#van is so utterly devoted to lottie. its never left her.

[astrobbie]

what if i had a vision that you died so i gave you the bone that never burned from a dead animal to protect you. what if you turn it into a necklace and carried it with you. what if you were the first to see me as a prophet, a messiah of the wildnerness, and linked your devotion to your safety. twenty-five years pass and you still look as me as if i was god, as if i saved you that night, as if i can save you again.