#vaseshipping modern au

[vaseshippingformywholelive]

When the rain falls..

Warnings:

angst, sad, dark themes, suicide mentioning, death mentioning, tiny bit smut/nsfw (just 2-lines), depression?, panic attack?, soulmate au, mana is reborn, timeline-parallels, vaseshipping, this is all MY AU & it's far from canon!

(I woke up & choose angst! I cried while writing this! Please enjoy~ ♡ )

(Also: Please DON'T repost/use/ reupload this without asking me first!! It's mine, not yours!! )

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[[ Modern- Au]]

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"I feel like I'm missing something...",

the girl whispered to herself, sitting on the window from her house. The former magican looked outside, closing her eyes as the raindrops fell from the grey sky. She was listening closely to the sounds of the falling water hitting the ground.

A sigh left mana. Somehow she felt nostalgic, almost sad. The moment the girl opened her eyes, a single tear ran down her cheek. But mana didn't really understand her feelings towards the rain. Just that the same feeling happening over & over again. The former magican couldn't remember when it started or why it started. 'Maybe some trauma??', she thought.

Her thoughts were cut off by the ringing of her door. Mana jumped up, running towards the door,

"I'M COMING~!",

the girl yelled while running down the stairs, opening the door. A big smile formed on her face as she saw 'HIM' standing infront of her. Holding an umbrella over his head and a bag with snack & drinks in the other. The guitar-bag hanging over his shoulder, with the black leader jacket he was wearing, it suited him so well. He looked like the perfect boyfriend-material--

Quickly shaking her head the girl stepped a bit to the side,

"Hello atem~ Come in!! I hope you didn't get to wet because of sudden rain?",

the former magican smiled at the boy infront of her. Gently taking his umbrella from him, closing the door once he was inside. Mana couldn't explain this feeling but the sadness was gone now, everytime atem was around she felt pure happiness, saftey and just so complete.

"Mana?.. Did you cry?",

atem's worried voice made her look up. She didn't even notice the tear that had escaped her eye earlier. Just as atem's hand gently touched her cheek and wiped it away, the girl noticed what he meant. A blush covered her face as she looked up at the boy. His eyes were full of worry, but also something else. 'Was that.. guilt? But why?.. It's not like he did something bad?' , the former magican thought confused.

Mana smiled at atem and took his hand in her's as she answered,

"Don't worry, it's nothing serious! I just have some weird connection with the rain since I can think. I always cry when it rains, somehow I feel sad. I also always forget my umbrella when I go out! But no one knows why, not even the doctor could help the situation. So don't worry okay? It's normal!",

mana softly pressed against his hand and intertwined their fingers,

"I would rather hear the new song you told me about. Is that okay?~",

a giggle left her mouth as she walked him towards her livingroom, ignoring the thunder & lighting outside. The rain seemed to get worse but all mana could hear was atem's beautiful voice.

[[ Ancient AU ]]

[[ Timeline without Atem ]]

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The sky was dark. The air was cold. The rain was strong and didn't seem to stop anytime soon. If someone wouldn't know any better they would think this was a ghost-town. Yet a girl walked through the empty streets, calmly as if the rain doesn't even exist to her. The cold, dark weather didn't seem to bother her either. She seemed far away, lost. But yet the people of the town admired her, called her a "fairy" or a "blessing of the gods".

To herself mana was no such thing. Mana hated herself more than anyone ever could. She couldn't even protect those close to her. Now everyone she once loved was gone. How many months ago was it? Or had it already been years??

Looking down in a puddle, the magican saw herself in it. Ahh, true she was all grown-up now. She looked way older than she remembered. So it must've been years already, right?? Mana sighed, jumping in the puddle as she bit her lip, 'Who even cares?? Time is useless anyway!!' , the girl yelled on the inside.

Continueing the walk through the rain the girl lost any sense of thought, any sort of meaning. Just walking, walking, walking on. A loud thunder made mana look up. Looking around, her mouth opened but no sound came out. She was in shock. Silence. Just the rain and the thunder was heard. Infront of the magican were a bunch of old ruins. Some of them visible, some of them hidden by the sand. 'Time is really moving on fast huh?' , the magican let out a deep breath.

Some of the ruins looked odly familiar to mana. She wondered why. Was she here before?? Looking around herself. Sand, sand, more sand, sa- no wait!! These things hidden in the sand.. Here was once a town??? But now nothing of it was left.. But why does this all seem odly familiar to the girl??

"Maybe I'm really going crazy huh??",

mana grumbled, shaking her head while walking through the ruins. She came to an sudden stop, 'Wow!! How was that possible??'. Before her was a garden. In between the bunch of old ruins was a beautiful, still fresh garden! It looked like it was well taken care of. 'But how?? Did someone use magic??' , this caught mana's interest! Which was a very hard thing to do now-days!

Continueing to look around in the garden, the girl didn't find anything. But mana made herself a note to come back here on a day when the weather was better. This needs more research! It could be dangerous or of great use!! While moving on, walking towards the next ruin, it all of sudden got dark behind her. Quickly mana turned around, ready to fight. 'What??' , the garden had turned dark, it looked dirty, completly the opposite from before. The magican didn't believe her eyes.

"So IT is me just losing my mind.. well good to know",

the magican grabbed her head, while walking outside in the rain again. The weather was still the same. Yet mana still didn't understand the feeling of knowing this all. Even if she did find out, would it even matter?? It wouldn't change anything! It wouldn't bring 'HIM' back! It couldn't bring the person back she loved most!

Lost in thoughts mana stumbled over something on the floor, she fell face first in the wet, dirty sand.

"Eww..", the magican grumbled, slowly sitting up, rubbing the dirt off her face, the girl looked back to see what she had fallen over. 'This stupid thing..' ,

In a heartbeat she could feel her heart tighten up. Her breath got stuck, knot building in her throat. Eyes widened with every passing second. Her hands started to shake, one slowly reaching out. She could feel her stomatch hurting as the memorys rained down on her,

" What brings you here today mana?~"

" Did you sneak in through my balcony again?~"

"How is your magic trainging going?~"

" Thank you for your support mana! It means much to me~"

" Are you hiding here from mahad again?~"

" You did amazing mana! I'm so proud of you!"

" You're as beautiful as the stars! Mana.. you truly mean much to me~"

" My cape is way to big for you.. but I guess you look adorable?"

" Well done mana! Soon you could even beat me haha~"

" It may seem childish to you! But mana is the one & only that I adore and love! I want her by my side for now and forever!~"

" Are you nervous? I thought you loved me?~"

"You don't know what you do to me, kitten~"

"Please, be mine?~"

"Mana, will you give yourself to me? For now & forever? May our souls & our hearts always find each other!"

" You look so beautiful in the morning sun mana~"

"I will never leave you mana! Take this necklace as a promise!"

" Even if there are moments we can not be together, you'll shine like gold in my memorys!~"

"Mana.. I do really love you~"

" Wait for me! I'll be back!! My beloved mana!~"

Tears ran down mana's face, looking at the hidden throne under the sand. The throne that had belonged to 'HIM'. A loud cry escaped mana. Now she remembered why this place seemed so familiar. 30 years ago this place was once her home. Her childhood. But now.. everything was gone, destroyed, washed away by the rain.

The girl picked herself up, her legs shaking, her sight blurry by the still overflowing tears. She started to run, running away from the memorys, from the painful past. Now the magican remembered why she moved away, why she tried to forget it all. How often had she nightmares?? How often did she break down?? How often did she try to end her live by herself? End it all!! But mana couldn't...

'What if 'HE' came back? What if 'HE' is still alive?' , small pieces of hope sometimes crossed her mind.

So the magican continued to walk through the rain, continued to help the people of the town, continued to use magic. But yet, the sadness, the emptiness never disappeared. The smile never appeared on her face ever again.

Mana didn't even notice that as soon as she came back to the magical-garden it started to bloom again. Thanks to her the garden was fresh again. Thanks to her the past was still alive. Neither did the ancient-mana know that both, her & atem hadn't giving up yet and would meet once again, in the future!

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(I hope you enjoyed~ ♡ )

[vaseshippingformywholelive]

>>>> @iixiplaytimeisoverixii

Mana was standing infront of atem, a gently smile on her face. The moment he told her about his new song, she felt very excited. Atem's voice was one thing the girl loved the most in this world. So she couldn't help but to just close her eyes and listen to his words, to his charming voice. The lycris of the song was so meaningful. For some reason the lycris made so much sense to mana, as if this was really about their story. Interesting, since she didn't meet atem to long ago. Yet every word almost brought her to tears. But the girl held back, not wanting to ruin this beautiful moment.

Mana opened her eyes as the beloved boy infront of her grabbed her hand, just to pull her closer. She blushed a bit while holding his hand in hers, intertwining their fingers. Her eyes meeting his as atem continued to sing his new written song.

As the beloved boy sang the lycris for the second time, mana couldn't help herself. She just started to sing with him. Without thinking twice she smiled brightly, enjoying herself. After all the girls goal was to become a singer and hearing atem's voice just made her want to join in and sing together. Hoping it was okay mana continued to sing with atem, reading the lycris from the paper.

Silence. The song was finished. Before mana could have said anything, atem had already pulled her in. Mana copied atem and hugged him, placing her hands on his muscular back. Her heart was beating so fast. But she loved this feeling. She loved beeing this close to the boy. His arms gave her so much saftey and warmth. As mana heard his words she was almost overflowing with joy.

"Please, hold on to me forever? I want to be by your side forever! This might sound selfish, but I never want to let you go either! Every word in this song is so meaningful. I feel like.. this should be OUR song?",

mana whispered in atem's ear, like it was a secret only the two of them should know. She blushed a deep red realising what she said trying to explain herself,

"I-I mean.. o-of course it's your song! And you wrote it! S-So.. sorry?",

mana stopped, quickly hiding her face in atem's chest, now even more embarrassed. Uff, that was really selfish of her.. What was she even saying? Mana didn't know atem for that long, yes she was in love with him. B-But saying this.. was it to soon??

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[vaseshippingformywholelive]

Mana! Hi hi. I was wondering if there was a future career position you always dreamed of? And *cough cough* is there someone you like?

"Hey there~",

mana smiled, still a bit shy at the new person. Thinking about the question she blushed a bit, avoiding eye contact,

"Y-Yes there is someone I like..",

she answered with a pout on her face. Just thinking about this person made her heart skip a beat. Mana looked back at the person,

"But there is no way that 'someone' would like me back! Soo.. it doesn't really matter?",

she said, the sadness could be clearly heard in her voice.

As quick as it came, it was gone again and another warm smile covered her face,

"A great magican!! That's what I always dreamt to be! But.. I'm thinking beeing a singer/idol would be amazing too! After all I want to make people happy. If it's with magic or my voice, both would be fine!",

mana's eyes started to sparkle while she honestly answered the persons question. Now curious mana asked,

"What about you? Do you have a future career wish, or a dream?"