#vee’s anon confesionary (love’s version)

[vettelsvee]

i may sound insane rn it you have no idea how much your account has been my safe space lately😭

really, after my first real broken heart (i am probably being over dramatic here we weren’t anything bc of me) i’ve been super upset about life/annoyed at myself, and reading you has been really good for me so thanks for that x

(btw it’s kinda not worth it cry over someone just because he’s sunshine and you’re *the* midnight rain. 0/10 the experience, would not recommend)

i read this a few hours ago and, to be honest, i had to process it as i had a good cry before going to university. i’m lowkey happy with this compliment (as i’m taking it as one) because it’s definitely my biggest goals in here: making you feel something and disconnect from your life; making this a comfort zone for all of you the best way possible. most of my works have been written over the grieving process of my 3 years relationship breakup and really, it still hurts sometimes as i didn’t have a proper closure with my ex partner, but the fact that i have writing and my stories there is making me feel much better, so this really means so much to me 💖 (i could basically do a whole essay about how certain things on my fics are based real life experiences i’ve had but that’s not the point)

and, if you wanna take some advice from me, even it might not be a good one: just take time to heal. it doesn’t matter if your heart was broken even if that relationship never really got to be one. your emotions are totally valid and it’s ok you feel that way. you might be mourning a relationship you never got to experience because of your decision, but remember that we’re all here to learn about life and that there are no mistakes or regrets, just life lessons we learn all over the way. also, i truly believe in destiny and if it you didn’t end up being something, let it go because there was a reason that didn’t happen, trust me.

if you need anything else don’t forget that you don’t bother me really. we all have been heartbroken in one way or another, sadly, so we all understand how you must be feeling.

take care and, once again, thank you so much for you message <3