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[akiacia]

(Scott was there too)

[emdvers]

INTRO TO  — emanuela.

APPLICATION

MAGGIE DURAN / CIS FEMALE �� don’t look now, but is that emanuela ‘emma’ dyer i see? the 22 year old photography student is in their junior year and she is a huntington alum. i hear she can be open-minded, determined, defiant and destructive, so maybe keep that in mind. i bet she will make a name for herself living in griffin street. ( liz. 25. pst. she|her. )

LIFE BEFORE LOCKWOOD

+ emma dyer was born the last of three girls, and definitely the most difficult of the three

+ as a child, while her sisters sat demurely at events like their mother taught them, emma could be found muddying her already torn dresses while she wrestled around with the boys she’d been friends with since daycare.

+ while she did like occasionally dressing up, she refused to participate in pageants and talent shows like her mother had done with her sisters, opting instead to go out and skateboard with his friends and picking up a guitar if only to play loud, angry rock music and infuriate her mother, as well as dyeing her hair whatever color tickled her fancy

+ as probably noted, she had a strained relationship with her mother. she was girly, but not girly enough. she wasn’t soft or quiet or well mannered. she was always loud, determined to be heard, determined to get her way and not be pushed around as her sisters had

+ she was very close with her father, however. a kind man with a warm smile who didn’t really understand her love of skateboarding but still bought her the best board he could find for christmas. she still has it hung up on her wall.

+ when she grew older, she compromised more, if only to get her mother off her back. she did a few pageants, even won a few, did ballet for a year and did a recital so her mother could have a picture to hang up beside her sisters’. of course, it was on the condition that she was allowed to hang out with her friends and skate when she wasn’t busy with school or practice.

+ fame was never the goal when she joined a band for a couple of years in highschool, but they did get pretty popular around the local area before disbanding when she got hurt in an accident 

+ her friends, however, the boys she used to rough around with, took off as a band since fame was their goal. they went off to tour, and while she joined them for a year after graduating, she decided to come back home and go to college, wanting a degree under her belt and the experience of being in college

SIGNIFICANT EVENTS

TW: physical injury, car accident, drunk driving, bribery

+ when she was sixteen she and a friend, kai, were driving back home from a bonfire, intending on spending the night together at his place. she was less drunk than he was, so she decided to drive

+ despite being less drunk than him, she was far too drunk to drive, and ended up colliding with another car at an intersection, sending them drivers side first into a pole, the impact snapping her wrist and shattering a few bones in her hand.

+ her hand was never the same after, still causing her pain at times, and taking her ability to play the guitar. it was devastating for her, not being able to play as she used to anymore, not even for fun even though she still tries at times.

+ because she was the one that caused the accident, she was nearly sentenced to time in juvie, if it hadn’t been for her best friend’s parents. they got her off with six months of community service, and paid off the medical bills of the person she’d collided with. they were able to get the incident sealed in her record, to be expunged.

PERSONALITY

+ friendly and fun, always down for a good time, loves to party, loves to smoke

+ can be blunt and tends to snap when shes frustrated, easy to goad into a fight

+ loves hanging out with creative people, musical or otherwise

+ very smart but very often makes ridiculously reckless decisions for the sake of fun

AESTHETIC

scraped knees, licorice rope, bong collections, a laptop covered in stickers, sand covered skin, the glint of the sun on the water, sunwarmed skin decorated with stick and poke tattoos, tattoo chokers, multicolored hair

WANTED PLOTS

+ basic plots! hookups, dealers, ppl she gets high with, people she parties with, people she cant stand and will fight on sight verbally or physically, muses for projects

+ coworkers at the skate shop she works in on the board walk

+ friends that know her from primary school and hs, people that she grew up w basically

+ people that know of the band she was in or her friends band

+ roommates!

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So this is not rly a prompt because it could be in any story rly but it would be rly cool to read more about sex that doesn't rly go so well. Like first times that are awkward and someone can't come and it's not so great but it's not the end of the world? Because maybe it's just me but that happens now and again and I literally never ever read about it in fic it's always some sexy resolution to everything. So yeah... if you ever feel like it I think it'd be great and rly reassuring for ppl too

They know each other’s bodies almost as well as they know their own.

Alex knows exactly the way to crook her fingers inside Maggie’s body to make her scream, to make her squirt.

Maggie knows exactly the way to flit her tongue across Alex’s nipple while grinding her thigh between her legs to make Alex scratch at her back with her nails, to make Alex come completely undone.

But sometimes?

Sometimes the sex isn’t that great.

It’s always warm and it’s always fully consensual.

Of course it is.

But it’s not always great, and it makes Alex groan in frustration, and it makes them both sigh and giggle and surrender to masturbating to get themselves off instead of getting each other off.

Because sometimes it doesn’t matter that Alex knows exactly the right things to do to Maggie, or that Maggie knows exactly the right things to do to Alex – and sometimes, they make it up as they go, because they know each other, but they’re always still learning, always still discovering.

Sometimes, the sex is just mediocre. Sometimes, the sex is just bad.

Sometimes, Alex’s wrist gets sore – and it takes a lot to make Alex can-make-you-tell-me-who-Guardian-is-in-six-different-ways-with-my-index-finger Danvers’s wrist sore – with fucking Maggie, her fingers soaked and her forehead sweaty, but Maggie stills, and eventually, Maggie stops, so Alex does, too.

“Did I hurt you?” Alex wants to know, and Maggie shakes her head with a small smile on her face.

“Nah, Danvers, I’m sorry, I’m just not getting there.”

Panic flashes across Alex’s face, and Maggie calms the oncoming storm with a soft kiss.

“It’s not a big deal, Alex; sex doesn’t always have to end with an orgasm.”

Alex freezes and stares and swallows.

“Can it end with cuddles?”

“Get down here,” Maggie grins in response, opening her arms and shrieking when cuddling turns into tickling, into pillow fighting, into more breathless, sweaty cuddling.

And when the roles are reversed – when it’s Alex that can’t get there, Alex that tries to talk dirty and fails utterly, coming off as awkward and stumbling over words instead of hot and sexy, Alex that tries her hardest to let the pressure from Maggie’s thigh toss her over the edge – Alex groans in frustration and she sighs and she slams her hands down on the bed in irritation.

“Alright there, Danvers?” Maggie asks, and Alex will grin.

“It’s not you, babe, you’re – god, I mean look at you, damn – I’m just not – I can’t… I’m sorry, Maggie, I’m so sorry – ”

“No no, hey, Alex, it’s okay. You’re perfect, alright? Perfect.”

“I’m not bad at it?”

“Bad at being the sexiest woman I’ve ever slept with? No, Danvers: you’re amazing at that.”

“Even though I’m not cumming for you like I should be?”

“There’s no should, Alex. I promise. Do you uh…”

A very particular look flashes across Maggie’s face, and Alex know that face. So she sits up so quickly, so eagerly, that Maggie is forcibly reminded that her girlfriend is Kara Danvers’s big sister.

“Your special blueberry pancakes?” Alex asks, and she’s never looked more like Supergirl’s sister.

“Race you to the kitchen, Danvers,” Maggie giggles, and neither of them stop to put their clothes back on, tugging on each other playfully and shrieking with objections and laughter and “no you can’t have a flash grenade” and “what if I refuse you pancakes?” and “you wouldn’t dare, Sawyer”, and the afternoon?

The afternoon is perfect, after all.