summery: you think vic is mad, it's infact the opposite, your bestfreind has fallen madly in love with you.

WARNING?- mentions cuticle picking. (Idk if this needs a warning but I've seen other ppl put a warning for it, rather be safe than trigger somebody)

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Your pov

We walked past eachother, my gaze meeting his, he quickly looked away, staring at the ground. I'm sure he's mad about something, it's not like he can avoide me forever, we live in the same apartment complex, right next to eachother. I sigh, and look back at him, he'd been ignoring my texts, my calls, me trying to make small talk, I wasn't even sure what I had done to make him mad, whatever it was I felt really bad about it.

"Hey vic!" I try to stop him. Hoping we could work out whatever I did. He stops abruptly.

"Oh...hey y/n" he says, looking everywhere but my eyes.

"Hey..are you mad at me, cause you've been ignoring me, and I don't want you to be upset with me" he sighs, and looks me in the eye.

"Come in. We need to talk" the seriousness in his voice scared me. I curse under my breath and follow him into his apartment.

We sit down, a guilty look displayed on his face. "Hey...I not sure for what I did, but I'm sorry"

"Im not mad. You didn't do anything wrong. I'm just working through some feelings right now" he runs his hand through his hair, his brown eyes reflecting the stress he feels.

"What kind of feelings? If you don't mind me asking" I pick at my cuticles, waiting for his response.

He stares at the floor, as if be is ashamed. My eyes searching for somthing, anything, to tell me what was wrong. Why he was upset, and although deep down I know he would never feel the same, I worry because I love him. "I am in live with a girl. If I tell her, I will screw up the friendship we have. I'll mess up everything, the friendship we have had forever". His words proved my point that he would never love me, but I'm his friend, I have to comfort him without making it completely obvious how I truly feel about him.

"Any girl that rejects you, is either blind, or an Idiot. Ask her out, I'm sure she'll be happy as can be" I say, gently touching his hand.

His eyes meet mine. "The girl is you" he speaks, my world freezes. "I love you y/n"

"You what?" I say, sure I had misheard him, there is no way he loved me, right? "You love me? Like really? This isn't a joke right?"

"I would never joke about this"

"How long?". He looks confused, "how Ling have you loved me"

"I think I always have"

If u put in a request, I TPOMISE IM GETTING TO IT I HAVE LUKE 4 DRAFTS, 2 OF WITCH ARE REQUESTS, I I WILL GET TO THEM I PROMISE 🖤

[teenagedirt]

All for you

Vic Fuentes X female reader

your pov

I look up at my boyfriend, he watches the TV as the movie plays. his right hands gently playing with my hair. the other gently drawing patterns on my thigh. his phones notifications ringing loudly, every 2 to 3 seconds. "vic? you gonna check those?" I ask.

"oh, probably not important" he says and smiles gently. I nod and bite the inside of my cheek in anxiety. the trust issues from the last relationships eating at me. was it from a girl? a girl he is with? is there another girl? vic looks down at me. "darling whats wrong" he asks, noticing the look of worry, and deep thought, written on my face.

"nothing" I say, wishing nothing more than for him to pull me close and hold me as if I was dying, as I hold back the tears my thoughts have brought on.

"I've been with you for long enough to know your upset. I see the way your eyes are tearing up. did I do something?" he asks, his voice soft and gentle.

I sigh, "just overthinking" I say. he pulls me into his lap, so I'm facing him. he gently grabs my hands.

"darling....if this is about the notifications, going off and if you think I have another girl your dead wrong. cause your the only one for me. we can go through everything I own. I'd give up everything for you, but I'd never give up what we have."

"all for me?" a tear falls down my face.

"all for you." he smiles. he motions his hands towards himself. "this is all for you", he places my hand on his heart, "and this is all your yours, cause you're the one who fills it" he pulls me close as I start to cry. feeling so utterly stupid. how could I think he was cheating on me? he's perfect in every way, he wouldn't do that. "don't feel bad, you've had tough relationships in the past, and I get that it affects you." he places a hand on my shoulder.

"I'm sorry" I whisper, feeling guilty that I doubted his loyalty for even a second. "I know I can trust you, I don't know why I always do this." I place my head onto his shoulder, I feel ashamed, I'm completely vulnerable and as much as I trust him, I hate letting people see my emotions.

vic pulls me closer and kisses my head. "i know you don't like being vulnerable, and you think people are gonna judge you. but my love, I will never judge you, or your emotions"

I hold him close, as if uts going to be the last time I ever do. "I love you, I'm sorry I worry like i do" I whisper.

"it's okay darling"

THE END!!!

[teenagedirt]

Kissing in cars (7)

Chapter 7- you're mine

Warning- makeout

Readers pov.

We walk down to my car, I unlock the door for him and get in.

"Hey vic" I say looking over at him.

"Yeah sweetheart" he replies. I smile at the name he has given me.

"So, are we official? Or just like fuck buddies? I'm sorry I'm just a bit confused" I spew out. His mouth opens as a he were going to say something,but quickly closes his mouth to think.

"Well what do you want us to be" he asks.

"togther, I want to be yours for you to be mine." I answer tears threatening to spill from my eyes.

"Then. Y/n will you be my girlfriend " he asks I smile

"why yes of course lover boy" I answer.

"I was hoping you would say that" he says smiling. I laugh,

"We better get going" I say smiling ear to ear. He smirks and puts his hand on my thigh as we drive.

"Where are we going exactly" I ask pulling out of the parking lot.

"The nice steak place down the road" I nod and turn right. When we arrive I grab my stuff while vic gets out. He opens my door for me.

"thank you" he smiles and nods. We walk into the restaurant together holding hands. We spot tony and Jaime. We tell the waitor that We are with them and he walks us to their table.

"Congratulations on the album guys" I say high firing tony and Jaime and hugging vic.

Tony'sface turns red."Oh,uh sorry for walking in last night" he says with an awkward laugh. Jaime's face turned from a confident smile to a confused look.

Tony looks at me and vic, vic sighes and says"you can tell him IF it's okay with Y/N" he looks at me I nod. Tony leans over to Jaime and whispers what he caught last night. Jaime's face twisted into a smile.

"Finally vic! Yes brother get some" we all erupted into laughter. A waitress come to our table

"Hi my names Ashlin, I'll be taking care of you guys today." She pauses to get her notepad from her pocket. "What can I get you guys to drink tonight?" She asks. We all order a coke.

"So are you guys like a thing now?" We both nod and smile.

Tony smiles "finally, dude you have no idea how long I've been hearing about how she's so in love with you" I laugh quietly as my face turns a crimson red.

"Alright here's you guy's drinks" we all thank her,but she gives me a nasty glare. I lay my head on vic's shoulder and he puts his arm around me, holding me tight.

"Alright and are you guys ready to order?" She asks twirling her hair around her finger and looking the boys up and down. We all share a look.

"Yeah" we reply I unison. Tony and Jaime order then vic.

when she asks me I simply reply "I'm getting what he's getting" and pointing to vic. She gave me a look like I had just told her some cruel insult,instead of the warm smile tony,Jaime,and vic got I got a cold scowl.

"Don't worry about it sweetheart" Vic whispers in my ear and kisses my temple. Tony laughs and fake gags. Jaime just shakes his head. We get our food and eat.

"Hey guys I'm not feeling well, uh me and tony are going home" we nod.

"hey I'll get the bill" I say

"thank you so much Y/N" he says and gets up,tony following him out the door. "I hope Jaime is okay" I say.

"Me too,but I'm sure it's nothing to worry about" I nod, he picks up my hand and gently kisses it. I blush and he laughs lowly. I see the waitress start walking our way.

"Okay,are you ready for the check?" She asks touching vics arm. I glare at her "yes" I say in an ill-mannored tone of voice. She walks away and pull my card out of my wallet.

"What makes her think otherwise okay to keep touching me."

"I don't know but it's pissing me off" when she comes back I hand her my card and she walks off again. I sigh and lay my head on his shoulder, he wraps his arms around my waist.

"My fucking thighs hurt" he laughs.

"sorry sweetheart"

"it's alright"

"you guys are all set,here's your receipt" she smiles and rubs vics arms up and down. He moves away.

"He's mine you bitch" I yell.

"Hm very funny, he would never go for somebody like you"

"yes the fuck I would". I grab my card and the receipt. He grabs my hand and we walk out. "FUCK YOU" I yell as we walk out. We get back in the car.

"I'm sorry baby, I should have said something sooner"

"this isn't your fault it's hers. She can't comprehend that your mine" he smiles. I pull him in for a kiss by his Tshirt, he kisses back, my tounge explores every inch of his mouth. I pull back when i need air. He pulls me close and I begin to kiss down his neck I leave a dark purple hickey. He groans, I break away to whisper in his ear

"now everybody will know you're mine" I start the car and drive home

[teenagedirt]

Kissing in cars (5)

(I think its chapter 5)

Chapter 5-kisses

Vic x female reader

◇!SMUT!◇

I wake up in vic's arms. I Remember what happened earlier and smile. I look at the clock on his bed side table. It reads 5:30 pm. Vic stirs in his sleep and wraps his arms tighter around me.

"Hey" he says his voice raspy and deep from sleep. "

Hi" I say rolling over to face him.

"Wanna go for a drive?" He asks rubbing my back softly.

"Yeah,sure" he smiles and sits up.

"I'm gonna go put shorts on though" say getting up from the couch. He nods me and watches me walk down the hall. I grab a pair of socks ,put them on as well as my hightops. I walk back into the living room and see him putting on his shoes. He gets up and grabs his keys,we lock up the apartment and make our way to the parking lot outside. He unlocks his car and I get in. Thirtminutes into the drive he parks on the top of a hill. He looks me into he eyes,oh how i love his eyes.

"Darling?"

"yes pretty boy"

he puts his hands on the side of my face and caresses my cheek with his thumb. My heart beats like drum in my chest. He closes his eyes and leans in for the kiss,I do the same. Our lips fitting together like puzzle pieces,just right. Everything is perfect,the kiss seems like it lasts an eternity,but I never want it to end,I want to stay kissing him forever.

He pulls away"God, wanted to do that for so long he says grabbing my hand. I grab his face this time and pull him in for a long passionate kiss. I crawl over the center console and onto his lap. Deepening the kiss. We pull back when we need air. He starts to kiss down my neck. A quiet whimper escapes my lips. he continues to kiss down my neck until there's a tap on the driver side window. He stops and rolls down his window. My heart starts beating unnaturally fast.

"Shh it's alright" he says "alright guys,this is a public area I will have to just tell you guys to go" vic nodded and i moved back to my seat. The officer moves and vic starts to drive home.

"I want you in the most unromantic ways" I laugh under my breath .

"whats that supposed to mean lover boy" he blushes and smiles

"you'll find out love" we pull into the parking lot,and walk up the stairs to our apartment. He walks into his room and I follow to say goodnight.

"goodnight pretty boy"

"goodnight pretty girl" I hug him and he gently presses a kiss to my cheek. "Stay with me please" he says grabbing my hand.

"Are you sure I ask"

"yes" I take off my shoes and climb into bed. He takes his shirt off and climbs in next to me. I wrap my hands around his torso loving his warmth.

"God you drive me crazy"

"in a good way or a bad way"

"in a good way" he kisses my forehead

SMUT HERE

"I'm loving all these kisses" i say, he sits up and so do I. He grabs behind my neck and get closer to him as we start to make out. I whimper into the kiss. His eyes flutter and his hands run up my shirt as he starts to kiss down my neck and leave small hickeys my collar bone."vicc" I whisper my voice sounding desperate. He stops just to pull the shirt over my head and then goes right back to it. He moves back up to my neck and leaves a dark purple lovebite and softly bites my neck all over causing me to squirm under him.

"Darling I've barely even touched you,and your already squirming under me" his hands tightly grip my sides as I look him in the eyes in complete love. He reaches behind me and unclips my bra. "mmm darling your so beautiful." I hum in response. I close my eyes and arch my back."OH SHIT SORRY,OH GOD I SAW YOU" my eyes snap open and vic covers me "TONY WHAT THE FUCK" he asks getting off me and going to tony. I sit up using his blanket to cover my chest."what the actual fuck just happened." I ask putting my clothes back on and going to the living room, a very scared Tony and a very pissed vic are arguing.

"what the hell,why would you think we were mad at you" vic yells getting Tony's face. Tony stutters

"you weren't answering your phone I so I got worried and used my spare key"

"guys we are gonna het a noise complaint if you keep yelling" I say walking closer to the both of them.

"Sorry" they said in unison. Vic turns back to tony.

"well I guess now you know why we werent answering."

"I'm going home" Tony says as he walks out the door. Vic locks the door back and picks me up and carries ne back into his room and places me on the bed.

"Where was I" he starts to place open mouth kisses on my neck down to my closer bones before removing my shirt and bra and tossing it somewhere in the room. His mouth makes a wet trail down my body to the hem of my pants. my breathing gets faster. He looks up at me

"I won't go any father until your ready" I sit there breathing before I nod signaling him to continue. I whimper and whine because he was taking his sweet time with me. "Whining won't make me go any faster pretty girl" I buck my hips,he moves his hands from my sides to my sweatpants. Sliding then off me. He kisses my thighs,everywhere except where I want him.

"Vic,please Goddamnit" I whine,I love foreplay but damn I've been wanting this for the last four years. He smikes into my thigh and moves his mouth to my stomach,he leaves a dark purple hickey,and moves his head right above the hem of my underwear.

"Are you absolutely sure you want this?" He asks.

"Yes,I'm fucking sure" I love that he asks like this,it shows even when hes about to fuck me he is still sweet.. he pulls then down with his teeth and kisses my thigh.He moves his tongue slowly as my eyes roll to the back of my head.

"love,you're doing great" my back arches and my hips back towards my face. He smiles and continues at a faster rate until a finish. he stands up as I gasp for air. He opens his first drawer and pulls out a condom. he opens the pack with his teeth and rolls it onto himself.

"I swear to God if you fucking ask me if I'm sure I'll smack the ever loving shit out of you,yes I want it" smiles before slowly sliding himself in with ease.

"God fucking damn" his eyes flutter. He speeds up as he continues trusting.

"Hmm VIC"

"Darling your doing so good, such a good girl". My stomach tightens a bit as he says this. He moves my leg to the s is e and positions himself diffrent to hut a different angle.

"OH SHIT" I scream. He smirks and speeds up his thrusts.his left hand moves from my hip to my hair gently pulling it. My eyes roll back,my back arches and I scream "VICCCC". I finish as he comes close. His thrust lose rhythm and he closes his eyes tightly as he releases in the condom. He rides out his high and pulls out.he kisses my cheek "I'll be right back baby" he leavs for the bathroom to throw away the condom. I'm unable to move,my legs are sore,even though he didn't go super hard. He walks back into the room and picks me up "let me take care of you"

He kisses my lips are carries me out of his room.

A/n this is my first time writing smut. I didn't want it to be really kinky,but I didn't want it to be boring so... I did my best. ♡

[teenagedirt]

Kissing in cars (4)

Chapter four- I don't mind

Vic x female reader

Vics pov

I reach down to grab her book,then I notice something. Her drawing, it looks like her in a loose shirt,the shirt looks familiar. Then It clicks it's my shirt. I smile to myself, "you know you could've just asked me darling" I turn back to her,book in hand.

"Oh- I,uh" she stutters and blushes.

"How about instead of you sitting in here dreaming about this,you come with me,and you can pick out a shirt and keep it" she smiles at me, and nods her head.

I grab her hand and gently pull her to her feet. She giggles and follows closely behind me as we walk to the other dude of our apartment to my room. I open the door for her and lead her to my closet. It's a bit of a mess because I've been so busy trying to write songs for the new album. I open it up and step aside so she can pick one. "So I just pick a shirt?" She asks rocking on her feet.

I nod and smile at her. She leans down and picks up one of my old sleep shirts. "Is this okay" she asks holding it up,smiling shyly.

"Yes, but why are you so nervous love,you're acting like you just met me" I ask moving slightly closer to her

"I don't know,I'm a people pleaser I'm trying to make sure it's okay"

she smiles weakly snd I smile before reaching back into my closet and pulling our a pair of gray sweatpants and hand them to her."Here you can have these too" tilts her head slightly before gently grabbing them from me with a smile."I'm going to go put these on" she whispers before leaving my room and going to the bathroom. When she comes out I smile at the sight, the most beautiful girl I've ever met in my clothes. She smiles slightly and walks torward me. I sit with my legs across the couch and motion for her to com over. She laughes under her breath and walks over to me,she sits facing me and wrapps he legs around my torso.

"I love your cuddles" she says snuggled into my neck.

"Belive me I love yours too" I say as a start to play with her hair. I feel her smile I to my neck

"What are you smiling about I ask a smile planted on my face.

"Is it weird to say I love the way your heart beats. Oh who am I kidding I love everything about you." She says looking up at me.

"I love everything about you too" she smiles and moves positions slightly.

"How's the album going pretty boy" she asks before laughing at the new nickname I have.

" first of all if you get to call me pretty boy,I get to call you pretty girl" I pause "and the album is coming along great, honestly I just need to finish sky under the sea and the painter and it will be ready"

"I'm happy for you! What are you doing for the cover?" She asks, when I went on my run earlier me and Jaime had talked about using her concept art. So now we just need to find the right people for it, which our manager is taking care of.

"Your concept art" he smile widens and her face lights up with joy

"Really?" She asks hugging my waist tightly. I nod and she squeals.

"Are you gonna do a tour after the album is out" she ask and I sit to think for a moment. She is allways happy when we do events or go on tour, she's allways happy for us but her anxiety gets really bad when she's alone I always feel bad because we never have enough room on the bus for another person,but maybe I can surprise this time,since our feelings are out maybe she won't mind sharing a bed.

"Me and the guys have talked about it, but it's not set in stone yet" she nods showing she under stands.

"You Make a good cuddle buddy" she says trying to get closet to me as if it were possible

"Well your an even better one" I say wrapping my arms around her waist

"Are you sure you don't mind me wearing your clothes" she asks looking up into my eyes. My heart flutters, the same way it always does when she looks me in the eyes. I love her eyes ,I love her, I'm in love with her.

"I don't mind not at all."

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What if I can't forget you

Vic Fuentes X female reader

Erica is based on one of my friends

based on carapherneila

loosely .

based just after selfish machines was released

vic Fuentes X female reader

your pov.

"you said you needed to talk on the phone, what's going on y/n?" vic asks. I stare at him, not sure how to break the news. I loved him but I just wasn't mentally stable enough to maintain the relationship

"look. I love you. I really do. but I'm not mentally stable enough to keep the relationship. I sorry" I say and break into tears.

"y/n...please don't cry." he says trying to comfort me.

"how can I not vic, I love you so very much but I'm so fucked in the head so I cant keep you" I say my voice cracking throughout the sentence.

"It's okay y/n, I understand" he says and takes a step towards me.

"what if u can't forget you vic, and not sure I want to even begin to pock up the pieces of what I've shattered" I look up at the ceiling, feeling embarrassed of how red and tear stained my face is.

"then don't forget me,keep me in the back of your mind,don't let me be forgotten."he says softly, his eyes filled with tears.

"I'm sorry" I whisper as I walk put of the door.

*time skip, a few years*

I sit beside one of my best friends, "coke on y/n if he meant that much to you, you should reach out" she nudges my shoulder.

"I don't know know Erica,what if he hates me or something" I reply. she scoffs.

"how could he hate you" she says as she rolls her eyes.

"I broke up with him Erica, how could he not" I whisper scream.

I hear the door open and close, and an all too familiar voice, my eyes go wide, as I hear him order coffee. he walks and sits down at a table directly in front of me. he looks up from his phone and we make eye contact, my cheeks turn red and my face feel hot. "y/n?" he questions.

"hey vic" I say and force a smile. it's not that I didn't want to see him, I was so nervous.

he gets up and walks the short distance between our tables. "do you mind if I sit here with you guys? I'd love to catch up" he asks, Erica gives me a look and I panic.

before I can say anything she replies for me "of course!". I'm grateful that me and Erica had sat next to each other rather than across, he sits across from me.

"so y/n how have you been" he asks, I pick at my cuticles anxiously. "hey, why you nervous?" at first I was confused on how he knewni was nervous, then I realized, oh yeah I dated him.

"oh, I've been better for sure, I don't drink anymore, how have you been" Erica smiles, as if to try to get me to make a move.

"oh, I've good too I guess" he said.

"I like the new album..." I said, knowing that the 4th track was written about me.

his cheeks turn a pinkish color "uhm thanks" he scratches the back of his neck nervously.

"no problem, you've always been a great musician" I say, as I smile.

"I've gotten a new phone since the last time we talked, I was wondering if I could get your number,as friends of course" he asks.

"of course" I give him my number, he gets his coffee and leaves.

*another time skip*

I sit in the passenger seat of vics truck, drink in hand. "Thank you for tonight" I say and take a sip of my drink.

"no problem" he says and flashes me a smile. I look down at the floor debating if I should should how I truly feel. "what's wrong?" he asks, concern etched on his face.

I take a deep breath, "I'm in love with you, I mean I understand if you don't feel the same I never stopped loving-"I get cut off by him placing his lips on mine, the kiss was soft and gentle, full of love and care. he holds the side of my face, the other hand on my back.

he pulls back gently and slowly, "I never stopped loving you, I've loved since I laid eyes on you" he says, I smile, not knowing how else to express how loved and happy I feel.

"can we give us another try?" I ask.

"oh course my love"

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Shared trauma

vic X female reader

Tw: past drug use

A/n this is another one I wrote at church camp

your pov.

I sit on the balcony of my apartment, thinking about the past. my past lovers, one in specifics, vic. he bad found me in the hardest part of my life. the right people, the wrong time. I know that I could buy tickets to a show to see him again, but I would rather have time to talk through things. hell I don't even know if he'd want to see me. when he left, things were bad, we got into an argument. I was trying my best to stay clean. I had told the truth that I had relapsed. he got mad because it was months progress down the drain. he left his key to my old apartment on the table and I was left sobbing in my bathroom floor. the neighbors called for a wellness check when they didn't see me go get my mail and coffee.they had found me dehydrated on the bathroom floor, holding onto the promise ring he gave me for dear life.

*time skip*

I had reached out to vic through Instagram,wanting to atleast wanting to be friends. I open the door and see his anxious face,"hey come in" I say opening the door of my small apartment,hoping he won't notice the downsize I made since the apartment we shared.

"how have you been" he asks as we sit in the living room,me in a cushioned chair,him on the love seat.

I sigh "uh,I've been good, clean yknow" I say, picking at my cuticles.

"that's good, uhm I'm sorry I blew up that night like that. I'm sorry for acting so sour when you came to get your stuff from my car." he says as be sighs.

"oh its okay, I understand" I say, tears threatening to spill.

"are you okay y/n? you look like your about to cry" he says, a worried look on his face.

"just thinking about that night. that really hurt me vic. I hold nothing against you, but it hurt me so badly." a tear falls down my face, I try to quickly wipe it, but he has already seen it.

I see vic shift in either anger to guilt. "well, it was hard not to get angry when I was your reason to go get high!" he spits. I flinch at his yelling, I've always hated when people yell. I stand up, pissed.

"YOU WERE NEVER MY REASON TO GO GET HIGH! YOU WERE MY REASON TO STAY CLEAN! I LOVED YOU SO MUCH! HELL I STILL DO!" I scream, tears running down my face, my hands in fists.

"y/n....." he says his voice now soft and gentle. I have no intest of listening to what he has to say.

"YOU DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED AFTER YOU LEFT! DO YOU?!" I scream, louder than before. did he know? he stood still, not saying anything. "I was hospitalized for dehydration! I cried so Goddamm much!"

his eyes are full with tears. he hesitated but walked forward and hugged me tightly. I sob into his shoulder. "I never stopped loving you" he whispers into my ear, he kisses the top of my head as I cry.

I pull away "I have something of yours. I've kept it for years." I say, and gently grab his hand. he follows me into my small room. I pull out a box that holds all the letters he's ever written to me, I move them and pull out a small box that holds the promise ring. "uhm, the promise has been broken, so I think it's right that you have this back."

"you kept the letters? you kept the ring?" he asks and kneels down so he's on the floor with me.

I nod. "I couldn't let go. you mean to much to me for that" I say.

"hey y/n, do you think we could give us a try again." he asks.

"I'd love to" I say, he pulls me close and holds me it feels like heaven

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I don't love you

A/N I wrote this at church camp on my notes app, so it's not very good quality, so I'm sorry for that.

Based loosely on 'I don't love you by mcr'

vic Fuentes X female reader

y/h/t = your home town

your pov

I stand in the kitchen, sobbing looking at my husband. "what do you mean you want a divorce?" I squeek out. he blinks away his own tears.

"I just feel like we have both changed as people and we don't fit anymore" he says, his voice cracking. I shake my head and look down at my wedding ring.

"vic....we've been together since 2009, that means nothing to you? four years of marriage means nothing? whatever it is I can change I will do anything for you to stay. I can't lose you" I say, my knees going weak casing me to brace myself on the counter behind me.

"y/n I think it's the better for me" he realizes what he has said and clears his throat. "us" he finishes.

I slip my wedding ring off and hold it in my hands. I hand it to vic. "okay, fine. I'm moving back to y/h/t and you won't ever have to talk to me again." I say and walk off. done with everything.

"Y/n wait!" he yells I shake my head and walk into our bedroom. "I'll leave. I'll go live with Jaime or tony"

"why are you doing this? what's the real reason" I ask. feeling lied to.

"I don't love you like I did" he words seem to cut deeper than a knife.

"okay" I say and grab my car keys.

"WAIT! that's it? all you have to say is okay?"

"you don't love me anymore. what else is there to say" vic sighs in defeat at my answer.

I left that night. and it was one of the many sleepless ones that followed, feeling cold without his arms around me. feeling empty with put his voice in my home, wondering what I had done to make him not love me.

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Kissing in cars (10)

Chapter 10- tour

Warning-makeout scene. Almost smut but not

A/n I've never been on a flight before so I'm just guessing what it's like. Also the tour bus is based on an old ronnie radke interview. I also know nothing about technology and what was around and what wasn't. The "ice kiss" or wtver I saw it on Google so uh yeah.

"Flight 350, boarding now" the speaker booms. I sigh and grab vic's hand. We board the plane and quietly sit in our seats. I listen to the flight atonement explain the rules and such. When she stops talking I lay my head on vics shoulders and doze off.

"Hey, we landed" vic says gently shaking my shoulder. I nod and get up from ny seat. We collect our shit and wait for tony and Jaime to show up, they insisted on eating on a different flight. The slowly walk towards us. "Hey, the bus is here" Jaime says and rubs his eyes in exhaustion. We all nod and walk towards the exit of the airport.

We all get on the bus, there were 6 small bunks. Three on each side. Then towards the back there was one big room. Vic took my hand and led me to the room, it was basicly the master bedroom of a tour bus. "Damn" I say under my breath. Vic laughes, he sets his suitcase on the bed as well as mine. I groan " I'm so Goddamn tired" .

"Yeah me too, but the show isn't until around six thirty so we can sleep awhile." He says and I nod. I take off the hoodie,leaving me in a tanktop. He removes the suitcases from the bed and places them on the floor. I slide my shoes off. And climb into the bed, vic does the same on the other side. We lay,looking at each other, pure love the only thing in our eyes. He gently kisses my forehead and pulls me close to him. I lay my head on his chest and drift into sleep as he hums a song I haven't heard before, as I doze off I hear him mention something about there being no such thing as too young. I fall into a deep sleep, feeling warm and comforted by vic.

"Hey, darling I've got to start getting ready for the show, are you going" I nod yes and start getting ready. I pull a Falling In Reverse shirt over my head and black,ripped skinny jeans. As well as a black and white studded belt, and my black and white hightop converse.. I sit on the bed, scrolling through instagram, said for Vic to be ready. "You ready " he asks I nod and stand up. I follow him and Jaime out of the bus. We walk into the venue. It's around five thirty so nobody was actually inside except for us and staff. They warm up and tune everything that needs tuned. I side on the side of the stage, where I will be all night. The fans fo know I exist, they know I do concept art and that me and vic met in high-school that all though. They know nothing about our relationship, how much we've helped each other through, that we live together, and how much we love each other.

The arena fills with fans, Vic talks for a couple minutes as I sit on the side, where nobody can see me. They play their set as I sway along to the music, and record it. They finish off their set and Vic sits on the edge of the stage letting his legs hand off. "Who out there enjoyed tonight's show?" He questioned. The crowd shouted and cheered loudly. He laughed to himself. I smile at him, as he glances In my direction. "So many of you know of my friend y/n, well she doesn't get enough recognition, she does a lot of work behind the scenes, she does all concept art, and overall just help me and the guys." He motions for me to come on stage. Reluctantly I get up and walk onto the stage. I sit down next to Vic.

The crowd cheers loudly. I smile, I almost grab Vic's hand but stop myself. He puts the microphone away from his face so only I can hear him. "Are you okay with them knowing about us" he asks, my face heats up. I nod quickly, his face turns to a smile. "Alright everybody, I've got an announcement" the crowd goes silent, for the most part anyway.

"Well, me and Y/n aren't just friends, we are together, and I would like to say, do not hate on her I get there is going to be some jelouse crazy girls, but y/n deserves the world. If I could give her the world I would." I lay my head on his shoulder as my face turns crimson. The crowd cheers for me and him.

A chant starts. "KISS HER KISS HER KISS HER" Vic turns to me, I nod. He grabs the side of my face bring me closer. He places a gentle kiss to my lips. When I start to kiss back it's rougher, but when I hear the fans start to clap it reminds me we aren't alone. We pull apart, and his each other. Vic says goodbye and we make our way back to the bus.

Vic walks on and immediately goes to his bunkroom, I assume to change. I walk to the mini freezer we have and get my bag of ice. Popping a couple small pieces into my mouth. He walks back out in a tanktop and some shorts. I smile. "Watcha go there" he asks sitting next to me on the couch. "Ice, want a piece" I ask holding the bag out. "Yeah"i expect him to simply grab a piece out of the bag. Instead he grabs Mt face gently and kisses me. My brain fills with confusion. He gets a piece of ice in his mouth and pulls away. I blush, more more I think I ever have.

"Is a kiss all it takes to make you a blushing mess?" He asks. My eyes go wide, it like my brain completely stopped working. I stutter over words, even though I don't even know know I was going to say. He leans down to my ear. "Cause I can do a lotmore than that, and you know it." He whispers, I feel his warm breath on my ear and neck. I sit back up, trying to act unbothered. It doesn't work. "You can't hide how you feel, I've watched you have the thoughts your having now. You can't hide them Y/N" he whispers. "Maybe your right" I say and crawl my way onto his lap. I kiss him passionately. He wraps his hands in my hair, gently pulling it. I softly moan into the kiss.

"TIME FOR HIME TIME" Jaime shouts. He rounds the corner, me and vic still making out. He clears his throat. I pull back in a hurry. Vic face palms.

"Really Jaime" I say, getting off vics lap. "You're lucky I didn't have Bryan stars with me" he replies. I shudder, the thought of Bryan being here for somereadon made me feel grossed out.

"Whatever I'm going my bunk room." Vic says and gets up. I follow behind him, and he closes the door behind us.

A/N there will a couple chapter after this. Then A HUGE time skip, to when the reissue if selfish machines comes out. Because I'm trying to make the time line match up the best I can. Also pleaseee request. I need ideas. For imagines and such.

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Kissing in cars(3)

Chapter3-time will heal

Vic x female reader

*the next day*

*the next day* I walk out of my room, to look for Vic. I told him how I really feel last night. He loves me too. I'm so glad. I couldn't have handled it he had left me. I walk into the living room, no Vic. I check the kitchen, his room, hell I even check the bathroom. Still I can't find him. Immediately my mind goes to the theory that he has changed his mind and left me. Then something catches my eye. A small piece of paper with his handwriting."Oh fuck, "I whisper to myself thinking it was some kind of I'm sorry or worst case scenario a suicide note. Considering we have both struggled mentally. I pick it up and read it. "Hey sorry if I worry you I'm out with Jaime right now I should be back around one pm" I sigh in relief."God, that fucking scared me". I walk away from the small table next to the couch and into the kitchen, to check the time. " twelve thirty-five" I sigh and grab a poptart and go back to my room. I get my sketchbook out and continue adding details to the concept art I made yesterday.

I hear the door open and close and Vic yell "I'm home". I laugh softly and get up to greet him. I walk out of my room,

" hey what were you doing with Jaime" I ask without looking up from my book. I now look up from my book when I realise how hard he is breathing. He is all sweaty,but it's really hot. As my mind starts to wonder I stare at him my face growing red by the second.

"I....went...on..a,run" he says finally catching his breath.

"Ohhh,that makes sense" I say walking towards him to hug him. It's not awkward we do it everyday. "Wait im all sweaty and gross" he says backing up. I stop in my tracks and look him in the eyes

"I really don't care" he laughs and hugs me. God damn this feels like heaven,his hugs are always the best thing I can ask for but this one feels different. It may be the way he smells, even with him sweaty as fuck I swear this man still smells and looks sexy. I pull back and smile at him.

"I'm gonna go shower" he says smirking at me. I smirk back and he walks to the bathroom and closes the door. I walk back to my room and just start drawing,I zone out for a bit and I see that I've drawn myself in one of vic's shirts. I like the drawing so I keep it but I just hope he never finds it.Just as I close my book he pokes his head into the door

"hey I'm done in the bathroom."

"Hey come here for a sec" I say for two reasons,when I gell asleep on him that was the best sleep of my life and want to cuddle again. The second one being I need to ask him about what he said yesterday

"Okay" he says with a small smile on his face. I smile just seeing the look on the look on his face. He stands in front of me so i pat a spot next to me. He sits down and I clear my throat.

"I don't mean to push you or anything but yesterday, you said you are scared you would disappoint me.why?" He takes a deep breath and rubs his face. With all the breakups I've been through,I'm scared I'll get hurt again, hell I'm scared I'll hurt you." He shakes his head and I sit there shocked.

"Vic,you know you could never hurt me" I say gently touching his arm

"I know but I'm still scared " I nodded nod my head thinking of what to say next.

"Time will heal this wound,and I will wait however long it takes to heal it,I will wait an eternity if I have too,I love you too much to give up" he smiles at me with tears in his eyes."Thank you so much Y/N for everything" he sniffles before hugging me. I melt into his arms we stay like this for a while until the tears have left his eyes and he is no longer sad. He moves his hand and when he does It knocks my sketchbook off my bed. When it hits the ground it opens to my latest drawing. Me in his shirt.

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kissing in cars (2)

Vic x female reader

Chapter 2- feelings

I watch her as she sets down her bag and steps out of her shoes "Hey vic?" She asks looking at me as she walks into our kitchen. "Yeah?"I call out from the couch "do u want a snack, you didn't eat at the Cafe" she asks and I smile to myself. I love how concerned she us about me,how she thinks about me all the time. "Nah,I'm good" I reply. I hear he laugh, I love her laugh I always have. She is so insecure about it but honestly it's one of my favorite things about her. Apart from her eyes. The way she looks at me makes me melt,the way her y/e/c (your eye color) eyes sparkle always makes me smile, even when I'm at my lowest. I snap out of my thoughts when she sits next to me with two personal sized goldfish bags. "You need to eat sir, and I don't want to hear that I'm okay shit" she says playfully shoving the goldfish in my hands. I laugh quietly. "Thank you darling" I see her. blush. I am so in love with her but I feel like she doesn't feel the sam about me. "hey,Vic can we talk" she asks bringing her legs to her chest. I take a deep breath and turn to face her. "Yeah of course, what's up" I ask, hoping that she hasn't suddenly has found someone for her and doesn't want me to call her darling anymore. "I, uh have a question. And when I ask it I need you to promise me you will not question why I ask until you answer it." She swallow hard and her eyes are clouded with tears. "I promise, I could never do that,you mean everything to me. You've been here for me since highschool,you've helped me through the hardest breakups,I doubt a question will break our bond" I grab her hand. A tear slides down her face. "Why do you call me darling? It's killing me Vic" she says as she breathes heavily and she starts to cry Gcold icy tears. "I don't know,it just feels right" I reply staring into her eyes. I squeeze her hand so she's knows I won't leave her, I will never leave her side I love her too much for that. "Vic" she whispers as she starts to sob. I pull her into a tight hug while rubbing her back softly. "Shhhh baby it'll be okay" I whisper,burying my face into her neck. Her breathing slows and she pulls away from me. "I am so madly in love with you" she pauses "you mean so much to me, Vic, please tell me you feel the same, please don't tell me I've just made a fool of myself infront of the man I'm so in love with." She chokes out before closing her eyes and letting her tears leak out slowly. "Darling, I love you too but I'm not sure if I'm ready, I'm so in love with you but I'm so worried I'll disappoint you, my love please don't be upset with me" I say before breaking into tears myself. "I could never be upset with you" she says cuddling up to me. I sit there trying to process what just happened. When I hear light snoring. I look down and see she has now fallen asleep. I smile to myself. I try to shimmy out from beneath her but she grabs my shirt and mumbles stay. So I then close my own eyes and hold her close and drift into sleep. *time skip* "HEY GUYS" Tony yells waking me,and making y/n stir in her sleep a bit. I rub my eyes. I give Tony a tired smile, then I point to y/n to signal not to yell anymore. "Shit sorry dude" he says running his hand through his hair. "It's fine" I say back. Y/n wakes up and smiles at me. "Hi" she says before snuggling back into me. Tony mouths to me that he will leave us alone, then leaves the apartment. The only thing I could think about was y/n and how she said she was so in love with me. If only I didn't feel the way I do about myself. I know deep down I will not disappoint her but, it's a fear I've had for a very long time.

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KISSING IN CARS(12)

Chapter 12- kissing In cars (FINAL CHAPTER)

*3YR TIME SKIP*

SHORT CHAPTER

"I have a surprise song for you, you have to come on stage." He begs. I nod in defeat. "YES YOU'LL LOVE IT" he yells and hugs me. "Well um gonna do some practice" he says putting his pockets as he walks out the door.

Odd I think to myself. I grab one of vic's hoodies and leggings, and put on my hightops. My phone dings to I quickly check it. "Hey, vic told me to tell you not to come to the venue until 5pm" its from tony. I sigh and sir on the couch for another thirty minutes.

I jog to the back of the venue, I walk in and find tony. "Hey what all this about" I ask and he nervously scratches the back of his neck. It's a surprise I can't tell you."He says and I walk off. "Hey hime what all this about" I ask and he just walks away. What the fuck is going on. Is vic going to break up with me or some shit. I sigh and sit down where I always do, the side of the the stage out of sight.

Vic walks up to me, "watcha doing sweetheart" he asks, sitting down beside me. "Waiting" I reply, I didn't feel like talking my Im pissed,confused, and anxious. The arena fills up with fans. Vic sings his heart out, I sit on the side listening to his voice, how passionate he sounds up there, how much love he has for his fans.

"Alright I know that if you've listened to the reissue of selfish machines you've listened to the last track, but my girlfriend hasn't it's a surprise. Because I wrote it about me and her." He says and motions for me to come out.

I walk out jogging over to vic. He looks at me. His face quickly changes. "Is that my hoodie" he asks in a joking manor. I nod and he laughs. "You stile my heart now you steal my hoodies" everybody laughes, including vic. He always laughes at his own jokes.

"As we wake up in your room Your face is the first thing i see" I smile realizing this is about us. He grins at me while singing the lyrics.

"The first time i've seen love And the last i'll ever need" my eyes start to tear up. Am I really who he considers the first one to show him true love?

"You remind her That your future Will be nothing without her" tears run down my face as I smile widely. This is amazing, the only person I hear is Vic. I look into the crowd to see they are just recording. I wonder why.

"Better think of something good to say But it's all been done More than once But i'll keep on trying Oh god, don't let me be the only one who says No, at the top of our lungs There's no, no such thing as too young" I start to feel like I've heard that line before but that thought is quickly replaced the pure happiness I feel.

"Second chances won't leave you alone Then there's faith in love" I quickly wipe the tears from my face and look at Vic in the eyes. His eyes. The only thing that can be seen in them is sheer love. We've been in love longer than we thought.

"She was always the one I'll repeat it again The one No such thing as too young Red lights flash in a car we're kissing Call me crazy, i've always tried to remind her That the future Just a few heartbeats away From disaster I'm afraid That i've thrown it all away". our first kiss, the cop. Everything is perfect, this song, Vic, our love.

"No, at the top of our lungs There's no, no such thing as too young Second chances won't leave you alone Won't leave you alone No, at the top of our lungs There's no, no such thing as too young Second chances won't leave you alone" as he repeats the chorus he looks me I the eyes. His eyes are tearing up, and his hands are shaking.

"If you kiss me goodnight I'll know everything is alright Second chances won't leave us alone Won't leave us alone Cause there's faith in love" as he finishes the song he sets the guitar down and has me stand up.

I stand confused, until he reaches into his pocket and pulls out a box. He gets down on one knee. I'm in shock. He opens the box. The ring, is beautiful, it's a black diamond. It's perfect.

"Will you marry me?" He asks. Now crying.

"YES, OMG YES" I yell hugging him. He slips the ring on my finger.

"Now I'm permanently yours" I nod and hug him again.

THE END.

A/n please request.

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Kissing in cars(8)

Chapter 8- saying goodbye

READERS POV.

* 2 months later*

WARNINGS-talks about anxiety, mentions mvrder

"Alright darling I've got to go" he says looking down at me. I sigh,

"I'm gonna miss you" I whisper out. Me and vic haven't gone a day without seeing each other in nearly three years. Him leaving made my anxiety worse.

"I'm going to miss you too baby" he says pressing a kiss to my forehead. I close my eyes and a tear slips out. He wipes it quickly with his thumb

"we gotta go man", Jaime says peeking his head into the apartment. Vic nods and grabs his bags.

"It's only three weeks it'll fly by" I nod in response and he hugs me once more.

"Bye love" he says and walks out the door.

"Bye Y/N" Jaime shouts.

"Bye" I barely mumble out. He closes the door quietly. I lock it and make my way into vics room. I pick up the hoodie he wore yesterday and slide it on. I smile when I realized it smells like him. I groan and walk back my room and go to sleep. I start to have the recurring nightmare I've been having for the last month, I keep trying to run to vic. He's hurt but I never make it I always watch him get murdered. I jolt up, I feel around for vic, it then hits me, I have have deal with this for three weeks. I pant and grip his hoodie.

"It's just a dream y/n go back to sleep. I grab my phone off the table next to my bed. I click the notification I received from vic. "Hey, I'm at the airport now, if you have that dream again just know I'm okay. I love you" I breath deeply before reply to his message. "Be safe. I love you too" I look at the time. "seven forty" say to myself. I roll my eyes and lay there in bed staring blankly at the ceiling. I swing my legs over the bed and walk to the kitchen.

I take a deep breath and open the cabinet to find something to eat, it's almost empty. "Fucking great" I say and drag myself back to my room. I pull out a random outfit and put it on. I put on my shoes,grab my phone and wallet. I walk out the door making sure to lock it behind me. I walk down the street to the Cafe that me,Vic, Tony, and Jaime went to not that long ago. I rub underneath my eyes, "today is going to a hell of a long day" I mumble to myself.

I walk into the Cafe and straight up to the counter to order. I tell the sweet lady my order and sit down at a small table. I open my phone to see a text from Vic. "Darling I know you get bad anxiety sometimes but try to have a good day today" I smile at the text. And reply "I'll try" I turn my phone off and wait for my order. I bounce my leg pick at my cuticles, twiddle my thumbs. Trying to stop being anxious. I'm twenty-seven years old, why can I not be by myself without freaking out? I question my self silently. "ORDER FOR Y/N" a man yells put. I get up and get it. I leave, I can't stand to day one place alone,, makes me feel as if I'm being watched, part of the anxiety I guess. I walk back home sipping on the drink. When I step inside I place the drink on the counter and go to Vic's room. For the past month either he's slept in the room or I've slept in his because of that Goddamn nightmare. I kick off my shoes and lay in his bed trying to get some kind of comfort. As I lay there I start to cry. I don't why but I just lay and cry. I hate that my mind is trying to convince me that something has happened, deep down I know he's fine, that it's all okay, but another part of me is worrying. I fall asleep crying, I don't have the nightmare so I sleep soundly in his bed. I start to wake up, my back neck hurt, I must have fallen asleep weird. I sit up and take a minute to fully awaken. I rub my face and get up. "Shit my drink" I say, slowly making my way into the kitchen. I start to play some music to distract myself. I grab my drink and basicly chug it. I start to clean off the counters while singing and dancing to my favorite song. I turn around to throw something away. "What was that" I ask myself, "that sounded like the door being unlocked" I say then sum it up to being hopeful thinking. My mind hoping that Vic is home so soon. I then hear the unmistakable creak of our front door and footsteps in the apartment.....

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Oh my God.

Vic fuentes x reader

(I'm trying make gender neutral imagines. Also would you guys be interested in another full story like kissing in cars?)

WARNING: bullying.

Note:takes place in high school

Your pov

I see Vic limping my way, his eyes watering. I wall over to him,confused as of what happend. "Vic what the hell happend" I ask, confused. He looks down,almost embarrassed. "Is it Jax again?" I ask, starting to get pissed.

"Yeah, but y/n please don't do anything" he pleads, rage fills my eyes. I can't stand to see him hurt, because some asshole thinks it's funny.

"No vic I can't let you suffer. I'm gonna show that bastard who the fuck he's messing with" I say gritting my teeth. I crack my knuckles and walk away.

"Hey Jax! Who the fuck you think you are messing with vic again,I've warned you" Jax laughes. "So you think it funny?" I say before delivering a powerful punch to his jaw. He stumbles backwards. "Leave vic alone you hear me? LEAVE HIM THE FUCK ALONE"i scream and walk off.

I find vic standing In the hals talking to the principal. "Ahhh, y/n there you are, I think we should have a talk in my office" he says, I smile at vic lovingly. I walk into his office behind him. "I heard you fought Jax Smith, is this true?" He asks.

"Hell yeah it is, he deserved it. I warned him not to mess with vic." I say,looking him straight in the eyes.

"Language, also your getting 5 days ISS" he says, "since this is your first offense. I nod,and I'm sent to class.

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