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i think the thing that really gets me about pre-canon durge is their absolute sense of duty, and their utter isolation outside of the cult of bhaal.
most of the cultists seem eager to see durge upon their return, and one even says they were the first to feed him flesh. gortash tells them of an exhibition of a bhaalspawn's corpse and another bhaalspawn's creations and durge immediately plans to attack the hall of wonder to recover them. they then apparently entrust said bhaalspawn's corpse to sceleritas fel to "restore" through taxidermy. they deride orin for her artistry with corpses explicitly because "bhaal will never care" and because orin "[does] not understand lord bhaal".
even their infamous prayer for forgiveness is framed around their absolute submission to bhaal's plans, and the crime that requires forgiveness? admiring his rival's chosen. that's one line, and the next three paragraphs are swearing to carry out his plan exactly as they've been told to, all for his forgiveness.
hell, even their room reinforces this. orin has barely touched the place aside from installing her mother's corpse and her manifesto - and that is some of the only decoration. what was it before orin, an empty room with skulls, a bed, a desk, some chests and a wardrobe?
the durge didn't have any semblance of a life outside of bhaal, aside from gortash. and is it any surprise? the only other hint they ever had a life outside of the cult is the flashback of kid durge murdering their adopted family, all thanks to their father's urging.
bhaal even tries to force them back into isolation after they've been tadpoled by forcing them to kill alfira, and then trying to force a durge who resists him to kill their lover. if they continue resisting, bhaal kills them. bhaal will not allow them to have a life outside of him and, if it weren't for jergal, he would've succeeded.
#bg3 spoilers#the dark urge#honestly writing this all out it's weird that bhaal doesn't try to kill your party when you're at the temple#it'd be perfectly in line with everything else he'd done to durge up until that moment#also just makes me think of how sceleritas will tell an evil durge that the worst thing they've ever done#is giving a beggar a coin without asking for anything in return#ymmv and everyone has their own headcanons but pre canon durge was not a happy or enthusiastic participant as far as canon shows#which is reinforced by gortash saying you've always been better at controlling your urges than orin!#why would durge bother to do that when 'all father wants is death in droves death in numbers'!#honestly i think it's v reasonable to think that durge could've been tempted into bane worship given what little we know of them pre canon#anyway haven't played evil durge myself so very curious abt any insights from that route#baldur's gate
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Aight 😔
#I do not control the chemistry of the characters#anyway I didn’t want to say anything directly it’s like it about beckory 👉👈 I keep getting the asks but can’t answer them anymore because#…. BECAUSE GREL IS BETTER AAAAA#they were always hanging out in the story TTwTT idk#but yeah I’m just not gonna focus on shipping Greg with anyone anymore tho 😭😭😭 like only maybe Ellis when he’s older because#ye ;w; rn my main ship just Jeremike and fronnie#you can send asks of that 👌 but no more beckory pls ;v; it’s a cute ship fr and there’s so many lovely arts of it too ✨I just need a break 🙏#fnaf#pix doodles
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Mom-mercs! Ma, mama, maw, and mum.
#crawling my way out of art block. Rahhhhh#old women 🥶🥶😳#nobody knows if ma is a good mom or not in canon since it’s never confirmed#But I like to think she did her best and believes that she gave them a happy childhood#however she’s yet to come to terms with how said childhood wasn’t perfect despite how hard she tried because of the absence of their father#(among other things out of her control)#maw’s in a grey area of good parent v bad parent#mama and mum have been canonically confirmed to be good parents. Massive w#tf2#art#how do I even TAG these characters#whatever#tf2 scout#tf2 heavy#tf2 sniper#tf2 demoman#quotidianish#tf2 fanart#team fortress 2#HOLY SHIT 1K NOTES?? WHAT#mom mercs#tf2 au
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buncha arc-v dimensionswap doodles!!! cuz this AU is still doing unfathomable things to @zxal and i's brains
+ some of fusion!Yugo's monsters....funny puzzle beasts and a really fucked up dragon :]
#yugioh arc v#dimensionswap au#yugo arc v#yuri arc v#(yuya and yuto also here briefly)#lulu obsidian#ruri obsidian#ygo au#ygoart#dana art#more to come im Sure....this AU has rapidly spiraled out of our control theres so much. So Much.
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#food#starting a new med tomorrow#it's an injection and eventually I'll be allowed to do it at home (or get my friend to do it for me :v )#but for the first couple doses I have to go into the clinic in case it tries to kill me ✌️#(disambiguation: I have a chronic immune disorder that's been out of control for the past couple years)#(I know the most common context most of us have is probably hrt so I figured I should clarify)#anyway if I don't draw tomorrow night for the first time in uhhhhh over 6 years you know why I guess lol
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Vibrates intensely in emotional reunion.
Look I know this is now how it went 😔 but I really wanted to use this quote for these two (its from How to Train your Dragon 2), imagine Dainsleif feeling so much joy and relief upon finding the Lost Prince alive and well, him showing more vulnerability than Paimon and Lumine have ever seen. ITS NOT CANON, BUT IT COMPELS ME!!! xD
-NO ROMANCE INCLUDED-
#genshin impact#Kaeya alberich#dainsleif#dainsleif the bough keeper#kaeya genshin impact#dainsleif genshin impact#Isa's fanart#insertsomethinawesome#June2023#The shading on this got so wildly out of control SDFLJSDLKGJSDLGSD#I told myself it would be simple. Then I didn't make it simple#tis my curse. I let these things get out of hand xD#Sometimes its good and fine!!! But other times i need to. Not#So I actually finish projects and don't keep perpetuating my perfectionism#THAT BEING SAID THO I LOVE HOW THIS TURNED OUT#Httyd 2 my beloved#I love this quote in the original context ;;v;;#and I like getting to abuse it for other contexts >:3c#Let dainsleif be soft. and also force him to take a break and a nap asdlfJSDLGKJSDGLKJSD
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chris. stop.
#gothic font i will protect you#including randy’s reaction bc it makes me feel out of control#r#v#the passenger#mv
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Any time I panic about something silly or insignificant I have to be like ' why are we panicking bout this rn' and then unfortunately my silly lil brain goes ' because what if this thing happens again' and then even more unfortunately I'm like 'damn you're right. We should panic. '
#haha yeah#anyway i can't get out of bed rn#v frustrating after a truly uneventful week#that litetally one second of eventfulness sends me on my ass#anyway as usual nothing actually happened but i am panicking#ahahaaa#i know this is all caused by prior events in which i did not have control and did not foress the events happening#like i know thats why im freaking out#but i am getting stuck in a logic loop#fuck me i knew this would happen if i took a break
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Making a magical girl au cuz fuck it
Its gonna be a madoka inspired thing where the solver bcly turns you into one. The md are gonna have classic magical girl get ups while the wd that use solver will have a more tuxedo vibe. Does that make any sense? Idfk
But yeah! N's outfit is inspired by his dog plushie (namely the angel wings) and v is just jolteon cuz they have the same vibe and i like spikey outifts :]
#im gonna work v's design more cuz it needs to be MORE SPIKEY#did i do this entire au cuz i wanna draw a noll drawing with n and doll in their respective outfits? possibly#did it spiral out of control and im gonna do a design for bcly everyone? also possible#j is gonna look sick tho i cant w8. i drew her once but im bringing back the harpy legs for her#HARPY LEGS FOR THE WIN#md n#n md#murder drones n#n murder drones#serial designation n#v murder drones#v md#md v#murder drones v#serial designation v#magical girl au#magical girl n#magical girl v#murder drones#murder drones fanart#md fanart#grims art
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Glamtober Day 8- Ilsaberd Full prompt list [here]
Contemplative train rides in the heavy snow. Chuu’s good at what she’s doing here. Proud of it, even. She has underlings interns. And yet. Even buried in her own projects, there drifts an ominous feeling of Something about to go catastrophically wrong. And if her colleagues won’t listen…… perhaps it’s time to seek out a change of scenery.
Editing for the Trains screens done by my very talented husband @dustedbooksandreadingnooks💖
shader in full body is [Neneko Gameplay Vanilla Enhanced] Chuu is wearing: Indagator's Goggles of Crafting Indagator's Coat of Crafting (Jet Black) Replica Sky Pirate's Gauntlets of Maiming (Ash Grey) Wake Doctors Bottoms (Not visible but they're there!) Rebel Boots Cactuar Earring
#ffxivglamtober2024#ffxiv Viera#ffxiv Chuu#Chuusday Gears#morning train rides and coffee my beloved…. 😌#Keathan did such a superb job editing these for me it was magical to watch him work FR! it came together better than I imagined ;w;#admittedly the windows were higher up than I expected but I didn’t want to scale Chuu up for it @v@ maybe I should’ve?#I DID for the full body! that chair and control panel is actually super huge for some reason.#also if you recognize the scientist no you dooont ~ 💖🥰✨#ffxiv glamtober24#ffxiv screenshots#ffxiv screenies#ffxiv glamtober#a rare Younger + Skinnier Chuu. she was slim with the tireless pursuit of her projects and deadlines and work.#from from such heavy expectations + people willing to cook for her + drag her out of the workshop to take care of herself led to her puttin#weight uvu; which she found she crucially enjoyed. being fat. I mean.#ffxiv Garlemald#don’t think too hard about the Viera in Garlemald. for my sake 🥰 we have fun here. get Sillay.
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i've said before but i love preds who become altered over time, developing into something inhuman. Physically and mentally
#especially when it's out of their control imo#is this tf#maybe#v.ore#tw vore#v/ore#voreblr#18+ mdni
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here's some highlights from when i was reading the newest chapter with Moonie... we are so normal
@gadgetini @togetherness23 I want every pixel of this tattooed on my back
oh he claimed his spot alright!!!!!! (<- link to fic on the off-chance someone sees this and has no idea what it's referring to)
#brah why this meatball at the head of my train 😭#<- things george carlin's refreshment lady would say#tte#ttte fic#thomas the tank engine#small world (ttte fic)#ttte multiple characters#i'm so happy to see readers dragging oliver...#he's getting roasted and reamed out so little compared to gordon...#(and fat controller has avoided a LOT of criticism lol. my fault probs. maybe i should have drawn more attention to his failures idk...)#PRE 👏MARITAL👏 DIVORCE 👏#... moonie i'm v glad you liked thom in this chapter <3#long post#p.s. 'enemies to lovers 10k slowbur'... this fic is already nipping at 30k words... slowburn indeed... 😅😔💀
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Closed Starter for @alastors-radioshow
The other shoe had to drop eventually. There was always another shoe when it came to the Ghost Project. Ghouls and Papas came and went, but the Project kept moving along despite, or maybe because of, death and the passage of time.
Dewdrop hadn't expected that other shoe so soon. Even when Aether was released from his contract, Dewdrop still felt confident in his place within the band up until today. Why waste the time and effort of two failed fire summonings and an element change by banishing the Ghoul that was the result of it?
The blood-red envelope handed to him by a sibling knocked all that confidence down into the ground and into the catacombs where Papas I, II, and III lay below his feet.
Imperator so rarely sent these types of letters, and it was never anything good. The last red envelope had been for Aether. Letters before that... well, they had come after the event in question. Omega, Alpha, and the others hadn't had the chance to dread the end.
He doesn't bother to read it, and he doesn't leave it behind. He can't do that to the others. He tucks it into his shirt and slips out the door to take the long way to her office. He can put off the inevitable for a little while longer. Just five more minutes topside.
Rain gasps awake, magic thrumming through them screaming that something's gone horribly wrong. They've felt this before, and that had been bad enough. At first, they think it's just a nightmare, but the feeling isn't dissipating like a nightmare would. It's getting worse, and they can hear the others moving around, doors opening, and muffled words that sound just a touch too loud to be greetings.
It's not that they're bonded with the other band ghouls, they're not exactly a pack. It's simply that if you spend enough time around a specific set of people, you get a sense of what everyone feels like, and Rain's gotten comfortable feeling the other elements around them.
Stepping out into the main common room, the others have already beaten them there, in varying states of dress, but every single one is looking to see who doesn't join them.
Rain doesn't have a heart as far as they know, but they swear it breaks when Mountain realizes Dewdrop isn't with them because his howl is the most painful sound they've ever heard. They might still prefer it to the heartbroken expressions on Phantom and Aurora's faces when it's explained to them what's just happened.
They don't know how to process the idea of the band without Dewdrop. This whole time they've been topside, the band is all they've known. Yes, this year was the first big change, but it was still largely the same. Dewdrop is just... such a big part of it. He is... was their lead guitarist, the head of the Ghouls. He'd come into his own finally taking over fully after Aether had left.
How did they begin to cope with this?
Oh... oh no.
They step back, and then again, turning tail and walking towards Dew's room with purpose. They know who to tell, and who they have to tell because one of the others will be running to find Papa. They have to be the one to tell Alastor.
Rain still hesitates at the door, even knowing that Dew isn't there to be disturbed, and that hurts even more. They enter, and the bed is cold. The bed's never been cold before. Dew always has something in there to keep it warmed, if he's not in there himself.
It takes longer than they'd like to find the portal Dew uses to communicate with Alastor, and their hands tremble slightly as they hold it up in front of them.
"Show me Alastor, please..." they request, and they aren't even sure if it will listen to them.
It does, even though it's slow to do so. Maybe the portal knows what's coming as well, or it's just naturally slow. The relief that it does doesn't override all that they're feeling in that moment.
How does one inform a Prince of Hell that their consort has been banished?
They know who Alastor's expecting, so the surprise isn't unexpected, but Rain's eyes widen all the same.
"I... Dewdrop's been Banished to the Pit."
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Just because we haven't seen the complexity of Andre's background doesn't mean it's not there, yes nepo baby but also second gen supe from single parent household (?), who is Black and queer but also tackling the weight of his father's legacy. He asks too much of people, he's irresponsible and privileged and he's just as awful as everyone else is I'm sorry. When he ran from the club after slicing that girls neck it was Jordan that pulled him away and got him to leave, none of them checked on Marie after abandoning her there either, nobody was manipulating Cate into hooking up with her boyfriend's best friend. The funny thing is Andre's actions were the only fucked thing that didn't contribute to Luke dying.
The thesis is they're all fucked up, everybody's messed in the head and traumatised. There's no real satisfying way for anyone to atone because they can't. They should all forgive themselves because they're the only ones that can and because dwelling isn't going to do anything and they have a college conspiracy to solve.
#andre anderson#me when my uni degree comes through#like I'm always gonna bring up the intersections of race class and gender#gen v#these school trains these kids to be selfish and only look out for themselves they've got some deprogramming to do#gen v amazon#gen v spoilers#jordan li#cate dunlap#luke riordan#golden boy#this school trains students to be selfish and only look out for themselves of course they've got some deprogramming to do#they're easier to manipulate and control if they don't care about each other#they need a union
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if you sit on someone's lap while they get head it is basically like you are getting head and you both get to have your fingers in the hair of the person going down on them and you get to control how they do it and it is so incredible
#OH MY GOD#about my sex life#big house#sit in my friends lap while he got a bj and it was the most gender-affirming thing omg#he asked if i wanted my cock sucked and then I sat in his lap straddled while he got head but I was obvi the one in control omg#one of those times where its like omg this probably shouldn't be as gender affirming as it is but ahhhh#v specific stone top vibe but wow !#Also I was in like a long white dress so you could just see the dress and tip poking out like omg that really was my cock & it was pretty#At the end we all cuddled and they both asked if I felt safe!! Needed that fr fr I'm probably cured now fr !!!#Omg wait also he was sitting there smiling to himself and went do we have girlcock now? Like omg egg!! Soo good genders time
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wip
#zeno's art#ultimate x-calibur#wip#optico#nova starbridge#paro chroneko#dj v con#clyde blacktooth#hrm.... you lot are looking a lot more geometric than usual....#paro stands out amongst all these spikeys ive gotta round out nova a bit more#but yea here are the new designs! once again less of an overhaul and more of a natural progression as theyve developed with my style#let me explain some design stuff :#here in this new rewrite of the story optico is actually a star sailor AI#programmed to take the nimbasa galahad students to the academy dome (which orbits merlienete)#and so has floaty hands to use the control panel . he can “summon” more hands or just go without them#nova is basically unchanged but her hair has been a little altered so she doesnt have that middle part thingy#(it was hard to draw)#and also her second ahoge is gone#paro is more circular and has a longsleeve undershirt now#his bag is hammerspace and can carry huge tools!#vcon is also mostly unchanged but now has starfish stuck to his pants#because i thought itd be funny if her pants were so long that stuff got stuck to them#clyde is the only one 100% unchanged save for hair#alright im sleepy
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