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full-of-malice · 1 year ago
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goes batshit amy has hyperfixations on Tarot cards and knuckles having a rock collection that he talks about is so special to me you don't understand i need to have the two of them in a room and listen to them infodump pls
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oreo-creampie · 1 year ago
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‘𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐬𝐥𝐮𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐚 𝐠𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐦𝐞𝐧 (𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦-𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐝 & 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐩𝐢𝐝)’
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: pervert!reader, bdsm, service sub!reader, dom!toji, dom!sukuna, dom!suguru, dom!satoru, gang-bang, degradation/praise/mocking/taunting, daddy/princess, pain kink, mind break/dumbification, overstimulation, they all got big dick, vibrator, collar and leash, light bondage, blindfold, voyeurism, biting, spanking, some face spalling, drinking satoru's cum outta a pussy sleeve, double penetration, dacryphilia, some cervix fucking, light belly bulge, squirting
𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞: 𝟏𝟒 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐭𝐞𝐬/𝟑.𝟗𝐤
𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧: sukuna/toji/gojo/geto foursome??? w/ heavy degradation andddddddd dumbifiction and they’re like rlly mean to reader lolz. u can do anything else u want i trust u
fey: the way i've been fixated on writing this is ridiculous, gangbang requests are my fav / @omgeto / @lov3rbody hope you don't mind me tagging you girly thought you might enjoy this one
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Waiting with your legs spread, rubbing a vibrator on your clit. Tonight you’re a nameless glory hole for a random guy to fuck and cum in. It's your guilty pleasure to be whored out and degraded.
If only it were by your handsome, muscular roommates. They could pass you around like one of their fat blunts.
Scarlet states on your sex room's ceiling speakers. "A group of four is coming. Ya gonna enjoy them, rowdy hotties. They might last a while." Moving to the edge of the bed, where you bend over, legs spread.
The door slides open and closes behind the silent group. You're anticipating lewd, crude comments, large hands on your hips, and a warm, hard cock in your needy cunt. Slipping the vibrator inside you, moaning.
"Aren't you gonna use me?" Spreading your cunt apart with your fingers. Letting them see the toy pulsing in your cunt. Rubbing your clit, whining. "Please, I'll be a good slut." Stuffing the toy inside, groaning when it touches your sweet spot.
You hear a familiar deep voice, “You'll be a good slut for daddy n' let me get my moneys worth outta your sloppy cunt.” Clenching the toy pulsing in your cunt. Heating up in embarrassment, quickly standing up and turning around.
Whimpering his name, "Tooojiiinn?" The sweet pleasure from the vibrator keeps you from sounding firm. Your thighs trembling, knees weakening, sitting down. They've caught you being a slut.
Toji slips off his shirt quickly. "You'll gonna be fucked too stupid think straight so we'll keep it simple for you. Dirty slut call us daddy." You're done for.
Spreading your legs open, slipping the vibrator out by the long string-like rubber piece. You cunt spams when you rub your clit. Curling your toes into the sofa carpet, Loudly moaning, "Whatever you want Daddy." Toji slips his sweats off.
His cock is thicker than you thought. With puffy veins, you want to trace with your tongue. He's going to break your cunt with a cock like that.
Suguru folds his shirt and pants, setting it on the door side counter. "Whatever we want, good little slut." Sukuna and Satoru throw their clothes together in a small pile. All of them are beautiful, with thick pecs, washboard abs, meaty arms, and muscular thighs
Sukuna snaps "Good slut my ass!" He playful glares, a predatory smirk on his kissable lips. "Fuckin' whore lied to us, said she was hanging out with some friends." You want to sit on his beautiful tattooed face.
Toji adds, "If ya us the truth we could have just tied ya up at home." He picks up a thin collar, with its leash attached.
Swirling the toy on your clit. "Didn't feel like advertising I'm submissive at a BDSM sex club occasionally. What if I got designated to a whore instead of a friend?" Joining in for Sukuna's horror movie nights. Random late-night drives with Satoru and Suguru. Toji's fat blunts and warm cuddles.
These were things you don't want to miss out on if they see you differently.
Satoru spits into his large palm, smearing it over his head. Lightly pumping his hand over his pale pink head. "Aw, don't worry you're always gonna be our lil princess. " He smears the thick pre-cum seeps from his slit with his thumb.
Toji wraps the collar around your neck. Tugging on the leash, forcing you off the edge of the bed and onto your knees. "So you told a little lie to your friends because you thought we'd shun ya for being a slut." He winds the chain around his big rough hand. Yanking you forward, you brace yourself on Toji's thick muscular thighs.
"Yes, I'm allowed to keep things private. 'Side now ya know, ya know my safe word, limits. Are you gonna keep bein' a meanie or are ya use me?" Sticking your tongue out. Toji slaps his heavy cock on your tongue.
He glides his cock into your mouth. "I've always wanted to bully ya more when ya call me a meanie." Gagging you, holding your head in place with a large hand. Pumping his cock in your mouth. You suck in your cheeks, keeping your tongue out, relaxing your neck.
Suguru encourages you, "Hold your hands out for Satoru and I." A large hand guides yours to their warm cock. Swirling your fists, gliding your hand along the length of their cocks.
Satoru croons, "Hmm your hand is so soft 'round my cock." Suguru's droops underneath his weight, too thick for your fingertips to touch. Satoru is a couple inches longer, slimmer but reasonably thick, with more puffy veins.
Your cunt clenches nothing, your slick dripping down your thighs. They are all so big, your cunt is going to be sore for days after this. Are you going to walk after this? They could take you home with them, and you could call it a night.
Anyone after Suguru, Satoru, Toji, and Sukuna would be a disappointment anyway.
Filling your lungs when Toji glides his cock out. He steps aside for Sukuna to stand next to him. "Wondered if your cock was tattooed." Wrapping your lips around Sukuna's light tan thick cockhead. Bobbing your head, groaning, taking him in deep long strokes. Gagging occasionally.
Sukuna wonders, "Is that the only thing you wondered about us?" Loudly slurping, sucking, swirling your tongue around his cock. Gliding him deeper, gagging yourself when your nose touches the short patch of Sukuna's dark hair. Sliding him out with a pop, his cock hangs, too heavy to stand up.
Kissing Sukuna's fat balls, sucking them into your mouth. Toji pulls you back, "Tell us what goes on in that perverted head of yours. Or you're not cumming." It's getting you off to have so many thick cock in your face. The slick sounds of their fist gliding along their cocks goes straight to your cunt.
Letting Satoru go, replacing Toji's hand. There is more space between your fingertips than with Suguru's cock. They're impossibly thick, able to split your cunt open and leave you gaping.
"You're cocks makin' my cunt soaking wet." Biting your lip, fighting the uncertainty. Kneeling, surrounded by four beautiful muscular men with big cocks and heavy balls they're intending to empty in your cunt. "But I dunno if I can handle all four of you. All of you are huge, but I wanna try." Turning your head, kiss Satoru's pale pink cock head.
Trailing kisses along the puffy vein, dragging your tongue up to his head. Licking up his salty sweet pre-cum. Sucking on his balls gently, swirling your tongue. Satoru croons, "Stupid little slut is trying to take on more than she can handle. "s hot makes me wanna break her."
Suguru groans, "Aww, we're too big for our little princess." Steadily pumps his cock, swiping your thumb over his head. Suguru has the prettiest cock and balls. Taking a moment to admire his thick thicks, heavy balls, and pre-cum dripping from his fat head.
You croon, "Some of the biggest, pretties cocks I've seen." Letting Suguru go, fondling Sukuna's balls. Switching to Suguru's cock, leaving Toji to stroke his own cock.
You feel the leash move as it switches hands. Sukuna, Suguru, and Satoru shift, closing in when Toji walks off. He suggests, "We should tie her up, blindfold her, and make her guess whose touchin' her." You hear a chair scrap as he moves it closer.
Struggling to take Suguru deeper, he pushes your head down with a large hand. Sukuna suggests, "The leash is long enough that it can bind her hands." Gliding your hand from massaging Sukuna's balls to stroking his thick cock. Swirling your fist, keeping a quick and steady pace.
Gliding Suguru out of your mouth with a pop. "Still new to this but I can handle two." Letting Sukuna go, twisting your hands behind your back for Satoru to bind with the chain. Satoru slaps your ass, slipping his fingers between your legs.
Satoru drags his fingertips along your wet slit, swirling around your needy hole. "You look so beautiful princess with that collar around your neck, tied up." Whining, trying your best not to rock your hips back when he pulls away.
Suguru orders, "Stand up." Quickly rising, "Good girl." Toji has a blindfold, Sukuna has lube and a buttplug. "Are you gonna be a good, little glory hole?" Suguru twists you around, bending you over the edge of the bed.
There's a pleasurable thrill you feel in your cunt from being manhandled. "Please use me. I want my meanie roommates to bully me, and fuck me stupid. Wanna be a dirty cock hungry whore." Suguru yanks on the chain, pulling your head back, blindfolding you.
Suguru lets you go. Another pair of large hands spread your cheeks. Too rough to be Suguru's. Digging in his nails and taking a large bite of your left cheek. "Toji, Nn Daddy!" He groans when you cry. "Know your hands anywhere." He bites your other cheek, gliding his fingers to your slit.
You're trapped between the bed and Toji. "You're always pulling me onto your lap and teasin' me by rubbing my thighs getting so close to my cunt." He curls his fingers into your soaking wet, tight cunt. "I want you to fuck me in front of everyone, make me your whore." Your cunt squelched when he pumps his fingers.
Toji croons, "Right a fuckin' way. Proud of ya." He spread his fingers apart, spitting into your cunt. Stuffing it in with a loud groan, "Fuck you're so damn wet, dripping down your soft thighs." He drags his nails, scratching your cheek down to your thighs. Squeezing, savoring how his fingers sink into your squish.
Squirming, the sweet firey pain of Toji's scratches adds to the sweet pleasure of getting finger fucked. Hearing Suguru, Satoru, and Sukuna groan as they touch themselves to the sight. Waiting for their turn to use your soft body. It turns you on m.
Toji groans, slapping your thigh and watching it jiggle. "Having your tiny, soft body to fold in two n' fuck mindless is makin' my night." Pumping both his fingers faster, stroking your sweet spot.
Toji croons, "The things I've been wanting to do to ya." It's only taking a few strokes from Toji's fingers and the pressure-building snaps. Intense sweet pleasure tingling in your cunt consumes your whole body. Moaning, clenching his thick fingers.
You plead, "Nnn cumming! Nng your fingers feel so good in my cunt. Mmm wanna make your cock feel good, wanna make you cum Daddy." Toji glides his finger out, roughly slapping both cheeks. Smearing your cum with each heavy spank.
Sukuna groans, "Fuck she's so hot cryin' from getting her cheeks beat. Hit her harder, make our dirty little whore sob." You jolt forward, the bed preventing you from getting far. Firey pain erupts from each harsh slap.
Crying, trembling, struggling to keep your feet planted flat. Toji glides his cock "Stupid slut is getting off on her it. She's clenching, begging for a cock." It's hot how vulnerable you are, tied up, blindfolded. Bent in front of a large, muscular man with his cock throbbing.
Your dripping wet cunt is his to use how he wishes. "Please use me, let me be your stupid little cock sleeve." He lines his cock up, lightly gliding just the tip in. Fighting the urge to rock your hips back.
He glides his fat head in. The soft ridge of his cock head tugs your tight cunt before slipping out. Sliding himself in, "Dirty fuckin slut letting anyone use your cunt. Gonna fuck ya so hard that your glory hole breaks. You won't be thinking of anyone else but me after this." He leans over you, rolling his hips forward.
He tugs on your leash. Pulling your head back, making the collar dig into your neck. Straining your pleads, "Fuck me, please! Please! Fuck me!" The bed dips, a rough hand grabs your chin and warm cock nudes your lips. Opening your mouth, sticking your tongue out.
Toji bites your shoulder, whining, your cunt clenching Toji's fat veiny cock. Suguru reminds, "Let the whore try to guess if she's not too stupid to." Which canceled out him.
"Satoru's hands are too damn soft." Toji picks up his pace, fucking his fat cock into you harder. "Nootthim!" Your words slur together with a moan. You're unable to keep your thoughts together.
He roughly slaps your face. "Say it you cock drunk slut." Your cheek stings, cunt clenching Toji's veiny cocky. "You're only purpose in life is to take fat cocks. That's all our greedy beautiful whore is meant for." Sukuna roughly fucks your mouth.
Choking you with his cock, gliding his cock out and slapping you across the other cheek. Toji hits your ass, digging in his nails and jiggling your soft fat. Sukuna pulls his cock out with a soft pop.
Collecting your breath, begging "Sukuna please! Daddy please. I'm only good for taking fat cocks and dumping cum in. I'm a dirty perverted slut who can't get enough of having her cunt played with!" Your cunt quivers around Toji's cock, squeezing him tighter than before. Your thick slick gushing down your thighs as you cum.
Trembling, unable to think straight. Giving in to nothing but the pleasurable feeling of getting fucked stupid by Toji's fat cock. Every puffy vein getting thicker, the twitching of his cock. He's so close to spilling in your soaking wet, tight cunt.
Sticking your tongue out, with a swift thrust, Sukuna buries himself in your hot, wet mouth. His large balls smack your chin.
Satoru moans, "Fuck couldn't help from cumming with our pretty dumb little slut begging like that." Sukuna rips your blindfold off. Groaning when he sees your tearful eyes. Tugging on the neck, choking you with the collar, fucking your mouth faster.
Suguru suggests, "I bet our cum dump is thirsty. Make her beg for it." You want to drink Satoru's cum. Not care if it tastes good or not. If it made their cocks hard you'll be their pretty cum thirsty slut.
Sukuna groans, "Fuckin' crybaby slut knows how to take it." Toji's thick hot cum spills trickling from his head. Then shooting out in thick, short bursts. Fucking it deep, smearing it with sloppy ragging thrusts.
He groans, "Pretty little cock sleeve can take all my cum in her tight sloppy cunt." Slowly gliding his cock out, stuffing the cum that trails after his cock. Keeping some of it from spilling out easily.
Toji slaps your ass one more time. "Pretty little slut! Hmm her fat cunt looks good dripping cum." Sukuna glides his cock out. Undoing your bound wrists, yanking your leash, dragging you onto the bed.
Flipping you over, and getting on top of you. Sukuna pins you in a mating press, dipping his head and biting your breasts. Flicking your nipple with his tongue. With your hands free you dig your nails into his back. Scratching alongside his tattoos.
Sukuna groans, rocking his hips, gliding his fat cock on your sloppy cunt. Sinking his teeth in deeper. You slide your hands into his pink hair, pulling to hear him moan.
Suguru and Satoru climb on the bed, hovering on either side of your head. In Satoru's hands in the pussy sleeve full of cum. "Please lemme drink your cum, I'm a thirsty whore." Licking your hand, cupping Suguru's balls, massaging them gently.
Sukuna lets your breast go, pinching your other nipple. Pulling on it, making you arch your back and cry. You can feel it in your clit. Sukuna lines up his veiny tattooed cock with your cum filled cunt.
His abs flex when he slams his cock in. Sukuna's using his strength and weight to restrain you in a tight mating press. Pinning both legs by your side, keeping you from running away or even wiggling. Making you take the full harsh force of Sukuna's thrust.
Opening your mouth, Satoru touches the rim of the pussy sleeve to your bottom lip. His liquid cum trickling onto your tongue. It's sweet, with a slight thickness. "Good fuckin' slut drink my fuckin cum make my cock hard again." Wrapping your fingers around Suguru's head, swiping your thumb over it.
Swallowing the mouthful of Satoru's cum. Sukuna's fucking your cunt too roughly. Your stomach bulges with his cock head hitting your cervix. "I can see how deep I'm going in my thirsty cock whore sloppy cunt." Toji left you feeling sore. Bringing an overwhelming sensitivity.
Your sloppy cunt can't take anymore. "Too much! Can't your cock 's too big, going too deep innnn mmy" Sukuna picks up his speed. Unable to focus on stroking Suguru's cock crying, "Cunt so sore from Toji's fat cock. Too much!" Pushing Sukuna's abs, failing to get away.
Sukuna grabs the vibrator you left on the bed. Clicking it on, holding it to your puffy clit. Snapping at you, "No safe word means I don't fuckin' care. Shut the fuck up and choke on his cock." Crying, warm tears trickling down your face.
Suguru lightly slaps your lips with his heavy head, smearing his pre-cum. "Took two cocks to break her, pathetic." Suguru straddles your neck, Sukuna holds the toys still on your clit. Adding too much pressure, the uncomfortable pain conflicts with the sweet pleasure of his cock stroking your sweet spot.
You're unable to decide if it hurts or feels good when his cock hits your cervix. Giving into every sweet pleasurably painful sensation, not bothering to think. Wanting them to use your body for their pleasure.
You're their cock hungry, dumb little slut. You don't need to think, you just need to take their cocks. Satoru croons, "It's too much, too deep!" Suguru gags you with his cock, his balls hitting your chin.
Clenching Sukuna's cock, you're so close to an intense peak. "Fuck!" You can feel Sukuna's thick cum spurting from his fat head. He glides his large hands down your thighs, squeezing your hips.
Wrapping your legs around his slim waist, pulling him closer. Getting off on Sukuna fucking his cum in your sloppy cunt with Toji's. "Nnn how can her sweet cunt get tighter?" He swirls the vibrator on your clit.
Suguru slips his cock out, letting you breathe. Sukuna twists your nipple, crying from the sharp pain. Suguru shoves his cock into your mouth. Covering half your face with his balls. Groaning, he's gotten hard again quickly.
Grabbing Suguru's cock, swirling your fist, pumping your fist along his thick veiny cock. “Hmm as good as your hand feels I need to be inside ya princess.” Letting Sukuna go, he glides his softening cock out. Handing the vibrator to Suguru.
Suguru pulls away. “Toru let me get her on my chest, we can share her messy cunt.” Satoru whines, giving a couple more quick pumps. Fondling your sore breasts, rubbing your nipples with his thumbs.
He croons, “Dunno if our princess can handle that. She was strugglin’ to take Sukuna.” Choking you with his cock, grabbing muscular his thighs, digging your nails in. “Won’t it be too much for our glory hole? We’ll have to carry her to the care after this.” Gliding himself out, dragging his balls across your face.
Sticking your tongue out, happily groaning. “Course a whore like you would get off to that.” Suguru slaps your cunt. Whining from the sweet pain, clenching nothing. Wanting another thick cock stretching your aching cunt despite you previous claims.
Satoru pulls away, Suguru grabs your leash yanking you up. Your collar pressing into your sore neck. Scrambling onto your knees, he pulls your back to his. You whine, “Imma dirty slut who loves her daddies cocks and balls.” He roughly slaps your clit then holds the toy to it.
Whining from the stinging pain and overwhelming pleasure. Jerking your hips back, involuntarily running away from the intensity. “Aww is it too much for your sore cunt? Poor little whore.” His mocking shouldn’t sound so sweet.
Satoru gets off the bed, the toys capturing his interest. Shifting through the dildos, you don’t know which one he picks. Suguru lines his cock up, slamming himself deep with one harsh thrust. Closing your eyes, bracing yourself for whatever pace he sets.
Suguru gets you on your back, laying on his chest. Your legs hooked over his forearms and his hands clasped behind his back. Pushing your head down, you can see Toji jerking off with a pussy sleeve.
Gliding it along his cock, staring your sloppy cunt split open by Suguru’s fat cock. “Don’t worry princess I’m going again after they’re done with ya.” You can’t respond when Suguru rocks his hips. Gliding his mind numbingly fat cock in your sloppy cunt. Sukuna’s and Toji’s cum trickling onto his balls with your slick.
Satoru climbs onto the bed with a thin, pulsing dildo. Spitting on its head, gliding his hand along it. “You can take it, let us fuck your beautiful cunt till our cocks won’t get hard again.” He glides the toy in alongside Suguru’s fat cock.
“Fuck! Fuck! Nnng it’s makin’ her cunt into a vibrating pussy sleeve!” Slowly fucking your aching, sensitive cunt. You can’t manage a single thought, don’t care to even try.
You can’t process what their saying. It’s as if something in you snaps. It doesn’t matter when you feel this good. “Nnn! Ahhh nnn!” Mindlessly moaning, Suguru’s fat cock is pressing the pulsing dildo to your sweet spot.
Curling your toes, trembling, pleading, “Please! Please!” Splaying your fingers on Satoru’s thick pecs when he leaned over you. Lining cock up, Suguru pauses for Satoru to glide his cock in.
You’re quivering from the intense burning pleasurable pain of your cunt stretching to take another cock. With a thin pulsing toy stuffed, “What is our slut begging for? Your stuffed full of all you need, cock and cum.” Whining, clawing Satoru’s chest when their heads hit your bruised cervix.
Tightly grabbing Suguru’s thick bicep, moaning when he flexes. Their cocks aren’t the only big their about them. Thick pecs, washboard arms and meaty arms, your trapped between. Taking their throbbing cocks. Your cunt seeming to vibrate around them with the toy stuffed in you.
Suguru groans, “She’s too cock drunk to do more than beg. Fuck that’s gonna make me bust. We fucked our dirty little slut dumb.” Timing their merciless thrusts, rubbing each other’s cock inside your pulsing, clenching cunt.
One head hitting your cervix after the other. Your getting off on the pleasurable painful feeling more with each stroke. “She’s so beautiful crying with not a thought behind her pretty eyes.” He grabs your leash, tugging on it despite Suguru holding your head. Forcing you to watch them double stuff your dripping cunt.
Suguru’s deep groans and Satoru’s breathy moans sound so sweet. He croons, “Does having your messy cum filled cunt ruined feel good?” Satoru presses the other vibrator to your clit, and your hips are bucking. Twisting away from their harsh, quick thrusts.
Thick warm cum squirts into Satoru’s abs and trickles onto Suguru’s balls. Loudly moaning, unable to form words. Your cunt spasming, toes curling, eyes rolling back. Satoru swirls the toy on your clit, fucking you harder.
Messing up his well-timed pace with Suguru, who ruts into you faster. “She’s shaking, sweet little whore. Let’s see how many times she can cum before her cunt breaks.” The force of their thrusts makes your stomach momentarily bulge. Showing how deep they are reaching.
Satoru glides his hand along your body, pushing on your stomach. Whining the pressure making you feel their thick, throbbing veiny cocks hitting your cervix better.
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love-jelly · 1 year ago
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sypnosis: you're soft for yuuta. more than you should be, considering that he's spoiled with your endless mounts of affection, basking him in the purity of your love.
contents: slight yandere!yuuta, cunninlingus, fingering, porn with plot (?), pet names (baby, pretty baby, etc)
word count: ~2.1k
a/n: i don't think i've ever wrote this much in my life, especially for a fic!! i lightly (barely) proofread this so if it sucks.... well, hopefully it doesn't. i listened to right here by chase atlantic for this fic because it reminds me of yan!yuuta sm so you can listen to it while reading if you want! i hope you enjoy !! minors dni. ageless / blank / minor blogs will be blocked if seen interacting!
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yuuta is never far from you, always a step ahead, always ready, always a steady presence in your life, from your teenage years to now.
how could you not be soft for him, knowing he's the only person that's ever stayed in your life? laying in bed with him, twirling the locks of hair that have started limiting his vision, an energy of tranquility enveloping the room that you both inhibit. a sudden call from your phone causes vibrations and loud rings that shake the peace that you both felt prior. you sit up tiredly to answer, sighing.
"hello?" you answer, not bothering to check who called. no one usually ever calls you at this time of day.
"are you down?" a voice you recognize emerges from the voicebox of your phone, demanding an answer to her sudden question. it's your best friend.
"down for...?" a confused tone is prominent in your voice.
"is yuuta hogging you again?" she jokes but you still see yuuta furrow his eyebrows at the comment. "read the groupchat! are you down for a girl's date today?"
"ohh, i didn't see the notifications, let me see." even before checking the messages, you know you don't really feel like going. today's your first day off in forever and you really wanted to spend it with yuuta but when you see the all uppercase texts clearly exhibiting extreme excitement from your best friends, you put your phone back to your ear. "i'll go."
your friend squeals excitedly, "okay!! text you're going in the groupchat, all the girls are finally free today to get together!! i can't wait to see you all again! see you later!" and promptly ends the call.
you turn back to yuuta, his eyebrows still furrowed. you smile softly and gently press your fingertips to his face to rid him of the wrinkles. "i'm sorry, baby, i know you wanted to spend all of today with me... i'll make it up to you, i promise."
his face relaxes but his eyes are still troubled. "it's okay... when are you leaving?"
you check the groupchat one more time, filtering through all the messages including exclaims of excitement to search for the details. "it starts at 2:30pm so i should leave at 1:30... which means i should start getting ready at 11:30 max. it's 10:00 so we still have time together."
yuuta pulls you back into bed, wrapping his arms around you and noses his way into your neck, making you giggle slightly from the ticklish feeling.
yuuta lightly bites your neck, leaving a light indent of his teeth. only slightly satisfied, he stares at it before he gets up, leaving you in the receding warmth of the bed.
frowning slightly, you call out "where are you going?"
'show her she only needs you', the devil on his shoulder whispers.
he hums. he turns backwards and picks you up gently, taking you with him. he kisses your cheek softly. "breakfast." he answers.
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you softly groan into your closed fist. this was your weak point. yuuta, with his messily but cute tousled bedhead, shirtless, and cooking (especially when its your favorite breakfast). you had forgotten how badly this scene made the pit in your stomach ignite.
"hm?" his eyes flit over to you for a second before settling back onto the food in the pan in front of him, hiding a small smile that you don't catch.
you sit up quickly, adjusting your legs. "nothing, love!" your voice sounds tight and somewhat strained.
he knits his eyebrows together, "are you sure?" he glances at you, for longer this time before focusing back on the hot pan.
"yes..." you trail off, your eyes laser beamed at how he grips the pan handle and spatula. the tight grip of his hand on the pan.... then on your thigh.... then onto your waist....
shaking your head abruptly, you smile as you see yuuta plating your food. how could you think of your sweet boyfriend like this? poor yuuta, just wants to cook you breakfast... but the filthy thoughts continue to plague your mind.
his tongue flicking the fork (getting the remnants of the food left on it), a tongue you feel between your legs often.... his fingers wrapped around the fork (to feed you, of course), fingers you feel inside you often... you're in a daze, staring at him with the hungriest look yuuta has seen in your eyes in awhile. it's not his fault you've been so busy that you can't spare time for him and that you both haven't your fill of each other in awhile.
your running rampant thoughts are interrupted by the conspirator of your current fantasies himself when yuuta swipes at the side of your mouth to rid you of some crumbs and move them into your mouth.
and you can't catch yourself fast enough. your tongue darts out and collides with his finger and he pauses, frozen. in your starved haze, you grab his hand to pull him closer, sucking on the tip of his finger. now in his own mind-fogged state, he hyperfixates on your plush lips wrapped around his thumb and retracts it to replace it with him index and middle finger.
sliding his fingers into your mouth, he lightly presses down on your tongue. "you're so pretty..." he says, his eyes watching your eyes water.
taking his fingers out, he pulls you into a hard kiss. with teeth clashing and tongues dancing, he easily picks you up and carries you back to the bedroom.
in the bedroom, yuuta's rough with you. dropping you on the bed, watching you bounce on the bed for a second until he follows you, crawling on top of you. he quickly rids you of your flimsy tank and boy shorts, smiling smugly as he sees the wet spot in your panties. he kisses you your lips to your waist, sucking hickies along the way as if he's drawing a trail from his favorite place to kiss to his favorite place to make you cry out in pleasure.
when he reaches your waistline, he looks up at you. "you're so gorgeous" he whispers as he pulls apart your legs. you smile gently, it's so yuuta to compliment you in any situation.
your smile, however, is quickly contorted to a face of pleasure when you feel a light and wet pressure at your core. yuuta always knows exactly how to make you feel good, like he knows you better than he knows himself, like he crafted you himself.
his tongue makes quick work of your folds, lapping at the juice that leaks out of your pretty cunt, making you shut your eyes and cry out from the stimulation. diving into your hole and nudging your clit with his nose, you both simultaneously moan, him from your taste and you from the stimulation. your hands quickly find purchase in his hair, slightly pulling it to ground you while yuuta works on you, worships you like you deserve. through the pleasure, you find it in you to, somehow, open your eyes.
you can never get enough of this sight; yuuta's blown out pupils dizzy and drunk on your slick, slacked jaw taking in whatever your messy cunt gives him, and hair messy from your pulling and pushing. he's not usually a messy eater but with your cunt gushing out sweet elixir, what is he but a hopeless man amidst with a goddess- his goddess?
"y-yuu" you choke out, one hand pulling his hair and the other holding one of his hands tightly. "yes, love?" he kisses your clit, making you gasp at the sensation.
"need it!" you cry out right as he thumbs your clit to replace his lips.
"hm? what do you need? use your words, baby." he knows you, knows you can beg better, knows if he says the right words and pushes the right buttons, you'll crumble prettily, all for him.
the tips of your ears feel like they're burning, your cheeks like they've been set alight. "need to cum... please make me cum."
and just like that, yuuta feels like he's been set on fire, the match being your words. "well why didn't you just say so, baby?"
with that, he pushes two fingers into your weeping cunt and licks at the sweet delicacy you present to him. with the added stimulation of his long fingers that curl just right that it bumps into your g-spot, it doesn't take much for you to reach the edge.
yuuta knows your signs and tells. he knows when you open your legs a little wider, thighs start twitching, moans get a little whinier and right when he says "cum for me, pretty" you'll come undone like a lovely scroll depicting his ultimate downfall; you. and you'll go lax, all the tenseness in your body dissipated as if it was never there in the first place. your lips will open to let out the final and loudest moan, the melody of his hymn in which he worships you. your body shakes as he tongue-fucks you through your orgasm, from the intensity of it rocking your core.
when you've fully come down from your high, he kisses his way back up to your lips, following the same trail of hickies he embedded into your skin prior. once he reaches your lips, he crashes your lips together like you're his oxygen (you are). you taste yourself but you don't care as you greedily devour whatever he gives you.
"can i put it in, baby?" he begs softly as if he didn't just devour you like his life depended on it and a whine present in his voice like you would ever tell him no.
"put it in me, yuu."
he pants heavily as he slowly slides his cock into your leaking cunt. "so good- so perfect for me-"
loud rings come from your phone, startling you both.
"ignore it." yuuta whines, still slowly sliding into you.
"yuu- let me pick up- f-fuckk hold on- yuu!" you smack him lightly on his chest and he looks back at you sadly, looking like a kicked puppy. "it could be important! hold on."
you answer the phone quickly, before the phone rings loudly again, "hello?"
"where are you, girl? you're not usually late!" your friend exclaims.
you quickly rip your phone away from your ear to check the time. 3:00pm. "oh my god."
yuuta, still looking like a kicked puppy, mouths 'what?'
still in shock that you lost track of that much time, you whisper-yell "i'm late to go to the girl's date!"
yuuta starts sliding himself in more as he whispers back, "don't go... stay with me."
"hello?" a voice from your phone disrupts you two.
"oh um... i-i got wrapped up in something..." you watch yuuta as he mouths at you 'say something came up, say you can't go anymore'. you can't exactly say you want to go either, especially when he's pleading with you like this and already sunk his cock halfway into your more honest cunt.
"oh... well, are you still coming? everyone's here tonight!"
weighing your options (get an amazing orgasm, maybe two or three actually, or hang out with some of your best friend who you haven't seen in awhile), you decide.
"i'll g- ohh." yuuta, seeing you were about to leave him, shoves the rest of him into you, bottoming out and mouths 'don't leave me'. your moan goes unnoticed by your friend, thankfully.
"you're coming? eek-!!"
noticing your boyfriend's neediness and noting your own wants, you quickly respond. "ah no- um, something came up. i'm actually a little occupied right now so-"
yuuta visibly perks up at your decision and you smile softly.
"awww, okay. i hope everything's alright! come to the next get-together, alright?"
"mhm, yeah, of course. i'll be there next time." you promptly end the call after exchanging goodbyes.
"i'm glad you're staying... with me." yuuta smiles, an unfamiliar emotion you've never seen in his eyes.
"of course-" you're cut off by his abrupt thrusting and you release a whiny moan.
"shhh, let me make my pretty baby feel good." he kisses your face and threads your hands together.
he pulls you into a hug and with his face hidden to you, yuuta finally lets out the smile he's been holding in all day long. and he thinks:
'i win.'
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a/n: i've been having the worst (best) yandere yuuta brainrot ever, something about it feels so canon. but omg this is my first time actually writing full on smut so please give me feedback/constructive criticism!! also i'm a virgin. CAN U TELL??? LOL hopefully not. but hopefully you enjoyed!! thank you for getting this far :)
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milkmily · 1 month ago
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We Only Live Once [Satoru Gojo]
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SUM. You randomly get a video of a woman interviewing couples in bed with Satoru, the question was "Would you let your girlfriend peg you?" Now it's been in Satoru's head. Would he? Maybe. Yeah actually. After all, we Only Live Once.
Satoru Gojo X Fem Reader | JJK Masterlist | Request open
Ahead: Pegging, spitting, choking, praising, idk what else because yes guys omg I love Satoru Gojo sm he's literally married to me and we have a lovely dog and cat together in our lovely home.
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At first, it was a joke. A simple joke.
You were in bed with Satoru as you scrolled through your phone and the topic was about a woman asking a couple if the boyfriend would let their girlfriend peg them.
This obviously caught Satoru's attention too. You chuckled and said, “Oh, you look like the type who would like to be pegged.” which had Satoru in shock, Not being able to say anything back. That's when you laughed and said, “I'm kidding.” And kiss his cheek. “I'm going to sleep. You should too.”
It was just a joke though.
Satoru had honestly completely forgotten about that the next day. He was on his small break, scrolling on his phone as he waited for your text to pop up saying you are in your break.
And the video popped up.
The woman was interviewing people around Shibuya, some were drunk and some were not. The woman came up to a couple. They seemed pretty drunk which caused him to chuckle.
“Hello! A very quick question! Would you let your girlfriend peg you?” the woman asks.
“Peg me?” the boyfriend asks.
“Yes.”
“I have been!” the girlfriend says as she giggles and her boyfriend seems flustered. The woman gasps and smiles. “Really! How is it for you?” The woman asks the man. But he's so frustrated and drunk that he buried his face in his girlfriend's face. “He loves it! He tells me everytime!” The girlfriend says. The boyfriend peaks out and says, “It's actually Really nice.”
The woman smiles and starts to explain how some men don't want to but the boyfriend says it's actually really nice. “We only live once! Giving something A try will never hurt!”
And the video automatically scrolls to a random video. Thank God Satoru was alone in the break room. He looks away from his phone to look up to the ceiling. He groans. Why is this bothering him so much?
He sighs and looks down at his phone.
Sweets: Okay I'm ready, will be there in a sec! :)
Satoru: Okay can't wait!! (*ゝω・*)
Satoru: Lets get that thing you wanted >;)
Satoru and you were very open in sex. Very. I mean, sex toys were involved. So going shopping and going inside a sex toy Shop wasn't a surprise to him or you. You happily look around and point at a vibrating ring cock. You bite your lip and look at him. “You'd definitely like that.” Satoru Chuckles and grins at you. “Hm, really? I think we should add it to our basket, Sweets.” And he grabs the box and puts it in. You giggled, excited to try it on him.
“Well, I'm going to buy some lingerie. Wait for me here, okay. It will be a surprise.” you winked at him as you walked away and Satoru simply Grinned at you as he saw you leave. As you disappeared, he decided to look around for maybe a new sex toy he could either use on himself, you, or both of you. He looked and looked and one of them caught his attention.
A strap on.
He looks at the box and the color of the dildo. A beautiful Shiny light blue with its black strap to the side. Size Is at least 7 inches. He picked it up and looked beside the box. An anal kit.
Ah.
“We only live once!”
The video replayed in his head. Satoru runs A hand through his hair and sighs. He grabs both boxes and buys Them.
He was alone in your apartment. You had said you needed to go on a mission so he can make some dinner and everything will be ready when she gets home. He looks at the box in front of him and groans. His face was red as hell. His heart rate was beating like crazy as he held the box. He had his phone next to him. He had already opened it, cleaning himself. Now it was the butt Plug. He gulped as he looked at the different ones. He sighs and grabs the first one.
And as day went by he kept using them and using them. The last butt Plug slipped in successfully. Of course, he was always careful as to what he did and when he should eat.
Satoru groans as he puts in the tip of the dildo gently. it Slips in slowly And he groans. He has been at it for a good while now. So far, they slip in easily. And well, he made use of the dildo with the strap. He has been using the dildo on himself once he could fit in the last big butt Plug that had the training kit in.
And well, he fucking loves it. Jesus. It feels so good. It has him throwing his head back as he begged. Begged at what? Who knows, he simply says please as he is closer and closer to cuming. He was alone at home as he pushed the dildo in and out of him. He moans and covers his mouth and bites down on it. His eyes roll back as he lets out a big gasp. He pushes the dildo right back in and moans. He keeps pushing it in and out. In and out.
God, he felt so good. Fuck.
“F-Fuck, ho-holy Shit.” He moans as he looks down at his twitching cock that leaked precum. He moans as he grabs it And jerks himself Off. He Closed his eyes and thought of you. Fuck.
How hot You'd look, the strapon on you, your Breast out as you pushed your hips in and out of him. Your hand jerks him off. Calling him sweet names as you grinned down at him and moaned with him.
“Please, please oh god- fuck, please.” He was close. He whimpers and whines as he stops jerking himself off and pushes the dildo in deeper and harder. He throws his head back and soon, He cums. His hot white Cum jumps out and lands on his stomach, shirt, and a bit on his face.
He pants and whimpers as he pulls out the dildo. He looks to the side to check the time.
You're almost home…
“You looked hot, baby.” He hears and immediately covers himself with a pillow And pants. “Wh- when did you get here?” Was he that blessed he didn't feel your curse energy? He would have though. God, what the hell. He was sweaty, hair messy, panting and cum smeared in his shirt. You walk closer to him as he looks at you. “I didn't know you'd do that.” You say and put a hand on top of his. He looked up at you and smiled nervously. You chuckled and kissed his cheek. “Do you Need help?” You whisper and he nods, whining.
He was in the bed, his legs up as you pressed the tip of the dildo in. It slipped in, the lube helping. His eyes go wide and he gasps. He holds the sheets and looks at you. You were biting your bottom lip while grinning. You didn't have your shirt on, your tit's out covered with bites and hickeys. You let out a shaky breath as you hear him moan. “God, you keep those sounds away from me?” You ask as you bring your hips away from him And push it right back in. He gasps and moans. “Hmm, you're so pretty.” You say as you grab his chin and bring him in for a kiss.
He kisses you back and moans in the kiss as he feels your hips Moving. You pulled away from the kiss to be able to move your hips deeper. you grin down at him as you pant. God, he just looked so beautiful, it made you moan. Teary eyes as he moans and whimpers your name, it was all so beautiful to you. God, he is beautiful.
You hold on to his hips as you keep moving. You looked at his poor cock that Also wanted attention, twitching and leaking pre cum. You spit on it and rub your spit with his cock. He gasps and shuts his eyes tightly. “Ah- Fuck, baby, you- ah- no- wa- oh my-” you couldn't help but giggle. He was so hot right now. He can't even say anything properly. You squeeze his cock gently and move your hand to cup his balls. His eyes go wide as he moans and holds the sheets tightly. He looks at you with teary eyes. You look back at him and kiss him. He whimpers in the kiss and slips his tongue in your mouth. Your hips start to move faster. He rolls his eyes Back and pulls away from the kiss to groan. “You're so beautiful Satoru, so beautiful to me.” You say as you move your hips deeper in him. That's it, that was the stop. “F-Fuck! Right there please!” He yelled as he looked at you. You listened and continued to move your hips the same way and pace. “Please, please oh god please baby.” He moans. Your hand starts to jerk him off faster. He was close. He was so close. Oh fuck this feels amazing!
“F-fuck, w-wait I'm cuming oh-” he throws his head back as he has a tight hold on the sheets and groans. The lights of the room start to flicker, making you surprised but go right back to looking at Satoru. “Ah!” He moans loudly, His cum shooting out. The lights suddenly go ‘POP’ and its dark. You could feel Some of his cum going on your hand and on his stomach. You grin and say, “You did amazing.” You praise him and kiss him. He kissed you back the best he could and just relaxed on the bed. He pants and whines as he feels you take the dildo out of him.
You stand up and say, “I'll be back. Okay.” You miss his cheek and Satoru simply lays there in bed. You come back and gently clean the cum off him. You smiled at him and said, “but we need new light bulbs. Your CT sort of went crazy.” You say as you giggled. And honestly he couldn't really process what had happened. He just felt amazing.
“Yes. I’ll- gulp I'll get us new ones. Mhm.”
“While we are at it with the shopping list, I think we should make you wear some lingerie baby.” You say while grinning.
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mikobeautifulheart · 7 months ago
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Jealous, protective megumi pls??
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OMG I MISSED YOU SM. 🤧 my saviour anon.
And Absolutely.
Jealous and protective Megumi
After being stranded in heavy rain you wait for your boyfriend to pick you up. What you weren't expecting was to met one of his acquaintances while waiting. He didn't either.
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Sitting under the bus shelter you looked down at your phone to read the time. You had been there for well over 10 minutes and the rain had no sign of stopping or getting any lighter.
You felt your phone vibrate and saw that Megumi was calling you.
"Hel-"
"I have your umbrella"
"Yeah I figured *sigh*"
"Where are you? I'll pick you up."
"I'm at the bus shelter, near the school."
"Okay wait there, I'll be-."
The rain poured harder making it hard to hear him over the phone.
"Megumi? I can't hear you?"
No response. You hung up.
He sent a text saying that he was on his way.
Just as the rain had got worse before you heard heavy footsteps of someone running under the bus shelter to.
You looked up from your phone to see a person doubled over, absolutely drenched and exhausted. After a few seconds they caught there breath and stood up, occasionally glancing at you.
"Forget your umbrella to?" He asked politely, just engaging in small talk.
"Ha yeah... I should have checked the weather report today."
"Yeah"
The rain kept going as you two stayed silent.
"Got far to go?" He spoke again, this time looking at you until you faced him.
"Oh well, not really I was just going to run to the school up there but the rain keeps getting worse." You smiled
"School? You don't mean that really small one surrounded by bamboo, do you?"
"That's the one"
"So are you a sorcerer too?"
"How did you know?"
"I'm going to Jujutsu high to"
Back at Megumi's dorm he's getting a weird feeling in his stomach, like something was eating him alive.
"Yeah I'm actually a second year but I was training in another country"
"Really, that's so cool! How come I've never heard of you?"
"Honestly I was a bit of a loser" he laughed and so did you.
"That can't be true, you look so cool and mysterious."
You noticed that it was silent again and you looked over to see that the guy was now looking straight in front of him, ears red.
"I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make it awkward..." You said with a nervous chuckle.
"Oh NO, No Not at all" he said even redder now as he stumbled over his words.
"Um, I was just wondering..."
You felt a cold hand intertwine its fingers with yours, to your surprise you saw Megumi standing inbetween you two holding pa wide umbrella.
"Oh Megumi, Hi" you said not noticing the glare he was shooting the guy.
"Hey Fushiguro, how are you?" The guy said nervously scratching the back of his neck.
"I'm fine, Okkotsu, if you don't mind I'll be walking my girlfriend back to the dorms."
The atmosphere got thicker.
"Yeah see you at the school I guess..."
With that Megumi had already started to lead you away with out letting you say goodbye. His hand slowly loosened its grip as he sighed.
"You knew that guy?" You said
"Yeah, he's got a thing for dead girls."
"W-WHAT?"
"Yuta okkotsu, a special grade. He's related to Gojo so we would rarely bump into eachother in the past.
"Special grade?!"
"Y/n what ever you do, don't go messing around with him okay."
You doubted that Yuta was actually a bad person, let alone one who would hurt you. But you couldnt help but listen to Megumi as you saw the jealousy getting to him.
"Okay Gumi, on one condition."
"What?"
" I can talk to him about my amazingly strong good-looking boyfriend." You giggled as you swore Megumi was breaking down inside, movments becoming stiffer and hesitant.
"Whatever"
THANK YOU FOR READING ♡
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luveline · 1 year ago
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“would you still love me if i was a worm” with miguel pleasee 💔
ty for requesting i missed him sm ♡ fem!reader
Miguel has a resting bitch face. He seems unhappy nearly every minute of every day, though that unhappiness wanes ever so slightly as you perch yourself on his leg. He has wide thighs and strong arms. You may as well have sat on the trunk of an oak tree. 
"Yeah?" he asks. 
"What do you mean, yeah?" 
"You're about to ask me for something." 
"And you're definitely gonna say yes?" 
Miguel's hand coasts warm and wide up the breadth of your back. "I usually do." 
He does. He's good like that —even if he hates what you're asking for, he gives it. Last weekend you baked a cake on Saturday and decorated it together on Sunday. Miguel didn't baulk, and he not so secretly loved his Kiss the chef apron. 
"It's not for something, but that's a good start," you say. You don't bat an eye as he pulls your legs over his other thigh, sitting you more comfortably across his lap. "It's more like a possibility. Of a future promise." 
"We're not getting married." 
"Don't be stupid. You have to get me pregnant first, keep it classy." He laughs, his thighs shaking underneath you. "I'm kidding, we could totally do it that way–" 
"Ask me about your possibility." 
You heave a sigh at being interrupted, leaning heavy into his arm. Your cheek resting on the muscle of his bicep, you look up into his face framed by dark hair and debate forgetting the question to will him into kissing you. If you flare your eyes just so, lip gently pouted, you could goad him into taking the lead as he tends to. 
"Ask me," he says, lifting his chin a touch. 
"It's an easy question, handsome, don't worry…" You brace yourself. "Would you still love me if I was a worm?" 
"You are a worm." 
"Funny. I'm serious, Miguel."
He takes a breath. "Would I still love you if you turned into a worm, or if I met you as a worm? Those are different answers." 
"What? You're supposed to love me in both instances." 
"How would I fall in love with a worm?" 
"I did it," you tease, raising your head from his arm to speak against his neck. "I love you," you say into his skin, the vibrations of it tickling your lips. 
Miguel tips his head back to allow you better access, which is salacious enough to make you stop. This question is important. The curve of his neck and the lump of his Adam's apple are too distracting. 
He groans in frustration at your stopping and straightens up to meet your eyes. "I would still love you." His eyes narrow. "Why would you be a worm? Is there a worm-verse?" 
"Not to my knowledge. It's just for fun," you say, shrugging. 
"Well, yeah. I'd still love you. I'd turn you back into a person eventually. Any other hypotheticals to get out of the way? I'm busy." 
"Can I stay here while you work?" 
"Is that hypothetical?" he asks mildly, turning the chair you're in toward his monitor, an arm around your waist to seat belt you in. "Would you love me?" His voice is quieter now. "If I became a worm?" 
Your laugh is pure glee, "Are you kidding? I'd love you so much more if you were. I'd make you clothes, and a little mud house, and I'd feed you water from a little pipette like rain. You'd be the happiest worm ever." 
Miguel slides his thumb under your shirt. "Good to know," he says, kissing the back of your head lightly. 
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lostcherise · 4 months ago
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Kiss and Tell
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pairing: jesse pinkman x f!reader (established domingo/krazy-8 x reader relationship)
summary: Jesse Pinkman had a tendency of playing with fire - he was cooking meth after all. But the riskiest thing he could do was go behind Krazy-8's back, with his girlfriend of all people - you.
word count: 6,317
warnings: domingo being an asshole, infidelity, smut, bathroom sex, piv sex, fingering, blowjob/mouthfucking, nipple play, praise kink?, squirting, creampie
a/n: i don't condone cheating, just to clear things out. i haven't proofread this yet, but i'd love your feedback, it means a lot!
 Another sigh angrily slipped past your lips.
How many more could you take.
This would be the last one, you thought silently to yourself. 
The bass from the speakers behind you thumped rhythmically, and although it was loud enough to block out all outside noises, it did jack shit at blocking out the freight train that was your thoughts. The vibrations traveled all the way from your head, just right above the back of your neck - that one spot that once had you shivering whenever Domingo would use to brush his lips against your skin, just the way he knew you liked it - all the way to your toes. 
Another party Domingo had dragged you to, yet another party you were left alone at. At first you liked coming with him, but for the past year, as he delved deeper into drugs,  Domingo had grown more distant and cold; things had shifted. Consequently, so had your feelings for him, too. But by the time you had realized, you were already in too deep to back out. 
Thirty minutes in, while you two were mingling with some people you didn't quite know, Domingo was dragged away from you. A "business" partner. Since you didn't toy with the idea of spending the rest of the night with a bunch of strangers, you decided that that was your cue to leave. That is how you had ended up on some stranger's couch all by yourself. Getting sick of your own wallowing, you decided you needed a drink. You sprung up from the old leather couch and with swift steps you found your way to the kitchen, and made a beeline for the assortment of booze and mixers that were laid out on the kitchen island. 
"I thought that was you, yo!" A voice spoke a tad too excitedly behind you.
You turned around and were met with a familiar pair of icy blues. "Jesse, hey." you greeted him. 
"Now," he spoke up, coming up to stand close to you. Too close, you thought; just when he leaned in a little closer to grab the bottle of vodka in front of you. "What are you doing out here by yourself?" he asked, his voice now an octave lower. Jesse was studying your face closely, but you avoided his intense gaze. With a deep sigh you tried to regulate your fastening heartbeat, and kept your gaze locked in on a spilled Cola stain on the granite top. 
"Did he ditch you again?" Jesse gave you no time to reply. Tonight was the third time he had found you all alone after Domingo had ran off to somewhere. You still could remember the first time it had happened perfectly, despite all the alcohol in your system that time. You remembered all the bits and pieces you shared of yourselves, you remembered the way you both laughed at embarrassing childhood stories, and you most definitely could remember the way Jesse was staring at you whenever it was your turn to speak. Jesse would look at you so intently, so deeply; he was literally staring into your soul each time you talked. 
It was after the second time this had happened when you realized that you may enjoy his presence as more than an acquaintance. That was also the time you realized that you could not let your guard down and let Jesse come waltzing in with his baby blues, perfect sm-
"That obvious?" you snorted, pushing your previous thoughts away. You smiled up at Jesse, though it never reached your eyes and he could tell, but he chose not to make any comments on it. 
"That's why I came to the rescue, yo!" Jesse exclaimed, reached for a can of tonic water. A small smile played on your lips while you watched him fix you a drink. 
"My knight in shining armor," you took the red cup from his outstretched hand. "Truly." you emphasized after a generous sip, of what was 3/4 parts vodka and 1/4 tonic, barely. You supressed a gag through gritted teeth, as the alcohol burned its way down your esophagus and almost burning a hole through your stomach. 
You fell into conversation; it really came to you like second nature. He was so attentive to every little thing you said, looking into your eyes intently with each word you said, to show that he really listened, and he made you feel at ease. 
Jesse rested his chin on his palm while he studied you as you spoke, subconsciously leaning in closer to you. One move from you and your lips would meet in a fiery kiss that you had been longing for since the last time you two saw each other. 
Though the next moment he pulled back and looked behind you. Fear flashed for just a second through his eyes, before he broke into a fake nonchalant smile. 
"Yo, Kraze, we were just about to come lookin' for you. Right?" Jesse laughed nervously, his eyes moving to meet yours briefly, to make sure you were on board with his impromptu lie. 
"Yeah, babe," you agreed, voice sickly sweet. "Been lookin' for you all night." your tone came off a bit more snappy than you intended. 
Tension loomed heavily over the three of you, with Jesse stuck smack down in the middle. He looked nervously back and forth from you and Domingo, chewing on his bottom lip; neither of you said a word to one another, yet a lot was said by your shared silence. 
"Well," Jesse cleared his throat, and bravely broke the silence first. "You found us first, so..." he trailed off with an awkward laugh, raising his hands and letting them fall against his thighs with a slap. "See you around." and with that he grabbed his drink and left. 
Domingo turned his head, watching Jesse walk out of the kitchen. He turned to look at you with an accusatory look, one eyebrow raised and his lips pressed into a frown. A few seconds passed like this; you paid attention to his flared nostrils moving with each deep inhale he took. He took slow steps towards you, it almost felt as if he was a predator sizing its prey. 
"So, what now?" he spoke, his voice dripping venom. "I leave you for a bit, and you go running straight to your new boy toy?" he spat the accusation your way. He was now standing right in front of you, and you watched rage dance around in his eyes. 
With that it was your turn to scowl, a deep line forming between your furrowed brows. "How fucking dare you?" is all you could muster at that moment. Instinctively, your hand moved up to slap him hard accross the face, but he caught your wrist mid air. You gasped, only now realizing what you were just about to do and fear started burning deep inside you. 
"Don't you ever," Domingo growled through gritted teeth, his face reddening as his anger grew deeper; his grip around your wrist tightening. "Think about doing that again." 
"I'm sorry, I-" you stammered. Your chin quivered while you gnawed on your bottom lip to bite back down the whimper that threatened to escape. It hadn't registered in you yet why you felt like crying exactly. Maybe it was anger, or disappointment. Disappointment at Domingo that he would accuse you of cheating. 
Or maybe you were mostly disappointed at yourself for even wishing it had happened. 
"Save it." he raised a finger in indication to shush you. 
"Babe I-" 
"I said fucking save it." he yelled, catching you off guard. "Let's just fucking go." Domingo grumbled and grabbed you by your elbow, tugging you harshly behind him. 
He dragged you through the other unsuspecting party goers, your body bumping heavily against them while Domingo dragged you out of the house. A few curses were aimed your way but you weren't in the right headspace to deal with that. Searching through the small crowd, you hoped to catch Jesse one last time. You spotted him laying down on a bean bag, a small glass pipe in his hand. Jesse locked eyes with you and followed your retreating figure; his brows wrinkling with worry. You smiled reassuringly to which he only pressed his lips in a tight line in acknowledgment and gave you a wary wave before you disappeared out the door completely. 
The walk back to the car was silent, your hed hung low and you hugged yourself, following Domingo with slow steps down the driveway, the gravel crunching beneath your platforms. By the time you arrived on the passenger's side, he was already in with the engine already running, waiting for you while he tapped his fingers impatiently against the steering wheel of his Buick. You had just barely gotten your right foot in, and moved to close the door when you were already moving. 
You shot a glare his way that fell unnoticed, given how he refused to even spare a few seconds of his time to look at you the moment he dragged you out of that forsaken party. With a sigh, you silently admitted your defeat and shifted in your seat, your body just ever so slightly turned to the right, with your back halfway turned on him and just stared out the window the entire drive back home.
With vigorous movements you towel dried your hair, lingering on the entrance of your en suite bathroom and you studied him, him sitting on the edge of your king sized bed; elbows on his knees, hands clasped together, his pointer fingers pressed against his lips. After what felt an eternity, you decided to break the silence first. 
"Not talking isn't going to make things right, you know." your voice came out shakier than you intended it to be. The last time you had felt this type of scared was when your dad had found you and your cousin secretly smoking one of his cigarettes when you were both 11, you had stolen the entire pack right out of his pocket during his daily afternoon siesta. Your heart thumped with the same vigor it had that day, when his towering figure had loomed over your tiny self, the sunlight that was shining behind and around him had cast a shadow over him, making him all the more menacing. 
"There's nothing to talk about." he groused, hands still on his face. 
"Nothing to talk about?" 
Silence. 
"Nothing to talk about, really?" you repeated louder this time, a newly found surge of courage came over you. "How 'bout," you paused, stepping to stand in front of him, hunching over to be in his line of vision, "You accusing me of cheating on you! On what conjecture, please, enlighten me?" 
"Oh, don't act dumb on me now." Domingo chuckled dryly, standing up on his feet. "I've seen you." 
The thumping in your chest picked up its rhythm. Your mouth closed and opened like a fish out of water, yet no sounds fell past your lips. With one step Domingo took towards you, you took another one back. Until your butt bumped on the edge of your dresser, the various toiletries on top rattling softly upon the impact. 
"I've seen how he looks at you." he muttered, his breath hitting your face with each word he spoke. 
"Just because he has a silly crush on me doesn't mean I want him." you rebuted, and the lie came easy to you. Maybe if saying it out loud would make you realize how foolish this situation was and that you'd move on from this incident, and cuddle each other to sleep like you once used to do, almost a year ago. Maybe denying his accusations would make your growing interest in Jesse dissipate. It was normal, after all, for couples to hit rough patches along the way. It really was normal that most days out of the week Domingo would opt to fall asleep on the couch instead. It was normal for him to start hugging you less. It was normal. 
"Whatever helps you sleep better at night."
You slept alone that night too. The only thing different this time was you dreamt of Jesse.
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The loud thumping was instantly muted the minute you dragged the balcony door shut behind you. Another party; this time you were alone. All the days leading up to today, you tried to act as if the real reason you decided to come, alone at that, wasn't in hopes of bumping into Jesse. Now, although the two of you had exchanged contact infromation, it felt like a bold and shameless thing to reach out to him, considering you were in a relationship and Jesse regularly worked for Domingo. So, you chose to go a more subtle route. 
You decided the party was too boring for you after realizing Jesse wasn't there and went out for a smoke. Maybe you'd go home right after. Reaching into the back pocket of your boot cut jeans, you fished out a crumbled up packet of Malboro Menthols. A small lighter was nestled in between the last three cigarettes, of which you grabbed one and put it on your lips. 
The sparkwheel rolled against the pad of your thumb and the lighter scritched. You rolled it again, the flint scraping once more but to no avail. 
Chk, chk, chk. 
"Oh, man. Come on." you mumbled, the cigarette in your mouth bobbing up and down. You tried once more, nothing. With an angry grumble, you tossed the broken lighter through the balcony, it landing somewhere on the lawn. Truth is, you didn't really care about littering some stranger's lawn. 
"Here." A voice sounded from next to you. Jesse was leaning against the railing, a lazy smile dancing on his lips and his outstretched hand was holding an already lit lighter. Your eyes widened in surprise and you leaned in towards it, and took a drag, the end of the cigarette lighting up with a fiery ring. 
"Thanks." you exhaled. 
"Your knight in shining armor strikes once again." he jested, referring to when you called him that the last time you two were together. Your laughters died out and you fell into silence. To you it wasn't awkward, it felt sort of comforting. Though, you couldn't say the same for Jesse. You softly scrunched your brows and watched with squinting eyes as he figdeted anxiously. His eyes wide and set on nothing in particular as he stared right in front of him. 
"Menthols, huh." Jesse pointed out, internally cringing at his sorry attempt to start a conversation. He gripped the balcony railing, mentally berating himself for not being able to keep his cool around you, something he came to find out was impossible to him. He avoided eye contact, the white chipping paint seemingly more engaging to him. 
"Yeah, why? I like the taste." your reply came off more defensive than you intended too. Domingo sometimes would tease you for smoking them, often saying they were 'too girly.' 
"Nah, I fuck with menthols, yo." Jesse replied, and oddly enough you found that little fact about him comforting. 
You smiled, mostly to yourself, occasionally flicking ash off of the edge of the balcony. Having almost reached the end of the cigarette, you threw it on the floor and squeezing it beneath the tip of your boot. Instinctively, you reached for another one, with shaky hands. Your nerves were getting to you and you smoked like a chimney when nervous, going through a whole pack in one go, easily. Being around Jesse alone, completely alone, wasn't helping. 
"You, uh," Jesse's voice broke the silence once again. "Here alone?" his tone rising a bit, you swore he almost sounded hopeful you'd say yes. 
When you gave an affirmative answer, you noticed Jesse visibly relaxing and gaining a bit of confidence. His back straightened up and his shoulders rolled back and he nodded, taking in the new exciting piece of information. If he didn't take Domingo's absence to his advantage to shoot his shot with you, he'd beat himself up for it for the rest of his life. He observed you, how that one stubborn piece of hair kept falling out of place and you kept pushing it behind your ear. How he wished he could be the one brushing it off of your face, to softly graze your skin, so he could take the chance to memorize how soft and warm you felt against his fingertips. He silently admired you from the side, taking in your side profile. You really were beautiful from whatever angle, all around.
His chest constricted once the realization hit him. He rubbed his nape with a tattooed hand, an action he always did whenever he was really nervous, his cheeks ballooning as he exhaled deeply. Sure, to him you were gorgeous, but each time he got the chance to spend time and talk to you, it was becoming clear to him that he wasn't into you just for the sex. The sex would be just another added bonus.
However, there was a huge obstacle. Domingo. His brows lowered into his eyes, a thought occuring to him; you were here alone. Jesse watched you nervously fumble with the cigarette pack in your hands and immediately reached into the pocket of his oversized hoodie, for his lighter. Although he could simply hand it to you so you could light your cigarette yourself, he'd rather offer his flame to you. It felt sort of, intimate. 
With a smile, you graciously accepted, lighting your second cigarette, and you mumbled in thanks. 
"You and Kraze broke up or something?" And although Jesse tried to play it off all cool and nonchalant, you could hear the hopefulness in his voice. 
At that, your smile faltered and you were brought back to reality. "No, but you wish we had, don't you?" 
Jesse stared at you with wide eyes, surprised that you could see right through him. His cheeks reddened in embarrassment and he tried to mask it with a laugh. "Nah, I-"
"It's okay, you don't have to lie." you reassured, although it was mostly said to tease him. Now, his entire face was red and you smiled triumphantly, glad that it had worked. 
Jesse looked at you ashamed. That only lasted a second though, and before you could register what was happening, Jesse's lips came crashing against yours. His hands found his way around your neck, while yours remained frozen at your sides. His kiss was hungry, yet unexpectedly soft, so soft it had you reeling. You felt your knees buckling and braced yourself against the metal railing. Just as you began to relax against him, you harshly pushed him off, the reality of what you had just done crashing on you like a tidal wave. 
"What the fuck, Jesse?" 
"Shit, I'm sorry. I thought..." his voice died out as he took in your distraught state. 
"I need to leave." you whispered and bolted the scene.
What you failed to pay attention to was that Jesse was tailing you. You weaved through the crowd and up the flight off stairs, in desperate search of a bathroom, feeling the need to throw some nice, cold water on your face to calm the raging heat coursing through you. Turning your body to the side, you tried to avoid the couple making out at the top of the stairs and continued your way down the corridor.
After accidentally walking in on a drunken threesome in a spare bedroom, you successfully found the bathroom. You were about to close the door behind you, when the tip of a sneaker prevented you from doing so. You peek through the door and you're met with the one pair of ocean blues you were trying to avoid. 
"Why are you following me?" you demanded, trying to push the door, to which Jesse pushed back this time using his body too, to stop you from closing the door on him. 
"Look, let me explain." he grunted, fighting you to push the door open. "You're surprisingly strong." he thought out loud, giving one final push and making his way in, closing and locking the door behind him. 
With a huff, you angrily crossed your arms against your chest, pushing one hip out and raising an eyebrow at him in an indication to keep talking. Jesse licked his lips and your mind drifted back to a few minutes ago, when those same lips were pressed against yours. And, oh, he tasted so incredibly sweet; like the first taste of ice cream on a hot summer day. And you mentally beat yourself up for wanting, no, needing more. 
"I like you, like a lot." he scoffed and widened his eyes for emphasis on 'a lot.' "If that's not obvious by now." he chuckled, his hand rubbing the back of his neck so hard it turned red. Sighing, he kept rubbing his neck, his hands moving upwards and pushed his beanie off as he did so. His light brown locks were disheveled and all over the place and he lightly pulled on them in frustration. Jesse was so nervous it almost looked as if he was in pain. He looked at you with a serious gaze, "The question is if you feel the same." he asked, his voice thick with emotion. 
"Look, I'm not stupid, okay?" his voice rose a little, getting tired of your silence. "You yourself told me how shitty Kraze has been treating you, and I know you like me too. Why fight it?" he whispered the last part, now standing closer to you, searching your eyes with a pleading gaze. 
With a turn of your head you tried to avoid looking at him, hating the fact that he was right about this. That Domingo was also right about this. But no matter how you tried to fight your feelings, Jesse kept pulling you deeper and deeper into him until he consumed you, like a black hole. 
"Tell me you don't want this, and I'll leave you alone." he mumbled. 
"I don't want this." you whispered, your gaze transfixed on the 2 in 1 shampoo bottle on the edge of the tub. 
"Look me in the eyes and tell me you don't want this." he mumbled in defeat. "Please." he cupped your cheek and turned your head, forcing you to look at him. 
You opened your mouth, ready to lie to his face. To tell him it was all a misunderstanding, that you saw him as nothing more than a friend, that you were happily in a loving relationship. Yet no matter how hard you tried, you couldn't force the words to come out. You silently stared as a swarm of emotions swam through the ocean of his eyes, and you swore you saw a sliver of hope in there. 
Because to Jesse, your silence was enough of the answer he needed. 
Jesse leaned forward and closed the distance between you, this time he moved more reluctantly. When you wasted no time in kissing him back this time, he visibly relaxed and sighed happily into the kiss, one hand snaking around your waist to pull you flush against his body, while the other cupped your jawline. This time, your hands moved to wrap around his shoulders, allowing your body to fully relax against his, his hand rubbing circles on your waist, before reluctantly moving down to squeeze the soft, round flesh of your ass with his palm. 
You let out a high pitched whimper into his mouth, almost feeling embarrassed at your reaction. To your defense, it had been a while since you were last kissed and touched like this. Jesse took this as a chance to let his tongue explore your mouth, his tongue clashing against yours and tasting the menthols you were previously smoking. Pulling away from the kiss, he turned you around, your back now facing the door, and walked towards it, until your back met the wood with a soft thud.
Wasting no time, Jesse resumed on his work, but this time he buried his head into your neck, kissing and biting, leaving angry red marks in his wake. He didn't care if your boyfriend saw the marks littered across your supple skin, in fact, it turned him on more just thinking about Domingo finding them. He bit and sucked harder, and your head fell back against the door as a loud moan fought its way past your lips, and Jesse only took advantage of the access you had just given him. 
While Jesse worked his way on your neck with his mouth, his hands busied themselves with your breasts, cupping and squeezing through your tank top. You weren't wearing a bra and most definitely Jesse could tell by the way he could feel your hardened nipples against his palms. 
"This is getting in my way." he mumbled in between kisses against your skin, referring to your shirt. And with no warning, he pushed the neckline down, your breasts spilling out with a bounce. "Fuck." he groaned at the sight of them, your nipples were so hard, they were practically begging for him to have his way with them. Jesse involuntarily bucked his hips against yours at the thought, and you could feel him hardening against you. His fingers squeezed your breasts softly and while one hand remained on your breast, massaging it, his other moved to give some much needed attention to your nipple. With the pads of his thumb and finger, he began massaging your hardened nub, occasionally pinching it, to which you moaned every time. He tugged and pinched, admiring the way you writhed in pained pleasure. 
"Harder." you whispered, ashamed of what you had just asked him to do. Never in your life had it crossed your mind at how into this you would be. 
Jesse grinned smugly, silently complying and gazed through hooded lids at how your face scrunched up, as you let out yet another moan when he pinched and tugged at your nipple hard. He dove his head down, his lips enclosing around your sore nub. His lips were soft and wet, just what you needed after his assault on your breast, the contrasting feeling of pain and pleasure had you rolling your eyes back into your skull. He groaned softly against your breast, his tongue lapping in circles around your nipple, occasionally sucking and grazing it with his teeth, and it only had your mind wandering on how good he could eat you out.
While his lips were focused on one breast, his other hand worked on your other breast, sending your mind into overdrive. Deciding his work was done, he moved his lips on your other newly sore nipple. And while he busied himself on your chest, his tattooed hand slowly made its way down to the hem of your shirt, nimble fingers sneaking beneath your shirt, and down the waistline of your jeans, not caring about unbuttoning your pants. 
"Mhm, you're doing so well." Jesse mumbled against your breast, before leaving his mark on your skin. His right hand was now nestled on your clothed cunt, his middle finger drawing circles against the wet patch of your lacy underwear. "And you're so wet already." he groaned and moved your underwear to the side, to slip a finger in. 
"You're nice and warm, can't wait to feel you around my cock." he continued his praise, pushing in and out in a slow and steady pace. "Would you like that?"
You merely nodded in response. His hand cupped your jaw, pulling your head down and forcing you to look into his eyes, pupils blown out in pleasure. "Use your words, baby." he commanded in a soft voice. 
You nodded. "Yes, yes please." your voice came out in a broken moan that was silenced by his fervent kiss. He added his ring finger into your pussy and picked up his pace, pushing into you knuckle deep. His fingers pushed into the soft spongy part inside you, hitting that perfect spot just right, his palm pressing against your clit as he did so. 
"Oh, fuck, Jesse." you moaned his name, and another string of curses followed suit as he sucked on your breasts like a man starved, his pace nice and steady against your cunt. With each thrust of his fingers, your pussy grew wetter by the second, your slick coating his fingers and seeping through the thin fabric of your underwear and onto your jeans. Your face flushed as you felt an almost forgotten, but familiar sensation pool at the bottom of your stomach, fighting its way to push through you with vigor. 
"I'm so close." you whined, holding on to his shoulders for support for your impending orgasm. 
"Be a good girl and cum for me." Jesse whispered hotly in your ear. And that was all you needed to tip over the edge, your vision flashed white for a moment and your breath hitched in your throat as the first wave of your orgasm hit you, your walls pulsing around his fingers as you came hard. 
"Fuck." you groaned, slowly coming back to reality. Jesse pumped his fingers two last times before pulling out of you with a lewd sound. 
Pulling you off the door, he turned you both around and he leaned against it this time and quickly moved to unbuckle his belt. Feeling needy and desperate for him, you assisted him in unbuttoning his jeans and letting them pool around his ankles. You licked your lips hungrily, admiring the way a wet spot had formed on the side of his burgundy boxers, right where his leaking tip was. You fell down on your knees, immediately burying your face in his clothed crotch, mouthing his hardened dick through the cotton barrier of his underwear.  
"Fucking cock tease." Jesse grumbled and impatiently pushed his boxers down, his cock springing free and hitting you on the cheek. 
You wasted no time in your work, grabbing the thick base with one hand, your lips enclosing around his leaking head, lapping up at the pearly beads of precum coating his slit. Circling your tongue around his shaft, you slowly made your way down before pulling back entirely halfway through. Flattening your tongue on the unerside of his dick, you ran a long strip all the way down to his balls, not wasting a chance on sucking on them one at a time, before licking your way back to the tip. 
Hollowing out your cheeks, you made your descent towards the base, struggling with his length against your mouth, gagging softly as he hit the back of your throat and you tried to relax your throat around him to  take him further down. Breathing through your nose, you finally made it all the way to his pelvis, your nose rubbing against his trimmed hair. Your gaze was transfixed on him, patiently waiting for him to look down at you.
When he finally did, a string of curses ripped through him. His hands moved down to your face, gently pushing your hair out of the way, in contast to how he was bucking his hips against your head to meet you halfway. He pulled your hair into a makeshift ponytail and used that to his advantage to easily push your head further down on his cock as he bucked his lips into your mouth. 
"You're so perfect." he breathed out in pleasure as you licked the underside of his dick. You hummed in response to his compliment, bobbing your head up and down a bit faster. "Shit, keep going like that and I'll cum in your mouth." he laughed and decided that was enough for today. He needed to be buried deep inside you, now. Pulling you off his dick by your ponytail, he moved his hand behind your head and guided you back on your feet, eyes locked on one another. He pulled you into another searing kiss, this one hungrier and needier than ever before, before turning you pressing you face first against the bathroom door. 
Without saying much, he unbuttoned your jeans and you helped him pull them down, just as desperate for him to fill you up with his length. They fell all the way down to your knees, and you spread your legs open, angling your ass back just right for him to enter you with ease. 
"Look at you, so needy." Jesse cooed, pushing all of your hair to the side, exposhing your shoulder, on which he placed soft kisses, singing his praises. You, lost deep in pleasure, could barely form a coherent response, nothing more but a few whimpers. 
"Need you." you managed to croak out, shaking your ass against him, feeling his cock brushing against your ass; long and hard. With a steadying hand on your hip, he inched closer to you, his other hand wrapped around the base, helping him angle himself better against you. Teasingly, he circled your slick entrance with his tip, and slid his length against your folds, gathering up your wetness and naturally lubricating himself, before he pushed his way in. 
Gently at first, he buried himself deeper into your needy cunt, inch by inch, giving you time to adjust and he bottomed out with a groan and ground his hips against you before slowly pulling out. With only the tip inside, he pushed back into you in one swift movement, repeating again before picking up his pace into a steady rhythm, that had you moaning uncontrollably. 
Your knees buckled and you desperately tried to steady yourself against the door, thank God for Jesse gripping your hips and keeping you upright as he fucked his length into you. Jesse looked down at your connecting bodies, enjoying the way your pussy swallowed him right up, and you fit around him like a glove. 
"You take me so well." his voice shaked as he tried to keep his composure. 
"Don't stop, please." you mewled, your chest slipping further down the door, causing you to bend down deeper, opening up to him more and allowing Jesse to plow deeper into your wetness. 
"Tell me," he groaned, his hand moving around your throat, just below your jaw and pushing your head back, making you look at him. "Does he fuck you like I do?" 
Your breath came out in a shocked gasp, not expecting that question at all, Domingo not having crossed through your mind for a second, until just now. Jesse's upper lip twitched while he picked up his pace, your moans only growing louder with each thrust of his hips. 
"Tell me." 
"N-no, he doesn't." you admitted. 
"That's what I thought." he grinned and released you from his grip, and pulled out of you entirely. You looked up at him with a confused frown, before he pulled you into a kiss and guided both of you towards the large bathroom counter. Without breaking the kiss, he placed his hands beneath your thighs and picked you up, sitting you on the edge of the counter, the marble feeling cold against your bare skin. Now tugging on your jeans, he removed them entirely. Out of their own accord, your legs spread wide open, exposing your throbbing pussy. 
With a smile, Jesse pushed himself back in, starting off slowly and picking up his previous pace, this time adding his thumb to the mix, rubbing circles against your swollen clit. Your hands gripped his shoulders for support, your legs hanging off in the air. Jesse leaned down and moaned into your neck, and placed sloppy kisses on your exposed shoulder. 
"I'm so close, Jesse." you moaned, running your fingers through his tousled hair and moved to wrap your legs around his waist, pulling him closer  to you. 
"Me too." he groaned, fucking into you deeper, faster, harder with every bit of strength he had left in him. 
Jesse continued fucking into you like this for longer than you anticipated, occasionally moving up to kiss you. With each thrust of his you felt the familiar heat pooling around your lower abdomen, also feeling your walls tightening around his cock. With a steady hand on the back of your head, he held you in place, leaning his forehead against yours, his baby blues staring back into your eyes with so much emotion. 
"Cum for me, baby." he cooed. 
You obliged, feeling the familiar heat bursting inside you, although this time it hit you harder and longer, your thighs trembled as you gushed, squirting your come all over your thighs and his. "Fuck!" you screamed, as your orgasm continued pulsing through you in waves, and he continued fucking it out of you. His thrusts grew sloppy and uneven; he was close. 
"Shit, shit, shit!" Jesse thrust into you two more times, before unloading himself into you. You pushed his exposed ass with the heels of your boot, and kept him in place agianst you as he filled you up with his cum, coating up your walls. His hips had now fallend into a lazy rhythm, as he continued fucking into you, small droplets of cum falling out of your sore pussy. He stilled, his dick now almost complety soft and pulled out of you with a wince. However, he still remained in between your legs, kissing you, caressing you. 
After a couple of minutes, you both cleaned up in silence and now that the cloud of lust had dissipated, the harsh reality hit you hard. You had to break up with Domingo. You weren't sure telling him about Jesse would be wise, although, he would put two and two together and figure it out on his own, but leaving that part out was the best move. 
After all, you never kiss and tell. 
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beom-pyu · 2 years ago
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baby blues ☆⋆。𖦹°‧★ choi yeonjun + choi soobin
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choi yeonjun + choi soobin x fem!reader , tags; poly relationship!! , hard dom!yeonjun , soft dom!soobin , sub!reader , soobin is so sweet , yeonjun is so mean , but they both love you sm!!! , nsfw , established relationship , fluff and lots of aftercare at the end!!!!
warnings: smut (minors dni.) , vibrators , masturbation , fingering , finger sucking , praise , degradation , spanking , punishments , dom/sub dynamics , reader calls soobin "daddy" and yeonjun "sir" , subspace
a/n: this is so messy and all over the place cuz i wrote this in my notes app but i just had to get this thought out i have no idea what this is i just know im losing my mind thank you (not proofread so pls be lenient with any mistakes!!!)
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thinking about a domestic polyamorous relationship with hard dom yeonjun and soft dom soobin aaaa!! 
you're home alone all day because of their busy schedule, lonely and bored. they had let you sleep in that morning, so you didn't get the chance to kiss them goodbye before they left for practice! of course, you had called them a few times that day, texted them to let them know you ate breakfast and lunch, kept them updated about what you were doing throughout the day... but it wasn't enough!! it's late now and since soobin has an interview to do and yeonjun has a solo live, they wouldn't be home for another few hours. 
but you're so so so needy. you know it's against the rules to touch yourself when they're not here… but as long as they don't find out, it'd be okay, right? 
you go to your shared closet to find your favorite pink vibrator, excitedly taking off your clothes before hopping onto the king sized bed. you waste no time in pressing the vibrator to your clit, soft moans filling the room as you grip the sheets beneath you. it just feels so so good, you can't help yourself!! your boyfriends haven't touched you all day, so it was only fair that you get to do something about it!!
you're so lost in the moment that you don't hear the front door of your apartment opening, and the footsteps nearing the bedroom. your eyes are squeezed shut as your body shakes from the intense vibrations, unable to control the moans and whimpers leaving your lips.
"what do we have here?" the deep voice catches your attention as you startle, your eyes opening to see soobin standing in the doorway with a hand on his hip.
he looks so gorgeous---with his black hair pushed up and back off of his forehead, a button-up sweater with the first couple buttons undone tucked into dark jeans that frame his figure perfectly.
he looks so good that you can't help but to moan out and grind your sopping cunt against the toy, stretching your hand out towards him.
"help, please daddy," you whimper and soobin never has it in his heart to tell you no!! so he makes his way over to sit on the edge of the bed, smiling down at you softly as he strokes your cheek.
"what do you need me to do, princess? use your big girl words," soobin coos, his hand brushing over your soft belly. 
"want your fingers," you whine, a pout sitting on your lips. soobin gives you a pointed look, waiting for you to finish. "please?"
"that's my good girl," he praises as a smile overtakes his face. "must've been so needy… enough for you to break a rule, hm?"
you nod quickly, a soft moan leaving your lips as his thick fingers rub your entrance to collect your slick, dipping into your hole teasingly. 
"missed you both so much, couldn't help myself," you whimper as he pushes his fingers into you, your pussy dripping onto his hand. soobin hums in response, bringing the hand stroking your cheek down to circle his pointer and middle finger over your lips. you instinctively open your mouth, closing your lips around his fingers.
"you can't just break our rules whenever you want, princess," soobin speaks slowly and gently as you moan at the mix of the vibrator and his fingers hitting that spot inside you oh so perfectly.
you try your best to listen, but your brain is completely foggy as white begins to fill your vision, whining around his fingers as your hips stutter, cumming so hard tears begin to roll down your cheeks. soobin continues to pump his fingers in and out of your tight entrance as you ride out your high, praising you for cumming so nicely. 
once you're coherent enough, he slowly pulls his fingers out of your sensitive hole before removing his other fingers from your mouth.
"come here, princess," he stretches his arms open wide and you waste no time climbing into his lap as you sniffle. he holds you tightly, stroking your hair to help you calm down.
"'m sorry for breaking the rules, daddy," you hiccup and soobin smiles down at you with so much admiration, leaning in to kiss your wet lips.
"you know i'm not mad at you, princess," he starts. "but you also know that we have to tell yeonjun, right?"
you whine, shaking your head quickly as you clutch his sweater in your hands. "can't we just keep it a secret, daddy? i said 'm sorry! what more do you want?!"
"that's not how things work around here, princess. so i advise you to get rid of that attitude right now or else your punishment will be even worse. got it?" soobin gives you a stern look and you pout in defeat, nodding slowly.
you both hear the front door click open and your stomach drops. yeonjun is not going to be happy at all.
“on the bed, princess. ass up,” soobin orders and you scramble to your position, cheek squishes against the sheets and your hands behind your back like you were taught. you feel soobin’s hand run down your back and over the curve of your ass comfortingly, a small noise of approval leaving his lips.
“good girl. now wait here, and do not move.”
“yes, daddy.” you nod obediently, anticipation filling your gut as soobin leaves the room and shuts the door behind him. you listen anxiously, hearing soobin speak to yeonjun through the walls, guilt and fear mixing in your stomach. you should have known better!!
it doesn't take long for the bedroom door to click open, and heavy footsteps enter the room. you hold your breath as the figure doesn't speak, walking slowly toward the bed. your heartbeat drums in your ears, unable to see what's going on behind you in your current position, but you know better than to speak right now, so you stay silent.
“i've had a long fucking day…” yeonjun’s voice enters your ears and the fear in your bones increases at the anger in his voice. “and i come home to find out that this fucking whore can't go a few hours without breaking my rules.”
you feel the tears pool in your eyes, your mind clouding up at the words. “‘m sorry, sir! you both were gone for so long, i just—”
“shut the fuck up, bitch,” yeonjun sneers, coming around the bed to kneel in your field of vision. the words go straight to your core, whimpering a bit at the dark look in his eyes, a few strands of his dark hard falling in front of them. “i don’t need your excuses after you blatantly disrespected me.”
yeonjun moves to stand up, completely unphased by your whining. he walks slowly and your head spins in arousal and fear. 
“seems like you know how to listen to your daddy,” yeonjun comments on your position, one of his warm and big hands coming to rub your asscheek before the warmth quickly disappears. “but can’t follow a simple rule?”
a loud cry leaves your lips as his hand heavily comes down onto your skin, the loud smack echoing off the walls. your entire body jolts at the pain, feeling your pussy throb at the feeling. yeonjun spanks you again, and again, making sure that you don’t lose count with each hit. your ass feels like its on fire and your cunt feels so so empty and your mind is fuzzy.
your body wracks with sobs as his strong hand abuses your delicate skin. it’s all too much!!! you’ve learned your lesson, you swear!! but yeonjun doesn’t stop until he’s sure the message has gotten through your head. 
you’re completely gone by the time you reach 30, your body limp against the sheets as your pussy clenches around nothing, your ass surely bruised by now. yeonjun’s hand comes down on your ass one last time before he rubs the sting away, his hand trailing down to your soaking heat.
“of course a dumb slut like you would enjoy this,” he breathes out a laugh in disbelief and you whine in response, wiggling your ass a bit.
“‘m sorry, sir!!! please, please, i need you” you mewl into the sheets as yeonjun trails a finger down your slit, his other hand massing your sore asscheek. you hear yeonjun chuckle softly at your desperation.
“do you really think that i’m going to let you cum again tonight, slut?” yeonjun’s words are slow and harsh, and you weep into the sheets, trying to press into his faint touch. 
“‘m sorry, ‘m sorry, ‘m sorry, please, sir, please,” you cry, working yourself up into a fit as you fall deep into your headspace. you feel yeonjun’s hands leave your body and you sob again at the loss.
the touch isn’t gone for long before you feel a weight kneel onto the bed, pulling your body into their lap, a gentle hand rubbing your back. you inhale the scent, yeonjun’s cologne filling your nose.
“come back to me, angel. you’re okay, just breathe for me,” yeonjun speaks softly as one of his hands softly strokes your back, the other coming to rub your sore cheeks. you copy his breathing, trying your best to come down from your headspace with his coaxing, whimpering quietly into his shoulder. “you did so well for me, didn’t you?”
you nod in agreement, nuzzling your face into his shoulder as your breathing slows down. “th-thank you, sir.”
you feel sleepy as your eyes flutter shut in exhaustion, your body spent from your punishment. you know you deserved it, and you understand yeonjun and soobin always do what’s best for you!! they just want you to be their good girl.
“is the bath ready, soobin?” you hear yeonjun speak. he sounds far away in your ears, but you know you’re safe, letting yourself be carried to the bathroom by strong arms. you feel your body enter warm water, leaning back to feel a hard chest pressed against your back.
“i’m so proud of you, princess,” soobin gently praises as he washes your body, pressing small kisses into your hair, his gentle hands massaging your body. you open your eyes when you feel ready, tilting your head back to see soobin watching you with a careful gaze. 
“thank you, daddy. i love you,” you mumble with a tiny smile, his hand resting on your tummy. a smile overtakes his face as he sees your sleepy expression, leaning down to tenderly kiss your forehead.
“i love you more, princess. you did amazing, my pretty baby.” you preen at the praise, letting soobin finish washing you up before getting out ouf the tub. he wraps you up in a fluffy towel, gets you dressed into pajamas (some panties and one of yeonjun’s big long-sleeved shirts), and helps you brush your teeth.
you head back into the bedroom while soobin finishes getting ready for bed, smiling once you see your lovely boyfriend sitting on the mattress with your favorite snacks on the bedside table. he catches sight of you and opens his arms up for a hug with a wide smile on his face—and you don’t hesitate to throw yourself into his arms, wrapping your arms around his neck before pressing sweet kisses onto his lips. yeonjun laughs a bit at your enthusiasm, holding your waist as you stand in between his legs.
“how are you feeling, angel?” yeonjun asks, his thumbs drawing small circles onto your hips. you smile down at him before landing one last kiss on his lips.
“i feel good, very good,” you respond with an eager nod and yeonjun’s eyes bunch up sweetly at your words. 
“i love you, baby. always. even when you’re being a brat.” your face heats up and you giggle, hiding your face behind your hand that is covered by the long sleeves of the shirt. “how about you get comfy and pick out a movie while i go wash up, hm?”
you nod quickly, flopping onto the fresh sheets of your bed before grabbing the remote to turn on the t.v. you hear yeonjun laugh at your actions before walking out of the room, his presence soon replaced by soobin who climbs into the bed next to you, wrapping an arm around your waist. 
“what are we watching?” he asks, resting his head on your shoulder. you’d never say it to his face out loud but he is such a baby when he gets sleepy. you think it’s the cutest thing ever.
“how about an animation?” soobin nods in response to your suggestion, but his eyes are already shut and you know he’s going to fall asleep before the title screen even comes on. 
everything is perfect as the movie plays for a bit, yeonjun coming back to the room with a freshly washed face and wet hair, scooting into the bed on the opposite side of you, his hand finding yours under the sheets. you allow that warm and safe feeling to override your senses, letting yourself drift off nestled in between the two boys you love most in this world.
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hereticdrws · 10 months ago
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it's a little specific, but was thinking about loser!mizu going with reader to a karaoke as official girlfriends (yay!) and discovering that reader was a massive theater kid in high school or something, seems in character to me lol
Karaoke
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a/n: I loved this sm I rlly hope u like it 😭 I'm a sucker for loser mizu I need to write headcannons for her 😭
For texting akemi is pink you are purple
Word count:997
Warnings: swearing, alcohol mentioned, I think that's it? Lmk if I missed one
Mizu x reader enjoy ☺️
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The lights beamed across the floor of the karaoke bar, a small disco ball decorating the ceiling of the room, drenching the room in small flickering lights, the floor and the small platform was covered in confetti, probably from a previous party.
I looked around for my girlfriend who thankfully was right behind me, following me like a lost puppy.
"You good hon?" I yelled over the beating music of the speakers and whoever was singing
"Yeah I'm fine" She smiled, still a nervous blush adorned her cheeks and tip of her nose at the closeness of the crowd
We had been invited to a karaoke bar by taigen, akemi, and mizus best friend ringo after we had officially become girlfriends after months of dating and even more pining and flirting (though the flirting was more you while mizu did the blushing ;])
I grabbed her hand as we made our way to the bar, sending akemi a quick text that we had arrived and were grabbing drinks
Hey!! We're here js grabbing drinks what room r yall
We're in room 4 ☺️
Great well be there soon!
"Mizu! Their in room 4!" I yelled over to my girlfriend as she grabbed our drinks, I leaned over grabbing mine from her hand
"Great, are you ready?" She inquired
"Yeah! Cmon let's go!" I said radiating excitement.
We made our way through the crowd mizu grabbed my hand squeezing it, obviously uncomfortable with the overwhelming amount of people, I gently pulled her arm towards me, her front pressed against my back.
"You good baby?" I whisper yelled into her ear to ensure she could hear me
"Yeah, crowds just a little much" She sputtered, flashing me a small smile "let's just get to the room, I think it's upstairs
"Ok" I nodded at her, changing directions and heading towards the stairs, not letting go of her hand
Once we finally made it to the room I knocked to let akemi know we were there
"Y/n! Hey omg it's been to long" She squealed as she hugged me
"Its been 2 days" I laughed
"I know! Way to long" She said back with a giggle at the end as she moved over to hug mizu
"Oh mizu! Youre gonna love this! Don't worry" akemi said since mizu had always been the shyest of the group so obviously karaoke would send mizu into a spiral, I mean cmon, singing infront of people? Are you crazy? But she had been convinced somehow
As mizu and I followed akemi into the room, taigen was already belting his heart out to an katy perry song, clearly already very tipsy
"HI mizu" ringo smiled brightly at his bsf
"Hey" She smiled back, moving to sit next to him, dragging you lightly behind her by your intertwined hands
"Mizu! Cmon sing with me!!" Taigen yelled drunkenly at her
"No I'm good" She chuckled nervously, obviously very uncomfortable with the idea of singing katy perry I front of her brand new girlfriend
However that attitude changed the second te alcohol hit her system
2 hours later, 5 drinks in, and at least 17 songs later, mizu had been convinced to start singing, as I was laughing at taigens idiocy with akemi and ringo, mizu and taigen were searching for more songs to do
"The Heather's? Tf is that" taigen slurred, the alcohol had already hit his system awhile ago
"They have heathers?!?!" I practically jumped from my seat, rushing over to where my girl friend and taigen were sitting, pushing taigen away
"Oh my God no way I fucking love them!!" I said towards mizu
"You watched the heathers?" Mizu said, kind of thunderstruck
"Yes!! I used to be the biggest theater kid" I said vibrating with excitement as I looked ta the songs
Mizu just sat there with the biggest doe eyes looking up at me"What?" I laughed as I looked at her adorable shocked expression
"I didn't know you liked them" She mumbled looking away shyly her blush turning a bright red making her palms sweat
"Cmon! Sing with me!" I said as I turned on dead girl walking
We spent the rest of the time belting out lyrics and arguing about the best song/musical, and ofc my favorite was ride the cyclone while mizus was phantom of the opera
Once everyone was all tired out mizu and I headed toward my car
"So.." mizu started, something obviously on her mind
"So..." I said with a giggle bumping her
She let out a small laugh, her blush from earlier returning once more
"I didn't take you as a theater kid" She stumbled out
"No?" I laughed
"No definitely not" She laughed back
"Well aren't I just full of suprises" her blush deepening as I winked at her, throwing my arm around her neck, forcing her down a bit since she was very tall, leaving a few pecks on her cheek, finding it oh so amusing as to watch her blush become deeper and deeper turning her into a tomato
"Alright alright cmon we gotta get home" She stuttered out
"Whatever you say Rudolph" I winked and laughed at her annoyed expression, opening the passenger door for her
We rode home with the ride the cyclone soundtrack on low as I told her all about the plays I did in middle school and high school
"No way you were in a Beetlejuice play you're fucking with me" She said with a laugh
"I'm not!" I giggled at her punching her lightly
"What part?" She said through her laughter
"Lydia deetz!!" I said still laughing along with her
"No way you got a lead part”
“I did!!”
Once we got home and changed into pajamas, I put on beetle juice and we spent the rest of our night cuddled up watching our favs
"Goodnight Rudolph" I mumbled sleepily with a subtle smirk adorning my face
"Goodnight my little theater kid" She said right back
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Thank you for reading I hope yall liked this ☺️
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lokisivy · 1 year ago
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So it goes... Eddie Munson
(Part 3)
Warnings: smut, Henderson reader
Hellfire just finished when everyone leaves Eddie asks me to stay back.
"It's alright Dustin go back to Mike's I'll pick you up in a bit." I tell Dustin and he runs off to Mike.
When everyone leaves and the door shuts.
"So Eddie why did you ask me to stay behind." I said my hand crossed on my chest.
"Don't be so hasty darling I wanted to talk to you about the other day." He said smirking sitting in his make shift throne.
"What about it." I said trying to hide my smile.
"Come here love." He pats on the table infront of him.
I went and sat there my legs slightly opened.
"Whatever happened between us can't happen again. My reputation is quite high and I can't have me being a gentleman to you ruin it." He said standing up between my legs.
"There was nothing about what you did was gentleman and if I were you I wouldn't be concerned about my reputation," I said looking up at him through my lashes. He looked frustrated with my attitude
"What did I strike a nerve? Is my attitude surprising to you?" you couldn't believe what he was saying he's the one who kissed who took me inside that closet. "your the one who kissed me remember"
He snaps and grabs my neck roughly making my face close to his. "You don't know what your fucking with over here so stop acting like a brat." He said close to my ears sending shivers down my spine.
"I think I know what I'm dealing with," I said seductively. Went down to grab his hard erection through his jeans. His eyes are deadly to mine irritation and sexual frustration on his face. To be honest I'm not the type of person to sleep around but it's been a year since I've had sex I mean my vibrator does the job very well but this is different.
"Oh, you think so sweetheart?" He said maliciously, "My girl wants more she had a little taste and now wants me to fuck her?" He said face buried into my neck trailing his hands down from my neck towards my breast squeezing them hard through my band shirt.
"no." you got up and tried to leave. He grabbed your wrists and bent you over on the table
"you poke the devil and try to leave." He said his hand bringing me up by my neck, "You said you have reputation hold" he said smirking. he turns you around facing you standing up "Cause we break down a little" he said stepping closer with each word "But when I get you alone, it's so simple" the back of my thighs hits the table i sat down he forces my leg open "I know what you know I can feel it" he lifted my leg motioning me to wrap it around him.
his lips crashed into mine it was not sweet it was urgent and rough.
"just say the word and ill fuck you here right now," he said undoing my pants and throwing them somewhere his hands went to my panties circling my clit making me break the kiss in a gasp fuck my lipstick in his face.
you couldn't get the words out it was demeaning I wanted my pride to stand but the pleasure was so good he was working wonders with his finger. when I take too long to reply he inserts his finger inside me
"Still fighting your pride sweetheart" he takes his finger out making me whimper at the loss of contact.
"Yes I want you to," I said breathlessly
"Want what?" Eddie didn't make this easily "I want you to fuck me Eddie!" you snap the sexual frustration was pent up. "Not my name princess" he shakes his. Huh what does he want me to call him? I'm definitely not calling him daddy. "Come on don't be shy you know it." He whispers in my ears causing shivers down my spine. Ohh... "Master Eddie of the dungeon..." I said. "good girl" He smiles going on his knees "So pretty." He purrs face near my lace covered heat. I whimper of how close he is to me its like electricity.
He rolls down my panties i think he put it in his back pocket leaving me exposed, I lean down to my elbows looking down at him his eyes locking into mine, tension is killing me. Eddie lifts my left leg putting it on his shoulders his hands smoothing down my goosebumps He kisses my inner thighs slightly bites leaving a mark making up for it he kisses the marks I tried to control my moans by placing wristes on my mouth to mute my moans. He licks a fat strip causing a moan to leave my lips muffled by my wrist
He start to dive in like a starving man, shoving his tongue inside me my hips moved up unable to control myself, he pins my hips down with his hands. I'm panting like crazy my chest going up and down. He pulled a way kissing me up to my shirt taking it off. "Next time wear the hellfire shirt got it?" I nod in response he throws the shirt away across.
Removing my hands to kiss my lips" Don't be shy I wanna hear how good I make you feel." He hold my head kisses my neck making me get up to level with him
His words sent electricity through my body causing me to moan in his lips I grip his hair tightly as a leverage making him moan, he likes that.
My fingers go down to take his hellfire shirt off he helps me with taking it off I pull away to take a moment to look at his body, my eye fall on the ink Engraved on his skin. I pull his hair so he can kiss me.
My god its like I feel him everywhere my hips moves uncontrollably to get some friction. His magician hands clip off my bra and grips my left boob squeezing it roughly.
"Fuck Eddie." I moan his mouth still sucking my neck.
How can someone do so much at the same time.
The sexual frustration makes me snap and I pull him by his belt so he can get closer to take his pants of.
"My girl is needy isn't she?" He whispers in my ears.
I ignore his words fumbling on his belt.
He grabs my wrists togther "Answer me." He demands his brown eyes pricing through mine.
"Yes I am master Eddie." I answered shyly pulling my gaze from his. He lifts my face from my chin. Saying those words to him made him leak precum in his boxers. his fantasies came true he was just man.
With out wasting a second he undoes his pants pulling it down with his boxers. He pulls out his length giving it couple pumps. I couldn't possibly get more turned on than this. He looked so fucking hot his big cock leaking precum. His hair sticking to his neck. His eye closed in pleasure. Mouth opened trying to get more air in.
He pushed himself painfully slowly stretching me. He doesn't waste a second and starts ramming into me.
"Oh my god, Eddie." I moan leaning back to the table.
His thrusts getting faster and harder each time.
"You like my cock baby?" He grunts choking me sending more pleasure making me clench on him.
"Fuck baby your squeezing so hard I can barley move." He moans
My orgasm builds up faster than ever
My moans getting louder and frequent.
Eddie's hands go to my thighs, lifting my right leg and placing it on his shoulders to get deeper.
"Oh god Eddie I'm so close." Moaning louder getting harder to breathe from the pleasure.
"You want me to fill you up love or you wanna swallow it like a slut."
"Fill me up Master, fill me up with your babies." I stammered my orgasm coming faster to its high. your word made his hips stutter in with the pace
"Such a good girl doing bad things with me."
I'm not a bad girl But I do bad things with you
Eddie's thrusts started to become sloppy.
"Cum for me sweetheart." He demands Pushing me over to the edge hitting my sweet spot over and over.
My hands Tangeld in his hair pulling it causing a moan out of him.
My high reaches its peak. I feel his warm release inside me, feeling it paint my walls.
Eddie pants "your on the pill right?"
"Yeah, I wouldn't let the school freak knock me up." I heavily let out a laugh. Eddie thought that he would end whatever was between you today but definitely did the opposite, so it goes...
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mentalhomosexual · 2 years ago
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𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙦𝙪𝙞𝙧𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚-☆ ˢᵏᶻ ᵛᵉʳ
𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗻☆-
he would secretly be trying so hard to get you to squirt every time you guys have sex.
the moment he found out you've never done it before he was determined to get it out of you
when it actually happens he's so fucking happy omg
he would praise you through it....🪦
"Mhm~ that's right baby squirt all over my fucking cock like a good girl" me next
He would love it so much and would have his mind set to at least make you squirt once when you guys are going at it
PRASIE PRAISE PRAISEEEEEEEEEEE (i'm sorry)
he would see how surprised and thrown off you were and he would be such a sweetheart and tell you how amazing you were
"Next time I want some in my mouth yeah~?"
𝗠𝗶𝗻𝗵𝗼☆-
would be such a meany about it 🤕
honestly it would take him by surprise at first because you've never done it but it would raise his ego sm.
"Did i make you feel that good baby?~"
smirking like a meany while you whine through it
but don't worry he's not that mean.... ☠️
he'll still comfort you after and clean you up (🥹)
"you should do that for me often"
he'll tease you about it though-
𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗯𝗶𝗻☆-
Honestly I feel like he would be so in love with the idea of him making you squirt
He's always known about what it was but you've never done it and he just thought that he wasn't doing something right (😕)
UNTILLLLL that fateful day where he was fucking you from behind with your leg propped up.
you both were so into each other you didn't even realize at first until he noticed a big stain on the sheets and then it clicked.
would so overjoyed that he was wrong about not fucking you right 😭
would literally flip you over and lick whatever is left off your pussy
I feel he'd be a praiser as wellllllll~ 🧎🏽‍♀️🤲🏽
𝗛𝘆𝘂𝗻𝗷𝗶𝗻☆-
WOULD THINK ITS SO SEXY.
omg please help me
He loves to eat you out.
he loves to see you while he works his tongue and mouth on you
so when you squirt in his mouth/ on his face a bit
he loses his fucking mind
" that was so sexy baby, fuck"
would probably cum just from the view
"can you give me one more~"
y'all go at it all day just because he's so worked up from you squirting for the first time.
pussy drunk on another level
𝗝𝗶𝘀𝘂𝗻𝗴☆-
PUSSY DRUNK CANDIDATE # 2
you and jisung have sex so much, like i feel he has a high sex drive and he also just can't get enough of you
maybe on your 3rd or 4th round and he's using his mouth AND fingers on you
you come undone and he kisses you afterward to make you taste yourself on his lips
would overstimulate the fuck out of you because he thinks you look so hot when you squirt for him
would reward you by fucking you all night 🤩
D i r t y t a l k
becomes even more addicted to your pussy after that night
𝗙𝗲𝗹𝗶𝘅☆-
This nasty little fucker.
While your riding him, babbling the nastiest things as he's hitting all the right spots you can't help but give into the tight sensation in your stomach
you squirt all over his pelvis and just feeling you cum around him makes him cum.
pussy drunk as well tbh-
He kisses you all over as he begs you to let him fuck you one more time so he can experience the whole ordeal again
"you feel so fucking good~ let me fuck you one more time baby, I need to feel you again~"
𝗦𝗲𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗺𝗶𝗻 ☆-
you knew he was trying to get you to squirt, you both have talked about it...
mostly just you telling him that you want him to make you squirt
at first he wouldn't quite understand what he has to do differently and honestly...neither do you 🤩
but you just tell him to go a little deeper and maybe a little slower, he agrees and the next time you fuck he's a totally different person
he would be fucking you so good omg. occasionally  asking you how you feel and if he's deep enough
half way through fucking you he places a vibrater on your clit and you fucking lose it
you squirt everywhere with the sluttiest moan
he would immediately make you suck all your juices off his cock as a reward to him for making you squirt
now hear me out. praise mixed with degradation w/ Seungmin. (im evaporating 🫠)
"My dirty little slut did such a good job didn't she?, taking me so fucking deep" he spits out as he guides your head up and down his cock, holding your hair up in a ponytail
he's so turned on from getting you to squirt so much
𝗝𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗴𝗶𝗻 ☆-
He's so gentle with you 🥹
but he is also ruthless-
You love when he fucks you with his fingers and boy so does he~
as he works you open with his fingers, he talks you through it
I feel like he would always talk you through when you two are intimate because he wants you to feel safe and relaxed with him
"are you gonna cum for me babe? are you gonna cum all over my fingers like a good girl~ "
and you love that from him. It makes you squirt so much and so hard that he's almost taken back by it
" You did so well my love, let me get a towel to clean you up" he'd say as he tenderly kisses you
CUDDLES AFTERWARDS 🗣️❕
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widowbitessting · 1 year ago
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Hi! first of all I love your writing! And I was wondering if you have done any drabbles on how the trio reacts to baby feeling down or having a bad day, I have tried looking but i’m very bad at that so I’m just gonna leave this here and hope you can let me know. And if you haven’t I was then wondering if I could submit a request for you to write something along the side of that? when you’re feeling more up to writing it of course!
(PS I haven’t been on here for a bit but I like to come on when i’m feeling down and life is kicking my ass like it is right now but I want you to know I love rereading SM and all the drabbles surrounding it, thank you for bringing us that comfort with your amazing writing even when people are being dicks for no reason❤️)
Hello my beautiful nonnie. Now I won't lie, this ask has caught my eye for so long that I've actually been bickering with myself, over what drabbles fit and what don't😂 So I'll go ahead and tag ones that are similar in a way and then add something under the cut to make sure you're 100% satisfied with my response, I hope that is okay!
So! The drabbles I'm tagging are *insert drum role here*
Who is the softest/kindest dom out of the trio? - a fluffy drabble that I hope makes you feel all fluffy and stuff
Aftercare! - A drabble showing how much the Trio! listen and care for you, especially with safe words.
Unknown/Known Scars - TRIGGER WARNING, please read the trigger warning my love before reading this one.
Coffee Shop & Baby Doesn't Get Enough Sleep - I tagged two in this ask, where Baby is overworked at school and the Trio! are always there to take care of her.
Some Cute Things - Just cute fluff 'cos we love cute fluff around here
And finally, my favourite one on this list - The Sick Fic - it's self explanatory but Baby gets poorly and our Trio! look after her!
Now I'm aware all of these come under the stressed title and not worrying title, which is why I'm gonna add to that under the cut. I hope I can do you justice with it, and I really hope you enjoy this reply.
Much love
Livvy
xoxo
Also trigger warning for this one. Just in case.
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When life seems to be kicking your ass, when your brain turns on you and becomes incredibly mean, you push everyone away.
It's a coping mechanism learnt from childhood, one that you need to break, but you can't.
MJ knows it too.
Can see it when you come home and the light in your eyes just isn't there anymore.
It's like you become a shell.
You're there physically, but mentally your thoughts are spiralling.
And MJ, your fabulous best friend, knows that she doesn't have the skills to help.
No matter what she does, you just push her away and burrow until the bad days ease and pass like a wave.
So she calls backup.
Wanda, Natasha and Carol come as quick as they can.
Already on their way to you as you've even tried to push them away.
Even going as far to exit the different dm's you're in with them as the constant message vibrations/notifications grate on you to the point where your brain whispers: they don't need you anymore
MJ leaves when the Trio arrive.
Knowing to give you all space, but makes them promise to message when you're back so she can come home and give you a cuddle, as well as a slap.
When they try your bedroom door, it's locked.
It's the first battle.
Actually getting you to unlock it.
To let them in.
It takes time.
A long time.
For them to break through that first wall.
To convince you that they're here and not going anywhere anytime soon.
In fact, it takes almost an hour.
You sit on the other side of the door, back against it with your head burrowed in your arms.
Fingers clenched so tightly in your hair.
Fighting against your brain to believe them.
When you finally let them in, they don't rush inside your room.
They stay where they are.
Waiting.
For you.
For you to let them in.
And at first, it looks like your brain is going to win and you're going to shut the door on them and everything is going to go back to square 1.
But -
You nod.
A tiny, little nod.
And it's all the Trio! need to embrace you.
For you to vanish amongst three warm bodies.
That tell you how much they love you.
How much they adore you.
How they just want to keep you safe and happy.
You're their girl.
And they're not going anywhere.
Ever.
They tell you this as you cry.
As you scream at them to stop lying.
As you smack them over and over until you collapse in a heap and sob.
It doesn't stop them.
They're still there.
Proving to you, to your overthinking brain that they are not going anywhere.
When you're finally ready to talk, they listen.
Wanda cries.
Natasha nods along.
Carol chews the inside of her cheek.
And once you're done, they thank you for being so open about this side of you; the side you've tried to hide.
And they promise to you that: They. Are. Not. Leaving.
Ever.
They will remind you this when your brain is mean every time.
When you shut them out, they'll wait.
When you vanish, they'll find you.
When you try to push them away with all that you have, they won't move.
They'll stay and prove to you that it is you that they want.
You're their perfect girl.
Their darling submissive.
But most of all: you are theirs.
And they will make sure you never forget it.
You are theirs.
And they are yours.
Forever.
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tearsofcalamity · 7 months ago
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wriofucker's fine by me lol unless u have another nickname that'd be both as accurate & funny!
i wasn't too clear earlier; i think our mandatory education goes up to 9th grade, and then it's like a minimum of 4(ish) years for a uni degree. so it's not all that different lol
nahh im telling you i had one macroeconomics class once and it fried my fuckin brain. only reason i could stand it was because the professor was too right-brained for his own good (he'd start his lectures with a song he liked. i wrote a bunch of barely-relevant shit abt environmental pollution on the exam—he was super passionate abt it—and he just let me pass<3 loved that guy). ik i said it before but good luck on ur studies!! im sure you'll absolutely kill it out there. and, thank sm! i actually finished the short story assignment last night but im too scared to submit it jdhdj
im so glad you've got more kaveh brewing omg he's so<33 bit of a shame you're not into kavetham (they make me bite & scream) but that's just fine; more kaveh/reader for the world! except the world is me and nobody else<3 can u imagine teasing kaveh in public, maybe he's even all nice & plugged up, and you're warning him not to let a single person figure out what's going on bc he's for your eyes only<3 but it's so difficult and you're relentless and it feels so, so good... he doesn't even care about people finding out anymore, but he wants to be a good boy for you... phew. lord have mercy
HAHA WRIOFUCKER IT IS THEN!! happy to have a named anon :D
ohhhh I see I see! okay yeah so it's pretty similar just a few differences! I think the only reason I'm surviving my business/econ work is cause I've got a math-wired brain lmfao. I've got autism ("high functioning" but I don't really like that term for it, I think the more acceptable one is "low support needs") and I got the "math autism" as my friends put it so that's probably a bigger part of it. I like making spreadsheets and working out equations HAHA, also thank you for the well wishes I actually just found out I passed calc 2 with an 82% so I'm very happy about that!! I'm glad to hear you got your short story done as well, sounds like you're moving through it all good <3!!
HONESTLY I don't hate the ships (like either kavetham or haikaveh I think they're different? like some shippers put the top's name first or something?? I'm not 100% sure) like I TOTALLY see the chemistry don't get me wrong, I think it's mainly just that I get so sad seeing like nearly 0 kaveh content without alhaitham included. I love both of them but kaveh's got such a unique and deep story too, yet people often just kinda treat him like an accessory to alhaitham likely cause he's 4 star and haitham is 5 star so it turns me off of the ships a bit </3 still though that's so true MORE KAVEH/READER!!!!
oh don't even get me started on teasing kaveh in public there's so many ways you could do it and each one would make him squirm more than the last... shove a nice little vibrator deep inside of him, remote controlled of course, and enjoy watching his knees practically buckle every time you up the intensity. ooh, maybe he's giving a one-time academic seminar for some kshahrewar students and you just stand in the corner, grinning at him all the while while he shakes and tries his best to keep his voice level, praying his face isn't as red as it feels...
or play around with him in the tavern, sit right next to him and brush your hand along his inner thigh while he squirms, not sure whether he wants to move closer or further way from you... this one's easier to hide since his flushed cheeks could easily be attributed to a bit too much to drink, but once he's grabbing at your wrist to push your hand into his bulge at last, he knows by your stare that he's messed up. I mean, he hadn't kept his promise to be good, had he? guess you'll just have to rail him over his workbench back at home when he least expects it! (totally ignore his needs/pretend he's not acting super horny when you get back at first, though, he'll be so good for you when you finally do bend him over)
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mrs-monaghan · 1 year ago
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Hi just dropping by to say that jk is the gayest gay to have ever gayed and people who think he's straight are delulu thx bye
Gay JK. Let's talk about gay Jungkook during SEVEN. 😂 Josè Ochoa on YT is the one who pointed this out when he reacted to the MV but did u see JK twerking? On the official MV? 🤭
No, but listen. Wbk that this man looooooves to twerk. I mean....
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He's done it in another official MV before...
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I love this one sm but I really wish Jimin had noticed 🤭
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Straight Jungkook shamelessly twerking for his man. I wonder if he's done the same for Jimin in them Calvins 🤔
Moving on... this is definitely a favourite of mine. Mans proper vibrates on fucking stage like what!?!?! 👁👃🏽👁 That's hetero JK for ya 🤭
How many straight men do you know who twerk this much? C'mon now. 🤭🤭 And he's good at it too! 🔥
Anygays, that's exhibit one. He he hee... Okay for what I'm about to say next, I'd like to remind people of this post I made. I know it sounds like I'm joking but birch, I'm damn serious. 😒
Disclaimer: The following is just what I noticed. You don't have to see what I see. Please form your own conclusions.
Also warning: my friends hated me for showing them this but I had way too much fun with it and now u get to suffer too 🤭🤭🤭 sorry not sorry 😂
So here we go. More proof of gay JK. Our lovely Kookie did awesome on that performance video and I have been enjoying watching and rewatching. So this is something I picked up on. 😂🤭 Once again I'm so sorry 🙈
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When watching for the umpteenth time i noticed JK checking out Mr. Beard thrice here. When I tell you I was shooketh 😳 I can't see hot beard's ass very well but JK sure can 😂😂
When I showed this to my friends, one of them told me about black guy here. JK checks him out too when he sings every hour. So she was like; its part of the choreo Shaz stop it! And I was like okay. 🙌🏽
But as i continued to watch the video, guess what happened? Mr. Beard is now on JK's other side when it happens again!! Here he checks out hot beard guy when he sings Tuesday and then does again at the end when he sings seven days a week.
Now hear me out 🙌🏽 I'm not insinuating anything. Y'all now I'm deep in this Jikook shit. I'm just saying JK was checking out hot beard dancer. Which is no bd of course he's just looking. People joke around and call JK Jiminsexual because while we have seen Jimin thirst over other people here and there, we have never seen JK do this. Ever. Even other members like RM, Suga, Jhope and V have all been caught in 4k. But all these years and JK we have nothing. The only person we see JK checking out is Jimin. So forgive me if I was fascinated. 😂😂 Especially coz it kept fucking happening. I mean look at this!! When he runs back his eyes are on beard dancer's ass as he sings night after night 🤭🤭 Lastly, there is a part where JK shakes his dancers hands. Now watch him shake the other dancer's hand first, (i think its Brian) then watch him shake beard's hand and then smile back at him.
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Why was it only Mr. Beard that got a smile? 😡 I don't think i like Mr. Beard and I hope he gets fired 😂😂😂🤣 Guys, I just thought this was really funny is all. And fascinating if I'm being honest because this isn't the norm for JK. Or maybe I'm just a nut job that need to go to bed.. who knows? 😆
Oh wait, hold up.
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I just realised something. If Jimin watches this and sees what I see then JK will definitely be in trouble. Now, they've been at this xes thing for 9 years so JK should be a pro by now, right? So maybe the times when he's limping is because he gets punished for misbehaving and so Jimin goes a bit harder than usual which prevents JK from walking properly?
Or sitting down. 😳
I cracked the case y'all. 😂😂
Anyway anon.. what a long winded way to agree with you. Yes. JK is super gay! Like, super, duper gay. 💯
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hologramcowboy · 1 year ago
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it really isn't that hard to be loved, you just need to be nice and generous, to look at people in the eyes and be respectful and kind. (even to the ones you hate)
As long as you do that, people is going to like you good enough.
just because Jensen is capable of doing that, doesn't mean he's lying or manipulating anyone, he's just nice, is not that hard! he's also not the first or last celebrity who rather not talk about politics or his personal life, or other delicate matters, just because he doesn't state his preferences directly or post his life on sm doesn't mean he's hiding anything, in fact i think is very easy to see what he stands for if you just look closely.
it really isn't that complicated!
Regardless of our individual opinions there's one thing we all understand and want, and that is: to be treated with kindness and respect. you want to be liked? don't be an asshole, is that easy.
all the love you give into the universe will always come back to you in one form or another.
Ah, anon, I think you completely missed the point of my post. 😔
Just because I dislike certain aspects of Jensen doesn't mean I am an "@ss hole". How do you even know what I am like in real life or what my actual emotions are? Just because you interpret my written posts a certain way doesn't mean you nailed the intention behind them.
My post had nothing to do with Jensen and everything to do with me getting objectified or put on a pedestal for my looks rather than being genuinely loved for who I am. Believe it or not, that is an incredibly painful thing that makes you lose hope.
Love to me is not "being liked". That is approval and, if you are chasing that, then you aren't living your authentic self.
Jensen actually posts about his personal life a lot and he also talks about it constantly so not sure why you are stating otherwise or why Jensen is even being mentioned at all? I guess he too gets objectified and people "love" him in all sorts of twisted ways. Over praising him isn't love, no human can grow without support AND challenge. Like it or not, some fan based 'adoration' is often dehumanizing and toxic. Do not confuse high praise for all love just as criticism is not all hate. When you have a lot of qualities and are also attractive a lot of people will shower you with praise aiming to use you and then they will turn around and trashtalk your behind your back or, even worse, love you in an obsessive, dehumanizing way. None of that is anything close to love. It's very hard to connect with people when they are too busy worshipping an image of you.
"all the love you give into the universe will always come back to you in one form or another" I love this, clichè as it may sound, because it is true, your vibrational output puts you on a certain frequency and that frequency resonates with that which is of a similar vibration. 🧡
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zaacoy · 2 years ago
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It's 3 am!! You know what that means!!! Delusional tang posting time let's gooo yippee!!!!!!
Said I'd dump S4 Tang thoughts here a week ago and then I just kinda. didn't. oopsies, but I can start now!!
S4 Spoilers below the cut, you have been warned!!!
AUTHOR'S NOTE OF SORTS AFTER WRITING THIS: WOW IS THIS LONG. I got a little too silly and put too many thoughts down at once oops, prepare to be reading for a good minute you have been warned (twice!!) aughdhsj
My thoughts are so disorganized rn prepare for a rollercoaster of whatever my brain spits out!!
First. Ep 4 intro.
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Good to see that Tang still can never have a nice landing unlike everybody else
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THE CROCODILE??????? HELLOSNBD?!?
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MF GETS BODY SLAMMED?????
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THIS SCREAM????? He gets to scream for like, 2. SECONDS. BEFORE HE GETS?? DRAGGED RIGHT BACK INTO THE WATER????
ALL OF THE SCREAMINGSG??? THE BASS???? THE FUCKING GUITAR????????
I can't. I cannot. convey in words how incredibly funny this scene is to me. I can't sit through it and not laugh or start kicking my feet it's just THAT good. They had Z E R O business doing this to him, this scene had absolutely NO REASON to be THIS chaotic but they?? did it anyway????? jgkngm???? I love this show sm
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He's so pretty in this specific lighting I need to draw him like this soon or I will explode wowowee
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HE DEFLATED. SO FAST.
That's such a funny reaction, no more energy just. Whatever. Eat me I guess I don't care just start cooking so pigsy can come back please. He is so funny
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weapon. just straight up bonk him into a demon like a plank of wood
Actually now that I think about it why? Did nobody untie him??? they found him and just left him like that?? Neither of them ever untied him if memory serves I'm pretty sure pigsy did it while he was cooking. ???
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"To get crammin' APPARENTLY! HMPF!"
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"Oh, haha! I'M the dinner! Excellent."
Good to see Tang's sass and saltiness never leaves, they should let him be sarcastic and talk back more often
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Done with all of your bs glares at you glares at you glares at you glares at y
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What comes around goes around!!! Their dynamic is fun wahoo
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He noms very happily!!! omnomnom (he deserves it at this point mans DESPERATELY needs a break)
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THEY DID NOT HAVE TO CALL HIM OIT LIKE THAT DHDHJS PLEASE????? JAJJS The little sad noises he makes as he gets torn into, little guy behavior tbh
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"-stop gorging yourself on our rations!" "I'm sorry! It's just I'm stressed okay!?"
STRESS-EATER CONFIRMED!!!!!!!!! YOU AND ME BOTH BUDDY. No wonder he married a cook, wonder if in college everytime Tang was mega stressed about finals or a big deadline coming up (the latter could be true later when he's out of college and had a job too) if pigsy, assuming he had the time, would just make a meal for him. They probably wouldn't be able to spend much time together in that situation so making him something when he knows Tang is stressed seems like a realistic thing for Pigsy to do in order to subtly show he's there for support when need be. Tang pays that kindness forward by actually paying his tab for once coughs
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"HEY! I so to am perfect!" (S1)
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"hmmmm, if I wasn't so cool and relaxed all the time I'd be reeeeeally worried about the consequences of this" (S1)
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"I know my issue is my self confidence" (S4)
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(Can't find a way to make it a gif) Tang: so ""relaxed"" in his current situation that he is shaking hard enough to vibrate in place, coupled with the look of completely calm and collected and ""coolness"". (S4)
Does it ever drive you crazy just how fast the night chan- gets shot
ACTUALLY THo S4 fleshed him out as a character so much, especially when we compare him to how he started all the way back in S1. Beforehand in earlier seasons everything was mostly stable for him. Same places, same people, consistent comfort, it gave him some sense of security that could have made his "calm and relaxed" demeanor viable back then. But now that everythings been thrown up and ruined by powers out of Tang's control, his bubble of safety no longer stands. We begin to see it in season 3 with lady bone demon's attacks + macaque's continued interference. Tang seems a lot more on edge near the latter half of season 3 then he had been all of the rest of the show and there's definitely WAY more panic present as one bad thing after another unfolds, notably when he is quite literally moved to tears as he's forced to forge the samadhi fire. It does kind of consistently crop up during other prior conflicts too but much more mildly and on a more temporary scale. Now, seemingly not long after the lbd incident as mk evidently still hasn't pushed past lbd all that well, his entire framework of stability is practically smashed into pieces. He's stuck in a scroll, he loses track of all of his friends for a while, there is no comfortable safe space for him anymore(a book can probably only realistically tell you so much about a setting, probably not enough to evoke the same familiarity that his house or pigsy's shop does), he literally almost gets eaten, there's ANOTHER massively powerful divine being threatening the safety of his loved ones along with his own, and on top of it all he can't get his powers (which are evidently in DIRE need right now) to work half the time. He had built a dependency on the routine of mundane life beforehand and S4 completely shatters that routine and subsequent stability. It's no wonder why we begin to see him crack, it make sense why we're just now seeing the actual depths of his lack of confidence and his anxiety. This has always been a problem more likely than not, he was able to cope before, or at least hide it, but he can't now. His inability to use his powers properly inevitably worsens the problem. He needs to use his powers but he cant. He needs to be useful, he has to be, but he just can't no matter how long or how hard he tries. Every odd is against him, it's getting to him and it shows. I love how lmk doesn't try to hero-speech it's way out of every character's doubts. I love how they let him break down several times throughout season 4, I love how they let him show emotional weakness not as a plot obstacle that can be ✨✨completely overcome with the power of believing in yourself!! And friends!!! And flashy magic!!! Yayyyyy!!!✨✨ but as a fundamental part of Tang that he just has to work around and deal with it. They obviously can't get too in depth into it (and probably never will) because a. This is a kid show made by Lego, and b. Because he's, y'know, not the main character, but the attention they did bring to it is nice.
I have. Accidently written a paragraph. Oops. uhhhh tldr: They did a good job portraying Tang's internal struggles through S4 while not invalidating his character and behavior from previous seasons. When you kick the rug out from someone's feet and then throw them off a 400ft cliff into a pit full of spikes they're going to be at least a little bit terrified out of their mind and are probably going to understandably show weakness somewhere along the way, I'm glad Lego takes a moment to explore that with Tang at least a little bit.
OKAY!! MOVING ON!!! SORRY ABOUT THAT GHFJJ
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Mentioned this earlier on twt but the death grip he maintains on his staff when he gets really scared is a nice touch. He has a history throughout all 4 seasons of latching onto objects or people when he's distressed, a small but fun character detail!
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LOOK AT HIM. GIVE HIM A BREAK HE HAS EARNED IT AND HE NEEDS IT PLEEEASDE IM BEGGING SOBS FORERVRRHRHNM
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"ahh I'm sorry I'm just- I'm having a melt down and I have no idea what's going on and I just-!"
In line with what I ranted on about for an entire essay earlier- explicit mention of a meltdown! It's quick and short but the fact that they called it a meltdown at all is impressive, this is the first time I can remember a show calling one as such. A meltdown in response to a seeming extended lack of security and a disconnect between Tang and what's going on around him is realistic too, I think at least. The scene right after this when the gang (mostly sandy) does their best to bring Tang back down to earth for a moment was nice, they're such a supportive friend group I love this little found family
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DHDJJ???? THIS ENTIRE SCENE WAS GREAT BUT THIS ONE??? WHERE HE JUST GOES ZOOMING THROUGH THE AIR SCREAMMG?? IS HE OKAY?????? HSJH
I HAVE. HIT MY IMAGE LIMIT UMMMM.
I had more to say and I will probably say those later!! For now this is it, it is almost 6 am I should really go to bed augahh
Remember!!!!: live, laugh, tang lego monkie kid. GOODNIGHT!!
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