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arosebyan0thername · 3 years ago

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Hey remember that time I forgot to remove my ex from my close friends on insta and then talked shit about him on my close friends story and didn't realize what I'd done until months later when I dont even remember what I said anymore? I do

#personal #i mean its not a huge loss #we were friends when we broke up and ive hung out with him like two or three times since #he went to the blm protests with me so i didnt have to fucking walk there which was nice #but like he kinda might have an uncomfortable interest in trans men????#i was the first person hed ever been with who was on hrt and the second trans person in general #and he was like #very fascinated with all of the dysphoria inducing parts of me and would fixate on them in bed #and it kinda sucked lol #and now hes with another trans guy who is even younger than me #and we already had like a three year age gap #i think the boyfriend is like 19 or 20 and my ex is like 24?? i think #its not huge but im only 22 and i know i wouldnt want to date a 19 year old #also i didnt really think about this when we were together but most of his friends are young too #he had at least two or three friends who were still in high school #and theyd be invited to all the same parties where people brought alcohol and weed and acid #and also i think he stopped after a while but when i first met him he used the n word liberally in conversation #so like maybe for the best if i offended him and he no longer speaks to me #also he texted me a few weeks after i moved and was like 'im really drunk rn but its a shame we didnt get to fuck again before u moved'#which is a weird thing to say to an ex #and then i posted a picture of my back tattoo saying i wanted to be able to take pictures shirtless #and he was like 'well you can always send them to me ;)' and i think i just ignored him both times #so actually maybe thats why we dont talk anymore lol

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